Think I'm becoming a sadist, how do I make it stop?
pretend to be something else
>>724051675
I have been, I still feel like a shark
Don't suppress it. Learn to manage it. Suppressing it makes it come back worse.
>>724052076
wet and hungry?
>>724051557
Can you give an example ? what have you been doing
>>724052346
as fuck
>>724052215
Exactly like how tf does one manage it
>>724052464
I haven't DONE anything yet, it's just how I feel when people get hurt. Like I first noticed it when I was 13 ish I was reading a Darren Shan book (one of the monster ones I think) and the chick got her legs torn off and I got this warm feeling in my stomach that made me feel so good.
I'm nice to everyone I know, I haven't so far done anything to intentionally harm someone but I think about it a lot.
When I see people hurt themselves or get rejected badly I feel really satisfied. Basically any situation where someone feels awful makes me feel good.
Like I said I do think about actually doing things to people pretty frequently
>>724052874
You cant do anything to help it thats short of turning yourself in and getting professional help. Tell your parents and get full on help or try to hide it, only two real options.
>>724053733
Haha fuck