How often do you think about suicide?

>>724329319

everyday

>>724329319
why this thread again

I do it very often

once or twice a week usually while masturbating

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>>724329542
Why while masturbating?

Usually that's the only time for me when I can just enjoy myself and not think about how everything stinks.

>>724329645
well maybe not while masturbating but right before or right after might be more accurate

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>>724329741
What's your life look like?

>>724329436
this

>>724329805
i dont even fucking know anymore.
i have a job but i barely work and will probably lose it soon.
have already been warned by my boss

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>>724329957
What do you do?

>>724330183
i work at a storage unit at a supermarket

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>>724330248
What about your private life?

Do you know people? Have any friends?
What about hobbies?

What makes you feel this way?

>>724329319
Last time I thought about was in high school. Since high school ended it hasn't crossed my mind as a serious solution to anything.

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>>724330470
What makes that you're feeling content with yourself?

Maybe once every 3-5 days.
I took steps to recondition that thought process, and it's done me well so far.

>>724329319
everyday

>>724330338
i have a two friends one who works with me and another that is a heroin addict that i met at high school. i tend to be pretty reserved though those are the only people i can say i know. i dont do anything except fap and listen to vaporwave. probably should stop throwing away my life and go join the military or something as i am not fat by any means. i fell like my life is just of track my parents are really sad that it turned out this way for me even if they wont show it

>>724329319
everytime before I got to sleep

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>>724329319
on a weekly basis

>>724330547
Doing alright in college, having fun with my job, dating my old girlfriend from middle school (she gets me 100% and the sex is fucking crazy) Not to say things are perfect though. I struggle with depression and body dysphoria and some serious anxieties. Nothing I can't over come though! Been working on breathing and logically deconstructing why my anxieties are not based in reality. I also am kinda lacking in the friends department right now, but I'm hoping that'll change with time. I guess my content with life stems from just enjoying all the fucking shit, the good and the bad. Always ending the day with a laugh.

>>724329319
not as much as i use to

>>724330547
stop with your weeb shit, its making you look like even more of a fag

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>>724331558
It makes it easier to filter out myself.

Everyday, not much else to talk about.

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>>724331558
where do you think you are

>>724329319
Everytime I see a "why atheists.." or a cuck thread

Not that often anymore. I think more about how I wish I could smoke weed, at least I got booze

>>724329319
Always when I watch this video
http://hentaihd.online/videos5041

>>724330749
How old are you?

I'm not OP

>>724331860
Well I do to now.

>>724331889
27 soon to be 28

>>724329319
daily.

>>724332059
i think you missed the bus, buddy. technically, you still have a chance to pull yourself up by the bootstraps, but usually that means failing more than a couple attempts and losing more with every attempt.

so your options are to become a glutton for punishment and get down to business un-fucking yourself by all means necessary, or call it quits in the comfiest most peaceful way possible. Fold or bluff?

>>724330749
>go join the military
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmGuy0jievs

>>724332638
personally i say bare your fucking teeth and get yourself awesome. but im not you.

>>724331558
>OP pic is animu girl
>gets mad when more animu girls get posted

>>724332816
>>724332816
>but im not you.

I believe we are all the same consciousness observing itself from different viewpoints..

>>724332638
i should probabaly get to it i guess as you are right about the fact that my time is running out

Too much...

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>>724329319
Every time I do I spend some time meming.
It gets me back in the mood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ho1LgF8ys-c

All the time, as long a I exist

Everyday but I'm too much of a pussy to do it.

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>>724333117

>>724333433
One number.

Very often, but drinking keeps it at bay. When I build up the courage I plan on getting shitfaced drunk, taking a couple of valium and pass out/tie myself to a railroad track.

>>724329319
Gonna kill myself at the end of the year. I'm over 30 so I'm not one of those "Lol I'm a depressed teenager" type of people. Lots of planning and such - Long since accepted my fate. Doing it over the holidays so everyone else has a break.

>>724332903
based on what?

At least once a day, sometimes more, fear of death and YLYL banana threads cancel out the suicidal urge though

>>724329319
Why do people contemplate suicide?
As if it would be better not existing at all than being outcast in the society or whatever? People whine too much

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>>724333547
dog bless ]s4s[

Every day though it's rarely really serious. I'll just occasionally think "Hey what if I did this?" or "Man I bet I could kill myself right now and nobody would notice for a good few days." Though occasionally I'll get sad for real and sometimes it gets to the point where I seriously consider. I don't think I have depression but occasionally I do get really sad, sometimes over nothing but mostly thinking I'm not good enough/a disappointment. That paired with my lack of good friends makes it easy to get blue every once in a while.

>>724333605
it'll take more than 2.
i took 32 and half a dozen oxycontin and booze and here i am

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>>724333711

>>724331558
welcome to 4chan

>>724333862
do you have a job

not op just asking out of personal interest

>>724334456
Not yet, just moved and I'm applying for a few places. Problem is this is a piece of shit hipster town.

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>>724329319
24/7 beby

24/7...

>>724334596
well i hope everything goes well

>>724329319
Hooray Mini-May Hopkins. Haven't seen a GSC reference in years.

>>724334997
Thanks, same to you.

>>724333605
the trouble with that idea is that you could move during your sleep and just lose an arm or a foot

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>>724333746
>why do people contemplate suicide?

Real question is: Why do they do that and bitch about it on 4chan, reddit and other message boards. Like, does it make you feel better to have some faceless papa-compassion8 m8 from across this shit-strewn globe tell you

''It gets better'' or ''You'll never know if life can better if you decide to end it'' permanent solution to a temporary problem.

I've got a suggestion: If you think these people genuinely care about you, find someone who says this kind of positive drivel and see how long they'll put up with a self-pitying, childish ass.

Oh you wanna kill yourself, what a fucking tragedy you slob. Go join the rest of all humanity that will inevitably die, but try to make a spectacle out of the most basic aspect of existence anyway, which is death of course.