>>724748436 i dont know too much about that thread but apparently some in another feels thread said its much worse than the pic can show. Like the other side of his face isnt bad as well obviously not as bad. But yeah surgery could help but its not the same even with how amazing today's stuff is
> be 17, 4 years ago > pretty average guy, never was outstanding or poor in anything I did. > 9/10 transfer student walks in and her beauty just blew me away and I immediately thought she was completely out of my league. > when she walked into the room, we made eye contact with each other. > I'm sitting there all wide eyed, mouth dragging on the floor, looking dumb as shit probably. > And there it was, that smile. A smile so gorgeous and captivating, that it made the northern lights seem plain. > and how convenient it seemed that the only desk open for her to sit was right behind me. > whatdo.jpg > so I try playing it cool and keep the spaghetti in my pants. > I'll just introduce myself. > Hey, I'm anon, voice cracks mid sentence. > Ragu hits the floor. > she laughs but only because she found it cute. >I'm Laurie, nice to meet you.
>>724749283 Cont. > months go on with us just talking in class and both of us completely failing civics class because of it, well i was, but we didn't care. > I finally got the balls to ask her on a date. > to my surprise, she said yes, even considering the fact that every guy in school wanted to hook up with her and she probably got hit on twice a day. > start going on dates, and we share that connection. That one where once you have it, you never wana lose it. > fast forward a year later, and us practically inseparable. > graduation day came, and she was about to give her valedictorian speech. > I setup a plan and asked to principal if he'd be okay with me proposing to her during the ceremony and he agreed. > so I did, shitting myself as I was sneaking up behind her from backstage. > I tap her on the shoulder right before she started her speech. As she turned around I grabbed the mic out of her hand, and of course she was confused.
>>724749378 > So I give my little speech that I've racked my brain for weeks coming up with about how I love you with my entire mind, body, and soul, etc. > I got on one knee and asked "will you marry me?" Naturally my voice cracks mid sentence while on the intercom > and there it was. > that million dollar smile and that laugh at my voice cracking that reminded me of the first day we met. Yes, anon, of course I'll mar- > and there it was, the moment my life ended. > she collapsed right there, I caught her as she was falling. > she was taken to a hospital me holding her hand the whole way there in the back of the ambulance. "I'm scared, anon" > it's okay baby, you probably just got a little excited and just fainted is all.
>>724749408 > so they ran some tests to see what cause her to faint. > me, her parents, and her were sitting there in her hospital room awaiting the results. > then the door finally opened and the doctor gave the news. > the results of her CT scan came in on her head. > her head lit up like the Fourth of July, riddled with tumors. > with no options besides a guaranteed failed surgery, he gave her 2 months to live. > so Laurie being the incredibly strong person that she is, didn't cry despite me and her parents losing it. > She looked at me and finished her sentence that was cut off during the proposal. > We had a small wedding with family and close friends a week later and because she was on borrowed time, it was obviously rushed > so I emptied my savings account of $6000.00 and we went to Portugal for our honeymoon because she always talked about going there. > Fast forward about 3 weeks later. > laying in bed at my house, her head on my chest, watching a YLYL thread. > she looked up at me.. anon, i really, really, really like this image > Thanks, Laurie. Save it, it's all yours my friend. > she kissed me one last time and smiled that smile that I would kill to see one more time and said.. Goodnight anon, I'll love you forever, I promise. > I knew what was happening but I held it together for her sake, "I love you too, Forever and Always..." > She died in my arms... 1 year ago today. Rest in peace my angel.
I'm a freshman in my community college right now and its been one of the loneliest years I've ever had. All my real friends went away and its so hard to make friends for me. Ill talk to people but its hard to build a relationship without seeing someone everyday. I still have a few friends in my town that either dont go to school or only go part time and i only started to hang out with them during the summer because I had nothing better to do or because all my real friends already left on vacation or for college. They are people that i like hanging out with but not i'm not at the point where i can truly be myself. I've hung out with them like 4 times throughout this whole time in school. They stopped asking me to hangout and i figured its because all they do is smoke weed and drink and i dont go any of that stuff. I've been so lonely that i'm honestly considering to start smoking just to be able to really talk to people and laugh again like in high school.
>>724749737 I feel you man. Same thing happened to me. All my close buds from my middle school/highschool days are long gone only like one remains in my city and he rarely wants to hang. I just gave up and got online friends. But i still would like to have a group hang out again but that's likely never going to happen
>>724750337 When he said he wanted to come live with them I knew it was himself he was talking about The most common thing I've read from a news article about injured soldiers coming back home is that the thing that really gets to them is when their love ones have to take care of their physical needs and see them witness the effects from the trauma of the war.
>>724749737 weed isn't addictive anon. try hanging out with them and smoking. make sure you got an hour or two before you drive (unless you can handle it). pitch in every once in a while on the weed. you'll fit right in because all stoners are weird in some way or another
Fucking hell I miss my cousin. Whenever I see one of these threads he comes to mind. Best friend I had, more of a brother to me than anything else. And he fucking died alone, took a week before anyone found him.
>>724749737 I graduated in 2012. I had a pretty decent group of friends and 4 really good friends. 2 of those really good friends I had I haven't spoken to in years. 1 just got out of the Navy but is still in a different state. The last I talk to occasionally. I work 6-7 days a week. 6 is mandatory but I always volunteer to work the 7th. Not because I need money I make plenty but because I have nothing else to do. So my advice to you once you get out of high school and grow up your friends start to disapear. The best times of your life are over. Now it is a downhill slope. Work then die.>>724749737
>>724747437 Kek. Not me. I'm only 30yo and I've already lived enough for my entire life. Be shot, stabbed, went over a waterfall, been homeless, been a supervisor, been hit by two cars, set my own dislocated arm before, fought in an underground fight ring, got my ass handed to me in an underground fight ring, been a youth leader at church, dated an underage girl, and now I'm 30 with two kids, waiting to start a new job at a local steel mill, spending my time playing vidya and browsing /b/. If I ever got to talk to my younger self, I'd be like 'buckle up, fucker, it's gonna be one hell of a ride'.
>>724751238 He knew he would be a burden and wanted to test the waters with his parents and not just show up and have to be taken care of until he dies. I dont blame him. If I needed help doing daily activities I would end my life. Even if I were in a wheelchair
>>724752750 bring your inhaler and take a couple baby hits. I mean shit do you really care if you even get high? i used to smoke all the time but i didn't like being too high that i couldn't focus/control my mind/whatever and i would always take a few hits of whatever was going around and then stop. people will offer it to you when it comes your turn and you just politely decline. most stoners' reactions are "cool more for us"
>>724749737 Oh man i feel my life going right in this direction also. I'm finishing senor year of HS and going into community college for the next 2 years. All my friends are either going off to college or slowing drifting away from me. My 2 best friends like to smoke and drink and party and i'm not into any of that. I feel like that's slowly making our friendship disappear. Even though we still hang out together it feels as though they'd rather be partying or doing something "grown up" as i like to put it. I spend my time playing video games and talking to people online so my only irl friends are ones that i've had since i was like 5. As soon as they leave i don't know what the fuck i'm going to do, it seems theses days everyone my age is just smoking weed. I feel like everyone just thinks i'm a pretentious asshole when i say i don't smoke or i don't party, they just think i'm boring. Where i actually just would rather be playing league of legends or working our or playing sports. I feels as though my friends that i've known before i cant even remember are changing into people i wouldn't hang out with in the first place.
Most people really don't make fun of people like this, even teenagers, maybe school kids for a year or even less and then it's over. I went to school with a dwarf and nobody made fun of him for that, and also with a guy who had a normal upper body but dwarf legs and he was wheelchair bound, again nobody made fun of the guy and everyone liked him.
Problem is when one of these guys is an unlikeable fuck on top of having a physical deformity. Another guy I went to high school with had a paralyzed hand and leg, commonly known as "dry limps". The guy was completely insufferable, rude to everyone, had terrible hygiene and just straight up annoying so absolutely nobody liked him and he was constantly bullied.
One time we found out that the guy could even get his leg and arm fixed, for the most part, no surgery required or anything, just by going to physical therapy, but he literally didn't want to go for some reason.
but: >ugly cat everyone pelted, never loved >all he wanted was love >gets in a fight with a big dog, dog mauls him >anon picks him up and holds him, and even dying, the cat basks in the love / affection
This shit is fake as fuck and I used to hear it on the radio all the time and as part of my religious school's sermons.
The story is also stupid as fuck Guy is missing an arm and a leg but he somehow fucking managed to reach the roof of a building and jump from it. Also it's one thing to take care of a crippled stranger and another one to take of your crippled son, I'm sure the parents would have actually agreed to gladly care for the guy since he was their fucking son.
>>724747388 > This was my last photo I can find where I'm smiling. > After this, really all I can remember is defense. > People will hate, You need to be ready to... > Be prepared to.... > When this happens, you need to .... > Etc., ad nauseum. > I didn't even realize that I *could* have a normal life. > By the time my brother got his Master's, I finally realized not once had anyone asked me what I wanted. >I realized I didn't even think of myself as a person. > I was an accessory. A thing always by his side. > What am I?
>>724753414 No that's not the problem. The main problem is that i have a complex where i need to be bettering myself all the time. If i smoked with them i'd feel like i'm wasting my time and could be doing better things. I know that sounds really stupid and frankly i know it is. And it seems like i could just "get over it" but it's not that easy since it's stuck in my head 24/7. I envy them because they can just let it go for a bit where as i can't. Constantly thinking about my goals and my abilities and what i need to do to be happy later in life.
>>724753960 I was 13 at the time so I was a bit sheltered to what was going on (I knew my dad was severely depressed and visibly ill). But my brother was in his early 20s and treated my dad like shit because of how annoying he was with his anxiety and pacing around the house all night.
Now, 7 years later, my brother has anxiety and blames it on two things. One being the fact that he was the one to find my dad. And the second being the fact that he has so much regret on how he treated him near the end.
The worst part for me is the fact that at that time I was a little annoying shit with too much energy. Now I'm 20 and I read the same newspapers and listen to NPR, just like my father did, and something most people my age wouldn't do. Fuck we'd get along so well now.
>>724754310 Maybe but the problem is that i want to care. Early in HS i didn't try and it really fucked me over. Now i NEED to try otherwise i'm completely donzo. I have pretty bad ADHD so it takes literally all my energy to focus on one math problem. If i slacked off at all i'm 100% sure i wouldn't graduate.
>>724754342 Your welcome. my lifes not so bad, I have food in the friedge and good drugs.When iwas there it was fun, met cool bros, killed scuzlims. Sucks I got hurt but whatever, life goes on. You civies can make fun of my poor spelling I dont give a shit.
>work at Starbucks >love it and love the people >manager seemed okay >fast forward 6 months later today >manager is horrible >5 people within the span of my time their have come and quit including long time partners >constantly micromanages us >snaps at us for shit she does >belittles us as shit >will make you come in on your sick days regardless of code >gets so stressful to the point of me hating life and contemplating suicide >actually attempt to kill myself once >feel pathetic and weak that I can't stick it out at Starbucks Might be cause of me already having depression but i feel worthless and shit that I can't even stay here.
I met a guy in high school who was bullied by absolutely everyone. I don't think he had any real friends ANYWHERE asides from family. We graduated high school (he didn't, he failed sophomore or something) and got to college and I found out that his mom actually pays some of my classmates to attend his birthday parties.
Turns out he is also schizophrenic and he's already getting worse
>>724754936 the weed wont make you not care 24/7 from the first time you smoke it. if you only smoke it occasionally, meaning when you're with your friends at social gatherings, its not gonna impact you to the point of failure in school. moderation is best. if you don't want to do that then fuck em, college is different than high school bro
>>724755164 poor kid. I never understood how people could bully someone in front of their face and i mean horribly. Me and my friends crack jokes about people but not to their face not because we are afraid of them. Only because we arent complete assholes. Especially if they have some type of problem both physically or mentally
Meh. Might not be feelsy enough for you guys, but here's me at the moment.
>live in a shitty trailer my parents own across from their house with my gf and kids >daughter 8 >son not quite 2 >been with gf for 10 years >used to be super in love >these days not so much >didn't know gf was a highschool drop out when we got together >all of her family is sorry as hell >druggies and shit >all sponged off this one uncle who owned a soybean farm >gf would regularly leave to go stay with her fam every time we had a fight >gets pregnant with our first kid >are arguing late during the pregnancy >gf moves back in with mom >has our first kid and doesn't even tell me >I find out a week after our daughter is born because I came over to apologise for a fight she started >she ends up moving back in with me when her uncle die >when uncle died the money dried up and all her grown ass aunts and her mom moved in with THEIR old ass mom hours away >they were shit and never acted like they cared about my gf or her future >I pushed her to get her GED >she finally did and actually scored high enough to get into the community itt college where she took her GED test >gave up my chance to go to college back in the day so my GF could >we couldn't both go to school and also I worked and had a kid at home to raise >so I said I'd work my shitty, barely more than min wage job with our local county road department picking up trash and digging ditches so she could college >two and a half years later and she's got a degree in business accounting >doesn't look for work though >gets pregnant and we have our bebe son >uses new bebe as an excuse not to work >I get a slightly better job at a wood mill >still can't go to college because I work 50/60 hours a week >working 10/12 hours night shift, get home at 7/8am >can't sleep because 1yo son is up being loud >only get 3 MAYBE 4 hours of sleep a day >usually stay up when I get home, play with son, watch sesame Street and shit >just sleep when he naps Cont-
>>724755236 Who cares /b/ro? I dont. Life is fragile as fuck and it can be taken from u in a instance.
From there pov, they were just sleeping in thier mudhouse trying to ship weapons to make money, from my pov they were belligarent combatants. So they are all dead now. Fuck it, who cares? We all got cheap gas, cheap opiates and the world keeps on spinning. To pretend that we care about democracy in the middle east is an insult to the mudslimes that we fuck up. Fuck them and fuck Islam.
This kid was bullied because he was honestly not a likeable person. He really tried hard to get people to hate him. The guy also had a physical problem but he lost all "pity points" because he was an asshat or straight up annoying to most people who tried to help him
>>724755709 -Inued >mention my gf maybe working about once a month >always turns into a fight >our car breaks down >can't repair it >have to borrow one of my dad's truck for a month while trying to get car fixed >gf bitches because she can't drive truck >take out an $8000 loan to buy new car >she goes to this 'moms group' with some of her friends every other week >but she still doesn't work >less than a month after we get a new car I get laid off because our company lost a lot of business over winter >also discover our water heater is hemorrhaging water >mold in back room where water heater is located now >too much stress, get dizzy, almost pass out >go to doctor and find out I have high blood pressure >no surprise >can't afford medicine because no job and no insurance now >Filling for unemployment >spend entire days looking for work >no running water at home >having to bath at my parents house across the street >My gf still goes to her mom group but not looking for work >She thinks I'm cheating on her because I'm up all night browsing /b/ and watching anime >and also quietly sobbing because I feel like such a failure >want to break up with her >want to eat a bullet >but I can't because my kids >especially my son >daughter is kind of spoiled but my son >I know if I break up with his mom and she moves back with her family he'll have no future >not that I'm giving him one >but if not for him I'd honestly have an heroed by now >even right now I can hear him in his room making noises in his sleep >He's too young to know how much of a failure his dad is >but he's not gonna be a bebe forever >one day he's gonna be old enough to know how much I failed him >and that's when I'll probably an hero >Until then I'm gonna go play Darksiders and fap to animu girls >my gf is gonna want to go through my phone in the morning because she thinks I'm talking to girls >I'm a miserable faggot
>my name is miles >my life has been a series of opportunities ive failed to take due to ignorance >in elementary school, i had the aptitude and willpower to do anything academically i wanted, yet i decided against skipping a grade >in middle school, i had a hot girlfriend who wanted to fuck, but i was too scared >in highschool, i went to the best school in my state, i never try, i got Cs >in college, the material is easy, i could easily get my doctorate >i drop out
>my ex-girlfriend from middle school literally called me and asked to hook up a couple weeks ago because she still really liked me >still said no >why am i the way i am /b/
I'm pretty sure he has a slight case of mental retardation, just that we didn't notice it being teenagers because it was really slight, that and the schizophrenia were probably a hell of a cocktail.
I remember how rotten his mouth smelled like...the guy would literally never close his mouth, his "resting face" involved having his mouth slightly open, so it smelled like a damn sewer, you could literally smell his mouth from 5 feet
OP here this was my first thread I made. I didn't see a Feels Thread and I thought I might try and make one. Even something little like this made me feel good that people got to share stories or pictures or just laugh. Its kind late where I'm at and I'm getting ready to sleep. I hope I have a good dream tonight. Lately I've been waking up in the middle of the night and cant fall asleep after that. Goodnight . . .
>>724749737 Damn, reading this reminded of how I am right now. I'm a sophomore at community college and am feeling the same you are. I live on the other side of the country from where I graduated. I made one close friendship last year with some girl and TLDR I got terribly friendzoned. Even though were still "friends" I'm trying to distance myself from her..I'm transfering to a university next year and hoping I get to meet some more people. Hope things get better Anon!
>>724756596 one last thing, it's much easier to meet people in college with similar interests than high school. just gotta know where to look. posts on the college website and cork boards around school are always packed with shit going on. (i went to community college and there was always stuff happening).
I'm 23 and I'm pretty lost in life. I have no idea on what to do with my life. I went to college for 6 years. I took a bunch of random classes and failed/dropped most of them. I ended up dropping out at the end.
I'm thinking of getting an entry lvl hr/recruiting job. It might be nice, right?
Is this a good idea? does anyone here work in HR or recruiting?
>>724756529 Dude you gave up your future to help some slut and it's insane that she can't even act like a decent person and try to get a job with that piece of paper. The only advice I have is try to find something stable that has reasonable hours and take the kids from her. It shouldn't be too hard to show she couldn't take care of them if she is that fucking useless
You're not a failure bro and I'm positive your son will realize that if you raise him to be a man
> found a dumpster baby last year, just barely alive > took it to my friend who owns a textbook that nurses have to read or something > he tells me it's a beautiful baby girl, naught 2 months of age, and a 7/10 even with all the garbage > take her back home, put her in the shower and turn the water on, give her some soap from my ex-gf > she crawls out 30 minutes later, full on 9/10 now that the rotting lettuce and used tissues are cleaned out of her hair > she offers to pay me for helping her, I tell her she needs the money more than I do > "I can think of another way to repay you anon ;) " > she leads me into my bedroom, we start making out > we have incredible sex, she cums buckets of blood > she asks if I can drive her back to the dumpster, I tell her she can live with me as long as she's my sex slave > she agrees, I show her to the unfinished basement where she'll be living from now on
Fast forward a year later, and we've been married for 5 years and we're expecting our first child later today
>>724747388 I put my dog to sleep when he was 13 years old. He was with me since I was 5 and one day when I was 17 I realized he was a old dude.
The little puppy that played with me, running from one side to the other, that bited me, that peed on me and munched my stuff was long gone. The llittle guy that teached me everything about life was about to teach me what is like to lose someone you love. He was sick, he was blind because of a genetic disease that killed his parents before too, and now was taking it's tool with my friend. He coudln't run or play anymore. He was suffering.
I told him what was happening, I thanked him and hugged him like never before, I cried my eyes out for an entire week, but the time was upon us.
I never regret anything in my life, never, except one thing.:
I wish I stayed with him when they put him down. But i didn't.
I hugged him one last time, crying, thanking him for everything, and handed him to the dudes who were going to put him down.
I hate myself for not being there when he closed his eyes for the last time.
Anyway I think he understood what was happening, because when we arrived to that place he just walked away from me after we said goodbye. I could see it in his eyes, he knew.
>>724756946 Sounds good in theory but if we break up she's gonna move out of state. I'll have to pay support for TWO kids on an income of less than $900 a month. It'll be worse than pulling teeth even getting to see the kids. We split once before for a year back when our daughter was young. I got to see her one weekend out of every two months. And that was back when I was actually working. Believe me that I don't think about it though. Every day I see her and wonder why I didn't leave her sooner. Like I said, my son is the only thing I have to hold onto now. Our daughter is basically ruined already, she's gonna be just like her mom and all her useless family. If I thought there was a way I could leave her and keep full custody of my son I would, but I know she would make it a fight just out of spite.
Feels threads are weird. My life has become a nightmare of grief and loss and I'm reading this thread while I'm reading notebooks my late finacee and I wrote in and sobbing like a child, considering my options for suicide in about two months, when out of nowhere
this post makes me laugh so hard it fucking hurts. The picture of the kid is heartbreaking, easily one of my favorite feel pictures ever, but some random anon gave me a break from everything else for a couple of minutes because his first thought when looking at that poor child was "he looks super fucking retarded."
This is why I come to feels threads instead of trying to find people who will pat me on the head and tell me to "hang in there" I love you /b/
Mfw: all you young faggots have your whole lives ahead of you and are crying over superficial bullshit that is easily fixed or you created for yourselves. You fucking pussies have it all. Special snowflake millennials.
>>724757527 I had to put my cat down yesterday, she had Cutaneous Lymphoma. I keep telling myself she was just a cat, but I still feel like I lost a family member. She wasn't my first cat but she was the first I've had die so young. I watched her waste away over the last few months, I tried to wash out her wounds to help her heal but after a while it didn't really help anything other than comforting her. I watched her go from a fluffy little love-bug to skin and bones, barely able to move. The last few days of her life she was bleeding profusely and howling in pain every time she moved. I know I did the right thing for her, but it doesn't really make me feel better.
>>724756726 almost in the same boat heres my story >through elementary i was placed in all advanced classes and even a 1 day a week i would be taken to a high school to do even more advanced work >refused to go to said highschool and removed myself from the program >5th grade bullying started and towards the middle of the year i snapped and started fighting and started skipping regularly >first year of middle school bullying had gotten worse and the principal knew my record (stuffed full of detentions/ suspension's) and said if i get in more trouble ill get expelled >hated middle school so i kept my head down most the time and just accepted the comments thrown at me though i was still skipping at least 2 days out of every week >half way through 7th grade i stopped going completely >i met my girlfriend from a different town about 30 mins away and she convinced me to go to school with her the only issue is that year she would be a freshman in highschool and i would be in 8th >i did a few test and managed to pass so i would skip 8th grade entirely and be a freshman >freshman year was great, i got good grades and joined the school choir, i managed to work out a deal with her mom and was able to live with her during the school year as long as we slept in different rooms >obviously we would sneak around and managed to have sex on a regular basis, being 15 i though i had hit the jackpot >at the start of sophomore year i developed clinical depression and had a councilor in school to talk to with an agreement that nothing i said to her would be told to anybody unless i made threats of hurting myself or others >one day i started freaking out because us being the dumb teenagers we were i thought she was pregnant so i went to my councilor about it since it was the only thing on my mind and i couldn't focus on schoolwork >she filled a report to Child Protection Services and everything came crumbling down >dropped out of school again not even 1/3rd into my sophomore year cont.?
>meet girl on Christmas break of senior year >fall in love >pushes me to better myself >go to tulsa welding school >we fuck 3 times a day >life's great >graduate top of class >she starts to get >never cleans or cooks >I pay all the bills >she decides she wants to become a cosmetologist >pay for like living expenses >I get to breaking point >lost my job >can't find work >exhausted unemployment >we break up >her parents who couldn't help with bills magically arrive 2 days later with truck and trailer >she's gone >move in with parents >get job as a private investigator >buy new truck >buy a shelby >my dream car >still empty >no friends >live in my parents house still >she moved back to town to date a drug dealer >she's pregnant >I'm alone and feel like I'm wasting my life away >money doesn't buy happiness
>>724759001 Hey anon, I'm >>724755709 this anon. I feel ya. Not even gonna try to cheer you up though, with all that 'it gets better' shit. Life sucks. What do? I'm catching up on DragonBall and wondering what I'll do tomorrow while my gf is out. Can't look for work because she's gonna have the car and I'll be at home with the kids, and no running water even. How do people get like this though? You work hard, do right, don't be a criminal, and at the end of the day, what? Nothing. Not a damn thing. Just trying to figure out what you could have done to not be she'd you are now. Am I right?
>>724759351 I mean life's ups and downs and learning experiences but the growing pains hurt, one of my classmates from welding school an heroed and is on life support, he had a banging gf, maybe women don't make you happy either, if money and women don't what will?
>>724749021 I cant. I cant. I cant. I cant. I cant. I cant fucking make it through one god damn line without remembering my two cats that died last year. I miss them so god damn much. fuck me i haven't cried like a bitch like this in a long time.
>>724758755 Cont. >was kicked out of gfs house and spent the rest of the year dealing with CPS and browsing /b/ >next year came and i tried a different school with no luck, the place was ghetto as fuck, essentially no rules were enforced, teachers didnt care and kids sold drugs/ gambled in class (i made $30 flipping quarters so thats good) >dropped out of that not too long after i started and tried online >online school started okay but with my depression getting worse i lost motivation entirely for school and dropped out of that as well >for the next year and a half i sat and did nothing but /b/, vidya, and gain weight >now i plan to get a GED but everyone around me says thats stupid and i need to just go back and suck it up >also from all the time sitting at my computer i got arthritis and some sort of back problems my doctors cant identify so even leaving the house is a bit intimidating, for a while i managed to exercise somewhat regularly and got my weight back down >despite growing up top of my class and having so many opportunities being given to me i wake up everyday and waste it away at my computer staring at memes and contemplating suicide, the only real reason i havent is my gf (same one i moved in with) always talks me out of it and my little brother looks up to me as a role model for some reason
sorry if this is scattered it was a little hard to write, feel free to ask questions to fill in any spaces or just questions in general, ill be lurking
>>724759177 You're completely right anon, the best we can do is to appreciate and cherish the time we have with our loved ones. And thanks, It really helps talking about it. Also, your doggo is adorable make sure to give him some extra love
OK, so two things: 1) You are boring. 2) The world is for boring people.
Your friends will stay young for a couple more years, and some of them will move on. Maybe you will stay friends with one or two, maybe not. It doesn't matter - the point is that life changes. If you like league of legends, just play it.
I had this 100lb German shepherd lab mix who I jokingly named tiny baby. She got me through the tough times in high school when I didn't have any friends. She recently passed. I held her as the vet gave her the lethal injection. This once proud dog chased a bear up a tree, cowered at my feet during thunder storms, destroyed my GameCube game collection when she was teething. Now she was arthritic and growing tumors all over. Feeling the life escape from her destroyed me. I keep saying to myself "my tiny baby just got so tiny that I can't see her anyone, but I can still feel her love." It's pathetic, but thinking this is all that keeps me from crying sometimes. I'll miss her so much.
>>724760006 Don't Hero. High School is shit. Its depressing. And I thought about suicide and played sick literally aroun 50% of my Senior year. But life will get better after you are out, you can hopefully openly get back with your girlfriend, move on in life and get a good job (You sound like you can strive in a work environment and also in a educational environment you can control more I.E College). You remind me a little of me, I hated myself, loved school for a while but not long, and ended my Grade school career with me being a self loathing person who had no self esteem #1/10. But it looked up, I started working out for the military and my (Now EX) Girlfriend brought me out of the dirt until she cheated. But by then my looks improved and I found the perfect woman, and I will soon be doing the duty of my dreams.
My uncle just died today he was always kind and made people around him laugh and i say this but i dont remember the exact time i have a horrible memory and it gets worse underpressure it hurts so bad when someone i know dies because when im told about it i almost cant remember there face. I dint cry because i cant make more memories with them i cry because im forgetting the ones i already made
>300+ post >thread is on its way to 404 >just like all of us >some just get more bumps than others >some 404 without a single post >we're all threads on the board of life >on our way to page 12 >see you later, space cowboy
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