Feels thread, I kinda want to start early

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bump, need some feels

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Yeah...

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Depression is gone once you realize that depressive thoughts are not only bad, but flat out wrong. They are logical fallacies happening automatically. But like every habit they require some effort to be unlearned. Read Feeling good by David Burns.

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What distracts you guys from life anons, video games, movies, running?

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>>726428170
ultimately nothing

>>726428170
School, work

Once I lay down my head at night, once I have a moment to think, I... I dont even know how to explain it

>>726428258
>>726428389
Yeah, eventually, one cant avoid to meditatte about it. Its awful

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>>726428990
music helps, but meditation is the best thing i've found. keeping a positive outlook is about all you can do

>>726426623
Button poetry always delivers on the feels

14 lines from love letters or suicide notes
https://youtu.be/Iy4cEW15SdE

>>726426623
>had a sales job
>worked hard to make money
>started actually paying my debts back
>team hits a rough patch and my numbers go down but I'm still producing
>management decides to dissolve the team and start over with new guys
Fuck my life man, fuck it.

>>726429728
On top of that
>pass california license test
>have to wait on license in mail
>apply to uber to try and make money
>get through but they want my actual llicense instead of the paper the DMV gave me
>find put there was a mail mix up
>go to guys house who's mail i got
>uhh yeah i cant even get into the mail box because i rent and i lost the key and the post office will only deal with the owner who lives in sweeden.
>my license and a 450$ check are probably locked in his mail box

>>726430111
Sales is a marketable skill, Craigslist would love you
Sucks about your ID, though...

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>>726430111
Bust that shit open, give no fucks

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>>726430111
What the hell man, you cant make this shit up, I hope you can get through this soon.

Whats up /feels/?

>>726430111
Checked and make the owner do his job

>>726430111
Youre already in the shitter. Put a walmart baseball bat to the bitch.

>>726430517
Busting into a mailbox is a federal crime and im in commiefornia
>>726430496
The id is keeping me from getting new jobs, they all want it.
>>726430553
You and me both m8

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Even with the dog plane meme this still hits hard.

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Yo. U are better than ur circumstances or situations

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>>726430844
Apply for a new one? And fucking checked again kek shows his love!

>>726430844
No excuses, give me results. Bust into several boxes along the same block, so as to make it seems like not a particular one was targeted.

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>tfw you left her because you thought you didnt love her
>tfw you didnt realize you actually loved her until you lost her
>tfw you never loved again
>tfw you still love her

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>>726430937
Cease this nonsense and realize the importance that is u

>>726431027
I have...but the bills arent waiting
>>726431033
Im just going to get the mail man to open it

>>726430111

niggah call your land lord who owns the box, ask him for permission to try and pry it open.

if he says yes, you got the go ahead to try and lockpick it yourself, and not damage the mailbox

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>>726431180
ANON
Dont Worriu!


Heres your break(((thru)))

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>>726431180
same here anon. it's been 2 years for me.

Aye guys. Girlfriend is about to break up with me tomorrow and I know it it is literally the most crushing thing to me and I don't know what to do other than sit here in silence and think about it. Fuck me

>>726431478
Its not my land lord, it's the guys.

>>726431565
Don't sit, act. Maybe you can convince her to stay?

And for the guy with the mail box problem. Yeah the mail man should be able to open it but if he can't I would just say fuck it and crack that shit open

>>726431786
If i was still in Mississippi I'd be right with you and do it, but I'm in south OC, commiefonia, cameras and nosey ass people here everywhere

>>726431723
There is nothing really to convince her with at this point. We tried and it just might not be working for her I guess. I just sucks dick because I actually like her unlike most other girls that live around me who are mostly disease ridden and gross as fuck

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>>726431180

>>726431996
Mask?

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>>726432292
Yes

i got friendzoned hard my a girl who's essentially a childhood crush, which wouldn't be bad except she's always talking about her ideal "perfect guy" (physically anyway) and i literally check off all of the traits she's looking for. And I have to sit through it, knowing it's not me. Hear about her ex and how she used to call him daddy, her being WAY too upfront about that shit in general, and I have to sit through it knowing it'll never be me

I'm being a total faggot about this /b/. give it to me straight. fucking tell me to grow a pair and move on, please, i need a kick to the balls right now so I'm reminded that they're there.

>>726432531
Did you ever ask her if she had feelings for you at all?

I am a degenerate and not proud of it

>develop crush on a fellow homosexual man
>turns out he's a close friend of a girl I've had a crush on for months

Not sure which to choose, would like to keep them both.

Also
>emotionally unavailable and incapable of becoming emotionally invested

>>726426623
im in a miserable mood right now
>today i found out my grandfather is going die soon
>he has had diabetic related health issues for a while now
>and today the doctors say they cant do anything for him anymore due to vascular problems
>he decided to go spend his final days at his home with my grandmother (his wife) and all the family
i dont know how feel right now because i feel like i didnt get to spend of enough time with him and that i was a shitty gradson but he told me many things in life i wont forget and i wont forget the times i spent with him growing up and how he also taught me things. I wish i spent more time with him more then anything in the world right now but i fucked it all up, just had to let out how im feeling right now

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>>726432094
I have that problem, but she lives with me, and she`s here, trying to sleep. We dont talk to each other.

>>726432689
I think she did at one point, I remember us going on one date and her promptly friendzoning a few days later

she's really into older guys, that might be it. still though, it's hard to hear about all of her "experiences" and not be the least bit uncomfortable

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>>726431180
same here anon
luckily she broke up with her bf a week ago and is down for a date now it's just the waiting game. Keep your eyes open for a second chance it took me a while

>>726433005
Okay dude I'm gonna be as honest as I can here. Next time the feeling is right just tell her that you have feelings for her and even though you don't think that you are gonna be much more than friends you still don't want to listen to her escapades Fucking a bunch of guys. She is really cool and you want to keep talking and hanging and stuff but if the topic of conversation could stay off of dick, that would help

>>726432918
A similar-ish thing happened to me a while back. I fell for my best friend (girl) and after that I got a crush on her friend (guy). They ended up together, I was both extremely happy and slightly jealous.
Honestly dude, if you have the chance fucking go for it, don't let your dreams be dreams and all that crap.

>>726433364
ok

gosh, /b/ can be surprisingly soft when it wants to be

>>726433500
Oldfags come out at night. Veterans of the old days. We are all sad internet nerds.

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Got a girlfriend for about a year now and family would be supportive if i'd ever tell them. Guy likes me and knows I'm dating a girl i sometimes bring my problems to him. He confesses he likes me things with current gf is getting old and getting me in trouble. Ya'll talking about people leaving you I can;t get people to leave me alone. I'm a complete asshole what the fuck?

>>726433187
oh fuck my sides

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tH2w6Oxx0kQ

>>726433405
Thanks, anon! Hopefully I will stop being a pussy and confess to any of them.

>>726433500
/b/ isn't soft it's just that we all hide our emotions behind shit posting. It's late at night and all of the drunk /b/tards are out and letting themselves go on a feels thread

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everybody likes doggos

>>726431180
This, since almost 7 years

/4_Y716

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do you think she misses me /b/?

I have to hold a presentation about the election system in the US.
Can anybody help me?

>>726434406
probs not she is most likely fucking some dude

>>726434406
No, women are heartless bitches who use you for their own satisfaction, they use you like a plaything.

>>726434460
Get the fuck out.

I have been on 4Chan since I was 13 or so and I am now 19 (don't call the admins) I've seen some shit but this is the first feels thread I've posted in that actually made me feel a bit better

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Hey /b/ I got a question.

I met this girl a while ago online and we have a lot of the same interests and we pretty much talk everyday but we kind of do that whole "hate each other" gag all the time which is really fun and what not but recently things have gotten a bit more... serious?
especially tonight when I said something like "I'm so bored and lonely right now" and she replied "same why don't you shitpost in my DM's like usual" and then said "I'm bored and lonely as well" and now we are just like talking to each other more than usual.

Does this mean something or am I just being some lonely guy having a girl say "Hi" to him and think she is hitting on him and think that the girl is his true love?

>>726434406
She does, anon. Every now and then she'll randomly stop and think about you, maybe because she heard a phrase you used to say or she passed by the coffee where you two met, but she keeps going on with her life after letting out but the quietest sigh.

So should you.

>>726434507
No, because I want to annoy you

>>726432946
Pls tell me that pic is fake

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>>726434460
nah, sorry man I'm god awful at essays sometimes.

also, go to /adv/ ya bum

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>>726428138
>flat
well that's where you're wrong kiddo

>>726434791
son of a bitch!

>>726432531
I had the same problem,I had a crush on a girl for along time and saw her go through an abusive relationship,she finally broke up with him and I was hoping I could be with her.The next day she called me talking about another guy (This call lasted for an hour) she said how he's the best and everything like that.Totally crushed me.

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>>726434873

>>726434760
its real dude

>>726429606
Do you know any other videos like that one, anon? really struck home

>>726434760
Nah, skyscraper constructors back in the early (shitty) 90's
people had to whatever the fuck for work. including dat shiiieeett.

>>726432920
My grandfather died a few years ago, i know that feeling before the end

>>726435171
Why do people write grief porn

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life is just so fucking.......meaningless, i cant really explain why.

>>726435490
Because for some of us the only emotion we register is either empathy sympathy or general sadness anymore

Don't get attached to people. Its bad for your health.

JESUS SUCKS!!!

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>>726430517

>>726434617
>no reply
>stay clueless forever
>have one of those "girls that got away" thing
>realize how much I'm bitching
>stop

>>726428170
Vidya. Chinese cartoons. Shitposting on /k/ and being noguns for a while yet. Liquor. Role-playing on the internet like a faggot. Waifuposting. Work. Eating. Life is full of distractions. But ultimately, late at night when I've gotten bored of my millionth NV replay, the messages stop coming and I have FINALLY decided I'm done watching and have nothing to eat or drink, and I lie back and shitpost or just think or listen to music, I try to think back and remember when the last time was that my chest didn't feel empty. When the last time I cried was. It always goes back to her. She was the last person who made me feel full. The last one I cried for. She left me. I love my waifu. My waifu doesn't love me. She can't. Not real. Nothing fills the void except for love. And love is something lost to us. We will die like this.

I don't want to die. I don't want to live. I don't want to exist.

If I could simply opt out of have ever existing I would happily. The thought of simply just not being is one of the most uplifting thought that enter my mind anymore.
I've never been happy with what or who I am and I honestly don't think I ever will be. The only respite that I obtain in my life is when I am either drunk or asleep.

If I talk to my family about this they simply suggest that I am lazy and am simply being an unproductive cunt and that I need to further apply myself in my life.

I don't want to be.

life is a mistake

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Guise plz:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6LovY_DdEE

>>726434617
the only way to know is to ask.
I'm kidding dont do that.

>>726434805
This is not a christian safe place little troll. you are not welcome here.

>>726436012
>If I talk to my family about this they simply suggest that I am lazy and am simply being an unproductive cunt and that I need to further apply myself in my life.
my family would say i need jesus

anyone else often types long storys and then don't post them?

>>726435189
You can't go wrong with button poetry, there's a fair bit of nonsense, but a lot of it is golden..

Poet with OCD talks about the girl he loves
https://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

>>726426623
how do you guys live with the voices in your head

the constant chaos and screaming
those neverending flows of thoughts which tell storys that never existed?

>>726436152
it was a joke, fucking kill yourself

>>726436192
We dont care about Gods
The whole family is agnostic

>>726436145
fuck, i chuckled

>>726428170
videogames
i can completly lose myself in games to the point where i consider reallife and games to be kind of overflowing in eachother and when i notice that that happens i take a break from them

Someone kill me, I fell in love with someone who could never love me back, and it hurts, all the things we do together, and i want to scream i love you and i want to take care of you and live with you till i die, god damn it all.

>>726436401
lucky you

Last year I did the worst thing I've ever done to anyone. I've spent my entire life trying so hard to be a good and kind person, but I ruined it all.

I had a friend overseas, a girl I'd only met twice, but I cared about greatly. She fell in love with me without telling me, and I ended up dating a girl here (a foreign student) for almost 4 years - she ended up having to return to her home country, and despite trying long distance it didn't work out - she just.. drifted away. This killed me, I was going to marry that girl.

Anyway this entire time, the friend still loves me, eventually telling me, and I start to develop feelings for her too. I don't know if it was true love, or just "stockholm syndrome" but all I know is my heart hurts so badly, and I love her.

But in my grief, having lost both my girlfriend of 4 years and my mother I ended up finding a girl here, again. It was fairly casual but she grew to love me too.

It's not truly cheating, but it's what it feels like - in fact, I think it's worse. Both girls now feel betrayed and I ultimately don't know what to do.

I just want what we had back, and I want to take back all the pain I've caused.

I keep thinking of just ending it, apologising to them both and them killing myself sepuku style to regain any semblance of honour I had.

>>726436223
yeah, i'll definitely look at some. thanks.

>>726436493
alway rember happy day

>>726435994
I have accepted lonelyness, its not that bad, until night, when everything returns stronger to mess the average day one have

>>726436560
that's literally me right now. Every time I look at them I smile and when we talk I'm always laughing and everything about them is perfect but the only secret you can't tell them is the biggest one

>>726428170
League of Legends. Give me all the shit you want but that game kept me alive for two years. Over 2500 games played, I would start playing as soon as I woke up snf.
It made me feel numb, hours passed and I barely bat an eye, by the time I realized how much time I'd spent it's 3am and my body ached as if I had walked for hours. I crawled my way to bed hoping I didn't wake up the next day but sadly I did.

>>726436612

I kept the two lives separate, and I always intended to end things romantically with the friend at the time, since she was a complete drama queen and negatively effecting my life, but I still loved her through all that - I felt like I OWED her because she loved me. I even lost a job at a fairly prestigious company because she kept me up late every night with emotional blackmail, and I fell asleep at my desk and got fired on the spot.

I loved that job, but I still forgave her. Near the start of last year it was becoming too much though, the emotional blackmail and terrorism which is how I met the 2nd girl, who would become my girlfriend. And every time I tried to end things with the friend, she'd rope me back in. Even now, I spent the entire day making a big beautiful photo album for the girlfriend of our relationship, and I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF THE FOREIGN FRIEND.

What is wrong with me! I have hurt her badly but the girlfriend is still trying to forgive me, and the friend has basically abandoned me despite me planning on breaking up for her, sacrificing yet more of my happiness, and I still can't stop thinking about her. I know she's bad for me... but... I don't think anyone will ever love me the way she does.

And I don't know what to do. The girlfriend is lovely but we have nothing in common and I struggle to see a future with her that isn't 100% compromise from me.

I fucked up, for the first time in my life I did the wrong thing and now my entire life is coming apart.

I have a big problem. A big problem in my pants.
Do you know what I mean?

>>726436792
I can't. Can't accept it. It's too painful to be alone. For I am man, flesh and blood and sentience. And sentience, a sentient thing must be loved. It is a need. We are pack animals and pack animals do not function without companionship. Even dogs and monkeys show signs of depression when alone. Even RATS. I need it. To be without it is to be in pain. To suffer. Even mired in my own ever-deepening autism, I need love. I want someone to squeeze me and hold me close, and to hold them close in turn. I need that. It would be nice to stop going to bed alone. Don't even care if we fuck. I'm just so tired of sleeping alone. So tired in general. Had bags under my eyes for a decade now, never go away.

>>726437231
we don't care about your butt-plug

>>726428170
I was thinking about this Bob Ross quote the whole day today

>>726426623
So even if absolutely nothing bad happens to you, people still obsess over it in the most melodramatic way possible?
And I should feel bad for them....why?

>>726432920
Feel you bro, my grandmother passed away Monday, funeral on Saturday. She had dementia and wasnt really fun to visit, and i always complained about having to go. What i wouldnt give now for another visit

>>726436612
>killing myself sepuku style to regain any semblance of honour I had.
Do it.
If you actually feel torn up over this petty shit, then that's your best option.

>>726431180
I love you

>>726434630
Fuck too real

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>>726437231
E Disfunction? To many 2d girls and 3d porn is bad for your little snek

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>>726434406
They never miss you. Its all in your head. This idea that people think of you. In actuality your only there to stop them from getting bored. Your just a stimulus to them. No one will miss you when you go

>>726437105
>for the first time in my life I did the wrong thing
Lol, how much of a narcissist are you?
That the first mistake in your life? Ever? Give me a fucking break, dude.
Also, you seem less concerned with what you did to them than just wanting to erase your mistake so you can get back your life the way it was before.

Whats the usual time for feels threads? (include your time zone I'm in EST)

Does anyone have that webm where a guy is slapping a woman eventually punching her until she bleeds? It's a scene from a movie.

>>726438715
Wrong part of /b/ go to /r/

>>726438811
Tks

Hey! I'm the son of Donald Trump!

I want to say you something about my father! He wants really to make America great again.
You must believe me!

Anyone have that one song that reminds you of her or who ever? I only listen to music nowadays to remember her. Remember the girl who tried to understand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnsFN-lX6Aw

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>>726438900
Off yourself LARPing fag. Go to /s4s/

>>726439020
>I only listen to music nowadays to remember her. Remember the girl who tried to understand.
Are you queers just not able to formulate a nomal sentence? Do you always have to post stuff as if you're writing in your emo poety book?
Your life isn't a sad romance novel for teenage girls.

>>726439144
that was vulgar!

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>>726439329
Sorry was sucked into Tumblr for a year. It rubs off on me. I'm pretty tired its 2:39. I'll try to be less of a faggot

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>>726431180
FUCK YOU

>>726439737
Being aware is the first part of fixing it.
Good luck in your endeavour.

>>726434617
Keep talking with her, OP. If you both truly have a true connection, it will work. I met a great girl about a couple years ago online from a totally different state, and after talking for a few months we met. Flash forward to now, we're now engaged and I moved to her state and we have our own place. Keep your head up, and be smart about it.

>>726434406
It depends on your situation. I know for a fact I miss him but it was his decision so, what can I do but try to move on?

>medical discharge from the military
>it's been about a year and 4 months since the process started
>on final step, waiting for package to return from higher ups
>no determined timeline on when it should be back
>sorry anon theyll get around to it someday
>been stuck here, bottom of the barrel pay, laughing stock of my workplace
>suicidal daily, anxiety, major depression
>dad just called yesterday
>son hey bud bad news
>he has tumor in his throat
>got endoscopy and biopsy done
>doc says it might be throat cancer
>cant take leave because package is at final step
>stuck, again, nothing I can do but wait


IT MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKING MURDER EVERYONE. I cant go take care of my mom and dad..I cant go off base and go do the shit I want to do. Deadend job, little pay, no end in sight, father might have cancer.

So i waste away day after day doing the same shit having to lick the boots of the same people because they adamantly refuse to let me go. I dont want the pay, i dont want the job, i dont have enough strength to get to work, i cant sleep, i cant eat. I cant fucking live like this.

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I don't believe in suicide but I hope one day something happens to make my brain shut up.

>>726440800
It's all temporary. Do what you must but work towards a goal. Take it one day at a time anon.

im not even depressed I just got dumped and I'm being a pussy about it

>>726441059
This and three trip gets so far and a lot of dubs, I hardly ever go on /b/ is this common?

Guys can I please get some fucking help or just someone to talk to, I'm so in love with this person I met online and we just talked every fucking day.

We were so happy, but for some reason they went offline a while ago and they never told me why. I feel like something might have happened and I have no way to check at all.

they never showed signs of them not liking me either, literally was the exact opposite giving me compliments and such.

Thoughts are just racing through my head and I feel like I want to puke.

>>726439774
Oh hey, I just about literally looked like that after picking up the empty cat carrier from the vet. We had Meeko for... 12 years? Maybe a little longer?

He was a good cat. I miss him.

But that's about what I looked like walking out of the vet. As soon as I stepped outside I started bawling. Grown ass man standing next to a busy road crying like a little girl. Fuck. That felt bad. That felt really bad.

>>726443816
It'll be fine, she's probably grounded or dropped her phone in the shitter.

Think SO and I are falling apart. Feels bad man

>>726444185
I don't know man, they have a pc and we both have discord.

plus I've seen them get on discord a few times for like 2 seconds.

idk what to do but wait and even then I feel like I'm sitting here waiting for something thats not going to come

>>726444733
hm.. idk man. leave a message? you can do that I think on discord

>>726445608
I've left multiple

time 2 kms I guess

>>726445732
google can show you noose tying. I think she's just too busy masturbating to you to text back

>>726434630
Ha. Haha. Hahahahahaa, I know for a fact she doesn't miss me like I do her. If she misses anyone, it isn't me. No one misses me except my two lost dogs who are both probably dead. My life has spiraled so far out of my control, I'm just numb and speechless at this point. But something triggers me every once in a while to come post in threads like this. Fuck, she doesn't miss me, you kidding?

>>726445857
Eh I guess I'm not too worried you're prob right

their net probably just went down or some shit, they live in some shit hole in aussie somewhere

>>726428138
i really really like this image .

>>726441684
Yo anon, catching feelings isn't being a pussy. Don't fret

>>726429393
I was looking for this everywhere and finally found it after years of searching. Yhanks anon.

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>Was a depressed feels fag years ago
>Even went to a therapist
>Got motivation to try going to Uni from my dad
>Worked hard, made friends and did good
>Got better confidence because I was proud over what I accomplished
>Started working out
>Started hanging with friends
>Started filling my time with tasks that aren't feeling sorry for myself and being alone
>Now have a GF of 4 years
>40k$ starting salary
>About to buy my first appartment together with my gf after mooching off my dad

There is a light at the end of the tunnel anon, and that light is you finding your passion. Do shit.

>>726432920
Forget all the shit everyone is saying about confessing to her. Next time she brings the shit about the ideal guy up. Tell her to shut the fuck up that u cant talk to her anymore, that u got feeling for her and shes fucking you up. Dont confess in a pussy/calm/crying manner - that wont make u her gf

>>726433087
This fucked me upsh