I was a shota whore for most of my childhood. Ask me anything.

>>726621510
clarification, by "shota whore" do you mean you were a boy who had sex with adults?

Straight or gay? Anything super kinky?

>>726621655
For payment, yes.

>>726621775
what age did this start?

>>726621748
More straight than gay, surprisingly. The kinkiest I let it get was having fingers and tongues up my ass.

>>726621853
4, if I remember right. My aunt's introduction to my body.

>>726622143
So your aunt was your first sexual encounter? Was she your pimp as well? If so, how did she find customers?

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>>726622371
She was my first, leading to her becoming my main client. My mom pimped me out to her and her business associates, who brought a bit more.

>>726621510

PICS OR DIDNT HAPPEN

>>726621510
If you had a choice, would you have a normal childhood without your experiences?

If so, do you feel that way because it's abnormal? Do you think your perspective would change if your childhood was normal and socially acceptable?

>>726621510
What sort of things did they do to you? We're majority of your clients male or female? What country are you from?

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>>726623449

>>726623460
Nah, I'm happy with the way I am. Although, had I not met some of these ladys' kids, I wouldn't have been introduced to /b/ so...
My perspective would've been way different otherwise. I would've spent a lot more time in my housing project otherwise.

>>726624182

this
>>726623449

>>726623661
GTFO moralfag

>>726621510
Green text please.

>>726624380
This

>>726624182
Don't worry, you would have been led to us anyways. Its nice to hear a story about a kid being put through something pretty bleak(4?? Even if you felt confident that it would be okay, that is still just too young an age for you to claim you had control of the situation) and not living with constant paranoia, or just telling people he does.

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>>726623529
I'm American, bay bay.
>lots of oral
>strip teases
>feet licking
>more oral
>crossdressing

>>726625152
Huh. I was a Shota slave to my uncle. Are you messed up by it?

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>>726621510
r u lyin

>>726624825
tbqh I wound up better than expected because we were poor before I really started going to my aunt's practice for pay so I was comforted by the fact that I was largely paying our bills.

Sauce on the comic?

>>726625261
Not as bad as I could've been. Rich New Yorkers aren't terrible clients, just demanding.
When I speak to my therapist about it, he says he commends me for having a strong mind, considering all I went through.

>>726625444
Yes.
>>726625816
Kamehasutra

>>726625996
What do you do nowadays?

>>726625996
I'm glad you're not too twisted by it.

>>726622371
Found the lonely NSA agent

>>726626491
How she found customers is a good question. It's not something you can advertise and a lot of people would run straight to the police if it was mentioned to them.

>>726626236
Read hentai manga, play video games, work a shitty job at Walgreens to pay for said games, go to college.
>>726626310
I read up on some kids that dealt with that shit and their situations were so much worse. I think about niggas like you all the time, bro.

>>726626595
True. It was a close knit circle of desperate housewives, board members, small busniness owners, etc. They all knew each other so I'd assume they'd know and would be able to do something directly about a snitch.

>>726626775
What are you studying?

It could have been worse for me. Just because what you had may have been less extreme doesn't mean that it wasn't any less wrong anon. Don't let that belief ruin things for you. It has for me once before.

>>726621510
How was your first time with a man? What happened?

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>>726627204
I'm not religious but I thank whatevers up there that I didn't have to deal with some of the fucked up shit kids younger than me were dealing with. I'm cool now but ever so often, I'll have one of "those dreams" or an obscure flashback and it'll just make me think of how little shit like that is for others.

>>726621510
Do you have any proof? Have any stories?

>>726624182
If you found /b/ and got to go outside your housing project, would you still choose not to undergo those experiences?

I'm trying to figure out whether you enjoyed experiences or the circumstances outside those encounters.

>>726628013
I've been fortunate enough to not have flashbacks...

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>>726627225
Uncomfortable as hell. He was more soothing than the women, but that made it all the creepier. He loved ass play.
>>726627204
I forgot to mention, I'm trying to get a psych degree.

>>726628267
I burn everything I find from that time in my life, nigga. I dunno what you expected, really.

>>726621510
How did this not fuck you up?

>>726628267
As for stories, stick around. I'll greentext a day for y'all between answers.

>>726628912
:O

Bump brigade, ASSEMBLE!

>>726628436
I'm proud of you anon! What do you intend to do with that degree?

ever have sessions where absolutely nothing sexual or perverse happened? what happened in them?

>>726628279
I have no idea, truthfully. I'm a one-track minded person. The only other realities I think of is of other kids that got molested, dead ass. I wanna work with kids like those and help them if I actually become a psych.

>>726621510
What were the worst and best things you had to do?

>>726628341
Bless you, fam.
>>726628747
Again, I grew up poor. I was cushioned by the sudden turn into wealth we went into. We stayed in the projects as a front but it didn't matter because I got to eat good, way better than before, got toys, games, etc. It could've been way, way worse and I recognize that.

>>726628948
Yes
>>726628995
Receiving
>>726629136
Work with troubled kids, pretty much.

>>726629876
How'd she get busted?

>>726629190
lol Nope. All that was before it became sexual, when I was just a visiting nephew
>>726629284
>Best
Play with other kids in non sexual ways
>Worst
Get my ass and urethra played with a man

>>726629330
I don't really find women the boardroom's clients share races with attractive. That's everyone but east asians and polynesians like me.

>>726629715
I appreciate the blessing.
>>726629876
I hope it goes well for you anon

>>726630185
how often did the female clients get fully naked? any penetration?

>>726629911
Ah, fuck. I got the story about this a few months ago and all I can really remember was something about tax evasion and other financial stuff.
Basically, it had nothing to do with me.

>>726630479
You're my hero, family.

how much did your mom charge clients?

how is your relationship with your mom now?

>>726630538
Not too often, unless they paid my mom extra for private time.
>houses
>back rooms in businesses
>my room
That last one became a regular fucking occurance once they realised it was available freely.

>>726630898
Why am I a hero now?

>>726631238
No clue. I was way to young to "be in grown folks' business". Funny.
She moved and I don't talk to her anymore. She assumes it's because I know now that she pimped me out but I'm just emotionally detatched from most things.

Now would you consider yourself damaged from the experience? Regret what happened?

>>726629236
>dead ass
was that intentional, because I just about lost it

>>726625152
I'll have the spaghetti and meat balls know what I'm saying bay bayyy

>>726631574
Y'all dealt with much worse and even if I was in the same boat, I feel as though y'all have way more strength than i do. I still hold a lot of those memories I don't want and at times I'll get enraged. You don't get flashbacks but you seem level headed, something I couldn't really be if I wasn't detatched.
A lot of y'all grow to well adjusted adults and live life normally and I don't see that for myself.

>>726632243
Nah, force of habit. I'm a minority from Harlem, it's the slang for seriously.

>>726632300
Nah, I don't.

>>726632356
Oh it's still a struggle for me. Something I deal with day to day. Some days I faulter, I get enraged and lash out. But through time and help from others I've started a long road to health. I'm proud of you for aiming to help others. It's very noble of you.

>>726621510
What's your opinion on pedophiles? Would you guess their attraction was a product of events in their life or just some crossed wires in their head? Did any of them seem to feel bad about their desires?

>>726632177
A bit but not as much as others. I regret nothing in my life, no matter how fucked because I'm alive and healthy and I have goals to help people.

>>726632792

What exactly about it do you dislike about what happened?

>>726632679
It's a struggle, yeah. But I know you'll get through it and you'll have a bright future.

>>726632748
I don't hate them and I dunno what's wrong with them. I just wish there was a way for them to seek help quickly so they could live life normally.
They were never guilty, from what I've seen. They always came to the boardroom like it was a normal ass day, did what they wanted and said "meeting adjourned" and laughed.

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>>726621510
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

>>726621510
How much did the sessions cost?

>>726633014
As will you Shota bro. Thank you for encouraging me. It means a lot.

>>726632964
In hindesight, I was perfect for the job because not much did bother me. The things that really did were done by men and involved my ass, which hurt or felt gross, and my urethra, which hurt like hell and I hated more than anything.

>>726633748
True
>>726633783
Answered above, nigga. I don't know.

>>726633857
<3

>>726633641
Not gay but I posted these
>>726629994
>>726631301

Might give you some insight into the mind of a pedo, though in my case I'd be pissed as hell like a "normal" person.

>>726634201
Love you too Shota bro

>>726621510
Do you think any of this would have happened if not for the poverty your family was in?

>>726632513
>I'm a minority from Harlem
dont tel /pol/. a Negress pimping her 4 year old child would be lulz fuel for months to them

How's your sex life now? What are you into?

ITT: kids who believe everything on the internet

sage

>>726635446
>Announcing Sage

Kill yourself

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Here's one of the good days for y'all
>be me, about 8
>get driven to aunt's practice after school, as normally
>everyone's already in and the nice secretary gives me a donut before she leaves
>fuck yeah
>gets taken from me for afterwards
>fuck you mom
>hi, anon! We have something cute for you to try on for us!
>more girl clothes
>yay
>told to change in the bathroom
>this is probably when my mom got paid, understand?
>come out in frilly blue bikini with big blue hair tie
>daaaaw
>ugh, here I go blushing again
>dance for us anon
>show us your little booty
>britney spears the anthology.rar

>>726634228
Thanks for the insight. I wish I could get to it but this Mimi app blows.
>>726634868
Nope
>>726635011
Hispanic, actually.

>>726636338
Thoughts on politics n shit?

>>726635222
Nonexistant.
JAV, mostly.

>>726636338
As far as /pol/ is concerned that is the same thing

>>726636419
>JAV

those slutty nips are every man's kryptonite

>>726636397
Social liberal, fiscal conservative.

>>726636421
Right, how can I forget
>>726636516
Shit's cash, bruv

>>726636528
Ayyy

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>>726636528

>>726636946
The irony is that your social liberalism often leads to the fiscal problems that you complain about.

>>726637076
To be fair, had they not been poor and wanting OP wouldn't have been pimped out.

Inb4

>>726636338
I'll copy pasta it in that case I suppose.

>>726626551
I feel that it is largely environment, but also nudged in a direction by a genetic predisposition. Men and women technically share most of the same genes, the difference is just the chormosone type that alters how they are translated, but I feel that certain things can end up translated "wrong" and the body instead acts as if it were the opposite gender when handling that gene. Things like instinctive sexual attractions to or admiration of certain traits can end up giving biases to certain sexs or body types.

For example, one thing many humans are "wired" to do is find babies and younger humans "cute" and to have a natural affection for a youthful appearance. However, since many guys have libidos based heavily on physical appearance for arousal and the traits that are attractive are not necessarily exclusive to adults (most little girls have healthy though smaller versions of what adults have and usually the only thing they don't have is pubic hair which is generally actually a turn off), it stands to reason that certain traits the younger girls have may become preferable to what older girls have. (less body hair, less scar tissue/blemishes from age, more accommodating/submissive behavior, tighter orifices for more pleasurable insertions (more friction), "cute" to look at)

>>726637198
And my reply would be "why are they poor? where is the father?"

Also poverty is not a legitimate excuse for selling your own child as a sex slave. His mother should have been gassed and ovened for that and you right along side her for suggesting thats ok.

>>726634228

>>726626801
No, younger girls are still developing and what would heal back normally on a late teens girl would potentially be much more scarring to a younger girl, causing growth problems. There is also possible hormonal triggers to consider if a girl becomes sexually active at a young age, though I think would only be high if you got them pregnant. Damage at younger ages almost always has long lasting effects that may disrupt normal growth.

This isn't even considering the possible mental issues a young girl might have if they had to deal with the sudden end of an intense emotional relationship at such a young age. Time has shown that something happening to a loving parent at a young age (even if it was just a bad divorce or a bad habit causing them to grow colder/ more abusive) can have detrimental effects lasting well into adulthood. Combine this with children being intrinsically more trusting and dependent on adults and even a moderately bad break up or perceived abandonment can cause the child to suffer for years and develop all sorts of harmful thoughts and habits.

No, I will never attempt a relationship with a little girl, no matter how attractive they are. The risk would be monstrous. The most I would consider is being a nice friend until they are much older, at least 17-18 or more.

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>by now, I know to dance like a whore from the videos shown to me semi regularly
>laughing it up
>face gets redder
>anon, come sit on auntie's lap
>phew, thank god
>there we go. You're not telling anyone about the fun you have here, right love?
>no, auntie
>good baby
>her hands are wandering
>one hand supports me by my chest
>the other's making the bikini bottom even more useless
>he's growing very nicely, anons mom
>look, it's a perfect shade of caramel
>thank god you didnt get him cut as a baby
>lay down on the ground anon

>>726637583
Thank you for your time OP

>>726637454
>>726637518
Thanks, b.

>>726637583
go on...

>>726637455
My dad was born in Japan and got deported around the time I was born. My mom was lazy, I guess.

>>726631764
Do you think the emotional detachment is due to the abuse?

>>726637804
No problem
>>726638132
Yes

>>726637925
faggot

>>726637455
So your answer is to what? Let people starve because of their Dad is a deadbeat? Of course it's not an excuse to pimp your child but you have to notice that this kind of thing overwhelmingly happens in poor countries and communities. By eliminating that poverty you get rid of the reason to commit the crimes in the first place.

>>726637583
interesting...try to keep going without being too graphic...

>>726638063
RICED.COM

>>726621510
if a guy that you never talked before from europe 6,0 tall asks you for a date what would you say to him and if you say yes would you fuck him in the first date?

>>726638542
>implying one can simply "get rid of poverty"
>getting rid of poverty will stop people from wanting things they can't have
Your sentiments are touching but naive.

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>>726637583
I don't have any real experience with anything of this type, but I feel like I should ask a question, so here goes.


What kind of people would hire you? Were they clearly creepy? Did they live normal lives? Were you attracted to any of them?

>>726639027
Go back to /pol/ edgelord.

>>726639065
>many of them wore fedoras and had excessive hair on the neck region

>>726639406
Oh dear, it seems I've offended him.

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>>726639027
>>implying one can simply "get rid of poverty"
yeah, what a ridiculous notion

>>726639065
this

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>this carpet feels like the one in my old school...
>im gonna step over you for a bit anon. You know what to do if i get too heavy, right?
>you're too skinny and pretty to hurt me, auntie
>daaaaaw
>as all dumb practiced replies are reacted to
>pussy, meet face
>we've met, you smell just as bad as this weekend
>penis is being messed with
>oooh look, he can't wait
>to eat that donut, nigga
>penis is suddenly warm
>and wet and oh thats her mouth
>lets share him love
>you're greedy
>lots of weight on my dick
>ooooooh, thats nice...
>oh here it comes again
>unintentionally whine into aunts clit
>oh-oh do that again anon
>i have no choice auntie. Your pulling my hair ow

>>726638603
Sorry, man.
>>726638991
Nope.

>>726639065
>answered above
>some of them were, all the men most def
>if rich is normal to you then yes
>nope

>Pandora's Box
Looks so wrong, but feels so good.

did you prefer a female client over a male client or it was all the same horribleness?

>>726640509
Prefered the females. They were all mothers so it was easy for them to keep me comfortable enough to not feel inclined to snitch.

>>726625996
therapist more liek The Rapist ammirite