Anyone suffered from weed induced depersonalization/derealization?
Sorry if I don't belong here, but /adv/ is useless. I've heard a lot of people online beating this shit, but I can't seem to get out of it. Anyone gone through the same thing?
>>724119008
yeah stop being a fucking nigger and smoking weed
weed is for niggers
>>724119008
lol no im not a druggy loser faget
>>724119048
Hence why I stopped. I only tried it once, ya kent. Everyone does it at least once
>>724119008
your mind is opened now
Yeah, I smoked it once. Chill the fuck out.
>>724119048
This
>>724119154
Yeah, feeling spaced out, unable to concentrate, feeling extreme depression, not feeling real, having no sex drive, extreme anxiety. Yeah, my mind is sure open.
Lol i went trough the same thing, tho i didnt stop smoking weed, learned to live with it, used depersonalization/derealization to open existential philosophy.
Dont let it hold you down, this took me some mounth to completly get over, and u will, just use this to look at the world as a dead object, can be alot of fun
Yeah I have it lasted for some time but it slowly faded with time as will yours. Focusing on your depersonalization and derealization and reading online about it doesn't really speed up the process of reintegration. Try to occupy yourself with hobbies, working out, hanging with family and friends and just being busy. I know it's not a pleasant experience and can make you anxious but you will return to normal don't worry :) you can ask me any other questions
>>724119008
Same thing happened to me via robo, now my existence is hell
>>724119089
You have just admitted you are suffering from early brain damage due to drugs. Nigger you are one
>>724119008
Not from weed no.
Could be something underlying.
Does it freak you out or are you able to just cruise through it?
>>724119089
You sound like you're about 14 years old.
>>724119008
The best thing to do is sleep for a verrrry long time op
>>724119008
Yes now I use heroin and it helps...till I'm withdrawaling
>>724119279
Thank you, budd. It's just effecting me to the point where I can't think straight anymore. Because of it, my motivation to work in uni is dying and my creativity is almost non-existent. It's worse in the mornings. My blood test results came back fine, though I'm slighty low on white blood cells. Speak any sense?
>>724119640
so you're the reason they say weed is a gateway drug, shame on you.
How bad are withdrawals?
I thought getting off of valium was hard I'm guessing heroin would be 1kx worse?
Chill bro.
>>724119949
I have been exactly where you are. I thought I lost my mind and I was fucked for the rest of my life. Don't worry though the truth is you are completely fine even your blood tests show it. I would really recommend doing 10 minutes of meditation in the morning and also practicing mindfulness. Focusing your awareness to the present moment is a lot more peaceful than being anxious about the future.
>>724119008
It'll fade over time (months,years)
It's part of getting older in a way
>>724119949
>you smoked pot once and think you're losing your shit
am I understanding this correctly?
I only get it when im high alone. Thats why i dont smoke by myself anymore. Changing my lifestyle helped alot too. I started yoga for a couple months, this helped me getting grounded and finding my energy again. After that i started working out at home, being more active. Even small things like making a list of household activities like cleaning. And a good sleep schedule helps even more
>>724119952
No no I do heroin because I like it weed didn't lead me to it its early here I should of worded it different I use it to fight depersonization.
>>724119952
With anything, it all comes down to willpower
How bad was you on the diaz? You can get seizures if you go cold turkey on high doses
>>724119237
>just use this to look at the world as a dead object
>can be a lot of fun.
Holy shit man I cringed HARD at your post. Edgy underage faggot detected
>>724120339
It's ironic man. A year ago today, I learned a close friend died ODing on that shit.
wanna fight the depression/depersonalization whatever the fuck you think you're experiencing?
clean up. you won't see shit right until you do. get help if you need it.
My first time, i had 2 edibles (hurr durr this doesnt work I'll have another) and i felt that depersonalisation for almost a month. It will go away though. It was weird though. Everything felt like a dream or something.
>>724120358
Couldn't go cold turkey, had to taper down to kick it.
>>724119949
>>724120159
Also the reason you can't even think straight anymore is because you believe this is worse than it actually is. You are just unfamiliar with this state of mind which is causing anxiety, the thing is you don't need to have anxiety or not be able to think straight while in a depersonalization state, once you reach this point reality becomes quite interesting. Although I understand why you are in an anxious state as it is probably just really overwhelming for you but I just want you to know it doesn't have to be
that's what happens when you snore marijuanga with a used needle
Go to church and think twice about dealing with the Devil next time
>>724119952
And yeah heroin sever was are like a flu times 100 with RLS.
>>724120586
>>724119008
had it for 7 years and gotten it rid of recently. dude all u have to get is scripts for lexapro or ay generic antideperssant thats literally it.
>>724120680
brutal.
Been off the diaz for 3 years now. Have a dr. basically keep offering it to me I'm like dude you gotta stop this it's fuckin cruel you cunt.
>>724119008
Smoked too much weed once and had the same thing going on for a couple of days but it faded away luckily.
Good luck.
>>724120518
I was for 3 years than I fell off the wagon I know what you are saying is the truth I'm just stubborn and I like not caring.
I won't go into boing details, but a little over a year ago, I was in a prolonged, highly stressful situation. I was sitting on my bed when suddenly, out of absolute nowhere, everything became unreal. It was terrifying. I hold my shit together pretty well, so no one could tell I was zapped out. I didn't tell anyone about it because I didn't want those around me to worry and I didn't want to look crazy. I felt like nothing was real. The more I dwelled, the more I began to think about existential things. I thought about the vastness of time and space, etc. Just crazy thoughts that and questions that our human brains can't even begin to understand. Panic attacks would sometimes pop up, but I'm good at beating those. When I'd come down, I'd think about what just happened and think about how stupid it was. Then, days or weeks later, I'd start thinking too deeply and derealization would come back. It's definitely linked to stress/anxiety for me. I've never done drugs, not once. Don't smoke, don't drink. Eventually, derealization will go away. The key is to not think about it and try to stay busy. Reading a book really helps. Playing my guitar or building a model kit was great too. Just generally being around your friends is another great way to calm down.
>>724121042
Right that's why I don't do subs or methadone that shit will hook you good
>>724120321
this dudes on the money.
>>724119949
Dude have you talked to a counsellor or psych?
Best thing I ever did.
After a while you do actually get used to it then it fades away.
>>724121197
They're dealers with licenses man.
They got profit margins to cover with you boy.
>>724120219
Stemmed from a panic attack
>>724119008
your derealization is caused by anxiety which was probably induced by smoking weed, de/dp is just your body's natural mechanism for reducing anxiety. it should pass on it's own with time but try looking into meditation, it's helped me tremendously.
if you don't do any exercise you should probably start doing that as well.
>>724121411
Exactly if I quit it be cold turkey or l ween off I might be to far down the hole to cold turkey without being super sick for a week.
>>724119048
I've been smoking weed for years, and am now feeling ready to stop. The initial euphoria is gone, and now it just makes me feel like an anxious nigger. You use it long enough and you absolutely do become dependant on it. I hate the fact that I crave being high.
>>724119100
>raises hand
>>724119237
>existentialism
>fun
Boy you are some hefty dose of autistic
>>724119008
Next time, don't try any drug.
>>724121648
Yeah, I heard meditation helps a lot. I just can't seem to get into it.Sitting still for more than 5 minutes drive me INSANE.
>>724121888
checked
>>724121838
Ween off man. Keep all the money you save a week in a jar and set a cut off time for yourself.
Do a little less ea week up until your cutoff week where you might dose once. Then kick it and buy yourself a dirtbike.
Ride the dirtbike as often as you were high at your worst and you'll see life completely differenctly
*dirtbike is just an example, see guitar, tv, fleshlight...
>>724119237
this
use it for researching philosophy
>>724120460
Yeah, "Edgy underage faggot" sharing his conclusions on how to look at existence and reality in relation to your ego.
Kill yourself.
Yeah you need a tolerance break and also a break to focus on just putting your life together
>>724122140
Right seeing as I spend like 100 every 3 to 4 days but all my other money goes to my son
>>724119008
I didn't have all that, but I got hyper paranoid after getting really cross faded on other drugs and weed, I decided to only smoke weed and do wax after that and it seems fine. You get different highs, don't let one bad one scare you straight, life sucks sober.
>>724122568
How olds your son?
Maybe spend the money you save and that time on him.
Kids are unreal man.
I got 2 and they are the greatest thing.
>Anyone suffered from weed induced depersonalization/derealization?
Yes, about 6 years ago.
I had it for about a week or two.
The simple solution is to accept it and it'll go away with time.
You will not "cure" it with more anxiety.
>>724122892
I love my son he's 2 I always feel guilty when I look at him.
>>724119008
Once you get there, it becomes permanent.
I forgot what was it like before it. I just feel things used to be different.
>>724123516
that goes away too man. Trust me on this one.
>>724119008
has anyone done so much of a certain drug that even after detoxing and getting off of it your tolerance for other substances is significantly damaged?
I used to do a shit ton of ambien and adderall and now my tolerance is shit
> be op
> cant handle pot
> cry
wait til other cool kids start doing psychadelics and you decide to bite
>>724119008
Stop smoking but after the first day drink some lean. After a week drink some more lean and then find a hobby.
>>724119008
13 year old faggots
>smoke weed for years
>never feel anything but good
>smoke like usual, I used to smoke crazy amounts in the beginning, but I kinda reduced it
>mildpanicattack.exe
>well ok, wasn´t that bad, just felt a little off
>3 weeks later
>nuclearpanicattack.exe
>think my heart is about to burst out of my chest or just simply stop
>stop smoking, still feel like potatoman almost 2 years later
I don´t really regret it, but the magic is gone. I still have no fucking clue why I suddenly couldn´t handle it anymore. I smoked a few times within these 2 years, without a problem, only once I had a mild panicattack again. But it was a good time, would smoke again if it weren´t a gamble between feeling good and feeling like death raping my anus for lulz.
>>724119008
there is no getting out...
>>724123679
Yeah I hope it if his mom even had an inkling I was using she'd take him so quick. So it's like u can't even withdrawal or cold turkey or I lose
>>724119008
I'll give you the unpopular opinion. Yes I've been through it. I stopped smoking weed. Problem solved.
>>724121105
if it's not drug related you maybe wanna see a therapist. I had anxiety attacks, could not talk about those for a long time. Taking some professional help improved things a lot.
>>724120586
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