Ask a permanent alcoholic anything.

Do you need help?

>>726165148
Maybe, but I don't want help. My mom insists on it, though.

>>726165063
What are you, some kind of quitter? Didn't high school gym class teach you anything?

>>726165063
do you admit that you're powerless over alcohol, and your life has become unmanageable?

>>726165063
Dad? Is that you?

Well good luck to you.

If you ever feel like you do want help, there's plenty of other drunks out there that will have your back.

>>726165270
I ditched traditional gym class but did love swimming. Unfortunately no pools around where I live now.
>>726165272
Yes, but don't care.

>>726165357
I wish I had children.
>>726165408
Thanks. Reminds me of the movie Factotum.

/b/ro, i just quit. It was bad. 6+ nights a week for 6 years i was at it. Its only been 7 days, and the first 3 were hardest. Ive havent gone a week without drinking for at least 4 years.i feel great. If i can do it, anyone can. I /b/elieve in you anon.

when did you give up on life?

>>726165729
Thanks for the encouragement, but given I've been drinking heavily since 20 and now nearing 30, I feel like it's too late.

>>726165783
Conflicting career interests, social anxiety that led to deep depression, still living at mum's house.

Do you take drugs ??

>>726165868
never too late

>>726165868
Its only too late if youre dead, man. If you can't do it on your own get the help you need.

>>726165063
>Ask a permanent alcoholic anything.

seek help before you waste any more time!!

>>726165181
kys

waddup gavin

>>726166024
I love marijuana. If it was legal in my state I'd take it over alk every single time. Also I'm an acid casualty from ten years ago, but I've improved from the ego death.
>>726166039
>>726166091
Thanks for the encouragement.

>>726165672
Never seen it, will have to check it out some time.

I'm almost 7 months dry, and it's not as bad as I thought it would be. This is coming from a dude who would go through 2 handles of vodka a week of just my regular drinks i.e. not counting the beers I used to drink while driving or in the shower, the wine I'd crush when I went to get me and someone else a 'refill', the shooters I would have stashed in jacket pockets and places like the glove box etc. Bad business.

That shit went on every day and every night for ten years before I finally gave up fighting and put it down. Best decision I could have made. Lost 20 lbs like it was nothing and feel pretty okay in the mornings.

I know you won't have a chance of stopping until you decide that you want to, and no amount of pressure will change that. Just know that if you ever do want to stop, there's lots of people who know exactly what you're going through and will help you without being judgemental.

Borderline alcho here
I know your feelings

>tfw you're trying to get drunk and you're worried about not having enough

>>726166420
This is legit. This is 7 day guy from above. This is so encouraging to see.

>>726166420
Thanks for the very informative and personal post. Moreso than Factotum I'd recommend Smashed as far as films on alcoholism go, and tha't snot just because I'ma huge Mary Elizabeth Winstead/Aaron Paul fan. Also I get you on the gaining weight thing. I'm 6'3" and used to be 180 lb but have ballooned up to 230 lb since my habit and it sucks ass. Worst of all it's collected in my abdomen area.

>>726166420
Semi-drunk here
How do you get through boredom?
That's why I drink

I get home and then have to life with hours upon hours of literal nothingness
It's like living in a blank room with a bottle being the only way out
Who could blame me?

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>>726166679
>and you're worried about not having enough
So. Fucking. True.

>>726166920
Do you rotate your liquor stores so the clerk doesn't know?

That was a trick I thought I was so slick with. Like the cashier doesn't figure out that the tall disheveled guy buying a handle of svedka and 10 shooters every Monday at 5:07 pm isn't a fucking mess lol.

>>726167154
That's the exact problem I have aside from the depression. The only solution I have that comes close is playing vidya while listening to podcasts. It's fucking mind-numbing.

I can't drink for shit, how do I handle strong spirits?

>>726167154
Boredom is by far the worst part for me.

I play video games, drink a lot more coffee, chain smoke cigarettes for now because fuck it, it's better than picking up.

I work long hours which kinda helps too.

>>726165063
Don't worry OP. Alcoholic here as well.

Army definitely didn't help my problem.

>>726167604
Find one that you like, and drink it the way you like.

Kinda like whisky but not straight? Mix with coke or ginger ale. Want it stronger than that? Make a old fashioned. Still stronger? Get good whisky and drink it on the rocks/up.

If you can't handle it, you'll learn to lol.

>>726167566
do I know you?

>>726167468
OMG that's exactly what I do anon. Thankfully I live in a shitty area with a number of liquor stores around so I have enough for rotation. I couldn't bear the thought of facing a cashier that knew I was a total drunk.

>>726167154
Yeah man, it's totally the boredom for me. When I'm busy I don't even think about drinking, but I was recently laid off and I just say "fuck it, not like I have anything to do tomorrow"

>>726167894
Don't worry, they know.

>>726167875
I don't know how I would know anybody, I'm an antisocial fuck, but it's nice to have a kindred spirit.

>>726165868
I started drinking heavily when I was 16. By the time I was old enough to legally drink, it was out of control. Lost all my friends, didn't work for a long time, and I was a complete introvert. Not too mention the trips to the E.R. from vomiting insane amounts of blood and alcohol poisoning.
I'm 30 now and in 11 days I'll be 6 months sober. Getting sober is the hardest part, after that it gets easier. (at least for me)
Best of luck, Anon. You can do it if you want to.

Why do you anons drink? For me it's boredom, being lonely, no friends no gf, shirty job with shit pay, and living with my parents. But sometimes I wonder if I did fix all these things would it really matter? I honesty believe all of that is what I'm running from but at the same time, I'm not so sure. To be fair it's only been the last year that I've really picked up my drinking.

Another thing too, is AA a good place to pick up chicks? How much are these women? I'm considering it but it seems like a dick move plus I definitely don't want to wife an alcolihc whore

>>726168126
it's just that my bestie is an antisocial fuck that fills their time with vidya and podcasts. on top of that this thread may have drawn their interest. the chances of you being the person i'm taking about are crazy slim, though

>>726167871
Can anyone tell me a good spirit that goes well straight and blends well in a mix with coke or soda or something?

>>726168542
evan williams whiskey. delicious and cheaper than jack

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>>726168626
I'll check it out, thanks m8

>>726168542
Bourbon.

>>726168276
If you're into super religious chicks I assume AA wouldn't be too bad, but that's not my kind of girl so I've never tried.

>>726168626
>evan williams whiskey
I've had an entire handle of that shit. Good ass times.

>>726168542
I like wild turkey 81. I can drink it straight but it's not expensive enough where I feel bad mixing it if need be.

B/ro. I am 23 days clean of a 7 year addiction to vodka. I would kill a handle of Smirnoff daily. Before work, on the way in, at work, on the way home, at home after work. It was a never ending wave of vodka.
I finally gave up. And like previous anons have said, the first 3 days suck ass. But after that, you appreciate not feeling like shit. You appreciate the savings since you stop spending anywhere from 30 to 60 dollars a day on Smirnoff and beer. And best of all, your people around you notice and support you.
I used to drink a half gallon a day. And I did so for over 3 years straight.
I quit cold turkey and didn't die
Look up the symptoms of what your body will do if in fact you shouldn't quit cold turkey
But even at my horrendous intake of alcohol, I was still ok quitting cold turkey.
If you want to quit, you can. And w out rehab or AA or a therapist.
Good luck, b/rother. I have tremendous faith in you

>>726169041
ew + rc cola = best drank ever

>>726169477
Rum for me
Rum and coke is easy as fuck to drink to oblivion

>>726168905
Oh yeah I forgot about that religion bullshit, but I really need to get laid

>>726169433
Did you ever get DTs?
Hallucinations?

>>726169433
The thing is, I recently went on a week-long sabbatical from liquor and in the end I still ended up craving a good drink. The physical withdrawals don't bother me nearly as much as the nagging feeling to take a swig of vodka or whatever.

>>726167566
Yep, you got it

I try to play vidya
But it's like 8:30 and I'm so fucking tired of being awake but I can't sleep

But if I drink, I can go 8 hours just enjoying every bit of life
Music? God's own choir
Movies/TV? So profound

>>726169952
Neither. There are signs that you shouldn't quit cold turkey. Like dts and hallucinations. Fevers. Stuff like that. It just felt like most intense hangover. That lingered for about a week. And then. Boom. Fixed. I still have half a handle and six leinies. But it'll be months before I touch a drink again. I literally could not feel better. I hope some of you see that there is a way out. Dont up and quit today. But dont let it control your life or future.

>>726169982
I know that feel, b/ro. But just find some pot and use that, if you're op. He said he likes to get high. Ive absolutely used dabs to help me stay off. During the initial quitting stage of cold turkey, I only allowed myself like 3 dabs a day. Now im back to business as usual w .75g a day but I dont even think about alcohol.

>>726165063
Have you ever tried shrooms? Won't work for every kinda alcoholic, but it helped me.

>>726165063
what ddo you do for a living?
do you drink at work?
how many times did you wake in a new place and you didn't know where you are or how you got there?

>>726170682
shrooms also helped me get my live somewhat sortet

>>726170451
It's OP you're talking to, and the only thing stopping me from using weed instead is the social anxiety I talked about earlier in the convo. How do I ask about it without seeming like a narc or weirdo?

>>726170224
I'm just so bored, mate

I've been sober for weeks at a time without consequence. But that's when I have something to do.

If it's day to day life, I need to release once and a while to just enjoy things.

I'm glad you got sober. I know the strength that you feel when you've been sober for a while. Your mind is clear and your body doesn't complain at all

But for me, I don't think I'll ever be totally sober
I need booze to relax my mind enough to enjoy media.

I've been dry for 4 years. Tonight is the night I throw it away because fuck it.

>>726170682
I've always wanted to try shrooms but have never been given the opportunity.
>>726170717
I'm a full time architectural student.
no work but I need to get an internship soon.
More times than I'd like to count.

>>726171036
By going to the dispensary and making a purchase

>>726171276
Don't do it mate

I'm just a casual alco but I know it gets easier the longer you go

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>>726168905
I keep wondering if I can meet a girl sex addiction meetings

>>726170944
I got over my friend passing away with shrooms.

>>726171652
Tell me about your life old fucking fag

>>726171533
If only it were that easy, but I'm in Illinois which is one of the toughest states on medi.

>>726171734
They really say that shrooms (or acid) can help all kind of psych problems

Ego death can be a hell of a thing

>>726171807
>Tell me about your life old fucking fag
My life is good. great job, kids in college, nasty ex-wife, hot girlfriend. I've had a good life after I quit drinking.

>>726171913
Ha half gallon a day/now 3 weeks sober anon checking in from IN

I never drank much but have been doing heroin for the last four years

I've been sober the last like five months after doing two months in jail and three in treatment.

The urges never go away. It's crazy... You gotta completely change the way you live and that's the hardest part..

I've literally lost everything

>>726171913
Listen, go to the most liberal college within driving distance. Find the first white dude you see with dreads. Trustafarians will never let you down.

>>726171420
Grow it, it's simple and not crazy like growing pot. It helps some people. Look into it

>>726172245
Never do heroin, god damn it

Opioids are cheat codes to life

>>726172245
>You gotta completely change the way you live and that's the hardest part..
You have to change play grounds, play mates, and play things. True.

>>726165213
Your mom will probably never understand this, but you cannot get help until you are ready and willing to receive help. Don't give in.

>>726172245
I've never done anything cept weed. But I Ian's gone with how depressed I get, the warms cloud from the dragon would make for an easy exit. If you know what I mean.

>>726172177
Jelly tbh

Look, I'm drunk, so I'm not going to be as specific as I could be otherwise.

Post about shit you've learned? Or just enjoyed?
I'm a not-so-young fag. Almost 30.
End of career so close.

>>726171934
I got my next trip ready. My gf of 14 years left me, since birthday is in May I'll be tripping at the casino (I know not advisable but I play better craps)

>>726172611
Best lesson. Never fucking get married. Never. Then you won't have to drink so much just to make it to the next day at your shit job

>>726172712
Do it in nature if you can
Find a park or something man

Tripping in an empty natural place is fucking life changing

Casinos are dirty busy stressful places.
They exist to steal money

Try for nature if you can

>>726172860
>>726172712
Hints why she was gf for 14 years, never get married

>>726172712
>gf 14ywars
Holy shit that's a longtime. Maybe she wanted you to put a ring on it? Got tired and left. But after 14 years it must be something else...
>Tldr: you dodged a bullet mate

>>726172860
I feel like a loser to say that if I had the girl I want, I'd be ok with marriage
She's like me, see?

My best bud got married recently.
We used to live together
I feel the shit end of marriage
His marriage is still going on now.
I like the wife enough, but man she's crazy and the divorce is just a timebomb

You got a friend like that? Someone you can say is family?

>>726172611
No great wisdom, I learned the hard way that alcohol was behind all my problems. I came to that realization sitting in the Broward County Jail.
I was 25 years old and earlier that evening I killed my brother and 2 friends while I was driving drunk. I blew a .28 BAC.
I realized that night that every problem I'd ever had was because of drugs and alcohol. I was through.

>>726173056
We fought too much and I truck drive so I wasn't home.... it sucks but I got my money still (happend 3 days ago)

>>726173158
Some people just wired differently. Get two opposite wires touching inside the same wall...fucking flames bro.

>>726173308
I know how that is true for you

But I'm living a quiet homebody life
My biggest threat to my life and others is posting something stupid on FaceBook

I'm just so fucking bored

But I also get what you're saying
When I'm sober for a few weeks, I feel really good
Strong, and willing to do anything

But if there's nothing to do, I need alcohol to live another day

>>726173378
You did the right thing. Women are fucking creatures man. Drive hard, drive safe. The road appreciates you more and so do I anon. So, do I.

My mother is an alco, going on over 30+ years now. Still slams the wine. It's... sad.

>>726173855
It's amazing what the human body can endure huh.

>>726173855
Life is sad

>>726173736
Means alot to me...
home is new Jersey and I'm in Clarksville AR. At least it's not nyc or California

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>>726173668
I get what you mean about Facebook. I'm friends with an uncle, aunt, and half-sister that barely even talk to me. The only time i ever post is when I'm shitfaced and I always wake up nervous about whatever stupid shit I said.

>>726167723
MOS?

>>726170682
for me shrooms made me more alcoholic... but I get what u mean

well it's not a question but on February 26th my dad finally succumbed to liver disease after a long 12 years of being jaundiced and gross, having to have fluid drained from himself constantly, and losing all control of his bowel movements. you should get help, not for yourself but for those who care about you.

>>726174179
Yea, fuck NYC. This vodka chug is for you. I got some bullshit with coffee in it. Ain't that a bitch?

>>726174417
I know that exact feel

When I was younger, I trained myself but logging out of social media

Now my drunk-self (i.e. me) is better trained.
No posting of anything.

Doesn't help sober-me worrying about it

Hangovers have anxiety as a symptom.
Knowing that has helped me.
Feeling guilty doesn't mean you did anything wrong

>>726174690
Good to know... didn't want it to be a claim.

>>726174417
>>726175331
I've been fb free since last august. It's fucking amazing. Would you be willing to wear a shirt that says "Facebook free since x days"?

>>726175240
Coffee and vodka??? Mixed???? I can see maybe as a chaser? Hot vodka r u kidding

>>726175666
Nice trips, Satan

But nope.
I use FB solely as a meeting system
Have a party? Coordinate through FB

But just fucking around? Never

>>726165729
How much would you drink in a night?

>>726175752
Nah man this shit called Dizzy Three coffee flavored vodka. It's not bad tasting just stupid you have to drink a lot to feel anything and it's late so I hope it's not really coffee to keep me awake. If I'm still awake I will smoke some hash. I'm trying not to because I have a chest cold. The vodka I imagine is killing whatever bacteria I got.

Was a major alcoholic back in the day, also was strung out on Rx at the time.

Now I just drink casually, but I can still kill a 12 pack in one night.

>>726165729
Are you lucky with women since you spend a lot of time at bar?

Ive been drinking a pint of cheap vodka every night for years. How fucked am i.

This is my first ever post on here always been a lurker but its time. I'm an alcoholic and i know it. I recently lost my girlfriend of two years semi to alcohol, also due to her cheating. This week i lost my job due to it. Still live at home and trying to find a new job but do to my social anxiety and depression its hard to even want to do anything at all and i generally havent lately. I can drink a 30 a night and its eating my savings. Without my girlfriend, and she was also my best friend, and loosing her out of nowhere fucked me more than anything else. My parents are handicapped and i pretty much gotta take care of them and its alot harder than mostly anyone can really understand. At this point alcohol is really the only thing that makes life tolerable. Any advice? I also dont smoke weed but smoke alot of cigs now.

>>726176956
Also i often buy a can of Monster as a mixer. Im not sure which is worse for me.

>>726177086
I will tell you from experience that alcohol consumption DOES magnify the symptoms of anxiety and depression.

Start there

>>726177086
Find the small things in life

That helped me when I was in my bad place

Like when I rode the bus, I used to watch the clouds interact with the sun
When I could have a book, I sat under a tree and read it

Find beauty
Absolutely, find beauty

Whether it's the sun and clouds or the wind in the trees
Just one thing per day.
Find beauty in it

Cooking is one thing too.
Or maybe cobwebs. Or sun in the window when you wake up
Just anything. Every being needs Beauty to live

>>726172712
>tripping in a casino
you are retadred
kys

>>726177806>>726177458
Thanks guys i didnt think I'd actually get a reply. Where did you guy's start? First actions?

>>726178462
Start drinking?

I had a few beers at HS graduation, of course.
But my first real drink was around 23
And then it gradually grew as I needed more and more to distract myself from reality

Alcohol became a break from the strain of living my life
Even now

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>>726165063
How do you know that your alcoholism is permanent?

>>726178917
If you die trying to stop

>>726179192
That's why you wean off, useless fuck.

>>726179474
For a lot of people, one drop means black out drinking
It's either cold turkey or nothing

>>726165063

I've gradually decreased my alcohol down to 1 bottle of wine a week. Used to get drunk after work, hangover next day, go back to drinking the following day. I drank vodka, whisky, beer, wine, didn't matter. Did that for like 2 or 3 years.

Rotated liquor stores so they wouldn't recognize me... but they probably did.

Trying to go half bottle of wine a week.. then stop altogether.

>>726178917
Not OP. But have been sober for 6 days now. In and out of AA and the likes. Back in AA again. I know my alcoholism is perminent b.c. I can't stop drinking once I start be it 2 hours to 16 hours plus. I let it run my life didnt care about anything but when I was gonna get drunk or high again. Fucked all my relationships up except a few that havent given up on me. I literally think about drinking at least a dozen times a day.

>>726165063
do you have a fat sister i can fugg?

>>726178462
Went to one AA meeting of my own volition.

Was very sobering (no pun intended.)

You sit in a room with a bunch of guys who still give alcohol full control of their lives, but in such a reverse way.

Sit in one of those meetings, then youll have something to look forward to the next time you feel like throwing caution to the wind

I drink 6 strong beers 8% ABV per night, 6 nights a week. Otherwise it's 2 bottles of wine or 7 shots of liquor. If it's cheap beer I'll need at least 8 if not 10 or so to get drunk.

I've driven black out drunk, got home safe magically. No DUIs, but I don't have a car anymore so that's not an issue.

I have woken up in someone else's apartment before. I have urinated my bed and carpet a couple times. I've gotten into nasty arguments with my gf a couple times when drunk.

I used to be a happy drunk who could control his shit now I tend to either pass out or get angery drunk. I want to stop but I love the escape of alcohol and it helps me sleep at night because I have gnarly back pains from a car accident a few years ago.

This has been going on for about 2 years. I could quit without DTs but I want to keep going since I'm in college atm.

>>726172556
so your advice is..
keep drinking until you want?

>>726165063
You're not alone op. Quitting is the most horrifying think ever, I'm pretty cucked by liquor at this point in time and drink just so I don't have to experience the disturbing withdrawal. Fucking scary place man

>>726178917
I've gone sober for weeks at a time and the craving just keeps coming back.
>>726181336
I have a slightly chubby older sis all my guy friends really dug but she's taken.
>>726184327
I know what you mean. Sometimes when I quit after a huge bender I get serious shakes. Thanks for the kind words.

>>726185303
>she's taken.
thanks anyway

thread dead yet?

>>726185718
I'm still here if anyone has any other ?'s. Just got back from picking up two handles.

>>726185303
For me it's the shakes and delirium that fucks me up, it's literally like hell. Plus the fact that you've turned alcohol into your best friend and they're just gone in an instant? Man I hate this

What amount makes a person an alcoholic? I usually have a beer at night, not everyday but most days a week

>>726171652
Not OP - Never used AA. Seems a bit to culty to me. Plus isn't there some religious bullshit involved?

I'm off the drink now - I was bingeing regularly and then had a health scare which was the kick up the ass I needed.

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>>726186340
I know what you mean. I drink all my stuff, then the buzz wears off, and then I'm like where TF did you go?
>>726186415
Don't know but I've graduated to five tall boys or a fifth of vodka a night.

>>726186340
And I need to go to sleep but didn't make it to the liquor store in time so I already know for a fact that sleep paralysis and the shadow people are gonna pay me a visit

>>726186415
One beer?

You're fine, bro.

>>726186629
OP here - AA is deeply steeped into religious nonsense. The whole kick is that you have to give yourself over to a higher power. If you're not religious, they'll try to trick you into making that higher power Jeebus.

>>726165063
I don't even want help. I too am permanently alcoholic, but it feels good. I watch as my life crumbles into cigarette ash and i just enjoy & embrace nihilism

>>726165063
Do you like the "should I suck a log of shit out of andysixx's asshole" meme?

>>726186415
Any amount technically. Alcoholism being unable to control your drinking. If you HAVE to drink one beer a night you are technically a alcoholic. But it's not a problem.

>>726186879
Thanks man. It's not so big here in the UK as in the US. I'll steer clear of them though.

>>726187034
I wish I could embrace total nihilism but it only ends up in my mom and younger sister threatening to kick me out or call the cops.
>>726187068
Haven't heard of it but I loved the copypasta about that one dude who took a tree trunk shit in his gf's parents' bathroom.

>>726187408
No prob, broheim from across the way.

My best friend quit drinking like 112 days ago. I know because he keeps telling me. He is atheist af and now he walks around acting self righteous talking about higher power and shit. Is AA an cult?? If so wouldn't it be more fun if everyone was just fucking wasted?

>>726187694
AA is a cult

But it's worth it if you can free yourself from the fucking bottle

Jesus I lvoe it

>>726187412
Fuck it. Kick me out but let me get my beers out the fridge

>>726187694
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Yep, AA is a fucking cult. I watched it suck up my dad and it fucking sucked. I'd take a wasted drunk over a self-righteous AA indignant any day.

>>726187828
So if you don't play in to the Jesus mumbo jumbo, what is your "higher power" ? Do you just pretend to be Christian or is your higher power something different? Explain.

>>726165063
how does it feel to have a permanent dick attached your face OP

>>726165729
Good looks bro. Keep it up.

>>726188155
Apparently you're supposed to make one up, but AA has such a cultish religious mentality that they'll pressure you into making said higher power Jeebus.
>>726188229
You mean like stapled to my face? I wouldn't know, but if it was Domino Pressly's or Bailey Jay's I guess I wouldn't mind too much.

We all die from something. No matter what you will die. Even if you die at 99+ years, on your deathbed, in your childhood home, surrounded by your loved ones and everyone you ever met, you will die alone (meaning you will be the only one dying) and it will suck bad. It will hurt wether it is heart failure or whatever. You might as well spend your minuscule life experiencing as much as you can. I happen to chose being completely drunk all the time. It gives me solace.

>>726189204
Donnie Darko was the first time I realized we all indeed die alone. It sucked my soul dry realizing the director/writer was a one-hit wonder.

I am a functioning alcoholic. Sure, I'm not a millionaire. I'm just your average person. I just like to think of myself as Denzel Washington in "Flight". I am a functioning alcoholic. But not like in the movies where you can obviously tell the person is drinking. I am discreet, and I am generally in a better mood when I'm drunk. I don't see it as a problem. I wish i could drink & it be as socially accepted as a cigarette break.

>>726189637
Donnie Darko is why I started drinking.. nah jk it's cuz my dad molested me

>>726189779
I've been meaning to see Flight. It's supposed to be really good but I'm a lazy fuck, prob due to my drunkenness.

>>726190118
Moar

I am currently drinking MIller HIgh life. It is 1:58 am Monday, March 20th. I drink high life because it's cheap. $3.75 for 2 32oz. Cans. I hate it to be honest. Cheap swill, if nothing more. I steal a Heineken 22oz glass every time I buy the miller so at least there's that. I wish I made more money but I guess that's why I drink at work.

I work at a casual bar/grill. My boss knows im alcoholic and not only gives me beer but allows me to drink whenever I want. I fucking literally get paid to drink kegs all day

>>726190718
Have you heard of Steel Reserve? Literally the best ALC content to dollar ratio if you don't want to go full liquor handles like my dumbass.

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Fuck you pussies, I just got here! This thread is not dead because I'm drinking, AND THIS JUST TURNED INTO A DRIKING THREAD. Pussy AA motherfuckers leave.

>>726191768
Steel reserve, I feel bad for the negroswho drink that swill.

>>726192024
OP here, I doubt you could outdrink me.

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If you are in AA, kindly fuck off. I enjoy being the worst kind of human possible.

>>726192183
>>726192183
I'm not even trying to measure dicks here man, I'm sure there is plenty of room under the table for you

So here's the story /b/ I always buy 2 32 miller high life's for $3.75. Every day I do this multiple times. I don't give a fuck about fucking steel reserve. This is who I am. Every time I do this I steal a 22oz Heineken. Right stay with me. After drinking all day I made another stop to my local wawa and i did the usual. Not until I got in the car did I realize I stole the WRONG beer. Not only am I stuck with a pusslight platinum , now I got you fags telling me how stupid I am.

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>>726193719
Forgot pic,,

>>726193719
lol

in the same boat, man.

except for the stealing

I'm drinking myself to death now :( Canadian Mist what was your poison

>>726193719
hahaha I had a friend that would do that shit. We called 24 oz Fence posts. He'd buy one but steal like 3 or 4 at a time.

2y6mo sober. so many excuses in this thread. stop saying you NEED. its poison. stop putting it in your body your problems will solve themselves. fucking cry baby degenerates.take some responsibility for your own actions. dont go to the liquor store. dont go to the bar. stop being pieces of shit.

>>726165063
So yeah, the moral of the story is.. Don't be a quitter, follow your dreams wether they be sober, alcoholic or somewhere inbetween. If you feel as though you drink too much, drink less. If not enough, vice versa. AA is evil and they only want to use you for ulterior motives. If you truly want to quit drinking look inside your own self and you will find that you had the power to quit all along. It is truly up to you, not 4chan, full of alcoholic people like me

>>726192024
what a dickhole

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>>726195232
What, do u have feelings? Here? On 4chan?

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>>726195516
get your drunk ass to bed

>>726194782
You recite that as if it was the national anthem 2y6mo... tell me truly, do you miss the taste of alcohol??

>>726195613
Wat now ur my mom?? Wat is it with u phaggots why can't we just drink and be miserable like our forefathers? Is it because you might actually have four fathers??

>>726195711

sometimes. but that was the past. once veil is lifted it doesnt matter. i had all the same excuses. its all bullshit. drunk people are sloppy and weak, uncoordinated and loud and vapid. pissing your own bed? crashing your fucking car? give me a break.

>>726196489
It's funny,my best friend did these same things. Crashed his car etc.. I have never done these things. I'm not saying I'm perfect, I'm far from it. My life is not great, not bad. I cannot escape the batsignal of alcohol that calls me even when I sleep. Even worse I like to be drunk and dysfunctional all the time. I'm not saying I act a fool or anything I just prefer to be drunk all the time

Alcohol withdrawal is one of the few kinds of withdrawal that you can actually die from. Fun fact. Not telling you to stop. I'm drinking right now and still coming off some lsd from last night. I just thought it was interesting.

>>726165063
idk but i want that up my ass.

I feel like i am inadvertently looking for answers to something I already know. I drink because I am miserable, hate my life etc. nothing can change that. No higher power. I don't know the answers sway but I think I need to just look myself hard in the mirror and asks me "do you want to change" my answer will always be no because i love to drink beer but sometimes I wonder if maybe I could live a better life

>>726197208
I enjoyed that thank you

>>726197208
That might even be a fitting death

>>726165272
Hurr durr 12 stepping spastic detected