How have you shamed your family anon?

I come from a family of very racist, conservative people in the south. And I moved to California to be with a left wing Mexican girl who is 10 years younger than me.

i came to 4chan

>>723886447
I was born

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>>723886447
I shamed them by not shaming them more which shames them the most

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>washed out of the military twice
>became an atheist
>almost 30 and still unmarried
>almost 30 and still no kids
>almost 30 and still watch anime, play vidya, etc
That's mostly it

>>723886903
I shamed them by not shaming them more, which shames them more, which shames them even more.

>>723886447
i existed

By being here
>end thread

>>723886707
Well that's not very funny I was thinking more of sending all your relatives your mixtape as Christmas/birthday gifts
*hope it works out for you hope she's worth it

By trying to pray my gay away.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_bP4C9Dli0

Attempted wincest. Full story if anyone is interested.

>>723887070
We'll are you happy?

>>723886722
>>723887355
>>723887411

>czeched

>>723886447
My father is an engineer so brilliant he essentially grandfathered himself into the job without a college degree by inventing a bunch of FM/television broadcast products that made a small company into a big company.

Mom has 2 masters degrees, she never was hugely successful but she's bright and has family money (which she's managed to drain entirely via legal battles).

I'm their son, 36, a butcher.

Though I've always had a job, I'm a college dropout and a drug user, and I suspect both parents know despite me never talking about it.

I am always on weed (but I think I'm quitting, I've been off it for the better part of this week). I like painkillers too but severe poverty keeps me from ever getting very addicted (and I do have a monthly script of my own).

In other words, I'm a loser, I'm probably better than most of you guys though (no offense, love you, /b/). I like hanging out here because it's a community of antisocial losers, for the most part, who despite being bright, never made much of themselves.

>>723887414
With sister or cousin? There a huge difference

>>723887558
Cousin (under aged)

>left highschool in 11th grade
>always have several different jobs for a month or so can never really hold one down.
>play video games too much
>starting to get into anime which is probably the killing point.

Need to an hero soon.

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>>723887469
Not at all. I live in a constant state of confusion, shame, uncertainty, and general hatred for myself and other people, woven meticulously in a web of sarcasm, dark humor, and frequent suicidal thoughts. My 'friends and family' rarely even contact me anymore, and I'm okay with that now.

>>723887625
first, second, third? which one?

>>723887532
A butcher is a good job bro just try to improve your life how you can and if something hurts stop doing it . Good luck

>>723887759
First

>>723887744
Sometimes when I feel like that I feel a sort of dark satisfaction, don't know why.

When I was younger I had a notebook I used to draw porn in and one day my mom grabbed my porn notebook instead of her own to write notes in church and found my drawings in the middle of the service

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atheist/stopped going to church completely

dropped out of highschool

seasonal job only paying $9 an hour

live on neetbucks in shitty apartment

most of my nice things like my plasma tv and stereo I found on the curb or pulled out of a dumpster

smoke/drink/generally be a dirty scumbag

>>723888081
Are you happy?

>>723888142
somewhat, really hate the place I live and wish I had a gf though

Every thing I have ever done has brought shame and disappointment to my family.

:(

>>723886447
>rarely ever got in trouble, didn't do any drugs until college, generally good kid
>get into top 5 engineering school
>get degree, get into top 5 engineering grad school
>get degree, don't even have to try and find jobs, employers call me asking if I will work for them
>choose aerospace company and become rocket scientist
>make fuckloads of money couple weeks after graduating
>save large amount in savings account, IRA, 401(k), other investments
>have become a useful member of society
>...
>few years later, come down with nerve disease
>money slowly siphoned off to medical expenses and not being able to work full time
>several major surgeries, problem still persists
>have to quit work due to condition
>all savings gone, now in debt
>move back to parents house
>no kids, no girl, no friends, no job, no money, no ability to do much other than sit on the couch
>all that time, money, effort, life wasted

>>723888328
I guess there's a part of all of us that is just content with being a depressed shutin.

>>723887070
What happened with the military?

>>723886707
They shame you /b/ro

>>723887532
fuck that

Butchers are important, its an honorable and useful job to have (unless you are vegan).

As long as you are a functioning pothead then you seem like a success to me. You can even go back to college someday after saving up, if you really want.

>>723888081
where do you find functioning plasma tvs in the trash?

>>723886447
>grow up being called smart and getting good grades in school
>bullied in high school, sort of burn out in eleventh grade
>Moved to Alaska when I graduated
>"well, it could be worse"
Overall I don't think I'm a disappointment

22 yr old kissless virgin and neet who doesn't do nothing but sleep or play vidya. Its a wonder why my mom hasn't thrown me out yet.

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>>723888549
Washed out during Basic in the AF because I started talking about suicide. Had a civilian record of psych ward visits and such because my mom sent me to them instead of actually TALKING SHIT OUT first, so that helped. A year and a half later, I washed out of Army AIT for pretty much the same thing: suicidal 'ideations' and such. It was an entry-level separation with RE-3C; although I could officially reenlist, no recruiter would go through the process of getting me back in, and I have been trying ever since (washed out of the Army in 2008).

I can never serve again.

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>>723887414
Tell us thestory, wincest is fun to read

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>>723888870
I feel ya, I also got praise and good grades up to middle school. Switched schools twice and had abusive teachers at first. Burnt out and grades have only gotten slightly better since.

>>723888453
i'd the hell out of here if I had some way to do that, i don't have the money or transportation. Only have a couple bicycles right now, working on getting some mopeds but the guy won't ever answer his fucking phone for some reason.

I do not like being stuck in my apartment building near the neighbors during the winter because i want to fucking throttle most of them

>>723888870
I wanted to move to Alaska and start over, how is it there?

>>723888413
That one sounds like something that's out of your hands though, dude. I mean, I don't think there's much that you could have done about the nerve disease thing

>>723887625
We'll please tell the story including pics if possible you can cover her face dressed of course

>>723888812
Most of them don't work right away, I grab them and fix/sometimes sell them. I'm a pretty good electronics repairman I get it from my dad, I don't think I really have the money/skill to go anywhere with it professionally though

Sometimes you get lucky in the nicer parts of town where people have more money and they just chuck the old working shit on the curb when they want to buy something new

>>723888932
Okay here it is...

>Be me
>Have hot cousin
>Both of us underage
>She's blonde and her hair is on par with that of a supermodel
>Nice face and body too, nice curves for her age
>No tits yet but idk
>Go to her house one day
>Family event
>Adults all down stairs
>Cousin and I are playing with shopkins
>...

>>723887744
Stop playing video games go back to school and join a gym bro you'll still be a winner I believe in you anon limit your 4chan to lurk while you do cardio

>>723887744
And keep the suicide lifeline number on your phone they're good people who listen without judging

>>723888328
Go back to school bro you can have a kick ass job being something you like a welder, a cna whatever

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>>723889544
I'm 6'0," and 151 lbs. I already do cardio, and recently finished Uni. I can assure you, that's not my problem.

>>723889634
Those people hurt more than they help. Remember: it's their job to pretend they care.

>>723888413
How did you not have medical insurance with all that cash? How's your health now?

>>723889430
(Sorry, I don't have any pics)
>...
>I'm too old to play with toys, but I'm having fun just being around her
>Casually drop shopkins near crotch and have her pick them up
>Getting hard, but managing to conceal boner
>She says she has to pee
>Enters bathroom connected to playroom
>Doesn't close door
>I peek in and see her pull down her pants
>Note: she always wears tight sweatpants and a tank top that more resembles a longer bra, shoes off her figure well
>She finishes peeing and stands up
>She faces me, pants and panties down
>Small, perfectly tight vagina in full view
>...

>>723888889
Join the marines bro you'll get money for college and always have the respect of being a veteran

>>723889805
Stop looking for negativity bro you actually sound like your life can be kickass if you want it

>>723889945
I'm liking where this is going

>>723889945
>...
>I giggle nervously, heart racing
>She giggles and says in an innocent voice, "Stop looking, you're not supposed to"
>I tell her "Well you should close the door."
>She pulls up her pants and comes back to play, not thinking much of what just happend
That's really all that happend that day, but I do have a story from more recent that has some more action if anyone is still interested.

>>723890252
I know it was kind of anticlimactic, but the follow up is better, I swear.

giving up

>>723890252
"Stop looking you're not supposed to." Holy shit forbidden fruit. Sexy & cute discovering sex as an kid is an amazing time you will smile back on that as long as you live anon. Damn women can be so cute before life makes them bitter

>>723890425
Okay, I'm continuing for you, anon.

>>723888893
>I can never serve again.

kek - you never served in the first place!

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I was in the army only 5 days. I went to the mental hospital and home. My big brother is second lieutenant.

>>723890661
Ouch.

>>723890425
This happend recently at a smaller family gathering at my house. About a year from the last story.

>When everyone else is outside, I bring her in my room
>I thought it was because she liked the cool stuff I had in there (action figures and such) but I think she liked it for more than just that
>She was looking especially cute, purple sweatpants and thin pink tank top
>She was very mature for her age and knew to keep it down
>If she didn't my aunt would come inside and make her leave my room
>She was already making me keep the door open which interrupted my plans
>My cousin took a seat in a recliner I had and said that she loved me
>Up until now I was a little concerned she wasn't into like I was and she may report me or casually bring this up in conversation
>As I said, though, she was very mature and hasn't said anything about to anyone else to this day

>>723890661
It's cool bro some men are soldiers some aren't go to where your talents are

>>723890997
How old are you two when this happened? How old are you today? Is she married? Or single

>>723889884
I did have medical insurance, but they didn't cover much of the expensive parts like surgeries.

Its not a very common medical problem so they can get away with calling everything "experimental" so they don't have to pay.

I am better than before the surgeries, but it just slowly gets worse and worse again. On the other hand I developed panic attacks and depression, probably from all the bullshit over many years.

Not really sure what to do, need to find a doctor that understands the situation and is really keen on helping. Most the doctors i've seen the past year think i'm just some drug addict trying to get pills because i am young. Neurosurgeons dont have time to sit with me for an hour and discuss what to do, its either surgery or pills with 2 minutes of their time.

>>723890997
>I was doing little things I hoped she wouldn't notice
>I heard about how soft womans' ass cheeks were in stories and I wanted to try it
>I got up close to her and causally groped her ass, not too hard
>But I guess she did notice, because she too seemed to be getting into it
>Toucig me more, even if it was just my arm or hand
>She even grabbed her vagina through her pants, maybe she was just adjusting her pants but I don't know
>Eventually the casual conversation about the wonders that lay in my room slows down
>She sat silently smiling in my recliner as I leaned down next to her
>I looked into her beautiful blue eyes, she looked into mine
>My heart was racing, but what she said next almost gave me a fucking heart attack
>She looked me in the eyes and said in a sort of excited and "I know I'm not supposed to be doing this" tone...
>"Do you want to get naked?"
>I knew she didn't mind the touching and subtle signs of affection, but I never knew my sneaky conditioning had worked so well
>I was still very nervous and didn't know if I should have her leave and never see her again or take it to the next level

>>723891273
She's single but I don't fell comfortable answering those other questions, sorry

>>723889356
yeah, but sure do feel like a useless piece of shit

>>723891647
lol so you were 16 and she was 6. Gotcha ;)

>>723891378
What city do you live in? Damn sorry for your troubles anon do you have a go fundme? If not make one . Sorry obama care let you down and I hopenthings improve for you

>>723891591
>Without thinking I said "Okay" and smiled
>But first I had to take a seat for a minute
>My heart has beating so fast I literally had to sit down
>After a few seconds I stood back up and said "You first"
>She giggled, and said "No, you first."
>I was just glad she was still comfortable will all this
>She fidgeted in the recliner, seeming anxious
>I quickly checked to make sure all the others were outside
>They were
>I slowly began pulling down my jeans
>She smiled and giggled, not looking away
>I wasn't actually going to take my dick out when there were other people just outside, but I just needed her to think I was willing to go that far to make her feel comfortable (not that she wasn't already)
>...

>>723891647
What do you care this is b we have the disclaimer everything here is fake you'd only be a fool to believe it so how old were you & her?

>>723892067
>Just as she could begin to view my boxers, she said "No, don't!" laughing and covering her eyes
>I smiled warmly and pulled my pants back up, boner raging
>I said "Than you go first."
>She laughed and shook her head
>I got closer to her and said, "Come on, just pull down your pants for a second, real quick."
>She grabbed her waistband, but quickly let go and said she wouldn't
>I was kind of let down by this, but then I realises my room door as still open
>I said "What if I close the door?"
>She said no but told be to close it anyway
>I obliged, but she seemed no closer to giving me what I wanted, even it was just a brief glimpse of her pussy like before
>I could here the other family members coming inside and I knew nothing major was going to happen after that
>I went against my better judgement and thought "Fuck it, this is your last chance."
>Our eyes met and I kissed her on her cute little rose petal lips

>>723892226
I was 13 she was 8

>>723892653
How old were you& how old was she?

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>>723886447
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_Qpy0mXg8Y

>>723892724
So if you're 40 she'll be 35 go for her bro

>>723892843
I follow his YouTube this guy is based

>>723892843
You're responsible for the holocaust?

>>723892048
LA for most of the time

I could do a funding thing, but can't imagine why people would give me free money when there are so many other problems out there.

The usual reaction I've gotten when I tell people is "but you look fine" or "at least its not going to kill you". Kinda makes me want to kill them though.

Also the fact that when I was going through all of this, all of my "friends" and coworkers that I hung out with disappeared. I don't harbor ill will towards them, but I understand not to expect any support from anyone (other than my parents who are great).

>>723887744
you wouldn't do what you do if you didn't want to do it. Even if you believe otherwise, you still would rather stay home and shit around online than do something. Don't lie anon, you love your life, you are doing exactly what you want to be doing.

>>723892653
>I expected her to wipe her mouth, scream, or run, but she didn't
>We kept eye contact and she said "What? Did you marry me?", in the same upbeat and giggling voice
>I kept her under close watch the rest of the time she was there just in case
>But even when the other family members came in she acted exactly the same as before
>We continued to play to together and everything, it was as if it never happend
>I knew she was mature, but this really impressed me
>As a little bonus fap fuel, her brother pulled her pants down multiple times during wrestling so I could see he perfect ass in full naked glory
>If her brother wasn't there I would've wrestled her myself, or taken advantage of her bare ass being up in the air
>Oddly, she never minded her ass being shown like that when it was only me her and her brother
>I like to think she enjoyed showing me her ass
>She left with a goodbye hug as usual (but this time her hug lasted noticibly longer) and she almost kissed me again, not on the lips, but still
>After she left I busted a nut twice in one hour, both unleashing loads more than anything is produced before

>>723892847
I just might.

>>723886447
33 here and basically a trolley boy. Work for a supermarket doing cleaning and trolley collection. Actually earn $27 an hour do above average but still feel like a loser everytime I go out to collect trolleys and always make sure I avoid anyone I know.

>>723893308
That's the end of it but I got one more shorter story if you want a closing act, then I gotta sleep.

>>723893463
How does this shame your family if they didn't find out? Your story sucks.

http://lets.rabb.it/886j/oanFTau27A Yeah on this site.

>>723893458
You do not make $27/hr to shag carts you mong.

>>723893605
I feel as if I've shamed them. Unlike most, I feel guilt and fear everyday that someone might find out. I can't decide if it was worth it or not.

>>723886447
I live with my older sister and we are raising our children with little to no contact with our family any more. Does that count?

>>723893685
Lol do you know what country I live in fuckwit?
Australia, not the US which is where I'm guessing you're from. I actually earn 27.41 an hour.

See ya later /b/ros, and feel free to share my winces to story because I don't intend on typing it all out again. Maybe a sequel, but who knows? Now it's time for a fap and then I'm off to bed.

>>723893685
I actually just looked it up, even with 27.41 I earn below average. Yet I was happy about. I guess that's reason for even more Shame.

>>723893855
Scan paycheck as proof

>>723886722
Bump for same...
I did it on purpose this time...

>>723893458
You should be proud of your job bro anyone who would make fun of you for an honest job is a cunt

>>723887532
how hard is it to get into butchering?

My father is an aeronautical engineer with several patents. My mother is a doctor. My sister is a college professor. I was put in extremely expensive private schools since kindergarten.

I'm a janitor and an alcoholic. Even I'm impressed with how shitty I turned out.

>>723893463
We'll you won't share her Instagram I'm sure so I hope you make it happen with her if you're 25 and she's 20 it's all good nobody cares they might talk trash for a while but eventually go back to the house nobody really cares

>>723893718
Woah

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>>723894084
Happy?

>>723894182
I know it's an honest job. If rather that than govt benefits. But it's still cleaner/ trolley boy.

>>723894254
It's an honest job and you can change your life bro stop letting the drink lead you

>>723894182
The big problem is both my parents are in high paid jobs, my sister is a nurse which while getting paid shitty is still a respected job. Here I am a trolley boy/ cleaner. At 33.

>>723894440
That is literally the only nice thing anyone has every said to me on this site.

>>723894328
At least we are being responsible parents and the neighborhood we live in don't know we are siblings. When asked why we don't just get married, or if we are married (same last name already), it gets awkward and we got to get creative.

>>723894339
As I suspected, you work only a few hours making your wage irrelevant

>>723894197
Very easy. Just join a butcher shop. They'll likely take anyone as long as you don't have any ailments that prevent heavy lifting. You may have to apprentice for a bit. Sometimes up to a couple years in some places.

It's likely to start out at 10-12 if you have no experience, but it can easily be a 20 an hour job after you've been doing it for a bit and once you get the butcher title.

If you aren't a college grad you MUST go into trades, they're the last jobs that still pay decent for non college people (and actually tend to pay way more than a college degree in something stupid, which is what the vast majority of people get).

Get in on a machine shop, a welding shop, learn how to solder, or learn how to butcher. These jobs actually give you a future when working retail or food service does not.

Make sure you're working towards your future. Not going to college is fine (in fact it's a sound decision if you don't know what you want to be or want a degree in something that doesn't pay well or have many jobs)... but if you aren't gonna do college you fucking MUST learn something that money.... trade skills are where it's at.

And there's not many butchers unions but there are for other trades. Get in a union if possible. Some of those union guys get about 60k+ for jobs that otherwise would pay like 35k....

Unions were made for the trades to get people paid in a nonexploitive way.

>>723895090
Why not just pretend you are married since your last name is the same?

Also, post sister's butthole pls.

>>723895195
That brings up more questions. Businesses assume it, casual people want stories. One friend saw our kid's birth certificates, "father unknown". Going on the record as siblings having babies leads to trouble. There are no simple solutions. And if she comes on /b/ and wants to post her butthole, she can do it. I don't post pictures.

>>723895102
Lol how does hours worked make it irrelevant?
That was 2 weeks ago. Last weeks payslip will be out tomorrow were I worked 32 hours.
And this post is about Shame. The fact I worked such a small amount of hours fits this thread perfectly.

>>723894084
Australia is expensive as fuck. 27 an hour isn't shit.
20 dollar bottle of jack in states would cost 40-50 down under

>>723895620
And rent from what I understand it is like 2500 Australian dollars a month. I pay 500 in the states. But on the other hand 15 in hour is considered a pretty decent wage around here for a non college guy. Maybe just over 20 if you've been at that job a few years.

>>723895620
Exactly. Even I thought 27 an hour (I'm the guy working for it) wasn't bad till I just googled it and saw the average Aussie wage was 1500 a week.

>>723895438
How'd you guys start fucking and decide to become a couple?

>>723895704
Depends where you live. I pay 1200 a month for a decent apartment In a major city in Australia. A nice 4 bedroom house is probably 2400 a month. Again depending in exactly where you are. Middle of Sydney will be a lot more.

>>723895620
Right. Forgot to factor in exchange rate to inferior kangaroo bux.

Also, I (the heckler) make $30/hr but I was mostly just being a jerk and not trying to make any point.

>>723895904
Long story. Older brother raped her regularly. Dad and I were not supposed to be home for hours and got home, right as he was finishing in her while she was tied up. Fast forward to her catching me fapping to her image. Seeing brother raping her kind of mixed me up, it was at the dawn of puberty and that was my first sexual image. Strangely progressed to us fucking. Dad suspected she was "molesting" me. Kicked her out when she turned 18. I kept going to her new home. One day, all my stuff was on her porch with a note from dad saying how he disowns his pervert kids. Living with her ever since.

>>723896148
That's a pretty cool story. Are you happy with her and in love and all that crap or is it just kinda how life turned out and you just live together?

>>723896403
We love each other, always did. I guess we love as much as broken people can. Not puppy dogs and rainbows, but we are pretty much like a devoted married couple who are still very attracted to each other. Kids just make sex happen a lot less often.