I need a feels thread.

>>724788616

MASTURBATE.

>be me 14
>I had a widowed grandpa
>he always invited my family and my Aunt's family over for dinner every night
>he always got us the best Christmas presents, celebrated everyone's birthday and hid eggs during easter
>he bought a pool and built a swingset just for me, my siblings and my cousins
>he always understood everyone's problems and told us great stories of when he fought in the war
>as we started getting older we all started growing further away
>he would still invite us over for dinner and we would all make excuses of why we couldn't make it
>fast forward to Christmas 2006
>be 18 at the time
>grandpa invites everyone over to open presents
>only 5 out of 25 people show up
>Me, my brother, my Aunt's husband, and my 2 cousins
>grandpa was looking really sad but still tried his best to sound happy
>after spending all day with him I was the last one with him
>I helped him clean up and told him thanks for this
>he wanted me to stay so he can show me this new computer game he got (it was a apache helicopter game)
>I told him I was busy and left
>the next week he invited everyone for dinner but no one showed up
>the next week he invited everyone again but no one showed
>the week after that he wasn't answering anyone's calls
>we all thought he was just upset
>the next week we went to his house and when we opened the door a foul smell was coming from the dining room
>it was dinner from last week
>we found him in his bed with tears caked on his face, a bottle of pills, a glass of water and a picture of the family in his hands
>the autopsy showed that he overdosed on sleeping pills
>I've never cried so hard in my life and I've felt like a piece of shit ever since
>feelsbadman

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>>724788723
Once you've fucked a vagina your hand doesn't even come close to being as enjoyable

>>724788732
I like this. This is good approach to solving my feels right now.

>>724788732
Sorry about your loss mate. Gonna give my grandma a call. Thanks for putting shit in perspective again.

>>724788840
That's my feels today. Gf avoiding me at all costs. Won't tell me anything. Says I only want/talk about one thing which is 110% bullshit.
I do it all for her. Cook. Clean. Take her out on the town, movies, dinners or nights in pampering her. She asks me, I do it. I don't question it. I don't object to any of it. Working my ass off doing overnights while she's in school (which I wake up to drive her every day). I'm lucky to see her for 5 minutes a day and on my days off, she's "busy".
Make gourmet dinners the past 3 weeks on my nights off, with promises she'll come to have dinner and spend the night (with me promising her I won't go "there") - she bailed. Every. Fucking. Time.
Gets my hopes up then destroys them.

Had same plan last night, dinner cooking, message her - "yeah I was thinking we can do this tomorrow instead?" Are you fucking joking. The steak is already thawed, can't refreeze it. Cancels. Dinner goes it trash.
Says shes "available" tonight, have hopes up again - has ignored my last message for hours today. Banking on her bailing again.

She'll be fucked come Monday, no way to school cause I'm not driving her if she pulls this shit again tonight.

But we're "okay" she says, there's no one else, she's just going through and dealing with stuff. 4 years and you won't let me in or let me know what this "stuff" is that maybe I could help or comfort?

>>724789444
Well anon I've got good news and bad news. The good news is you got sweet trips. The bad news is your gf is cheating on you.

It's hardly surprising. If she can cancel on you whenever she wants without consequence then of course she's going to deprioritise you. Stop being such a fucking beta faggot and confront her about how much of a cunt she is then break up with her. It's that or be cucked for life.

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Just spread my shit

>>724789760
I get it but its also complicated.
And I try and she always interrupts "this is all you ever talk about" any time I bring it up. I told 2 days ago after actually making a fraction of progress that I keep bringing it up because she keeps avoiding the topic and won't discuss it.

>>724790024
My mother is already dead so go fuck your hat.

>>724789760
And yeah, them are nice trips, thx.

>>724790024
rip mom

>>724790435
so tell her you're sick of her shit

>Have strong sense of compassion and empathy
>Both are horrible traits if you want to attract girls
>Be forever alone
>Hate my existence

>>724790522
That's the plan tonight. Time to decide. If she even shows which then, she can have her win. I will not be there Monday to drive her to her class. I will not be there when she's in a bind. I will not be there at all. Basically, I will treat her like she treats me.

>>724790568
>thinking girls value emotionlesness
>falling for the meme girls only like Chads
>not blaming yourself

you've been bluepilled pretty hard there anon

>>724789444
When guys complain that their girl is upset that they didn't come home for dinner I give them hell.
I cook, and I'm pissed if I get a text from someone canceling at the last minute without any regret. It's totally inconsiderate and a waste of a meal and my time.

I would straight up tell her that she has ruined the dinner that you planned and that she isn't appreciative of your effort in the relationship.
And it was steak too. Fucking hell.

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>>724788616
What's got you down OP?

>>724790743
good

What do you do /b/ when you can't be with the one person you to be with

>>724790899
Die a little inside and try to move on.

>>724789444
went through the same thing in a long term relationship.. chances are she cheats on you.. maybe with a friend of you

>>724790743
Don't don't be a beta fag and just leave her.

>>724790024
foz

>>724790848
Steak, her favorite of all food.
After she messaged me I told her the steak was out, can't be kept any longer. But I said w/e, forget it. Didn't talk to her for the rest of the night.

Even Monday morning, I couldn't sleep all night after work, stayed up, made awesome breakfast, (bacon, sausage, eggs, toast, fruit), left her a message for when she woke up saying if she wanted breakfast, come on over.
She's usually up early, I can see she got my message. Hour goes by, no reply. Few hours, its like 10am now, she finally responds "yeah" and asks if I have anything left over. I do but I say no.

>>724790763

Sure buddy. I've seen how people interact with each other. The human psych is a fascinating study. It's not a fucking meme it's a natural biological process in the mind. The female brain is attracted to alpha qualities (confidence, directness, dominant), but our culture encourages people to be assholes, which compliments some personality types with those traits. (Not all guys that get girls are assholes, not my point.) The human mind is a complex thing. If my politeness and consideration comes off as me being indirect or indecisive, I've already lost the interest of the girl.

>>724791266
I don't want to. I still love her and I'm not the type that just gives up cause shit is broke down. That's too common today, ppl in relationships, cowards and just leave, taking eazy st.

>>724791438

A follow up. You know what's real fucking depressing? You work on improving yourself, you try to become overall better, because mating is a competition and you are no alpha but your goal is to get a girl.....and what if you do get that girl, and she turns out to be a disrespectful whore like our unfortunate /b/ro here

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>>724791438
>The female brain is attracted to alpha qualities (confidence, directness, dominant)
WRONG. Depends what stage of their menstrual cycle they're in. They like alphas when they're ovulating and betas when they're not. Don't come all up in my kitchen with your
>"The human mind is a complex thing.
>I've seen how people interact with each other. The human psych is a fascinating study."
shit, I'm a fucking psychologist.

The reason you can't get girls isn't because you're too polite or too considerate (like holy shit man c'mon when have you EVER heard someone use those as unattractive qualities or reasons they wouldn't be with someone? that's right, never), it's because you're autistic. And a faggot.

>>724791839
>your goal is to get a girl.....and what if you do get that girl, and she turns out to be a disrespectful whore like our unfortunate /b/ro here
then you get another one that isn't a cunt you stupid nigger what the fuck is the problem here?

>>724791869
>it's because you're autistic. And a faggot.
oh

>>724791010
I hate how true that is

>>724791869
>
The reason you can't get girls isn't because you're too polite or too considerate (like holy shit man c'mon when have you EVER heard someone use those as unattractive qualities or reasons they wouldn't be with someone? that's right, never), it's because you're autistic.


This x10000

>>724791869

>im a psychologist

Then you should know our subconscious pretty much runs the show. It doesn't actually matter what you say (to a point) but how you say it. How you act, your stance, posture, how you articulate, the overall vibe you give off. Like i said i'm working on improving myself. Its not an overnight thing. I have had successes but they are rare and never develop into anything serious.

I think I should just ignore her for as long as possible but idk if I can last.
I told her she's been treating me like shit lately and that's when she told me she doesn't want to have the "one" conversation with me but I can't help but bring it up whenever I can cause she keeps shooting it down as soon as I mention it. Always says can we talk about this another time.

>>724794151
Just start being reactive instead of proactive. Don't message her unless she messages first. Wait for her to ask for something before doing it. Then if she comments on you becoming distant you can say you're just acting how she does.

Anyone care to hear me moan about life?

>>724794606
Trouble with this is that she only messages me when she needs something, mostly. She spends all her free time on a computer.
Tonight, I'm flipping the killswitch on it, see what she does or fast she comes to me "fix it please"

>>724795406
Do it. I fuuucking dare you.

>>724789444
Nice trips

>>724795656
Flip a breaker switch on that bitch.

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>>724795406
Go ahead friendo

>>724788840
This is very true

>>724795796
lol I have remote access to her computer, as I do many others for helping ppl with shit.

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>>724795668
>>724796114


A'ight then.

I'm 19 and pretty content with life; no gf, but that's no big issue. What is though is that I feel like I'm a shitty older brother. My bro's 12 and he has nothing aside from me and our parents--no friends (at least not close ones) nowhere to go--poor dude's down and out most of the time. I told him to try and talk to people, but he's real shy. And half the kids at his school are fuckwads from what I understand, so I dunno if I helped him much. I love the kid to death and I want him to have a good time with life.

>>724790773

damn that feel.

>>724796955
touch his butt

>>724791418
nigga you are being taken advantage of, drop her.

>>724796691
aww :(

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>>724796955
You can't force someone to make friends, that's on him. You'll just have to continue being a good brother and lead him in the right direction.
I would have loved it if my older brother was as sincere and considerate as you sound.

I am still feeling shitty from when my friend shot me down.

I finally came clean about how I felt for her, and simply got "Well I really appreciate your honesty. I'm just so focused on myself and what I'm doing with my life, I don't have the time to pursue anything with anyone"

I fucking woulda wished that she coulda been completely upfront with me. Instead still avoided saying "I only like you as a friend"

Some people who know the situation are saying that I have like a 30% chance of it working out in the long run... So.. Maybe she said it being completely sincere, but wanting to maybe do something down the line? Doubtful though, but one can hope?

See now she isn't even responding to my messages offering to take her to do things she wants/needs to do, such as hitting up the clothing stores so she can buy new bras (she really does need new bras, her tits are falling out of her current ones)

But cmon, chic, avoiding shopping? Especially when she knows I'd pay the bill cause I'm a sucker.

>>724800066
this happened to me in hs. Friends tried hooking me up with another friend who was part of our group, she liked me, we'd hang alone, had fun but they didn't know I was chilling at the bottom of the stairs when they told her she should hook up with me. I didn't know they were doing it but heard it all.

Same story, she was more "focused on school" which I have to respect. I don't think it would have worked out anyway cause she dropped off the face of the planet, own sister dont know where she is, last I seen of her was on fb and she looked like a man.

>>724800066
It's possible to say phrase that with 100% honesty. If you know her well enough, you could probably tell if she was just saying it or if she meant it.
Otherwise, I wouldn't be embarrassed by that. Try to keep things normal the next time you see her.

Acting like it was a big deal around her will only ruin whatever you two have between you. Prove to her that you can be cool even after a tense situation.

>>724788732
Nice pasta

>>724800408
Damn. I think atleast with this girl it could work out, we seem to have enough in common that we can definitely have a relationship.

She even seemed to have some interest in me, but then that message. So yea...


>>724800505
Honestly, I think she is 100% sincere about it, given that I already knew she was heavily focusing on her own life.

I don't see her in person much, but I won't make it into a big deal.

Even in response to what she said, I just said that I understand and left it at that.

Otherwise I'll keep it like we were before I came clean

>>724788840
This is very untrue.

>>724798119
Story?

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>>724788840
In that case lemme stay a virgin for life

>>724802244
Dubs says you will

>>724802244
Likely wont be an issue.

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>>724796955
Are you me?
My 13 year old brother is very obese and even though I give him a hard time for it (because I want him to change for his own good), I worry alot about how things are going for him at school. This kid is borderline retarded and I don't know how he'll make it through highschool. All he does when he gets home is play videogames until it's for him to go to sleep. He participates in band but from what he tells me, he always seems to draw the shortest stick when it comes to playing pieces and other things. Kinda really worries me sometimes

>>724788840
>>724796259
This is very untrue. The cool thing about sex is the experience, touching a woman and doing filthy things to her while she giggles.

But the physical pleasure you feel from an orgasm is the same.

If i want pure pleasure, jerking off is better, if i want to have fun, fucking is far better.

>>724803843
>If i want pure pleasure, jerking off is better
Your hand can never compare to the feeling of a warm, tight, wet vagina. That coupled with the body contact, body heat, kissing, nibbling and whatever else you're into is pure pleasure. Only fucking virgins think fapping is better than sex.

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>be me
>14 years old
>Have a cousin same age, one day difference
>Cousin is better than me at basically everything
>Resent him a bit
>Get the feeling that he dislikes me too
>not talk much other than one or two words every time we met
>I got the feeling he avoided talking to me because I seemed like such a problem child or something (emo phase me)
>Fast forward to present time
>19 years old
>Cousin is way ahead of me in life
>Goes to school
>Volunteers in shit all the time
>Loves his younger siblings
>Hangs out with the smallest one (9 years old) as much as he can
>Generally seemed like he had everything going for him
>Get new that he tried to Kurt cobain on New year's day (2016-17)
>His dad owned a lot of guns
>His second youngest brother (13) finds him sprawled on the dirt in the horse pen with bits and pieces of him and blood everywhere with a shotgun next to him
>Calls family over and they call 911
>Transported to a better hospital in the capital
>his lower jaw no longer exists
>Nose most of it gone
>One eye no longer sees
>Barely missing his brain
>Needs shit ton of reconstructive surgery but stable at this point
>All of this because girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him a few weeks prior
>All because of some thot
I still can't understand why

>>724805484
Loss of love makes you go crazy. Anyone who says it's better to love and lost than to never have loved at all is a fucking liar. Losing someone you love is the worst pain imaginable. My gf just dumped me earlier this week and I'm a fucking emotional wreck.

>>724805812
My condolences, friend
I'm glad I'm yet to have a physical gf
You just can't trust these hoes

>>724804200
Nigga, bad breath, pressure, hair where you dont want to see it, farts. Sure, when sex is good, sex is good.

But if you want to skip all that and just cum, your hand beats it

>>724805949
On the flip side of that, having a gf is the greatest feeling ever. Just having someone to do normal mundane every day shit with that loves/cares about you makes it so much better. Then at night just cuddling up on the bed watching tv before/after sex, waking up next to someone, even your pillow/sheets smelling like her after she has left. It's all so great. Fuck I hope she realizes we can work through our busy schedules and we get back together.

>>724805812
Women are like buses. One comes a long and you enjoy the ride. But when the road gets bumpy get off and wait for another bus. There is always another one coming.

>>724806378
>Thinks the busy schedule is the problem
>The problem is you. She doesn't want you any more.
>She is interested in someone else.
>Move on you pathetic fuck.

If she is saying it's because of the schedule that is a pure lie. She is just looking for a way out. Stop holding on to her and fine a new girl. FUCK YOU GUYS ARE PATHETIC.

>>724807627
Actually it really isn't. She is stressed out over trying to work, go back to school and take care of her son. Me being stuck working 3 12 hour days a week plus her schedule is insane.

>>724789444
She's lost respect for you. You are her doormat. There is no challenge or excitement left in a relationship with you.

So, stop contacting her.... Let her pursue you.

If she doesn't move on and go on dates with other girls. If there is a slight bit of interest she will come running back.. If not she won't and who cares.... Don't repeat this same mistake of being like you are.. it's boring and sad, Women will lose respect for a man who does all that. You see this first hand.

It's my birthday today, I only got a toothbrush, a badge and mostly half-hearted birthday wishes from the couple of people that only found out from facebook. I guess I shouldn't pay significance to days but maybe my expectations are somewhat higher than expecting nothing from nobody. The rest of the days not many people pay attention to me

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>>724808733
you know what? actually it does mean a lot, thanks man for being sincere

>>724808490
happy birthday anon. i know that feel way to well...

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>>724808490

>>724809539
pretty much me except I've never had a birthday party, some years I didn't even have a cake

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>>724808490
Happy birthday to ya lad. ( ͡°╭͜ʖ╮͡° )

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>>724788616

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I'm so alone. I'm worthless and have no purpose in life.
One day I realized that my heart was withering, and in it there was nothing but pain.
I thought everything would change with every coming new year. But the darkness never leaves my eyes.
Everytime I want to catch a small bit of happiness, it runs away from me at full speed.
I tell myself that dying isn't so bad. If sooner or later, doesn't make any difference, does it.
Even if I continue my life, I'll only receive pain.
Tell me why I shouldn't end my misery.

>>724812719
I'm in the same position, anon. Its all so shit. Constant feeling of numbness, constant rejection. I don't see the point in carrying on when each day is just as shit as the last.

Best friend I have is at a hotel right now and says he's going to jump off, never knew him to be depressed ever. Don't know where exactly he is at so can't do anything. :(

>>724813239
Tell him you're at the local bridge and about to jump, then just wait there for him to come to you. If he really is your best friend he will care about your life more than his.

>>724788840
I don't know about that anon, I can nut in about 2 min when I masterbate but last like 30 min during sex

>>724813133
Yeah. Want to end it when I turn 30 at the latest. 7 years to go. If it becomes even shittier, gonna do it sooner.

>>724812719
maybe you should your choice either way it ends some time, just go and try to end your misery some other way first youve got nothing to lose unless youre depressed then youre fucked lmao

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>>724809271
>>724809539
>>724810174
thank you everyone for the kind words, hope you have a wonderful day. if anyone is feeling generous I'd love to have Awesomenauts on Steam, it's on sale right now
http://steamcommunity.com/id/whatisthis69

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happening now.
>grandma is a WW2 survivor
>comes to this country in the late 40's early 50's
>meets grandpa at job
>get married, cant have kids cuz of the war for some reason
>they adopt 2 kids
>2 kids grow up in a very loving family that was making great money
>2 kids grow up to be huge fuck ups
>his son dies on cancer
>his daughter is almost 50 and still cant do anything right. he still pays a good portion of her bills.
>leave my grandman and grandpa with nothing
>grandpa is now blind in his high 80's
>grandma is suffering from dementia
>im the only grandkid that cares about them
>i spend 24/7 with them
>be me sleeping one night a few weeks ago
>hear loud bang in bathroom
>grandma fell
>call amberlamps
>goes to hospital with no serious injury
>goes to nursing home to recover
>falls again and breaks hip and fucks up ankle
>just got out a surgery less than an hour ago
>grandpa cries every night before bed
>he thinks i can't hear him
>says he never thought it would come to this
>says his prayers every night even hoping the people that fucked him over have good blessings
>im still the only grandkid around.


pic unrelated, i just like kiss.

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>>724808490
this has been every birthday since i was about 9, man. family is so fucked up and poor, they can't afford anything, and there is always fighting. i try not to even be home from my birthday. Last years I told my mom i don't even want a cake. I was supposed to go to a paintball game, but i was in such a shitty mood i didn't want to ruin it for the 2 guys i was supposed to go with.

I know it doesn't mean much coming from some random fuck on the internet, but happy birthday, man. there are people that care, even if you don't know them. I'm not gunna tell you life is gunna get better, but hang in there.

>>724802021
Don't know. It was in another feels thread and it got me

>>724790743
You should always treat a girl worse than she treats you at her best

Is it ironic my girlfriend broke up with me the week of national womens day?

>>724818254
I broke up with a girl on her birthday once

>>724818347
I got broken up with on New Years

>>724794606
pretty much my life in general

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>>724796998

>>724789444
Take the red pill. Seriously, don't fucking cook and clean for her. Don't treat her like a "princess", she doesn't want a beta buck she wants an alpha male. You aren't that to her, so she needs to get better dick somewhere else.

sorry, but that's just true.