Whats keeping you from killing yourself?

450mg of Effexor daily.

My child that my ex gf is going to have in August.

My mother

The chance at love

video games anime and samurai jack

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>>726310871
>>726310918
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>>726310717
My humor

>>726310717
stupid memes and my mom

My pretty happy life

Fresh prince of bel-air, I'm in season 3, once I finish it, I'll finish it all

Well, i'm guessing we're all too chicken shit to follow through with it..

>>726310717
ylyl's and feels threads

theres an 18 year old sexy as hell girl in love with me and the only thing between us is miles. i have never been more determined to save up some fucking money. and actually dont want to suicide these days. life is solid. haha whats up 4chan losers

>>726310717
Cowardice. Just as the most of you.

>>726310717
I'm already dead, and this is hell.

Dank memes
Mom and dad
New samurai jack
New dragon ball super
New rick and morty (soon)
Oh yeah and Blizzard games.

My backlog of games I have to play through on steam

Video games and the proper clouds that go with it for a chill time.

>>726310717
My lord and savior Jesus Christ

>>726311540
Holy shit, you need to kill yourself now if this isn't bait.

The anxiety of actually doing It is stopping me

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>>726310717
This thread

>>726310717
>Family.
>Friends.
>The fact I've lost 2 mates to suicide already.
I'm not a lost cause either... I quit my anti-depressants so now I'm not unemotional and like a zombie now... I used to be really popular and awesome, and I think I can get back there with a little effort and getting out of the NEET life.

My will to live

>>726311703
internet = porn, games, 4chan, memes, instagram, twiter

music

>>726311540
>dank memes
rock bottom

Nude celebrity photo leaks
2014 was the best year of my life

>>726311282
You that guy from 8ch?

>>726310717
life is absurd and I think it's funny

Girlfriend, not because she makes me happy. Because we've been together for years and live together and it would probably fuck up her life as well.

>>726312049
nah, just a mexican faggot

>>726310717
I'm too lazy to kill myself
NEET who gets up, plays vidya, eats shit food and shitposts on here until sleep.
I am too lazy to even clean my place

4chan memes.
Music.
The little friends I have.
Videogames.
My fuken cRUSHES, DUDE, THEY ARE LIKE A BLESSING TO THIS WORLD.

>>726311602
Yep, pretty much same here

>>726312269
How the fuck can you afford that?

Because time will kill me. Time will kill us all, we're all basically already dead, only around a very short time in the big scale of things.

Not being retarded enough to get depressed I guess.

>>726312782
He could be from a country with welfare, or maybe he has money?

Just too chicken shit. Some of my friends have had to deal with the after effects of suicide already. Dunno if I want to put them through all that.

Then again... Could it really be so bad?

>>726310717
Shrooms.... yup just shrooms

>>726310717
Life is full of opportunities to feel things, and I love feeling things, so why the fuck would I give it up?
Plus as far as we know this life is all we have, so it's even dumber to throw it away. I mean seriously, how big of a fucking pussy do you have to be to ragequit life

>>726310717
I've no idea, I don't think I'm suicidal I haven't thought I'm detail about it but life bares no joy to me and I keep in thinking that it would be no different if I wasn't aground. I have no excitement for the future. I don't want to keep in living but I don't want to die and everytime this thoughts invade me I open YouTube and full the empty space in my mind with meaningless content. I want to die.
Instead I'm ranting on /b/... what ever

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>>726310717

A general will to live and overcome. It's very strong and it always pops out when it gets really dark. Most of the time though, it's people I love and things I want to do. I want to make music, I want to see places, I want to live amazing/genuine experiences. I love my girlfriend, I love my parents, I love my friends. It also helps to know that I have some power and understanding over my well-being. Of course if I spend a couple of days doing nothing and staying inside I'll feel like shit...but I have the power to choose not to. I can choose to maintain healthy habits, I can choose to do my best. This is coming from a person who clawed his way out of a horrible depressive episode topped with a general anxiety disorder. I've even had to stay a couple of days in psychiatric care after a particularly harsh breakdown. Hang in there, you might be stronger then you think.

I don't lose my job until the 31st

Then maybe I'll kill myself

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>>726312096
Finally somebody else who sees it

>>726310717
I have it planned at a very apecific time wnd place. I want nobody to find my body within the next three decades. It will take weeks before the people ilI owe money realize they cannot collect on me anymore, or extort and torture out of me. Going to slowly OD on DMT as I go out, already have the mechanism to bury myself after death. Just waiting on the spring flowers now.

/y/

>>726310717
My husband and the kids we may have together.

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>>726312948
>ragequit life
kek
this is so accurate

Suicide is inevitable. I'm old, sick, and the retirement savings are running low. But I still have some little time.

There is no fucking way I'm going to end up in some medicare nursing home waiting for my diaper to be changed.

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>>726310717
When i finally get 55

>>726310871
Jesus fucking christ that's a massive dose

So, can you even jerk off or what?

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I am the sole caregiver for my elderly disabled mother. As soon as she dies, I will buy a shotgun and find an empty field and give myself the old "Republican Healthcare Plan" right out the back of my head.

My family

>>726310717
Your mother's sweet yet gritty butthole.

>>726313528
why the fuck not? that sounds awesome, you're basically like a king with slaves who do everything for you

also it's weird as fuck that there are old people on here, I always picture anons as either retarded 12 year olds or autistic obese 35 year olds who live in their moms basement

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>>726313627
>one less liberal in the world

sounds good to me

>>726312782
>>726312870
or I could have savings, inheritance, was once a successful person, chose NEETdom, won the lottery etc
>country with welfare
bingo
schitzo

>>726313170
>killing yourself over a lost job

what is this the 1950s? jobs are gay and killing yourself over losing one is the most retarded shit ive ever heard of

>>726313724
>why the fuck not? that sounds awesome, you're basically like a king with slaves who do everything for you
Only if you have enough money for a private nursing home. Medicare, you have 1 nurse for 30 or more patients. I've seen those places, and seen the non-life people have slowly dying there. No.
>also it's weird as fuck that there are old people on here, I always picture anons as either retarded 12 year olds or autistic obese 35 year olds who live in their moms basement
I'm not the only old fart on here. I don't get out much anymore. The only women who'd have sex with me are as old and ugly as I am, so forget that. It's a good way to pass time laughing at the absurdity of everything.

>>726310717
Yeah... But in some cases the caretakers mistreat their people because they are just old and have nobody, so nobody would actually care. I know this basically because the place where my ex-GFs grandpa was like this, and we tried to make a complain to the people who owned the place (which we actually knew, by chance) but they didn't listen to us. So he just died kinda lonely and mistreated.

>>726313528
>>726313724
Its not awesome trust me, I work in an age care facility and sometimes the AINs get busy and they sit in their shit for ages. They get two choices for lunch and dinner and they get treated like babies for the majority of the day. So if you have any shred of dignity or self respect it'd be pretty horrible.

Absolutely nothing.

>>726313937
So you're on centrelink?

My parents. After they die I'll probably an hero. I was hoping to do it on the day man first walks on Mars, but that might be too soon. My thought was, if I'm gonna die, I might as well do it on a historical day.

I'm about 2 miss-steps from being a 23 year old with no substantial family, friends, relationships, and in 30k of debt for no good reason - trying to get my degree against very bad odds. My health is pretty awful and I could get a call saying I have pancreatic cancer any day.

I'd say I'm not far off suicide. Life is dull. I don't feel much other than the stress of an impending and inevitable 'soft end' to my life.

not much anymore

my hate for niggers and newfags

>>726313817
>>726313627
The sooner fucks like this learn to get along, we sooner we can open our eyes as a nation to international banking puppetmasters.

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>>726310717
I don't see why I should anon. Giving up is for pussies.

>>726310717
>good family
>good friends
>fun hobbie
>girl i've recently started seeing
>good job

>>726313389
Tits or gtfo

>>726310717
I like doing drugs

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Waiting for meds to wear off so i can get hard enough to masturbate one last time

Three girlfriends that are pretty damn. Good to me and let me fuck them in the ass. (5/10, 7/10, 7/10) (I'm like. 4/10 so I think I'm doing okay.)

Got a good job, good friends, family I give a shit about. Drugs. Okay sized dick. Don't have cancer (although I did pick up some HPV so gotta keep that in check. Promiscuity has its price.)

All in all, life's like 8/10. If I got paid more and didn't have goddamn genital warts I'd be 10/10.

Cause nothing happens when you die you fucking end (SPOILLER ALTERT)

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>>726310717

If I off myself alone in the privacy of my home I have a smaller chance of starring in a rekt thread, where I can live on /b/ in shitpostertuity

>>726310717
Joining the Marine Corps. If I don't make it, I'll off myself.

>>726310717
killing yourself is gross and I have stuff I wanna do in life

>>726310717
A few family members and my dog

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The Baddest- Krispy Kreme (2012) keeps me from being an hero

My dogger

>>726310717
My family, few friends, the ability to bully weakcunts, whiskey, jerking off, training and drinking 2L bottles of pepsi/coke a day.

>>726310717
My two best friends did. I can't put the feeling on the few who love me.

>>726314746
>centrelink
google says that is some aussy program.
No I am on long term sickness benefits/welfare for being a schitzo.

My genuine enjoyment of life and things I look forward to

>>726310717
Lack of a shotgun, really.
What's preventing me from getting that? Same apathy that prevents me from doing literally anything with my life.

I really don't care about my life at this point really. I have shit parents that are too dumb enough to solve their own problems that they ask me for advice. But when I try to ask them they only just get mad at me for not being able to "take care of myself". I just quit my job a few weeks ago due to the pressure and stress I get from my boss who basically doesn't do anything but watch YouTube videos at his office. I have a girl who i'm in-love with to the point I got an addiction to her. The only thing that is keeping me alive is a that girl i'm in-love with, a few good friends, a somewhat decent life i'm currently living and the laziness to kill myself.