Routine thread, describe your day in a few sentences

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>>727189456
>Wake up at 12, scrounge for some carbs and coffee, proceed to basement to play vidya for several hours
>Maybe fap once, think about failing uni afterwards
>Supper (hopefully tendies) back to vidya, generally until 3AM
>Repeat

>wake up
>go shower
>get food
>get coffee
>put on some clothes
>go to uni
>make some rascist jokes
>go home
>eat
>play vidya
>sleep
>repeat

>>727189848
>same here

>shitposting
>excessive boredom
>waiting 1 more week and im free again ( for now )

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>>727189848
>>727189931
>>727189992
We sound very alike

>>727190077
wont be neet forever. this has (possibly) been the shittiest 3 months of my life.

On weekdays wake up at 9 and work for 6-7 hours. Get home and Play video games/Watch TV/ Computer. I have gone from a regular social life to wanting to be a hermit. On the weekends I do the same except wake up later and no work.

>>727190191
Also smoke hella weed which probably brought on my anti social ways in the first place.

>wake up around 10
>Make coffee
>Drink coffee
>Meet girlfriend before class
>Socialize for about an hour
>Take girlfriend to class
>Go home
>Smoke weed and slam some h
>Sleep
>Repeat

>wake up
>coffee
>shower and shit
>commute
>office desk job
>go home
>get blowjob
>dinner
>netflix
>fuck gf
>sleep

funny how weed can effect some people differenly. i used to be really sociable and outgoing while i smoked weed. i think the benzo withdrawl years ago permanently changed me.

>>727190484
now i cant smoke weed around other people anymore, even close friends. even when im alone it makes me paranoid as fuck.

>>727190583
only useful for medicinal purposes in small doses (for me)

>>727190484
That has effected me as well. 2 years of multiple bars a day which completely erased any anxiety and then once I quit my anxiety was worse than ever.

>>727190583
Same but once I get a tolerance I am pretty normal and can be social. If i take a month long tolerance break and smoke I will be extremely paranoid and " trippy" high.

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>>727190583
I feel that, use to smoke every day, got drunk then smoked had a panic attack and can't smoke anymore. I think other drugs really fuck with the interactions of the pot

>>727190668
its fucked up eh
>inb4 canadian
seriously though, i had a legitimate prescription for valium for almost a year, 5mg daily for minor anxiety. then i moved away with a bottle of 80 pills, took one a day and once they ran out, i wasnt wven able to eat. id wake up, try to eat then vomit because of the anxiety. muscle spasms, extreme social anxiety, depression and other symptoms. i shouldve tapered off but i had no idea what the side effects were and i was already under a ton of stress so everything was 100 times worse. id sweat like crazy just sitting in class, and i was so tense that id go home with a migraine and my neck would be sore. it was horrible, even worse than opiate withdrawl because the some of the symptoms stay around forever. 3 years later and i'm still recovering from the withdrawal. didnt mean to post a fucking diary but i think people should know that benzos are fun but like opiates; theyre definitely not to be fucked with. 4 years layer and im still not the same as i was before i started taking them. all the symptoms they were suppose to "cure" became twice as bad after the withdrawal. i stick with xanax now, sparingly.

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>wake up a little before noon
>start coffee
>having a cig while playing mobile games
>come inside and drink coffee while watching Netflix, maybe cook/smoke weed if I feel ambitious
>take a shower
>procrastinate while the world of debt and despair envelops me
>drink 3pm coffee
>do chores
>go to work around 5pm
>scoop ice cream for rich people and feel happy when someone tips me $3+
>drink 9pm coffee
>come home around midnight
>get high
>make a promise I'll wake up around 8am
>never happens
>watch trump arena runs til around 3am as I make up World of Warcraft stories based on nostalgia from when I played as a kid to put me to sleep

Do I have any hope of going back to college or am I just fucked?

>>727189456
same as pic tbh

I clean my parents house and get stoned all day. Can't hold a job very long, the autism is strong. Drink to excess every night, eat one meal a day and sleep from like 4-8am. No friends, no romantic prospects. You guys and my parents are the only people I talk to, save for the liquor store people.

>>727190740
Could be a factor. I went from smoking 1/8th - 1/4 oz a week to maybe 2g a week. Definitely felt uncomfortable, but even then i still had fun blazing with other people. The paranoia was too much though. Especially when i was going to school in a run down, ghetto-ish area. Still got good memories though. Ill probably never smoke socially again.

>>727190484
Benzo withdrawal is a fucking nightmare.

>>727190393
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

>>727191156
Weed is useful for medicinal purposes imo, it works really well for migraines and getting your appetite back but other than that ive completely written it off as a recreational drug. For some reason i love to smoke tons of weed while im on acid but one joint while on shrooms will turn my trip into a nightmare.

> wake up at noon
> 4chan/vidya/YouTube/eat for 8 hours
> go to gym for an hour
> take shower
> jerk off
> work shitty overnight job til 8 a.m.
> come home
> jerk off again
> fall asleep
> repeat

>try to wake up
>wake up
>get ready to take shower....
>end up not taking shower
>get ready to go out....
>end up staying home
>play vidya and browse /b/
>pretend to be alpha on forums
>lurk for cp
>find cp
>jerk off furiously
>eat junk food... sleep..... repeat

>Hell

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>>727191596
Don't even get me started on shrooms,
No one told me that you need to wait for the stuff to kick in to eat more
>I ate more

>>727191257
just go what is stoping you?

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>>727191257
What are you interested in anon? College is never unattainable, you just need a plan /b/ro
>Btw if you see these pepe's it's OP

>Wake up a 7
>Breakfast and shower
>Work from 8:30 to 5:30 pm
>Get home a 6
>Get high
>Go to bed at 11pm

i want to die

>>727191388
Join a boxing club, it helped me a lot. Youll meet people, learn how to fight and get fit. Even better if youre the stressed or angry type, punching people and bags is a great way to let out all the suppressed anger. I promise youll feel better after a few lessons. Plus there are some hot girls, along with the stuck up bitches and douchebags. At least you get to hit them though :^) nothing to lose, everything to gain. Go for it dude

>>727191715
I had the same experience with acid. Two hours in of feeling nothing and everyone around me tripping balls I ate four tabs on top of the three that I had eaten already, 30 minutes later I ate another for a total of 800ug. 15 minutes after the last tab my face melted. It was super intense.

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> wake up
> lament didn't die in sleep
> browse job websites
> find nothing, so shitpost on /b/ and play vidya
> eat shitty food
> walk dogs a few times
> get skateboard out, try to do a trick, fail, put it back, go back to shitposting on /b/
> go to gas station and buy alcohol
> come home, see disappointment in parents eyes to raising such a sperg
> drink and cry til I black out
> repeat

>>727191578
It really is. it lasted months for me, and even after that i wasnt the same. i dont think ill ever be. What was yours like

>>727191715
Drink OJ and wait a while, once you feel sick and shit starts to look weird and youre smiling a lot youll know its working lol. Smoke a joint and its an instant bad trip.

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>>727189456
Work days:
>wake up at 6:50 am
>leave house at 7am
>contemplate suicide on commute
>arrive at 8am
>sporadically work and browse /b/ & twitter
>continue contemplating suicide
>leave work at 4pm
>arrive home at 5pm
>let pets outside, then sleep until wife gets home
>watch shitty movie or youtube, maybe eat
>go to bed at 10pm, fall asleep at 2am

Days off:
>sleep for as long as possible until kicked out of bed by wife, usually 6pm
>chores
>sleep


All days:
>Hate myself for being depressed and dropping college
>take enough drugs to be wasted during all hours I'm awake (usually opiates, adderall, booze, and benzos).

>>727191958
Haha that's fucking crazy man, maybe you got weak shit or have a slow metabolism.

>>727189456
>wake up
>think about attending classes
>usually decide not to because no mandatory attendance
>skip breakfast
>contact some of my friends about going to the student mess hall
>go eat
>go back home
>play vidya / program / study / shitpost on facebook or 4chan / play the guitar(and silently weep because I don't have my piano)
>now comes the fun part: dinner
>either order some pizza or make some of my "specialties"
>eat and go back to doing the previous list of actions
>go to sleep

Overall a very meh existence which is sometimes seasoned with the occasional going out to a metal concert and university activities.

Sometimes I wish i was born as a wood elf.

>>727191920
Good idea. Thanks anon.

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>>727191732
Money. Tl;dr I have a lot of debt. Yes, ik the FASFA is a thing but it works 1 year from when you applied if you are accepted. Bureaucratic bs is what it is.
>>727191832
Being a math teacher, already almost 2 years in, and I have a plan, just hard to see it through when school isn't a part of your life anymore

>>727192319
Very slow metabolism. I went kinda nuts when it kicked in.

>>727192676
No problem man, good luck. You'll feel better within weeks.

>>727192875
First time? And did you wait at least an hour first?

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>>727192821
I feel that feel, gotta get back in that routine of production and class and shit.
>Shave balls

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>>727191958
>>727192875
Scary shit my dude, now we know about edibles and their danger!
>Tfw when out of pepes

>>727193054
It was the first time I had tripped but not the first time I had eaten acid. Finally figured out that I needed to take more because of SSRIs which I'm off of now thanks to regular trips, it just takes about 600ug to get me going.

>>727193228
Change a single pixel on all of them and recycle!

>>727189456
But what about the Game?

>>727193340
Aren't SSRIs and drugs dangerous? Couldve been why it didnt kick in for a while. And 600ug? You either have a crazy tolerance or the SSRIs fucked it up for you. How was your trip?

Wake up 5am
Feed animals
Shower/shave
Commute
desk job/surf /b/some IT crap
Commute
Bar/Drink
Commute
Home/Food
TV/Sex
Bed

Repeat

>>727189456
>wake up at 5:12am every day, includding sundays/holidays
>breakfast
>smoke weed, unless i have a bad night. If so, take a nap
>do general internetting
>fap
>work if i have to work to do
>have a snack at 9am
>go to the store, sometimes
>workout if its workout day
>lunch at 12:30pm
>smoke weed
>more internetting
>have a snack at 4pm
>smoke weed
>smoke weed one last time at 5:30pm
>fap, or nah
>make dinner, eat at 7pm
>internet until past 8pm
>hit bed at around 9pm
repeat

>>727193686
Can confirm, currently on venlafaxine. Can cause seizures coma etc due to serotonin storm.

>>727190393
>shower and shit
you better fucking shit before you shower, you fuck.

>wake up 530am
>contemplate taking pick of huge boner
>wash face piss brush teeth
>put on cool guy uniform
>have coffee, pack lunch
>drive 5 mins to high paying job
>work 630am - 3pm
> come home, have coffee
>prepare dinner for wife and kids
>have dinner as a family
>help kids with homework
>find something constructive to do
>possibly play vidya with kids
>put kids to bed. Maybe fuck hot wife
>definitely get some kind of action
>bed at 1030pm
>repeat

>>727190367
>slam some h
>die

>>727193889
Skip a few doses then trip. SSRI's are shit anyways. I could list all the reasons why but thatd take a while

>>727189456
Wake up 22:00
Eat breakfast
Midnight Packing Newspapers
Running Newspapers to subscribers, Im running Free yeaaaaah.
Stay up until 16.00, Sleep

>wake at 6
>super long commute to school because of London's fucked traffic
>be 8:30
>slit wrist
>sit through 2 hours of bullshit
>15 minute break
>fap
>2 more hours of bullshit
>45 minute lunch
>get phone taken away
>2 more hours surrounded by fucking normies
>end of school
>go home
>play vidya
>eat and cry self to sleep

>>727193686
They are dangerous and it's exactly why it took so long. Needing more than a usual dose is a theme across the board for anything I take. Anesthetics, alcohol, anything really. I've been off of SSRIs for two years now and it still takes 600ug to have what I would consider to be a mild trip. I also prefer to trip alone in my room, some other psychonauts that I've talked to can't even fathom enjoying a heavy dose like that alone. That 800ug trip I talked about was pretty fun, I had a really good time. My 600ug solo trips are nice, I watch Off the Air on stream and play Battlefield on my big monitor. I get lost in the game and stand still sometimes but with the fields all on fire the enemy just pops out and it makes it super easy and almost like you're shooting in slow-mo. Might have gotten a little rambly with this, let me know if I need to clarify or missed a question.

I'm retired. I do what I please. Of course, I only had to work for 50 years and live, to be able to do this. I hope all of you can be able to hang in there and do the same thing.

I honestly wanna try H one last time. My first experience was amazing, words cant even describe it. Despite the fact I almost died it finally felt like I was at peace with everything. So peaceful I went into respiratory depression and aspirated in my "sleep". I'm older now though, and I'd probably be able to handle it without becoming an hero. Also got a lot more knowledge on opiates/addiction. Convince me to do/not do it. Anyone else here tried heroin and stayed clean off it for years? Its been a long time since ive tried it, and I wanna feel it one more time. I'm just worried that I'll find a steady source and use it again. I have shitty impulse control sometimes.

>>727194372
Fight in any wars? Rare to see an actual oldfag on here, it's nice to bridge the generations sometimes.

>>727194238

Eric?

>>727194122
Withdrawal is a serious bitch, if I could quit I would

>>727194390
If you don't have a source and can get your hands on one (ONE) dose I'd say go for it. I tried meth twice and won't ever touch it again.

>>727189848
same but instead of vidya I shitpost on 4chan

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wake up at 8
goes to work at 9 as 3d modeler in a Video game company.
back home at 7
play videogames until I fall asleep
go to bed with my girlfriend

Feel sad as fuck du no why

>>727193840
> feed animals
do you live in a fucking farm or what?

>>727194613
Restless legs, the sweats, insomnia, anxiety, the shakes. Yeah man, I know your pain. I was so happy when I finally got off venlafaxine.

>>727190166
I agree dubs.

>>727194613
Never knew SSRI's had a withdrawl. Maybe tell your doc that they don't work for you, then list all the negative side effects and they'll taper you off. Nothing worse than having an amazing trip then getting serotonin syndrome. Stay away from molly tooZ

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4:20 am get up, vape bubblehash go back to bed. 8 am get back up and do whatever needs to be done. Then when I get home I smoke a bowl and watch TV, play games and read until 8 pm. Then I have sex, eat an edible and go to bed.

>>727194372
Hey, thanks man. You ever go through a drug phase yourself? Nice to hear from someone in their middle ages not being condescending. Not trying to be rude.

>>727194909
This guy gets it. Btw how tough was getting off it?
>>727195042
And yeah look of brain zaps, that's the gist of it
>>727195073
Not sure what to think of that, either a terrible or amazing life..

>>727195073
>Basing your schedule on weed

I too make the sex when I come home
Also nice nondescript allusion to illegitimate income.

>>727194909
Sounds almost like benzo and opiate withdrawal combined. Is that an antideprssant?

>>727194844
Reminder that dogs, cats, and fish are also animals.

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>>727194003
>drive 5 mins to work

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>2 am wake up
>2-4am read aloud
>4-5am gym
>5-7am dick around on pc
>7-8am go for a run
>8am to 5pm dick around on pc while pretending to "work"
>5pm to 6pm read
>6pm sleep

>>727195237
It was pretty rough. They had me taper down for two weeks and my body thought that was too fast. Had to drink myself to sleep for a month, maybe longer.

>>727189456
>wake up in shitty apartment
>put espresso on, eggs on
>feed sad old dog
>scrape together homework into bag
>listen to white trash downstairs yelling
>instantly get reminded I am 40
>used to be an architect
>with a beach house in La Jolla
>now a student
>in a discipline I have no interest in doing
>will never make money again
>now deeper in debt every day
>go to school
>feel like a teenager again
>but get annoyed at stupidity of all the teenagers
>watch $2000/month disappear from bank, year in, year out
>consider suicide

>>727189456

> 8 AM: Wake up
> 8:10 AM: Up from bed, Shower etc, get ready for work (no food)
> 9 AM: get a coffee and start work
> 12 PM: go out and eat, alone
> 12:30: PM PM work
> 6/7/8 PM: I drive home from work
> 7 PM: Sit in utter despair and lament the meaningless of my life leading nowhere.
> 2 AM: Go to sleep

My life have repeated like this for three or four years now, i dont even know.

>>727192285
Why don't you try confiding in your wife?

>>727195306
Yeah. I'd take benzo withdrawals over it any day, they last so much longer in comparison for me. At least with benzos I can smoke a little weed and feel a little okay. Getting off antidepressants is tough for some people.

>wake up around 7:45
>ride to work
>work till 5 as mechanic.
>ride home
>sit on xbox or watch tv/films or shit post here
>try get gf to put out
>succeed or knock one out
>go sleep
>wake up and repeat
>wish i dint have to go work for other people and work for my self. Dream of starting my own business but cant think of anything that hasnt already been done. dont even like cars but like taking shit apart

>wake up at any fucking random hour of the day in my mothers house
> feel bad for because my mother is dead
> get of ma fucking crib
> go to barber shop an try 5 haircuts
> steal a car
> crash this car steal another one
> shot some modafucking niggas out of my neighborhood
> flee the cops
> go to Riders house
> smoke some dank weed
> get no sleep in days shooting stealing and gangsta shit
> back home and sleep for 5 seconds
> repeat

>>727195596
Congrats, I fear the day when tapering comes

>>727195380
those are pets you dip

>>727195829
Straight busta

HI GUYS ..
WERW TO GO ?(TELL TRUTH)
UNI OR COLLEGE?...
AND WHY

>>727195752
Why wouldn't your doctor taper you off? And what's the trade name for whatever drug you're on. A lot doctors prescribe bullshit, dangerous meds to people like they're guinea pigs. Just look at the history of opiates. I can definitely say that benzo withdrawal is way worse though, because its life threatening and has permanent after effects. I had a few tachardiya episodes and seizures while i was withdrawing. Was over at a friends house, literally just walked over to get some water because the house was hotboxed and I dropped right on the kitchen floor. Barely missed a pot of boiling water.

>>727193951
>shit before you shower
>wasting time doing them at different times
Like the old saying goes:
"If you stomp it down the drain, time is the only thing you gain."

>>727195666
Satanic trips, change something man
>>727195710
Try meting someone to eat with and such, doesn't have to be you eating alone forever anon
>>727195765
Not bad, keep the dream alive
>>727195829
If only you followed the train..
>>727196009
What are you interested in?

>>727189456

>Wake up at 11am
>Coffee
>Get on the computer
>Eat lunch at 3-4pm
>Still on the computer
>Shower
>3-4am get in bed
>Repeat

>>727195874
Just be strong and stick with it when it comes. You can do it anon, I believe in you.

>wake up at 2PM
>eat
>play vidya/ code/ read/ watch something/ do nothing all day (whatever fits my mood)
>eat
>shower
>do to bed at 5 AM

>>727196009
i did a aprentice ship come out with a skill and no debt, ok pay (slightly better than average), guaranteed job (as long as you arent a lazy twat but if you are uni will fail anyway) and make money while you learn.

>>727192017
I had taken klonopin for 8 years as prescribed then ran out of insurance. I experienced delusions and psychosis, violent outbursts, severe depression, mania, and seizures. I was arrested for assault (charges dropped) and later institutionalized for a month. A friend of 13 years filed a restraining order against me. It’s been 2 years since abrupt discontinuation, and I still don’t feel myself. My life is a fucking mess.

>I get up around seven
>Get outta bed around nine
>And I don't worry about nothin' no
>Cause worryin's a waste of my, time
>The show usually starts around seven
>We go on stage at nine
>Get on the bus at eleven
>Sippin' a drink and feelin' fine

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>>727195666
Hail satan. Why do you start studiying again? you are too old

>>727195722
Oh she knows. Nothing she can do. Ive tried every med out there.

>>727196328
So..what's better IN GETTING JOBT.STATUS ETC...?

>>727196153
>>727195710

Nah, i'm exaggerating, many of the days i eat with my colleagues. I'm quite social at work aswell.
I'm still single though, feel completely alone etc.

> wake up 7:20
> go to school (post grad) an hour before everyone else.
> go home an hour before everyone else. 1 super productive hour, 1 late stressful hour missed.
> masturbate about ~3 times before bed (too many I know).
> usually take a walk in the park around midnight (someone got murdered there a few weeks ago, so I haven't been out for a while)
> at bed 00:20
> repeat.

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>>727189456

>6am wake up, shower
>7am leave for work
>7pm get back from work
>8pm watch youtube, browse internet
>10pm bed

You wont appreciate the value of free time until you have none of it. This is what is waiting for you after college\uni

>>727196540
phd in math student here, what's your area?

>>727196101
I was on many things, the last one being Venlafaxine that I managed to get off of two years ago. Started at 37.5, to 75 to 150mg a day. They tapered me down the same way for a week at each dose. The withdrawals can start while you're tapering, it's noticeable when you cut the dose in half. I've gotten off of SSRIs and gone through benzo withdrawal and I would take a few days of benzo withdrawal to weeks of SSRI. Maybe I'm a faggot or a 6-8mg/day isn't enough to consider an addiction.

> get up at 6am
> work (office) from 7am-5pm
> biking or swimming
> go home - lunch
> pc until bedtime (10pm)
Repeat until 2062.
Haven't masturbated for weeks.
Living the dream.

>>727196881
Sex or no?

>>727196346
>delusions
>violent outbursts
>severe depression
>seizures
It's hell.

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>get up
>shower
>bus to work
>open letters
>organise clinics
>organise surgeries
>talk to patients
>bus home
>dinner
>browse internet/play vidya/read
>call gf
>fall asleep on phone

rinse n repeat

>>727196433
Maybe take some time out of your day to spend time withe her. That helped my depression.

>>727196877
Benzo withdrawal lasts several weeks or even months

>>727196952
Nope

>wake up at random times after an 11hour+ sleep
>sit infront of the pc
>drink/eat something when the thirst/hunger is starting to hurt
>go to bed at random times

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>>727189456

>wake up around 3
>fap
>apply for jobs in vain
>fap
>load up dota
>lose because of slavs
>fap
>for more jobs in vain
>contemplate suicide
>fap to make myself feel better
>turn on PS4
>realise it has nothing I want to play on it
>turn off PS4
>fap
>sleep
>repeat

>>727196365
what show? some strip in a gay bar?

>>727197173
How do you manage? I'm trying to stop aswell, but my fingers and hard-coded to pornhub

>>727196346
wow lad. Is there any way you can get help? It must be something you can do

>wake up between 9-12 most days
>take a piss, maybe a shit, smoke a cigarette
>eat something, read the paper
>go online, check bank on 1st for settlement payment
>usually on different sites for 4-5 hours
>wife comes home, fix dinner, eat
>play some vidya, maybe porn
>take shower, watch TV
>around 9 or so, see if getting laid tonight
>if yes, proceed to dick wife. if no, eat something
>after above, go online some more, play vidya games
>take occasional midnight poop
>go to bed around 2 or 3
>repeat except on Sundays

>>727197073
It's possible I attributed symptoms to other things. I wasn't living very well at the time and upped my drinking after losing my source.

>>727197028
We try and spend at least one day a week completely together, we spend a good about of time together tbh. But I'm bipolar and just so depressed I think I'm probably beyond helping. I've nearly become an hero several times, but people keep fuckin walking in on my with the damn gun in my head.


PROTIP:
Do NOT take opiates for any reason. They're what kicked off my depression and they're the reason I'm in the mess I'm in.

>>727197467
forgot to add

>feed cats
>play with said cats

> 6.00 get up make kid's breakfast and lunch boxes
> 7.30 get the kids out the door
> 8.00 take kids to school
> 8.30 stop at local coffee shop for cigs, coffee and breakfast
> 10.00 roll to my office. take a dump
> 10.30 start watching porn
> 11.00 maybe do some actual work
> 13.00 go for lunch
> 16.00 pick up kids
> 17.00 cook
> 20.00 put kids to bed
> 21.00 netflix w wife
> 22.00 when wife goes to bed shitpost and wathc porn
> 01.00 go to bed after masturbated 2-3 times

You still wanna be an adult with a wife and kids?

>>727197664
I never did to begin with.

>>727197762
bright kid. stay the fuck away from that shit

>be 24
>never ever held a job
>dad treats me like shit
>dad tells me what to do
>dad thinks i need to learn SAP even though i cant even get work at the local mom and pop store
>mom just pretends Im a good boy studying when im really playing vidya or jerking off
>pretend to be religous
>crash the family car and now haven't driven a car in months cause fuck
>cant get laid at all
>get lose weight at all
>everyday is 10 hours on the internet doing fuckall
>30 mins probably on learning SAP shit
>I sometime think about buying a gun and ending it all
>my dad keeps reminding me my cousins are doing create even though he can't remember their names
>student debt hasn't been paid off
>living at parents home

>>727197762
you dont fuck the wife?

>>727197972
nah. she dried up years ago. i expose her old nudes online tho. best wank material i got.

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>Wake up between 7:00-10:00 AM
>Go to class If I have to
>Play vidya
>Eat breakfast or lunch
>Hangout with friends

Normie life is good life.

>>727196457
apprentice ship is the most likely to result in a job. But it really depends on what you want to do with yourself my brother went to uni and got a 1st in his degree and now has 45 grand in debt and makes less than i do but over time will deffo make more as he advances

>>727197923
a lot of you here need to understand that you can actually take action in your own lives. I shit you not. You seriously can, up to a point. Nothing is never ever ever gonna happen if you don't take action

>>727197536
Hold on to her dude.

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>wake up at whatever time
>Fall out of bed
>Get dressed
>Drag a comb across my hair
>Brush my teeth
>Cook and eat a egg
>Drink a cup of milk or tea or coffee
>Go to my computer and do whatever
>After I went to my computer for how many hours I go to bed.
>Repeat until death

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>Wake Up
>See what's going to wrong today

>>727197664
>You still wanna be an adult with a wife and kids?
tbh, being alone wouldn't make your life any more meaningful, you'd just spend more time watching netflix, fapping and shitposting.

>>727197664
Married but no kids. For that reason exactly. Little shitstains just drag everything down. Take way to much time, wife ends up not interested in fucking, end up just a complete bullshit experience.

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>School day:
>wake up 7-8 am, coffe+cigarette
>shower and get dressed
>breakfast, pack lunch
>go to school
>get home, look up things i've studied, for more detail/better explaining, bookmark em.
>play some vidya/basketball/go running/browse 4chan/guitar
>sleep

>workday:
>5:30 alarm, coffee+cigarette
>get dressed, pack breakfast+lunch
>go to work
>get home
>study about 1-2 hours
>guitar/4chan/vidya/youtube

I'm not feeling productive enough though. Gonna try and drop 4chan and youtube.

>>727198602

>what's going to wrong today

>wake up in the afternoon
>play some LoL
>eat shit and bath
>go to work in a call center, four hours
>pick up some calls, make some social shit
>back to LoL
>eat, shit, sleep
>repeat 6 days a week

>between LoLs, smonk some weedo :)

>try waking up at 6:30 am
>wake up at 7 am
>school 8am - 2pm
>smoke a cig while driving home
>get home
>take off socks, pants and shirt and put on comfy shit + fresh socks
>wash hands
>take out contacts
>take a shit
>wash hands again
>spend hours playing vidya etc. procrastinating every chore there is
>do homework and other chores around 10 pm
>go to sleep at 3 am
>repeat

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>>727198339
Doin my best.
Been together 7.5 years

Have an unflattering pic of tits and kit

>>727197491
Yeah probably. I'm sure your withdrawal is shitty, all I can say is see your doctor, don't try to taper on your own. Especially with lesser-known drugs like whatever the hell you're using. Good luck man, and remember, it's not permanent.

>Wake up 8:00 AM, eat breakfast, usually eggs and toast or yogurt and fruit
>Hang myself

>>727198448
>Brush teeth
>Eat afterwards
Gtfo

>>727189456
>wake up
>shower
>eat
>hit the gym
>eat eggs
>fun with some bris
>eat cuz gym
>fw noon
>eat
>weed with sis
>sleep

>>727189456
>wake up
>go on pc to look at roblox and telegram messages, Facebook
>make breakfast
>play roblox
>eat breakfast
>change from pyjamas to clothes
>pack backpack
>go to college
> come back from college
the rest doesn't have a specific routine

>>727189848
Is this me or you you´re talking about

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>>727198170
thing is you are told from the time your a kid what you need in life. I have a house, car/bike, ok paying job, and a girlfriend. life still hits a point of ground hog repetition. its not till you have the things your told you 'need' you realise they don't make you happy

>>727195283
I'm taking a break from work because of the cancer. You really wanted to know that?

>>727198170
reading this thread this is honestly the main thing that I'm reminded of.
Most people here feel like they're stuck in a terrible routine, and that they can't get out, even though there's (in most cases) nothing holding them back from actually doing shit to improve.
Though I guess it's easier said than done, but still, if the choice is living the same routine day after day while feeling depressed, or actually changing shit, changing shit seems like the logical option, no matter how hard or slow it may be.

>>727199034
What a fantastic day, got any nudes?
Of her not you

>>727199119
Fucking roblox, please be kidding man

>wake up
>walk dog
>coffee/breakfast
>go to work
>write code, build stupid shit
>come home
>walk dog with girlfriend
>cook dinner or go out to pub
>eat out girlfriend while she whips my balls
>go to bed

>>727199192
A routine isn't depressing. Stagnation is.

>>727189456
>>wake up at 6am
>>shower
>>eat breakfast
>>catch bus at 6:45am
>>Get to work at 7:45am
>>Start work at 8am
>>Work until 4:30pm, 6:30pm if it's a busy day
>>Get home
>>Lift in my garage
>>Eat supper
>>Watch netflix until I fall asleep at 10-11pm

>>727199149
I have all of those and end up just spending money on empty things to make me happy for a couple weeks at a time. Nothing prolonging the sensation..... maybe I should have a kid.

>>727189456
I wake up at 7:50 am, bolt upright and go to shower. I go to work from 9am to 6pm. I go to the gym from 7-9. I play games until around midnight or sometimes go to concerts.

>>Get up at 4:50 AM, work alternating shifts
>>Get dressed in 10 minutes, leave for work
>>Drink coffee with colleague before starting shift
>>2PM, go home
>>Get home, feel miserable
>>Don't feel like doing anything
>>Have everything I want but still empty feel
>>Think about shit in the past
>>Be sad
>>6PM, eat
>>Stare at computer's wallpaper
>>11PM, go to bed

What do, friends? Feeling empty every day

>>727199149
yeah, as dumb as it sounds, happiness comes from within. There are completely poor people who are happier than the riches fucks in the world.
And it's not so say that money is completely useless, but after a certain point it just becomes a stupid thing where you're chasing it because you can't really think of anything better to do, even though it doesn't make you feel better.

>>727199149
that's because you were a little bitch and accepted what was forced upon you. You can't do nothing about the past but you can stop being a little bitch now

>wake up at 6am
>brush teeth
>get dressed
>skip breakfast
>go to work
>IT
>go home
>eat dinner (sometimes)
>glance over steam library
>decide not to play
>again
>go to bed

>>727199269
No... I've been playing on and off since 2010

>>727199373
this exactly. but what worries me is i have a kid thinking this will add to my life and it doesn't im just stuck with a kid to look after.

>>727199342
well stagnation comes when the routine doesn't change for too long I guess?
Sure, having some sort of routine in your life is actually a nice thing, but when it because the same routine year after year, it fucks you up.

>>727189456
>wake up at 15/17
>smoke, coffee, video games
>eat at 20 then shower
>smoke cofee video games until 5
>repeat

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>wake up
>pee
>back to bed
>thinking about killing myself so I don't have to go out
>walk dog
>get home
>be depressed because dog can't do shit because my mood effects him
>get to work
>snap at co-workers for no reason, but I can't controll it
>get home
>pee & eat
>walk dog
>complain about something that annoys me
>get home and back to bed
>wake up because I have to walk my dog
>get home, take anti-depressant and insomnia meds
>be depressed
>wank off maybe once a week

>on mondays I see my psych
>chronic depression
>sometimes I just type shit like this because I can't say it to anyone else.

>>727199119
>Roblox
>College

I....I'm sorry anon.....

>>727199192
is a mixture of inactivity and self loathing. Here's an algorithm for you fellas:
>think about right and wrong things, things you want for your life, what life means to you
>according to previous answers see how well do you reflect on those beliefs.
>see something you don't like, work to change that
>work your ass off if you have to, remember it's you vs you
>repeat until you no longer hate yourself
Easy peeze

>>727191999
at least you got trips

>>727199438
not being a bitch and not depressed about it. but wouldn't say i'm content either.

>>727199602
I don't have one yet, but I think I want one. I'd say hang in there because the age of the kid changes everything.

>>727199587
Keep off.

>>727199860
I mostly started playing again because my boyfriend plays it too and we can just mess around, sometimes catfish people

>>727199797
quint here ->

>>727199602
probably not a good idea to have a kid, at least not until you stop being so materialistic. i guarantee you'll regret it, even more than those impulse buying sprees because you'll be stuck with a kid for life.

>>727199999
THESE FUCKING QUINTS IN MY BEAUTIFUL THREAD!!!

>>727200046
Depends, I've always wanted a kid and I'd rather spend my money on my nieces and nephews than myself, I just don't get to see them enough due to distance.
I'm just making sure this girl is the right mother before I commit.

>>727200012
Whats the point of catfishing anyways? Sounds like a lot of effort, and not much payoff. Do you like humiliating people or just being a "troll" xD. For someone who's old enough to be in college, thats pretty immature.

>>727199221
Kek nah sorry

>>727200253
Actually, it's easy to lure these people in and we get Steam games or money out of it

>>727200176
Good idea. I have no experience with marriage or being a parent but definitely make sure shes the right one, especially if you're going to marry her and have kids.
>distance
If you have so much money why dont you travel and see them? Itd probably give you more satisfaction than wasting money on bs you'll regret later on. Be a cool uncle, then decide if you really want your own kids. Too many degenerates/unfit parents out there end up raising little fucktards and its sad. I'd rather never be a father than be a shitty one. Not trying to be offensive, even if I sound crude.

>>727200348
How much money do you make off of it? And how much time do you invest in it? Seriously though, there are easier, more respectable ways to earn money than scamming lonely neckbeards.

>>727200348
>scamming people
I know I'm on /b/ and acting like a moral fuck doesn't really do anything, but you guys are pretty much just cunts.

>>727199940
then change whatever is not letting you be content. and yes, you are a little bitch

On parental leave with my 1.5 year old son.
>wake up 6:45
>say bye to gf who is leaving for intern work (don't rly know the name for it in english) at nursing home (shes in uni, gonna be a nurse)
>hang out with kid, he's awesome
>7:15-7:30 wake up daughter
>breakfast for daughter and formula for son
>8:30 take daughter to pre-school
>walk a bit with son in his pram/baby stroller
>10 two or two and a half hour siesta with junior
>12-13 ish lunch
>13:30 pick up daughter from pre-school and go hang out in a park or something, maybe play som football or continue teaching her how to ride a bike
>15:30-16 gf gets home, usually we are still outside so continue hanging out in a park or whatever
>18 make us dinner since I make better food than gf (I'm pretty useless at most other house hold chores to be fair)
>19ish put son to bed
>20:30-23 talk, watch tvseries, have sex (hopefully) with gf. Also drink a few beers
>23-02:30ish play FIFA or DOTA, a few beers drunken again
>life is pretty good bros, I can't complain

>>727199999
super checked

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>>727189456
>turn off alarm
>play on phone for 15 minutes, checking apps
>get out of bed onto pc
>check more apps
>make breakfast
>play games
>get dressed
>eat breakfast
>play games until 5 minutes before college starts
>quickly pack books
>put on shoes and coat, take keys
>go to college, be late
>come home from college at 4pm
>get something to eat
>turn on pc to play games
>tell myself today I'll study
>I don't study
>self loathe myself for not being motivated enough
>do everything else other than study
>study for a little bit
>feel somewhat 'accomplished' still fearing for the future
>brush teeth
>lay in bed thinking about where I went wrong and tell myself I'll do better tomorrow
>sleep
>repeat

How do I get myself off this hellish ride? I want to change my life. Exams are coming up soon and yet I'm still bumming around, I know my parents are disappointed and so am I. OC pic related.

>>727200592
Thanks for the advice. I do feel like I'd be a good father so no worries on that one.
I just don't see my nieces and nephews that often because I'm busy running a company (not trying to gloat, it's a lot of work). They are 5 hours away by driving/ferry so I do try as often as I can, usually 1 weekend every 1.5 months at least.

>>727190393
>shower and shit
simultanously? shitting after showering?
phrasing, son.
>dinner and netflix between the bj and the sex
you're nutting twice, I guess...?
if a bj is a everyday routine for you I don't if I should envy or pity you...

>>727200733
sound like a kickass dad. your kids are lucky

>>727200692
Hey I used to scam people, made a lot of money off it too. The last time I did it, I "sold" someone from my hometown something. He seemed like a cool guy, and I felt kinda bad after so I refunded him. Scamming is a low-life hustle and it's honestly not even worth the time. Sorry Max H from Canada, I needed that $180 but you seemed alright. At least you got your money back though. A lot of scumfucks wouldn't even care.

>>727191257
Same but instead of ice cream is pizza.
>We will get up early one day anon

>>727200813
Fair enough, but it's still possible. I only see my parents once every 4-5 months if I'm lucky. Save your money and spoil your neices/nephews, they'll be happy and so will you. More rewarding than pissing away money on shit you'll probably never even think twice about.

>>727201214
Ya... I own a PSVR and a Switch but now that I'm done with Zelda they are both pretty much just collecting dust. The kids love them when they come over though so that's a plus.

>>727195563
how the fuck do you get up at 2 a.m. anon

>>727200984
Thanks bro, made me happy to read that! I do try my best. Also I'm lucky to have been blessed with an amazing gf and two awesome kids. Sleep through the night, cute, tough, funny and pretty damn clever. All in all, life is good. Only thing I'd like to change is me drinking a bit less beer. I don't really drink myself drunk but I drink way too often.

>Wake up 6am
>Groan FML
>Take a shit
>Get dressed
>Smoke bowl
>Change daughter diaper
>Say goodbye to hoe bag
> Drive 20 mins to work. On/off turbo sounds
> Hate life for 9 hours
>Drive back home 20 mins. On/off turbo sounds
>Hang with daughter for 3 hours
>Fend for dinner and put daughter to bed
>Get high AF and YouTube/4chan

>>727201654
then change that, you have a solid ground to make changes

>>727201459
No idea what a PSVR or switch is, but that's cool. Good luck old-anon.

>>727201714
Cut the wake&bake. You'll feel better

>>727201842
Will do bro!

>>727189456
>only sleep 10 hours
>showers everyday
better than me I guess

>>727201842
It's better to get drunk once in a while than get buzzed every day. Your liver will thank you. Still a bit degenerate though, but its more "socially acceptable" if thats of any reassurance.

>Wake up at 7 AM
>Browse Reddit a bit
>Sit on shitter
>Que up Porn
>Turn on shower so it heats up, shave, brush teeth
>Set up porn on mount outside of shower
>Jack off in shower
>Clean off
>Get Dressed
>Leave for work around 8"30
>Get to work
>Am boss, do whatever
>Leave sometime around 3pm
>Watch netflix or play Overwatch
>GF comes over, not super attractive but loves sex
>Have BJ while playing Overwatch, have sex
>She goes home
>Go to bed at 10

Rinse and repeat.

>>727200810
I am/was in the same situation basically.
It's getting slightly better I think, actually doing some work for uni is becoming a bit less of a bitch.

I can't solve your problems for you, but I can say what seemed to help me a bit.

First of all, if you have work to do, you need to make sure that you don't have access to shit that lets you procrastinate, or you're in a place where people are working. I started going to my unis library, and it really helps. Making yourself get out of the house to go there is actually easier than sitting down to work at home, since "walking to the library" isn't a hard/scary task on its own. And once you're there, you kinda feel like you have to work because everyone around is working (and you feel like if you're going to slack you might as well do it at home).
This doesn't make work completely easy ofc, I still have days where I go there and leave like after an hour because I'm really not feeling like working, but in general it helps a ton.

Second thing that helped me (though this might be more of a personal thing for me) was that after doing completely shit at uni for almost 3 years, failing courses left and right, I stopped my schooling for a year because I was feeling like shit and I had a bunch of classes that I needed to repeat. I thought I'd spend the time doing something productive because I had talked myself into believing that uni is just making me feel like shit and that I'm not doing anything because it's pointless, but after I stopped the schoolyear, I basically didn't do anything for a year. I know it might sound dumb, but it made me realize that uni is not the problem, and that I just need to do it.

A bit of a blogpost, but hell, I was in (still somewhat am) in your situation and I know it sucks, but it does get better if you continue to try and better yourself.

>wake ~9-11am
>be either blessed by gods and not hungover or a little hungover or a lot hungover
>groggily brush, chug a ton of water, leave for uni
>uni 'til 5-6 pm
>browse 4chan
>watch youtube
>make ramen
>at 9pm start drinking
>finish a liter of wine or so
>in a drunken good mood, nothing matters now
>brush, fap, sleep

>>727202138
What mount do you use for your phone?

7.30 wake up
8.10 take train
8.30 start working
17 finish work
Walk back home 2 hours
19 cook something
20 - 24 : 4 hours freedom
Repeat

>>727189456

>get woken up by 4 year old at 4:00 am - 6:00 am
>deal with wife/kids until leave for work at 8:15 am
>work 9 - 5
>home at 6:00ish.
>start drinking
>deal with wife & kids til about 9:00
>wife & kids go to sleep
>continue drinking til I pass out

>>727202938
I have a self standing shower organizer (Think 3 metal shelves) on the floor between my toilet and shower (glass walls) that I organize my toilet paper on. Use that. Otherwise you can get suction mounts for soap holders and put that outside. But that's harder to explain if anyone sees it.

>>727189456
>wake up
>zombie walk to bathroom
>piss
>back to bed (too early to go to work)
>fuck wife (not every single morning)
>back to bathroom
>shower
>eat breakfast
>play with cats
>work
>back to house
>lunch
>back to work
>back to house
>eat
>uni
>back to house
>eat
>shower
>bed
>fuck wife (when we arent tired)
>sleep
>repeat

week:
> wake up
> class
> eat
> shitpost
> gym
> dinner
> shitpost
> sleep
weekend:
> wake up
> shitpost while eating
> go out
> try to bang every chick within reach
> 5% of the time get something
> 95% get nothing and go back home and fap

>>727189456
>wake up at 6am
>shit
>shower
>shave
>get dressed for work
>breakfast and coffee
>feed dog, let him out
>get in car by 7:15
>45 minute commute
>work
>lunch at 12
>work
>leave at 5:30-ish, evening commute takes about an hour
>arrive home
>shit
>dinner
>household chores
>work or study
>in bed by midnight
>repeat every weekday

I also work one or two weekends per month. Most weekends that I don't work I work on projects / chores around the house that I didn't get to during the week.

inb4 all the haters cry REEEEEEE! and call me a normie. I make good money and enjoy my job. Y'all basement-bound greasy autismo-niggers just jelly.