You're avoiding something right now. What is it?

That's be a great picture if there wasn't a stupid looking anime face on that hyperrealistic body

>>726264488
fuck you

>>726264670
>hyperrealistic body
i beg your pardon

>>726264488
Sex

>>726264488
Work

>>726264488
my suicidal thoughts

the thought that i'm going to be suspended from my college most likely

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I'm waiting for Harvard to get back to me about my Law School application.

The final day for them to get back to me is next Friday, but with each passing day I'm worried it's becoming less and less likely, and that's a tough reality.

I'm trying not to think what happens if I'm rejected, but obviously not doing a great job of that.

>>726265161
>>726265457

Lol. One person worried about failing out of college and another worried about Harvard Law.

>>726265161
For what?

>>726264488
Studying for my CCNA. I really should be reading that book.

>>726265000
this

Not having the rent money

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Avoiding figuring out what to do with the rest of my life. Other than that, everything's going well.

>>726266909
This is me every 2 weeks or so.

going to get my firearms license so i can kill myself

>>726264488
prepping for new job overseas

>>726267466
This is stupid.

>>726267132
Join the club.

>>726264488
searching for a job

Life

>>726270782
Starting to think this is all life is...

>>726268232
What are you doing / what country?

>>726267466
Good luck! :)

These threads used to be actually interesting. Either to get advice or to just share.

Now they're so dead.

homework

>>726271387
MODS MODS MODS

>>726264488
finding work

coming to terms with the fact that things won't get better

>>726267252
Good luck with that anon.

I'm lonely. I want to be in a loving relationship with a woman (that has a vagina). But I'm a fucking spaz and 20 years of internet porn has warped my sexual preferences to the point what turns me on would freak out a normal woman,

Getting a job because I'm lazy

>>726264488
sleep

Avoiding doing an assignment due in tomorrow

>>726264488
>You're avoiding something right now. What is it?
The means of which I may utilize to get closer to what I want most in life.

FAFSA. i'm curled up in the corner of my room crying about the future.

>>726264488
To get attached to someone else only because I miss my SO.

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Actually planning and pursuing my future. Instead i work in a shitty low wage job sorting letters and spend all of my free time playing videogames.
I feel bad for being so weak since i'm living in a 1st world country and got no gigantic unsolvable problems. I'm just a weak character, who's not able to utilize his potential.

My wife just lost our baby

>>726270942
security in japan
i should start trying to learning japanese but am lazy

>>726274279
have her retrace her steps

>>726274611
Why are you going all the way to Japan for security work?

Also how do you expect to be effective if you don't speak the language? Seems like that would be super problematic in an emergency.

>>726274954
was offered because i have a good rep and was asked by guy in charge since i know him if i'd be willing to head it up.
i had the choice of staying where i am or taking this job and getting to do something adventurous. so i took the the chance, less pay but better experience. its stable work for 18 months where what i do now could go up in smoke overnight basically.

theres a lot of english in japan and once there a lot easier to learn since surrounded by it and will be having a tutor paid for by company for 3 months.

Homework lul

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>>726264488
Sleep

>>726264488
I'm avoiding the future by dwelling on the past

>>726264488
Hm. Well atm nothing but come August it would be the usual, wanting to go back to school but getting that anxiety filled feeling of fear and not doing it. idk why.

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>>726265000
>>726266966
>>726272399
>>726273666
>>726274122

checked my dudes, I feel that.

>>726264488
sleep

>>726264488
fuck my gf, because I want to break up

>>726264488
Gohma.
At least I was avoiding her a minute ago. She's dead now.

>>726275545
>only 3 months
You better start now.

>>726275545
it'll be a great experience for you anon. studying/working abroad in Japan was the best experience of my life. good luck in your endeavors

>>726272262
why don't you quit jacking off to milfs and start living a real life

I have so much university work to do but I'm feeling like there's no point. I spent all the money I had saved up in just the first year and still owed some. I was a fag and fell for the liberal arts degree scam after it was already too late. At least I can work for the summer and go to community college for a trade for a couple years and come out debt free. Don't know what trade though. I haven't told my family yet but I feel like they're just going to be incredibly disappointed that I wasted almost 18k on something I don't even plan to finish. Help me out here /b

Avoiding going to bed with my gf, just because its super early.

>>726272262
Stop watching porn. Detox your body from it. Maybe do nofap (optional) so your natural and normal and primal senses return and all that weird shit can be just something of a bad memory that you can just forget about.

>>726274279
I'm sorry, anon

>>726275545
I speak six languages and would recommend you start now, even just simple things like "hello," "how are you?" and "where is ___" are helpful. It will make tutoring progress much faster if you already know some basics. Good luck!

>>726281090
Why?

talking to my gf, im deathly worried of her leaving me so sometimes i ghost and dont talk to her for a few days fuck my life haha lol

Niggers

Speaking.

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>>726264488
I'm in the middle of cleaning my room because it's filled with trash, but I have deadlines tomorrow and I've been fighting asking out one of several girls I'd like to ask out.
Pic unrelated, its my cat.

>>726264488
suicide

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>>726264488
Trap threads.

>>726265051
Need to talk anon?

>>726274122
Try Psychedelics. 4g of shrooms should open your eyes to what you truly want from life.

>>726286302
holy shit this x1000

>>726264488
I'm avoiding facing what a joke of a man I really am.

>>726264488
Class

>>726287294
They can cause a permanent personality change, and not necessarily for the better.

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>>726264488
I'm avoiding the fact that I'm in an abusive relationship with a woman who wears me down to my wits end every single day. inb4, just leave her. Not that easy. She will show up and force herself upon me anywhere I am. Any time. She's like a fucking succubus that I cant escape from. It's ruining my life, and I feel that I'm close to suicide. Anyway, I like geese. They fly and honk.

>>726288656
Leave before it gets worse. Talk to someone you know and trust about it and have a safe exit strategy. A location or friends place that she doesn't know about is a good place to lay low for a while and calm her down. After three weeks, your chances are a lot higher of being safe and getting the hell out. Stay safe anon
> can't fall from the floor so don't keep digging yourself a grave

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>>726288656

>Too pussy to smack a bitch and put her in her place

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>>726272955
Do it. And trust people when they say that it gets easier as you go on. There's nothing you may be able to do about it now, but you need to remember this feeling for the future. Don't let it get to this point again if you don't want.

Remember: do it scared.

>>726264488
>English paper annotations w/7 page research paper
>Government official concern email/research
>CompTIA studying
Majority is overdue shit and I'm literally on zero motivation

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Self reflection.

Am I supposed to have that gnawing feeling on the back of my soul like an empty feeling in my stomach?
I've had panic attacks and irrational fears about my work and how much of a failure I am in said work, and lately I've been trying to meditate and try to rationalize that fear and understand that its irrational.
Sometimes it works, but never really goes away. Is that normal?

Filling out a job application, going back to school and letting myself be happy.

Life

>>726290517
Ive found its best to except your flaws are realize everyone has them. And no its not normal, youll get through it anon I believe in you.

>>726287930
Did em twice, pretty young. Personality change is hasn't been a side effect so far. My mindset and global outlook as definitely been altered though. I think this mentality change can cause people to change the way they act, although not sure it directly affects how you act.

>>726284332
you're making the right choice

Up

Trying to avoid past memories

I never really thought I had a "porn addiction" but I think maybe I did.. I definitely developed a tolerance, to the point that normal porn became boring and it got to the point where I became desensitized to everything and on one occasion even looked up and fapped to some illegal shit. I changed my behavior and stopped watching depraved porn but fuck, sometimes I feel like a monster and I can't talk to anyone about it.

>>726264488
college final project shit, regular homework and regular work