Feels thread? I have a story if anyone is interested.

>>726219996
Nah, kill yourself.

>>726220474
I know thank you

>>726219996
tell us your story , i hope it has nothing to do with relationship problems

>>726220709
I mean, its about a girl, but the story is much deeper than that

>>726219996
quit being a total faggot and get on with it

>be me about a half year ago,17 about to graduate
>have had drug problems from 9th-11th grade
>overdose one night and my parents put me in a ward
>Get clean for a while and focus on school
>at the end of my junior year I have to move states
>On the verge of relapsing, but contain myself
>parents are too drunk most of the time to be lucid
>put me into another fucking ward

Continue or too gay?

>>726221297
yawn

>>726221470
It gets better I promise
well not "better" but you know what I mean

>>726221297
ok and...

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>>726221491
Nah. Your story's pretty gay kid. Better just end it all.

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>>726219996

>everyone seems super friendly for a bunch of suicidal teens
>one girl sticks out to me as she is the first person to say hello
>really cute short blonde
>says hello in a super awkward but cute way
>walks by me once while I was waiting for my dad to finish signing me in
>too autistic to respond
>walks by again and says "okay we're gonna try this again, hello!"
>give her a smile and a hello and she goes back to playing uno
>get assigned my room and go and sleep for the rest of the day as I had been up the whole night before getting processed
>wake up to nurse asking me if I want a snack
>go and sit by everyone like the awkward autistic fuck I am
>the girl from earlier automatically comes and sits down next me
>asks me my age and how old I am

Please find odds below of meme ending to this story. Taking bets now
About tree fiddy 5-1
Jet fuel can't melt steel beams 11-1
Fresh prince of Bel air 38-3
All others 50-1

>>726221868
Do you need advice OP, or what.

>>726221297
>17

Nope, don't give a fuck.

Hopelessness begins around 27.

>>726222190
>dinosaur not 16 to 1

Disgrace

>tell her my name is anon and Im 17
>She says her name is Raven
>when I was a kid my favorite show was teen titans
>Thought it was amazing that her name was raven
>she says that her boyfriend is also 17
>get demoralized, but she is still coming off as super flirty
>we start talking while all of us are playing uno
>Likes all of the same music, books, video games
>Says she also wants to be an english teacher like me
>talk about the awkward shit, what brought us here and what not
>Says that her parents are super abusive and her whole family hates her
>Pretty similar situation to me
now at this place we couldnt leave the ward to get get lunch and dinner until you were cleared your doctor, stupid bitch didnt come until the next day, so they bring your food up to you
>Raven asks if she can stay and eat with me
>nurses say sure
>we eat our shitty hospital food together and keep
>the more and more she talks the more and more I like her
>when we finish our food and everyone comes back to the ward we watch a movie
>still talking the whole time
>other kids have to tell us to be quiet because we were laughing or talking too loud

>>726222190
gonna go with dinosaur

>>726222229
oh man you're so cool and grown up. I know because you made sure to tell us how uninterested you are in this childish place

>>726222190
No I just want to share this

>>726222329
OP. your story is dog shit. what do you need

>>726222229
Im 18 almost 19 now

>>726222190
I assure you this is not a meme post

>>726222451
Meme post confirmed

All original odds still in play

>>726222451
surely you must be joking

post the rest of the story

>>726222369
Don't know where you got that impression but when you're in your fucking teens you have more than ample time to turns things around.

It's when you're in your late 20s and haven't got anything together is when you are fucked.

>>726222671
>gets less useful as he gets older

Or...or you could be retarded.

>>726222671
True

>>726222502
My name's not Surely.

>>726222777
yee

>go to sleep thinking about her
>the next morning I could finally leave the ward
>go to breakfast and eat lunch with her and her weird ass friend
>dont care because I get to be with her
>go back to ward
>we had to do this shitty group stuff every day
>in the group it was about "self acceptance" and having confidence
>the lady gets to me and asks me what I like about myself
>cant really think of anything too autistic to speak
>she says "what if I told you that you're a very handsome young man"
>still too autistic, just say thanks and wait for the awkward silence to go away and she moves to the next person
>raven touches my hand and whispers to me and asks me if im okay
>tell her Im fine
>we get out of group and before we go to lunch she tells me that the lady was right
>ask her about what
>says that she thinks Im handsome
>autism kicks in even more
>smile and say thanks
>tell her that I think shes really beautiful
>as soon as I say it I automatically regret it as I remember she has a boyfriend

>>726222671
I turned my life around after fucking off in my twenties, it all depends on who you are and your own personal drive.
You are just a boo hoo faggot because you could not figure out how to do it.

>>726222756
Do you even understand what I'm saying you retard?

Do you understand what difference age can make when you're fucking up?

>>726222671
Im not saying I cant turn things around, this is just a feels thread man

>>726222872
she doesn't have a boyfriend. ask her if she strips.

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>All these edgy newfags trying to fit in

>>726222903
>you won't like me when I'm angry!

45 maybe. 30 is still pretty young friendo

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>>726222420
or you could kys

>>726223081
>all these edgy cynics trying to trumpet their disinterest

Op this better shamalan quick

>>726223180
Y-you too

>she smiles while I apologize
>says its okay
>kind of clams up whenever I ask her about her boyfriend
>dont want to pry and be annoying so I leave it alone
>Go to lunch and just enjoy being with her
>we get back to the ward
>says that she wants to tell me something
>says that shes in a pretty abusive relationship
>hes raped her and beats her
>tell her that she deserves so much more (I didnt mean me)
>tell her that she has to promise me that when she gets out she will tell someone
>after a while of playful arguing she agrees
>tells me that she really likes me
>try to not be autistic and say that I really like her too
>last girlfriend I had, we were together for two years
>the whole time she was cheating on me
>people tell me that she was cheating on me
>dont want to believe them
>thought I was in love, thought she loved me
>broke up with me by sending me a video of her fucking some dude
>tell her all of this
>have never opened up like this before
>feels really good, especially because its her

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>>726223242

>>726223311
>I believe everything she says while she sets me up for some huge BPD letdown...

well hopefully you'll never do THAT again

>inb4 2.5 kids and a dog

>>726223311
geezus fuck
falling in love in a psych ward
falls in love with broken bitch
it is an hero time for you kid

>>726221868

>>asks me my age and how old I am

This story is boring as fuck. OP kys

>>726223496
hey he has never had attention before

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get on with it bitch

>>726223559

>>726223118
Your 20s are when you have that social immunity of being an idiot.

>>726221297
Kill yourself you junky cunt. It's so fuckin easy to finish school (or live a life) wothout it. Fuck you.

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>>726223569

>tells me that she would never do anything like that
>would never do anything to hurt me
>makes a joke about punching my ex in the puss
>laugh and pay uno with her
>tells me she might be going home soon
>excited for her but sad she might leave soon
>we leave to go to bed
>tells me goodnight and to sleep well
>I tell her the same
>can barely sleep because Im thinking about her
>want nothing more than to be with her
>next day she says that shes gonna call her boyfriend and dump him when we have phonecalls at night
>so happy that she can finnaly try to let go of everything from before
>just want her to be happy
>she tells me that when she leaves shes gonn have to see her cousin
>apparently her cousin beats her up
>make a joke about punching her cousin in the nose
>she tells me that she likes to sing
>ask her to sing something
>has the most beautiful fucking voice in the world
I hear her voice almost every night I try to sleep
>tell her that it was amazing and she has an incredible voice
>denies it but smiles and looks at me
>we just stare at each other for a while
>want to kiss her so badly
>its against the rules to even touch in this place

>>726223559
oh whoops sorry
asked me my name

>>726223496
I know, its very stupid

>>726223643
>when people expect you to stop being lazy and its harder to take advantage


So in genuine functional issues - age makes no difference.

I'm getting severe autism, this story is taking too fucking long

>>726223860
How old are and how did you turn your life around?

Bump OPs story. I want to be like the mods and keep shit threads alive.

>we play another game of clue with some of the other kids that were in there
>normal day, eat lunch and dinner, watch another movie
>while we are watching a movie decide to give her my number and ask for hers in case she loses mine
>keeps my number clenched in her hand
>we go to sleep
>next day see that she has her fist clenched all day ask if shes angry
>opens her hand and shows me the paper I gave her
>she held onto the paper the whole rest of the time she was in there
>that night she says that she is either going to go home or another hospital as she lives like an hour away from this one
>says that she'll text me as soon as she gets her phone
>excited I still get one more day with her
>go to sleep a little sad but still filled with happiness

>>726224042
I feel like your anger comes from not from this thread but from severe deepset life issues

>>726224034
faced fears. came out worse for wear on the other end. happens to nearly everyone. infinity years

> I'm 29 and I still live at home.
> Failed everything.

>>726224274
Half and half.

>>726223860
It's also the age when you are no longer in school/training with peers your age, so no more compulsary gatherings.

If you haven't got any social skills by the time you're in your late 20s, it's really hard to get moving or even get a social group cos most people have made their social circles by then.

Where is the rest of the story, anon?

>>726224338
>infinity years

You're just a kid in school aren't you?

spend the whole day talking about what shes gonna do when she gets out
>on the top of that list is text me even though I wont be able to respond
>Still have no idea when Im gonna get out
>want to get out sooner so start participating in the groups and shit more
>at the end of the day she doesnt know when she is going to leave
>doesnt end up leaving until like 11 at night
>before we have to go to bed she asks the nurses if she can hug people good bye
>nurse says yes
>try to contain autism as she hugs me
>hug for a while nurse has to say "alright thats enough"
>smiles and says goodbye, she'll talk to me when she gets out
>tell her I hope she tells her mom what happened and everything goes okay with her cousin
>go to bed thinking up gay scenarios of just being with her
>very sad that shes gone, but it motivates me even more to get out

>>726224496
I suppose if a connected lifestyle is what you're after. You end up growing up coddled...which I guess is fine if you never run out of money ever again.

>>726224597
infinity and a half years

>>726224610
>11pm discharge

Gentle bullshit called

This story need a movie

>>726224665
>connected lifestyle

The fuck?

>>726224854
>social, social circles, connections, a lifestyle dependant upon connections

better?

>her weird friend is still there, and Ive made freinds with almost everyone else in there
>nothing can compare to taking to her though
>her weird friend tells me more about her, she used to be a cheerleader
>litteraly am creepy as fuck and only talk about her
>one night the girls at the end of the table say that me and this one girl should date
>say no that there is onlyone person Im looking forward to talking to when I get out
>all of the girls do the cringey "AWWWEEE" shit
>finally on my last day in there
>so excited to leave
>pack up all my shit in this shitty brown paper bag
>end up leaving at like 2:30
>Missed like two weeks of school, but I feel as if it were worth it, as I met raven

>>726224991
That's so raven OP. At least you sped up a little

Bet she kills self

>>726225052
hopefully that wasn't the punchline

Op fucking kill yourself underaged cunt

>>726224952
Oh right, you must be one of the anons who's so proud of being an austist loner that thinks the whole world is beneath him.

>dependant upon connections

You know that's how the whole world turns right?

>my dad picks me up and we drive the 30 minutes back home
>can barely sit still
>make it home say hello to mom
>bring my shit up to my room and ask if I can have my phone back
>says sure give me a min
>waiting on my bed with an autistic smile on my face
>gives me my phone I power it up
you may have guessed it
>no texts but thats okay because I still have her number right?
>wrong, look where I put her number in my book that I was using for a bookmark so I didnt lose it
>no where to be found
>start freaking out dont know what to do
>decide that maybe she doesnt have her phone back
>decide to wait a few days

>>726225052
damn it carlos

>>726225310
Yep. right in the feels.

(I thought it was money?)

>wait a week, then a month goes by
>start being crazy, lookig for her on face book, twitter
>at a certain point start to think that she doesnt exsist
>feel crazy and think that I made her up
>look through obituaries
>read all of the news for my area and where she said she lived
>no where, its like she never exsisted

Thats about the end, I kept looking for a few months, just waiting every day, start to think maybe her boyfriend did something or she killed her self, but I could find nothing
everyday I still blame myself if something happened to her, I graduated and started college a few months ago, but every day Im still just waiting for that text, I dont even care if she liked me or not
I just want to know shes okay

>>726225330
turns out it was all a dream

Lets find her no joke

>>726225645
she is fine anon. well probably not "fine" but she hit the street running, guaranteed

>>726225330
You done goof'd

>>726225715
I tried, its like she never exsisted

>>726225778
time to move on. you didn't lose anything you had.

>>726225867
I know I did, but everyday I hope for that text you know?

>>726225936
>i did move on but everyday I don't move on.

oh yeah?

>>726225993
You can move on but still hope for something

Hey, we're on 4chan. If these autists can track down a flag that could have been anywhere in the world, we can track down a girl. Why don't we help?

>>726226032
I think the anon is right, I should probably move on

>>726223730
Waiting for Rick Astley now

>>726226029
Not really. Psychiatrists call that "false hope". It kills the man.

>I'm going to defend my behaviour because I already know how to get better I just can't get better

Are you in therapy?

>>726226197
Not anymore

>>726226237
It isn't a bad thing

>>726226271
I tried it, too expensive and I have to focus on school

>>726226317
>I tried it...educational constructs are more important than my physical and mental well being. I cba to track down the numerous community alliances for mental illness

Go on...

OP she probably killed herself when she didn't hear from you. You should probably do the same.

>>726226440
I can worry about myself after I graduate

>>726225645
gaaaayyyy wasted my boner

>>726226032
Anon doesn't do crap anymore, and you know it.

>>726226503
this

please live stream suicide faggot

>>726226606
Sorry dude

>>726226552
>my mental breakdown will come when I'm relaxed...not in the center of stressful life events where it will screw up my entire direction as an adult.

Best of luck moron.

>>726226761
I think I'll be okay, mentally Im fine now

>>726226805
I'm sure diagnosing yourself the rest of your life will work, look at us.

>too lazy to do anything so here are all of my justifications

>>726224348
>still live at home
You'd fucking hope so

>>726226909
Maybe Ill start therapy again, but only if I feel the need to for now I truly am okay

>>726226920
right??

(captcha just kicked into smart gear...I have to pick grammatically incorrect sentences lol)

>>726227017
>truly not all the feelings I just described to strangers on the internet for a 30min respite from my lonliness

mmmokay. I believe you.

should make a film out of this anon

god damn feels threads on /b/ during the day really fucking suck thanks to all of these stupid "lel kys" faggots

>>726227168
gator 3

>>726227130
This is a way to fix loneliness for a bit yea I guess, but I also just wanted ti share a story

>>726227250
>I'm doing exactly what you said but I'm also not doing exactly what you said so I'm fine.

Therapy

>>726225645
Just call the place where the two of you were.
Ask if they have her nummer/adress.
Bingo


Dumb junky kids

>>726227392
say you are the cops, and her husband is in jail

>>726227459
This sounds like a great idea

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>>726227392
lol op took years to come to this conclusion

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>>726219996

>>726227671
Because its not like the information is confidential or anything

>>726227168
the crazy feeling

>>726227794
excuses

>>726227794
You just have to tell them you're the guy she hugged a really long time. Places like that are very sympathetic

>>726227866
I wanted to try that but they'd think I was creepy or something

>>726222229
Off by 7

Also OP's a fucking faggot and a stupid cunt

>>726227923
Because that doesnt sound autistic "y-yea Im that guy that that girl raven hugged for a long time, do you have her moms number on record because Im in love with her"

>>726227932
they might call the creepiness police

>>726227974
>18 yo senior btw

>>726228006
he was just in a psyche ward...i think they would understand

>>726228182
We werent even aloud to give each other our personal info so I dont think they would give it to me

>>726228280
you sure do think a lot of things

how much do you do?

fuck man that was

>>726228006
better than sitting with your thumb up your as saying "im to cool for this, my street cred will end up bombed"

>>726228436
Spot on.

>>726228280
that makes 0 sense. I was in psych ward and I added half of the people I met their on facebook

>>726228584
facebook isn't personal information

>>726228584
So I should call a mental ward and ask them for this girls info?

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>>726228662

>>726228727
yes dude

>>726228727
well don't just call /A/ mental ward. call the one you went to.

>>726228967
you guys are just setting me up to look like an autistic sperg

>>726229148
confidence issues

>>726229148
pretty sure you've got that covered OP. We're just trying to help

>>726229495
When I had to call the place a week after I left for like my "checkup call" you call the number and leave a message and they get back to you like a day later, and you have to have a reason to call them, you have to say what the reason is in the message you leave

Call and say she gave you the herp. She'll call you...problem solved.

>>726229148
call her and say how you need a number for an old friend

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I've got one.
>be me
>be 16
>sitting with friend, being happy
>Sudden loud pop
>friend stares at me, Emotionless
>slumped over, dead
>hit the ground, not wanting to die today

Continue my faggot shit?

>>726229774
Im too much of a pussy

>>726229774
and by her I mean the ward you were in

>>726229890
Please, if you really care for her you'll stop at nothing....

>>726223559
Kek

>>726221297
too

g
a
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>>726229826
nope

>>726229826

>Get sent to somme
>place is a hell hole, Mud everywhere
>Told most the men in this sector dont make it out alive
>fuck.1910versionofjpg
>Sudden whistle is heard, and a cplunk
>'GAS, GAS, MASKS, QUICK BOYS'
>Scrumble for my gas mask
>faggot private steals it
>pee on my hankie, strap it around my face
>run to frontlines, to see whats going on
>soldier plunges at me
>choking on his on vomit
>i hold him, not wanting to let go
>he dies in my arms
>couldnt move, only sit and hold his dead body
>most of the men are dead, and the germans advance
>take me prisoner, march me across no mans land
>flung into makeshift cell

>>726229826
go on faggot. Kill yourself

>>726230532
i tried that back at loos

>>726230525
OPs story was crap, But at least it wasn't BS

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it appears no one wants to hear the story on how i fought on the front

>>726227392
This
OP is gay

>>726230827
You told us a million times already grandpa

>>726225645
Fuck you, anon, your story sucked, first greentext I've scrolled through just to get to the end. You fucking suck, I hope she's fucking some Chad and forgot a beta like you.

>>726231197
>apply burn cream directly to ass

>>726225645
>feel crazy and think that I made her up

I can relate to that. Don't worry OP it's just irrational fear.

>>726231197
I just hope shes happy

>>726231389
check women's shelters in the area. bet she is sucking the life out of one of those somewhere