how do you deal with depression and or failure?

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>>727306942
Alcohol anon it works wonders

>>727307451
already drank sunday and monday. Feel so shitty the day after usually.

>>727306942
Don't fucking fail

>>727307563
Drink so much you no longer feel the burdens of drinking the day after like me. Also I'm day drinking, have been since 10 am and was drunk last night and the night before. My life sucks kill me

>>727306942
Drugs

>>727307878
which ones do you recommend?

>>727306942
I fell from a summit to the vally.

Now I am working damn hard to get to the next summit. Things will NOT be fine after a while unless I put in some real effort. I do it because I must. It is my duty to not be a failure. Leaning back is not an option for me.

Weed lots and lots of weed

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>>727306942
i dont..i pretend its not there.till it goes away

>>727306942
masturbate a lot

>>727308217
That's a nope from OP.
When i'm high i usually focus more on my failure and depression.

>>727307988
Xanax

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find someone to make you a sushi roll

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I'm too alpha to be depressed

>>727308597
Meh... I reached a threshold so i don't get that high from them anymore.
Got like 7.5 milligrams here.

>>727306942
Anything above 9mm usually works

>>727308656
Awww!
That's so cute.

>>727308752
Bump em that'll change it up

>>727308749
If you even own a hat like that - let alone wear it - even in private....
Then you are unfit to call yourself human.

>>727306942

by not failing and by realizing my awesomeness every day

>>727306942
I don't.
>15 years of depression
>4 of which has been completely non-functioning
>getting out of the worst rut by finally scoring a new job
>working on working myself to death/work to pay back my debts and then off myself
>work leaves 90% of the day gone, all that's left is taking my sleeping pills so I can sleep away the rest

>>727309448
Death will be wonderful

>>727306942
keep trying

>>727308597
How many milligrams do you usually do?

>>727306942
Take shits in in hidden places.
When no one is home take a shit behind the oven or behind the fridge.

>>727310111
120

>>727310314
i think i can only do that amount once.

>>727310418
>>727310314
>>727310111
>>727308597
don't do xanax you fucking imbeciles, you'll just end up more miserable, or dead, which might be a positive thing in the end

>>727310669
I usually try to use xanax as a tool. Like if i need to sleep early after altered my sleeping patterns or something like that. It's rare that i eat them just to get high.
Ate half a milligram now so i should start doing something constructive soon...

>>727306942
Stop doing what other people tell me to do

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Cry

>>727306942
Alcohol

Does mastrubate count on dealin' with it?

>>727312558
Whatever works for you.

>>727306942

Violence. Works every fucking time.

>>727313363
interesting angle. But i guess it doesn't help much if you get fucked up by your opponent?

friends, weed, video games
the usual

>>727306942
I fucking don't. That's why I spend hours on here every day, and binge watch the fuck out of TV shows.

>>727313467
You would be AMAZED by how wrong you are on this. Win or lose. You will feel ALIVE like you have never understood the word, after a fight. It is an inherited, hard-wired, response of being human to fight for what is ours, or what we think SHOULD be ours.

Sure you may lose a few fights in the beginning, but after realizing you're not made of glass, and getting hit won't cause you to shatter, you may just find out what kind of person you really are. Just remember, the only time you will DEFINITELY lose, is if you don't fight back.

>>727314679
This is either the single best piece of advice I've ever seen on /b/. Or youre trying to get OP beaten to death. I cant figure out which.

>>727314679

What about head injuries? Can't you end up fucking yourself up pretty badly if you get hit in the head hard enough or often enough?

>>727314679
>>727313363
t.guy who just watched figth club

>>727314679
No offence, but by my standards a person walking around picking fights to feel better by them selves are pretty fucked up.

How do you engage in the fighting?

>>727315041
You mean punch drunk? It CAN happen. But you have to fight so much, so often, and take SO much head trauma that you wind up killing part of your brain.

This may sound like internet bragging. But I've been in a lot of fights. I've suffered a couple of concussions. Some broken bones. But I tell you this, with all honesty. I have NEVER felt better, or more alive, than during, and after a fight. Yes it hurts to get hit. Yes you deal with physical pain for a little while (few days, up to weeks while a broken bone heals) afterward. But you will NEVER feel more primal, or more alive. You survived. You won. You are the dragon breathing fire! Win or lose, you will feel better emotionally, after a fight, than you did before.

>>727306942
Well, you can start by not being a fag about it

Get into a hobby that is really fun to keep your mind off of it

>>727316691
>tfw when i have advanced to levels of depression where i dont even want to go to a hobby nor get one so i just sit home

>>727307451

yeah except for in the long run it'll just make you more depressed.

>>727315261
I haven't seen that movie in almost 13 years. Thanks though. Prolly gonna watch it tonight now.

>>727315835
Honestly? It's pretty simple. Just be honest. Don't let the social stigma of "mind your own business" keep you from opening your mouth. If someone is doing something you find repugnant, say something. Loud enough so they hear you. Chances are they will want to assert their dominance. That's really all it takes. I don't go around just taking swings at people. But pushing people's buttons seems to come naturally to me. Shit I once got a court ordered anger management therapist to punch me in the mouth, simply by saying I thought his "methods" sounded like a training manual for pedophiles. Just say what's on your mind. People usually can't stand it when you disagree with them.

>>727306942

I stopped smoking weed and drinking caffeine and started working out 3x a week and drinking lots of water.

>realized my anxiety was mostly caused by coffee
>realized my depression was mostly caused by being stoned all the time and never doing anything

everyone has a different story though, so your depression is your own and you'll have to find out how to deal with it in your own way.

>>727317011
>I once got a court ordered anger management therapist to punch me in the mouth

I'm not sure if this is something to be proud of anon...

>>727317011
Whatever works for you Anon. At least you seem interesting.

>>727317425

I personally find it to be pretty impressive.

>>727306942
get gude that's how

>>727306942
become an hero