feels thread please

>>727239482

Don't wanna sound like a fag, here... but this place actually is a more comfortable place to be than anywhere else I've seen or been. No matter how horrible it get, and fucking hell it does, but at least you guys speak your fucking minds. For better or worse, I'm a btard until this place goes down in flames or I die first.

>>727240806
i get you anon

>>727240806

>Doesn't want to sound like a fag here
>Proceeds to sound like a fag.

Love you too.

>>727241077

Dubs check, faggot.

>love you too

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Literally migrated from Reddit because I was feeling suicidal and that site was the main cause. No longer suicidal but I'm pretty sure I'm turning into a white nationalist

>>727241967
Way to ruin a feels thread.

>>727241967
Each time I check reddit, the more right-winged I become

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>>727242826
Wait... oh I get it

>>727240806
>>727241077
No matter how much my life sucks at least I have you faggots to laugh at me right.

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>>727244101
Of course faggot

>>727240806
I don't know man, kinda desperate for female attention that isn't from a script.

>>727244475
I know how you feel m8, lonely af cause all my hobbies seem to be solitary and my job eats 80% of my free time. that and I hate the acting that comes with dating.

>>727239482
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>>727240806
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>>727241077
>>727241479
>>727241967
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>>727244938
You guys are the real faggots. Please stand up.

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What's got you down guys?
I'm here to listen.

>>727245247
yes and?

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>>727245957
Me personally, I'm just super lonely. I've been told a million times that a relationship won't fix my problems, and I know it won't, but I still just want to know what love is like before I die. It's the only thing I want and there's so much involved with getting to that point that it seems not only like a huge hassle, but possibly a waste of time. Thanks for listening anon.

>>727246511
Don't love. Love is a disappointment that will leave a sour taste in your mouth and leave you even more empty.

>>727245957
About two months ago I lost the best person I've ever known. I'm still not over it.

>>727246511
Have you ever heard the song by Yes called Owner of a Lonely Heart? It's a prog-rock song where the chorus is "Owner of a lonely heart, much better than an owner of a broken heart."

I can't say what love is like Anon, I want to tell you it isn't worth it, it's all pain and no gain. But the truth is, love is different for everyone. Me personally I NEED to love someone, even if it's in the smallest of ways, it is what keeps me sane. I hope you find what you're looking for Anon. I really do.

>>727246969
Who was she? If you want to share of course.

>>727246511
OP, get a girlfriend. I'm not kidding. Use tinder, eharmony, anything but get a girlfriend. That image was me last year in my dorm. Now I am experiencing love every day and I can't tell you how glad I am I didn't kill myself. In a way, I am jealous. You're on the cusp of experiencing one of the pinnacles of humanity - love. Love from someone who cares about you. Love from somebody who wants nothing more than to see your smiling face. Don't exclude anyone. My love is a ashkanazi jew and that makes no difference to me because I am happy and that's ok and you're ok. Everyone is ok and needs a little love sometimes and hope that you will find that someone either this semester or next. Good luck my friend

>>727244938
I feel like I got short-changed by God on multiple issues, but what pisses me off the most is the fact my little niche hobby of videogames and comics went mainstream AND that I was born just a little early to partake in it when it did become mainstream.

No one was into this geek shit when I was a kid/teenager but now most kids/teenagers are.

>>727245957
I have come to the realization that this chick I'm talking to is using me for pity and for self validation. I'm fucking tired of it, yet I convinced myself that she may somewhat love me, but that's straight bullshit. All of my relationships with women end up boiling down to this and I wish I could stop being a fucking idiot and wise up.

https://youtu.be/RQaKsgMiSxA

>>727247076
She was so damn beautiful, 10/10 for sure. She had this amazing personality and a brilliant mind, like she was so incredibly interesting and intelligent.. Its been a while since I fucked up everything and I can't even get a hold of her or her friend to see how she is doing.. I really miss her and I didn't actually think it would feel so damn horrible after I left.

>>727247392
Take some time for yourself man, I made the mistake and didn't do that. Break up with this chick if she's no good to you. Just because she loves you is no reason to stick around. Look out for yourself first, then love will find you.

>>727247635
Dude, that fucking hit me in the heart. I was and am in the literal same situation you are. I'm still getting over my 10/10. I called her my Dream Girl, but there is a reason we don't meet our dreams. What helped me is that I started writing stories, not sure if that is your thing, but it helped me get through it. Hell, if you'd like i'd send you what I've written. It's a word document, or I could post it on here.

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>>727246957
And I've been told this so many times. Yet I still look desperately for love as if it's the one thing I should live for. I'm worried I've set it to such a high standard for what it will be like that it can never live up. I'm afraid.

>>727247076
Thank you for the hopes. I like Yes actually, just haven't heard that song by them. I'll look for it. If love isn't worth it I don't know what I want. Could be I've been clinging to false hopes my entire life. I don't know what I'll do then. Try to find purpose elsewhere, but I'm already trying that and I keep getting distracted.

>>727247320
I desperately want this but I don't think it's ever going to happen. I know I need to change some of my ways before it can happen though. I just hope it's worth it. Thank you very much for the hopes.

>>727248030
Thanks man, I really thought that this one was going to be different, but taking sometime to myself will help me refocus on what's important to me

>>727248030
Yeah man post it. Have you gotten over her? Why don't you try to talk to her?

>>727245957
Girl from my past got me down. I loved her for 4 years of my life, but she never loved me back. 4 years and several girlfriends later, she still comes into my head every day. I've known her for 8 years in total, but I haven't seen her since 4 years ago. I still think of her, but I honestly want nothing to do with her. My girlfriend I have now is amazing to me, we live together and sleep together and do everything together. She's my soulmate, and I'm deadset on marrying her. I love her more than anything.
But, there's something special about that first girl. I'm not sure what, but I feel like it will stick with me until the day I die. Why does my past haunt me?

Hadn't ever had a real girlfriend besides long distance bs in high school. Fastforward to college, I'm 22 in a summer Bio class. Girl sat next to me on the first day, which resulted in us becoming lab partners. Really pretty funny and I constantly made her laugh. This was a summer class so it was really condensed, we were basically together for like 5 hours, 4 days a week. We honestly had tons of stuff in common, and I felt like she was really into me. Towards end of class we had to make a presentation. Asked for her number/fb to keep in touch. Also asked for her snapchat at one point when I realized she had it. She said no to all of these in a weird dismissive way. She insisted we communicate only via google + (fuck.) One night drunk as we were finishing up presentation, I asked "why do you hate me" she said something like "I doooooont". Did presentation next day, never talked to her again.

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>>727248343
I'll think about posting it, part of me is worried about it being stolen and used. Have I gotten over her? Well.. that's a strange answer. A few months ago, I wouldn't have called what I am in "getting over" But maybe it's something that you just always stick with you. It's something you'll never forget, someone you'll never forget. And she'll always be perfect in your mind, unless you look at things clearly.
I want to talk to her, to see if she's happy, but part of me knows better than it. I don't want to make things worse than they already are. Maybe in a few months i'll check in, but... I dunno.

I'll tell you one thing though mate, things always get better.
Pic super fucking related

>>727248533
Was she the first one you loved?

>>727247390
yeah I feel you m8 a couple years ago nobody in the mainstream liked comic books or indie games, now everybody is in on it. the only reason im still relatively ok with my life is that i found out im decent at photography and I at least god didt screw me over with shit genes.

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>>727239482
>>727248030
>>727248533
>No matter how the going gets tough, how everyone treats you or how world treats you, one day things will go your way

>>727239482
feels discord

discuss feels, pepe, robot 9000, anything

https://discord.gg/bp44v4s

>>727248764
Yes. There was a time where she loved me too, I guess, but it was a short while, a little under a year. She was my first love.

I have a question for everyone: Is it okay to let people care about you even if you're not worthy of being cared about? Is it better to reject those people for their own good?

>>727248709
Yeah, don't worry. I feel like I'm frantically trying to get into contact with her, I don't know how you can hold off so well.. Did she hurt you?..

>>727240806
What are you, twelve? Oh my fucking god, that's hilarious. I'm saving that copy pasta, congratulations faggot. Lol

>>727249115
Then that's why, like I said in an earlier post. She'll always be with you mate. Well... maybe not, but the idea of her, the idea of that love with always be with you. I've decided to just let mine have a literal seat in the back of my mind. Giving it a place makes it easier to deal with.

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>>727249162
Everything happens for a reason man, one day you might get lucky.

>>727249237
....yeah

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recently found an old letter from my ex.
it's been a little over a year now.
should I keep it?

>>727249342
Makes sense why you're good not talking to her then, heh... If you ever do check in on her I hope she's well. I hope you are too anon

>>727249469
yes, but put it some where, where you won't find it

ITT: fagets

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The only question that I ask myself everyday is: Why do girls always reject me?

>They always said "Let's just be friends"

>>727249591
edgy

feelin wavy famalamz

>>727249722
Too fries to read through all this miseeable bullshit

>>727249594
get fit and practice good hygiene

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>>727249509
I'm surviving. The world is a harsh, harsh place. I remember screaming at God a few weeks ago, and i'm not even religious. I saw, or I think I saw her, in a vine compilation (Yes, I watch them when I have nothing better to do, fucking sue me). I was doing so well. But it was all torn away in a fucking second. All the pain I felt from the break up, all the stress, the emotionless self that I grew immediately after the break up? All that shit came back. I screamed "WHY ME?!" There were almost tears in my eyes, I could feel them welling.

I realized that day that sometimes the world has a plan for us. I've given up on my own total happiness, why I want to be a fireman, with the secret hope that one day I will die saving someone. I'm not meant to live till old age. But i'll be alright,

We'll be alright.


(proofreading this it sounds so faggy and edgy, but Imma post it anyway.)

>>727249469
That's painful man. You might want to consider throwing it away. Some things are best not to hold on to.

My wife who i was with for 18 years cheated on me. she claims she wants to work it out but i just wanna die. we have 3 kids. Life just hit me with a haymaker

>>727249953
That's painful man

>>727250244
Fuck dude I'm sorry. Write it out if you think it'll help

>>727250685
I just found out a few hours ago. i feel numb and I am pretty sure im in shock. I didnt even cry

Some sad music for you guys

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3U_Q2eEyJc

>>727250685
I'm considering killing myself but i love my kids

>>727248646
Probably not interested, move on anon

>>727250856
That's brutal.

Since you found out so recently, I'd urge patience. I know it's gonna feel awful, but think everything over for a while before you make any decisions

>>727250965
Nah don't do that man. I've got two friends who killed themselves and it's the fucking worst. Your kids would never recover

>>727249341
No. Nothing happens for any reason whatsoever. Free will is a lie. Nothing matters in the long run. Make no mistake, you will die. No matter what you do, eventually, the world will say "who?" I hate knowing this. I can't not know it. I can only pretend it's not there. Ignorance IS bliss.

And yes, I did nick myself on this edge.

>>727250856
How old are your kids anon? Try to find some time alone to think. I wouldn't forgive cheating, but I'm not you, If you don't want to divorce, keep with her and get side bitches

>>727250960
Genuinley expected rickroll

>>727250212
this

why would you kill yourself for something she did..

>>727252615
Agreed. Tnats BETA AS FUCK P

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>>727248646
stinks thats the problem with grills they give the impression that they are into you when they aren't

>>727246511
getting a relationship is like tossing a coin, it could be good or bad, it could be the best relationship in the world, or you can get a bitch that drains the small money you have while she cheat on you.

I feel like you, I want to feel again what is being in love, what is the feel to being loved, even if is just an ilussion or if its real, its sucks feel like no one can love you, even if you are not so bad like others.

So, give a try, do what other anons told you, tinder, fb, eharmony, dont know, I still thinking that someone in my near peoples circle can feel something for me, but I am getting really tired, and maybe soon will start to try those sources too.

Stay strong, bro.

>>727253147
youre misreading the signals or overanalyzimg it

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>>727249469
dangit you just brought back my first love

>>727253330
First loves always a bitch, but its definitely a lesson

I constantly think about suicide but I'll never have the guts to do it

>>727239482
>CatcherInTheRye.jpg

>>727253719
I know how that is. I bought a shotgun and tried to shoot myself recently, but I just couldn't work up the nerve to pull the trigger. I feel disgusted with my cowardice now and I'm thinking about trying again, but I think the outcome would be the same.

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what a fucking awful feels thread u guys dont know how to cry over the internet to other virgins properly, here

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jesus christ you newfags need to stop shitposting so much.

A couple years ago you would see max one pepe in these threads. Now it's every other post. Fuck right off faggots, you ruined /b/

>>727241967
Makes sense. Not trying to go all /pol/ on you but part of not wanting to kill yourself everyday is to have SOME kind of identity or purpose and being ethnocentric can fill that role.

Long story short, the love of my killed herself. I found her and got PTSD from it. Now I'm forced to live to maintain the happiness of the people around me. My question is, how fucked up is it that I fap to dead girlfriend's nudes?

>>727253233
Not same anon, but...
Exactly, and that is the worst part always, because even when I try to put the feet in the ground, always fell for some signal that I consider "good signals", but it just were not that.

And then the illusion goes bye bye and the pain kicks in.

>>727254675
Pretty OK mate, but try to move on. Nobody can live in the past

>>727245957
tl;dr version
>have depression for all of my life
>therapist thinks it's because I never had any support structures
>I dont really know why
>meet the the love of my life
>I find her hanging by an extension cord
>try to get through it, cant
>attempt suicide, get caught five minutes too early

Now I'm just waiting for the right time to kill myself. Specifically a certain date.

24 yo khv
used to think depression was just a sad excuse because your life wasn't perfect
until it hit me
I'm always feeling like shit and can't do anything about it
suicidal thoughts
self-diagnosed autism
I have so much potential and opportunities
I waste all of it because I'm lazy
the less I'm awake the better
obsessed with one girl that I met 10 years ago, refresh her social accs every 5 mins for the last few years

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIthnnV78Qg
if anyone has watched mirai nikki... watch that.

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How long has it been since you finished high school? Its been 6 years since I finished and it feel strange seeing all the people I went to hs with getting married, having kids and just doing cool shit.

I mean I life an alright life, but damn its nothing compared to their.

>>727249953
I wish had told some people i loved this

>>727249033
no hope no harm, just another falsealarm

>>727255238
"You have no god damn right to cry..."
god this scene fuck with me.

>>727255244
oh god 3 years now. Most of my buddies are in college a few enlisted and i probably will soon. My life is okay its just really boring and theres lots of bad memories here.

>>727246969
Sounds like you're in for a ride.

Enjoy thinking about this person every day. Some days it will be very little and you will brush it off, other times you will just spend weeks filled to the brim with rage or sadness. You will tell yourself many times over that it's too late and that there is nothing to be done and all this feeling is just wasting your life - that you could have found somebody else just as good if you would just not feel so bad about it. But every day you will still think a little about this person and every new person who comes along will be measured up in some way to the hole that this person left.

It's too late now to avoid this fate. They took something that you can never have back.

i cant wait to leave everything and everhone behind for good

love is fun while it lasts. but nothing good lasts forever.
>deep

>>727249953
I kinda think like you, I think I wasnt born to be happy, that being that is not my purpose in life, Im starting to give up on my happiness, holding myself up, get my dream job, completing the med school and trying to save lifes the rest of my life until the day I die (sooner or later, but I hope it will be painless), and spending the money i get from that getting plastic happines, it will help, travels around the world, some decent and cool car, whores, decent drinks, vidya.

Lonelyless will not be so hard with that, I hope it works out.

>>727255062
stop with the bait you fucking asshat

>>727247320
This works great until she leaves you. As I've just experienced. I feel worse than before, can't imagine how I'll ever get back to that high

>>727239482
Sometimes life just doesnt work out the way u want it to
But then it goes a little bit your way just for it to shit on you again
Fuck life

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>cute girl starts working with me
>she seems really cool, plays videogames, really easy to talk to, really funny
>any time my shift is over I sit at a table and talk to her until we both go home
>talking to her today about seeing the new movie Life
Side note: see that movie, it was fucking fantastic. Back to the text
>she goes "Yeah, my boyfriend doesn't like to go out to movies too much"
>"my boyfriend"
>"boyfriend"
>one of the very few people I have ever met that I can easily talk to is unavailable
>mfw

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>>727247635
god i wish someone thought this about me

I stopped talking to the girl of my dreams a while ago. fuck i doubt shes even noticed im gone

>>727256679
emo bs
no you wouldnt
cry me a fucking river

So, I'm pretty sure I'm out of the gene pool. but now I don't know what I will do. what should I work on?

>>727256285
Bait?
I was planning on livestreaming it. Though the earliest it would happen is January of next year.

>>727256857
We all do Anon

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Ik this might sound weird but have anyone of you ever wanted to die an when you did you would go into almost a 3rd person view to see everyone's reaction

I love my girlfriend. She makes me feel safe and loved

>>727240806
All love for you anon I know how it is this site is the best thing I've found in my whole life

>>727257550
It'd be interesting to see who comes to my funeral. Pick out the ones that really care and the ones who just came because it's surreal.

>>727257438
No we dont

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>>727256582
Thats why I always hold back a bit or just play along without any feeling invested.
I'm always waiting for the "my boyfriend" like to be put in there.
But don't worry anon, she knew what she was saying.

Does destiny exist? Are we bound? Will god give me another chance? Will she give me another chance? I don't know, but how saying "never" could help, just say FUCK YES we WILL meet again, and once that happens, i'll be better, i'll be there for her, i'll enmend all of my mistakes, i wont be that stupid boy that threw gold away, GO after her, catch her, tell her what you feel, what you think, before it's to late, i mean, what's the worst thing that could happen, her saying no, or fuck off?, you're overthinking it, don't let the sadness corrupt you, nostalgy is a hell of a drug, transform that sadness into motivation, it's not over yet Anon, take that fat ass up from that chair, and do whatever you feel like doing, don't fucking spend the rest of your days regretting it, good luck, Anons, we must improve, for whoever she is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBNJJNYzpbM

>>727257559
I had a girl like that, she ended up showing her true colors within a year

>>727257666
Ik I've always wondered witch friends an ex's actually care about me

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>>727257837

>>727257666
Also nice trips Satan

>>727256579
Every time this shows up in a feels thread, I always read it, always.
And always gets me, always.

>>727257946
Probably none, but who cares anyways. Familly first. 99% of people are disposable anyways

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I knew I was a piece of shit but I never knew how bad it was till today. Not gonna green text cause fix that jazz

Told a friend how I felt about the way she was treating me and how our relationship is going. In general she said that she was trying to avoid me a bit cause I would treat her like shit. And after she said all the things I would do I just felt so fucking low. And right now I feel like such a pathetic piece of scum that deserves nothing. I apologized and realized that I was shit with her. I said sorry but she says that it's ok and that she does want me in her life, not as an emotional rag but as an actual friend because she does care about me. Now I just feel so shit because of how good she is to me while I was just worse than a shit stain to her.

>>727257982
Considering it if i fail, thanks Anon

>>727257946
I figure there will be a lot of people there. Only a few who really knew me and really cares. It's kind of like when some asshole kid died when I was in highschool. Suddenly the whole school knew this kid and loved him.

>>727244353
hits home rn

>>727258167
wew so sad, eben though she isnt the person in my life. i stil miss her and tje times we had together.

>>727258137
Doesn't work anymore. They started putting oxygen in the tanks to prevent this.

>so theres this girl
>i've liked her for more than a year
>a few months ago i got up the courage to tell her how i feel
>a few months after that i asked her how she feels about me,
>she liked me
> we went on a date
>so i went on a date with the girl i've been dreaming about for a longtime
>and it goes badly
>she doesn't talk to me for like 2 weeks,
>those 2 weeks sucked
>i was heartbroken,
>i wondered if i somehow hurt her,(that was the wors, if i were to hurt someone like her i'd die of guilt)
>one day she heres from one of my freinds that im moping around
>she tells me she's not mad at me, and that she's sorry i thought that, and the reason she didn't talk to me was she felt sad about something
>everything is back to normal between us
>except i wonder if she still likes me
>it feels like theres an ice wall between us sometimes
>i get frustrated and ask her why she never wants to talk to me.
>she says that she doesn't really like talking about people unless they're about her interests. (anime and creepypastas and shit)
>i ask her why she doesn't seems happy when she's talking to me
>she says "im not a happy person" and walks away, to throw away something
>as i'm leaving i ask her "do you just want me to leave you alone"
>she nods no
>the next few weeks i avoid her
>except for one time when i walk her to her car, with both of us happily talking
>the next week im still avoiding her
>i think she starts to notice. (she asks me where i was, or she runs into me more, like she's trying to run into me)
>the next time i see her, were barely talk
>all this time im worrying if she still likes me
>one day i ask her
>i ask her if she still likes me.
>she says she dosen't know
(i think she actually dosen't know, she wouldn't lie to spare my feelings, she would most likely tell if me in a nice way (at least as nicely as you can say something like that) that she doesn't

My second cousin and I are in love but we can't tell anyone, still living with family, shit sucks sometimes

>>727258137
I alrwady saved the pic on how to tie a noose in case shit goes south. Ill probbaly use it one day, whether its in 2 years or 20. until then, fuck it ill live my life to rhw fullesy

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>>727258290
He should be able to take the classic route anyway

In 7 hours I have the psych evaluation for my dream job, I'm scared shitless, hold me please

>>727258021
O sht

>>727258167
She has went trough like, 5 relationships?
I, 0, i can't love again, not after knowing her
Sometimes i wonder, if she does feel the same way as me, or maybe im just a delusional boy

>>727258190
True tbh that's probably going to be me Im having kidney failure both of my kidneys combined are 70% out of 200%

>>727250650
Just fuck someone else. Tell her you did it. Tell her why you did it.

>>727258473
Do you think you will pass though? Like, are you aware of anything wrong in your brain? Even with something like a slight anxiety disorder or some shit you should make it easely.

>>727258605
Wanna trade kidneys? A medical related death somehow feels less hurtful to those around me than suicide.

>so theres this girl
>i've liked her for more than a year
>a few months ago i got up the courage to tell her how i feel
>a few months after that i asked her how she feels about me,
>she liked me
> we went on a date
>so i went on a date with the girl i've been dreaming about for a longtime
>and it goes badly
>she doesn't talk to me for like 2 weeks,
>those 2 weeks sucked
>i was heartbroken,
>i wondered if i somehow hurt her,(that was the wors, if i were to hurt someone like her i'd die of guilt)
>one day she heres from one of my freinds that im moping around
>she tells me she's not mad at me, and that she's sorry i thought that, and the reason she didn't talk to me was she felt sad about something
>everything is back to normal between us
>except i wonder if she still likes me
>it feels like theres an ice wall between us sometimes
>i get frustrated and ask her why she never wants to talk to me.
>she says that she doesn't really like talking about people unless they're about her interests. (anime and creepypastas and shit)
>i ask her why she doesn't seems happy when she's talking to me
>she says "im not a happy person" and walks away, to throw away something
>as i'm leaving i ask her "do you just want me to leave you alone"
>she nods no
>the next few weeks i avoid her
>except for one time when i walk her to her car, with both of us happily talking
>the next week im still avoiding her
>i think she starts to notice. (she asks me where i was, or she runs into me more, like she's trying to run into me)
>the next time i see her, were barely talk
>all this time im worrying if she still likes me
>one day i ask her
>i ask her if she still likes me.
>she says she dosen't know
(i think she actually dosen't know, she wouldn't lie to spare my feelings, she would most likely tell if me in a nice way (at least as nicely as you can say something like that) that she doesn't

>be alone 8 months ago
>ask friend if they know of any single girls
>yes and get to meet them
>they actually have a psychco girlfriend
>help her get rid of the fuck
>date her for 5months
>actually happy and enjoying life
>she breaks up with me over her "problems"
>liked some guy for a whole month of us being together
>tell her to fuck off and become alone and depressed again

Happened a few weeks ago

nothing to live for. not attractive or good at anything. can't neck myself; too afraid of letting my father and family down.

>>727258629

I don't know I've been a neet for quite some time and avoided anything that made me uncomfortable, I'm not crazy or anything but anxiety is killing me

>>727258119
You got friend zoned. Enjoy spending every day working hard improving yourself in the hopes that she'll take you back. You will have learned your lesson and become a better person just for her because you care about her. You will pour lots of love and attention into the black hole that is her and she will take it all but will never ever return your feelings. Try not to kill yourself when you finally find out that shes ditching you to go fuck Chad Thundercock but it's cool if you want to chat later about how her day went.

Everynight i'm here, alone, putting on some nice songs, and seeing her photos, it's pretty nice, i've failed too many times, too many fuck ups, i don't wanna make things worse by messaging her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCPQUAtMZR4

>>727258880
>>727258358
sorry for double posting
the capcha was being autistic so i didn't notice that i posted the first time.
i invite mods to delet one of these

>>727257737
I was. I figured she had one, way too qt 3.14 to be single. It still hurts though.

living proof there is no God

>>727259168
You can delet your own posts.

>sleeping
>dream of her
>she's in my house, crying softly.
>says she misses me, says she's sorry
>say i miss her too
>hug her tight, she hugs me tighter
>now we're naked in bed
>spooning
>I can feel her skind, soft as silk and warm
>happier than i've ever been
>feel like I'm actually worth something
>the will to live is starting to come back
>wake up drunk
>alone and cold in bed crying my fucking eyes out get up
>hit the bottle one more time to keep my mind numb
>go to work
>an repeat the next day
Life fucking sucks you guys

And I sit in my apartment.
I’m getting no answers.
I’m finding no peace, no release from the anger.
I leave it at arms length.
I’m keeping my distance.
From hotels and Jesus and blood on the carpet.
I’m stomaching nothing.
I’m reaching for no one.
I’m leaving this city and I’m headed out to nowhere.
I carry your image.
Your grandfather’s coffin.
And Ed, if you hear me, I think of you often.
That’s all I can offer.
That’s all that I know how to give.

It's not 100% accurate but it hits pretty hard.

>>727259035
Ya I would have liked to be with her and I did get friend zoned, but I did get to fuck her bout a month later she told me I was in the auto zone. But really I could give less fucks about that and I do care more about how shit I am. That I really am a pathetic faggot that deserves to be alone.
And as for Chad, he's too busy cleaning up the cum stains from her sheets.

>>727259475
I've tought of Astral Projecting just to dream her

>>727259615
>>727259475
I taught myself how to lucid dream so I could be with my lost love. It feels nice until it has to end and then hurts all over again. I'm not sure if it's better or worse but I'm gonna do it again anyway.

Guys I feel like death and dying

>>727259871
It doesn't help the fact that I'm extreme drinker

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>>727259615
not that person but the last dream I had i can remember of my crush she was making me drink bleach out of glasses she poured.. shes even disappeared from my dreams it hurts. god i wish i had a nice dream of her. I miss the nights when I'd go to sleep after talking to her and feel this beautiful tingling sensation going up my back or id see these pretty lights and had a warm fuzzy feeling thinking of her

anyway holy fuck this thread did not help i should go to bed

>>727259871
Sounds sweet, but heard that AP is easier, and you can do it everyday, and that you can hook up your dreams so she sees the same as you, don't buy that too much, but it's worth a try i guess..

>>727260121
I used to be but I'm not 21 yet so the people who bought me shit before won't now.
>inb4 underage b& I'm 20

>>727260279
I don't really understand the whole AP thing

I think that love is not real,I never felt it

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>>727259871
holy fuck this is sad
I'm kinda scared i'll end up like that

uuuuugh i should go to bed but i keep reading these dumb posts while watching game grumps

>>727259561
>That I really am a pathetic faggot that deserves to be alone.

I'm just busting your balls a little anon - 4chan is basically the opposite of a hugbox, it's a hurtbox. I wanted to type out the worst case scenario for you so you didn't let that happen and I'm glad you are at least moving on from her. At least you can be alone with the rest of us pathetic faggots.

[spoiler]
I was in the friendzone for about a year but a month ago I said fuck it and cut most contact. Can't sever the rest without giving up most of my friends. Currently I'm trying to make new friends outside the group so I can cut away all contact. I am so fucked and lonely.[/spoiler]

>>727260511
Lucid dreaming is waking up during a dream, A.P means going into deep relaxation and then imagining yourself getting yourself out of your bet, like floating, and woha, there you are, it's like your soul gets out of your body, i've not done it yet, but i'm still working towards it. You should check it out

And people that say "I just feel like death" should kill themselves for wanting attention

Man first time I've posted on /b/ in 5 years or lurked. I was having feels and don't wanta be a burden on the few friends I have.

Any who a month ago my 2 year relationship ended. She told me she never loved me she always loved someone else more and what not. This came out of left field for me as I saw no problems in our relationship at the time. In hindsight she was pulling away for about a month before hand, but still is that really enough of a warning to react when your working 30+ hours a week and finishing up college? I had my own shit on my plate. Now last semester and I'm struggling to do shit. I can't believe I'm this depressed. I'm an expert on rejection and usually take it in stride, but not this time. Fuck me man. Been sleeping around trying to get her out of my head which is working but her parting words are haunting me still and probably will continue. I think I only like emotionally unavailable women. I think I should grow out of that.

>>727246511


Hey Anon.

I know the words you are speaking.

Yes, releationships will never be the cure for Problems, but they can help heal the wounds you are Not able to get over alone.

Having somebody by your side who will support you througout a therapy e.g. Is one of the biggest gifts out there.

It does not necesseraly have to be a gf, A good friend sometimes is what you need.

And sometimes you just need the touch of another human to recharge your batterys.

Do not give up Anon, love is out there. She is out there, and one day, if you get to aknowledge and use your chances, she will be yours.

>good at talking to people
>generally have okay luck with girls
>bizarre cocktail of fetishes has rendered me functionally asexual
>cannot get erect from anything any normal girl would want to do
>fail multiple times at having sex
>potential relationships fall apart
>still desperately want an intimate relationship
>tfw

Things are getting hard again. It's not fair. I've been doing everything right. I go to therapy every week. I take my meds every night. I make time for friends and I make time for work. I'm getting my associate's degree with a 4.00. I'm building up my resume. I'm doing things I enjoy doing. I'm starting to apply for jobs and internships. I live in a nice house. I have nice things. I have good friends. I have a good girlfriend. So why is it so hard? Why am I making another descent towards suicide? Why does this always happen? Why? It's not fucking fair.

>>727261774
Stop fapping for awhile. In a week or two, when your balls are blue, fap to something vanilla. If you can't control yourself just stop going on an Vietnamese sewing website.

I still think about this Wisconsin army girl. You know when you just feel a connection with someone and you're just like fuck. But, dating your close friends is shit. Ever wonder if you made the right choice by sabotaging something just so you don't ruin years of friendship?

>>727259475
I know how it is I'm pretty much in the same place but I keep popping pills to stay numb

>>727261953

Do not worry Anon.

In the darkest of your Moments when you think you have nothing to keep going for, think of your son or your daughter.

They might not've been born yet, but this kept me through a very dark phase that lasted almost 1 1/2 years.

Im still Not completely out of it.

Talk to your girlfriend, your parents, your therapist.

You dont have to do this alone Anon.

no one is romantically interested in me. at least some of you anons have that going for you.

>>727262548
Same with me my last gf proved that on this post I explained it
>>727258891

>>727262423
I try to keep fighting, I really do but this has been a repeat pattern for the last 10ish years. It really looks like this is here to stay. Seems a lot easier to just give up this time around.

found out a buddy of mine is on coke now. realized the highlight of our friendship, the peak, has already passed

i could've helped him

>>727262548
It's just something else for me to fuck up every time.

Wish I could give a lot of you guys a big hug

>>727262548
I mean, I thought I did, but she seems to be totally cutting me off now. Truthfully she's given a kind of reasonable excuse that's totally plausible and I could be over-analyzing everything, but the timing feels too weird. Plus my heart hurts at the thought, and it makes it hard to think rationally.

>>727262830
I'm sorry man maybe you could help him now before anything really bad happens

First girlfriend I had cheated on me, now every relationship I have I ruin with my trust issues. Also do you guys really believe there's someone special or that we just have to find someone we can settle with?

>>727263176
i can't help him though, he needs to let go of the past; he's been in a destructive relationship with this chick for a while and i think it's bringing him down. they were broken up for a while and he was doing better, then about six months ago they got back together and he starts smoking again

this is just a symptom of how bad it's gotten i guess

>>727263603
Yea same for my last "special" relationship she cheated for 2 months on me with someone who was a friend

Ex girlfriend of three years texted me last night and went badly. She kissed another guy that caused a huge fight between us that ended everything. As for the text, it's always the same shit like "how you doing? "How was your birthday?" When I told her during our last confrontation that I will never be her "friend". She gets mad all of a sudden when I say I don't wanna ever talk to her as if its a surprise. It's been six months and I feel like she's trying to get me to be her best bud or some shit. But in all honesty it just hurts... Love is the most beautiful yet depressing feeling you'll ever feel when it comes and goes.. especially for someone you cared so much for.

>>727263697
Help him fight through it and help him realize how much better he is without her and how he was doing during the break up

>>727246511
>tfw got girlfriend
>realized I don't want a girlfriend and I want to be alone again
>can't make myself break up with her because I'm a cuck

>>727263603
i had/still have some trust issues too, but what helps me is knowing that a lack of trusts never helps anything. you just have to try to trust, and if you get hurt you get hurt; don't be afraid of it

i don't personally believe that there's that special someone just waiting for you, i think there are lots of people with whom you're compatible and you could be perfectly happy with any of them

>>727263766
Happened recently heart torn out by a bitch who didn't care for the break up and got with someone the week we broke up

>>727264103
Same poster

She liked him a whole month we were together

So randomly during a drunk moment two years ago, I messaged a girl I liked saying I was sorry how I friendship broke up. I didn't even know about it until today. Today was the day where she replied.

What do I do? She's married now, so it makes it even worse.

>>727263874
does it make me a bad person that i really don't want to involve myself in his problems? that i don't want to burden myself with that?

>>727264713
No it doesn't it was his choice to do that to himself

>1/6th of the way reading through every post

Fucking stop you guys are actually gonna make me cry

>>727264627
run. nothing good can come from knowing her.

nothing.

>>727264627
Just tell her you were drunk and it meant nothing

Unless it meant something

>>727263766
Cut all contact, don't let her string you along. You'll never move on with a constant reminder of her

>>727264262
Sorry I feel you. This guy was constantly texting my ex when she then cried and said she loved me and to not worry about him like that. Forward two months I see his number occasionally and don't think much, til I swoop through her tablet in which I'm writing with at the moment and see him talking with her profile to his family saying she's his girlfriend. I had a chance we're I could've curb stomp this guy but this was before I knew everything. Sorry for venting but I feel you man I really do

>>727264807
I mean a good friend who helped me through high school?

>>727264823
The catch-22 being I did mean everything I said.

>>727245957
Fell in love with a girl who was taken. She doesn't know I think but we've become good friends. I can't move things further because she's really into her boyfriend and it would just ruin our friendship. It's just pain when we hang out but I really enjoy our times together. Just wish I had met her first.

>>727265022
I'm sorry and say what you need it's best to let it out could message me on something so you could let it all out and she didn't care at all she tore me to shreds she just walked away without a doubt

>>727265165
Stop hanging out with her. I know it's hard but you're just torturing yourself

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>>727263766
It sucks bro but I went through the same thing with my ex of 6 years.

She cheated on me and excepted me to still want to be friends with her or be in contact whatsoever.

She said shit like I was still her "best friend" but you know what?

Fuck that. Cut off your contact with her, she doesn't deserve to be in your life anymore.

>>727257982
Doesn't work cause of oxy in tanks. Grab some bbq coals, fire them up, drop em in the bathtub and the room will fill woth CO2 for a sleepy release

>>727249469
Burn it faggot.
>>727249230
Shit tier anatomy.

>>727265129
I mean as long as you weren't telling her you wish you were back together or something like that i think you should be fine

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>>727265165
I'm in the same situation bro. I fell in love with my best friend, but she is still not over her ex who is trying to string her along.

You have a choice to make. Either you hold on to your feels, or let go of them.

Maybe things will work out later, but here and now the timing isn't right. Your just hurting yourself

>>727261953
Same, sort of. My medicine was doing wonders and this semester was looking up. I'm afraid to seek help again after all these years of effort.

>>727265363
We go to the same college. It's fucking torture man.

>>727250244

I'd suggesting ending the marriage. If she did something as unforgivable as that to you she's not worth all you have to give. Obviously she means a lot to you given that she's your wife and the mother of your children but if there's a line that needs to be to draw, it's time to draw it at something like cheating. This is what natural consequence looks like for her.... :/

Goodnight Bros I guess I might be back just hating life right now

>>727245957
I can't seem to get a job and it's bumming me out
I even scheduled classes around a potential work schedule but nobody is taking me probably because I have 0 actual work experience
It's really annoying...

>>727254083
It's not that you didn't have the guts, you still value your life, it's still worth something to you whether you know it or not. Either that or something still wants you around for something

>>727265129
If it was just about a friendship lost and you're not romantically interested then you should still really consider if its worth it. She already found her #1 man and you just being a childhood friend of her will cause problems simply because of your history. He will not like you being close to her.

There really just is not much for you there unless you feel nostalgic for high school. The time you might spend getting to know a dead fish could be just as well spent chasing a live fish.

>>727255062
If I were you I would too. Do it in a place you want to die, someplace peaceful

>>727266275
Goodnight anon, may your anger keep you warm at night and your sadness keep you cool during the hot day sun.

>>727255062
Fuck it, saving your post. I'm gonna remember you, anon

>>727266275
It's the same poster I'm back I don't feel like leaving /b/ has kept me busy and has given my mind something to do and forget what I want to do to myself that isn't best but I might be out soon I've taken a lot of tramadol for the high
>>727266670

>>727266519
Me? Chase live fish.

I know 1 girl. She's getting married, we're really good friends.

Every other girl I've known has just kinda drifted away, maybe I am just going to be a forever alone virgin who lurks on trap threads for the rest of my life.

>have supportive and loving parents
>have circle of friends that seem to enjoy my company
>have distant, but existant gf
>have mediocre grades in uni, but graduation is in sight
>have medication that changed me for the better

I have everything going for me. Why am I going back down.

>>727266857
Exactly the same for me I'm not sure why but I'll go down with you

>>727266648
I'm gonna do it where she did. So I can be cloae to her one last time.

>>727266707
At least someone will.

Get out of a relationship and extremely depressed from it my friend tells me it's a good idea to get in to a relationship to help forget but the only two people I like is that friend which doesn't want a relationship and the other is lesbian

>>727266986
I could try changing medication dose again, but I'm afraid to ask again. My family and I have fought this for ~10 years now. I'm sure they'd be sick of it. I know I am.

>>727267240
I have arthritis and been on lots of medications for a long time upping the dosage every time I've gotten used to it or when things have gotten worse in tired of it all kinda just give up but try upping the dosage and see what it does for you

>>727265690
http://www.balloontime.com/contact-us/faqs/
nah.

from their site:
Do not allow any person to inhale helium. Inhalation of helium can cause asphyxiation or suffocation, which may lead to serious injury or death. For more information on helium gas refer to the MSDS/SDS.

makes sense. i'll bet if they were to mix O in with their He (to a degree that breathing it directly wouldn't kill you) it would ruin the buoyancy that makes He desirable in the first place.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KYYVrBX4v0

>>727267441
Same poster

I was diagnosed at 4 and I'm 15 now jaw is falling apart and my knees seem to be the worst to me I have arthritis in my knees, ankles, wrists, fingers, hips, through out my spine, and jaw I've had multiple surgeries done on my jaw to clean it out and a few deep injections for my knees fingers and wrists I'm on symponi which is a chemo drug used to slow down the arthritis and I haven't seen it slow down at all it just feels even more aggressive and worse everywhere

>>727267441
I think i've got arthritis too, the worst part is that i'm 18

>>727240806
i love you man, keep yourself safe btard

>>727268164
>>727268129
This post is about mine it's JRA I have TMJ in my jaw

>>727251468
I think you would really like the Stoics. Meditations by Marcus Aeurlius allowed me to find comfort in those same thoughts.

>>727246511
Anon man, i really feel you here- you keep at it though yeah? i will too anon- im sure if i can keep going you can too bro. stay safe anon, keep yourself happy- find a new hobby and heck maybe even this new hobby could help you get a girl.

>>727249115
>>727249299

You're in love with the IDEA of your first love. Back when it was more innocent, pure, etc, felt real.

You should grow up though.

>>727246969
Anon no one expects you not to be effected, its gunna be a hard time and i cant really relate but try to stay safe anon, lifes worth living for people just like that girl/boy you met.

>>727239482

In every feels thread, everyone is just lonely because no gf or lost first love. No one has real trouble, just lonely. Someone else is dying of cancer and you're lonely.

Be a man.

>>727269018
>>727268129

>>727269018

Pain is not comparable.
One won't ever be able to feel another person's hell.

>>727269018
This. Your father might even be a spineless little cuck like you, but if your grandfather saw all of you posting "i miss her" "she hurt me" "ill never forget her"...

You're disappointing your ancestors you pathetic shits. You would be disappointing yourself too, if you had any semblance of self-worth. But you don't, because ohhh she hurt me so much :...(

>>727256439
Hits close to home. Except we watched Harry Potter and she didn't have a disease. She left me a stuffed animal, and I kept some other pictures. She missed so much

>>727250960
>music
damn this quickly became a feels bad man thread :( i cant listen to this i might cry

>>727268129
Any body know how to help me keep my mind off these problems?

It's the same poster

>>727269155
> God appears before you. "Within the next year, you can either become terminally ill and die, or meet a new girlfriend and subsequently lose her...what'll it be?"

> "Well, I can't compare the two types of pain, so it's a TOTAL TOSSUP."

I bet about 99/100 people would rather not be terminally ill, because the only people who say pain isn't comparable haven't really ever suffered. That's literally the only reason that they think their "pain" can be just as great as anyone else's.

>>727240806
I'm becoming to think the same thing after being on 4chan for a little over 1 year and that's hardly. Lately I'm just having some fun expressing myself completely

>>727244353
Holy shit this couldn't be more true...

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>be me with hottest long term boyfriend I'll ever have
>he have beautiful big dick, turns me into massive cockslut
>but he cums after 30 seconds
>fingers me once in a blue moon but only for a few seconds
>will be thirsty and unfulfilled all my life

>>727269653
Anyone?

>>727256439
Can you imagine the strength it took for her to make that?

At death's fucking door, makes a farewell gift for her friend.

"If you ever want to change your life, just take a stroll through the pediatric oncology wing." - A Guy Who Was Right

>>727269739
That kind of logic is stupid though. If people were happy just because they weren't dying, nothing would get done. One of the big driving forces behind human achievement is dissatisfaction. Imagine if it didn't hurt to be lonely? Chances are, none of us would exist right now.

>>727270184
beat yer meat

>>727270382
That doesn't help makes my wrist hurt a lot

>>727270084
This is what's wrong with women. They will be head over heels for a hot guy, but stay unsatisfied sexually. You stay with him because he is hot, but he's a dud in bed. Why keep it up? So you can show him off, or get some petty one-up one others you know? I will never get this shit.

>>727270434
beat yer meat...spiritually

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>>727270184
Do something you enjoy that doesn't involve much movement. Maybe read a good book?

>>727270561
Idk why but reading makes me extremely tired

>>727270184
Are there any YouTube channels you really like?

>>727270434
>>727270184
Well. That sounds awfully painful.. and I'm not the cleverest person, but I'll tell you what's helped some people I know. Invest your interest in learning about the world and everything in it, and find something specific to focus on, like cars, music, or a science. Maybe history.

I've been learned a lot about meditation and while it helps some people, it's not for everyone... what I've always seen though... is that a person will find something they love, and it helps them through the pain. With something you can love, and put your love into, it can help your mind with the pain.

>>727270634
Yea I've watched everything sadly

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>>727269739

I see your point, but one way or another, you'll only experience one pain or another.

If i choose to meet a new girlfriend and lose her i'll never get to know the pain of being terminally ill. I can even imagine, but never really feel it.

>>727270492
I mean, I didn't mention it in the post so I'm not trying to be shitty abt it but I really am in love with him and he's my best friend, like we're probably going to get married.

Post is half kidding and half sad truth cause I just worry it's never going to get better.

>>727270324
I'm not saying you should be happy b/c you're not dying. Not by any means. I'm saying you shouldn't be devastated just because of a minor setback. And yeah, "tfw no gf" IS a minor setback in the grand scheme of things.

Imagine if people were strong enough to focus on actual problems. Because the guy who has spent the last four years missing his middle school sweetheart is proooobably not going to be the pinnacle of human achievement. On the other hand, the guy who looks beyond himself and dedicates his life to the greater good might be, someday.

>>727270665
I love to play pc games I have been for the last 4 years but I don't have the friends to play any of them anymore and I love riding my long board and bike but it only causes flare ups and major pain

>>727270706
Does he wear a condom? If not have him try that see if he lasts longer, or tell him to start slow to not get to excited and blow early.

>>727270689
I think someday we ALL get to know the pain/fear of death ;) so do something cool in the meantime, don't get bogged down by trivial shit.

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>>727270674
Everything you say? That's not physically possible. 300 or more hours of content is uploaded every minute.

>>727270434
Buy an autoblow.

http://www.autoblow2.com/autoblow-2

Cheapest model is like 150$ but if you want you can spring for something more expensive but they only sell it on tinder or at parties and it gets really fucking expensive and time consuming. Just get the cheap model.

>>727270904
I mean the channels I watch

>>727270919
Don't think you read my original post about my problem

>>727270717
>I'm saying you shouldn't be devastated just because of a minor setback
Ok but you understand that these setbacks are just one in a long string of setbacks that have been accumulating over a lifetime. It's like Chinese water torture where they set a bucket to slowly drip water on your forehead. One tiny drop does nothing but they compound over time into cracking your skull open.

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>>727270850
Hey anon, I'm sorry to hear that. I really am. It does sound like you love those things, but with the way it sounds life is going for you, you may need to slow down a bit. I don't mean put those things down forever, just until you're ready to pick them back up again. You love those things and you still can, just recognize that you need something right now that neither of those things can completely fulfill.

There's so much in this world anon, sometimes it's hard to see how much, but give it a shot to explore life with an interest of trying something new. That's the best I have for you

>>727270717
First off, I don't feel like most of the people in this thread complaining about romantic failures are "devastated" by what they're going through. The whole point of threads like these this that they offer a safe place for people to vent.

And secondly, how do you decide was is and is not a "minor setback"? Isn't that an entirely subjective thing? Like, let's say a person's only goal in life are to have a career and a family. (I'd say that's a pretty common goal). If you're looking from their perspective, romantic failure becomes kind of a big deal, because it means they won't be able to achieve one of the main things they want to, and one of the main things society expects them to.

Now, I'm not advocating moping (at least not all the time). It's important to work on your problems directly. But as my grandfather once told me, "You should never belittle another person's problems." What seems insignificant to you could be the whole world to another person, and it's important to remember that.

>>727271243
What do you think would be best for slowing down and calm activities

>>727244353
I've realized I was only really the "smart" kid because I was good at doing what I was told to do and very obedient. Shit doesn't prepare you for adult life though fuck.

>>727271358
Reading man. Learning about something you love. Learning about the human race, or space. Learning about how to create art or speak another language. Learning about animals. Learning about anatomy or physiology. Become a genius of your passion... and if you don't know what your passion is, try different things out.

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Maybe I'll find love. Maybe it'll find me. Who knows. Until then, I'm drinking and talking to you fellas.

How are you doing?

>>727271534
I mentioned before in another thing I posted reading makes me extremely tired

>>727259168
when you keep asking if she likes you it makes you seem non-confident

you found a great sad girl, she wont be happy but she can be with you, but ur fucking it up

>>727271657
Doesn't have to just be reading. YouTube vids, television, books on tape. I mean... truly limitless opportunity. You've got it all at your fingertips, man

>>727271602
>Maybe I'll find love. Maybe it'll find me. Who knows.

Pretty much how every single person sounds over the age of 50.

>>727271844
Well I'm 21, so I hope I don't sound older than I am.

all posts ending in wew

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Always alone failure in life high school drop out sit around and do nothing watch anime all night till I'm tired wake up do nothing but wait for the day to be over I wouldn't say I'm sad but I'm not happy I'm lonely but then again I'd never have it any other way just kinda waiting for it all to end eventually I guess

>>727271806
I know but I've always been the active running around wild type show stuff agitates me a lot and annoys me

I thank you a lot for the help you understand a lot more than most of my friends that have known me for the whole school year and you actually tried to help thank you a lot

>>727248709
Comic Sans casts doubt

>>727272037
No problem, man. I hope for the best for you

>>727272159
My sc is unknownfurry if you want to talk more I need proof it's you with screens hots of the posts saying (you) or pictures anyone else who adds me will be blocked

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>>727265117

Turns out everyone else is pretty much the same, so you should try to bond anyway.

>>727272051
crit fail

>>727256582
Dude this just hit me so hard, I met a really cute girl at a party that I hosted on Saint Patrick's Day with my roommates. She was there because of a mutual friend's girlfriend, and didn't really know anyone else there.

Fast forward, we really hit it off and talk to eachother for half the evening alone, till like 3am when a taxi picked her up and took her home, after we swapped numbers and hugged.

Fast forward some more time, we go on several dates, and most recently we saw the movie "Life" together since she likes scary movies. We cuddle for basically the entire thing and I drop her back off at her college dorm.
"Oh, Anon I really liked spending the evening with you, we should do it again, and text me!"

Fast forward to now, she apparently won't date me since I'm not a Christian.

>TFW

>>727270717
And another thing I thought of. Sometimes when I'm feeling tired and unmotivated, I don't want to mow my lawn. I look out at it and think, "Why do I need to trim the grass? It's not like it's a big deal if it's a little overgrown. It's just a minor aesthetic thing."

But then, what if I didn't attend to that minor aesthetic thing? House values in the neighborhood would drop. Other people might see it and feel less motivated to keep up their yards. In the short run, that doesn't affect anything, but in the long run, it affects the development of the neighborhood, which affects the development of the city, etc.

The little, personal things are important. Collectively, how we manage our own lives affects the world around us.

Sorry, I got a little carried away with my response to you. I'm might be a little manic right now.

>>727271935

Nah, everyone says it at times. It's just good to remember that if your still saying it at a point, perhaps a change of strategy is needed.

>>727272012
pic is me right now

starting to turn it around, quit weed and drinking, cutting back on jerking off

I literally come on 4chan and refresh the pages for hours a day, find a few good threads to post in, and then watch youtube.

Gonna have to get a job again soon, start my hobbies of shooting and dnd and beachgoing up again, going to start drone-ing and im hoping to buy a small sailboat and sail away

I think i like video games until i realized that i hadn't played any in a month, sometimes i go on steam and buy one and play it all night and dont sleep at 6am and play it through the day, pass out whenever, then never play it again. Also i will play a game and just restart it over and over again, i've played the beginning of every dark souls like 40 times and never gotten to the boss

where did time go, yesterday i was in highschool, now ive dropped out of college twice and moved far away, dont know anyone, lost my virginity as a teen and fucked a few times but havent gotten laid in years. Drugs all feel different now. Alcohol makes me sick, and shit blood, weed got me high for about 2 days after months of not smoking, then its back to that fog it puts you in. Coke is just anxiety. LSD and other psychodelics show me no magic, nothing special and wonderful like they used to. Molly still works almost because i was smart. Even opiates dont give me euphoria anymore. So i quit it all. just the vape now.

I cant cry and I laugh all the time but not because i am happy but because i think its what im supposed to do. I killed all my feelings and found there is no magic in the world.

I realized that I wasted a whole year of my life inside my old apartment, I didn't do anything but drink and sit on my couch or in my bed. More than that I wasted 4 years just drinking but things in life would happen, now nothing happens.

I hope I can turn it around, but i have before and every time I end up back here, in my bed, in minor pain and just numb from drugs

>>727272012

Did this after highschool since I was able to set myself up with an entire house for myself far away from any family for three years.

Just wait until that lifestyle is impossible to continue. Then you'll realize you were.

drunk lurking newfag here, gonna post my feels, love is the greatest feeling in the world. true head over heels, die for them, cant get tired of them love. it gives you a whole different perspective, that being said i think not having loved is better than having loved and lost because she was the only person ive connected with on a spiritual level like that in my entire life, its been years and ive had other relationships but ive never loved anyone as much as i loved her while we were together and the breakup shattered my whole world. i have so many emotional walls now and no way of bringing them down, it just sucks knowing ill never have that again.

>>727239482
OP, get some drugs. I'm not kidding. Use tinder, eharmony, anything but get some drugs. That image was me last year in my dorm. Now I am experiencing love every day and I can't tell you how glad I am I didn't kill myself. In a way, I am jealous. You're on the cusp of experiencing one of the pinnacles of humanity - drugs. drugs from someone who cares about you. Drugs from somebody who wants nothing more than to see your smiling face. Don't exclude anyone. My love is a Drug dealer and that makes no difference to me because I am happy and that's ok and you're ok. Everyone is ok and needs a little love sometimes and hope that you will find that someone either this semester or next. Get fucked my friend

>>727272434
I used to put off mowing the grass day by day, it was my favorite thing, my dad let me do it when i was a kid and it made me feel like a man, then I would just put it off for weeks, it would get mowed and I would remember like a week later that I was supposed to do it.

>>727272159
Guess not to talking more I'm just searching for more friends

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You know what fixes everything?


BEING A TOTAL.FUCKING.SLUT

I'm serious, guy or girl it's possible to be so much of a slut that life turns into something wonderful

>Be 20 and depressed
>Decide to post my picture on /b/ one day
>Everyone says I would make a good trap
>Decide to enable trap mode
>Grow hair out
>Wear girly clothes
>Go out to bars
>People think I'm a chick
>People buying me drinks left and right
>Decide to go to clubs
>Guys hitting on me like crazy
>End up giving blowjobs in the parkinglot
>Sometimes they pay me
>Sometimes they don't
>Depression starts fading
>Eventually someone fucks my virgin ass
>Greatest feeling in the world
>Spend every weekend at the bar or club
>And every weekday whoring myself on webcam

If you're able to be a total slut, why not? Better than sitting alone depressed every fucking day.

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>>727249469
Should old acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind?

Should old acquaintance be forgot and auld lang syne?

I never used to understand what this meant
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LgB5S7FWKE

https://youtu.be/7xzU9Qqdqww

>>727273032

Same thing here bro, i know that feel.
Drunk and on cocaine here.

>>727245957
feel trapped in all aspects of life
no work here, work for my old man, can't move because 80% of my paycheck goes to rent/bills/food/getting to work.
he knows I'll never be able to leave
spend my little free time sitting here browsing shit, no motivation to even play vidya
can't go out, no money
desperately lonely

fun
can't even drink, no money for it

>>727273346

Shit bro, got the same questions in my mind, i've got some nudes of her and somo pretty nice photos taken when we were travelling.

>>727271505
right there with you anon. I remember when I thought I would get some kind of payoff in adultland for being such an obedient teenager

>>727273414
I used to listen to this on adderal and medicine cabinet drugs

>>727273589
there is free fun to be had if you want to be a degenerate, go find some whores on the internet, get ready for rejection, but keep trying and you might meet some good people, go climb a hill or spend time in the woods, play in the dirt

>>727273251
I've actually started to do this, I'm a pretty good looking femboy (or so I've been told) I've been whoring myself to random people I find on RP websites, my depression has gotten a lot better since I started being a slut.

Anyone that wants to talk about problems and wants a listener my snap chat is unknownfurry

>>727273730
I'm fucked on tramadol right now just about 400mg

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"Life hurts"

>>727273772
I don't ask for asshole I just want to help

>>727249162
Yes it is. Caring comes naturally, it is a physiological consequence that humans have evolved to have to those in their proximity. If someone unjustly cares about you, just try to live up to their caring. Don't force them away so that you feel less guilty about stagnation or self-destruction. They can be the change you were looking for

I hate being me. I demand a mulligan

>>727269263
>>727269018
Thank you. That helped more than anything else

>>727273690
I don't miss a girl, I miss my friends. In high school I had so many people to hang out with, they all didn't like me as much as eachother, they would all hang out after school and every day was a struggle to try and hang with someone. But I threw parties. Not to try and get friends, but to make the time last. Everyone respected me for it and eventually I got a good group of guys to chill with and girls liked me too. I got laid and fucked around. Did drugs and had some fun. It didn't last. I hung out with the same guys a little more than a year after graduation and it was weird, we had all grown up, it was obvious that we weren't friends anymore. I was always so nervous and depressed and stupid, it feels like yesterday, probably because nothing has happened since. I thought i had memory problems until i realized that there was nothing to remember between then and now. Even clubbing with people I know its just weekend fun, not trying to make the nights last and squeeze every last hour out of the weekend. No more getting high in the school library or sneaking out to smoke cigs during lunch. No more scrounging 20 bucks for some weed, i have money now. No more sitting up all night gaming with friends and playing zombies. No more mushroom trips in the woods and laughing when someone freaks out. None of it. Time is a bastard and goes in one direction, and that is toward the end.

>>727270706
you ever mention to him he doesn't last long enough to satisfy you (in the least shallow way possible)? you can make it a team effort to get him to last longer. Just be honest about what you want in bed, I'm sure he will listen and try, he could go from 30 seconds to maybe 60

For putting my snap chat out I expected to get attacked but no one has added me

>>727274277
checked

>>727273818
nice i love that shit, low key i am up there with some of the greats when it comes to drug use. Not like bragging on the internet matters but I'm pretty proud of the great detail that went into my vast chemical experimentation, its all I have to be proud of.

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Im just fall in love. But i am a creep. She is a goddes. I need a miracle but god hates me. Thats classic. Thats cliche but its really hurts.
Wat do /b/ ?

>>727274382
don't worry, god doesn't exist

>>727274328
Is hydro or Xanax good with tramadol I ran out but have the others and want to make it better

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Anyone can add me to vent and have a listener

>>727274277
You got discord?

>>727274555
trips