SAY IT

I say it? You say it motherfucker. I left it in your hands

>>726442647
the game
are you happy now OP

>>726442647
I did not vote for trump.

>>726442647

OK, why not.

Cheated on my fiancee.

The sex was good, and my dick would like to do it again, but my heart says no. I wasn't sure if I really want to be with my fiancee, but after I cheated I knew that it would not feel right with anybody else.

I'd be fine dying even though there's no way I would kill myself

>>726442647
I TOUCHED MY LITTLE SISTERS BAGINA WHEN I WAS 7 AND SHE TOLD ON ME AND I GOT IN TROUBLE

AND I STILL FEEL GUILTY ABOUT IT EVEN THOUGH IM PROBABLY THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS

>>726442862
Faggot

>>726442862
I did.

tfw I'm stick in an addiction with weed, cigs, xanny, browsing the net mindlessly for hours, fapping, anythin that just fucks with my dopamine and can't get out of this cycle.. ill have some clarity randomly for weeks and boom back at it again

>>726442928
And how would you feel if she cheated on you?

Engaged but have crush on coworker. Alike in a lot of ways. Sometimes wonder what could've been if things were different

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>>726442939

>>726443006

Hello, me, see you tomorrow!

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>>726442933
Checked and me to. Existing is hard

>>726443092

Yeah, I thought a lot about it. Well, since I did it I would be a hypocrit to dump her for that. I like her to much to dump her at all.

Don't get me wrong; if I could go back in time and undo what happend I wouldn't hesistate to do so, but our relationship is now better than ever. So thats that...

>>726442647
how to i cope with being utterly useless

>>726443436
Tell her.

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>>726443476
The rope or drastically change your surroundings in a way that will change your way of thinking. Then rope.

>>726442647
I just tired killing myself... again.
Failed/pussed out again.

>>726443750
How did you try?

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>>726443750
Either do it and don't pussy out or don't do it. If you choose not to do it you can not set your self up for that state of mind again. If it is to much for you to change your state of mind do and don't pussy out.

>>726442647 i blame everything on my adhd but i really think its just me

I think SO and I are drifting apart

>>726443647
make sure its a quality rope.
mine snapped due to my weight.

only thing on my chest is my shirt

Whores will be whores i hope karma hits you hard you fucking cunt

>>726443913

I love that picture

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>>726444005
Did you get it from Homedepot? You can get it online here: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
And here: http://www.crisistextline.org/

i jack it to anime porn :(

>>726443777
a length of rope I had lying around on a door knob.
snapped due to involuntary flailing.

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>>726444253
Thats not berry good can lead to erectile dysfunction

>>726443913
really mate? seems so easy when you put it like that. like fuck, its all about a change of state of mind! thats such a simple task.

>>726444218
some shit I picked up a while ago from the store room of one of the theatres I work at.

Tried them, no better than a band aid.
honestly being opening about it here works better.

I'm in love with my best friend, have been since high school. I don't know it for a fact but I know it's true: he is in love with me to. He's married and has two kids but he gets jealous of guys I date. I'm a guy.

I had drunk unprotected sex with a slut on about 4 different occasions about 2 years ago. Never got tested. Am currently in a long term relationship. It would fucking kill me if I gave her something. I've been trying to motivate myself to just do it but I'm a pussy and don't want to deal with it. Fuck.

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OP here its almost 4 and I need sleep good luck with your problems guys remember:
Don't be the one faggot who kills them self before finishing college.
Life is a lot longer than it seems and way more is in store for you!

Sometimes i hate my life but i also like living. weird huh

>>726442778
cunt

i fucked a few hookers without condom and i havent been tested for std's. fuck it

>>726443436
Who did u do it with? Can u tell us the story? Aren't u worried You'll get caught?

>>726442933
I often feel this way. I try to love my life and make from it what I can without really trying. It is not that I have anything to lose when you already don't care if you are dead or not.

TRAPS ARE GAY

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>>726444541
Words are hard for autists, you get it though. If your going to do it do it. Save us all the time of day and do it if your gonna do it.
But if your going to put in the work and make something of your life then do it.
There is no inbetween.

>>726442647
Addicted to cigs and ironically feel like one to the people around me.
Temporary enjoyment for you kiddos who don't get it.

>>726444801
Not getting results does not change what the results will say. Go get tested now before one of you winds up being unable to have kids.

>>726444966
Same to you.

I'm a mall cop and i get enjoyment from kicking little wankers out of the mall then hitting their girls up for blowjobs cos their bf's left em hanging in the mall....lol

I think I don't enjoy video games anymore... what the hell?

I like her but I don't know if it's only a physical attraction

Im sexually attracted to house cats which terrifies me so i beat them with a water hose and strangle them hoping to repress my urges. Ive killed 7 in the past.

>>726445388
me too, I spend most my time on YT now. I stopped going to /v/. in short tastes change. don't panic

>>726444368
doorknob is a shitty option, I've seen it fail before. too many failure points and basically nothing to recommend it.

people only try the doorknob if they literally only have one room for privacy - usually a teenager at home with their parents.

Is that you anon?

>>726445498
pls kys.

>>726445570
That's basically me as well, I go on youtube, or I download movies to watch. I always try out a new game with mild interest, and then drop it.I also find myself looking for books too.

I can't land a job. I feel like shit. Even the military doesn't want me. Thinking of ending it all.

Also I'm Asian.

>>726445752
I want to but too scared to

asians have small dicks. thats a another reason.

IF I DONT TAME SOME STRANGE SOON IM GOING TO LOSE MY FUCKING MIND!!!1!!

>>726445803
What about those wicked math skills? Or the unquenchable thirst of the yerrow micropenis?

Come one, anon. Try to make the round-eye jelly. It's what y'all do best.

>>726445910
I have 6.3inches dick. I got that going for me.

>>726445987
I suck at math, anon. Well, in an Asian level, I suck.

6.3 not bad for asian. stop crying.

I'm sorry for being selfish and pushing you away Elissa, things really didnt have to end this way I just wish you woudlve talked to me before you left for good

>>726442647
Sexual attractions to objects

>>726446053
Ever consider a basic job such as being a private translator? I'm sure you got some sort of moonspeak ability going for ya.

i'm unemployed, i cant hold a job because i got mental issues, i'm on prozac but it doesnt help, i dont get a long with my family.

I slept with my best friends dad in highschool and we never told her.

>>726443436
Well if she found out she'd probably call off the marriage so consider that

Thinking of running away and becoming a hermit

I want to cut my leg off.

what's the point of carrying on when I have no future. I'm not good at anything. not good at math, writing, or even basic decision making. I'm too ugly and socially retarded to have a family. so there is nothing for me in this world. if my family were dead i would end it tonight

I just want to fuck bad bitches.

>>726446469
Prozac is actually gunna make things worse bud

>>726443913
that's a man

>>726446608
how? explain?

>>726444541
>>726445054
What the nigger is saying is, life is work. There's no way around that.

I partially agree with that

>>726445214
Are you that attractive/delicious or something?

my sex drive is dead.

>>726445498
in all my time browsing chan, this might be the funniest post I've read. I could truly put this on a wall

>>726446685
Its been proven that prozac and other similiar drugs have the same effect on the mind and heart as meth

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I think i'm a faggot. I am coming to terms that I may not be straight or even bi for that mater. I love cock and could see myself with either a trap girlfriend or being some muscular guys total bitch. I love the idea of being held down and fucked by a stronger man and stronger men really turn me on. Ever since I bought a dildo I don't get horny the same way/ Now my ass gets horny and I need it to be filled. Any other fags feel the same way?

>>726446800
Plz kill me

i wish that i wasn't born so that i wouldn't have to live with the fears of becoming a murderous pedophile

>>726446569
I feel u

>>726445803
The military has a hard on for Asians, recruiter friend told me they are the prized demographic. You should definitely look into the Air Force but if you're not 20 or younger they will laugh in your face. Practice the ASVAB a lot before you get there, read the ASVAB for dummies. When they make you take the practice in the office and you get 90+ they'll start talking about your career and shit. If you want a change its there for you. Don't let them pawn you off to the Marines, unless you love running all the time and getting shit on.

>>726446834
i've taken meth a while back. its not the same as prozac. i forget stuff now, sexual drive is down, drinking beer hits harder, but it doesnt cure the mood swings

I'm a blackie who voted for trump I watch rape porn I tried to kill myself my biggest accomplishment is a sextuplet get on here & I tried to rape my little cousin but she put up too much of a fight & i love child porn & ive planned on committing mass murders a lot

I spend my time planning a Fallout PNP that I'll never get around to playing because I'm this anon (>>726446569)

>>726446903
AHAHAHA

I would put that under it.

Do you know how funny you are? If you're ever feeling down, just know that you are reaaally funny

>>726447050
Not as strong as meth but still if you take it for 20 years youll see what i mean. I took it for just 5 and it made me violent af

>>726447085
I'm there. Sometimes it feels good to fantasize. But, seriously, how did you lose a fight to your little cousin?

>>726447085
>im a blackie
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

>>726446569
you feel like it's too late for you to learn anything?

>>726447156
Why does everyone laugh at my pain?

>>726447222
well, no. I'm 19. which makes that whole post seem like a non-issue

>>726446992
FUCKIN KEKD

I think im dying of a terminal illness, im too afraid to tell my family.

>>726447194
6months on it so far. according to the doctor one day i will wake up and feel better. i'm up to 80mg daily

You are my friend, and I may treat you like a brother but get the fuck away from her you son of bitch!

>>726447265
You're still growing up, young buck. Enjoy your youth and fuck bitches, you sperglord. THE FUCK you waiting fer?

>>726447255
Cause you're a dumb faggot who kills cats. At least if you tried to kill a great cat like a lion or some shit with a garden hose you'd be on the news.

>>726446866
You are alone in Fagistan

>>726447255
Im terrified that my urges may only be the beginning of something far worse

Why tf is everyone being so supportive today? This isn't Reddit. If ur sad go kill urself cause a anon said u have goldfish dick & ur mom tastes like rape. Faggot.

>>726447426
I'm sure I'm the only gay

>>726442647
Religion must die.

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>>726447454
The spirit of /b/

>>726447222
to expand, I am diagnosed ADHD (which is an excuse I know.) obviously I have trouble staying on task, which makes learning difficult.

>>726447373
Like you said I'm a sperg. I don't know if I'm capable of learning social skills

>>726443538

Nah, I'd rather not.

>>726445015

Sure I'm worried. I'M on edge all the time. That shit really stresses you out. But I can't do anything about it.
I've to get to work, but maybe some other time.

>>726446535

that's my biggest fear. But I hope that the gods are on my side with this one.

>>726447454
t. edgy faggot

>>726447454
Fuck you nigger.

>>726447354
Hes lying. Youll get used to 80mg then theyll boost it and keep boosting it all for more money when the dose becomes too much youll know what im talking about

>>726447438
no you're a pussy, you kill cats because you don't have the power to kill another human. you're weak and will always be weak.

>>726443750
Please stay alive!

>>726442647
When I was a kid I almost reached enveloping neutral euphoria but was not there, shuffled away, and played an afterward for 2-3 years.

>>726447608
do you take anything now?

>>726447619
Things are better that way then. I now know how i wish to die ty

>>726447537
It's all in your head. It will pass. Hopefully you'll figure it out before it's too late. Oh, the regret you will suffer on your deathbed if you puss out of participating in life until the last minute.

>>726447759
Why not get a job at an animal shelter? You can kill all the animals you want for some good money.

>>726447759
You obv have issues from the past of someone abusing and taking power over you, so you use your power to hurt animals but don't have the power to hurt another human even tho you think about it all the time. It's a good thing /b/ro, seek help and move away from all the hateful shit, start a new life, find things to love and enjoy life.

>>726447745
All i do is smoke weed now. It took 6 years though to reverse the damage that looney bin shit did to me. Didnt like weed at first but needed it to calm me down.

>>726442647
when im constipated i sometimes stick my finger up my ass to try to dig the little turd out

faggots are gay!

>>726448026
Faggots are gay. Fact.
>the more you know.jpg

>>726448026
SINCE WHEN!?!?!?!?!

>>726447999
i tried weed too but it didnt work either and i even use to wake up high. when i did work they could tell i was high from the night before.

>>726442647
I love you Robyn. I miss you every day and I regret never telling you.

>>726447892
>>726447932
NO! I must now die in mortal combat with a lion. Ill take pcp beforehand so iwont feel pain.

>>726448103
>still paying alimony to this day.

I just rp'd as my sister's best friend on another thread, gave an anon her instagram account

>>726448148

Paying for all that nigger cock she's taking

>>726448073
Try cratum (However its spelt) whatever you do just get off of prozac

never feel guilty about running up debt and bankrupting it all every 8 years or so.

>>726448209
Agreed. What a cuck.

>>726442647
When I was 15 I raped the mentally handicapped girl in my trailer park. somone had beat me to it I found her in the wooded area behind the park with tape over her eyes and mouth her hands taped behind her back and her panties taped in her mouth. I'm ashamed to say instead of helping her I unzipped my pants and mounted her. I jammed my dick in her and was so over come by the feeling (like molten steel engulfing my cock) I just pumped her as hard as I could till I shot my cum deep in her. There was a few spots of blood on my dick when I pulled it out. I pulled my pants up and ran home. I expected to hear a knock that was cops got months but nothing happened. They moved a year or so later.

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>>726448292
i wonder how many people fucked the dumb cunt that day

>>726447537
I've got adhd too and I remember at 19 feeling like my life was over. Feeling 90 years old basically.

What I wouldn't give to be 19 again. I'm 22 now. I don't know what to tell you other than your youth is everything. It's the most precious thing in the world. At least get out of your ed and try talking to girls, making connections with people. You will sooo regret it if you dont

>>726448292
i'd have fucked her ass too

>>726448618
I'll be honest I was still a virgin and I wanted to know what pussy felt like.

I molested my newborn sister but everyone forgave me cause I made a shitty comedy for HBO

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My sister is the biggest slut I've ever seen.
She has some retarded mental issues (she isnt downie or anything, apparently just "anxiety") that makes her go batshit insane if she doesn't take her pills. the bitch goes off her hook at anything i say, i just want to neck her so bad. fucking hell. she invites so many different faggot guys over to fuck her.
her boyfriend moved in only after 3 months of barely knowing her and my mum was ok with it. my dad didnt like it but accepted it.
i fucked hate that cunt too. he needs to fuck off and both of the retards need to go get an apartment or some shit.

the bitch went for a fucking art degree or some bullshit too. now she works at fucking maccas and so does her retarded smoker (ciggies) boyfriend. she acts like shes so responsible and superior on her high horse for working at mcdonalds.

sorry for ranting /b/ros but this bitch is so annoying... especially to me, she specifically gets especially angry to me.

/rant

any advice or anything how to deal with her? seeing her gives me a headache.

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I hate my life... I'd say Im useless and what not... But everyone says that. No one loves me anymore... Im too coward to an hero...
Im a bother to everyone. And no one trust me. To this day I don't know why.

No one here had the answer. And im sure no one here does either.

Wyd is with this gross add? I love black girls but girl on pic is a crack head.

>>726448771
fuck it's adam driver

>>726448292
probably happened to her every week

>>726442778
You son of a bitch

>>72644879 its cool /b/ro. We all got that one stupid bitch in our lives. Your mothers garbage tbh.

>>726448795
its cool /b/ro We all got that one stupid bitch in our lives Your mothers garbage tbh

My confession is that /b/ is my favorite place on this site & I never leave

>>726442647
im hungry

>>726449053
Autism is addictive ^_^

>>726448795
lol is the relationship like this?

youtube.com/watch?v=dE2NuKD-U4g

I think my relationship is irreparable after too much stress on it from her anxiety and lack of sex drive and different interests. There's just been so many stupid fights over stupid things and it's so demoralizing. I can't bring myself to leave because I really enjoy her company when she's even-tempered but then something else happens and it's a shitshow for a few days and I'm left cleaning up the mess. I can't even tell any more if I'm sane or not some days, just on autopilot trying not to rock the boat.

>>726448771
No my name is Lena

>>726442647
i fucking hate niggers

>>726449201
Ive been there. Shes manipulating you. Leave now.

>>726448795
Underage spotted

I'm so fucking alone it physically hurts. I can't even look at porn anymore unless I'm in the mood because the sadness is unbearable. I pray everyday to whatever gods there may be for the strength to to kill myself but it never comes.

Every last scrap of dignity I've ever had is long gone. Why can't I die in my sleep?

>>726449443
why can't you live recklessly since you've already decided to die?

>>726449201

See I feel that way sometimes too when we fight, but I can't definitely tell one way or the other. What helped you see the gaslight?

I have an ingrown nipple hair.

>>726449481

Because that's not who I am. And I have to be there for my mother.

>>726449443
I feel you , anon

>>726449312
Copied my own post number like a moron.


See I feel that way sometimes too when we fight, but I can't definitely tell one way or the other. What helped you see the gaslight?

>>726449535
Have you considered the fact that you're too stupid to kill yourself?

>>726449519

Pop it. Painful in a good way.

>>726443006
Yeh. Can totally relate bro. If willpower exists for addiction, I don't have it.

>>726449574
you realize your mom's babying/helicoptering of you and your parents control over you has made you want to kill yourself right?

>>726449579

A speeding freight train seems pretty surefire to me, asshole.

>>726449583
It's not abscessed yet, and even when they get like that, popping it isn't necessarily going to get the hair out. You need to dig into the skin with something sharp and pokey.

>>726449636
You're too stupid to understand how to use it.

>>726449648

The force of me popping mine always ejected the hair for me. Of course, mine were red and pussy by then too.

>>726442647
+rep, quick trader

>>726449662

>look mom i totally trolled this guy!!!!!!211111

I've always hated myself. Never had the courage to talk to girls so I never bothered. Somehow this chick changed that for me... I have no idea what came over me but I did it.. I asked her for her number, got to know her, told her my feelings... got shot down. Feels so fucking awful. I'm 26 and never had a girlfriend and I wanted so badly to finally change that... We used to talk every so often after that just being friendly. I hoped maybe she would change her mind and give me a chance... It never happened.. She's moved on and is with some guy now, but she's still all I can think about.. fuck me

>>726449819
Why don't you grow a set of balls and kill yourself.

NIGGER

FUCK YEAH TRUMP'S PRESIDENT!
You libtards can eat a dick!

>>726442647
When I was 7 or 8 I used to torture these neighborhood cats. Don't remember why, but torturing them was just something I did. It wasn't even a sexual thing, I just liked hurting them. Choking, squeezing, forcing their mouths open to the point of nearly fucking their jaws up, it was bad.

One day I squeezed a cat's midsection so hard I could've sworn I could feel its spine on the other side. Cat ran, more like stumbled, off and I never saw it again. About that time it clicked in my head the inherent wrongness of what I'd been doing. Never hurt a housepet since. I have two dogs that I take care of every day now.

Been fucked up about it recently. I dunno what the fuck impulse made me do that. I'm not crazy about cats today, but that was some kind of sadism and I'm glad it went away.

>>726449848

You had nothing she wanted. That was the problem.

>>726449875

>look mommy i didz it agan trololoolo

>>726449916
Torturing small animals is an early sign of sociopathy.

I want to have sex with a deceased best-friend's daughter, now that she is of legal age... but I feel like a creep because I changed her diaper over 18 years ago, am I bad?

>>726450026

Nope. The penis wants what the penis wants. Now, her on the other hand....Not so sure there's a high likelihood of reciprocation.

>>726450015
Looked that up recently, too. Definitely not a sociopath. I genuinely love and consider the feelings of my family and friends, and I'm generally polite to people in general. You know, unless they're dicks.

Feels like I dodged a bullet, though.

>>726442647
I hate millenials; SJWs; special snowflakes; 3rd wave feminazis; religious conservitards; lying fucking politicians and cocksucking Hollywood types trying to lecture me on morals when those motherfuckers are corrupt as fuck and immoral as the day is long; transgender faggots who parade around trying to force people to pretend their not their actual gender; Trump; Clinton; Sanders; Johnson; most all the politicians, lawyers, and lobbyists in D.C.; my home state's politicians, laws and faggots who are ruining the state; anyone who says "I believe in (x) but..."; gun control; that stupid fucking confederate flag controversy; black lives matter; degenerates; retarded drug users; people who abuse animals; cocksuckers who chew with their mouths fucking open; lawyers; doctors; foreigners who you can't fucking understand over the phone; spam callers; spam email; this fucking city I live in; the cocksucking neighbors who should die in a fire or some other accident; children in general; idiots; reality TV; you faggots who think what TV and movie stars or singers do is somehow fucking valid and important; Muslims; Christians; Jews; most organized religions in general especially when the people are fucking hypocrites about it; hypocrites in general; most all of you; most all the things you like.
That's about it.

>>726450026
you held off until she was legal, you're practically a saint

>>726449916
*puts your post into google to check for a copypasta* I hope you're trolling if not, well, shit man that's fucked ~,~

At the age of 6-7 i took a shit on a park bench, broad daylight, i squatted on the chair and took a shit.

>>726449916

This >>726449938 . It didn't "go away" , you just moved on to people and a different kind of "torture". Prolly emotional sadism or manipulation. Something less tangible that won't get you thrown in jail.

>>726450140
>asterisks

It's spring, not summer. Goddamn.

I voted for Jill Stein

>>726450205

Gee, I meant to quote >>726450015 . Isn't that wonderful.

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The worst thing about the cheating and the divorce was that her mother covered for her, her friends covered for her, even her coworkers covered for her. So many people thought it was okay. Even now after the divorce it's hard to know for how long or with how many people she'd done this with. I gave a decade of my life to the woman. I supported her in everything. Even now she's with the last two people she cheated with and 6 months on I'm alone.

I spent so long being part of something and now I'm not liking the person I am alone. Sure I've lost a lot of weight and become healthier than I have been for years. I've dedicated myself to my career and seen so much success come from that. But even trying to date has been miserable failure. I'm afraid I'll never find a good woman. I'm beginning to think that this is the best I can do in life. I'm starting to be okay with that.

I don't sleep much anymore. I'm hoping when I move out of Arizona that I can find my way to a better life. 4 months left. Please let the universe give me something more than this life is giving me.

>>726449574
She fucked my two "best friends' and said it was my fault. Found out this a week after i got ahold of her fb and discovered she cheated on me 11 times beforehand. Wasted my entire 18th year of life which is supposed to be one of the five golden ages on the bitch. Shes been with this new guy for 3 years now and is pregnant but even her own family (They loved me) doubts its his. Spent 3 years recovering from that nightmare but now ive got training to be an electrician and am well on my way to a 65k salary and got some real women chasing me because ive finally grown up and got my spine back. Life wont get better til ya tell the cunt to go fuck herself.

>>726450121

No one cares what you have to say you little retard. Now fuck off and chug bleach.

>>726450253

At this point I can't really blame you. This nation just elected its first orange president.

>>726442647
I want full autos, explosives, artillery to be legalized.

>>726450205
I don't like hurting people, and I definitely don't manipulate them. Have a manipulative grandmother, and head games as a concept came to be something I despised as a result. I've had the same friends since childhood, along with a few more recent ones. My closest friends are essentially family and I'm on good terms with most of my acquaintances and coworkers.

>>726450276

Lol. You aren't any better if your fucking around on 4chan, you fat bitch

>>726450308
Which one of those are you?, you triggered little coddled bitch.
I'm guessing you're one of those SJW Clinton supporters. You seem like the faggot type.

>>726450276

I'd move to Canada or a more economically mobile state. Also there are no "good" women in the sense you're thinking of. Also also marriage is obsolete- agreeing to it under any circumstances is socio-financial suicide.

>>726450440
Former fat bitch. And lets call it a moment of weakness. in 6 hours I'll be back to making more money than you, driving a nicer car than you, and wrapping out my day enjoying a beer a a bar that you can't afford.

>>726450364

I'm Anon and I approve this message.

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To ALL the faggots who were cheated on and don't know what to do or why your woman turned from an angel into a completely sadistic wench, go read RIGHT NOW:

https://therationalmale.com/the-best-of-rational-male-year-one/

Rollo Tomassi has a ton of info split under 5 years. This is only year 1. Find the rest in the menu.

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>>726442647
>5th time did it with a femboy
>3th time was any way with a fish
>once got drunk, fucked a dead male young fox in the woods
>fucked a nice chick in the church
>shoving things when my hemorrhoids kick in
>shoot a 6 year girl cause i missed the main target
>having thoughts abut killing people
>hiding traces
< failed green text
>etilico alcohol is but only a condiment
>if i bleeds, then i cheats
>i want to rule the world in full chaos
>incest was sweet
>my misanthropic personality develops urges of extinction
>i was mostly a lurker on b and only posted rare horrible shit
>weed makes me sad
>rape is better than sex
>i am some how racist but i still hate all humans
>i hate gays, but would totally rape them if they are cute
>girls remind me of necrophilia
>suffering for personality disorder
>sometimes i hang our with low life people like nerds or poor people just to make profit or steal shit
>i love Satan
>i am not a of pure race but i would still modify my self into a robot
>i am the best deceiver

>>726450502
Agreed. Marriage is dead. And my company is relocating me to Massachusetts in August and promoting me.

>>726450470

No, you don't understand: you need to suck your own dick harder Anon! HARDER!

>>726450439

Whatever you say Anon. I wouldn't want to be in a room alone with you.

>>726450624
Lol ikr i learned that shit the hard way. Never again.

>>726450681
Like I guessed, a SJW Clinton millenial faggot.
Do the world a favor, play in traffic.
At night.
On a freeway dressed in black.

>>726447438
What kind of urges?

>>726450287

Sorry that happened to you, mate. Things hurt so much more intensely when you're younger and it fucking sucks. You're better off moving forward.

Mine's not a cheater or anything, I'm pretty sure she's just wrapped up in her own world and doesn't want to acknowledge or accept the parts of my character that don't fit. I just wish I had some clarity and could make a confident decision I can feel good about. There's got to be more to enjoy day-to-day about life, I don't expect joy every day, but fuck if things don't feel flat right now.

>>726442647
I have an out of this shit hole place i am in. A friend wants to me to live with her in the big city problem is. I see her as so much more than a friend. so I will sit here and suffer because the loneliness is somehow less since its not in my face.

>>726450656

Sounds like you're good to go then. Good luck.

>>726450812
Correction: your "friend" wants you to come and pay for half of her bills while she still fucks other guys, but not you.
Don't be fucking retarded.

Things aren't changing, even though they feel like they're different than before.

She's just as into me now as she was then.

It doesn't matter that she actually answers my texts, follows through with plans we make, bullshits with me more often, talks to me about stuff she said she's not talking to anybody else about, or any of that other shit.

I need to stop being an idiot and put my head back on straight.

Right?

>>726450799

>so triggered he's seeing SJWs wherever he goes

Don't you have a sister to fuck downstate you disgusting hick?

>>726450909
Thanks gotta keep reminding myself that. Still stuck in a shithole town though.

>>726450764
Eat shit. I still feel guilty about that shit after 20 years. So guilty I had to get it off my chest. Sociopaths don't feel guilt or shame, and you bet your ass I'm ashamed of what I did, even if I was just a dumbass kid at the time.

>>726450944
She wants your money and attention, not your dick.
Move on.

>>726442647
I was sexually assaulted in college by a friend, and it's made me have a hard time trusting women.

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>>726444714

>>726450977
So, I hit the nail pretty much right on the head.
Trump won faggot. Go cry some more.

>>726451049
There are plenty of dudes making more money than some Domino's delivery fag, and I bet most of them aren't fat, short manlets with fucked teeth and lazy eyes.

And she pays her own shit when we go out anyway.

>>726451049
>>726451219
Also little dick, I feel like I should throw that in there

>>726450944
It's different in a bad way or just different?

>>726451002
Nigga, you ain't stuck no where but where you yourself is keeping your lame ass. You want to fucking move?
Do it. Save up money, line up work where you want to move to first, sell off your shit, and move. Get an apartment before you get there and just fucking do it.
Shit ain't hard, you just gotta nut up and fucking do it if you want it bad enough.
Now stop your fucking whining about your shitty town and fucking do something about it.

>>726451009

I'd probably eat shit to avoid sleeping under the same roof as you.

>>726451002

Then it may be worth it to play your "friend" as a springboard, assuming you couldn't just up and move to the big city unilaterally anyway.

>>726451219
>>726451261
Like I said, your money and attention until the hot guy comes along to give her a proper dicking and better spending account, and then you'll be dumped like yesterday's trash.

I shot a kid last week after he was breaking into a storage property I patrol.

He died on his way to the hospital in a ambulance. He was only 12.

>>726451063

Male or female friend?

>>726451274
Just different.

She's never been prompt about texting me back until recently. Then when we'd make plans before, something would happen what felt like more often than not and things would fall through. And when plans didn't fall through, it wouldn't ever be just me and her; she'd always ask if other people were going.

But we've been hanging out much more lately, and all the above things have changed.

>>726451120

>about to lose his healthcare
>i sure showed them!

>>726451383
So? He's a criminal, caught in the act, and could have been armed.
Plus no one is really gonna miss yet another dead niglet.

>>726451413
Female. It's kind of a long story, but I could get more into the details if you want.

>>726451456
I mean, it sounds like it's better now in all those areas... Are you saying it isn' for yout?

>>726451288
If i could just save money and leave i would. But 2 years ago i was just recently divorced. 1 year ago i was slapped with child support for the years my son has been alive. i only see him every few months. its not as easy as "get up and follow your dreams"

>>726451288

>has never been stuck in a shithole town in his life
>has no idea he needs three jobs in said town just to hit 40 hours

>>726451492
I pay for my healthcare offered from my company, bitch.
Because I work and have a job, unlike you, you worthless piece of dog shit.
I don't need Obamacare like some whinyass millennial faggot like you.

>>726450807
If youre not happy no matter the reason no matter what just leave thats all im trying to say. Its been three years since and ive never been so happy in my entire life hell ive never known what happiness even was until now. And ironically its all thanks to that bitch because if it wasnt for the nightmare she put me through i would have grown some balls and learn to stand up for myself and relentlessly pursue the things i want in life. lol my problems are the exact opposite now of days. I may only be a 7/10 but i make up for this cuz im a smooth talker irl with a sexy ass voice and now im talking to 5 women at the same time, not dating or fucking yet, just talking. Three are 9s and two are 10s. Lifes good. ^_^

>>726451378
It's not even like we'd gel well together anyway. We're too different.

She's attractive, I'm not. She's vegetarian, I eat everything. She does yoga, I play games.

It's like night and day.

>>726451383

Could you have avoided it?

>>726442647
I hate leftists

>>726451633
*nvr grown. My bad :p

>>726451456

Sounds like something changed on her end. Proceed with caution. Sniff around discreetly if you think you can to discover what it is.

My quads and counting to ten didn't bring the deep satisfaction I'd hoped for.

>>726449999

>>726451582

Yes please. Moar details.

>>726451582
I like the changes. It's nice to feel important.

I worry about caring about somebody. That shit didn't exactly pan out well last time I did it.

Besides, me and her are almost total opposites. See >>726451652 We get along magnificently, have for as long as we've known each other. But I don't think that would translate well from friendship to relationship.

>>726451588
Bullshit. People have been doing it forever under worse fucking circumstances.
Change your fucking lifestyle. Stop eating fast food every fucking day and going to Starbucks.
Kill your cable and Internet. Cut your cell phone to bare minimum.
Eat beans and rice, rice and beans.
You are the only motherfucker holding you back, and using a kid, child support, or whatever else as an excuse is just that - an excuse.

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>>726451503
He was a troubled kid and was forced to go and steal items for a local Mexican gang.

When I shot the kid he fell to the ground and moaned, and then started weezing and choking.

By the time EMS got there the kid started crying and gargling.

Past week all my dreams have been of me shooting this kid in the chest. I can vividly smell the gun powder and hear him crying.

I did not want to shoot the kid but when he turned around and dug his hand in his pocket I fired. I was all in legal bounds by the arriving officers, it just feels wrong.

>>726451588

He was more interested in feeling self-righteous than helping you with your problems anyway. I'd ignore the miserable little fucker.

>>726451622

>has no idea how much his premiums are about to rise
>them dirty damned libruls though!

>>726451599
I came from a town of 6k people.
There was no work for teens beyond the few shifts at either the local fast food place, pizza place, or going to the city an hour away for work.
I saved up, and got the fuck outta there. There was no future there. None.
I did what I needed doing to gtfo.

>>726442647
Op a fagghooo

>>726451693
Me too.

>>726451693

What kind of leftists?

>>726451777
Nice get.

I need to try getting some of our mutual friends to do some subtle digging. Problem is I don't think the friend I have in mind is good at subtle, but she's my best shot.

It's weird, because when we're out and I bring up an idea of something for us to do some other time, she always says shit like "Yeah, we could invite X and Y too".

X and Y are a couple who've been together for a long time, but both are mutual friends of ours from where we/I used to work. I don't know if she means bring them along as a double date thing or just bring them along because we're all friends.

Girls are weird.

>>726451299
Alright now you're just being an asshole for no reason. Teach me to try out a /b/ confessional. Dunno what I was expecting.

>>726451958
Yes

>>726442647
I love her, but I don't want to love her because I don't have a chance. I want to break up with my gf because we constantly fight over small shit

>>726451808

Like I said here >>726451777 , something has changed on her end. You need to find out what. Discreetly.

>>726451811

t.boomerfag

>>726451811
Look man i get by on bare min. I use a prepaid and i use my internet for side work. My apartment is trash. I do go rice and beans but hey guess what my son still gets a good life because child support IS THE BARE MINIMUM im still his father i still the most I can. Only a nigger pays "just child support"

>>726451856
Its whatever honestly ill be getting a new job soon i forsee me being stuck here is only temporary. Still sucks though which is why i got it off my chest.

>>726452032
I thought you were a different anon, the reply I mean for you is here >>726451983

>>726451958
All leftists, death to all those traitors

>>726451812

Once again, do you think it could've been avoided while still doing your duty?

>>726451812
Nope. Wasn't wrong.
Kids have killed adults before, and they got off pretty much scot free because "they couldn't understand their actions."
Bullshit. They know you don't come back from the dead after killing something, they just don't give a fuck because they're little sociopaths then.
If anyone is to blame it's the fucking parents for not keeping their shitstain under control.

>>726451906
Once again, not in Obamacare faggot.

>>726452145
Get that pol shit out of here

>>726442939
You don't need to feel guilty any more man, it's been ages. And you were so young that you're age makes this not your fault, but the fault of your parents who didn't make incest as a clear taboo

I was raped and hurt over 50 times by a family friend over four years when i was a young. Im so fucked up because of it but i cant bring myself to tell anyone. I told a psychologist once and it even changed the way she looked at me. My current boyfriend kind of knows I was abused because I sleep talk in nightmares sometimes. But he thinks it was just mainly beating.

I cut myself for years. Ive been clean now for 3, but I feel a relaspe coming, I think about it all the time. See the scars on my legs constantly definitely doesnt help.

I just want someone to understand why i am the way i am. But i cant bear the thought of people i know thinking of me like that. Im so confused.

>>726452257
criticisms of obamacare = \ = alt-right/pol

>>726451926

>boomerfag has no conception of how things can change in just a couple decades
>boomerfag masturbates furiously to that fabled American Dream every night before bed
>boomerfag has a cumsock
>it is fucking star spangled

Doubtless you have someone to reminisce about Ronald Reagan with in a few hours. I won't make you late.

>>726451953

What kind?

>>726451799
I don't really feel like greentexting. Hope that's OK.

So I was a college freshman at the time. Out of state. Big new experience for me. She was nice but relatively naive about the world and not very experienced in anything. She spent her weekends getting drunk, and I'd spend mine working and then basically keeping her from getting raped when I got off work.

Anyway, she had gotten absolutely shitfaced this one night, and her roommate was out of town, so a bunch of us were hanging out in her dorm room, trying to keep her out of trouble because we were all underage, and she lived two doors down from our RA. By the time it was 2 a.m. pretty much everyone else was leaving, and I was stuck holding her hair while she dry heaved into a plastic storage container because she was such a fucking white girl like that. Soon we were the only ones left.

Eventually she's about to pass out, and I'm afraid to leave her alone because of how much she had to drink and because her roommate's not there, so I decide to crash on the futon. I guess she woke up a couple hours later because I'm woken up around 4 or 5 a.m. by her messing around with my balls and running one of her fingernails down my dick. I was wearing like gym shorts, and she had both her hands down my pants. I panicked because I was still a virgin, and I didn't know what to do because I hadn't even tried to initiate anything, and I'd never been in that kind of situation before. Idk.

I never brought it up after the fact, and idk if she even remembered it later because she never said anything. Then a couple months later, she transferred, and I haven't seen her since, although I did talk to her a couple times. This was almost 5 years ago, and she's actually married now and living halfway across the country. It just kinda freaked me out and made me less trusting on the whole, especially with women. That may sound retarded, but I don't really know how else to explain it. Kinda feels good to talk about it though.

>>726451812
of course it was wrong. Whats a 12 year old going to do to you? You should've tried to have ran away from his shots before you killed him. Anything to spare lives, "in principle" or not

>>726442647
My mother is an idiot and I feel ashamed to have inherited her genetic material

>>726442778
Fuck you

>>726446866
Hey, good for you. Face it and accept it. You will be happier being yourself and finding your place amongst like minded individuals will make you feel more at home with it. If more of /b/ were like you, we would have any of these "traps are not gay" posts floating around here.

>>726452083
Your ex has dick on the side who is providing for the little parasite just fine.
He ain't doing without his toys, Happy Meals, and shoes.
Money don't mean shit to a kid - your time does. Stop fucking wasting your money on the kid as a substitute for your time and affection, and start fucking saving up to get out of that shithole.
Like I said - child support is an excuse. Stop fucking using it.

>>726452333
Doesnt belong in b though dumbass

>>726451992

You must sure hate that Franklin Roosevelt then, huh?

>>726452257
Go suck your mother's STD riddled cock.

>>726452334
fucking kek

I have a shitty weirdass disease that will probably kill me since no cure, my gf and the mother of my son cheated on me and tried to get with a coworker at my job because of my desease im hurting all the time i want to die but i cant kms because of my son

>>726452424
What the fuck is b?

>>726452365
All of them.

>>726452446
With pleasure ^_^

>>726442647
I really miss my ex... and I don't feel like going out and getting some to get me out of this rut. Feels bad man

>>726452424
>board where literally everything aside from CP is fair game
>doesn't belong

Don't see you bitching about the Hillary shills.

>>726452334
>whiny little bitch
>says "but but but it's different now! You can't do that"
>is still a whiny little bitch

>>726451808
Caring is hard. I've been burned before for sure. But these do sound like good changes, so it seems like it's worth trying to make this work. They say "opposites attract" for a reason, you know. You just need to find *some* common ground.

>>726452322
I honestly don't know what to say in response to that other than I'm so incredibly sorry that this happened to you. If you want to talk here, I'd be happy to listen. I'm generally pretty good with empathy.

>>726452322
nice

>>726452426
Im sorry is he still alive and a modern day leftist?No now stfu

>>726452379
how do people get girlfriends without getting laid. I never understood this

I've fallen deeply in love with my best friend (girl), she asked me to have sex with her 3 days ago and it was amazing
problem is I don't want to fuck her, I'm just so deeply in love for her that I don't want her to see me as her fuck body but as her partner
she has already told me that she can't love me back and to not get my hopes up for a future with her
I've always been distant to women and have never actively sought for sex in my life, I just really don't care about having sex or not at all.

>>726442647
back when I was 18 I got sent nudes by a 12 year old girl who I was flirting with at the time
I eventually got sick of her and her depressing as fuck attitude so I admitted to her that I never felt anything for her, and since then she's gone full emo
10/10 would do again
also, fuck off FBI desu

>>726452094

Boy oh boy I sure hope you don't plan on using Social Security, Medicaid, foodstamps, or public utilities any time soon. All of those are paid for or enacted under Socialist doctrines.

>>726452561
She wasn't my girlfriend, and I hadn't had a girlfriend at any point before then.

>>726452486 /b/ smartass

Hate faggots so much I legit burnt one of their houses down. Fuck em all.

>>726452145

The real beauty is, you don't have to be. You're gonna get dicked just the same. But you already knew that, right?

>>726452564
>she has already told me that she can't love me back and to not get my hopes up for a future with her

If she straight up said that then she's a cunt, anon, and she's playing with your emotions. Hearbreak's gonna be a hell of a painful thing, but it's something you'll very likely have to deal with in the future.

>>726452516
Where they at?

I like to act gay online, but I'm too much of a wimpy little bitch to actually go out and suck any dicks because I'm nervous/shy as fuck

I hated you for using me for your own selfish reasons. I understand the situation that you were in. I understand that I opened myself up for it. That doesn't make it right. I'm not placing all of the blame on you because that would be shitty and fake. I'm just as responsible and I regret most of my actions leading up to the end of our friendship. We were two toxic people but it was fun while it lasted. I don't particularly want to have anything to do with you anymore but I guess this is an apology that you'll never see anyway. I feel like I've moved on now. I'm sorry about how things went down. I don't think that I've forgiven you but I don't expect you to forgive me, either.

>>726452606
>being forced into paying into them under threat of incarceration and legal penalties
>thinking it's the same as supporting them
Nigger do you go around killing people who piss you off? No, because you're a pussy who don't want to end up in prison.
Don't fucking matter that there's people that need a good murdering, you don't do it because of the penalties, even though you support death to faggotry.

>>726452739
>killing people who piss you off is alpha
Yeah ok

>>726452547
Caring is hard when I've tried not to for the last five and a half years.

The changes are definitely good, they foster a stronger friendship / potential relationship.

I'm doing what I can to not completely fuck this up, but I have a horrible track record of waiting too long and not taking shots/risks.

Opposites do* attract, I suppose. I don't know, it just seems like we're so* different that being together would almost assuredly not work unless one of us (or both) changed dramatically over time.

We have lots of common ground. It's like we find new common ground every time we hang out because we're always talking and shit. Which is also a nice change because she used to always be on her phone when we hung out. She doesn't drop it completely, but she's on it significantly less than before. For some reason I find that notable.

>>726452655
It's like you don't think I can shop around to find the best deal.
Are you fucking retarded or just totally fucking clueless as to what the free market is?

>>726452665
I don't care about being heartbroken, I just want to be by her side, I'd rather stick up to her like a friend and have to stand the pain of seeing her with other people than simply forget her.
The night we had sex I told her that I needed her while strongly hugging her naked, it was the best purest and most beautiful thing I've felt in my life and I would trade that for a million hours of constant pain.

>>726452841
>>726452841
puttin da pussi on da pedastal

>>726452547
Thank you. Im really trying to learn to deal. I cant afford professional help anymore because im over 18. The worst part is that my family will talk about him and his family all the time. About how good it is that he's successful and how nice his fiancé is. And it kills me inside, makes me want to puke. I thought i saw him walk past my work the other day and I had an hour long panic attack. I just want to be able to move on.

Shhhh you hear that crack?
That's the sound of the pussy whipped. >>726452841

>>726452823
Trying to explain the difference between that and corporatism to a leftist is like trying to teach a fish chinese. Dont bother

>>726446866
you are inmune to SJW.
And remember, time flies when you are a faggot

>>726452820
You're seeing shit that ain't there.
She pays for her own shit.
She's on the phone while she's bored while hanging out with you.
You have zero redeeming qualities.
Get a fucking clue.

>>726452946
*whip. And so true

When I was in the army, I fucked some middle eastern girl (I'll guess she was aged anywhere between 16-30), but the thing is I'm married, and have been for almost a decade, and I feel no remorse for cheating.

>>726453036
Tough love is best love even when it's not the way you want it, thanks dad

>>726452820
Hmm

My parents are incredibly different people, and they've been happily married for 25 years. My dad loves sports and is an extreme extrovert. My mom is very into meditation and painting/drawing and is one of the most introverted people I know. It can work.

And honestly, her using her phone less around you does sound notable. It seems dumb that we even have to say that, but I think it means something.

>>726453098
It ain't cheating with animals.

*sigh* Twas a good thread, then tumors emerged. Bye-bye

>>726453166
It don't mean shit other than her other friends are busier and not on the phone as much.
She's still bored and seeking other attention from the phone.

>>726452946
man, at this point I don't really care, I've already had so many girls that it all has lost its meaning, most likely scenario is that she'll continue calling me for sex and I'll be there for her.
It's extremely weird but I'm kinda used this kinda shit, is just that from all the girls that have done this she means so much for me that is really fucking hard not involving feelings.

>>726452841
Doesn't make a damn if the feeling isn't mutual. Get what happiness you can. Enjoy it. But just know that it will not last and the heartbreak will happen with or without her being next to you.

She fully knows how you feel about her and doesn't give a shit about what she has. Your best consolation'll be that she'll settle for some fat fuck and regret not sticking with you, and by then even you'll be over her.

>>726452943
Have you tried online message boards, subreddits, stuff like that? They're obviously not a real substitute for professional help, but sometimes you have to take what you can get.

Your experience was clearly far worse than mine, but I shared mine here >>726452379 and I think sharing can be really helpful.

I also just wanna say, if I may, I think you were probably reading too much into the psychologist you told about what happened. I really don't think she was viewing you differently because you talked about it. If anything, she was being more understanding because she now knew more about your background. I don't think that should keep you from trying to be open about it to your family or friends in the future.

>>726453166
I do my best not to get my hopes up about it, but my autism gets in the way of being able to effectively read the mixed signals I feel like I get from her. I'm sure she knows I'm into her; she'd be a bit dense if she didn't at least have a clue by now.

>>726453240
You're clearly just trying to be a dick, so why don't you just fuck off?

>>726453347
Ah, I don't have any personal experience with autism, so I can't really offer any insight there. I figure she has to know though, based on what you've said.

>>726453319
Fix yo broke ass shit.
Ain't no woman that you know worth that, man the fuck up and stop putting that pussy on a pedastal.
Once a bitch knows you like that with her, her ass is gonna straight up chew you up and spit your lame ass out and it'd be your faggot ass fault.

>>726453385
I'm not saying he's not being a dick, but sometimes people have to be told straight-up how a scenario is. It's not always what they want to hear, but not all advice can be idealistic. Sometimes people need to be brought back down to earth, and even though there are softer ways of doing it, there's a reason why they tell you to rip the bandaid off as quick/hard as you can.

>>726453385
>being real
"Omg stop saying mean things I don't want to hear but are totally true, you dick!"
Denial much, cunt?

>>726453518
He is being a dick. And nothing about what he's saying is constructive. There's no "advice."

>>726453557
I'm in denial? You're telling yourself that everything you're saying is "totally true" based on a couple sentences of what this guy told you. If you honestly believe that, you're retarded as fuck.

>>726453450
I was being facetious. I don't have autism (haven't been diagnosed anyway), I was just giving some reason why I shouldn't put too much thought into how much I analyze shit that ultimately doesn't mean anything.

Because I'm sure things between me and her are the same as they've ever been, just because I know how much thought I put into things that aren't there. It's happened plenty before, and I'm sure it'll happen plenty more down the road. I overthink things a million times over and they wind up not meaning anything.

The amount of times I think of events and how they would pan out with my imagination, whether it be; suicide, rape or even murder...

I hate myself for thinking such things because they are so immoral and would bring sadness to those around me(I don't like inconveniencing for others)

>>726453343
I havent really yet no. Maybe thats something i should look into. Ive started writing things down so if i do get to see a professional again I have it. Its so hard to force myself to verbalize it.

I could be reading too far. But the first thing she said to me after was "wow thats really fucked up" and every problem i was having day to day I would tell her about she would add "because you were raped" i think i kind of understand where she was coming for. I think so wanted to get me used to hearing the words and being more comfortable saying them.

Im sorry you suffered something to

>>726453491
so... just pass it up? fuck up my 8 yr old friendship with her and just go away? I didn't even asked for this shit, I've never had plans to have sex with her, she just blatantly asked me to do it and I agreed.
It's not my fucking fault that she couldn't keep her legs crossed, why do I have to lose all the good times, all my secrets, all my emotions I have with her for her stupid idea.
It's not fucking fair

>>726453626
"OMG you're so mean, he should like continue pursuing the girl who really doesn't have any interest in him because even he admitted he's no real great catch just so he can be really devastated when she finally admits she likes some other dude and crushes his hopes and dreams - my way is so much better because I'm nicer and encourage the impossible!"
The fuck up, cunt. He doesn't need your bullshit cheerleading for him. He knows what I've said is real, he's just in denial and not wanting to admit it.
You're the cunt that would prop up his dreams with false hope and then bounce when that shit doesn't work out.
You're the false friend, the deceiver.
I may be a dick, but I'm also not the one lying to him either.

>>726453843
If she did that with you, she's done it with other guys.
Just saying - you ain't special and her pussy ain't the only one.

>>726453663
Oh ok, hard to recognize that through text. My bad. I don't think I really have much more to offer other than to say: If you know what you want, just take the plunge and go for it. At some point you just have to make the move. I'm sure it's gonna be incredibly difficult, but you won't know if it's meant to happen if you never take that step.

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>>726452123
No it could not have been avoided. The kid looked like he was a young adult, he looked much older than 12 dressed in all black with a hoodie on.

After I heard he was only 12 I was shocked and more emotional.

I gave him verbal commands to get down on the pavement and he refused. After he turned towards me and put his hand into his pocket I opened fire and landed 3 rounds into his chest.

If I had hesitated and he did have a weapon I could have been killed or worse, a bystander could have been injured.

We are trained for these situations, but hope it never comes down to it.

>>726452124
I'm going back into work after I have a visit with a psychiatrist. I'm not sure what the end game will be, they will either throw me at a desk or throw me back onto patrol.

It's just a scary thought, I never imagined this to happen to me. Some guys that I've worked with never drew their weapons 20+ years.

>>726443981
I feel you. Me too.

>>726453906
What a sad, sad egomaniac you are. The world revolves around you and your half-baked "advice." You've deluded yourself into thinking you have all the answers based on the limited information you've gotten from him in this thread. I'm not telling him I'm right or that I have all the answers because I'm not retarded enough to think I could get to that point with as little information as I have. What a shame your thoughts are too convoluted to understand that.

>>726453765
Writing is good, too. I've certainly done a good amount of it. I can't afford a professional either, but maybe one day I'll be in the position that I can.

I think you're right that her goal was to make you more comfortable accepting the reality of what happened. I don't think she was trying to make you feel like you're somehow fucked up or weird because of it.

And thanks. I've started to come to terms with it in the almost 5 years since it happened.

>>726453964
I don't want her pussy, she's something else, she's fucking special for me, like a sister or like a brother, there's no other person in the world that knows me as well.
I was there when her father died, she was with me when I almost died in a car accident, she has seen me cry and knows what makes me weak.
If by pussy you mean finding someone I could be myself around just like her, I don't think I'll ever find it. If by pussy you mean someone to fuck, I have plenty of that shit

>>726454010
I'm just gonna ride the wave and see what happens. I mean shit, if she'll ride an hour away with me to a concert of a band she's never heard of, I must be in a decent enough spot, right?