Vent/Secret/Come clean thread?

I gave head to a 30+ year old man off of Craigslist when I was fifteen.
I'm male btw.

>>725200979
sounds fun, he have a good body?

>>725201311
Not really, he was pretty fat, but he had a thick as hell cock, so it was pretty nice.

>>725200979
I have also done this, but I was 21. First time I ever came twice in a row. We 69'ed and I was the only one who came. The rush of sucking a dick while I was being being blown was so intense. Got a full story if anyone is interested.

>>725201415
i guess ill tell you, the first time i sucked dick was when i was 14 and 3 of my siblings were in the room but they didnt know, he came so quick tho

>>725201620
Share story

>>725201783
>feeling horny
>go on CL
>some older guy responds (about 35-mid 40's)
>go over to his apt
>walk in
>starts flirting, touching my ass and checking me out
>leads me to bedroom
>lays me down
>takes of my pants
>he was in a robe, already naked
>starts sucking me off
>i ask if i can blow him
>start sucking his tasty cock
>I get lost in the euphoria
>about to blow my load
>with his cock in my mouth, I manage to say "im gunna cum"
>he forces my cock deeper into his throat
>ohgodhereitcomes.gif
>blow a huge load in his throat
>keeps going
>think I'm gunna get soft, just keep getting harder
>why am I still turned on?
>I worship his cock and caress it over my face
>his lips and tongue make it so hard to not bust again
>tell him im cumming again
>grips my ass and cups my balls as I'm unloading
>moan out loud with his cock in my mouth
>fuck that was so good
>get up
>cleans me off
>we pour a glass of wine and talk about life a bit
>go home
>sleep like a fucking baby

im planning on killing myself in 31 days and i havent told anyone but 4chan yet

I've stolen nudes from 3 of my friends. If I could get into one's icloud, I could get vids of her fucking her BF.

>>725200815
Last summer, me and my girlfriend went on a road trip across Canada. Ended up meeting another couple who were hitch hikers travelling across Canada as well. Got to know them and we ended up swinging with them and strangers we met along the way.

>>725202591
Post em

I fuck the mother of my child's sister.

My memories of my childhood are so repressed I can only easily remember back until I was 18 and I'm 20, I don't know if I have a memory problem or it's just my brain blocking it out so I'm not a depressed fuck, I don't want to go to the doctors since i feel they will either send me to a therapist I cant afford or just put me on anti-depressants.

My first sexual experience happend when I was 14. It happened with my 8 year old cousin. Her mom and moms boyfriend were out of town and she was staying with us. My mom was a nurse and was heading out for her shift and left me in charge of her. I mostly let do what she wanted and tried to ignore her and play video games. She asked if I would play outside with her. I said no but she could play in the backyard of she wanted. Some time goes by and I hear the back door open and her come in so I go to check on her. She is completely filthy. Coverd in dirt and spiderwebs and some black crap that was grease maybe. I tell her she's dirty and has to take a bath. The smile she had instantly went away and she put her head down. She mumbled she didn't want to. I thought she was just being bratty so I told her she didn't have a choice. She mumbled ok. I run the water for her and tell her to get in, I had intended to let her get in and stop the water at her waist after she sat down. She comes into the bathroom still dressed. I repeat to her get in. She doesn't say anything she just walks in with a sad look on her face but holds her arms up. I understood and undressed her. After I got her in the tub I turned my upper body to reach for the towel to set by the tub. As I'm turned I feel my shorts pulled down and a tiny hand grab my penis. I completely froze in terror. I wanted to scream stop or don't but I didn't do anything I didn't move I stayed twisted to side even. I almost had myself together and turned back to stop her when she put my penis in her mouth. My eyes closed my head tilted up and my mind turned to ice. I couldn't do think or feel anything but pleasure. I came in her mouth and she spit it into her bath water. After I came I had a huge sense of guilt and fear I asked her why she did that. She looked down and said her moms bf taught her what she was supposed to do at bath time. I wanted to tell my mom about him but was afraid of being caught to.

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>>725200815
When I was in middle school I had this tight-knit group of friends who were all really nerdy and there was this one guy among us (we'll call him Zach) who was both extremely gay and extremely feminine in his appearance. I mean like soft facial features, long hair, wide hips. You could almost mistake him for a girl unless you looked right at him from up close. Anyway, being horny pre-teens, we somehow got the idea that we could fuck Zach in the ass and it wouldn't be gay if we pretended he was a chick. Zach, being a horny pre-teen himself in addition to being a massive faggot, warmed up to the idea very quickly.

It got wild pretty fast. There'd be weekends where all of us (like 4-5 guys) would stay at Zach's house and pass him around like a pipe at a Shanghai opium den. Always from behind doggy style, of course, so we wouldn't have to look him in the eye. And during the week, at school, we wouldn't dare even joke about what had happened.

It lasted for about a year or so until we all hit puberty or started dating and Zach was sadly left to find cock on his own. For my part, I'm totally straight to this day and only fuck women but every now and then I still jerk off to the memory of reaming Zach's beautiful plump ass again and again in his dirty bedroom. Ahh, the memories...

I once got so coked up that a punched a girl right in the snout.

>>725203479
U r faggot

I shit in the shower. Going on 4 years

Drunk touchd my budds sister still feel bad was twelve she was 8 would not get off me stuck her hand in my pants foght it off for a good year then i was drunk did not hurt her but she suckd me off and i feel bad still she is around twenty now she still trys to hook up here and there i allways say sorry she says it was her idea she said i figure you were drunk and you finally did it shes a odd one

>>725200815
I read my sister's FB messages

She doesn't talk to guys but it's just insane how fucking dirty girls are. No wonder bitches always freak out when you take their phone. I didn't even know they were like this. They talk about sick ass shit...

Just proves that men and women are just as fucked in the head

I'm in love with my friends gf and I think she loves me back.

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>>725200815
Me and my girlfriend are renting our basement out to a college student and we recently started swinging with our neighbor who lives downstairs.

>>725202566
why 31 days

>>725204287
Same

>>725202566
Dont do it

i really want my wife to cuck me

>>725204366
checked you motherfucking legend. How you coping?

>>725204237
bump

>>725204287
Its a trap bud .. could try if you want your bud to never tslk to again i thoght about it and i figured nah but do it up if u need

>>725204521
I know on some level. The way she looks at me drives me fucking nuts. Its just a hard thing.

>>725204355
because then it'll be 4-11 and people will have the 411 on his life

>>725204355
its the day my mom tried to kill herself
>>725204419
bro you arent stopping me

>>725202511
pretty hot

i have a major issue cumming during sex. It takes me at least an hour of pumping before i'm able to cum. By that time my GF's pussy is so raw it almost hurts her.

Have had this problem since forever.

>>725204955
Cut or uncut?

>>725204663
She prolly wants to trick you into it then tell her boy and your never aloud back at his pad one chick tryd that*i fuckd her but i was blackout wasted* woke up and buds little bro was over told me what happened he dont drink offten she tryd to tell him it was all me i told him i blackdout enogh said for him he new i blackout backfired on her ha ha

>>725205050
God i'm drunk right now but god fucking damn I have no idea what you just tried to tell me.

>>725204900
yeah well do what she did and don't succeed you dumb cunt

>>725200815
Work janitorial and maintenance at an all girl Catholic school grades kinder-8 and I sniff and bate to the girls dirty gym clothes and shoes. It's a small school so theirs literally no locks on the lockers.

>>725200815
I fucking love being a female supremacist.

>>725205050
This is why you dont mix xanax and alcohol kids

>>725205247
oh ill die, planned this for a while now but thx

>>725205032
cut

>>725205346
Iam very bad at grammer was just saying she might have other intentions like you go there to mutch and she wants you gone so best way is fuck suck what have you then tell her bf and u get the boot from his pad

>>725204900
Good luck friend, I hope you can fjnd happiness elsewhere.

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>>725203479
>Anyway, being horny pre-teens, we somehow got the idea that we could fuck Zach in the ass and it wouldn't be gay if we pretended he was a chick

lmao I remember those days

>>725205572
Oh. Like she's trying to cause problems between me and my friend. I totally see that happening. That's like one of my biggest fears.

>>725204955
Use more lube, dude.

>>725200815
I wear my sisters clothes and jack off

>>725205434
literally killing yourself is the most selfish thing. life is beautiful anon. know how many kids have died? do them all a favour and live out the life that they never got to experience. get a new hobby, anything to get out of the monotony of your life. ask yourself, is your life truly so shit that the only thing you can do is fucking kill yourself?

>>725205517
Maybe you just have less nerve endings. If you can't bust unless you fuck for an hour, you're either not as turned on by the person, or you just physically can't get as stimulated as other guys.

>>725205711
I masturbated to every student in my school both girls and guys. And I'm considered the most innocent.

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>>725204366
Same here, she's even admitted it.
>Yfw cuck bf

>>725205886
listen, im 15 years old and my life has completely fallen apart.

>>725205271
To bad for you, fantasies don't come true.

>>725205271
Post them chubby titties then anonnette.

>>725205711
Post your stories anon. I wanna fap too.

>>725206152
Did you ever fuck her? I'm seriously considering it. She fucking sets me on fire.

>>725206237
you're fucking 15 i wish i could go back to being 15 fam you're fucking laughing. you have your whole life ahead of you and you're going to waste that. what's happened that's so bad you need to die?

Drove a kid to suicide because I hated him and threatened to rape my friends.

>>725205746
that has the opposite effect

>>725206237
Lmao
>15yo
>has experience so life

Pick one ya dumb

>>725206459
Greentext nigger

>>725206478
Seek medical help my dude

>>725206237
I thought my life couldn't get any worse when I was 15

It gets a lot worse, so be ready to suck reality's dick

>>725206237
Post that dick bby.

>>725202566
I doubt there's anything we can do to stop you but I urge you to go out and experience nature before you go. Visit the grandcanyon, visit the mountains, experience beauty so you can die a little more at peace with the world

>>725206070
i think it's the latter. I'm turned I as fuck because my gf is hot as hell

>>725206532
>Met kid who was considered an outcast in my school
>He started telling me some crazy school shooter shit halfway through the year
>Told me he was gonna rape one my friends.
>he said I was his only friend so I told him to kill himself and shit
>never heard from since and recently found out he khs

>>725200815
I pee in the bathroom sink a lot. I dont know why i do it. It takes more time. I always turn the water on.

I've let my dog fuck me. Harder and faster than any guy ever has and there's so much cum.

>>725206452
its a long story
>>725206554
they say teenage years arent the worst so how in the world could i deal with being an adult
>>725206586
actually im a chick
>>725206630
i really appreciate it man but its gone too far

>>725206276
Make me, you inferior sack of shit~

>>725206263
Yeah, it sucks. Doesn't change who I am though.

>>725206630
Being this much of a faggot and believing everything you read on the Internet. The anon is clearly lying and just wants attention. If he was really gonna an hero he wouldn't be posting on this shitty website.

>>725206653
Well then you probably just don't have as many nerve endings. As long as you enjoy the sex and feel enough to stay hard. Try to find something that can make you cum by just thinking about it.

I have feelings for one of my friends, and I'm not sure how she feels. She has told me no once before, but lately she's been more chatty and we've been hanging out alone. I don't want to ask her again because I'm afraid I'm being too hopeful and she'll say no again and stop being friends with me. Because honestly, her companionship is the only positive thing in my life right now, and if she leaves, I'll bite a bullet for sure

>>725206901
tell us your story then, here to listen all night. greentext that shit

>>725206901
Post them chubby titties then anonnette. I need this bby.

I used to have this close female friend of mine that isn't my friend anymore, and I am (or was, I guess) pretty bitter about it. I did something kinda creepy... I took candid pictures of her when she wasn't looking because she often dressed really slutty. I only did this once and I took 9 shots and one video. She was completely unaware, just working on a project with me and another guy. The video and 1 pic got corrupted , so I only have 8 pics. The pics show her deep cleavage and her face.

I've shared them online privately and sometimes publicly but never permanent (pics are deleted). Mostly because her face is in them and I wouldn't want her finding out. I know she has good memory, so if she remembers correctly, she would know that I was in front of her when the pics were taken. It's obviously something she wouldn't want being spread around the internet, since it kinda exposes her as a slutty dressing blonde bimbo even though she doesn't act like one. She's actually very smart and probably doesn't dress like this anymore (this was a long time ago).

This can potentially be very incriminating for me if the pics got into the wrong hands, since they can just do whatever they want with them online. But I find it exciting/thrilling to expose them.

>>725206907
You mean a rape victim looking for her self worth back?

>>725207042
my life had been fucked from the start man now my mom is losing her child to my dad from custody my dad hates my fucking guts, my mom and step dad are going through a divorce, i cant see my grandparents because they think its a sin i dated a chick, im pretty much number 1 target at school and even my little brother hates me. i have to get a job to pay for bills because my mom is a single mom now and i cant do anything anymore

>>725207157
It's not like she's nude I think you're in the clear legally. It would damage your relationship if she found them but besides that I don't think you have to worry about getting prosecuted

>>725207062
thanks but no thanks

>>725207352
That's not greentext kill yourself

>>725207414
i am going to but that did make me laugh

>>725207359
Nip is almost showing, but I don't think there are legal consequences.

There really isn't a relationship right now, it's just that I wouldn't want her to think I was a piece of shit. She'd get really fucking mad over the fact that I've posted them and it would stir up a whole lot of useless drama.

>>725206408
No but it's definitely going to get sexual if she left him

i feel like id enjoy getting fucked or sucking a dick but im wayy too scared

>>725204955
Maybe you just plain don't like pussy.

>>725206837
Post pics of it

>>725207352
what the fuck would your mam think of you offing yourself? life is tough at times granted but push yourself through. as for school, who gives a fuck what other people say, spent my first 4 years of high school alone, had barely any friends. push through the bad to get to the good times my friend. because there will be a moment you will look back and you'll be glad you did it.

>>725207840
ive been through that before but every time i get high it all comes back again

Fap to pics of underage girls all the time and have to tried to fuck them

>>725207409
Cause you ain't a chick you lying faggot.

>>725207292
Not even close, but keep projecting.

>>725207512
You said you have about a month, think about the nature trip a little more maybe you'll come around to it. Trust me it won't dissapoint.

Besides that though it would appear most of your problems stem from your family. To that I'd say drop them. While they may be related by blood if it's bad enough to push you to suicide they aren't truly your family. Move, start over, if that doesn't work then go back to killing yourself.

>>725206392
>Be 13 and having a sleep over
>best friend sleeping in the room next to me
>can't sleep
>start stroking myself
>friend actually isn't asleep and asks what I'm doing
>like an idiot I act like I'm asleep and think that'll work
>he comes over to the side of the be
>probably knows I'm faking sleep but plays along anyway
>touches my dick, then lightly starts to stroke it over the thin sheets
>ends up lifting up the sheets and slowly puts the tip in his mouth
>sucks it slowly and softly
>can't stand it and nearly cum
>he asks me if I wanna make us both cum that night

Anndd yeah. Lasted for about a year before I got my first girlfriend

>>725207998
Apply to therapy, pedophilia is revolting but it can be worked around

>>725207961
get something that gives you purpose. a pet, a new hobby, a new gf, whatever. don't waste what you've been given. i have so much coursework shoved down my throat i have very little spare time and spend most of the time stressed, but regularly stay up to the early hours of the morning browsing and talking to people to try and persuade them not to kill themselves.

>>725207961
Don't get high then.
Also everyone feels like a target in hs

>>725208083
Do you still see this faggot? If so is it weird? Is he a faggot now? Do you consider yourself a faggot? Was he cute?

>>725208072
i only have one chance to do this and it has to be april 10th, it wont be the same even next year. its now or never

I finally got confirmation that my wife has been cheating again. My neighbor who I have grown pretty close with told me. He's a good church goer and had tears in his eyes when he told me. I am mostly dead in side from years of this but thought it was finally done and still showed no reaction. I have been just as guilty has her but just not as frequent.

We live with my mom cause she is in poor heath and my wife has been a stay at home since my son was born. We live in a great school district that my soon to be 13yr son doesn't want to leave. She will more than likely move in with her mother that is one of the worst school districts and is like a 40 min drive away.

Its not that I am devastated that we are breaking up, its the fact that we are breaking up my sons world.

>>725208195
What do you consider pedophelia anon?

>>725208220
youve been depressed before?
im on the highest dose of lexapro and i still cant stand my life

>>725208307
What did her butthole smell/taste like?

>>725208348
Masturbating to girls under 18

>>725208307
you need to get custody of your kid man, fuck that bitch. sorry you had to go through this

>>725208195
I think i just like that its easy.. Im not much older than them but sometimes 13/14 year olds dont look so young

>>725208384
yeah mate, i have. it's not a mental illness, its a state of mind. and states of mind can be changed. depression is just a prolonged period of sadness, and anyone who kills themselves from it is either too selfish or too damn lazy to do anything about it.

>>725208267
Then fucking do it and stop attentionwhoring. Maybe consider that your life isn't that bad. Maybe you're just weak.

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>>725203479
>passed around like a pipe in a Shanghai opium den

>>725200979
lol

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>>725208267
One chance to kill yourself? Why?

I've been where you are and I can tell you there's so much to live for. Depression is losing sight of the beauty in our world. Life may push us down over and over but the beauty and joy is still there, it's just obscured. It's hard but you have to get up and get sight of it again.

Venting

I got a girl's number last night at a bar. She was gorgeous, slutty and single. My friend got her friend's number too. Today I texted her and got no response. It's just a reminder that ugly men like me shouldn't bother trying.