Feels thread

How do I get past a mistake that broke up a relationship with the woman who probably would have been my wife one day?

It's all I can think about

No story sorry but her friends browse here so yeah

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>>724377724

Any news from the guy who is going to meet his crush tomorrow? He seemed pretty upset and his thread 404'd

>>724379025
made me kek.

Fuck, I shouldn't come to these threads, they make me feel even worse...

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>>724377724

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>>724379688

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Not really sad, just in the mood for sad stuff

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feeling suicidal, this thread come in the best time

>>724379647
Fuck I guess I'll just post stuff to see if it helps

I feel like shit all the time.
I've been bullied almost everyday of my life from 4 to 16. I have difficulties trusting people because of this. There's only one guy I know that I consider as a real friend, I know he'll always be there for me though, so I guess it's nice.

The only girl I've ever loved dumped me by text like I was a piece of shit and I wasn't able to feel anything but this fucking feeling od being a useless piece of shit since then.

I can't look at things on the bright side, whats even the point ? We're always alone, no matter how hard people try to convince you that it's not true. We're thrown into this mes alone, we grow up alone, and we die like miserable shits all alone. During the time between birth and death, you are always alone and try to ignore it by talking to people and doing stuff with them that is meaningles in the end.

After we die, nobody remembers us, the people that knew you gradualy forget your voice, the way you talk, the way you smell, your hobbies, the things you ahieved and your failures. Then you just go out of existence beacause nobody cares about the life of that one guy who lived from this date to this date.

Fuck this shit

>>724379647
That's why we are here, to let the feels go.
But hey, if this makes you feel any better, I love you anon, and I'm glad that you are here with us.

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>Semi Oldfag here
>Began browsing in 06
>Am now a successful investment banker after troubled teenagehood where I made some huge mistakes
>Used to browse these threads all the time until 7 years ago someone gave me the best piece of advice I have ever received

>Self pity is narcissism disguised as depth

Look at yourself, this is the reason no one wants to be around you

All you do is talk about how sad YOU are
Ask someone how THEY feel, focus on THEM
This will help YOU make friends and make THEM have feel like you are a good friend

>cute girl says she likes me
>never really experienced this before
>ask her to a dance that's a month later
>she says yes
>fast forward to the night of the dance
>halfway through its a slow dance
>grab her hand and take her to the dance floor, no words
>as we dance I ask "did you mean it when you said you liked me?"
>"yes" She says
>trying so hard to hold back tears
>we're attached at the hip for the rest of the night
>she later asks if we're official
>"yes" I say
>literally one of the most amazing nights of my life
>continue to date for 2 months
>middle of our time together friends start telling me she doesn't care for me
>didn't believe a word
>one day she tells me she kissed another guy in spin the bottle earlier that week, and regretted it entirely
>didn't want us to end
>tell her as long as she's honest I'll move past it
>she asks if she could play it again the following Monday with the same guy
>WTF
>tell her off
>she says she won't (she lied, and played it multiple other times)
>later that week she's crying over the same dude cuz she's known him for years and shit
>idk what to say or think
>following day she's complaining about him cuz he's asking her to hook him up with one of her friends
>later that night she dumps me and starts dating him

I put everything into this girl and I was just thrown away

>>724381655
https://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

>>724382709
I love this poem, thanks anon

>>724382786
Anytime, my distant friend. I too love it, and tend to listen to it before sleeping..

>Was recently very sick with a stomach virus
>Threw up a shit ton
>Feeling better but everything is sore
>Laughing at some stupid memes my friends post on facebook
>Hurts to laugh
>Hurts to feel happy
>Associate this with her leaving me
>Realize it hurt to be with her
>Realize it will always just hurt
>Cry

>>724378999
Checked anon

>>724381984
This. Anon is giving you some real knowledge here.

Anyone else gets sad when seeing girl at uni/store/outdoors/etc?
It tend remember how lonely and devoid of love I am at those moments.

>>724379025
I came here to cry, not to laugh.

>>724379054
This hits the hardest for me.

>>724380083
The dick kinda ruins the feeling of this for me.

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I wish my dad was alive again so I could bash the motherfucker over the head with a baseball bat

>>724384623
lmao
I didn't even notice that.

>>724377724
I just want to be loved. You motherfuckers have had a girlfriend.

I'm so tired of being lonely.

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>>724386145

>>724381498
>I've been bullied almost everyday of my life from 4 to 16. I have difficulties trusting people because of this. There's only one guy I know that I consider as a real friend, I know he'll always be there for me though, so I guess it's nice.
I've never been bullied, but at least you got a good friend anon. I pretty have one friend I use to be with left, I consider him my best friend, don't know if he does the same, he often goes to parties and does things without me and we have been doing things together more rarely nowadays- We have never had that kind of relationship were we talk about everything either, now that I think about it I haven't had that kind of relationship with any one, maybe I'm afraid to open up to people.

Never had a gf either so I don't know how it feels to be dumped in that way. Don't know how it feels to be loved either. Earlier in my life I used to worry about being a virgin, now I'm more worried about not having felt love, not having felt a loving snuggle, or a loving kiss, a loving hug.

I also get the feeling of meaning less sometimes, like when doing something hard at uni you think why does it even matter?

>>724380083
look at the hung rape-monster behind him

>>724385650
This happened to me on my birthday too, it fucking sucks

>>724381984
>All you do is talk about how sad YOU are
No I don't, I don't talk about how I really feel with anyone.
>Ask someone how THEY feel, focus on THEM
I don't often talk about feelings with people, but I ask them about stuff in their life and not only talk about things going on in mine.
>This will help YOU make friends and make THEM have feel like you are a good friend
I have some friends.

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>>724377724
nice trips
#swag

>>724379054
i know the feels :¨(

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>Be total momma's boy my entire life
>Shit happens, long story short, drugs
>Go into foster care
>Cry myself to sleep every night
>Want my mom more than everything
>Craving that comfort and reassurance that everything will be OK
>The kind of reassurance only mom can give
>Fast forward like 6 years
>Mom's soberish so I'm living with her again
>I'm 18 at this point
>Move out and get apartment with girlfriend
>Still visit mom and love her unconditionally
>Struggling hard on my own
>Can't really ask mom for help, super poor
>Find out she had been getting all this extra money from my father for me
>She kept it a secret all this time
>Uses this money for drugs while me and girlfriend can barely afford to eat
>Feel so angry and betrayed
>Decide to cut her off entirely
>Fast forward to now
>26 years old
>Have a great job and still with same girl, just had a baby boy 10 days ago
>Haven't spoken to mom but hear stories about her using drugs and being homeless, even tho she gets her NEET check every month
>She reaches out once my child is born
>Allow her to meet grandchild under the condition she is sober, she agrees
>She meets him, holds him, loves him
>This was last week
>Get a phone call yesterday after a nap with the boy
>Find out mom overdosed on heroin in some hotel room
>Still haven't reacted, don't know how to
I don't really know the moral of this story. I guess don't hold grudges? Don't do drugs? I don't know. I guess just realize that everyone has struggles that are all different.
If you have a mom that loves you just hug her once in a while I guess.
>Inb4 reply to this post or...

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>>724385208

That hit me on personal levels anon

>>724386530
is this the new bait

>>724382643
Listen kiddo, that's gonna happen a lot.
Feels like the worst thing ever but it'll get easier with time.
Not to sound like a jaded old fuck but I guess that happens with age. You'll go through this a few times and it will feel like your world is crushed each time worse than the last.
Eventually you'll find a girl and settle and get JUST emotionally invested enough to have a semi fulfilling relationship but not enough to get hurt again.

>>724387411
Thanks anon

Witnessed an older guy get hit by a car today, he rolled off of the hood and layed on the ground crying. Rekt irl sucks.

>>724387411
This is even more sad.

>>724386420
I'd offer to go to your birthday party but I've never had one and I've never gone to one so I don't know how they work

>>724379054
hit me hard

>>724379622
>>724384259
were going to die tonight either way, I little kek eases the pain

>>724386178
that would honestly be so nice

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When i'm in the PC i talk to myself. About the shit that i'm looking at or about something that passed throught my head. And i always put the mic of my headphones next to my mouth, and I leave skype open, so if someone comes in they will think im talking to someone else

>>724382709
This is beautiful

>>724385123
But being alone is better than having a cunt girlfriend. When I was single for a good 11 years I finally got one and was all over the moon and then I quickly realized what a huge pain in the ass they can be. So yeah grass is always greener life is a catch 22 and all that shit.

help me /b/rothers
how do I move on from the past?
I have been molested when I was a child around 5-6
it did not become such a big thing to me until I was around 16+
I am now 21 and I find it hard to connect to women in general.
Some told me that I was dense about their advances.
What should I do? I am confident having conversations with women but when it comes to being vulnerable, a huge ass wall erects and no one is allowed to enter, regardless of who you are.

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>>724389999
>Mr. Anon, Tear Down This Wall.

tbh I have no idea, but nice quads at least.

>>724389999
>check em
I have never told anyone about this,
only because of anonymity that I am confident this does not trace to me.
I sometimes think about how my life would be different if it never happened.
Often it becomes intense, flashbacks of situations where it could be different, the outcomes, the routes I took, the decisions I partake, the path I walked.
I am worried that it is becoming a recurring event every night. I end up staying up all night before university. I turned to substance to help me loosen up but even during big parties, that wall still erects when I feel vulnerable and I feel alone every night.

>>724385346
This is me everyday, why I try to sleep as much as possible

i getting a feel discord up for real time communication any /b/ros in this thread are free to join. ill post the link once i make a few preparations

hubcap

>>724377724
>get gf
>gf on suicide watch
>really fucking scared to call her
>wut do

>>724392244
call her

>be me 14
>I had a widowed grandpa
>he always invited my family and my Aunt's family over for dinner every night
>he always got us the best Christmas presents, celebrated everyone's birthday and hid eggs during easter
>he bought a pool and built a swingset just for me, my siblings and my cousins
>he always understood everyone's problems and told us great stories of when he fought in the war
>as we started getting older we all started growing further away
>he would still invite us over for dinner and we would all make excuses of why we couldn't make it
>fast forward to Christmas 2006
>be 18 at the time
>grandpa invites everyone over to open presents
>only 5 out of 25 people show up
>Me, my brother, my Aunt's husband, and my 2 cousins
>grandpa was looking really sad but still tried his best to sound happy
>after spending all day with him I was the last one with him
>I helped him clean up and told him thanks for this
>he wanted me to stay so he can show me this new computer game he got (it was a apache helicopter game)
>I told him I was busy and left
>the next week he invited everyone for dinner but no one showed up
>the next week he invited everyone again but no one showed
>the week after that he wasn't answering anyone's calls
>we all thought he was just upset
>the next week we went to his house and when we opened the door a foul smell was coming from the dining room
>it was dinner from last week
>we found him in his bed with tears caked on his face, a bottle of pills, a glass of water and a picture of the family in his hands
>the autopsy showed that he overdosed on sleeping pills
>I've never cried so hard in my life and I've felt like a piece of shit ever since
>feelsbadman

>>724393124
this is whats wrong with the western world. people worry about all this bullshit and take pills and read collumns and blogs trying to figure out how to be happy. meanwhile grandpa was there all along

>>724393124
thats actually really fucking sad and youre a piece of shit