anon, why aren't you happy ?

>>724412577
I was promoted to a job I'm not qualified for, and women find me repulsive.

>>724412577
I'm ugly. No woman wants me. Lonely. But hey, at least I have video games!

>>724412577
I'm super happy

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I'm lonely.

>>724412929
same havent had a gf in years..

I'm a virgin and could've lost it by now but something always cock blocks me.(normal sexual frustration)

>>724412577
sometimes i feel like id be better off as an hero

My girlfriend threat to suicide herself if I leave her. I dont know how to deal with this. Already done the same shit with her ex and she finished to the emergency.

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I'm happy because I want to die

Life passed me by and I waved at it smugly.

Now, 10 years later, suicide has become the best option every day.

I don't know how to let go.

My girl left me

>>724413695
Call one of her relatives and explain what she has said. Then leave and don't look back.

Alternatively just leave and realize that this shit isn't your problem

>>724413695
No your problem mate. If she an heroes, her family is gonna suffer.

Not you, stay strong and LEAVE

I need a fucking girlfriend but I don't know how to get one

>>724414006

>depending on others for you own happiness

kill yourself

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(typed more than planned bear with me)

>>724412577
Well I guess I've made lazy choices in highschool, so now I can't really go to college.

Pretty much have no reason to go back another semester, I was asked to do some design work for some indie skate brand, they're willing to wait for school to get out. So I have a better chance of doing what I'm good at without spending money for classes, go figure...

>>724413291
Also I'm kind of on board with this guy, I too am a virgin.
I've gotten into gay porn, even sissy porn, have pretty much masturbated to the idea of getting fucked by a "man" (basically some fit guy).

But I knew for a while that I wasn't really enjoying it, I went as far as trying to finger myself. Not once, but three times. Each time I felts less enthusiasm for it. I find myself doing this only because I haven't gotten paid yet. It doesn't help that where I live the oldest girl I could go for is 17, and I don't feel it's worth the risk.

In short; I'm making more money staying out of school. Virgin for so long I've considered the gay. Can't go fuck without risking pedo-status.

>>724414335
I agree, don't let the crazy bitch take you down with her.

>>724412577

life hasn't turned out the way i'd imagined it would. i've also dealt with depression on and off for years and have recently been having panic attacks.

>>724412577
My children are small and annoying.

senior design project, work, gf, some semblance of social life, personal goals. too much fucking shit to do; how do i do it all?

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The pursuit of happiness is not a fulfillment of ideals, but an accepting of life's limitations. If you're looking for happiness in anything but yourself, you're doomed to a cat and mouse game of endless woes and failures.

>>724414351

what strategies have you tried?

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>>724412577
>no woman
>chronic masturbation
>internet
>soda
>video games
>mediocrity
>lack of motivation
>/pol/
>international Jewry
>lack of exercise
>no purpose

>>724412577
i don't believe there's anything out there for me
so i'll just stay inside

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>>724412577
>no real social life
>huge fukken commute
>job I no longer care for; getting a new one is an uphill battle
>rotten, dysfunctional family
>spent nearly a decade in the friendzone
>shitty childhood still haunts me
I've read more philosophy and wellness materials than I care to admit
I've been to doctors, shrinks, nutritionists
Nothing has worked.

>>724414907
Basically me. Long commute due to shitty family and don't want people getting hurt. No social life and work is a fuckin drag.

Honestly...

>always wanted to join military
>even when I was a small child
>go through basic training at age 16
>gets me in shape and improves my life
>get back when I'm 17
>didn't finish high school because what was the point?
>break my scaphoid bone

Wrist bone that never wants to heal properly

>spend 4 months in a cast
>didn't heal
>get bone necrosis
>can barely do fucking push-ups
>went for bone surgery last week

Dream of joining the military looks pretty fucking slim.

Don't have high school diploma

18 with a minimum wage job, dreams shot.

At least I get laid... R-right /b/?

>>724415116

you're 18 anon. you have TONS of time to turn things around for yourself. Though maybe you're dealing with some depression and that's inhibiting you. Fucker sneaks up behind you real slow.

>>724414087
>>724414335
>>724414476


Thanks

>>724415443

alternately maybe you could hang out as a group with a bunch of people and she'll potentially hit it off with someone new?

sounds dumb saying it, but it could work

>>724415343
What's your advice?

I mean, I know I can look at this as a positive. I can get in shape; train daily and learn a foreign language and go into mercenary work wherever s small war may be fought but I just feel so... Unmotivated. I've had a kick ass life up until this point but right now I've been feeling like a shell of my former self. Like I've used up all my glory days.

I don't know, I know what to do to make myself happy yet I don't do it.

Because I'm tired

>>724415606
Well, this is not a bad idea. I will figured out something

>>724412577
I got the big cock blues.

>>724412577
>girlfriend cheated on me
>crashed my car(wrapped around a street light)
>lost my job(laid off without warning, I would work me ass off too)

but wait. I'm still happy to be alive!

>>724415835
dem big cocks too big for dem bootyholes?

Fuck this is to deep for me to deal with right now.,

>>724415720

i know how that feels, as i had been there as well.
you're at an age where lots of people around you are changing and going different directions so that's a possible factor. everything seems like it's ending when in reality these are your first steps toward the rest of your life.

you don't need to be 18 or younger in order to go back to school, hone skills toward getting a job you like.

and like i said it could be a depression thing too. ever talk to your doctor about it? some people just have a chemical imbalance that causes things to seem more bleak

>>724412577
I have never had an emotional connection with a human being. Not even my mother.

I drink excessively to forget the fact that no female has ever once enjoyed my company. The lack of proper emotional development with a female has crippled me.

People who have had a healthy relationship with a female cannot comprehend what it's like. So I am alone.

I am very alone.

I beg God on a regular basis to help me but he knows better than to waste his time on a loser like me.

Death is the only thing I wish for anymore. If I had the balls, I would kill myself.

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>>724412577
Just being ugly. I lost the genetic lottery in most ways possible. Sure, I can't change the way I look, so why should I obsess over it? Well, it really hurts not being desirable by anyone at all. Not only when it comes to women, but people in general don't want to be around someone who's hideous. I've been called creepy more than once when I was just minding my own business... it's no fun

>>724412577
I can't attract any girl

>>724416177

how can you possibly know no female has enjoyed your company?

what do you think it is about yourself that you believe no female wants to be around?

>>724416177

These new linkin park lyrics are tight

>>724416348

false. maybe you haven't had luck yet, but I stress yet.

Think about it. You've seen people you've perceived as unattractive with girlfriends/boyfriends husbands/wives before I'm sure.

No matter what type of person you are; how you look, what your interests are, what your preferences are, I guarantee you there is someone out there who is into you.

Try and stick to a more positive outlook even when your feels are raining on you, and things'll start to brighten up. Girls will start to notice you. Confidence and self-esteem go very far.

>>724415985
Nah, just got sore knees from lugging it around all these years.

>>724412780
Then why did you even say yes?

>>724412577
I'm fairly attractive just got out of a six month relationship that I hated and wasn't worth anything other than the sex and now am talking to a girl I've been wanting to talk to for a while and it's going really well and I'm satisfied with life

>>724412577

There's this Chinese girl I think is cute. Not in a conventional way though. More like in a wabi-sabi kind of way.

Anyhow, she doesn't speak much English and I've barely talked to her because of it. It tears me up inside I can't communicate with her properly. Sometimes I just want to straight up ask her on a date with google translate or something. But I don't want to be too sudden considering our relationship as co-workers.

I've even thought about learning Chinese. I'm stupid as fuck though so it seems impossible. I torture myself thinking about this when I see everyday.

I know she's single. I know she's 25. Why am I so mediocre?

man i need a women in my life like right fucking now

>>724416115
You're right.

I know I just need to move on to be happy.
Leave my hometown for an indefinite amount of time. All the same people, same things, same home... It drives me crazy.

>>724413695
>suicide herself

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Stop complaining that you are ugly. Just take a look on Sarkozy's wife and start working to being rich and powerful. No joke. At least you will try to do something.

>>724416732

the fact that you'd try and learn her language or even communicate with her nonverbally would likely go far with her. that shows a definite interest

>>724416274
Check out Ugly god. The dude is ugly as sin and can't rap worth a shit, but he took it as a joke and is now banking millions. Own what you got fam

>>724416641
Thank you

I'm ugly and no man wants me. I've never had a boyfriend and I don't have many friends either. Fuck those who say that women can't be robots

>>724416816
>5 am sunday in some places
>wants coherent sentences
fuck off gestapo

>>724416942
pics. 100% someone here would smash. No chance of a no

>>724416379
Because I would at least have a female friend by now if that were the case. I have only been dismissed and ignored unless something was needed from me.
At the very least my lack of a mother figure has made it impossible for me to form any kind of bond with a female.

>>724416619
This is fucking hilarious and I thank you for making me laugh.

>>724416641

found the lonely virgin

>>724416773

i got restless around the end of highschool. everything felt like it was ending and everyone felt like they were drifting away.

that does happen. you just need to keep in touch with the ones you genuinely like, adn the ones who genuinely like you will stick around.

it's also easier said than done to just 'grow up and be happy' or whatever anyone else tells you to do (or even your own thoughts). but seriously, don't beat yourself up.

>>724414525
You think about what you need to do, and don't let a bitch or a professor make you feel like you owe them the sacrifice of your own goals. No matter what, everyone is going to be pissed at you for something. Fuck them all. Fuck your bitch well and give her a good time, do your assignments quickly and skillfully, call your family, hang out with your friends, lock yourself in your room and spend hours on wikipedia or doing pushups or whatever it is YOU need/want to do. As long as you can go to sleep or finish the week knowing that you looked out for yourself, it doesn't matter if your chick thinks you don't spend enough time with her or your professor is power tripping. The answer is that you need to have "frame" and remain calm and self-aware during long, stressful periods of time.

>>724416177
First piece of advice: stop wasting your time and losing your dignity by begging to your god. Your god does not exist.

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>>724416641
i've never seen a vagina irl, dont think i ever will
>pic related

>>724412577
No dubs like you

>>724416872

Or a restraining order

>>724417070

i'm in a 4 year relationship actually. thanks though

>>724416177
I'm sorry, man. I really am.

>>724416872

it all depends if she's into you or not.

two guys could approach a girl with the exact same tactic and one would be called a creep because the girl isn't into him, where the other she'd swoon over because she finds him attractive

>>724416942
I could be your friend...

I'm very lonely...

>>724417339
Yeah me too otherwise I wouldn't be wasting my time on b

>>724412577
I have tons of friends, but I still feel lonely.

I utterly despise both of my parents and I'm not some edgy teenager. Been contemplating giving them each a detailed report-card of their performance as parents. Torn between thinking that it might be excessively cruel and the thought that if they die before I do it I will always regret not doing it.

>>724417057

i wouldn't say it's made it impossible for you to form any sort of bond with a female.

And it's entirely possible you just haven't met a girl who you have things in common with

>>724417106
Heresy is not tolerated where I come from, edgelord fedora master.

>>724412577
I thought it was because I was going no where in life but I got a job and started college after getting a GED and I still was unhappy. I have never had any goals, even as a child. I hate and distrust other people so much, double for women, that I could never be in any sort of functional relationship with another human being. The more I sit around doing nothing the more I think about how literally not a damn thing matters because society is just man made crap and nature and life is just random shit that happens to exist because we live close but not too close to the sun.

this thread is pathetic, everyone basing self worth off women.

women aren't worth the hassle, the sooner you betas figure that out, the better it'll be for all of you.

>>724412577
I feel really bored even though everyone says not to do anything before starting medical school.

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>>724417146

>>724416872

What if she says no? I don't want to make it awkward at work or embarrass her.

I always manage to talk myself out of it most of time.

>>724417507
Truth hurts, eh. Tough shit, dumbass. Your god is fake and you're an idiot.

>>724417095
It's not so much the people drifting away but restlessness is definitely the way to describe how I feel.

Best way to describe it is that I was a legend in highschool, had s perfect plan to leave st the perfect time to be immortalized in people's minds here and begin the next chapter.

Now here I am, fading away.

what's wrong with being alone on a friday/saturday night?

I used to go out all the time on weekends and honestly, it wasn't really that great. and banging chicks just for the sake of bragging about it to friends is just so meh.

>>724417591

well it's definitely harder when it's a coworker. that's a problem. if it doesn't go well then you either feel awkward for a while or you move on knowing you actually tried and ridding yourself of that negative burn wondering what if

>>724412577
Lonely in a fucked up world ...

>>724417540

Spoken like a true hardened virgin

>>724417726
What about for the sake of beating them up and it being amazing, dismissing them, and waiting for them to hit u up 4 more fuk?

>>724417591

if she says no then you're back to being an embarassment. nothing lost nor gain.

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Life.

>>724417804
>36 year old virgin.

you win by not playing the game, women love me, but fuck em, observing the stupider sex makes me not trust them further than i can throw them, which isnt very far.

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Getting cock-blocked by his batshit crazy ex--nothing new, really.

>>724417816

too much work. I had a fuck friend. atleast I thought it was just for fucking but she ended up falling for me and I didn't want any of that and it took me months for her to make her hate me and just be friends.

>>724417418
>>724417424
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>>724417679

that tends to happen. you're not fading away so much is you're in limbo between what was and what can be.

trust me. spend some time thinking about how you can get from point a to point b, where you'd like to be, then work at getting there. it'll help re instill your sense of purpose and get rid of your feelings of fading away

>>724417483
>it's entirely possible you just haven't met a girl who you have things in common with

This makes a lot of sense but I simply don't get along with women. Their interests are all vapid and nonsensical to me.
I also inherently don't trust or respect them. It is not easy to get close to someone when you are expecting them to backstab you the first chance they get.

And this isn't /r9k/ horseshit memes talking. I have only ever know cheating skanks and psycho whores.
They say that you can never expect a woman to love you unconditionally like a mother.
But when not even your mother loves you, what is there to expect?

Love is such a painful dangerous experience to me.
I can't articulate the sorrow I feel when thinking about the fact that my own mother placed herself over raising to be a functional man.

I just want someone to love me.

I know how pathetic that is, but again, it's not possible to convey the unimaginable pain one feels with such a reality.

Alone, relationship fell apart. It could've worked out if I wasn't too afraid to move to a new city, but I'm a fuckup who lost the only job he ever had. So I heard she moved in with someone else a few months after we called it quits, we had still been talking after that but I stopped because it was too depressing once I heard that she'd shacked up with this new guy. Now I have literally no one to talk to. It sucks.

>>724417641
What kind of helpful advice is that to your fellow human?

Do you just want all of humanity to suffer?
How is that any better than any religion?

>>724417920

pathetic

>>724417781

That's just it though. I don't know if I could. I would probably quit just to escape that.

I've been beaten up, humiliated, molested, and I can deal with all that. This one thing though. This one fucking thing I feel like it's impossible to deal with.

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>>724412577
>seem to fail at everything I attempt
>losing motivation to continue studying Japanese
>realizing I wasted my college education because I listened to/trusted the wrong people
>can never re-enlist
>family and friends moving farther away from me
>broke as fuck with a bleak future outlook at best
>haven't had a gf since 2005
The list goes on.

>>724418162

it's not pathetic to talk about it.

pathetic would be to lash out negatively about it toward yourself or someone else.

have you tried counselling or anything?

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>>724412577
found out my gf of 8 years cheated on me with some guy.
Fucked him 5 times over the course of a month

She had only ever been with me before, and I have a 4.5inch dick, and I'm guessing his was bigger and I'm wondering if she enjoyed it a lot more.
She ended things with him and ended up finding out through a friend she had fucked this dude.

>at 21 i was making $80k per year
>should be making over $100k per year now
>get hurt at work at 23
>4 surguries since then
>no insurance due to some bullshit technicality from.insurance company
>lose house, car, pets, ect
Now im laying here still waiting for yet anothrr surgery.

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How does someone figure out what they want to do with their lives? Beyond tfw no gf, most of my feels revolve around not knowing what the fuck to do. It's just like I'm a random sack of bones that just exists and nothing else. Most days I just think of what I could do with my life and before I know it, it's time for bed. Wake up the next morning, repeat.

Most people around me have an idea of where they're going, or at least know how to bullshit it. I couldn't even do that. I literally serve no purpose on earth.

>>724418314

you mean pushing yourself to get closer to someone you're interested in feels impossible to deal with?

maybe if you pushed yourself into it before you've had time to sit and think about it for too long you'd feel good about it? i mean just having done it regardless of the outcome

I saw a few posts here talking about virginity so I figured I'd hop on that wagon

I turn 22 soon and have yet to sleep with any girl

Legit considered doing some gay stuff with a mutual friend to rid my sexual frustration

Yeah, in the long run worrying about sex seems pretty picky, but it puts me down way too often

It's not that I don't want to be happy.. I just can't seem to find something that makes me truly happy.

>>724418496
Hint: everybody is winging it. No exceptions.

>>724412577

because every girl ive dated has cheated on me. somehow i keep falling for whores

>>724418812

literally this

>>724412577
my dogs gonna die

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>>724418646

You only lose your virginity with the opposite sex anon

It will not count

I don't consider myself sad or depressed but happiness even at the best times of my life was never attainable.

I wasted 7 years on a girl who I didn't love just because it was comfortable and safe only to have her leave which turned out to improve all other aspects of my life. Even at 21 with a decent career ahead and a couple of good friends I can't help but just feel 'meh' towards it all. I'd say it's the lack of a girl but I'm honestly too busy right now and when I was less busy with a girl I wasn't any happier so.. Who the fuck knows? Could always be worse though.

>>724418880

how long did you have him/her?

>>724418049
You're right. Sitting around feeling sorry about myself thinking about what could've been will just damage me in the long run. Fuck a broken wrist, I'll still be a warrior.

Besides, I have a decent face and a good girl who's stuck by my side since the beginning. Something that everyone in this thread yearns for.

Gotta make a plan & follow through with it. I know we're not drinking right now. But,

Dybosia

>>724412577

Im just fine.

Wish I could move soon tho.

No reroll

>>724418829

Get cold inside and you'll really start enjoying the experience

>>724418294
oh? do explain.

>pathetic because i choose not to dive into the realm of pure insanity and bullshit drama? please.
I dont like people enough as it is, i dont have to jump into craziness just because "society demands i must otherwise there is something wrong with me".

>>724418381
I have tried counseling and it made me worse. They dug deeper and unearthed things from my infancy I had no use remembering.

I lost control of myself lash out against myself in the way you describe as pathetic. I cut both my arms up to the extent that I was admitted to a crisis unit.
I all fairness it was from a mental breakdown from discovering my mother had new children without me or my father knowing about it. I truly have no worth to my own mother.

Those times are over. You will never catch me acting like again.

I honestly don't what to do with my life. All emotions one could have are simply impossible for me. Emptyness and vague sadness are all I can properly identify. I can't even tell you the reason I replied to this thread.

I'm seriously not trying to fish for attention, I just never ever let these things out, due to the nature of being a man. I have no real point to any of this. It's just mindless release.

I don't know. It's just so tiresome. I feel like I have no purpose.

>>724412984
at least youve had one

>>724418584

Yeah. I just don't know if I could ever really do it.

I've got like problems mentally or something.

>>724418944

spending too much time dwelling on the past and feeling sorry about yourself also wastes that much more time that's ahead of you.

keep working at it and you'll get somewhere you wanna be. whether that ends up being exactly where you thought or not

>>724414674
you sound a lot like me a year ago. now i have a great gf and decent amount of purpose in just living my life with her. it'll get better.

the jew problem is still an issue tho

>>724418438
Christ, that's rough. Hope you're able to move on from all that when it's said and done.
>>724418496
Literally just think about the practical things that you're good at and work from there. I knew I wasn't half-bad at writing so I went with journalism.
>>724418646
Virginity's such a dumb thing to get hung-up on. You'll have your day in the Sun eventually.

Don't know why I went into this thread expecting a good time

>>724419024

pretty well there. im not sad or depressed anymore. just kind of numb to it all but im not happy either

there is nothing I want

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>>724418944

>be a warrior

>>724418944
>a good girl who's stuck by my side since the beginning.

You are truly blessed, my friend. Your warrior's spirit is a beacon of hope to me at the very least.
Godspeed.

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>>724418901
True. I haven't been deterred from the idea though, but you are correct

>>724414907
at least you have a job, id take one i hate in a heartbeat

>>724419272
>Literally just think about the practical things that you're good at and work from there.
That's the thing, there really isn't anything I'm good at. I don't even have an opinion on most things, I'm neutral to just about anything. It's like I render myself worthless.

You want a woman? Become a man. Think deeply about what that means. Don't sulk. Take responsibility. Develop yourself, your profession. Become stronger. Stand your ground. Own your flaws. Go on DESPITE your shortcomings. Protect the people who are your own. Don't cry over the annoying girl you think you've fallen in love with (but really she just has firm titties that make your pee-pee tingle). Don't put too much value in one girl. Play the field and make them want to compete for you. THEN, if you absolutely know you want to be with just one girl committ and stick to your word (don't cheat).

>>724412577
To many medical problems. I've developed an ingrown life. I'm alone and cold. My cynical ways blind me from the beauty that appears in brief commercials between the chunks of monotonous drone, lashes upon a drum that remind me of my mortality.

>>724419233

you can do it. i mean i haven't experience what you'd mentioned above, but it's not always an easy thing to do to open up to someone. you put yourself out there vulnerably and it stings if it isn't received the way you want.

but just trying to do so could be a way for you to work on some of those reservations you have about it? pushing yourself to try it every now and then i mean.

hell if it doesnt end up the way you want you can go have a couple drinks and ease up a bit knowing you actually did it

U have crippling anxiety related to hypochondria and I'm overweight, which causes problems that attribute to my anxiety. I always think I'm dying. Headache? Brain tumor. Chest pain? Internal bleeding of the heart (how my mother died). This anxiety has made me extremely volatile and bi polar. I flip out on my fiancé for literally nothing.

>>724419238
Thanks for the advice anon.

I wish you luck, thanks for listening.

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>>724419464

>>724415116
>youre still a fucking baby
>youve barely begun your adult life
>id kill to be 18 with a shitty job again
>stop being a little faggot
>you are why nobody likes young people

>>724412780
Are you the president now?

The only thing keeping me from happiness is that I'm starting to break out again and I can't grow a beard

>>724419133

I spoke too soon calling it pathetic. My apologies. Mainly what i was trying to illustrate is that saying something is better than keeping it in. despite what society at large tells you being a man should be.

personally i think being able to recognize admit your own faults, weaknesses, boundaries or downfalls is something that makes a person strong. So kudos in that respect.

>>724414087
This

>>724419447
It's not that easy when you have no male role model or the love of a mother.

I'm not saying sulking and being a fag is the right thing to do, infact your overall message is noble, but what you're saying is simply not possible when you don't have the tools to do it.

>>724419627

thanks anon,

i wish you all the best

>>724412577
>just dropped the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with off at her house but friendzone so cant tell her

>>724417460
care to explain why

Shed your expectations and learn to enjoy the meaningless trip through time we call life.

>>724420051

They did not buy me the new nintendo switch

Smoke about an ounce a week and when im not working im getting black out stoned and beating off. Girls want me, but idk what to do with them. And im a 19 year old virgin. Slightly unhappy

>>724420014

Dude, don't live like this. Say something to her. Anything. I was where you were a few years ago and all I have to show for it is a lot of what if. Even if she shoots you down at least you'll know what would happen. It's better than the alternative, trust me. It eats away at you.

>>724412577
Got nothing to do with that repulsive picture

>>724416274
That´s not the problem, be more progressive towards people, but if they shoot at you (make fun of you) back off, and go to the next person. Guaranteed you´ll find a friend for starters.

Because I don't have a cop uniform I can jack off wearing

>>724420310

i hope you're aware there is nothing wrong with being a virgin at 19.

what don't you know what to do? if they're giving you signs go for it. as in just talk to them

>>724417146

why don't you think you ever will?

>>724419857
That's not what I meant, friend. You are right.
Even looking back, I was pathetic. Utterly lost in my sorrow. No regard for anything but that sorrow. But like I said, those days are over. It was so long ago. Too distant to recall.

It's just that now I know that it's all I truly have as a person. No one wants that in their life. No one wants someone with my kind of buried sadness in their life.
I simply don't belong with other people.

Not having a mother is a constant crippling reminder that I do not belong in this skin. A constant reminder that I was a mistake and shouldn't have been here.

I only know how to exist at this point.

But I have to say simply conversing about it, even with an anonymous stranger, is comforting in a dark and cathartic way.
So I thank you for at least listening.

>>724419133
Hey I have a question, been lurking for a while now and I've thought about it a bit. Do you work? What do you spend your time on? Have you ever loved someone? Even just a little, liked someone in school or I don't know, you get what I mean? I sort of know how your feeling. I used to get bullied in my old school and never had friends, this led to me being super depressed all the time I don't even remember what I would do the whole day.I vaguely remember sitting in my room and throwing this blue ball against the wall for hours nonstop, didn't have to study because i have a very good memory. After my parents separated I moved out from my mother's and came to a new school and basically built a new life on lies. I didn't want anyone to know who I really was and told everyone I was in all the sports and had girlfriends and everything. Would steal zigarettes for everyone and felt like I could buy friends.started doing drugs and dropped out because I would literally just get stoned before school every day. I got away from that all, now I go to a school for physics and already know what I want to do, have had a girlfriend for the past 2 years, but I still feel this darkness inside of me all the time that eats away at my soul constantly. I will never be truly happy and now that I know that I focus on making others happy. Sorry I don't know why I'm directing this to you specifically but I feel like you could understand and maybe feel better that yourself too? Don't kill yourself friend. Your a cool guy. Already you can talk about your shit openly and not start crying

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because everything i love will eventually die. i cant enjoy my time with my family and my pets knowing that. whenever i see my dog i just can't stop thinking about how she'll eventually have to die and i'll outlive her.

also no gf.

>>724420744
too long didn´t read

>>724417591
asian girls are easy bro my problem is keeping them off me

>>724420712

i've been there myself so i know how it can help.

>>724420957
Don't blame you :'). Sorry about that

>>724420775
they ain't dead yet
they're alive till the last second, make use of that time

>>724420775

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPXWt2ESxVY

....... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgXRf4CyiE0

>>724420775
At least you can live happily knowing that when you die you can see them again. Yes, there's an afterlife, no, I don't know how it works. I just do.

>>724420712
i don´t have a mother, but you really learn how to live with it, i lost mine 13 years ago...
but that isn´t exactly a problem, that is just a change of circumstance as i look at it.

>>724412577
S-sauce?

>>>724420014

>>724420324
Listen to ^^^that guy.

>>724420702
Ugly and boring, mostly

>>724421419

what are your hobbies?

? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agMkHrmAgzY

I have a girlfriend but I'm going nowhere in life. I mean she's dependent on me, I've manipulated her to the point where she couldn't live without me. I'm scared to force another human down an empty path. I let myself sink into this. It's not a good feeling to know you're the sole proprietor of sadness in someone's life. I sometimes fantasize about her leaving me so I don't burden her anymore. Basically any direction I head I ruin my life at the very minimum.

>>724417540
i've had this mentality for 10 years now.
trust me, women are shit.
you just tell yourself they aren't and put your emotions to the side.
but after 10 years of that, you realize you were wrong.

>>724420744
(Guy that said too long didn´t read)
I read it now lol and i´m sorry.. i don´t know how it was being bullied at school or anything because i´m kind of extroverted when it comes to my friends and friends of friends, but focusing on making others happy makes you happy in the end im sure...

>>724421510
Don't have any hobbies :/

>>724418931
hes 4, ive had him since he was born
every day the thought of his eventual death screams in my head
all i dream about is him getting hurt/killed/trapped in a horrible place, and i have very vivid dreams and remember them all entirely
after work i come straight home and never go out(except to walk him) cause i dont want him to be alone
im paranoid about not being with him when he dies
keep a notepad of easy ways to killmyself(after he dies of course)
then while thinking of that i start thinking of the person that disposes of our bodies
thoughts of him being tossed in the garbage cause hes "just a dog"
i know this is completely irrational but i cant help my thoughts

>>724421668
As someone who's never interacted with a female before

How are women shit?

>>724420744
I kind of work. I spent this winter in commercial snow removal. I have been looking for work for when the summer hits, but I live in a shithoel where I was lucky to find what I have.

I spend my free time on distracting myself from life. Video games, shitposting here, watching internet garbage. It varies. I also work out or jerk off.

I have loved somone. Very deeply. I valued their life above everything else in this world. I would still do anything for their happiness.
But they only abused my love and I had to stop speaking to them. They did not love me and made it clear, but would come to me if they ever needed anything. I eventually had to cut them off because I realized the abuse they were putting me through.
It is still the one thing I cannot talk or think about without at least tear-ing up.

I truly love her so much. I just want her to be happy.

I don’t really have any proper advice other than Don't lie. It's a slippery slope and the truth about your past can do irreparable damage to those around you if they discover you are a liar.

It also gets chaotic on the mind when trying to juggle which is true and which is not.

And the "darkness inside" you mentioned...

It hasn't gone away yet. So I simply can't help you on that front.

unhappy cause i hate human beings but also need to be not lonely its an endless cycle

>>724418970
then gtfo of this thread

>>724420014

>She is having sex with a real man right now

>>724421994
theyre ok
im not sure if they're capable of being serious though
but i shouldn't throw stones from my glass house

>>724421979

we all have irrational thoughts

>>724421994
Just don't let your penis do 100% of the choosing and women won't fuck you over. Women that aren't sluts are actually the best thing to happen to the human race.

>>724419053
this

>>724422121

pls die in a fire

>>724412577
I'm 27 and have had the freedom of adulthood for about 3 months. I'll never be normal. I'll never love or respect myself, and therefore can never ask anyone to love or respect me. And I keep trying to remember it could be worse. I want to be grateful. I could still be in that room. But now the room is in me.

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>>724422233
>>724422211
chekt, my amigos

>>724412956
this
i can come up with a lot of specific reasons if i feel like it but it all boils down to loneliness and maybe not succeeding as much as i'd like

No trips when I want them

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>>724422024
unfortunately we're social creatures so there's that part of you that craves human contact even if you can't stand other people

i love keeping to myself and i think of myself as alone but not lonely, if that makes any sense

>>724422019
I know what you mean (same guy btw), the thing is you are kind of the opposite of me. But anyway, what are the features in this other girl you love? And why are you using the plural for "her" or "them"?

>>724421637

>she has manipulated me to the point where I couldn't live without her

>>724420506
theres nothing wrong with being a virgin at any age

>>724422211


You know she deserved much better anyways

>>724421184
It truly is quite different from having a mother actively choose their own selfishness over raising you as a baby.

I do not once ever remember falling asleep in my mother's arms. Or having her stop me from doing something for my own safety. Never played peek-a-boo. Simply wasn't ever there. 24 years on this earth with no form of true comfort from a mother.

I don't mean to demean your experience, as it's truly sad to hear, but I don't think it's comparable to utter rejection from the one thing that is biologically programed to nuture and love you.

Fuck man. It just hit me how fucking selfish my mother really is.
Shit just isn't right.

I'm sorry to hear about your mother, man.

"popular" soundcloud rapper here

i hate what this "fame" brought to my life.

>>724422432
And also, you should try out photography, dark people are usually pretty good at it. That's how I spend my free time, just upload it all to instagram and don't tell anyone you know it's yours. Don't follow anyone and just upload shit, I know it seems kind of weird but if nobody knows who you are its hard to hate you right? :p it doesn't have to be this, it's just what helps me, just do something ALOT.

>>724421172
you have no clue what happens after death

>>724422616
sauce me up fam

I guess I really hate myself and what I have become and other people have become aware of that

>>724416274
I think it'd be hot if someone had sex in front of the "he will not divide us" camera

>>724422493
whatever you say man, not really my main problem though

>>724420506
You think so? All my buddies give me shit for it so thats why i feel like its a bad thing. Ya like ive gotten in bed with multiple girls im just a rookie so im not sure how to "engage" it ya know? She mever grabbed on my dick or nothing. We just made out for like 2 hours then went to sleep

>>724422648

i do this very same thing and can attest to it's positive effects

>>724420775
i feel the same way(except the gf part)
see
>>724421979

>>724422648
Man I really can't say what I feel because it would take to long. Sorry I sound like a fucking kid

>>724422858
What's your instagram?

>>724422648
seems like a great idea but the idea of that is tarnished for me since every fucking kid with an iphone thinks there a natural born photographer now

>>724422708
can't really tell

i'll give you this.; going on tour in april

>>724423065
Haha (me again ) yeah it's boring but I saved my money for 3 years and got a Nikon for around 4k and it's awsome

No trips

>>724412577
>most people are garbage
>friends are suffering and I can't help them

>>724423065

what does that have to do with your specific interests? you don't have to try to be the best photographer in the world (which in itself is a ridiculous ideal) in order to enjoy it

>>724423121
it's childish gambino guys

>>724422838
they give you shit because they arent your friends, you have shit taste in people you decide to hang out with

My boyfriend is putting himself down and saying he has to agree with me or I'll be mean. Even though he would blame himself. And I don't know how to fix it.

>>724422603
I think it isn´t right from her not to be there. Just from my understanding your mother isn´t right conciously and morally...

>>724423520
fuck off

>>724422432

First off I use the term "them" to help distance myself from her.
It is still the most painful loss I have ever experienced as a functioning human. Devastating is not a powerful enough word. I haunts me on a daily basis. What I went through with her.

I can't quite place why I love her.
She wasn't stunning or amazingly beautiful. I mean she's beautiful to me, but she is objectively average.

She was just the first woman I've ever known that understood the sorrow of a broken family. She's the only female to ever comfort me under emotional distress. We had things in common that I've never had in common with a female. To this day I haven't met someone with the same understanding and interests.
I suppose the lack of a mother's love has made me somewhat irrational in such a regard. But I still to this day pray for her safety an happiness. Despite how abusive her selfish desires were.

I truly cannot speak or think about this subject without silently crying. But I don’t blame anyone for that.

It's not something that's easy to articulate. I believe it's a mild form of psychosis brought on by my lack of a mother figure.

I don’t know, man. Love is a disastrous emotion for me.

I'm 38 living with my parents, I've never done anything with my life and every time I've tried to go out on my own has ended in failure....might just take a bunch of pills and call it

>>724423416
I know. It's something I've kind of come to terms with but I wouldn't be posting in this thread if it didn't bother me.

It is very validating to hear someone tell me she is wrong for what she has done and continues to do.

I know she is alive and well.
That's what hurts the most.

>>724418357
>haven't had a gf since 2005

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. fucking normie

Fat

I was gonna write a long ass greentext but I'm shit at writing so I'll just give you the shorter version with a serious tl:dr at the end.

>shitty home life
>constant emotional and mental abuse from my parents until I moved out
>no real friends till high school
>The one I did have before that killed himself
>start cutting
>initally pussy cuts then I got srs
>even cut into my bicep once
>meet qt3.14 in 9th grade and fall "in love"
>she strings me on for like a year before we finally start dating
>turns out shes abusive af
>she eventually leaves me for some older guy that beats her
>tfw you're worth less than an abusive junkie
>date another girl for a couple years before she lost intrest
>coming out of highschool I meet the one
>love her to death, she was perfect
>she kills herself
>a friend I managed to make kills himself a couple months later
> I try to kill myself
>tfw paramedics get there 2 minutes before you would've been unsavable
>the closest of many attempts ive done over my life

Now I'm being forced to live with the current conditions straight from the diagnoses paper
PTSD, Severe (did I mention I was the one that found my future wife hanging from the rafters)
Major Depression, Very Severe

And some other less important shit

tl;dr
>shitty parents
>best friend killed himself, friend killed himself, found my gf after she killed herself
>various abusive relationships
>lots of cutting and suicide attempts
>tfw PTSD and depression

>>724424126
Buy a huge dildo that mounts on the wall and use long strokes. The workout you get from riding that fat cock will whip you right into shape. Great abdomen exercise.
You'll also have the most amazing orgasms life can offer. Just use lots of lube.

This is literally the most helpful advice I can provide you, sorry.

>>724424379
Also forgot to mention I stopped cutting years ago and instead I do other self-destructive behaviors like drink and drive way too fast with no seatbelt

>Girlfriend lives thousands of miles away
>Don't get to see each other often at all
>Hate my job and can't seem to get another
>Barely make enough money to move out from parents' place
>Friends all over the country, don't see them enough
>Dead end job not going anywhere

I feel stuck. Frustrated, angry and stuck. That's what's getting to me OP

>graduated college almost 2 years ago
>basically stopped talking to everyone because we all moved far apart for work
>only friend in new location is girlfriend
>she moves to fucking Kansas for grad school
>(first) girlfriend and I stopped dating the day before Valentine's Day after almost 5 years
>job is unfulfilling and I don't care about the product
>was supposed to move somewhere with ex after she graduated
>now I'm high 100% of the time I'm not at work and I never go outside or do anything interesting

No quads whenever I want them to show up

>>724424688
like half of ever normal adult

>stressed out by school and work
>rarely sleep
>haunted by my personal and professional failures
>Incapable of forming any kind of human relationship

It doesn't help that I have little patience for fools which is made even more difficult because I live on the West Coast where the average person is a drooling retard in want of intelligence

Im not happy.

But that isn't because I'm lonley, or that I have a bad job, or that I'm ugly or too old to enjoy anything. I'm not unhappy because I threw my life away, or that I am a failure to my family.

I'm unhappy cuz I have no fuckin weed someone help a brutha out

>>724424865
Yea I mean if you cut you're just a fag. If you do stupid dangerous shit all the time and drink too much you're just the life of the party.

>>724424904

you sound like an arrogant jerk

>>724424904
Are you me?

>>724418429
post nude pics of her. she deserves it

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I have an extremely loving and caring 6/10 qt girlfriend whom in starting to feel genuine disdain for. I yearn for hotter women and to bang sluts, but I can't find a way to do it, both morally and in a literal sense. Not as bad as some of the shit you guys are dealing with but it's starting to drive me crazy

>>724424688
Dude that ain't cool. You could easily kill a family or upstanding provider to humanity.

I'm not saying go back to cutting, but your new shit is disgustingly selfish and borderline evil. Your pain could easily be spread to others with that bullshit.

Pretty happy, anon
>Minimal obligations (no GF, no kids, no wife)
>Basic bills, paid...Got a little extra for fucking around
>Heat is on in the winter, AC in the summer
>Stereo system in full effect
>Ignore alarms when possible
>THANKS, LIFE

>>724419903
Do you know someone who can be a mentor? A man who is successful in a career you admire? A man/friend who is successful with women? Buy them lunch or take them out for a beer and ask them questions. Let them teach you how to get to the place you want to be. What is your goal? What do you want to dedicate your life to? That drive can draw one or many women to you. What do you want? Who can mentor you? You can have more than one mentor, too.

Action makes you feel alive. Standing still, just existing makes you feel... dead inside.

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>>724418438

I'm actually quite happy OP.

Pretty rich. I made $346K last year. Get to buy cool stuff, go cool places, fuck cool chicks, drink cool booze.

>what's not be unhappy about?

true story

>oh yeah, and I have good insurance

>>724418429

your gf is hot. what's her kik?

OP I NEED SAUCE!!!

>>724424379
>>724424688
>>724425031
I should really fucking kill myself but I cant. The only friend I have right now was best friends with my gf and was dating my other friend that killed himself. So if I kill myself this poor girl will have lost her best friend, her boyfriend, and me to suicide. She's just now starting to heal after years and I couldn't bring myself to break her again. Guess I just have to live in pain longer. Whats a couple more years to a decade of depression amiright

Torn between two women who want me. I have to make a choice very soon and I dont have any idea which one is the best. I could end up regretting it deeply as i have had a relationship with both of them and they are both amazing women. I wish I didnt have a choice - id much rather have one and be ignorant about the other. Its torturing me, i cant live my life or be happy right now and its been like this for months now. It may sound like a luxury to some of you, but its really not. Sometimes i also wish i didnt have any attachment to any of them, so i could have some stability in my emotions.

God fucking knows. I have everything I could ask for, but, somehow, I dont have freedom. I love to paint and draw, and I was born with this fucking gift handed out to me, so I'm not an ordinary John when it comes to art. I have a great gf, money, friends, everything I could ever ask for, but I would throw everything out in the window to an opportunity to just travel the fucking world like I'm going to die tomorrow, and paint everything that amuses me. But probably I will become somekind of FBI of my country, so, yeah, fuck that dream I guess.

>>724425365
Don't worry my dude. I dont drink and drive and I make sure that when I do dangerous shit I make 100% sure I'm the only one who could get hurt. I'm not evil.

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I have an important message to this whole thread.
SUCK IT UP FAGGOT
AT LEAST YOU"RE NOT A FUCKING AFRICAN POO SKIN TURD LIVING IN A SHIT PUDDLE EATING RADIOACTIVE FECES

>>724425274
Explore fetishes and other crazy shit to spice that jam up. Even try looking up some new fashion, makeup, and hairstyles that you want to see ner sport.
If she truly loves you, she'll submit to just about anything.

Even massive butt-plugs.

>>724419762
underrated

I'm a workless alcoholic, lost my pad and had to move back to parents house, recently divorced and I hate other people and above all myself.

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>>724425678
We already kinda do most of that sadly. I think really I just have a bad case of "you want what you don't have" and I've never had a great looking 7.5-9/10 naturally great looking grill before and I'm starting to feel like I never will, yknow? Sort of a weird hopelessness that I'll never progress in terms of women. I thought I may have had what I wanted but I don't find myself attracted to my gf anymore

>>724425064

No

I just fucking hate dealing with retards who think that they actually matter, those who are incapable of understanding complexity and jack-offs who enjoy bitching about their self-inflicted problems.

I'm a perfectly well-adjusted person who accepts the world for what it is, it's everyone else around me who seem to be incapable.

>>724426137

take your pills and kill yourself, kiddo

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>>724412780
>, and women find me repulsive.

>>724425525
Just be a boss and let the girls come to you. If you felt strongly enough to actually choose one, then you wouldn't even have a problem. Don't let them pressure you. Look, girls always lay out how they "feel" as if it's the only gameplan for them. You clearly don't want to committ to either. Maybe your nuts are telling you to play the field. Clearly, you're attractive to girls. You have affection, but you're not in love. Get rid of this feeling of obligation to these girls. You're not married. You haven't committed. You owe them nothing. Pull yourself together and be a boss.

>>724425439
>What is your goal? What do you want to dedicate your life to? That drive can draw one or many women to you. What do you want?

See that's my biggest problem. I'm already dead inside. I have no desire to do anything. No ambition. No drive.
I also have no mentors to speak of. I live in a town of drunk deadbeat redneck career criminals, which at the very least is something I plan to never be.

I truly appreciate what you are trying to do for me here, but it is entirely pointless in a place such as 4chan. You are wasting your time with this case my man.

I am too old to reboot myself. Too bitter. Too experienced. I'm simply done with this life. There is nothing for me here. All I can do is try to retain what dignity I have left and try to help others in a basic sense.

It's really over for me. Please don't bother. I mean this in the most sincere way. I was only trying to point out your advice was too broad to apply to everyone. I meant no sense of disdain in what I said.

Because I'm unsure of if sliding a "Milky Chu Chu Bar" popsicle up my ass as a substitute dildo would be medically inadvisable. Seriously, is it okay to stick a popicle up my ass if I'm lubed enough I can't figure this shit out on google.

>>724412577
Getthelube.com and im happy again

>>724425621
Then you do you. I can respect that.
God forbid I tell someone how to live their life after the shit I've done and seen.

My wife left me, I'm getting fat, I'm balding, had to cancel my gym membership because I couldn't afford it anymore, my hobbies don't interest me anymore, my best friend died.

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/b/, How many people do you think have miserable lives?

Do you think there are people who die happy?

>>724426110
At least you have a girl. Millions and millions of people kill themselves by the minute over such a thing.

I don’t know what to tell you. Stop being gay.

>>724426167

Shouldn't you be at your hugbox in tumblr or reddit

>>724426437
Yea basically I put all live above mine. I would never do something that puts others at risk. For some reason I can label everyones else's life as priceless but I cant label my own as worth anything.

>>724426485
Start doing hard drugs.

Im autistic but succesful in life. Maybe that was the reason why this beautiful girl thought it was worth dating me for a while. This was 5 years ago, for about 1 year. It was the best time of my life, I was part of her huge circle of friends, went to parties with her, really thought I was normal. Of course she dropped me and went on,Im not even mad at her. But if you ask me Is it better to live in darkness with or without ever seeing the light, I would always chose to not have seen it. There are wonderful memories, but I cant have the innocent happiness back my autistic brain was able to feel before that. But at least I still love playing dota2

No dubs ore more

>>724425104

Glad I'm not the only person who thinks the West Coast needs to be nuked from orbit. Maybe the country will be better off when all these weak people die off, along with most of the Midwest and the South.

>>724412577
Because existence is devoid of any lasting meaning. We are all born to die.

>>724426703
>For some reason I can label everyones else's life as priceless but I cant label my own as worth anything.

Glad I'm not the only one that feels likr this.

Godspeed, you glorious faggot.

My gf is fucked up I dont love her, and I have No money at all.
My dream is make dank vlog videos on YouTube but I have No time for This.
To This day, i try hard to get money and start shitposting on yt

>>724426261
Well, maybe be like that guy who wanted to end his life, so he went to Mexico and spent a bunch of money on hookers and blow... only to find out he wanted to live.

I'm only half serious.

What about just moving and getting a fresh start? What about traveling, an adventure? Backpack through another country? I promise you, there's stuff, experiences worth living for out there.

i have a fever and am missing out on a sunday shift.

>>724426747
Really? I always saw the east coast ppl as insecure and yelling/freaking out to compensate

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>>724426884

>>724416619
Thanks for that unexpected laugh

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Just to let you know guys i`m saving this thread for a video project (not that gay ass youtube shit).
Your words on music. it`s gonna be emotional as fuck.
>inb4 faggot
wanted to save the sensibke side of the hivemind

>>724417070
Projecting much? He's actually right you know...
There are few exceptions where nobody might like you, but he's quite right with the steem thing

>>724427208

East Coasters are very business like. You're either part of the solution or part of the problem. Yes you got your trash as fuck people like in Boston and Philly but for the large part the culture there is the straightforward business type. I don't particularly miss the East Coast but that's one aspect that I miss.

>>724426527
I estimate at least 70% of the people in the world are fucking miserable. Life is pain. Pain without Reason.

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disappointment to the entire blood line
19 recluse
nothing going for me atm
struggling with mental problems
everybody thinks i'm perfectly normal, in reality, i'm actually losing my mind
i have burned every bridge as well committed social suicide my entire life
if i was to die, it'll be a 1080p cringe compilation

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>>724427432
Fucking normie

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>>724412577
Because I'm not the girl in the picture, dominated and taken care of an alpha (or beta, who cares) guy.

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>>724427624
>a 1080p cringe compilation

>>724412577
>why aren't you happy ?
I recently turned 30 and literally wasted my entire youth to a degree I don't think many people - even here - could fully wrap their heads around.

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>>724412577
Because I'm endlessly tortured by the past and continually fear for the future.

>>724427404
If you're actually doing this where would I find it?

>>724427624
>committed social suicide
i can relate
i didn't realize it was a permanent solution to a temporary problem

>>724428073
so , a coward?

>>724425442
oh? how'de you manage the dosh anon?

>>724428118
lmfao

>>724412929
Same

>>724412929
I'm not ugly, I'm 20 and no woman wants me...why? Because I look like I'm 14 and TONS of guys hit on me....I'm not even gay and recently i've been friendzoned by a girl.
WHY LIVE

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>>724428182
A man. Just one man out of many.

Tik tok, there are no brakes on the dub rape train.

>>724412577
I'm actually really attractive and pretty smart. I just have horrible ADHD and social anxiety while being a extrovert at the same time. So i sit at home getting more and more depressed when i don't talk to people. But i can't focus on anything ever unless its hype or fast paced. So i just waste my time on league of legends in a pipe dream to go pro. If i didn't have these fucking things i'd going to a good college or some shit but instead i'm struggling to pass geometry in fucking senor year of HS.

>>724428187
>>>724425442 (You)
>oh? how'de you manage the dosh anon?

work hard. smart.

STEM PhD. experience. now in sales.

Blatant disregard for self and a habit of filling the void with adrenaline. Seems to run in the family, for example my aunt and uncle both married into a family that ran a fairly successful ring of car thieves. Back in the day smoking crack, stealing cars and all sorts of other similar behavior was everyday shit. I didn't fall far from the tree.

>>724428740
I don't know the first thing about videos games but i lived in a uni rez with some chick that is apparently a LoL legend or some shit

>>724412577
30 in april
virgin
need i say more?

>>724412577
knee pain every day at 24 and can't afford physical therapy

>>724429231
Yea i don't know man i'm in the top 2000 or 0.02% players out of 1.2 million in North America but it's just depressing because it's the only thing i'm good at besides sports. Except i'm not in shape for sports because i spend all my time playing.

16 and the bitch gave me herpes :/

>>724412577
> My gf doesn't love me anymore, actualy she kinda hates me
> I fell for my friend, she is hot, smart and funny but she has a bf
> dunno what to do
> #plzkillme

>>724429254
The virginity itself isn't that big a deal imo, hopefully you went out and did some other shit in your teens/20s though...I pretty much have nothing but regrets, and know it'll probably only get worse from here.

>>724429541
bruh it could be an actual career
look into it
but lock down that education just in case