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Hey /b/. I plan on commiting suicide soon due to having to deal

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Hey /b/. I plan on commiting suicide soon due to having to deal with severe depression and psychosis. My main method right now is taking 50mg of Fentanyl and either snorting it or ingesting it all. My only question is of how long it will take until death occurs. I am certain I will pass out extremely quickly considering the size of the dose, however I do not know how long it will take afterwards for my body to completely die out. My worst fear is being narcanned and having to live the rest of my life as a vegetable in a care facility. I couldn't find any articles giving an approximate duration until death, so I thought maybe some of you would know from somebody else OD'ing on the stuff.
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>Sell 50mg Fentanyl
>Buy gun
>Shoot self in head
>Profit
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>>724054493
I'm in Canada fam. It's hard to get firearms up here.
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>>724054176
50mg? dont worry about it, you won't wake up.
Just fade to black. Happened to me several times when I iv'd it and I didn't try to kms.
It's fast.
Also don't do it.

Oh. And don't do
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>>724054622
Sell something valuable. Double/triple the dose to be safe.
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>>724054622
easy to get shotguns and rifles. and you cant go wrong with these.
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>>724054849
OP here. I'll soon have 100mg of fentanyl in my possession but was only planning on taking 50mg since it was waaaay more than enough.
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>>724054849
OP wrote 50mg
not 50µg
Whats there to double? oO
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>>724054764
OP here. Did you experience any discomfort/pain before you blacked? Were you dizzy and/or nauseous?
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>>724054888
Plus my trips never lie
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>>724054176
4chan has about 200,000 users on average at any given moment, sometimes more or less. So it's not really a shitload of people compared to the rest of the world population. Now think about how every single day there are numerous suicide threads like this, with people planning their suicides, advocating it, doing it eventually. That's a lot of people committing suicide in such a small amount of people that actually use this site compared to the rest of the world's population count. Basically, 4chan has an exponentially high suicide rate and/or there are groups shilling to brainwash anons into committing suicide. Disturbing as fuck.

>pic slightly related
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>>724054176
Before you take it, wait a week and see if you still wanna take it
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>>724054888
OP here. Dude I have literally no connections so it would be impossible for me to get a firearm illegally.
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You'll just feel really happy and black out
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>>724055157
Build something with the money...using the time to think about your choices in life. Pic related
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>>724054176
how much do you weigh In kg?
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>>724054176

>My worst fear is being narcanned and having to live the rest of my life as a vegetable in a care facility. I couldn't find any articles giving an approximate duration until death,


THIS IS WHY YOU NEED TO DO IT IN A SECLUDED PLACE. IF YOU ARE FOUND EVEN 10% ALIVE THEY WILL WORK THEIR ASSES OFF TO KEEP YOU ALIVE NO MATTER YOUR CONDITION.

TALK TO A THERAPIST AND THINK THIS OUT NIGGER. YOU DON'T NEED TO DIE. YOU TO LIVE FUCKER.
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>>724055359
OP here. No fucking clue. I don't even have a scale at my house. Though I should be around 170lbs/77kg.
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>>724055432
OP here. Believe me I'll find a secluded place - make no mistake.
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>>724055454
Well I hope you can deliver it intravenously...fucking that up could be interesting for you!
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>>724054176

I had psychosis, the depression is part of it. Now I've come out of it, it feels good man.
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>>724055590
I'll probably snort it. I don't know where I could get needles...
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>>724055454
your weigh is just a pinch from LD50, but I wouldn't rely solely on calculations.
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>>724055081
No discomfort, although I obiously was addicted to opiopids when I shot up fentanyl so I naturally craved the effects. Anyway, fentanyl acts very fast. Even users who were just chewing the patches were sometimes suddenly overwhelmed and blacked out.
Its actually not a bad choice for going out.
Would have been under my top 5. After phenobarbital and GBL.

Still, just go see a therapist. You'll die eventually. Don't be a pussy
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You won't wake up OP.

...But, are you sure it's the right thing to do? Nothing else before this?

I had a severe depression not so long ago. With suicidal thoughts, and the idea that everyone was against me. I thought I wasn't interesting, just a lame person who couldn't have the right to live.
What saved me is art and writing. It now helps me focusing on things I like, and it allow me to put my bad thoughts aside from me. I know suicide should appear as the perfect solution atm, but...a bad phase is nothing else than something which will change, someday.

I'm not totally fine, and probably won't be, but I've made a lot of progress if I compare before and now.

I don't know if you see a psychiatrist, if you have medication (which wasn't the case for me, I wanted to solve my problems by myself and wouldn't probably be able to speak about them to someone), but please reconsider the question. There's always something else to do.
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X-junkie dope head from new Jersey reporting in..

Ok first off do u mean 50mgs or 50 micrograms.. Fent is measured in micrograms/ug because of how powerful it is... if u actually meant 50mgs that will kill u pretty fucking fast and the greatest part about it is u will within seconds jus fall asleep and never wake up, and be extremely high after doing and fall into a blissful high ending sleep... I've shot up Fent and dope together and by themselves.. Fent is no fucking joke.. I would say u would have maybe like 10mins maximum if ur snorting it.. if ur shooting it u will die within seconds maybe not even a full min..

I'm speaking from experience I OD'd once off of heroin, possibly mixed with fent but doubtful and it took about 10mins before my lips started turning blue and my breathing became really shallow and slow.. which is why I think it was jus dope because of the time frame.. but I'm getting this info second hand coming from the people that called 911 for me who were also shooting the same dope up..

I will keep this thread up and update it if u have any further questions opiates are my specialty I know all about them

Pic related it's fentanyl
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>>724055676
You're going to snort the aqueous solution? Good plan. Clearly you've thought things through.
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>>724055688
OP again. I'll just fucking do all 100mg to avoid any chance of survival. (the post about the needles was me too btw)
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>>724054176
If you're not willing to endure pain in suicide you really are not ready to kys and you probably won't

Set yourself on fire with gasoline
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>>724055118
>suicide rate
Trump supporters.
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>>724055454
you from the us im guessing because why else
would you mention lbs first or at all
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>>724055799
He wrote mg. So obviously this kingpin has 500 ampules in his pos.
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>>724054176
Read Albert Camus , The myth of sysiphous. Then decide.
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>>724054176
Before you do that, if you have not done shrooms, do those. Sorted my cronic depression right out. Like serious "I can't hold a job for more that 6 months" depression.
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>>724055939
Seriously though, this suicide meme on 4chan has been pushed during the Bush administrations and the Obama administrations, basically the whole time 4chan existed, not just a few years ago, since 4chan was founded.
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>>724055511
secluded place. If you really wanna do it. Find a needle (order online?) and buy some booze. Prepare syringe, drink booze in a full bathtub. Shoot up. Black out, overdose, drown, whatever. It should not be that complicated, but as I said. Don't be a pussy.

Go to a therapist. You can get treatment for psychosis and depression.
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dont do it dude
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>>724055769

OP here. Remember that weird and awkward kid at your school? That's me. I've been fucking obtuse since I was a child. I'm ugly, socially awkward, and stupid. I've been relentlessly bullied all throughout my life. Everybody that I meet instantly hates me - I can see it in their eyes. They just want me to leave as quickly as possible. I have barely any friends and my crippling anxiety keeps me at home a lot of the time. I fail at everything I try at due to my mental health problems. I used to do volunteer work at a TV studio and I was the weakest link. I fucked up everything I did and all the other volunteers fucking despised me. I held a job at a fast food place for a year before I quit and I just know that everyone there hated me. I fucked up so much that the managers didn't trust me to do things right. Other people I knew from school were always called in to do extra work - but not me. I never got calls from them because they didn't fucking want me.


I hate myself on such a fundamental level that it's almost absurd.
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>>724055822
Maybe you should learn the difference between mg and mcg before you start blowing dudes?
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>>724055801
OP here. The Fent I'll soon have will be in powder form.
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depression anger without enthusiasm
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>>724055822
Mate, I'm afraid you won't be able to do the second bottle after the first. You may have to rethink the suicide. Can end worse than death... just take care, maybe rethink life
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>>724054176
Try a psych and open to others about your problems, there is always later a time to die you could atleast give it a try
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>>724054176
If anyone is currently alive that even remotely cares about you, they'll be extremely fucking depressed you killed yourself.

Try seeking psychiatric help first.
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>>724056175
OP here. I respond poorly to recreational drugs. I smoked a joint (only 3 hits) and then proceeded to have a full on panic attack accompanied by vomitting.
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>>724056192
OP here. What vein would be the best to shoot into?
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>>724056260
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All you need is a syringe and a needle. find a vein and press a tiny bit of air into it.

that will deffinently kill you off fast when it hits your hearth.
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>>724056397
Give yourself an epidural for maximum keks
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>>724056230
OP here. it's 100 milligrams of fent.
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>>724055335
How fucking stupid r u?
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all you need is a needle.

Press a tiny bit of air into a vein, when the air bubble hits the hearth you will die.

gant guarantee it won't be a bit painfull, but shouldn't be so bad
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>>724056496
If that's the case, why not just get rich, fuck hookers, and let aids take you peacefully in a back alley?
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>>724056397
you can't be serious?
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At least live stream it.
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>>724056397
The crook of ur arm has the biggest vain tie off around ur bicep and open and close ur hand about 10 times that fucker will b jumping out begging u to stick a pin in it
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>>724054176
How about instead of taking it all you just take a little bit from time to time and start dealing with your life instead?
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>>724056776
OP here. I am dealing with it. This is the ultimate and most effective solution to all my problems in life as well as life itself.
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>>724056620
thats nonsense. It takes a lot of air and it would not be painless
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>>724056877
Killing yourself isn't "dealing" with it you faggot, man the fuck up, if you better be dead then at least enjoy life before it, you could literally do anything.
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>>724056877
What have you done to deal with it?
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Go camping with fentanyl. Die alone. No narcan risk.

Unless you want to be found by loved ones. In which case you're an asshole.

Camp, faggort.
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>>724054176
Pal, your going to need something to slow your heart down first. Fortunately you have more than enough fentanyl to kill yourself and probably your entire neighborhood. Unfortunately, unless you suppress your circulatory/resp system first, your body will convulse and cause a mess.
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>>724056893
This. The air in vein is bullshit. It would take several pumps of a baseball pump.
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>>724056877
If you were serious you would of just did it and never said a word. Man up and deal with life don't be a pussy and kill yourself.
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>>724055801
nothing wrong with snorting solutions. I dissolved different drugs in water and applied them via nasal-spray-bottles
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>>724056217

Hey, self-loathing asshole attention whore:
Your anxiety makes you the weakest link.
Go to a therapist.

It'll never go away. But, you'll learn to live with it instead of counting every miserable second of consciousness.

t. coping with PTSD for 31 years
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>>724054176
OP, I am just a little disappointed that you'd want to off yourself. There are people who are just dying to live. People who don't have the luxury of choosing when they die.

Besides, if you kill yourself, you kill all the opportunities you could have had... all the times you could have fucked... all the meals you could have eaten... all the games you could have won.

I understand that it all seems kinda hopeless. I understand that some people are vicious and that memories are like acid to the feels.
But I must ask: would killing yourself really be the answer to your problems or would it just be running away?
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>>724057127
Agreed OP is an attention whore. He wouldn't of posted if he was serious.
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>>724056776
Fentanyl is dosed in very small amounts of micrograms. He will probably OD even if he tries to dilute 1 drop into a gallon of water. People really don't understand the gravity of this drug. Literally inhaling it's vapor can kill a grown adult
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Don't need to shoot it up. Just drink it. Works like a charm.

Can also rub on skin. Shit goes
right through. They make patches out of the shit.
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>>724056353
Try iboga, resets your brain
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I hope OP dosent realize he's going to choke to death on puke in his sleep. lol

>>724056493
tried to use that pic lol
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Since when 4chan is full of moralfags?
Seriously, let the guy die, life is shit and living just because you are afraid of death doesn't make it bad for who want to fucking die.

OP I hope you find peace

>Bad english
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>>724057112
Awesome story, he's talking about "snorting" though.....and 1000mL at that. Sounds like it'll work like a charm. But of course, you knew that
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>>724054622
If you are serious email [email protected]
I WILL DRIVE YOU UP A GUN
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>>724057442
The easy thing and morally right would be to let him die, telling him to man up and cope with life like everybody else is the evil thing to do, but we all cope with it, he's no special to pussy out.

BTFO faggot
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>>724057442
It's not about muh morals. It's about muh experience. I was there, ya jackoff. But I pulled myself up and I stopped being a faggorto.
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>>724057366
OP here. I know this is going to happen. I just don't care since I'll be unconscious during the whole process.
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>>724056217
do what i did. Move to puerto rico, buy a boat, fish for your food, start getting in touch with nature and forgetting about other people. Adopt a totally new outlook and personality. I never understood why people just end it instead of moving far away and hitting the reset button.
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>>724057508
fucking edgy
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>>724057623
hes too pussy for it
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>>724057623
OP here. I don't have that kind of money lying around.
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>>724057659
Hey, I'm starting to notice a pattern here...
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>>724056877
Don't let these people tell you what to do. Life isn't about being a man and sucking everything up. Life is about making decisions. You are without purpose. You are free!
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OP if you really want to make sure you don't get revived as a vegetable, incorporate some potassium chloride into your drug cockail. This will make sure that your heart stops beating.
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Sell the fent and buy heroine.
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>>724057699
sell your house and car and fucking everything and just start fresh you fucking moron
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>>724054176
OP why the fuck would you kill yourself, if you wanted to die, go join a gang and do everything you can that might get you killed, go out in style and have someone else kill you.
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>ITT niggers responding to nigger claiming to be in possession of 100mg of Fentanyl.....in Canada.
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Any landmarks near you in Canada?
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That's micrograms faggot. Get more.
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>>724057442

Since when has 4chan become full of contrarian retards being a bigger faggot than any OP?
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>>724057768
or join the police or firemen. Benefit society, with an equal risk of death. Also, itll get u in shape and probably wipe your social issues away.
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>>724057768
or join the police or firemen. Benefit society, with an equal risk of death. Also, itll get u in shape and probably wipe your social issues away
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>>724054176

If you're truly, entirely genuine about wanting to kill yourself, then I say at least make it count. Find the worst human being you possibly can think of, and take them with you.
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>>724057623
That isn't what you did-- that's what fucking Hemingway did in Cuba.
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>>724054176
http://www.ctvnews.ca/canada/illicit-fentanyl-being-trafficked-in-halifax-you-are-playing-russian-roulette-1.3306788

"It doesn't take much, it's like two grains of salt that could kill you," he said
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>>724058033
Now THIS is a proper /b/ recommendation
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>>724057839
This guy is clearly not aware of how available fentanyl is...
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>>724058100
>>724058033
DUBS SPEAKS THE TRUTH!
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>>724054176
Wow you you are thinking that pain there are children living it. You are causing yourself psycosis and depression because your state of mind is making you send emotional signals to your glands to produce excess of chemicals, so you are fighting with that and ypur thoughts
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>>724058131
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>>724056110
>The myth of sysiphous

That shit's not a myth, bro. The CIA used to give that to niggers and then not treat them to see what happened to them. They went crazy.
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>>724057699
>>724057699
If you have 100mg of fentanyl you do. Cut it and sell it. You'll get dope whores who'll want to hang out with you and fuck you and you'll get all kinds of new friends. Or just use the money to buy a boat :)
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>>724056397
Dick vein, it goes straight to your brain
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>>724054176
Dont do it enjoy life it is still time to get your life around, also can I have your stuff ?
also dont do it maybe youre in down times right now shit is probably gonna get worse can you livestream it ?
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>>724057839
Knock over a crash cart in any hospital ER and you'll have enough fun stuff to play with for a long time
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>>724056217
Hello OP.
I remember this kid really well...Since it was me. I was very shy, have been beaten by my teachers and put aside by the classmates (too tall, too smart, too shy). And other things I don't want to speak about which really put me down until now. -I know it's not a contest, it's just for you to understand.-

You are severe with yourself, thinks you are stupid and I don't want to minimize your suffering, but I'm sure you truly are someone.
There's a difference between what you think you're seeing in other's eyes (affected by what seems to be a very low self esteem) and what's really happening.

Why are you so sure that all is your fault? All the examples you used to explain your problems to me sounds like they should be the combination of a lot of things such as the other's actions. Not only yours.

If you are anxious, why don't you try speaking with people online without showing yourself? People can't see you this way, and "mental health problems" won't be written on your forehead. They'll just learn to know you with your writing style, what you love/dislike, what makes you happy/sad...
I don't see someone who is bad. I only see someone who needs help. You sounds like you need to talk, to share things with others, not to kill yourself.

I see you're hating yourself. It's written on every word you wrote. But you surely have done things you're proud of.

I'm not pretending you're exaggerating, because I've felt something which looks like you're feeling right now. I'm sure you're perfectly serious about what you said.

Please stay strong.
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>>724056397
Eyeball
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>>724056723
>>724058442
OP here. I might livestream it. Depends if I can be absolutely certain that the stream won't increase my chances of being located.
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Is OP dead yet or what?
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>>724058568
They will find you anyways
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Dude just order a gun through Tor to a safe place in Turkey. Then cross the border to fight ISIS. Might as well die doing something cool
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>>724055118
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
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>>724058656
Don't listen to this faggot. Livestream that shit! Just don't make it too long or the police might find you.
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>>724058568
Livestream with vpn.

But again, I was depressed but you can fight it. Go out Party hard, speak with ppl. You have nothing to loose. Search yourself help
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>>724058791
You must be new here. There's been killers who posted their kills here which were later exposed by the media, the FBI has raided numerous anons, there's been DDoS organized in the We Are Legion days, paid shills continue to work here, etc. Those statements are more of a joking disclaimer of liability from moot in the old /b/ days. Lurk moar.
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>>724057480
I know the nasal bioavailability of fentanyl to be 70-90% and that OP would just need a fraction of what he alledgedly plans to ingest. So, I still thinlk it would work.
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>>724058568
Be sure to link us the livestream.
Don't get selfish, now.
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>>724058568
I wouldnt bother to locate you honestly, sometimes a man gotta do what he is gotta do, also most people on /b/ are sick fucks that will like to see off yourself I mean I feel bad for you wanting to commit suicide but I sorta want your stuff could be anything, you should probably pawn all of your stuff and move somewhere else, or print a survival manual and just leave to the woods or something Teddy Roosevelt used to pull all that shit and he was the president, he would just pack his shit go to mount everest for weeks then come back without telling anyone.
if money is the problem get insurance and make it like you OD then leave the money to some charity or a family member.
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https://youtu.be/lQCPntZhPPk

The important part starts at 1:00
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>>724058656
You have no idea how Internet works
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>>724059135
They will find the corps anyways i meant to say
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Do it fag, atleast you'll be an entertainment for once in your shitty life
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>>724058830
you can't stop a livestream once your dead
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Jesus, son, don't do it. You need to get rid of that shit and get some God in your life. You need Jesus. The Lord will set you free. I can give you my address and you can mail that devil liquid to me and I'll dispose of it proper...lest the devil tempt me. Seriously, mail me that shit.
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>>724056217
Ok you type like a 14 year old who thinks he understands the world.

You're going through puberty so your hormones are fucking with your head. You know how old people are always nostalgic for their teen years? That's why. Brains become boring and logical when you're old. At 14 getting a kiss from a girl felt like heroin. And the downside is you feel some serious lows. Just chill. You're young. Play a video game.
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>>724054622
the fuck you do literally one class and then you can buy a 300 dollar ww1 rifle
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>>724058791
Here's one of the recent ones.

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/Justin-anon


https://static.encyclopediadramatica.se/mirrors/justin-anon.webm
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>>724059053
Toaster Steve
The guy from germany that went in a shooting spree
The guy who tried to break chos record
The other guy that killed his wife and thought it was easy to strangle someone
So many stories
also the guy with the fetish for worms that he eats out of his girlfriend or wife ass wich was real fucked up
so many stories
The guy from new york that commited suicide lifestream with his air conditioner
Lets make /B/ great again
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>>724059401
OP here, I'm not 14 I'm 15
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>>724059510
This anon knows.
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>>724054176
You know what's better than suicide?

A good book
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>>724059520
Lol, gr8 b8
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>>724058568
>>724058198
go die op
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>>724059547
also the serial killer from /b/ I wonder what happened to that guy.
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Oh you're 15. If you kill yourself then you'll only make life worse for everyone else and then you've properly fucked up

You're going through puberty. Man the fuck up and deal with your problems. We've all felt what you've felt. You aren't special. All the kids who at school who seem perfect to you are all just like you. They get scared, they cry sometimes, they worry that others don't like them and they fuck up. Heck they all want to kill themselves sometimes.

Even if that comment was just a prank it all still applies. Change school to workplace or real life or whatever.

If you are 100% sure you want to do at least do it doing something good. Go to South Sudan and give food and water to them. You'll probably get shot or something but you'll have helped someone at least.
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>>724054176

do it
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>>724054176
If you're primarily concerned about "how long" it will take for death to occur, you can put a .9mm hollow point in your brain, and it will be instant. Stop burdening society with your incessant whining.
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I'm 15 and my hormones aren't raging like this fags
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>>724055256

You'll just feel really happy and want to live,and then black out.
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Don't do it.

Life will get much better and you'll look back with disbelief and horror to your earlier thoughts of ending it.

I promise you.
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>>724059520
v&
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Don't do it m8. Even if you think ya are fucked up now it will get better. It can't possibly get worse if you are considering suicide
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get in here faggots
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Do it. I've contemplated suicide for the past 10 years. It does not get better. Might as well get it over with. Your loved ones will find a way to cope.
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>>724060027
>This
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sell me the fentanyl instead
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>>724056217
I can't read a single reason four suicide. Change your surroundings, start a new live, become somebody else. It's like a game
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Don't do it OP, can you at least say why or how you ended up in this state?
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>>724056217
You just described every single person who isn't a tool for society. Jesus Christ grow up. Nobody wants me around, but does that mean I'll literally kill myself? I'm not a pussy lmao
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>>724054176
I'm sorry you feel that way man, I want to help, help you live. Please man, just look forward to the future. If you dont have one make one. Go to another part of the world start a new life, find somebody settle down get a job. Life dude. Theres so much out there fight depression believe in yourself you can do it. Live, live for the sake of living.
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>>724055852
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>>724061200
This
>>724054176
arent you curious of how fucked up the world is gonna be with Trump ?
just go to youtube and search comedy central Trump or daily news I bet it will make you smile.
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>>724055799
Rehab or cold turkey? Jersey strong 908
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>>724059520
Kekd. Kill yourself to make this future generation of adults less shitty
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I tried to kill myself twice, once with meds, I was found and taken to ER. The second time I got drunk af and hung myself. I must've struggled out of the slipknot. I woke up in a puddle of my own blood after smashing my head on the concrete floor. Good times. But I got my shit together and life is OK now. Not great, but OK. A lot of young people kill themselves, because they think life won't get better. It may or it may not, but there's only one way to find out.
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>>724057839

ITT niggers responding to a valid and believable claim in one of the worlds fentanyl hotspots.
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Op why don't you go smoke some DMT and have an experience before you off yourself. Look up Terrance McKenna or Joe Rogan DMT.
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>>724055822
Dude...LD50 IS .03 MICROgrams / kg. That puts you at 70kg an LD50 OF 2.1mg. 50mg is 25x more than enough.

You're good.

Oh, and seek help, don't do it, yadda yadda yadda
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>>724055081
Get help. Quit being a cucked piece of shit
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Is OP still here?
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literally doesnt need hundreds of comments, if you're right and its 50mg and not 50mcg you'll be dead very quickly. IV for burning most intense rush ever before going black.
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>>724055081
Im not the guy you're replying to but i've od'd on heroin. I cant remember anything or any pain.

But seriously man, dont kill yourself. It's not fucking worth it. I've been clean for a few years and live a normal life, but I had to do some work to get myself out of the mess I was in so I could stop pitying myself
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>>724054176
taking any substance is dogshit for suicide, it's too unreliable.
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>>724054176
Suprised no one posted this pic.

You're method should be virutally painless you'll feel really good and black out. It's like a light switch. The only thing is you have to make sure no one finds you immediately after or they could narcan you. I think fent is a more problematic opiod for narcan but still.

Ways you could improve on this to make it even more successful is to add benzos or alcohol to the mix. You could just get decently drunk and then take the fent. Painless.
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>>724063220
it absolutely is not. The right amount of (for example) barbiturate/opioid/GHB/GBL/Benzo+respiratory depressant will kill you smoothly/painlessly. Just aim over the top and its reliable as fuxk
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>>724062051
ayyyyeeee lmao waddup doe... well I tried rehab in florida really didn't work... actually got for real for real clean a year ago put myself on suboxone maintenance drive from 609 to trenton to see my sub doc every month for a year now best choice I've ever made in my life haven't touched dope since my first visit and it's a year later... I take benzos every now and again wit my subs to get a lil nod on but that's about it.. I sell my subs sum times I run out too soon and gotta take tramadol to fend off WDs to go to work but that's all.. my life is 1000% more manageable with the suboxone maintenance I'm telling u man its the way to go real shit
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>>724055118
implying that any of these pathetics crying for attention actually do it
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http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/drug-poisoning/drug-mlds
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Don't listen to these fags telling you not to do it, that you "loved ones" care about you and shit. They don't care about you, they care about how they'll feel when you're gone. If they actually cared about you then they would support your decision. Instead they would prefer to selfishly force you to continue suffering so that they can feel like a big hero for "saving" you or whatever. Don't fall for the bullshit. Nobody will ever care about you as much as they care about themselves.
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fent kills you by shutting down your breathing. that much will knock you out and you will die of suffocation in no time, no fear of veg state

and dont do it.

also, dont do it!

Really, dont do it.
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>>724064148
Good looking out, thanks for sharing
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>>724054176
Did I miss it??
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>>724054176
50 probably wont do shit.

Triple that. All at once.

If you say do 50 and pass out, someone will find you and narcan you.

Or get those shady 80s. The jap fent that kills everyone.
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>>724054176
So you're going to off yourself because you have severe depression and psychosis? Wow you are such a fucking pussy.
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How much physical space do you occupy, and where?
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>>724054176
Op I dont have time to read all the replies, sell the shit and do something you've always been scared too with the money.

Skydive, snowboard down a mountain. Whats the worst that will happen? Your chute wobt open and you...die anyways? Hell do risky shit that ONLY puts you in danger and NO ONE ELSE.

Then once you live through your fears come back and see if you want to kill yourself.

Most likely you will have so much fun you will enjoy life. Which will flood you with pussy. Then you'll cum buckets in a girl and live life thanking me.
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>>724054176
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>>724056217
Sounds like you should try the military. They don't have any issues taking people with mental health problems, they'll tell you exactly what to do and you just have to do it. You can go overseas, kill some people, then get killed, and my investments will go up for your effort. Do that.
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>>724069312
Doesn't work they put oxygen in the tanks now to stop this
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>>724069748
Shit
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>>724054176
Dear OP,
I read recently herion overdoses take 1-3 hours until your heart stops beating. Fentaynl will likely be faster but not by a significant amount. I was researching why they don't use opioids for lethal injection when I found that stat. It is due to the fact that it takes so long to die and opiod overdoses often involve vomiting which doesn't seem very humane to the observer.

Also don't do it, at least sell all your shit and travel the world or something before you die. Go to Asia and fuck some trannys like you probably want to.
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Bro if you're able to readily obtain 25 vials of Fentanyl, why the fuck do you need to kill yourself? 75mcg will get you high as a kite for a while. Stay high and enjoy life, Dumb fuck.
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>>724054176
What's up OP. I'm in Canadia too. Let's meet up for a drink, maybe I can help change your mind
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>>724070654
This is right. Sell all your shit, go to Thailand and get your dick in some tight ladyboy ass for a while. See if your outlook improves. If not, kill yourself there.
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>>724054176
OP, Don't do it. It may suck right now but it gets better. I have been dealing with severe depression and psychosis myself for several years now (Schizoaffective) and I'm with you that it does suck, but not bad enough to end your life. I was suicidal for a little while but with the treatment I've received (the meds I'm on now and the therapy) I had moved past all that. Don't end your life just because you feel bad now because it can and will get better. Right now you are probably at rock bottom, and in that case, there's nowhere to go but up from here. This feeling, you are having, is only temporary and it will go away so don't do something permanent about it. If you are in some sort of treatment or therapy, I'd suggest to try it out. Psychosis was very hard to cope with without the help of meds. Maybe that's all you need to feel better.

I think the big issue is that you may have some self esteem issues. You talk down on yourself alot. That will kill your sense of self worth and make your depression even worse and more permanent.

I know what you are feeling right now and it's dark but you can get out of this pit, it just takes some motivation and dedication to feeling better. You have to at least try to get better.
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I wouldn't do it with opioids alone. You need to have a combination of multiple drugs to make you as passive as possible before you take the opiate. It could end up being extremely uncomfortable and messy if you mess it up.

From what I have heard about overdoses where I lived , they always had 3 components - alcohol, benzos and buprenorfin (or some other opioid). That seems to be very harmful combination.

But if I were you I wouldn't do it. I would actually get high off the fentanyl and do something, like play vidya and chill out. And first you need to familiarize yourself with the drug anyway, you just can't take something and expect it to work wonders because you will panic and it will be horrible.

So just wait a second and evaluate your situation again. I'd just get high for a while and play vidya, then see after few months how it goes.
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>>724055118
Or maybe ......hear me out now.....just maybe.. it goes to show you that...the world really isn't some big happy place and a majority of people who you interact with each day who carry a smile on their face really , deep down harbor feelings of depression and loneliness so immense that they choose to not burden the world with their own sob story and walk around each day with a smile until they can log into an anonymous message board and without judgement or stigma really express how they feel. They may or may not do it . But they still feel this way and tomorrow another day will come , another fake smile but once that door closes and they sit alone away from prying eyes....the feeling is still there.
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>>724072628
If We Ever Meet I want you to know I love you
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Hey OP, if life's really that bad then don't listen to the people telling you not to do it. Everyone dies anyway. Hope to see you in hell OP. Maybe it's not as bad as we think it is.
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Dude fent is crazy xjunkie. Sorry u feel like that. But if you want to go out that bad man jump out of a plane. I'm sure u got sky diving places to go to. Just sign up for a lesson and don't pull the shoot fuck that's how I would wanna go. U got about 2 min to decide what u wanna do too
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Might be 1min flying time but u get the idea
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