feels thread again please

>>725562159
Go to bed early you doofus. Cos when you're sleeping there's no lonely times, just dreams.

>>725562405
Unless the dreams are about the shit you're trying to escape.

>>725562499
they always are

She still doesn't love me. She never will.
I know that, we both know that.
Why both of us needs each other so much?
Cause she hates herself, she needs someone who doesn't hate her.
But she can't love me. She can't love anyone.

>>725563245
That was so gay.

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>>725563577
Made me cringe but it's true

b-bump?

So a year or so ago I was in a bad spot emotionally. I was stuck with some terrible roomates, who I really couldnt sleep at all. Somehow as an escape from that place, a thing to occupy my time while stuck with them and their nightlong parties, I joined an internet chat.

On this place I met some cool people, but one of those people, one day, we just clicked.

I was telling a story about this guy I met. We started talking, moved to private messages, kept talking. Soon we were talking more, every week. Once a day. More and more.

We talked about nearly everything, or it felt that way. Things that happened in our days, our childhoods, depression and happiness. Despair and moments of beauty. About projects we were working on and families.

Again, my situation for several reasons was really bad, I was depressed, self harming regularly, my expression in real life was nearly non existant. I had a few freinds who I talked to but I never told them about my problems. Always the face of 'I am trying to be normal'. On the internet I was able to express my problems, and found people to relate to and to love.

Eventually the topic came up of where we were.Basically, we were in the same place. Not like, down the street, but close.

Seemed a good idea, and so we did.
Went together to a few things, but the awkwardness was apparent from the start. We were both sad, unused to interracting with people and being honest in direct conversations. We had had hours on end of meaningful chatter about all aspects of our lives online. But then, we met in person.

Internet chats slowed down. Stopped. A few occasional bursts, but, different. We meet again. Trying to be freinds, but being awkwardly uneasy in eachother's presence.

I am not sure if we will ever talk again, a person who 8 months ago I would have called my best freind in the world, the person who knew more about me than anyone, and now, not sure we can even look eachother in the eyes again.

>>725563577
>>725563705
no its not. At least 75% of b are nonvirgins with gf's plus with jobs and hobbies. Subhumans will always be the minority. Us subhumans just like to try to make it seem like weve found the gold mine of friends, when in reality, everyone excludes us.

>>725565507
>I am not sure if we will ever talk again, a person who 8 months ago I would have called my best freind in the world, the person who knew more about me than anyone, and now, not sure we can even look eachother in the eyes again.

Really nothing special. That feeling has happened to me at least 3 times, but then some person just changes for the worst and reveal in actuality, they're a total douche bag.

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>be me

mfw

>>725565507
cringe

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dumping a few i have
1/?

>>725565962
its not that I dislike them or that they seemed a douche, just that we didnt really work irl at all, while online it seemed really great.

>>725566285
I <3 u 2

>>725566915
Well, most of them. I'm sure a small percentage are sociopaths that need to be put down like dogs.

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2/?

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3/?

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4/?

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5/?
don't die on me /b/

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6/?

>>725567616
op here, im not leaving untill everyones asleep or thread dies

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>>725567772
I actually didn't noticed the 9gag watermark until now

>>725566915
Fuck man i want to leave this shitty site so bad. I want someone to realize that i'm not ok, but i just can't open up. I know i'm a bitch ass coward but i can't do it, and no one is gunna do it for me. No one is going to help me, i need to save myself.

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>>725567785
tell me a story, OP
7/?

>>725568027
oh, gee, im not that great at telling stories, what do you wanna hear?

>>725567880
It's nearly 4am here. I need to sleep to get to my wageslave job, where I'm surrounded by trendy hipsters.

Man they make feel uncool and uncouth as fuck. They're even doing intentionally.

>>725568333
what do you work at?

>>725568250
Why do we hate ourselves even though we are the only ones that understand ourselves?

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>>725568250
tell me about the last time you really laughed
>>725568333
It's barely 10 pm here, but the same shit awaits for me tomorrow
8/?

>>725562718
i can vouch for this, shit hurts

>>725568497
Never mind, I answered my own question with that

>>725568497
I wish i could tell you anon, i really do. maybe we understand that we really cant do anything about ourselves and were really fucked forever, dont know.
>>725568535
i got to hang out with a friend recently, it was great, i felt really happy and was smiling the entire day, but obviously all good things come to an end. doubt ill get to see her anytime soon.

>>725568535
i did laugh today though

at a rekt thread.

>>725562159
https://soundcloud.com/yungnero210/i-dont-sleep would mean a lot for some feed back OP

>>725563245
"Shit was gay" is all i was gonna respond, but then i saw this faggot >>725563577 and dubs confirmed that in fact, that was a gay post.

>>725563577
Checkem

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>>725569141
Fuck, all social interaction seems like a damn chore to me, I wish I could enjoy this kind of things
9/?

Been stuck on the same chick for 4 years. We dated off and on for a long time but finally broke up for good last year. Idk why I can't get over her but I just can't. I've fucked 7 girls in that period of time and it doesn't make it any easier to move on from her. Every girl I talk to I compare to her and none of them even come close so I don't date anyone. I can't settle.
I think about her all day pretty much and always find a way to associate things with her. Constantly dream about her etc. Get that horrible fucking pit in my stomach every time I think about her being with someone else.

Idk fellas but I think she might've been "the one".

Just turned in a 3 page paper for a 4-5 page assignment. I know I am fucked but writing has never been my strong suit. I get A's on the tests but i cant just fucking write. Tired of this shit time and time again. Going to get another B just because of these writing assignments.

>>725569383
is that your music? ill take a listen sometime, and comment, wish i could do it now but i dint have any headphones. dint worry though, ill listen first chance i get

>>725567989
Go to a therapist, I'm going to one in a week
You wont regret it /b/rother

>>725569650
I feel for you anon, i cant write for shit either

>>725567618

For real, in about 30 years thats the future for many humans, and it will be beautiful.

>>725569650
opposite for me

>>725567343
Fuck..........

>>725567343
"At least we tried, right?"
That hit me hard

>>725569333
these trips are even sadder than the wasted quints i saw on /pol/ by a leaf

>>725569859
same, i wrote a six page essay when we only had to write at most two

>>725568441
Supermarket in gentrified part of the city.

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>>725569915
That's not a surprise
10/?

>>725569820
I doubt it. It's just going to be misery for the poor while the elite will construct literal towers of ivory.

Nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands

I swear that even with the distance, slowly wearing out your name
Your hands still catch the light the right way and
Our hearts still beat the same
And our hearts still beat the same

Come to me, just in a dream. Come to me and rescue me. After 2 years I still look for you when I see a Honda fit.

>>725569650
I happen to be a talented writer. Kik me, and I'll give you some pro tips

>>725569746
I want to but i don't know where to even start. Literally everyone i know in my life knows me as the happy funny guy. I'm the funniest, and when i get into it, most out going guy i know. My anxiety stops me from breaking this persona. I know it sounds stupid but it's true.

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I once have a very old, very cynical professor say something I thought was quite reassuring.

“We don’t need to save the planet. The planet will be fine, and overall life will find a way. If every genius who ever lived was unable to keep this (humanity's end) from coming, then we probably don’t deserve to be around. Every fool who brought this about will be forgotten, and we will all finally be able to sleep peacefully.”

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>>725562159

>>725570671
I'm the same way as you. All my friends used to think that I was just one of those guys that could see the brightest side of any situation and that I was just a funny person for the sake of being funny. In reality, I always looked for the bright side for them because I never wanted them to feel the same way that I do every miserable day of my life. I havent felt like Ive accomplished anything in my life except becoming the biggest loser thats ever existed on this world. The only people that like me are my friends, I cant ever get a relationship that will last for more than a couple of months, and every relationship thats ever meant anything to me has just ended with me crying myself to sleep for countless nights. I wanted to hide how i really am from my friends because i didnt want them to know how i really am, how much i actually really fucking hated myself. please, dont keep it inside. get help. please

>>725570671
This

At 23 years old, I'm unemployed. I tried freelancing but no one wants to pay my useless ass for anything. My mom tells me how disappointed she is in me, and how all these other 20 year olds she knows have their own houses, own careers, and are making progress in their life. Meanwhile, all I do is look to find gigs everyday usually with no luck, and I have basically nothing going for me. I have no money to do anything, and I basically have no happiness in my life. I'm probably going to kill myself soon, just trying to figure out when and how.

I love you guys.

>>725570231
>>725568441
Wanna know the most depressing moment I had while working at that store? I mean, it's almost something that would be in a cliche movie moment.

>>725571553
Go on...

>>725571553
oh, do tell

>>725571553
Nobody's stopping you

A letter to younger me:
Do it, there's no point, nothing gets better, they all lie, because if they would have the courage they would do it too.

>>725571850
I got one too

Wait another five minutes to call her and it'll work

>>725572037
here's mine:
there is no god, stop praying every night and do it yourself. there's no man upstairs whos going to do it for you

>>725571529
learn a trade at community college and move out, even if you are poor as fuck it will give you the motivation you need to achieve a marginal amount of success. Living a simple and happy life isn't that hard.

You have a shitty mom for not kicking your NEET ass out at 20.

>>725572202
i'd recommend automotive technology if you do this anon, there will always be jobs for mechanics

>>725562499

I'll get dreams of the girl that threw me away. I'll have dreams of how things were before. We'll both be so fucking happy in those dreams. Things feel like they're back to the way they were before. Then I wake up and I remember everything. I have that strong feeling of happiness and love still in me moments after I wake up, but then it hits me that none of that happened and I'm still fucked and will never find a girl so perfect like her.

>>725572390
actually that, carpentry, hvac, or plumbing
they cant get enough people with the right skills

>>725562159
Im bored as fuck with life. I wuit drinking and drugs now i need real hobbies. Wat do?

>>725572423
I dont get dreams like that, but one day i probably will.

>>725572423
i always dream about her as well

>>725562159
I love vaporwave.

>>725571342
I'll do my best man. I've done nothing in my life, the only things i'm good at are video games and sports. Both of those things are useless unless you're the very best and i'm so tired all the time i can't be the best. Everything in school i just suck at, math, english, everything. For math i literally cheat on everything i can because i've never been able to do it. I just don't get it, i don't understand it and i never will. Where do i go in life even if i get over depression. I'd rather kill myself than have to work some mind numbing job like Mcdonalds.

>>725572904
I do too

>>725573031
I used to think i was bad at math, you just need to take your time with it and stop telling yourself that you are bad at it.

fuck, op here, just remembered i need to wake up really early tomorrow, goodnight, love you guys. might make another thread same time tomorrow, same picture

Does anyone remember me from a few threads ago, talked about getting raped by my teacher when I was a kid?

Still feel like a box of used goods thrown on the curb.

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>>725562159
>met online
>we didnt have too much chemistry but it seemed promising
>one week later we had a date
>party
>I dont know anyone
>get drunk
>get along with almost everyone, casual chatting
>we kinda connect
>smooching and else
>I really like this person
>we try to cuddle but the guy didnt want us in his bed
>the next morning we go to the bus stop and say good bye
>text for another week
>madly and out of proportionally in love but also trying to keep it cool
>text: "hey anon its not you but..."
>"ok sure, I understand. I really liked you but I respect your decision"
>I dont, I keep trying to talk but its always kinda awkward and it never leads anywhere
>I send a text saying "hey Im still thinking about you, I dont want to give up without trying at least to see if there was nothing I could do to" "nope" "k"
>one day I say "hey I cant seem to get you out of my head and I really want us to be together, so the fact that you are unavaiable it really hurts me. so Ive decided to delete you because I want to understand that there is no chance"
>spaghetti all over the floor, regret it immensly
>come home drunk, on the app that we met "hey, I wrote like a huge ass wall of text but I realized I was tripping, im still thinking about you"
>no answer

that was a year ago, one fucking date was all it took
I think about him every single day
he became my standard and Im no settling for less

seen a shit ton of people since then, I want nothing to do with any of them

context: im a dick with literally no emotions, I dont know how to handle feelings like these because I never have them

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guise let's post some quality feels related pics, I don't have many in my folder

>>725572551
plumbing is GOAT, fire sprinklers if you get in a union is GOAT too... automotive doesn't have as much room for advancement but it inst hard at all from what i've heard from friends.

you need some challenge, risk and reward in your life anon. I was in the shitter so hard a few years ago i though i was a robot for life until my parents threw me out.

Living under a bridge for a few weeks listening to homeless people fight over booze did wonders for my drive, but dont go that far if you dont have to.

I bet this faggot is fun at parties.
>>725565693
Stop being such a cynic, anon. Lighten up.

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>>725573423
also I see him online all the time
I really really reaaally want to talk to him but I know I cant
the other day I was wasted and I got close to doing it but I ended up fucking some other guy I cant stand

man Im gonna die alone

>>725571613
>>725571617
I was going home from work on a late shift, like 10-11pm, and was walking down into the station which was pretty empty. I was literally the only person walking downstairs towards the platform , I got about halfway before a flood of people started coming up the stairs, both sides. Everyone had splashes of bright colour on them, on their clothes, in their hair and since every one of them was a hipster they were all beautiful and cool.

Walking past those fucks was one of the most isolating moments in my life.
There's me, a miserable looking bastard in his shabby drab coloured uniform trying to push past a sea of colourful beautiful people who all evidently had a whale of a time together.

I was just glad the train ride was empty the way home.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0EQlIzPowM

This is a pretty good feels song. I know there are better but this muh dope jams rn

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>>725563245
>get home from shit job, shit day
>get on the internet
>4chan
>/b/
>argue over traps all night
>get called a faggot more times than you can count

>>725573454
im in a vocational high school, majoring in automotive
its not hard at all, just make sure you have a reliable source (borrow someone's prodemand account if you have to) and label stuff as you take it out to help you remember where everything goes

>>725573727
And you're better for that.

>>725573551
being cynical is the most accurate perspective
I look down on happy people

not that anon and also im currently not depressed so now I kinda enjoy being around dumb happy people most of the time

>>725573208
I'm struggling to pass geometry in senor year of HS. Pretty sure i'm just stupid in that aspect. All my friends are taking shit like calc. But woooo hooooo i'm 100x better than them at league of legends, baseball and volleyball, because that matters.

>>725573875
Emo fag inbound. I haven't felt shit since I was 16. I don't piss and moan about it, or look down at people who *are* capable of feeling. I just accept it. Stop being such a downer. This may be a feels thread, but hot damn, you people are saddening.

>>725567772
Im too but I dont care and life is so much easier because of it
before I was a weirdo and a loner
now im shy and interesting
just accept that you have nothing to say when people do small talk

when you are in college things change a lot

>>725573894
I was in geometry as a senor as well, hardly passed. Took a beginner algebra class in college. I told myself that i will do better and the class was the easiest class of my life.

>>725573727
faggot

>>725572423
Honestly you will, you'll end up hating her and finding someone way better. No matter what it'll always look up and you'll look back at this and regret all the time you wasted thinking about her. It does get better and you're allowed to feel like shit now and you don't have to stop anytime soon but just keep looking up and waiting till you finally realise that you've found someone better.

>>725572423
I have something similar. My soulmate, if you believe in that stuff, killed herself. Sometimes I have dreams where everything is back to normal. The dreams always end with me figuring out it's a dream and crying on her lap while I beg her not to leave. She always says the same thing.

"I know, I love you but you have to wake up."

And then it's gone. I wake up feeling the same emptiness I did when I found her.

>>725573663
Anyone want to weigh in on this? I'm desperate for some acknowledgement that isn't from my managers telling me how shit the sales were last week and how we're not getting any overtime for next week.

>>725574075
> I don't piss and moan about it
I only bitch about it when its apropiate, Im not frustrated or anything, ive learnt to deal with it

>or look down at people who *are* capable of feeling. I just accept it.
I look down on people who let their emotions control them, like women (keep in mind, I wouldnt say this outloud irl) they decide wether someone is a dick or cool on a first glance
I also envy them, if I had the ability to feel extreme emotions id be much more motivated and Id do tons of shit

>Stop being such a downer. This may be a feels thread, but hot damn, you people are saddening.
im actually doing pretty good compared to my 16 yo self
now Ive found people that want to hear me and that agree with my depressing, "realistic" point of view
im not crazy, everyone is dumb and being happy means that you are weak and just as likely to be sad

im rambling btw

>>725574483
>killed herself

Is this some story you're working on?

Cos I noticed that /adv/ is treated as some sort of scratchpad for aspiring writers.

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Passion and perseverance can be learned friends.

>>725573423
no tips on how to get over someone?
I could really use some advice

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>>725567280
here's a better one

>>725573663
Pretty cool story. Glad to hear it helped you have an epiphany. Sad to say, that story means nothing. Symbolism isn't naturally occurring. If it was eye-opening, it was just a coincidence.

>>725574749
>I look down on people who let their emotions control them
>I look down at happy people
Well fuck, guy. Which is it?

>>725574779
It's real.

I've tried to get it out in writing before but one, im a bad writer, and two, it usually gets too painful to finish. I got PTSD from it so talking about it too much sends me down a really bad path.

>>725574820
how?
passion cant be learned, you just have to wait and you dont learn how to wait you just wait because you dont have a choice

>>725571040
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNwX1UbVUnU&list=RDQMgJJzb_iLEvA&index=24

>>725573663
I love this, something out of a Wes Anderson film

>>725570293
You can literally see his mind go insane

>>725574858
You don't just 'get over it', you get used to the pain

>>725573144
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CyAdRrFcOg

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Don't know why but this always gets me

>>725575354
That feel was a little too real

Sometimes I shout "I am god" when I know nobody is paying attention to me so that I can take their silence as compliance.

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>>725575133
Learn by watching, you gotta crawl before you can walk.

Be involved around others with passion even if you can't/won't/waiting,

>>725574989
>Sad to say, that story means nothing.

It wasn't meant to mean anything really, just seemed like God or the universe was just flipping me off.

Oh, apparently they came from the Holi festival, a hindu festival that was repackaged for the hipsters. I've realised that most hipsters, if not all, aren't actually left-leaning it's just a fad for them. Like those awareness bands and t-shirts they used to wear, that probably came from a sweat-shop.

>>725575104
both
people are happy because they arent rational (or cynical)

>this crystal/veganism/gluten free diet/religion/yoga is really helping with my stress/depression/issues/etc, ive never felt better

they think that they are happy so they "are"
those people let their guts guide them, those people are dumb

I dont really look down on them, I just think they are dumb
they arent necesarilly dumb but they could be when they make a dumb decision because it feels right to them

thats how everything bad happens
trump, hitler, people making weed illegal, black lives matter, sjw, feminists, cucks, the alt-right

people are dumb and do whatever they want to do and then they justify their decisions with retarded logic they want to believe

>>725575736
I live with the most happy people in the world and I cant stand them

I pretend that I do and I geniuenly do when im drunk but that doesnt count because I cant be drunk all the time (I would if I had money to buy the expensive stuff)

it doesnt work like that

>>725563245
Gay post is gay.

>>725575354
>>725575596
na
if I could feel pain id get over it at some point
consider yourself lucky

I love to fantasize about us being together and its really a nice feeling, but that feeling keeps me from wanting to be with someone who's available
so ill remain alone until someone better shows up and thats not likely

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>>725576194
Happiness is not passion.

>>725575985
You don't believe in happiness at all?
So if you were suddenly gifted $1M and an attractive/intelligent partner, you wouldn't be happy?

>>725563245
ooh thats so gay

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I legitimately just don't care anymore.

>>725576462
ok
how do I feel more without drugs?
id really love to know

>>725575985
Nobody is denying that people claiming that their lives are perfect are bullshitting, but even a sociopath gets excited over some things.

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>>725562957
Man I don't even want to be loved. I just want to be someones rock and I still get ignored. Feels fucking awful for 2 decades in a row, man.

>>725576574
I do believe in happiness but its not a state of mind or whatever, its a moment and a feeling
id be happy with that money and a partner
but that doesnt mean I will be happy in a year because a lot of things can happen, shit can go south and my partner might end up hurting me
shit can go north and I might end up better

people that feel happy just feel happy
happy people are liars or just dumb

you are right tho, im being a bit too cynical but take that in mind when you read my post
im not completely wrong

Was having such a good day till being reminded of self. I kept distracted all day and now while waiting for a friend to finish work I decided to have a peek. Got distracted by the wrong distraction and now an hour later my friend has gone home and I'm alone in the city. Cheers guys

>>725577169
Never dismissed everything you said. I see eye-to-eye with you on everything but the happy thing.

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>>725576694
Drugs are fine if you need them to function.

Need to try some purpose, be ready to fail.

You will.

Over and over.

Those with passion are looking for purpose or have found it.

Find and join them. Be ready to move on.

>>725576874
you dont want that
people dont want you as a rock
forget about it and move on
something may or may not come up but trying is the worst thing you can do
by that I mean, get out and meet people but dont settle for anything less than what you deserve or whatever

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I'll post one or 2 here

>>725575210
Thanks I guess.

>>725576874
You are my rock anon.

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>>725577416

>>725577325
the thing is that my purpose in life is to get high and play vidya all day until im too angry or frustrated to continue

there arent many "paths" that would allow me to have that lifestyle

thats my current passion tho, im looking for something else but so far I got nothing

im starting medschool this year and shits hard but im giving it all ive got even when its not really what I want to do
before you say "change" I really want to be a medic but I dont want to study because I dont want to be a medic that hard
but I dont want to do anything so hard that would motivate me to do shit like study anyway

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>>725577576
this green text was brought to you by 9gag
9gag, where shit doesnt have to be true to be upvoted

Hey, anybody have advice? So I've been liking this girl a lot for a while 2 years. She has a bf and I hear rumors of her being a slut basically. So I just think to myself "Ha, why would I like a slut?" But I like her for no fucking reason. I dont know why but I love her, I dont want to. I go out of my way to ignore her just to stop liking her but I every little thing she does is cute to me. Even when she says hi and I just pretend I don't hear, I'm thinking to myself that she's so beautiful. I dont know what to do, I feel like what's going on right now is similar to those quotes saying "I should've tried to get her and not wasted any chances." Or something like that idk. Please someone give me wisdom

>>725573605
If it makes you feel any better I'm drunk on a tuesday night browsing a feels thread because i yearn to be sad since it's comfortable. I reaqllywish IU had the guts to just fucking end my life. I'm so tired of wondering when I'll finally find someone to make feel special. 21 years I've been alone and nothing to show for it. I just got o work eveyr day and come home too busy being tired to do anything else. I just don't wanna be alone, man.

>>725573875
I look down on cynics since cynicism is objectivity wrong

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>>725577748
You not getting it.

The solution involves other people with passion.

Isolation is not the answer.

GL anon. Hope you find some help.

>>725574483
this reminds me of something...
>be me
>12
>self righteous af, edgy af
>bump into a 14 cutie on the street
>almost get to fight each other arguing who hit who
>we realise we both did and get calm
>welp.jpg
>we start talking about Ages of Empires 3 while we walk around
>hours later we end up talking about them feels on the river shore
>we're both self righteous fucks
>exchange phone numbers
>years go by
>me 14 she's like 16
>still best friends, play AoE3 all the time talk about everything
>she asks me about my love life and shit
>we start talking about girls
>she tells me she's lesbian
>I congratulate her
>there's a weird girl in my class
>bet she's lesbian too
>somwhow manage to arrange them a date
>success
>months later she spends more time with her than with me, I'm ok with it since I started reading more and programming
>one night we're playing AoE3 and she tells me to meet her the next day no joke
>she tells me she wants to be more with me
>k
>we spend more time together
>her gf is jealous or idk
>she starts to get depressed
>ask her what's going on
>doesn't answer back
>I leave it there, probably smt with her girl
cont.

>>725577327
All the people I meet are dudes. THat's the worst fucking part, anon. I have absolutely great friends that love me for who I am and I'm still fucking alone. I just want ot fucking die, man.

>>725578020
ask her out, make small advances
make it seem like its nothing, dont tell her you had this feelings for 2 years
if she rejects you then you can start getting over her
if she says yes then date
dont burn any steps, you want things to be organic

the best outcome is for you to get with her, realize you dont want to be with her and move on
unless you have a healthy happy relationship but it might not happen

So...
28 and one day..
Still kicking
...
yay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IKddfxkDWk

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>>725569253
This

>>725578354
love this song

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>>725578354
bought my only friend a bass guitar...
But I can't even bring the subject because she didn't speak to me in four days..

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>>725568333
>>725568333

>>725568885
yeah. that.

>>725578556
>>725578354

Happy birthday anon
That's a nice instrument,
I'm sure she'll like it :)

>>725570293
this one always get me

>>725578556
That's a beautiful guitar, anon. Should bring it up to her with pride. A great friendship is something to be treasured, not ignored or put on the back burner.

>>725567343
I have that alarm clock...

>>725578128
you have it all wrong, thats your depression talking
being with someone wont fix you
you are focusing on the wrong goal
its really dangerous to waste time putting all your hopes in something that will always let you down because it doesnt meet your expectations
ive been there and every let down made me feel like as if I was a meter deeper in my depression

this is the best worst advice for depressed people, buy real LSD or shrooms and microdose, look it up
once you get the taste of what it feels like not being depressed youll feel motivated to get better
its hard but it can be done

>>725578338
Thanks for answering.
I'm really fucking bad with talking to girls. I'm not bad looking but I'm not really good looking that much. I'm like a 6. She's out of my league though and I mean that, I'm not putting myself down or anything. I just can't talk to her regularly because I'm shy as shit. Girls told me I'm like the cute kind of shy, not the "I pity that guy" type of shy. I've heard that many times. So uh, can you help me with that I guess? I dint really know how to talk to her without sounding like a retard. If I can get through that first hurdle, I could do the rest with confidence

>>725562405
Steve Brule reference did not go unappreciated

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Gets me every time I read it

>>725578799
we had kind of an argument because she's ACAB all the way and I guess I'm not, even though I have no trust in most of them...
So yeah, but I'll try to give it to her at some point anyway...

But yes, it's very nice :)

>>725579112
I hope I'll see her on stage before I hang myself to be honest, that's the only thing I'm looking forward to...

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im just going to vent here

fuck my dreams. i miss her so fucking bad. i helped her out of her depression and I fucking loved her. she thought she was a waste of space and thought all these horrible things about herself but I fucking loved everything about her. She was so perfect. She had glasses, short straight hair, and we would talk about anything endlessly. she gradually became distant once i told her how i felt. i tried to ignore the signs but goddammit she said she didn't feel the same way but she didn't want to lose me. fucking bullshit. she is with someone that threats her like fucking garbage and i hate myself

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I haven't had a girl in a while and it is getting lonely, and no girls seem to show the slightest interest when I go out to places.

I am becoming fairly isolated. Im not bad looking, I like to think I am rather good looking.
I just go to places and no girl looks twice at me,
I just want someone to love really. advice...?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loKSicuhXuQ

>>725578238
anon, I can assure you im happier than ever
Im meeting people everyday and life is better
Im just being realistic
the happier I can be is high and doing something I love like playing vidya
I wisht it wasnt that but it is

im very passionate when it comes to debates and logic, because im more objective than most people its really easy to be right when everyone is just trying to push their personal opinions
like, I will do whatever it takes to make you understand you are wrong
im a dick when im passionate about something

>>725578189
people see me as cynical most of the time but that doesnt mean im cynical, I just say that I am because If I say im realistic or objective people get mad

Hey guys, who's your favorite dragon ball/dbz/dbs character? Mine is perfect cell!


You dont know how long I wanted a friend that could answer that. I never had friends. Just acquaintances that have to act cool. I just want a best friend that have similar interests. All I had was my big brother to talk to and he later became "too cool" for me. Doesn't even talk to me today, thinks im a fucking loser. Only time I get excited now is while watching dragon ball super but I feel like a loser everytime I watch it because im a grown adult watch a Japanese cartoon.

>>725578244
>she ends up sleeping over at my place dunno why
>I wake up at night, she's crying
>randomly say "I know, sorry"
>she says she should be sorry
>confesses she has be doing drugs (just says that)
>I don't reply and we continue sleeping
>a week later, we've (her girl and I) arranged to go to her house to use her pool cause it's 40c
>doesn't answer phone doesn't open door
>call her parents
>they're in the countryside
>climb the fence, front door is open
>her gf goes to the living room, instead of following her i get into the kitchen
>like 5 drawers on the floor
>no knives. at all
>oh fuck
>go upstairs
>she's lying down on her parents bed, says some random shit about morphine I don't manage to hear
>I get close to her, she's crying
>she says she loved me, and starts saying it's her fault
>I go to the bathroom
>she says wait
>I say you wait and go anyway
>find a drop of blood on the floor
>check bathtub
>filled with blood and stuff that looks like intestines or some shit
>mfw my friend is a murder
>her gf's saying she's going to the pool, i shout an ok back
>ask friend who did she murder
>doesn't answer, pulls up her shirt
>giant stab
noooooooooo.mp4
>I hug her, and start shouting
>she says she loves me again
>I reply you're my best friend
>she shakes her head and dies
>mfw

>>725568027
but we all die alone, anon

>>725579829
You're telling me she cut out her own guts? I don't buy it, sorry.

>>725578899
get drunk? be careful because you may not be used to feeling comfortable and may end up sharing too much or worse

social anxiety is a bitch, just keep in mind that social interactions are unnecesarilly complex and the more relaxed you are the better
keep in mind this, social norms are retarded, do your best to not give a fuck
who cares what people think?

its so easy for me because I dont have social anxiety anymore and I dont get those situations were id feel like shit and wanted the earth to swallow me
I have those situations all the time but I just dont care anymore and its so liberating

dont give a fuck to shit that doesnt deserve it

>>725578244
WHERE THE CONTINUE

>>725569141
Same here, anon.

When she smiled, I smiled.

But good things always come to an end. Mayb

>>725580195
fucked up there,

"Maybe someday you'll meet her again."

>>725580036
THIS

>>725579600
If you look at things objecivil you'd be an optomist

I'm almost 30
I'm an oldfag
I've been around

There's a girl that I know. We get each other
You know how rare that is you newfag niggers?

Can't have her.
Makes me feel pain

>>725574858
Have the same story really.

Insanely in love with someone and try to keep it under control. Believe they are somewhat attracted to me which is enough to keep me incredibly happy.

Becomes my reason for living. Don't realize how bad it's gotten until they tell me they're not interested and we lose touch.

We stop talking and I go insane for literally a year. Doing everything I can not to send messages that wont be or worse, will freak them out.

Can't help it anymore. Finally lose it and go visit them after a year of little to no communication under the pretense of another reason.

Against all logic, we fall in love again. My creepy, desperate, unwanted texts ended up completely working despite everything that I had ever heard.

Move in together, same happiness I felt when we met.

After a couple month. I completely lost interest. I broke it off and didn't feel anything.

Absolutely nothing turned out the way I thought it would.

Went from being on the verge of sucide over this person, believing they were all I ever wanted to completely losing interest once I got everything I had ever wanted.

>>725579829
wat did she fucking commit seppuku but forgot to get a kaishakunin wtf. this story 100% real

>>725575133
Check'd. Also that is quote worthy.

Fuck it, I need to practice my greentexting skills.
>Be me, all the way back in the day, 12 y/o in 6th grade
>Pretty autistic, but nothing too whacked out.
>We had taken a class trip to Boston. Total beta so the other kids bully me up.
>On the bus ride back, I take the back seat, and cry.
>A girl comes over, I had known her since 4th grade. We had hated each other as much as little kids could for most of that time. We'll call her Jaden.
>She sits next to me
>"Are you alright Anon?"
>"Yeah, I'm fine"
>She jokes around with me a little bit. "I'm good at cheering people up." she says.
>I can't help but crack a smile.
>"But don't you hate me?" I asked her
>"no"
>I put my hand on hers and we talk for the rest of the ride.
>We start talking to each other more, mostly about other people.
>one day we sit together on a bench we were working to restore (school project) and started talking about ourselves
>nothing too exciting was actually exchanged, but she looks at me and asks "why are we doing this?"
>"because we enjoy each other's company"
>fast forward to when the year ends, we hug each other goodbye.
>over the summer we start dating
>all smooth sailing. perfect.
>we were very connected. We stayed up on the phone late into the night almost every day.
>lived in the middle of fuckwhere, and I couldn't drive so we couldn't hang out that much, however, we did find the time occasionally.
>never said "I love you" until the end of grade 7
>the time came for our first conflict since before that bus ride.
>I'd been talking about her to one of my other friends, and she was mad.
>We made up in a few days
>our second conflict was her recording our call where we were talking about our friends and showing it to them. I felt betrayed, but we made up in the same short time frame.
>I felt happy, like the fact that we'd been through that made the relationship stronger.
>mid 8th grade now, I had been with Jaden for what felt like so long.
Cont. I swear this gets more interesting

>>725578402
This is still one of the saddest things I've seen in my 9 years here

>>725578128
Quit your job, join peace corps or something.

>>725580403
I am
depression made me objective, adhd makes me creative
people only care about your opinions when they are controversial tho

a random african american is more likely to have a lower IQ than an a random white american, thats a fact
there is no genetical reason why black people should be dumber than white people
now if I say these statements on tv will people understand or call me a racist?

>>725580129
Thank you. I am going to try this tomorrow. Seriously thank you. I dont care if nothing comes out of this, I dont even want to like her but I cant stop think about her for some fucking reason. Its confusing, why do I feel this way? She's the type of girl that plays you, that puts a nice face on just to seduce you. She's a whore, why do i like her? I'm so fucking dumb, i cant understand why i like her so much. Well I'm going all out with trying to get with her, if i do get with her, i dont really know what after that. I dont really expect her to accept me anyways lol. Btw should i start coming to 4chan more? I guess I'm a newfag and i came to 4chan because i was just getting bored with life and kind of just sad for no reason. I'm looking at all of these depressing stories and trying to avoid everything that leads to a depressing life and I'm trying to be self aware about everything. Its working i guess, whenever i get depressed, i just think to myself how retarded i sound

>>725580800
We want to know more. The story is boring so far

>be me
>be 20 and marry your girlfriend 6 years
>move 650 miles away from our families to be left alone
>everything's wonderful
>turn 21
>we both start drinking twice as much as beforehand because liquor store is literally across the road
>have cluster of about 5 other couples who party at our place every weekend
>we both have amazing jobs, collectively pulling $3400/month
>livingthedream.gif
>thing go on like this for 2 more years
>wife and I start arguing worse than we ever have, taking personal stabs at each other, hurting each other in anyway we can
>have one exceptionally bad argument when I was getting off work, and she was going into work
>she gets home, said she needs a break and her mother is en route to pick her up the following day
>fall asleep angry
>take the next day off work to see her off
>walk across road to get bottle of slo gin
>drink it
>get in worst argument of all time with her (can't even remember what it was about)
>only remember the way she smelled after walking her down to the stoop and hugging her
>she hugs me tight and says something to me that I can't remember

It's been 5 years, I haven't seen her or spoken to her, I have no idea what really happened that ended it, and I can't even remember the last thing she said to me when she left. I've dated other people as I'm sure she has. Still yet, I miss my wife, I still love her, no matter how many girls I hook up with.

>tfw you know alcohol ruined your marriage, but now is the only thing that gives you comfort.

I haven't gone a day without a drink since she left. I've made my mind up, I know how I'm going out. I just wish I could tell her I still love her.

>>725580964
I understand.

>>725579053
Goddamn

I think there is something wrong with me. I don't think I feel love for my family I don't even get up when people I know and like die... I'm not sure the girls I've dated I really loved. I think I didn't love them because I was mean and kind of selfish..I used to find stuff to keep me entertained but now nothing really does. I end up feeling empty a lot I think I'm legitimately developing a mental disorder or am a sociopath or something

I met a girl in 7th grade. She liked me in 8th grade. But I was too busy being a slut to react in any positive way.

Fast forward. Senior year high school. We have been bestfriends since 7th grade. Telling each other everything and hanging out daily. I really began to like this girl and is the only girl I've considered marrying. A couple months before graduating she starts dating this cuck. He gets jealous that we talk so much and tells her to stop talking to me. She actually listens.

Boyfriend of 3-4 months chosen over bestfriend for said years. Last day I talked to her was senior year. It's been 2 years and I still consider her my bestfriend. No one has replaced her. I lay in bed at night thinking of her. Wondering if she thinks about me. I'm going to enroll at her Uni next semester. Wonder if I'll see her. It's a little bit more costly than another option I have. But I always give myself hope of being with her still. I'm just a faggot that gets plenty of options of women but still is attached to one for some reason.

I constantly have a feeling of regret. A feeling that I could've done so many things differently and I would be so happy with her right now. All I've really wanted was her since then. I was such a lazy fuck back then. But I've kept my grades up at community college to try to impress her. Show that I'm better now. I've changed my look a little. I want to be better when I finally get to see her again.

I feel regret and depression when I think about her. Every time I think of just giving up I think about her. I tell myself that maybe if I better myself she will miss me.

You learn to live alone. With an empty heart. With other women that you know you'll never love as much as her. She was everything and now she's gone. On her own will. She doesn't miss me. She doesn't even think of me.

Thoughts /b/? I'm just a little bitch about the whole situation.

>>725580558
I fucking knowwwwwwwwww man
I lose interest on everyone I meet but this guy dumped me before I had a chance
he was actually the only guy to ever dump me first

I didnt even like him before we met and we were drunk , I saw him once in my fucking life and Ill never forget his face
I dont know if I will continue to feel this way after we get together but I need to get it out of my system

its so fucking insane, I really need him but theres nothing that can guarantee me I wont end up tossing him out like everyone else

>>725581156
Were you legally divorced?

>>725581545
No, not even legally separated.. still technically married.

>>725563245
cringe and gay

>>725581347
I know exactly how you fucking feel man it's a hard feeling, I know, but I think you gotta move on try to find other women

If you don't then you'll just be reminding yourself "Why did I never date her"

If you don't like that option then ask her out on a date right now or some time soon. If shes still dating that cuck then I honestly think you should go with the first option then.

Hope all goes well my dude

>>725581054
> I'm trying to be self aware about everything. Its working i guess, whenever i get depressed, i just think to myself how retarded i sound
practically me, you may end up being emotionless and a cynic

be aware that depression is a thing and its not logical, so trying to be logical about something that isnt might not help you
it kinda did with my social anxiety but still

keep in mind that my advice is totally different from what most people would tell you, I might be incredibly wrong and you might end up suffering for it, so follow your common sense
good luck anon
you will never hear this again this on 4chan but welcome
dont fall into the /b/tard meme, those people are cringy
see >>725563245

>>725562957
from experience bro... it's better on the other side of a breakup. a shitty shitty shitty year and a half maybe but it's better on the other side

I just heard a song recently about frogs. It used the phrase "Warm hearted, cold blooded."

>>725581940
dam....

we should start a raid

>>725562159
>>725578765
>>725578765
>>725578765

>>725578306
what do you mean by dudes?
r u gay? ew

no but seriously, I dont really understand

wanting love is totally natural but its kinda overrated

>>725581927
Thanks man. I remind myself every single time. The question of why I didn't do things differently.

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How are you /b/?

It's been a bad day. My anti-depressants aren't pulling their weight today.

I remember in my highschool years my gf basically got raped in front of me. I guess not raped. I was a cuck and bullied and all that but this girl gave me a chance and everyone was like annoyed at her for dating such a loser. So bla bla bla it works out between us but then she convinces me to go to this party because she really wanted me to get friends. Party stuff goes on, fast forward and I'm no surprise getting bullied. My gf is laughing along but telling them to stop, she was fake laughing btw, she wasn't that evil. So yeah, she's telling them to stop and then one if the guys told her to suck his dick. He basically forced her to but it was obvious she wasn't really restraining much. So she's sucking this guy's duck like 3 inches away from me and what was I supposed to do, beat the guy up? Cant, he's a football play, I'm a noodle. Literally cant do anything. All I did was just run away while making some autistic scream. Wasn't crying, just did some weird war chant or whatever while running away. Got bullied the most out of anyone in that school for the last year.

>>725562159
Show your respects and say hi to Toadsworth
http://www.toadsworth.com

>>725580800
>She had helped me through so much. With her I was able to come to terms with my sexuality, and had overcome sucidal thoughts several times.
>I felt so loved by her, like nothing in the world could break us.
>I started imagining our future together, all the way up to what I would say to her when I was dying.
>set time to mid-late 8th grade: (like towards the end of winter) I started hearing voices
>Never told anyone
>I thought they would go away, but mentally I just declined.
>I started to get delusional. First I thought Jaden was cheating on me. This drove a rift between us.
>I started to think we were living in the matrix, I was the chosen one and I had to break it.
>I started to lose track of what was a delusion and what was real, the voices persisted the entire time.
>I had to tell her at this point. I figured it was schizophrenia because at that point I didn't know any other mental illnesses, so I went with that.
>I figured that as long as I had her, there was nothing we couldn't get through.
>"oh...so you're like...crazy now?"
>"yeah. I'm sorry"
>"it's going to be ok. I love you. I promise you'll be alright."
>I felt reassured.
>our conversations got more and more one sided. I was always talking about my paranoid ideas.
>She would still talk to me, but she became more distant. I could tell.
>I started to think that all my friends were trying to make me commit suicide, including her. I never told her this.
>still thought she was cheating, but I knew that wasn't real.
>I got depressed.
>I guess she figured I wasn't worth the effort to save at that point.
>"I'm sorry, I love you, I swear I do, but I can't do this anymore"
>I got real depressed.
>I still loved her with everything inside of me. I didn't want to let her go.
>"please stop calling me"
>"leave me alone"
>I became convinced she had been cheating on me.
>launched an investigation.
>eventually, I found out that she had been. with one of my friends.
>I lost it.
Fuck character limit. Cont.

>>725582410
anti depressants are a joke, they barely work
shrooms cure depression
look up microdosing

>>725581371
I'm not sure that's what you want.

Now that I've gotten over this person, I feel incredibly empty. Made me realize how little direction I have in life. I guess I wanted the chase and not reward. Wish I still had that boulder to roll up the hill.

Joining the marines soon. Hoping it will keep my mind occupied.

>>725582599
Ive been wanted to micro-dose for awhile now, but never gave it a shot

>>725582599
I really want to try shrooms but don't have a way to get them. Tried talking about it to my doctor but that was useless as you might expect.

>>725582822
one tab cured my years long depression
well, it started the "healing" process but it really is as amazing as you think it is
its subtle but its like choosing when to feel like you are having a nice day

>>725583121
>one tab
did you micro-dose lsd or shrooms

>>725582650
I really tho, id give anything for him to give me another chance
I want this out of my system, I want to get over it

id say that feeling empty is better than feeling bad
give your life a meaning, choose it
how cool does that sound

>>725582599
They either work or they don't.

If they're not working chances are you just need to change some aspect of your life so you're not sitting around thinking too much.

>>725571530
I love you too

>>725583277
lsd
its practically the same

shrooms work better I think

watch out tho, if you are going with the lsd, be sure its lsd and not 25i_nBOME or DOX or whatever
those always make me feel anxious, its a very stressful experience

>>725583334
they got rid of my social anxiety, I started getting along with people and I felt better
I still was as apathetic as always

>If they're not working chances are you just need to change some aspect of your life so you're not sitting around thinking too much.
I did thanks to them so you could say they worked but they are still shit compared to microdosing

>>725582568
>decided everything I made up was real.
>Stopped trusting everyone. Always searching for a deeper meaning. The voices had become more alpha now. Telling me what to do in commands.
>they never said to do anything too horrible though. honestly the delusions were the worst part.
>Everyone started to notice that there was something fucked up about me.
>I stopped going to school for a while.
>I thought about the state of things, what I had become.
>time to an hero.
>Swiped some pills, wrote a note, told a friend of mine where I was going.
>She was 16. Rolled up on my house, found me unconscious, and drove me to the hospital.
>I survived, obviously.
>Eventually I was prescribed anti-psychotics, and I was able to return to school.
>Jaden had moved on. She didn't even seem to notice my absence. her and that friend of mine were now openly dating.
>but everyone knew what kind of person I was now.
>I never had a romantic partner again, and friends were scarce.
>I keep a jade ring that we bought one time over the summer. it's broken now. I'll post a pic if y'all want. I think about her every day.
This is all in the past. I'm actually pretty alright now, besides being a faggot who posts on 4chan at 2:00am. I have suicidal thoughts now and then, but they come and go. The hallucinations and delusions are pretty much gone now and I'm currently in university.

If I wrote my life down I guess you could call it successful, but I still feel like shit. idk why.

>>725562159
>>>725582599
>They either work or they don't.
>
>If they're not working chances are you just need to change some aspect of your life so you're not sitting around thinking too much.

You should also do 30 minutes of cardio, spend 30 minutes outdoors and eat healthy (no fast food, soda, etc). All that together, and apart too actually, really does help your mental state on a biological level.

>>725582650
You sound like you're still pretty young.

Don't worry, as you get older you'll begin to feel nothing anyway and realize how naive that sentence is.

When I was reeling in grief over this person, I did everything I could to try and fix the things I didn't like about myself because I believed those things were why they left. During that time I accomplished so much and did so many things that I simply dont have the drive for any more.

It was painful, but working through that pain bettered me in ways I didn't think possible. I only wish I knew that when it was going on. Probably would have let a person better for me.

>>725584206
Success =/= Happiness

>>725584081
That sucks anon. Best wishes

>>725584479
I did what I was supposed to my entire life, and figured the end of the road would be happily ever after. now what?

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I just got dumped literally 10 minutes ago. Fucking blindsided me man.

>>725584081
If you're still on it wanna see the ring

Best of luck to you though

>>725584840
I'm sorry, anon.

>>725584792
Were you happy doing what you were "supposed" to do?

>>725584840
am I the only one that likes being sad?
im seriously asking

>>725585115
It's probably familiar. Comfortable

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A few days after i turned 18, i caught my first charge, shit pretty much went downhill from there, caught a few felonies, in and outta jail, lost full ride to school i was going to, in and outta rehab, u know so on.. about a year or so i got sober ( still have a smoke every once in awhile or drink with family at family shit ) started getting distant from everyone, still kept few friends, four months ago i moved to the 630, i still dont really know anybody, not old enough to go to the bar yet, pretty good looking guy... not sure really what to do to make friends, been depressed, not alotta work up here compared to where i used to live, struggling to find a job.. idk what to do

>>725585115
I'm about to sound like an emo, but I'd rather feel sd than empty
In other words, you're not alone I guess

>>725585285
na its not that
its invigorating, it makes me feel alive
I think I also felt this way as a kid

>>725567772
>>725574173
Holy shit I'm not alone. I always get fucking cut off and people always tell me they don't know why they do it to me.

>>725585375
Meant to say sad, sorry

>>725585375
well I like feeling sad because I feel empty
it makes me feel alive