Substitute Shrine Maiden Alice Margatroid at y-your service!

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Good evening everyone

Rolling for a tarot reading.

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>>726520813
*smiles* H-hello there <4 How c-can I be of service?

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How's it going?

Evening Alice. Thanks for filling in for reimu.

-phi

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>>726520877
G-good show! L-let me contact Reimu!

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Hello Alice how are you today? are you feeling better?

>>726520747
H-hi Alice, n-nice to see you again. I w-will send you the draft regarding ML for particle physics tomorrow during the day <5
How has your day been? Why was there no stream yesterday?

-love

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>>726520747
Missed me?

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Rolling for tarot! Also, hello Alice and all, how are we tonight?

>>726520908
I just come around for the good company. I wouldn't want to bother anyone with anything too much

Thanks for doing a thread

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Hi shrine. Y'all are cutes.

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>>726520943
Oh, it is t-the very least I can do.

>>726520966
N-not really! Strep is awful!

>>726520913
Can't complain, y-you? <4

>>726520998
One off, get owned nerd.

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>>726520993
I'm s-sick dear. Strep <4

>>726520998
S-so close, but no cigar!

>>726521011
It's m-my honor dear

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let's see if I can get trips for the third shrine in a row tonight, eh?

>>726520813
hey Duke.

>>726521019
nah, you.

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>>726521031
Going well. going to eat and then run a mile.
Have I missed anything exciting?

>>726521031
By the way. We now have a PayPal fun for the shrine. You are welcome to it anytime you need.

-phi

>>726521086
>>726521108
I was so close and yet so far away

>>726521108
Perhaps, but I still wouldn't want to bother. Thank you though
>>726521118
Good evening Jill. I missed your message earlier

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>>726521118
Almost q-quads, but not quite.

>>726521122
Exciting t-things happen here?

>>726521166
I m-make 275K a y-year dear; I'll b-be matching your donations dollar for dollar.

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>>726520877
>6 of Swords
>Knight of Wands
>4 of Cups
The first two cards both indicate a sudden change of residence. You may be moving very soon, or at the very least, moving away from a situation. The final card warns you not to dwell on the past-- to move forward, you need to leave things behind.

>>726521108
oh n-no! Are you taking antibiotics? What are your symptoms?

-love

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Once again Alcibiades is here to support the thread and converse with you people. What's up everybody?

-Al

>>726521203
I forgot my picture oh no
>>726521086
>>726521108
Soo clooose

>>726521250
>you will be moving very soon
Well shit, already knew that, headed back to Florida. Thanks anyways.

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>>726521211
Ah? W-who said it was a bother?

>>726521258
A s-strep test came back positive d-dear.

>>726521266
N-not much, you?

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>>726521229
I don't know, do they?

>tarot how long will I be single?

>>726521350
Just me. That's just how I think

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>>726521031
I hope you get better soon, beat that flu like it is nothing!

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>>726521300
Son of a bitch, I suck. Don't judge me too hard, I have a trigger finger and I'm sick
>>726521086
>>726521350

>>726521350
I'm doing well, still really busy, but these threads are giving me a good break time.

Also, >>726521266 dubs to >>726521391

-Al

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>>726521389
N-not that I've seen.

>>726521391
S-sorry, you got singles <4 So let me ask you: why are you so eager to be dating someone?

And given how eager you are, w-why are you not out there t-trying to find someone? <4 /b/ isn't a v-very good place to find mates.

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>>726521300
>The Lovers
>3 of Pentacles
>9 of Wands
Romance blooms, and you will find yourself with an opportunity to make money in a craft, skill, or hobby that suits you. Success in both areas is in reach, but a little more effort is required.

>>726521350
so your symptoms are a sore throat, fever and pain while swallowing? or is your only symptom really the positive test? <5

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>>726521486
Why did you ditch your anons a while ago? That was rude.

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>>726521211
don't even worry about it, hon.
>>726521229
thank god, I broke the streak. I can't keep finding anons to gift them to.
>>726521391
regardless, don't put too much stress towards being in a relationship. it's like being friends with someone and now and then kissing.

>>726521229
No need. What is your work if you don't mind?

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>>726521415
S-so change <4

>>726521421
Strep, n-not flu. But w-we'll see. My immune system is v-very weak.

>>726521460
Why s-so busy?

>>726521266
Hi al

-phi

>>726521550
To answer your question though, I am drinking tonight
>>726521591
Easier said than done

>>726521229
>>726521561
Phi by the way

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hello. Guess I will stick around for a little bit.

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>>726521511
Check'd and that tarot reading is actually pretty accurate. Nice. Regardless, i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I just wanna get better already, this cold has been lingering for FAR too long.

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>>726521266
>>726521596
Have either of you two seen Vert/Saber around?

>>726521031
Oh bleh, it's strep? I used to get that a lot. I know that misery well. I really do hope you feel better soon...

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>>726521524
M-my symptoms are consistent with strep, and have been debilitating enough f-for me not to stream at all this week.

>>726521561
I'm a p-programmer dear <4 And given I l-literally offer all the t-time to pay for anything p-people need, I think there is d-definitely a need <4

>>726521615
S-sure, anything worth doing is hard <4

>>726521645
W-welcome!

>>726521591
h-hey alice why is your immune system weak? I've also only seen you drink coke and eat potato chips. Are you giving your body the nutrition it needs to resist as good as possible? Take care of yourself <5

-love

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>>726521717
T-thank you <4

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>>726521615
well, cheers. I'm going to find some dinner, and I'll crack this can open.
>>726521645
hey there, mister Landscapes. how have you been?
>>726521714
I can shoot her a steam message to see if she responds, but she may be out for the night.

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>>726521714
She hasn't appeared so far.

>>726521591
Paper I'm trying to get published, normal work, paperwork so I can take a month off and do abnormal work, covering last minute things to keep an eye on some things in the neighborhood, helping the kids get ready for AP tests, and training to stay in shape as usual. I've got a lot to do.

>>726521596
Hey Phi, what's going on with you?

>>726521714
Haven't seen her, since Monday I think. I'm sure you can email her. What's up 2B?

-Al

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>>726521486
Someone should change that.
Excitement is the spice in this gritty bland substance known as life.

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>>726521786
*blinks* Y-you see me drink and eat? When?

As f-for my immune system, the barn door is open s-so to speak.

>>726521725
Hard yes, but to do that would require professional help, which I do not seek for reasons
>>726521817
Don't drink too much

>>726520747
Hello. How is everybody tonight?

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>>726521857
Whew, s-sounds like a full load, even f-for me <4

>>726521877
I t-thought variety w-was the spice.

>>726521922
W-what reasons?

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Actually kinda early tonight


Eh, still kinda meh tonight. Been busy helping my friend with his girl situation. Possibly stranger than mine

>>726520747
Give me a tarot reading you fucking dyke.

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>>726521391
>Ace of Wands
In one day, new beginnings are possible. You could start tomorrow if you play your cards right!

>8 of Cups
However, you have a tendency to abandon your goals too soon. If you do that, 8 months.

>Queen of Swords
Finally, a powerful feminine influence will make herself known to you during the Spring.

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>>726521955
Yeah, but even that becomes bland.

>>726521955
Reasons I don't talk about

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>>726521817
Would you please be so kind? I appreciate it, Jill.

>>726521827
Thank you very much little sis.

>>726521857
Not much, just getting ready for tomorrow. Phi told you, right? Sensor recalibration. Been doing alright?

>>726521979
How's the family issue going tonight, if you don't mind the question?

>>726521882
I've zapped through a couple of your streams on twitch. I've seen you drink coke twice and eat potato chips once. Not a good data set to generalize but enough to speculate. I don't judge you, just take care love <5

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>>726521985
Anonymous knows how to go straight to the point.

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>>726521979
Hey EMT. What's the news with your girl situation anyway?

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>>726521817
doing alright. feeling a bit better cause of the seasonal change.

Whenever a season changes for some reason I feel a surge of happiness for a week or two. Other then that just doing my art.

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>>726521979
W-welcome home <4

>>726521985
S-sorry, singles means y-you get nothing <4
Ask nicer n-next time~

>>726522017
P-pretty sure variety is l-literally the opposite of bland, by d-definition.

>>726522021
You m-might want to change that too <4

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>>726521922
you first <3
>>726521944
hello anon <3 I'm doing... okay, I guess. how are you?
>>726521979
evening, lifesaver.
>>726522023
I sent her a short one, just to let you know you asked about her. she's on snooze, so no promises.

>>726522106
It's not worth burdening people with, so I don't bother
>>726522130
I drink the perfect amount

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>>726522068
I t-think that sampling size is l-literally too small to even speculate about.

>>726522095
P-probably changes in the amount of blue light y-you receive <4

>>726521955
It's pretty tough, but I have some time to relax too.

>>726521944
I'm doing great, how are you?

>>726521979
'Sup EMT, how's it going?

>>726522023
Sensor re-calibration? I haven't heard about this. I'm fine, a lot to do, but I'm absolutely fine. Got a few new pictures too.

-Al

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>>726521591

Then beat the strep!

I might also request a reading if i ever get dubs

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>>726522155
S-silly. Don't you know it's m-my job to take the burden off of y-you by sharing that weight?

>>726522185
If y-you ever get dubs.

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>>726522130
Copy that.

>>726522169
I'll clue you in over Steam after threads. I won't be on for too long though. Have to sleep early tonight.

New pics? Of?

>>726521714
I've not. Is everything alright madam? Need her email?

>>726521725
Well I have your email written somewhere...I'll send you the information sometime. I'm only going to be putting in maybe 12 dollars a paycheck.
>>726521857
A bit annoyed with my hand healing so slowly but okay aside

-phi

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>>726522162
It's not just spring time. When it's fall or even winter I get that surge of emotions.

>>726522253
There are plenty of people who's job it is. I went to one for several months, and never told them either

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>>726522095
that's good to hear. what kind of art do you make, if you don't mind me asking?
>>726522155
I bet you do, hon <3

I'm still here, feeling ok today I think

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>>726522261
That would be great. New pictures of Alcibiades, of course.

>>726522263
What happened to your hand?

-Al

>>726522162
Do you not think that you could strengthen yourself by eating and drinking differently?

-love

>>726522342
Of course. There's a fine line that I've found between buzz and drunk. I straddle the line
>>726522352
Good to hear you're feeling okay, anon

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>>726522271
Y-yes, because the amount of blue light you receive changes on each s-season change.

>>726522263
[email protected]

>>726522333
N-no dear, those peoples job is t-to help you help yourself <4 N-not to literally share the weight.

Though you should probably tell one of those people too <4

>>726522352
*claps* G-good to hear!

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>>726522155
What's your poison? Seems like a bunch of us is drinking in a weekday~
>>726522352
Are you that one anon from monday?

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>>726522253
Will do!

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>>726522263
I have her email, thank you. Everything is fine. I was just wondering if she was going to start a thread, really. How are we feeling today, assistant? Give me a percentage.

>>726522401
I swear, only you, Al. Only you would choose the most obscure...

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>>726522437
I d-do not think that my burns will s-somehow be alleviated by changing m-my diet, no.

Especially given my diet is quite strict, given if I put on almost any amount of weight, my skin grafts split.

>>726522442
Well, it's my weight to bear for the decisions I've made. Not going to burden anyone with my own choices
>>726522459
Vodka, as always

>>726522459

Maybe? I lose track of days and when I did things pretty easily

>>726522442
"help you help yourself" Let me reciprocate from tea thread. I really like you too! So few people understand what my job really is meant to do. Though I expect you too.

>>726522401
Got hurt a few weeks back in martial arts class. Not allowed to use it for at least another 3 weeks for anything. Got a decently sprained ligament.

-phi

>>726522442
I'll send it either tonight or tomorrow.

-phi

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>>726522084
Nothing new with mine. Kinda weasled out of asking her for advice. I really should though. My friend kinda go closure in a way. Though the whole thing is odd

>>726522066
Strange. Now my fathers acting like nothing happened. IDK anymore.

>>726522106
Good to be back

>>726522130
Good evening. But still, not a lifesaver. Yet....

>>726522169
Good? I guess? Monday was very shitty for me though.

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Alex, tonight's stick just started burning. I hope you're okay.

>>726522352
hey anon. glad you're still chugging along. be safe, please <3
>>726522439
that's the secret. I only got blackout once and, hoo boy, never again.

>>726522130
>>726522169
Corn beef and cabbage has got me in a near comatose state, so I really can't complain.
>Was wondering if somebody could give a person who is socially awkward and quiet advice for asking somebody out?

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>>726522588
T-the only one who decides that is you <4
And you really should reconsider.

>>726522625
*smiles and closes her eyes* It's q-quite nice to be believed for once....

>>726522659
Okay, t-thank you <4

>>726522681
I'd m-make you tea, b-but last thread I did that <4

>>726522540
Probably back to 65% today. Will you be on Steam later? I know Louise can't make it to the thread tonight but I'm sure she'd love to talk a bit before you head off for recalibration.

-phi

-phi

>>726522681
Unhealthy dynamic there I hate to say. Elephant in the room kind'a deal. I know that feeling though. Bittersweet. Hopefully it resolves..

>>726522566
oh m-my! What percentage of your skin was burned? I didn't know! I've only seen your legs in stockings and your arms. Where've you got the grafts?

-love

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>>726522333
checked.

>>726522342
surprisingly not hentai considering the site we are on.

I like doing landscapes and subtle horror themes pictures. Also a lot of landscapes I do have a surreal quality to them. I mostly do plant life also to populate the pictures and trying to learn to draw humans and other animals.

>>726522442
Alrighty then.

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>>726522588
Carrying your own sins I see, I'm starting to like you already anon.
The vodka, mixed or straight?
>>726522594
The one seeking his demise?

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>>726522253
This time for sure

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>>726522540
I mean, I have actual paintings too, but some of them are, well, not safe for work.

>>726522681
Hm, hope the rest of the week cancels it out.

>>726522784
Classic phi, double signature.

-Al

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>>726522707
I blackout whenever I drink too much. The trick was finding that limit and slowly scaling it back so I could forget about things and try to enjoy myself
>>726522772
Perhaps. Likely won't happen though
>>726522884
Thank you
>>726522885
Mixed.
>anon

>>726522885

Yeah

>>726522849
dont buy her lies

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>>726522849
T-that's a bit personal dear. However, t-there are some areas you c-can see even on some of m-my streams...

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>>726522761
my advice is to just nut up and do it. you have to realize that the worst thing they can do is reject you, and those wounds heal pretty quick.
>>726522884
that's... pretty neat, actually. have you posted your stuff before, or are you uncomfortable with that? I'd like to see someday.
>>726522984
I guess as long as you're safe.

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>>726522969
69 is at l-least a good number <4

>>726522984
Only b-because you choose that way dear <4

>>726523098
Yes, safe. Always that thing
>>726523141
It's a vicious circle

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>>726522681
See to it that you do. You want to give yourself every possible advantage. What's up with your friend?

>>726522784
I'll be there after this thread, count on it.

>>726522981
Oh actual paintings? You're really fond of this figure, aren't you?

>>726522981
It's what I'm best at

-phi

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>>726523182
Only one w-way to break it <4

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>>726522984
No pic, what am I supposed to do, Alice.
>>726523002
Pushing people into it is what can make them pull back, I'm happy to see you again my beloved anon.

>>726523098
Ur right...... What is being in a relationship like anyways?

>>726523015
I don't mind <5
>>726523018
Why don't you like to get personal? I have sincere interest in your person.

-love

>>726523194
Excellent. I'm sure it will be cozy.

-phi

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>>726523141
Good enough to Reimu to give me

a reading?

>>726523241

You didn't push anything, you just talked a bunch of nonsense

You seem like a pretty pathetic person tbh

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yes yes, i'm late, i took a shower and missed threads start

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>>726523098
I can post some. I mostly do pencil sketches but I am trying to learn oil painting.

Give me a minute to post some.

Also the recent painting I did I won't bother posting cause its so dark I can't get the right lighting even with program editing.

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>>726523279
B-because I need t-to save what little I have left t-to give to people in m-much greater need.

>>726523370
W-welcome home <4

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>>726520747
>tarot

Where will my path lead?

>>726523370
And we welcome you all the same.

-phi

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>>726523303
Actually, you know what? Screw it. Let's hop on right now. No sense in keeping you waiting.

>>726523370
*nods* Quetz. Glad to see that you're taking care of yourself.

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>>726523276
honestly? it's pretty much the same as a friendship. the main difference is the level of commitment and emotional support, and the fact now and then you may get to squeeze a tit.
>>726523370
hey miss dragon <3
>>726523372
I'm on the edge of my seat with excitement!

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>>726523367
Finally someone who says the things the way they are. I mean, I make it easy for it to happen but I barely ever get called out on my shit.

>>726523430
I think explaining this wouldn't subtract anything but seconds! Do you consider being personal a drain on your energy?

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What happened to Reimu?!

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>>726523194
I mean, he is kinda my role model. I could say the same for you and 2B

>>726523234
Perhaps some day, perhaps never.
Only time will tell
>>726523241
I wasn't blaming you. That's why I let you know!

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>>726523577
B-because wasting breath and energy isn't w-worth while.

>>726523591
Reimu w-was banned, so I am filling in and telepathically communicating tarot readings f-from her <4

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>>726522817
Yea hopefully it resolves. Eh, I'm looking for ways out. The soonest I see is the FDNY Exam. That could get me out in like 2 years or so.

>>726522772
Thanks.

>>726522981
Eh, Hopefully it does, but I doubt it. Monday was very bad though.

>>726523194
I will. Especially since I want to preserve the friendship. Hopefully I can do it tomorrow.

And my friend has been interested in a girl who is 9 years older, but still in college at the same point +/- a year. He finally came clean with her and she went and said that she's too focused on school, but pushed the point that her mind can change, also that he should keep the romance alive in his heart. And that she doesn't want to be tempted by him.

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>>726523591
forced sabbatical.

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Rolling then!

>>726523703
Well, just hang in there, eventually things will be good.

-Al

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>>726523466
>7 of Pentacles
>4 of Wands
>2 of Swords
It seems you are half-way to your destination. Happiness is within your grasp, but you will be tasked with balancing two important relationships on this road without being able to make a firm decision between the two.

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>>726523525
indeed i am, indeed

>>726523576
hello jill

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>>726523847

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>>726523847
Again!

>>726523650
Not Alice, but I am the therapist that lurks these threads in increasing amounts... When you think about this crap, always be thinking about what you are willing to do on top of what you can do. Big difference. Also, therapy.. you get out what you put in, a motivational interviewing therapist will be best equipped to meet you where you are at in change and at every step forward. Just some info for when you feel ready to take the next step, and remember any therapist worth their license will not be judgmental.

Seriously I'm curious on what having a relationship is like. Like idk if I'm even capable of connecting to people like normal or even at all. I'd like to know what it's like before I break somebody's heart.

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>>726523697
What can I say, I get bored easily. I need to look for some entertainment.

>>726523525
So kind.

-phi

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>>726523576
Here's one of them.

>>726524021
forming the relation and adding the qualities in the hands of the two people having the relation <5

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>>726523847
and again!

>>726524021
The most important advice I can give you is, love is an action, a verb. Society is too focused on romance (thanks Di$ney). It really is like having a close friend you give all the power in the world to hurt you with and trust they don't.

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>>726520747
I'm back and drunk sx hell

>>726524224
Deus Vult!

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>>726523847
this time for sure!

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>>726523990
If it w-were so easy....

>>726524021
You are d-dear <4 You are d-definitely capable of that.

>>726524224
Oh g-good.

>>726524203
I t-thought it was an adverb

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>>726524224
DEUS VULT!

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>>726524324
you can ask >>726524111
to donate their trips

>>726523990

Not the guy your replying too but like how does your job even work?

I dunno how to put that better, how exactly do you help fix people? Whats the process? I'm just sort of curious, maybe if I know what to expect I'll feel more comfortable seeking help

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>>726523847
Maybe not, luck isn't on my side today

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>>726524021
no, seriously dude. being in a relationship is a lot like being in a friendship. it just requires a certain level of commitment, because you're gonna be there through the good times and the bad times. it's like having a best friend.
but sometimes you don't like each other all the time, and in those times you need to choose to stick with them, because love is a choice.
>>726524111
ah! yes, I do think I remember seeing this before. nevertheless, thank you for sharing your art with me <3

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>>726523886
Haaai :p

>>726523990
Part of the problem with me not being willing to do anything, is because there is no point in doing anything because I am not worth it
I'll be leaving now though. Don't want to bother you with this now

Random political thought that popped into my head. Why would the Socialists, Communists and Anarchists have so much propaganda created with the sole purpose of discrediting them, if the State claims that it is never going to work?

I think that they know that it will be a valid system. But that it will also destroy the ruling elite. So they are discrediting it to just maintain their wealth.

>>726524203
I think there is a wrong prejudice and primer vowen into what it really is. you don't need to think of being hurt or trusting anybody.

you simply relate to somebody. you can relate to somebody in an abusive way, in a consuming way, in a helping or loving way, many ways to go! and if conscious about your actions, two persons actively form their relation and it can be anything. <5

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>>726523847
!
>>726524424
ask for?

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>>726523610
Oh. Is Al just as T H I C C as 2B?

(anon's words, not mine.)

>>726523703
That is...very annoying. What are your thoughts on the situation? My initial impression is that this girl is setting up to string him along.

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>>726524424
Anybody can take them. I got my own cards.

>>726524469
I managed to tidy up the painting I was talking about before. I can show you something newer though for my pencil drawings.

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>>726524527
Anon, no.

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Deus vult igjjdkjd

>>726524203
I really don't trust anybody. Like I'm incapable of it. All I can think of is how they can use me and hurt me. Fuck that noise.

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>>726524441
*blinks* I don't t-think you know what therapists do; n-no one can "fix" or "cure" someone w-with a mental illness.

>>726524492
You are w-worth it dear <4

>>726524527
I think y-you assume there is some large scale direction t-that anyone is going in.

Realistically, the world is made of a ton of independently motivated actors, doing things for both personal gain and altruistic purposes. Don't invent a conspiracy or malice when it isn't needed.

>>726524597
2B is t-thick? Hmmm...

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>>726524720
*cups your cheek in her hand, smiling softly* You can. You just need someone to melt that icy heart of yours. I felt the same way, a decade ago....but giving in and allowing myself to be hurt, allowing myself to be open with someone...

...well, it made m-me who I am today <4

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>>726524527
Anarchism will never work. People will band together and form one local government or another.

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>>726524680
Deus vult!

>>726524588
>>726520747

What will be the outcome of my next Civilization V game?

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>>726524597
Please, Al is super thicc. I'd even go so far as to add three c's. Thiccc. That's how he gets all the ladies.

-Al

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>>726524492
please be safe, hon <3 you know how to get in touch
>>726524607
you're starting to make me miss making art, bud.
>>726524720
and at the same time, you're capable of doing the same to others. you have to hope that there's a spark of kindness in the world, anon.

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>>726523850
Hopefully. But I doubt it will be good until I get out of this house.

>>726524597
Eh, I don't think she's setting him up to string him along. I actually sent him this

>You know something? I was thinking a bit more, and I kinda came to the conclusion that she already did make up her mind. And that she does want something, but wants to buy some time. Maybe until shes at UNF? Just so shes not around you soo much that it really is distracting her?

> still think maybe thats the case, as she still kinda mentioned to look for others. So maybe she doesn't want you to be waiting for her. But rather you enjoy life and possibly be with others. Though if your still single when she's ready, shell do something with


More or less sums up my thoughts

>>726524822
Where am id did I mess something important
Im fgofk

>>726524492
I'm good for being bothered. I work overnight and am just getting started! So feel free..

>>726524351
Semantics!

>>726524441
My job is to help people understand themselves better, understand how how humans think/work better and integrate that experience into actual action. Then help them monitor that action and be a source of compassion and understanding that withholds judgement. A relationship that is hard to find with friend/family.

In other words I help others help themselves. I use CBT/REBT (branch of CBT) and brief solution focused therapy, but there are so many theories. That's why it's important not to give up after one therapist.

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>>726524720
On the other hand, I also felt the same way! I opened up and ended up even worse~ <3

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>>726524981
Fdoirigot image

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>>726525001
H-have you done any research into DBT?

>>726524981
*hugs tightly*

>>726525033
No, y-you were broken from the get go dear <4
Can't fix ASPD.

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>>726524888
And now i get trips lol, i might add another prediction. Will i be succesful at the current task on my mind?
>>726520747

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>>726524939
To busy to do art?

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>>726524742
You've played, you've seen the fan art.

>>726524910
3 C's?! We might need to make room in the thread then.

>>726524979
You might be right; time will tell. I have a bad habit of dismissing people that are too indirect.

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>>726525227
no. a far away land will complete stonehenge before you

>>726525033
And that's what I'm afraid of. I've heard so many horror stories and I'm so goddamn emotional.

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>>726525197
Dirty sarxenbfhf Feb away

>>726524830
Eh, Examples have already occurred of it working.
And its not like theirs no structure. Its just non-hierarchical. There is still a "government" of sorts in place

>>726524742
I'm not really inventing anything. It's known that they have been working to counter leftism. With the Red Scares and all that stuff

>>726524678
Nah.

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>>726525197
Bitch~

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>>726525073
Is that a bucket that you're using to cover your head?

>>726524742

If I can't be fixed whats the point then?

>>726525001

So, for example. If I told you I have this really annoying problem of the slightest thing like flipping a switch and me getting really angry at myself etc. You'd help me understand why that is and how to possibly avoid it or something?

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>>726525324
Oh, I t-thought they meant you d-dear <4 W-was wondering when we'd d-do a cosplay thread together <4

>>726524888
>8 of Swords
Some event or your own indecision leaves you feeling bound and restricted.

>Queen of Pentacles
A feminine influence who is very conscious of finances but also critical and demanding.

>Page of Wands
A message that gives hope comes at a crucial time.

In other words, Reimu wins. But the good news is, you get to play again sometime.

>>726524720
you don't need to trust. having a relationship is not about trust at all. but if you also fear getting hurt, you will have a hard time feeling comfortable with the other person. and it is not even wrong to expect that another person might hurt you because a lot of people actually do hurt others unfortunately. you have to have the experience that you feel safe with the other person and the impression that hurting you is not an acceptable consequence for him or her to feel comfortable but this requires interest and time spent with each other <5

>>726525197
I wouldn't say I'm fully competent enough to treat using that modality, but I love mindfullness training and I've integrated my biofeedback training into learning mindfullness. With any luck I'll be doing CEUs on DBT soon enough!

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>>726525262
something like that, yeah.
I miss creating things.

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>>726525389
Itz d helmet I vcdgcffftsg

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>>726525399
Oh, I s-see. So, you would d-decline insulin f-for diabetes, because hey, it isn't a c-cure?

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>>726525446
you predicted wrong, its actually
you will never complete any wonders, you will fight the iriqouis every game

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>>726524979
Well, at least you're allowed a bit more freedom recently.

>>726525324
Yes, three. I will need quite a bit of room.

-Al

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>>726525499
Hah, t-then you can help m-me learn it <4

>>726525564
I'm n-not Reimu dear.

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>>726525516
If your that busy just get a stack of post it notes and start drawing on those when you have moments of free time.

Alice. Where's the weed.
I was told there was going to be weed.

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>>726525324
I kinda have the same thing, though I still also hope for the best.

It makes sense given what she has said in the past to him.

>>726525599
Eh. Dunno just how much they'll allow it.

And I still backed out of texting her again... Sucks...

>>726525557

The way you say it makes it sound like they wont go away, like I'll just be coping the rest of my life rather than actually being happy

That doesn't sound fun

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>>726525692
.... what?

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>>726525564
*wandering around with beer bottle* hey cutingbbfnncjcjjfjjgb * falls unconscious, breaking bottle of beer on the ground*

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>>726525399
Actually, yes! We would talk about triggering events starting all the way with lead ups (It's rarely ever something that's like a switch, it has tells beforehand) and talk about how far down you spiral and how to re-adjust the way you think at every stage. Correcting faulty thinking along the way. Here I'm attaching an image I've posted before of my past work. Forgive the sloppy left handed writing.

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>>726525446
A cosplay thread? Say...can others join too perhaps?

>>726525537
The scorching sun is causing your buck- ehm...helmet to become hot, that explains why you're having seizures :/

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>>726525808
I s-said there is no cure. That d-doesn't mean you can't treat t-the symptoms and underlying cause.

As well, given you are not going to a doctor to get treatment, isn't that your reality anyway?

>>726525692
Dude don't smoke that shit. Weed increases your chances of being raped by a herd of horny alpacas.

>>726525794
Wait, you backed out again? Didn't you decide to text her, hit send, and then let it go?

-Al

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>>726525888
I m-mean. I run cooking and tea t-threads usually.
Reimu and I are g-going to try to do a combined cosplay thread at s-some point.

But I'd be open to maybe incorporating others as well.

>>726525613
Alice can you pat my head please?
I followed your wish, not only here, but during the last two days and helped those in need. <5 thanks

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>>726525656
it's more music for me. I only come up with good stuff when I'm sleep deprived, anyway.
>>726525692
no weed here unless you're providing.
>>726525808
so would you rather not cope? like, you know, right now?
I'd rather at least want to find a way to make things suck a little less.

>>726525613
I've already fallen down the rabbit hole it seems... So I won't be going anywhere. I'll let you know when I get some time to work on it....maybe I'll be less lazy overnight in my downtime and start sooner rather than later..

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>>726525446
Reimu wins? my next battle is going to be against Reimu?


also this reading was un-answered sorry to get trips and dubs Reimu :P

>>726525227

>>726525888
*wakes up* IM NTO FUCKEN EPULEPTIC IM FUCKEN FRUNL

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>>726526021
*patpat* B-be the change you w-wish to see in the world.

>>726526072
*smiles* F-feel free to email m-me if you like

>>726526171
How'd the blizzards go Alice? This is that guy from the morgue with schizophrenia btw.

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>>726526067
I can't tell ya anything about music as I'm no musician. It seems like more artists are at their peak when sleep deprived.

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>>726525446
I'm careful not to leak anything.

Concerning those threads: get back to me in six years.

>>726525599
Make the announcement, about Team YoRHal.

>>726525794
You're a good friend, looking out for him. It's nice to hear about people's better nature outside of these threads once in a while.

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>>726526270
T-they were quite bad on m-my joints.

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>>726526337
A w-word to the wise: Don't stick around for six years. It w-won't end well.

>>726525808
>>726525895

Following up on this. There are physical anomolies that can be observed using techniques (QEEG/EEG other brain visualizers). Mental health problems are biologically rooted, but talk therapy is also shown to cause physical change in the brain. For most people full + permanent remission is not possible, but long periods of time can be achieved and with proper med/counseling a person can be prepared for relapse. Life is worth trying to be happy. Don't let the fear of setbacks keep you from not trying !!

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>>726525995
Sounds purrfect :3 Wait, but people who join still need to cover their faces, right? I don't think a face reveal on 4Ch would be a smart move.

>>726526127
Oh i see...i fear we'll have to cut kind sir, trust me, i'm an engineer!

>>726525879

That seems kind of helpful, that's one thing I need to change. I feel like I'm going to lose friends over getting really angry at myself and being annoying

>>726525895

I suppose, but the way you put it it sounds like something I'm going to be stuck with for the rest of my life, which is something I don't want, even if I am too scared to seek help currently

>>726526067

I can get by mostly, I just have off times that range from a short period of time to a week or so

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>>726526272
I work best depressed, drunk, or sleep-deprived, yeah. the problem is that the former two inhibit the latter being a thing.
>>726526473
amen.

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>>726526473
I w-would focus on the D3 and D4 malformations honestly; t-they seem to be the key to understanding m-most large scale forms of mental illness.

>>726526539
*shrugs* I doxxed myself m-more than a few times.

>>726526559
It is s-something you'll need to deal with f-for the rest of your life, b-but as indicated here
>>726526473
We do have effective t-treatments that can aid you.

Which is exactly why not seeking help is so harmful; in the mean time, you are just going to get worse.

Hey thread

Sorry I'm late

-Sweet Roll

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Can we have and and snebnew new thread guys

>>726525808
contrary to popular belief also embodied by alice i really much dislike the notion of a mental illness that doesn't go away. It is only natural that the thoughts and physiological processes are intertwined and yes, in some cases the physiological discrepancy is present for quite a bit of time but you can influence these processes by a variety of means. Instead of having the mindset to treat "an illness", I would rather frame this as your way to happiness and I believe that you can be happy and you can start getting happier right now <5

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>>726525938
Yea. But I put it off so much that I backed out of it.... I am terrible with this stuff. Sadly

Just the advice I struggle with. I had an easier time coming clean with her than this

>>726526337
He's been helping me with my girl situation. I think I actually met him in some advice thread.

Though he claims that I brought them to be extremely close.

I jokingly told him that I expect a wedding invite if it does go that way.

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>>726526699
>>726526081
Soft reee

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>>726526337
Alright.

Hear ye, hear ye, all who frequent these threads. I am now announcing the union of the Geniocratic Republic of 2B and Phi, formerly known as Team YoRHa, and the Racical Noocratic Kraterocracy of Alcibiades (RNKA) to form Team YoRHal. Government form is to be decided upon via a democratic vote from among the leading party members.

-Al

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The poll is now closed for gaming nights. It's official, Civ V, Rocket League, L4D2, and Garry's mod will be added to the official list.

I hope to see some of you on the battlefield soon.

>>726526965
Damn I didn't even see the poll for that.

-EMT-Anon

>>726526588
I don't drink at all. Only if it's with others and I will have a cup or two.

Most artists have some sort of mental illness anyway. Helps them cope sometimes. Their art tells something about themselves.

>>726526786
Just text her, right now, during the thread. Tell me when you're done. Don't post again until you do. This is an ultimatum.

-Al

>>726526699
Uhhh if we have to face reveal then i don't think i can join...i don't want mine to be on this site.

>>726526725
Are you crazy?! Do you have any idea how much these threads cost?

~Remilia

>>726526699

I do feel like I've got worse over the past year, especially the past few months

I dunno I just can't bring myself to make the call

I'm sorry for wasting your time for the past few days and in countless threads before that

>>726526965
This is very nice! so what would be the full list?

-Terra

>>726527262
If y-you are sorry, make the call <4

>>726526699
I'm a big proponent of mixed counseling and Rx meds. I took the neurofeedback/biofeedback training because I think (scientific backing pending) It could be the next big thing in treatment of mental health conditions. All forms of therapy have their purpose though. So to all anons out there, give multiple things a try and don't give up. Not all meds work for all people, not all therapists click right with all people.

>>726527262
hon, you're not wasting our time. we're here to try to help anons.

Hey I didn't get a steam notification =[

>>726527262
What's holding you back form making the call?
I mean I guess you want to be happy but it's hard to be happy and there is a person that might help you making yourself happy, so that's a good thing right? Why let this opportunity wait? Go for it <5

>>726527415
I'd s-say NO medication w-works for all people. Some of us n-need the real strong stuff <4

>>726527394

I'm sorry because I can't do it

>>726527562
You c-can Anonymous <4 You j-just need to try.

>>726527562
you can, bud. we're all here pulling for you.

>>726527532
again with the semantics! ... but yeah very true. My heart goes out to those who have 15+ Rxs whenever they come in to my hospital and those who are on "last leg" meds.

>>726527136
It's 10 pm.... She's probably sleeping right now, and I don't want to wake her.... And she may be at the FD on call, so it could wake her during her limited sleep


-EMT Anon

>>726526910
*applauds* Thank you, kind sir.

>>726527067
Be sure to check the discussion board every so often on the group's Steam page.

>>726527272
Civ V, Rocket League, Garry's Mod, L4D2, KF2, Cards Against Humanity, TF2, 100% Orange Juice, Starbound, Golf With Your Friends.

-2B

>>726527802
Oh, I've g-gone beyond that. I'm n-now in experimental ketamine treatment! Horray f-for the most horrific hour of m-my life every month....

Who'd like a new thread?

>>726527845
Well, do it tomorrow morning then.

-Al

>>726527888
No problem, nice trips, I might start a new thread since we hit the image limit.

-Al

>>726527903
yes <5

>>726527562
Can't, no. Not willing is more accurate.

That being said, the way your feeling is okay. Fear, apprehension, all part of depression, but it can get better. You should listen to those who can see what depression fogs up in your eyes. That's the supreme reason why reaching out in our worst moments is so important. Our subjective reality is just that. We can't always see what is obvious to others.

You CAN do it and we will tell you this until you do!

>>726527509

I don't know I'm just scared and I don't really get why

I'm scared of everything

>>726527888
AH, I really should. Atleast two game's I would play are there. Rocket league and Civ V.


>>726527903
Do it.

And yea, I will try to do it by like 11AM. But you see my concern there I hope?


-EMT Anon

>>726528097
clearly not scared of wasting peoples time

>>726527900
I hope it works for you. I've heard good things about the prospect of it as treatment...

>>726528259
It w-works well, though it w-wears off in a few weeks.

It's just, you know, extremely terrifying.

>>726528326
>>726528326
>>726528326

New thread is up, come on in and post your pictures again.

-Al

>>726528097
What are your thoughts while being scared hun <5 please keep in mind that there are no good or bad persons, no judgement is going to change this. don't be afraid. objectively, everything is neutral. so are you. the only thing deviating from neutrality is your wish to be happy, so don't let any fear get in your way <5

>>726528097
anon, it's really scary. trust me, finally turning to therapy freaked me out my whole first session.
and then, you know what? I got used to it. I opened up, I learned how to cope with my problems, I learned how to look after myself in a healthy manner.
it's worth taking the next step, even if it's scary.

>>726528317
I can imagine...

but I'm out everyone. Time to start getting ready for work. Another fun filled night of admission & calls to insurance companies (overnight insurance case managers are really chill for the record!). Have a wonderful night all you wonderful people.

>>726528494

I don't know, I'm just scared. It's unknown, what if it doesn't work, what if they make me take pills, what if I'm actually mental and they lock me up, what if I have dementia

All sorts of stupid things

>>726528827
Well firstly, my advice is: don't take pills. There are healthier ways to feel good and pills might actually mess you up more and longer. I don't think you have dementia, that's quite obvious. Yes, it might not work but you have to experiment and constantly work on being happy, that's the only way. Picture this like a riddle you REALLY want to solve. They won't lock you up if you don't try to harm anybody...

>>726528827
anon, unless you live somewhere crazy and actually get committed, a therapist can't force you into med therapy. you have to be open to it yourself.

>>726529155
>>726529311

I'm just worried I have something seriously wrong and they'll make me do things I don't want to do

And on the flip side I'm worried there's nothing wrong with me and I'm just an idiot

>>726529489
they cannot make you things you don't want to do. If you feel they are forcing you to do something, you don't want to do, you can always leave.

Well, if you're not happy and it's hard for you to be happy, then THIS and only this is wrong with you. <5 you deserve some delightful moments my dear

>>726529851

I don't think I do, I'm going to go to bed and avoid wasting your time any more

>>726530184
why not? are you a bad person?