Hey /b/, how are all of you feeling?

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>>726623044
Horny and alone.

>>726623839
Why do you feel alone? Just nobody near by or is it more?

depressed as fuck

>>726624905
What had you down anon?

>>726623044
Pretty shit laying in bed with a girl and all I can think about is how much I miss my ex

>>726625044
Who is this current girl? A new relationship or a fling?

>>726624982
i have clinical depression, on 5mg/day of lexapro right now

>>726625139
Honestly idk we kiss fuck etc and she's great but I can't stop missing my ex

I just had sex with my gf but then my thoughts went to my lonely Rat at home. I just lost my boner and now i'm sitting on the toilet, having a shit and browsing /b/

>>726625203
Do the medal help? How long have you been depressed?

Optimistic and worried. Hoping to finish a project I've been working on for the past 4 months by June. Also hoping that it kick starts my career and doesn't just flop.

>>726625221
What about your ex do you miss?

>>726625297
That's not too bad anon

Next week will be so fucking long and i fell tired already

>>726625360
Her eyes her hair her smell everything man

>>726625359
What's the project? Care to give a bit more detail?

>>726625328
not helping all that much tbh, gonna have to talk to my doctor about it soon...3 months now...

>>726625388
What's next week?

>>726625416
How long ago did you break up?

I just read an old screenshot of "cum nuggets" and no longer feel hungry.

>>726625435
What started it? I'm sorry your mess aren't working. Does anything seem time help?

Pretty good. I'm going on vacation on Monday, so I'm pretty psyched about that.

>>726625490
5-6 months

>>726625510
I know that feel
>>726625563
I'm glad to hear it! Where are you going?

Really anxious and restless. Don't usually feel like this. My skin feels dry and itchy, and the corners of my mouth having tiny cuts which makes it really painful to try and open my mouth and I can't stop touching it with my tongue.

So not so good.

>>726625617
She must have been important to you? How old are you anon?

>>726625510
What are cum nuggets? Can you get 10 of them for 1.49? Do they come with dipping sauce?

>>726625417
It's just a small game that I've been working on, hoping to release it for a low price on Steam and sell maybe 50-100 copies.

>>726625727

Please no

>>726625697
Why are you so dried out? It's the anxiousness and restlessness connected to feeling itchy?

>>726625736
What's it called anon? I might try it if I can afford it.

>>726625704
23 we were together for 2 years

>>726625676
Going to Amsterdam for about 2 1/2 weeks. Gonna spend the whole time being nicely toasted and having tons of sex.

>>726625540
i may have bipolar type 2 as my doc has mentioned, i don't think its situational depression because nothing particularly bad was going on in my life to trigger my depression...so yeah just chemical imbalance in my brain i think...chilling at home seems to help since i quit work and college when this started...

>>726623044
Pretty fucking shit

>>726625930
That's a long time. May I ask how it ended?

>>726625959
If that's what you are into, I hope you enjoy it. The Anne Frank house has a lovely liquor store that sells wonderful absinthe if you're near there.

>>726625971
Anything we can do?

>>726626038
What's has you so blue anon?

>>726625850
No clue. And kind of? I don't know.

>>726626284
It's okay to not know. It's a bizarre question. What can we talk about to cheer you up?

>>726626227
nah im good, thanks though :)

>>726626171
There's actually a liquor store on one of the sidestreets off Damrak that has all kinds of nice stuff, I usually buy a bottle of something or another there. Might not this time, though, I'm looking to do some fragrance shopping, and that'll probably take up most of my suitcase space and exemption limit.

I've been doing this long enough that I know a few of the girls in De Wallen quite well. Even chat with them on whatsapp sometimes. At this point, it's just kind of like visiting a friend at work for me, except the friend is a hot chick and she has sex with me.

Not so good.
I've had extreme diarrhea for the last week or so

>>726626457
Well I'm here for a bit if you change your mind. We can talk about anything you want if you want to stay.

>>726626792
sure anon thanks

>>726626525
How is it you are there so often? Just from a neighbouring country or lucky with work? Either way I'm sure you will have a good time.

>>726626570
That's no good. Have you been keeping hydrated and eating fiber to help combat it?

>>726626893
I'm assure you the pleasure is all mine.

>>726623044
Quite shitty, have been in minor depression for 4 years, and cant cet out of it, i don't have friends and i usually brows on the internet and see snapchat's of how wasted and a good time my "friends" have, never get invited to anywhere.

Planning on hanging myself within the next 3weeks

>>726626251
I'm convinced my very recent ex is fucking her previous ex after such a short time

>>726627650
My fucking grammar.. jesus christ, i hate myself

>>726627650
Please don't anon...I'd be sad to have you leave like that. What are you doing to make new friends? What's holding you back?

>>726627650
why within 3 weeks?

>>726627783
Not allowed to be so rough on yourself dear. It's alright. My grammar is just as bad.

>>726627726
I see. Perhaps she is hurting from your relationship ending and is rebounding. Or maybe it's best you aren't dating her at all if she is like that.

>>726623044
I'm fucking baked, I need help tiem keeps bulling backwards I'm fucked my dude.

>>726626900
I'm from Canada, I just work for my family's company and basically all of my work can be done from my tablet, so I get a lot of free time, and I don't need to be in the country.

I just go to Amsterdam because I love it there. Probably my favorite place is the world. Great people, great food, tons to see and do, and, of course, the legal weed and prostitution. I've never not had a good time there.

>>726628029
I'm not sure I understood that, but I assume you are having an unpleasant trip. Regardless we are here for you anon. Just breath deep and know you have us

>>726627832
I've been anti-social for the last 5 years, and im telling myself that i don't deserve friends... soo yeah. Also, i don't know how to make friends anymore megalul

>>726628089
Oh cool, where abouts in Canada are you from? (I'm from their too).

>>726628218
Toronto, which is why I leave as often as I can.

>>726627989
She made all these promises anon... She wanted to spend her life with me... I went to see her last night for the first time since the breakup. The kitten we got together has grown so much which weirdly hurts too. My ex was also saying how she misses me every now and then which hurt, and then the hug goodbye which lasted for what felt like forever.

>>726628203
I think you deserve friends anon. I'm anti social too. But why are you believing these things?

>>726628310
Haha, I'm only an hour or two outside Toronto. I know what you mean.

>>726628433

i got bullied in middleschool for 6 years, and didn't have friends basicly, so maby that's why.. dunno, don't care about life anymore.

>>726628359
I know how that feels anon...it's not fun. What are you doing to move forward? How long ago did it happen?

This kinda thread is the reason /b/ is personal to me. Humans being humans even if they're free to do anything in their wildest dreams in terms of government controlled freedom.


I'm drunk. I got... 6 more beers 1 in freezer others sitting next to my couch. I smoked too many cigarettes even though I dont' smoke this is my 2nd one in 1 hour. I was worried I needed to drink more because the 6th beer I drank I was trying to save for an hour later but I drank it because my cousin wanted a smoke. now that worry went away because that 6th beer is hitting me. I'm listening to chopin nocturnes thinking of creating a philosophical thread on th enature of anger and why edgy hermits and peaceful people view it in their own manners. I'm an alcohol. lost my job because I got drunk on the job drinking white cooking wine and got way toooooo wasted they threatened to call the cops on me. I sit here looking for entertainment planing my next move into society as a powerful strong sober man capable of changing the world with innovative ideas for the sake of proving to the universe we exist not just to exist but because it needs to exist. How are you doing Op?

>>726628760
Yiu have all of us as friends.

>>726628494
Yeah, it's a pretty awful place. Just sucks the life out of you. Definitely looking forward to relaxing in the Dam.

>>726629211
Yeah, true dat, untill the thread gets deleted

>>726628969
I've been focusing more on music since I've gained confidence in my singing so I'm not just a ten a penny guitarist. And it happened just before valentines day just to top it off, I'd already ordered her gifts, one being from japan and another being custom made in California (both shipped to here in the UK) to that wasn't great.

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This kinda thread is the reason /b/ is personal to me. Humans being humans even if they're free to do anything in their wildest dreams in terms of government controlled freedom.


I'm drunk. I got... 6 more beers 1 in freezer others sitting next to my couch. I smoked too many cigarettes even though I dont' smoke this is my 2nd one in 1 hour. I was worried I needed to drink more because the 6th beer I drank I was trying to save for an hour later but I drank it because my cousin wanted a smoke. now that worry went away because that 6th beer is hitting me. I'm listening to chopin nocturnes thinking of creating a philosophical thread based on the nature of anger and why edgy hermits and peaceful people view it in their own manners. I'm an alcoholic. lost my job because I got drunk on the job. drinking white cooking wine and got way toooooo wasted, they threatened to call the cops on me. I sit here looking for entertainment planning my next move into society as a powerful strong sober man capable of changing the world with innovative ideas for the sake of proving to the universe we exist not just to exist but because it needs to exist. How are you doing Op?

>>726629350
New York without the life they say

>>726628145
very much thanks annon, it's a bad trip just a powerful one I feel alright where as bad is shitty

>>726629365
Even after. My email is [email protected] if you ever get lonely.

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>>726629422
oops

Just for that pic is oc

>>726628145
high annon reporting in, am breathing much thank yous

>>726629372
That hurts...one time I flew out 3000miles to be with my gf...had a bag full of gifts. She left me at the station. It's easy take it personally anon. It's not your fault though.

>>726629485
Pretty much. It wants to be New York, but it's not. It's also full of smug hipsters, fuckbois, SJWs, angry feminazis, and other assorted riffraff. Nothing like the chill, friendly Dutch people.

>>726629422
I'm glad you like our thread anon, what was your old job? Are you looking for new work?

I'm okay right now. Better than I have been all day.

>>726629521
Breathe in for 4 seconds, holding for 4, exhale for 4 amd repeat. It helps calm you.

>>726629580
>>726629967
Make sure you see this anon

>>726629783
The Dutch are quite lovely. It's a comforting place to be.

>>726629755
I had an ex break up with me for basically no good reason a month after I took her on a "dream" vacation to Tokyo, then told a bunch of her friends that I "practically raped her" (which, of course, was a complete falsehood).

Women can be fucking awful, man.

>>726630099
I once had an ex call the rape card on me. Nothing can be so crippling to a man.

>>726629755
I know it's not my fault, she couldn't even explain why she stopped feeling for me. We both loved each other but the relationship was toxic. Little things would annoy her which she'd admit she would overreact to which in turn made me feel shit because I felt like I was being a shit boyfriend. I've never been much of a crier anon, but that night we broke up did it for me. I broke down in the car as I drove to her house with a bouquet of her favourite flowers. I knew it was coming. I've loved this girl since I was 15/16, now I'm mid twenties and after finally having her... I lost her.

>>726630395
It's very easy to fall for somebody who isn't as good as we think. It sounds to me like she wasn't as good to you as deserve anon. I know it hurts to the core but this can lead to a lot of positive. I know it isn't an appealing thought but it's what I believe. I hope this helps.

>>726630393
Shit sucked, because it was the opposite of true. I was so good to that girl. I even had her over one time when we'd just started dating and she got quite drunk and was rambling about how she gives such great blowjobs and was sitting on my lap telling me that if I made a move, she'd fuck me right now, and I didn't take advantage of her and let her sleep on the couch.

You treat someone better than anyone had ever treated them in their life and that's how they pay you back. Feels real bad man.

>>726630806
I know I deserve someone "better" and I know I'll get over her with time, but right now the thought of her and him just keep racing through my mind and I feel physically sick. I really appreciate you taking your time to listen here anon, I've had barely anyone to talk to about this because everyone but my ex and one other person thinks I'm over her. I just wish I could move on as easy as she clearly has. Don't get ne wrong, I'm glad she's happy but in a way that makes it hurt more.

>>726630813
She was probably afraid. People act poorly when they have intense emotions. I'd guess she had to make you the bad guy to justify herself. I'm sorry she treated you so poorly anon. I apologise to you since she cannot.

Is there anything I can do to help?

>>726631250
Don't think she isn't over you...I know there is a difference between knowing it and how you feel...my ex from over a year ago went on a date the week she dumped me, we giving out her body less than a month after she left...

To this day she messages me. When it happened initially I was ready to lay down and die. Pretended it was okay when I could barely get put of bed...looking back it is the best thing that could have happened to me.

It does hurt horribly though.

>>726631271
Oh, I know she was afraid. She was a quitter, it was her MO. She quit every job she ever had, she quit university, she couldn't deal with stress or adversity. The second things weren't perfect or even a little bit stressful, she run and hide or make excuses.

Still doesn't excuse what she did. I wouldn't have done that, I was willing to work through any issues we may have had, I'd have done just about anything for her. It wasn't right and it shouldn't have happened that way.

>>726631809
You are right. It shouldn't have happened that way. Really it seems she is afraid to fail and as a result never let's herself succeed. I feel pity towards her and sorrow for your situation.

>>726631551
I just wish I could stop caring completely. It would be easier than this. Sure it isn't my first breakup, not even the first from a serious relationship. But it never gets easier.

>>726632045
It never does. It might be easier to not care but not caring would lead to life losing its colour. It helps show the caliber of your character when you feel. It still isn't easy though.

>>726632304
I wish I could do more to help myself get over her

>>726632463
Unfortunately there isn't really anything. Not in my experiance at least.

>>726629422

Fuckin loser

>>726632011
Oh, I feel awful for her too. I only ever wanted her to be happy and have a good life and I don't think she will. It really does make me sad to think that I can't be there to help her and support her.

That just really makes the whole thing worse for me, that I care about someone like that who probably doesn't (and never did) feel that way about me.

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>>726629899
Cooking. I made soups steaks pies all that good stuff they never paid me enough even though iw as better than all their cooks they thought they could get away with it and I let them so I neve rtook the job seriously after that when If ound out how much everyone around me was making even though they couldn't do half the crap I can do. The managers son wanted my food because I was a perfectionist. if the plate got dirty from juices or anything I would change plate. still they never minded givng me more money. so I never minded showing up sober a couple times. the kitchen manager came in more drunk than me and they had to drive him home for fear he might get sent back to prison but me they just let me go and expected me to go to counseling. The other managers were pissed about it. the managers talked to the managers about it invovled and said "would it be okay if I showed up drunk made a mess crashed my step moms car into a pole and would it be okay if you drove me home and would it be okay if you let me come back to work to manage again as if nothing happened." that manager was pissed.

So the other manager got bright faced red and told her no one complained about it. that's why she didn't do anything about it. I was hoping at least they'd let me come bck I was sorry I didn't mean to get that too drunk but damn. I guess I'm jobless right now.

>>726623044
pretty bored. There's not one fun thread recently. What thread should I start?

>>726632791
I wouldn't say she never did...it's hard...when you want to help somebody but no there is nothing you can do. Whether it be because you are not equipped or because they won't allow it. I hope things become easier in your near future. Anon will always be here for you.

>>726632782
Please, no need to be rude.

>>726628760
You still here anon?

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Feeling great if yet a little tired right now. It's 01.26 at night here.
Tomorrow (well today I guess) is gonna be a big day for me. First day being promoted to chief consultant. Half the work hours, triple the pay and no more asshole boss. Fuck yes.

>>726632771
Nah, I've never found anything either. Anyway thanks, anon. It's felt nice to actually talk about this shit to someone other than my other ex who's actually a really good friend but obviously and understandably isn't super interested in my relationships.

>>726632994
I see. I hope you find something soon. Are you financially stable in the mean time? Are you looking for work?

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Mad

>>726633015
Hmmmm....well what do you enjoy?

>>726633538
posts that have a theme
like rhyming or haikus

>>726633422
Anon is always here for you. Thank you for trusting me enough to share it with me ^-^

>>726633518
What has you mad anon?

>>726633632
That might be too hard for anon to contribute to...you could have anon post their favourite image and you write a haiku about what image they post. That might be fun.

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>>726633791
that sounds good. thanks

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Pretty pissed and irritated. Getting drunk.

>>726634150
I'm glad I helped. If you do it please let me know. I'll happily drop off a few pics to help get it going.

>>726634218
What's up anon?

>>726634317
My car got stolen and the cops refuse to do anything. "It's not worth the effort, you have insurance".
Fucking pigs.

>>726634820
That....is pretty awful of them actually. Where are you anon?

Thanks for the thread OP. It's my once-a-year moment when I don't consider talking about my shit to be just complaining.

I'm basically the patriarch of the family after my father became too ill and old to be that rock. This just means though that when anyone's shit falls apart my phone goes off. I embrace this role as duty.
Now, side-stepping a long story, I've got my two nieces and sister and ex-fiancee all in one house, have to give up my house to move my father over there to make it financially possible, and pay rent in two houses for the foreseeable future.

I really just want to disappear.

>>726634937
Ireland - Galway. Fucking coppers man.
Lazy shits.

>>726635190
That sounds like a lot on your plate anon. Who do you have to help you? May I ask about your ex-fiance?

>>726635437
I mean...if there is a theft it is their duty to enforce the law...I'm on your side anon.

>>726635676
>if there is a theft it is their duty to enforce the law
Of course it is laddie, but the coppers here are bags of shite. You have a pint of beer and they come down on ya like thunder if you take a piss against a tree but when your car gets stolen they couldn't give a shit..
Piggy logic.

>>726636216
That's dissapointing. Will your insurance indeed cover it?

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>>726633505
currently yes. I took on cooking because it was my passion when I was 11 I learned everything about italian when I grew up to be 16 i started learning different styles like asian and I moved to something easy like Hispanic and latin my last endeavor was Indian. I'm thinking of going to culinary arts.

This is very uplifting to talk to someone about this.

>>726623044
Miserable like always

>>726636664
I'm glad you feel uplifted ^-^

What is your favourite to cook anon?

>>726636754
Why is that anon?

>>726636498
Sure most of it, but that shouldn't matter to the bastards. They could at least act like it's their job.