why are you not happy?
>>724316399
Why do you care?
>>724316399
because so many problems and past issues/ mistakes
Legal issues financial issues relationship issues family issues existing issues
im black
I don't really like myself
>Unemployed for 10 years
>Alcoholic
>Failed music career
>All relationships gone tits up
>No friends left
That about sums it up.
You can turn happiness on and off like a switch of light and darkness.
The trick is maintaining that happy state.
The journey is more than enough to make you happy.
cause i fucked up my chance with this girl, we made out twice but ive been too much of a pussy to talk about it and make things official, its been like 2 months now and we still see each other every other day but i feel like shes slowly fading away and im actually scared to bring this subject up
>>724316399
Actually I'm unusually really happy. Everything finally worked out in life, despite having no reason whatsoever to think it would only 4 years ago. Just suddenly magic happened, and now I'm a rich businessowner with a perfect waifu.
Opportunity and luck is some weird shit man. Glad I didn't suck a bullet.
Anhedonia
>>724316399
Just broke up with gf, we live together
>>724316952
How long? Why'd you break up?
>>724316399
niggers tongue my anus
>>724316952
because I dont have steady jobs, that personaly admit, plus my cold attitude, she even said I got darker by browsing 4chan. Plus her deffects, we fight constantly, and no sex in months.
>>724317027
>>724317277
like 8 years of relationship, shit, just realized it
I'm bored as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
>>724316399
I'm not asleep.
>>724317277
Well that'll do it. Sounds like it went on too long.
>>724317770
I want to be alone now, put my shit together.
>>724316932
same
>>724316399
I am not a happy person and I have PTSD.
>>724318554
from twitter or the real one?
>>724316399
dropped out of highschool at 14 and havent left my house for the past 6 years.
>>724318621
>from twitter or the real one?
>>724318756
Because my insomnia won't go away and I still can't stop thinking about her.
>>724316399
Because everyone hates my bea, J.K Rowling
>>724316399
I don't have any black friends.
I'm too idealistic
The world is not a fun place for me
>>724317505
You should try living before the internet existed, see how bored you might be
>>724318964
Oh just a really terrible life growing up. If you suffer real abuse and neglect growing up you know that crying doesn't get you shit.
>>724319276
>I don't have any black friends
get in touch with this guy
>>724316653
>>724319515
the internet is booooring
>>724316399
I have crippling depression
Not even joking >.<
>>724319546
I hope things get better anon. Cheer up
>>724319669
1991
No internet, no cable tv, stuck at home with no car. Try it.
Or 1891 for that matter.
At least it led to people thinking or pursuing constructive things like playing music or writing, and developing their mind, to alleviate the boredom.
Chad got the girl I want.
I don't want the girl I have anymore.
my ugly friend lost his virginity before me
>>724319802
maybe i actually will
digital media has not been good to me
>>724319259
>bea
for the reasons of:
no real friends since like 6 years ago
few people i talked to that i called friends stopped talking to me after graduation
hardly leave home unless to go to college twice a week
no job
can't get a girlfriend despite my opinion of having decent looks and lack of ability to flirt or whatever you do since i never really dated before
i'm a virgin (obviously)
Because you fucking cowardly 'muricans are a bunch of pussies. You all talk about how you kicked Germany's fascist ass into oblivion when it was really a Russian sacrifice leading to the single greatest case of human death and suffering in the world. You could add up the casualties from every conflict between any two nations in the history of the world before WW1 and it wouldn't equal the losses on the Ostfront.
Yet here you sit. In the midst of a fascist coup. You fucking pussies have had every opportunity to put that belligerent fucking asshole out our misery.
You think Obama wanted your fucking guns? What do you think fascists would do when they fear a loss of power? Your ability to defy tyranny with you vaunted firearms will never be more diminished than it is under a Bannon and his Autographocrat puppet.
You are all fools and I hope your descendants will be crippled with eternal shame and an unrivaled hatred for your woeful cowardice.
>>724320095
Because I'm not getting enough dick in my ass. I require many dicks my ass to be happy
>Over thinking
>Have no plan for my future
>Planning to joining the marines
>I'm indecisive
>I want to do something to make me happy, travel the world etc
>Deciding to commit suicide or not
>I'm only 19
Much more, but keeping it brief
>>724320420
What me to decide for you? Cash me outside
>>724316653
b-be my friend?
>>724316399
Because life's not what i was promised by literally everyone i've ever asked snd those same asshats just go "lol! You thought life would be easy?! The fucks wrong with you?" Despite them literally raising me to believe that shit.
>>724316399
The key to being happy is to understand happiness.
To understand happiness, you need to understand why happiness is not valuable.
To truly be happy, you need to understand happiness. You then must promptly forget how to understand happiness and forget forgetting.
Now, you are back at step 1. You are not happy, but you are content with telling yourself that your life has meaning. This is our cycle.
>>724321507
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXWNChoIluo
>>724322154
Oh i understand it doesn't mean I wasn't absolutely fucking crippled from my entire support structure growing up actively making me weak and not even attempting to prepare me for actual challenges in the workforce let alone life.
I'm both occasionally happy and suicidal