Feels thread

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B u m p

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>>723834904
bump this is what I needed OP thanks

Virgin here. 2 different girls intitated conversation with me today. One was this chcik from class, she seemed interested despite my awkwardness. The other girl messaged me online. We've met before but didn't really speak much. Feels good

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Bumping

>>723835843
glad for you man

>>723835843
That's good bro, you're probably going to fuck it all up pretty soon though so have fun with that.

>>723837310
Thanks anon, I'm going to do my best not to sperg out

>>723837605
Thanks man

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Bored of snapchat? > Snapchat z .com could help you today

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posting feels

all the feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vngWPAHdXTE

One day, if you ever surpass the mental capacity of a 12 year old, you'll see that none of it matters. We have no purpose here. There is no god above watching us. We simply exist because we are, and we will continue to be. There is no reason for time or space, and neither have a beginning or end. Time as a finite thing is a human idea, created through our observation of our own reality. One day we will all die, and become nothing again. No soul will live on, and nothing awaits us but the other side except the deep, dark expanse of nothingness.

>>723839481
As someone who had a hearty kek with this, stop shilling it.

I just asked a grill to leave me alone for some time but I kind of regret it now. Should I be a bitch and come back to her?

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>>723834904

I'm dying and I don't care.

Liver is starting to fail pretty bad.

Family doesn't know yet.

Normally I'd be upset but I'm just tired. I'm tired beyond tired.

And I feel better than ever.

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>>723841027
At least you get to experience death, something the rest of us have to wait a long time for
Don't be afraid

Good speed

>>723840813
If she's into you shell come back to you wait a few days

>>723841314
thing is she's going through lots of bad shit recently and I feel bad leaving her like this fml I may have fucked up

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>>723841249

I'm not too worried.

I've always wondered what happened after death and now I get to find out.

Even an endless void with no light nor sound wouldn't be bad.

Just, finally, peace.

And if there is a hell, I'll most likely be going there. I doubt it though.

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i have literally nothing to live for, im a disgusting ugly piece of shit and i've tried everything but i have no more interests anymore.... i dont know what to do

>>723841498
That's even better Imo. I'm no alpha, I just have a little experience. You might seem like a bitch running back to her. Make a descion and stick with it.

>>723841945
Thanks for your words m8. I'm no alpha neither, this is kind of my first true gf, I guess I'll stay silent for a few days then and pray..

>>723838926
I've been doing this since 2012, it's true

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>Leaving.
I'm leaving in under a week now. And I could not be happier. But sorting everything by yourself is fucking deteriorating. But I just want to wake up in the new place and enjoy pizza again.

>>723840813
I can kinda relate.
>Get out of 2 year abusive relationship just before summer break
>Spend it nearly completly drunk
>Gain quite some weight
>New year of college begins
>Meet a solid 9/10 half asian grill (Seriously /b/ the hottest grill I ever laid my hands on?
>Hit it off quite well
>Talk alot, find out she's quite autistic (Pretty much near /r9k/ lvl) but still cool
>helped her get some paper from a former school she went to
>Invite her to my place afterwards
>She fucking says yes
>Go there (Know eachother for 2 weeks now)
>Talk alot, end up kissing
>2 days later we meet again
>Making out intensified
>Fucking dimonds at this point
>Her hands slips in my pants
>Start undressing her
>My jaw literally dropped when she stood there in her underwear
>Ended up being meh ish in bed but fuck it, skills can be learned
fast forward 2 months
>We dropped the ILY bombs
>got a relationship
And then shit got fucked
>When we see eachother we only lay on my bed watching either horror or fucking disney movies and have sex
>Those are literally the only things she wants to do
>Suggest other things like going out
>''Nah, not my thing''
Thenwtfisyourthingbesidesthis.jpg
''Donno, this is all I do at home aswell''
Wat

Shit got really stale afterwards and boring very quick so I dumped her after we got a fight about it, she was literally to autistic to see my perspective. She got really mad with me.

Shitty thing was I loved her man, fucking did.
And it still hurts when I see her every school day at college (Same classes)

If you can fucking come back to her, don't end up a half drunk regret filled faggot who just poured his heart out to strangers.

>>723835158
is this shit real

>>723843091
Yep

>>723843169
rip holy shit

>>723841815
boo fucking hoo

>>723843422
can't wait for this

>>723841804
That little convo hit me like a shit tonne of bricks.
You've got balls my friends.
Good luck

>>723842680
fuck man the feels of your story. Fuck I don't know what to do now

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deep

>>723840137
That's exactly the reason all of it matters, we must live now, for there is no eternal life waiting us after our death

>>723838813
STOP PLEASE

>>723843857

o7

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This one always gets me

>>723843657
fuck

>>723834904
But what if i dont want to walk the world alone?

>>723845313
It really looks fake to me, like why couldn't he reach his son by an other way, or use legal action

>>723844865
What a faggot piece of shit. Depends on mommy but hates self because of it so takes it out on mommy. She did the right thing, he deserves a dead mom.

>>723845447
legal action almost always favors the mother. and maybe the mother prevented calling and stuff.

>>723845447
Some people are averse to legal action. They feel its just better to stay away.

>>723844143
Just do it dude, seek contact.

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I had some chances with one girl. We were on an exchange and over the months we just grew closer and closer, but I never summed up the nerve to actually make a move until it was too late. She made a few but I was too nervous to reciprocate, though I don't know why I didn't.
The last time I saw her was May of last year, and after saying goodbye to each other I went home and cried like a bitch knowing that I wasted so many opportunities.
We live far away from one another right now. She's messaged me a few times saying she misses me, and I've done the same but it's just not the same. I haven't had a good talk with her in almost a year. We both said we'd visit one another at some point, but exactly when is undecided, and I'm nervous about what it will be when we do. Maybe she's interested, maybe she's not. I don't really have a solid idea right now, and that scares me

>>723845992
now is too late for today tho.. And tommorow I'll sound like a bitch who can't even wait one day.. I'm trapped it's too l8 m8. I'll wait a few days and then come back if she doesn't I guess..

>>723846086
do you have a free weekend coming up? if so, call her right now and ask if you/she can come over. don't waste this anon.

>>723839139
I'm good with it now

took quite sometime but now, jimmies are unrustled.

>>723846328
I would, but she's a 3-hour, several-hundred-dollar plane ride away

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I'm so deep into depression I don't even know how to talk to my shrink anymore
I'm experiencing and feeling things I've never felt before and I can't describe it. I don't even post anymore, I don't talk to anyone and try my hardest to stay away from people, even online and in games

I want this to stop before it gets any worse
I just want to feel normal

>>723841027
i feel for you anon
nice picture you used
a great actor indeed
i can only hope
you are as great a man he is @ acting

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Look at all you self-pitying pussies. You have it so much better than 70% of the world, yet you're still miserable. Why not go out an help the world be a better place than wallow like a bunch of faggots?

>>723835158
>will never save my whalefu

>Be me
>20
>Driving to movies with GF
>Date night
>Decide fuck it and take the long route sicne we have an hour till the showtime
>As we're crossing an intersection we got T-boned
>Car rolls 3 times
>Other driver dead on impact
>Girlfriend dead on impact
>Make it out with broken ribs and punctured lung.

Its been 3 years.
I saved enough to bring her to vegas when we both turned 21, i was going to propose at the grand canyon.

>>723847284
Kek'd and feels, such an amazing and weird place this

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>>723844402

Wow you must be reeaalll depressed listening to chainsmokers....

I need help, but I'm too prideful and too cowardly to let others know. I'm genuinely fucked mentally and there's nothing anybody can do to stop this cycle of self loathing and frustration. Fun, right?

>>723847513
holy shit
this hits too clsoe to home, even the part about friends are same

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why do I get anxious and depressed when I see cute and beautiful women

>>723841027
i love you fellow /b/tard
godspeed

>>723848110
because you know you will never have her.

>>723834904
I am always surrounded by people but always
feel alone. My peers are to feeble-minded to understand my loneliness and are reassured
they are normal by comparing themselves to
others instead of all they could be. Even with my self destructive drug habits I can see the
pattern of compromise to fit in rather than expand their horizon. I have to constantly
drink away my brain cells to find some
solace in the social retardation that has been made a norm.

>>723848475
too*

>>723848110
that used to be me anon, until of course i just stopped caring
all i do is just sit in the background, reserved and quiet, pretty sure nobody has ever crushed on me or liked me, and i just reflect on that shit a lot
it hurts and helps to be lonely anon

>>723841027
Thathappened.jpg

>>723848475
You aren't alone. I feel the same way all the time. People i thought were smart end up being just as dumb as the rest. My only solace is that one day it will end.

>>723848561
Shining example of mental retardation here. Instead of listening to the content of what is being said, you must make it conform to some retarded ideal of "proper english" fk me you are a pathetic sack of shit.

>>723841815
Just get swole fuck 7/10s-8/10s
your life will change

>>723848364
>I miss her, not the way she is now but the old her and the memories we shared together, I jsut wish it would last forever

I feel this

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>>723840137

>>723848616
Not this anon but I do the same as you, not because I want to but just because I don't know what to do.
Fuck me, the only time I had a chance with a qt who had a crush on me I fucked it up completely

>>723846738
>>723847513
>>723848005
>>723848110
>>723848364
>>723849316

I have to get off these threads, they only make things worse and I'm so scared I might off myself one day if I sink any deeper into this hole

Sleep thigh

I used to be a strong willed person who never cried for over 10 years but after crying after a failed suicide attempt via overdose i can barely make it through the day with out almost crying. its so hard being someone who was always strong and now crumbling in on yourself. I've made it through years of abuse and a few murder attempts and now years later i finally snap and can't control my emotions.

>>723848475
>>723849095
>i'm n-not the p-problem
>i-it must be everyone else

Please neck yourself with all due haste

>>723849316
well unlike you ive never had a chance with a qt, or anyone for that matter
no matter how many conversations i get into, or how much 'fun' i have with someone, at the end of the day i truthfully revert to the same sad figure, talking to people now has no meaning to me
i wish it had meaning anon, just one person
if one person liked you maybe theres more anon, as for me im just another kissless virgin walking the streets of chicago

>>723849717
The reality is that it is everyone else. A fact that will be proven in time.

>>723840137
>grow up
>he says as he lectures us on the inevitable like we don't know

>>723849599
I don't know man, in a way agree but in the other hand these threads help me not feeling alone, since as a man taalking about this kind of stuff to a friend while a sober just isn't possible. These threads are the only reason I go on /b anymore, and I'm so fucking sad when they 404

>have you ever felt sad or lonely
>have you ever felt two feet tall
>have you ever though man if only, I was anybody else at all
Ever since I heard this song a couple of weeks ago this part has been stuck in my head. I don't know why it won't just come out of my fucking head

>>723849788
Yes, a lot of people are incredibly dumb. A counterpoint, though; if you were truly above everyone else and not just some edgy faggot on 4chins you'd find ways around it and solve your own problems.
Primarily, necking yourself with all due haste

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Descriptions needed!

I've recently become a latrine cleaner and I'm really scared of the first time I have to clean something really gross so I'd like descriptions on your worst bathroom experiences so that way it won't be such a shock

Kik me:
Lindseyturtles

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>>723849788
This is what everyone says to themselves

Maybe become self aware, and not self assured in your own delusion.

Other people have their distractions in order to keep themselves remotely sane, just as you have yours.

>hurr durr everyone is dumb except for me
I agree with the other anon. Either check yourself or neck yourself.

>>723849755
I'm sorry anon, but just know that if it could happend to an out of shape geek it's sure to happend to you too at some point. I didn't do anything to deserve it you know

I've gone from suicidal back to just wishing I didn't exist. The problem is that it's not because I'm happy with myself or that I've done anything with my life to start liking myself more, all I've done is started flirting with a girl. I always rely on other people to make me happy and it only ends up with me fucking shit up and eventually being left by them. Don't know where I'm going with all this shit but I just wanted to tell somebody

>>723834904
Mfw i could have literally gotten a lot of girls,but im too autistic to notice that they had a thing for me.kill me plz

>>723839139
this kills me on the inside.

If my father was not as who my father was, I would have not survived his death with the embrace of loving life as a parallel line to the on-going depression.

>>723846738
Same here bro and let me tell you one thing it gets worse. im still thinking of how to get rid of this depression and anxiety.

>>723850506
the problem is that truly excluding yourself is why women usually stay away kek
i have a crush rn truthfully, never really spoke to her but i talked to her friend like it was nothing. i lack confidence because women talk, and if i get rejected then i guess im fucked man. itll spread and odds are ill have to take the jokes and shit, fucking depressing reality

Like other Anon's have said, I have to stay out of these threads. I just get very... well... depressed about my own life, and the worst part is that I shouldn't. Not anymore at least. But maybe this is what makes us human. Our meaning of life so to speak. That we can read these stories and not evening know a person feel for that, because we know that this is ultimately the only truth I think that exists on this board. Sure, some here try to be edgy, others try to be knights. I've tried to be both. But in the end, this place is good to just tell strangers your deepest regrets and know that someone, somewhere feels the same heartbreak that you do now.
And to me, that is beautiful.

>>723848616
Me and i enjoy doin that honestly. it feels like i can feel what there feeling a person life truly is interesting sometimes i want to be some sorth of god that can see anything not only the people but the universe see all those sun turning into supernovas etc.

>>723850063
because bo burnham is god.

>>723841027
See you space cowboy

>>723851556
man i enjoyed it for the first two years, until i broke down over the summer of 2016 because i realized i was a kissless virgin, and i isolated myself because people didnt understand me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QO7tCTQaADY

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>>723851353

>>723838813
If it makes anyone feel any better, that teenage love just becomes another closed chapter like anything else as life goes on. I'm 30 now, I can't even remember how my first time felt anymore. Shit, I know you'll get there. I believe in you guys, and it'll be really, REALLY fucking great that first time no matter when it comes. Okay I've spent too long being human here.

tl;dr kill urselvs fgts

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Have a greentext guys.

The story of Anon and frank.

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Im not good at telling sad stories. So im just gonna be posting sad stuff.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc

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>>723854053
This is a funny one. Will delete. Give me a minute.

>>723843731
God damn, haven't seen this before

>>723842680
i fell in love with a girl after high school i wanted to be with forever. i actually thought that i wanted to marry her. couldnt believe such a cutie would even talk to me, and date me. fast forward a bit i realise she has a toxic personality and she really brought me down mentally and everything went sour no matter what i tried to do or say to fix it.

8 years later i know i made the right choice to move on but holy fuck, i haven't found someone that made me feel so strongly about them.

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for some of you guys i will recommend femdomcult.org. see if its open. it's a good place for loosers

>be me
>be decently smart all through high school, but never enjoyed math or science or shit like that
>didn't really want to go to college right away, but parents forced it
>decided to go to school for something creative, because that sounds like fun
>film school, awaaay
>move 2 hours away from family because they're all toxic. plus I'm a "disappointment" in their eyes; not because of school, but because I was a mistake child and they couldn't bring themselves to put me up for adoption
>learn literally nothing new from going to college
>knew more going in than coming out
>taught myself more than any of my profs combined taught anyone
>had to move back home with shitty family because I went to school for film and who the fuck gets a job in film
>working 4 hours a week at part time job
>getting supplementary income from disability payments because I have crippling anxiety due to health conditions out of my control. makes it hard to hold down a job
>parents tell me every day they wish I was on the streets instead of living with them
>wants to work a full time job, but every one I apply to and get interviewed for rejects me
>sits behind computer all day every day I don't work
>writes greentext on 4chan feels thread because no one else will listen

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>>723835158
i could have lived without these feels.

>>723854786
Amen brother, amen. Hopr you'll find some one who surpasses her Anon

>>723834904
Lost an arm four days ago, then my job an hour later, then my girlfriend the next day. Was pretty broken up about it until yesterday, but all in all, shit aint so bad. Got some money saved up, got great insurance and workman's comp, and I actually feel better than I did last week, because I've gotten a few days off work, and for the first time in six years I don't have to scramble to get anywhere or constantly count the hours till my next shift. I'm free, and it feels pretty great. If you feel like shit, just remember that you're one perspective shift away from things getting better.

Plus sometimes when you get fucked up you get robot parts put on your body!

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I don't really know where else to write this, so here seems like a good a place as any.

I'm not sure, but I think something's wrong with me. Everything in my life is going pretty well considering I'm only 19. I'm not rich, but I live with my well-off-ish parents at the moment while I go to class at a local community college and work to save money to transfer to a four-year school in a year or two. I've never had a real girlfriend or anything, but I'm not a kissless virgin. Work pays well, $13/hour actually, for what is basically working at Subway only it's in a hospital instead. Over the summer my family and I moved across the country to the west coast from the cold, cold midwest and it really is nice here by comparison, although really rainy.

Basically my problem is that nothing makes me happy anymore. Hell, nothing makes me feel anything right now. I noticed this shift in how I felt a few weeks after I moved but I don't think that is the root of whatever's going on. I buy myself all sorts of toys thinking that doing the things I want to do will make me happy again. I bought a 3D printer because I think that technology is really neat, I've spent hundreds on guitars and amps and pedals, I bought every game on my steam wishlist and then some, I even bought a motorcycle and none of it feels worth doing.

Today was the worst, though. My first day off in a week or so between work and school and all I did today was go to the dentist for my scheduled appointment and go home. I played guitar a bit, and I tried youtube and nothing that I used to do makes me happy or even bored. I just feel like I'm sitting at my desk floating; I feel invisible. Apart from the usual "hi, how was work," I hardly talked to even my parents. I've been slacking off in classes lately, but it's hard to tell if that's a cause or effect of how I've been lately.

What's wrong with me? Am I depressed /b/?

>>723838897
This is too real.

At what point do I turn into my dad? At what point does my job and bills and relationships turn me into a man? I've done all the archetypal manly shit, and I like where my life is at, but over the past couple years I've had to wonder when I'm supposed to start feeling like a grownup.

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you know,i'm actually a pretty good person, always got good grades in school,i'm above average in beauty talks,can socialize awkwardly, but i can,but i just can't seem to fit in the world
always was content with loniness,used to people coming for me just to use me as a easy path to get up in life,and i being so desperate for anyone that cared for me as a person,if only a little bit,even if it was a lie,helped them
that's where she comes in,god fucking dammit /b/ros,she was the only one to see how empty i was,she didn't ask for anything,she just legit cared about me
the time i spent with her could only be described as day-dreaming,too good to be true,she was the reason for me to endure it all,she gave me will to live in a world where i was just a tool,her emerald eyes,they used to shine their light onto my soul,fill me with hope.her voice saying "i love you anon,not for what you can do but for who you are" was enough for me to tank it all with the biggest smile on my face,being with her cannot be put into words
Then she left me out of nowhere,it felk like if god himlsef punched me,and i kept asking myself "why?why did this happen?what did i do wrong?"
i don't miss her,i miss who she was,i miss who i truly fell in love for the first time,i want her back,i want that feeling back
i want to live,i want to look at her pretty face and feel the warmth of her smile
i still talk to her sometimes,but she changed so much i can't even recognize her anymore
the worst part is that i know nothing will ever compare to that feeling,nothing that the future holds for me will even get close to it.and i just keep going and going wanting to feel it all again,like a drug addict,but deep in me i already know it won't come back,i won't have anyone else as good as her in my entire life.i dream back to those moments every night,trying to relive it all.
so i keep day dreaming,lying to myself that someday someone just like her will come to me

Any movies that will make me feel?

>>723855218
There will always be a person who reads the greentext and feels bad

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>>723855715
I know the feel man, I guess that's because we're looking for a meaning where there isn't. Ihope it won't last for you, it kinda did for me. And then I almost felt into self mutilation; so be safe please kay ?
Pic unrelated

>>723855866
It always pisses me off when people talk like this. Life doesn't just happen to you. You're not a passive object. Everything you write reveals your expectation that things just get better on their own. You're not entitled to that, having a good relationship or friends isn't something that should just happen to you by luck, you have to make that happen for yourself. Stop whining.

>>723844693
B A S E D
A
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>>723855715
for me its people. buying things could never make me happy but finding good people to spend time with and enjoy things is where its at anon.

>>723855218
I'm sorry for you, but you seem like someone with a strong will man, I'm sure you will find your path

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What's your brand of Escapism, Anons?

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>>723855905
500 Days of Summer
Mr Nobody
The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

>>723856604
>having a good relationship or friends isn't something that should just happen to you by luck
You think so ? When I look back all my friendships were due to pure luck, wich was meeting the right people at the right time. And the luck of being an open person, even if it's something that can be worked on

>>723856604
i feel the same way anon. i think it could be a maturity thing. people sometimes see the light in time and realise that they have everything they need to improve their life all they have to do it try. and try. and try.

three years ago i was depressed and living in a slum apartment alone. now i saved money and went to school and am two months from graduating into a field im actually interested in. still live in a slum but have cool roomates now.

for me it started with just trying. try to save money. try to figure out how to get into school. try to make my life better.

>>723856953
Vidya, books, pot, music, masturbation.

Pretty much sums up all that is me.

last year was one of the best years of my life, during the summer especially i became really close to my friends and had great times almost every day we would hangout and do something fun and even if it was the same thing over and over again, i still loved every moment of it and it became my life.
i didn't think about how good my life was having fun every day until now as i am typing this with nothing better to do. my friends were pretty much the most important people in my life and we did everything together but nowadays some of my friends have moved on and tried to become better and more popular leaving me and another close friend in the dust with no one to hangout with and nothing to do, forgetting and ignoring everything we used to do as if it was nothing. every day i say shit like i want to die or im fucking depressed as a joke between my friends, but lately its actually starting to apply to my life and eat away at me and i feel like at this point there is nothing i can do to get out of this black hole that's sucking me in and eating away at me. lately ive even been pushing away one of my closest friends even though he is nothing but nice to me because i see him as a version of me thats been much more consumed by sadness, which i don't ever want to see myself as, so i do what i can to stop it by pushing even him away. my life is slowly wasting away and i feel like i'm just going through it, and don't ever feel like i'm actually living like i once did, and because of the pussy i am, there is nothing i see myself doing to make some changes and turn my life around for the better.
everything you say and think about will eventually become your reality, so keep telling yourself that you are happy and keep looking for a reason to be happy in every situation because if you don't you're going to feel yourself slowly fading away and losing your once normal state happiness until you're already to far gone

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>>723857858
>until you're already to far gone
What do we do then?

>>723841027
Send us a postcard when you go to the other side, we are scared and lonely over here.

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>>723843518
>>723843422
The future's so bright I've gotta wear shades.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIl2-5f8NTo

>>723844693
How do you say "Medal of Honor" in russian?

>>723855819
People are so dumb. Do you really expect there to be some magical moment where you suddenly switch over and feel like an adult? Have you never stopped to consider that it's not how you feel, but by the responsibilities and how you handle them that make you an "adult"? Maturity is measured by more than just age. Regardless of any of this, who the fuck cares about feeling like an adult? How about you just feel like a human

>>723835158

MSM fairy tale trash.

>forge the story

Actual science is pretty much unsure of the whole thing.

An update by a non-rag:

http://www.bbc.com/earth/story/20150415-the-loneliest-whale-in-the-world

Going to an hero soon. Can't stream it sadly, would if I could (although the method isn't that exciting).

Forget the edgelords. I'll see you on the other side, space cowboys.

>>723859001
See you in a week, pussy.

>>723851997
It triggers me when people don't follow the minor details of the story that show Spike didn't die, or read the interviews from Watanabe confirming that Spike isn't dead because he might revisit the story in the future.

I'll give you a TLDR on why Spike isn't dead

Old mystic woman or whatever she was, don't remember because it was so long ago, said that a shooting star is a person dying. There was only one star, not two, and Vicious was confirmed dead before it ended, so unless Vicious was brought back to life, that means only Vicious died.

>>723855819
>>723858803
Well you're kinda wrong because since the birth of humanity there has been traditions that mark the brutal evolution form childhood to adulthood, the most recent ritual could be considered the military service

>>723847386
Gee mate, that's surely heavy

>>723859091
Think what you like, bitch nigga. I got sodium nitrite and it's gonna be easy as hell.

>>723859001
Do a flip faggot

>>723859120
Let the end remain open. It's better if we don't know. The exception to this is Code Geass, where Lelouch obviously survived and with him being confirmed as the protag of R3, it's never been more fun to shit on the retards who thought he died.

>>723859214
I'm doing it in my vehicle, so that won't work.

>>723859155
Social constructs made to force a sense of pseudo invalidation that you got somewhere because most people are too stupid to move on without someone else giving them a participation trophy.

Move up to another echelon and you'll see how trite all of it is.

>>723859311
Has R3 aired yet? I kept hearing it was supposed to air in January but I haven't found it anywhere, I admit I kind of gave up looking like a week after it was supposed to have aired though.

>>723839139
i don´t havo to imagine anymore.

>>723859120
Noice

>>723859320
Yes, it's a social construct but I think it's a usefull one that allow you to move on. Don't you agree ?

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>>723859495
It's not airing for a while, anon. Get hype though. I can't wait for Sunrise to confirm that Lelouch fucked the shit out of C.C. and married her. Then I'll get to shitpost the deadfags AND Kallenfags.

>>723859628
I don't know shit about anime, what's this show ?

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>>723859628
>Kallenfags

At first I read that as Killuafags and I was about to ask, geeze they even shitpost in threads besides HxH and its time threads?

>>723838743
this is it

>>723843657
Never trust a woman
You can love them
Provide for them
Protect them
But do not ever fucking trust them

I really need to get this off my chest but I don't want to scare the people I love.

I'm a freshman in college that's contemplating suicide. I'm disgusted at what I've became, I've became callous to those who are mentally ill and those that are dealing with situational depression. I seriously don't give a fuck about them anymore, and that's a shocker since I'm in school to be a LPC. I've considered going into other fields, but I don't have any sort of talent or drive to do anything. I can't do manual labor because I'm simply not strong enough. No matter what I do, I'm going to end up hating it and I'll most likely kill myself eventually anyway.

I honestly just want to die so I can move on to the afterlife and hope something better awaits there. I've considered jumping, but I want my body intact for an open casket funeral for my family. I'll most likely OD on tylenol and sedatives. Ten years ago, I was optimistic, happy, and eager to help people through their problems. Now I no longer give a shit, and I hate myself for it.

I'm just tired. Really tired.

Good night guys. Thanks for the feels. I hope you'll do fine.

>>723859724
It's called code geass

>>723847172
i like this

>>723860266
Thankz kind anon

>>723860255
but the people you love love you back. You gotta keep going for them

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>>723860393
It has 2 seasons (2nd season was supposed to be the "ending")

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>>723860494

>>723844865
What a piece of shit
Hope he gets hit by a truck

You know, I can relate to the life stuff that's posted on here, but not the no gf stuff. I have a wife and kids. It's not that hard. Just smoke with your friends and dealers as they usually always invite new people to smoke with, and you'll eventually meet one that's down to fuck.

>>723860255
Go out helping someone, if you don't have a roommate, get one, or move in with one, wait until their next semester is a few weeks in so they're dedicated to the class, then off yourself. Most colleges will give the roommate of someone who committed suicide a free passing grade on all their classes and the semester off.

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>>723860255
God loves you anon.

I've been in love with one of my friends for years now. She knew about it and admitted we had a thing for a while, but she said she'd never date me because of our friendship. Fast forward a year later (present) I started seeing this girl, really cute (petite but good size where it matters) funny, just about everything. We start dating and it's almost as if we were meant to be together. Meanwhile the other girl (my friend) started to get jealous and she admitted that she's been in love with me for a while she just didn't want things to end badly for us. I love the girl I'm with, but seeing the pain in my friends eyes every time we kiss goodbye or say we love each other really brings me back to the time when I was helplessly in love with my best friend. I am so torn between two sides of me. If anybody has any suggestions as to what I should do, let me know

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>>723860655

>>723860613
one of the things I have legitimately considered is staying with the girl i'm currently with and using my friend for pity sex. I think she'd be okay with it for the time but after a while she'd probably think that I am going to leave my current relationship so idk

>>723860832
I don't know anything about girls, but seem risky to me; on the long term it will probably do more harm than good

>>723834904
https://youtu.be/CwcBLo2Bb84

>>723847386
what car was it anon?

>>723855218
Join the military, its only 4 years active

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>>723851353

>>723859173
Can I talk to you before you go

>>723846952
Nice feet

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>>723861121
Always

>>723861625
Nigga this ain't no ylyl

>>723839139
thanks my night is officially a bummer but i guess its no different from the other nights

>>723860255
>I'm just tired. Really tired.
This feeling is ubiquitous among those of us who are depressed/suicidal. A hallmark of depression is a severe lack of energy/desire, and in some cases even a dead sex drive (me).

>but I want my body intact for an open casket funeral for my family.
It pisses me off when retards call suicidal people "selfish" when some of us want to go out of our way to make sure we don't completely traumatize our loved ones once we check out early. If anything the selfish ones are the ones trying to keep us chained here because "m-muh morality! Muh wageslavery!"

>I honestly just want to die so I can move on to the afterlife and hope something better awaits there
Same brother, See you on the other side!

>>723861585
I'm not doing it tonight, so feel free to shitpost until this thread dies or I leave it. The anon I responded to above is pretty much identical to me feelings-wise, so that should automatically answer some questions.

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>>723862166

>>723861774
I know, it's a feels thread, piglets wife is pregnant and he's being taxed to starvation! It's horrible!

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>>723862304

>>723861009
Been trying to find this image for years, thank you anon for posting

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>>723862346

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>>723862434

>>723861279
Not in the states, too scared of war to ever even fathom being in one. (I'm also a femanon. I know that means nothing, but I have so many fears of dying that I couldn't do it)

>>723862140
I would like to write about your life, it may be annoying to you but aren't you gonna die soon anyway? Why not help me with my writing

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>>723862475
no really feels but it might help

>>723862475
Basically how I felt before purging my PS4 friends list. Unfriended one douchelord, but since he's friends with all the other people, now I can't enter a party without it being awkward. He even got another literal nigger to unfriend me, so fuck them all.

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Just gonna post the screenshot I took, don't have the time for the feels or to type it.

>>723853409
Thanks anon, feels a bit less ronery for a few seconds when I read these comments.

I mean .... fuck you too bish, go hang yourself.

>>723862434
When you can't feel at all, there are not bad days either, every day is empty, just another one for the collection.

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Helped the love of my life overcome agorophobia only to push her away, she left me over two years ago after we were together for almost 5. I'll be killing myself when my dog passes away, hes all I have left. I miss you Jess.....

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>>723862701

>>723862548
I get that the idea of war is intense, there are plenty of jobs that will be far from the front lines. Intelligence will set you up with a TS security clearance and skills that can get you jobs starting $180k

I have experienced love about two weeks ago.
Two weeks ago I was the happiest man on earth. But things and perspectives change.

I have chosen saving my education over her. She was interested in me huh.

Ehh I'm coming out of the depression, my deadlines are fast approaching and takes a lot of my focus.. so I don't drown myself in self-pity or depression.

As cringy as it may sound, I really want to die, I feel so empty and lonely. But I'm too much of a coward to do it so I continue to suffer in silence, putting a fake smile up for everybody to see.

Nobody knows of what I think, my parents don't even care, couple of people I guess I can call friends don't notice anything...

I want to love again or die...

>>723862701
Wow are you 12?

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>>723862637
Sucks man, wish you the best.

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>>723861121
ok... i'm just... gonna... lie in bed for a little while.

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>>723862806
Actually helium is my chosen method lol, I'll have a 45 next to me just in case it fails and I'm not a complete potato hopefully I'll be able to pull the trigger. I've done enough research and pretty sure I have a full understanding on what I need to do to insure 100% success though.....Really don't wanna go by bullet through the brain but as a last ditch effort I'll do what I gotta do to end this fucking pain.

>>723834904
Miss having a steady girl. I do fine with women I just haven't found a really worthwhile one in quite some time. I know it's not that big a deal but I've been oddly lonely lately. That's all no biggie

>>723844438
There is, however, eternal bleeding

>>723863124
28


inbefore pussy on a pedestal, or first love or w/e bullshit you'll come up with next. She was the 4th woman I've been with and wasn't the last I've been with....but since I've realized she was actually the legit one and I truly am the reason it went to shit.....there's nothing left for me in this life but my doge, so I'll hang around till hes gone then I'll join him in death. Fuck you though anon.

>>723860613
She wanted to stay as friends, keep it like that. She will be ok.

>>723862615
Sure. I'm a highly skilled reader/writer myself, and I even had some novels on the drawing board before I decided to CTB (catch the bus, die, etc.).

I grew up basically acting like I had ADHD but being told I didn't have it. Depression started emerging in my early teens. I had delusions of grandeur and in high school, as a side effect of people praising me off and on, I went on to tell everyone that I was going to change the world. Since I'm good with words, I made a convincing case for the most part. I truly did believe I was capable of it, but I was grossly overestimating myself, especially since I was a C student at worst and B student at best, in spite of my 4.0 potential. After high school was over I took my sweet time waiting before getting my first job at a retail store. Stayed there for about three years while attending community college, which I proceeded to "temporarily" drop out of. I was out of options and decided to enter the USN. In the one month I had after quitting my job but before shipping out, I participated in a series of amazing threads on /a/, threads that I was the leader/OP of. We basically did a Choose-Your-Own-Adventure for Kill la kill and it was wildly popular. I made friends with many great anons and it is one of my, if not my fondest memory. I eventually alienated them due to my mental illness. Wasn't even in the USN for a full year before I had to leave for medical reasons. From 2014 to one week ago I remained unemployed. My depression, which had been building, reached its zenith during the end of my stay in the USN and culminated in 2 suicide attempts. After my discharge I made two more attempts and almost made others. It's surprising that I've made it this far, but it's true when suicidal people say they sometimes "don't feel like it" yet. You're basically in limbo—can't bear to live, can't die yet.

That's basically me in a nutshell, very condensed. I do have one more thing though.

idk why i do this shit to myself. i just ignore my depression and suicide shit and then these threads come and i browse it like a idiot bringing feels straight forward. I want to die, so in 3 months im joining the military and hopefully get shot or something so im not seen as a bitch for killing myself

>>723863638
Take care of more doggos anon.

Why did you say
That one line that I just so hate?
If only those three words
If only they could just dissipate

Said without meaning
You said half asleep
Said without feeling
You really cut so deep
You really cut into me
You really cut into, you really cut in

Hold on a while
Maybe your heart will follow your mouth
Hold on a while
Maybe you'll feel what came slipping out

Said without meaning
Said half asleep
Said without feeling
You really cut so deep
You really cut into me
You really cut into, you really cut in
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5oiirQkivI

>>723847130
Actually, because of the people worse off, they have somewhere to direct all the negative emotions to, but people who have a pretty good life don't have anywhere to direct them, so they direct it onto themselves and create a cycle of hatred, depression, apathy, and nihilism.

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>>723863638
I wish you the best my man. the helium thing is more painful than they let on just keep it in mind

>>723863359
Don't use the helium tank unless it's legit 100% pure. The name brand balloon tanks all have oxygen mixed in now. You also need to use TWO tanks, tubing, and a regulator. Go to (8)chan's /suicide/ board, LOTS of information there.

>>723863701
cont. While I was in the VA after my first attempt, I met an older gentleman who misheard my name as being "Jeff." I let it go and decided to let him continue calling me by that name. It was strangely endearing. We had many long talks and he commended me on my reading/writing/spoken word skills. He was a writer himself, after all. After I left the VA, I wanted to write about my own experiences in and out of the VA with regards to my suicidal ideations, and I was going to title it "The Days When I Was Jeff," so-named for the memorable time I spent with that old man. It didn't save me in the end, but it left its mark on me.

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my doggo died 3 weeks ago
the hurt never cease
it only get worse

>>723862642
Well that's just plain mean

>>723864003
The helium method has NO PAIN WHATSOEVER when done properly. People are deceived into thinking it's too easy. It's RELATIVELY simple, but not easy. You need to know what the hell you're doing.

>>723864122
My condolences anon, dogs are great.

http://imgur.com/gallery/jNOru

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>>723863896
I don't wanna continue on.....I got my bud that Jess and I rescued together and I kept him.....part of me wishes she would have but I know I'd be the better one to take care of him.....I just want to die, every single day I think about it every hour of every day.....8 hours of work, suicide thoughts, i get home.....drink....more suicide thoughts.....the only joy I have in my days is seeing that big ass smile on my pitbulls face when I get home....he's the only one happy to see me. It sucks because I've forced myself out on dates and women seem to like me, they always want more dates but I just turn them down because after each date I realize they arn't her and never will be.....so I lose interest instantly and go back to depression....fucking someone shoot me jesus christ.....

>>723856604
Free will is a sham. You are only what your environment and your genes make you into, because you are made from nothing else.

>>723864012
If I'm understanding it correctly I can bullshit my way to getting a 100% tank saying I need it for welding purposes...I've already researched locations I can get the tanks but I doubt I'll be living in this area when my dog passes....regardless once I obtain a 100% tank I know what to do from there.

>>723864252
What state do you live in? I've always wanted to shoot someone

>>723847130
Why aren't you doing something else right now?

>>723864351
God I remember seeing this.
Still have no emotional reaction to it.

>>723863701
Holy shit. This might sound insulting but my early life pretty much mimics yours, my brother and friends were diagnosed ADD/ADHD and for many years I pretty much made myself believe that I had it. I would barely try in school and would get C average. I always spoke highly of myself, not in a pretentious way but rather like I knew I had lots of potential. In middle school for some reason I decided to fuck around with sleep deprivation and that's when my sleeping problems and depression started. Now I'm 19 and the sleeping problems are almost gone depression not so much. I'm a few months I'm gonna be going to boot camp.... what was the one more thing you were gonna mention?

Lately I have been reliving old memories in my head. Simple shit like playing Mario 64 in 4th grade or hiking with my friends. It makes me really sad to think that I might never make memories like this again.

>>723864528
Honestly I'd totally be down, but till my dogo dies no go.....that and I don't wanna be shot in the head....oddly enough if i gotta shoot myself to kill myself it would be a couple to the stomach and let myself bleed out lol. idk something about the brains being splattered bothers me.... if i'm lucky i'll die of a heart attack or something cause all this depression is really wreaking havoc on my heart I get chest pains a lot....heres to hoping

>>723864413
Free will is not a sham, you have a choice to end your life whenever you want

>>723843731
jesus fucking christ im in tears

fuck it hits hard when you haven't seen it before AND can relate to it.

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>>723861121
Feels bad dude.

>>723864351
Feels good man.

>>723864827
It won't bother you if you don't expect it. You won't even hear it. Cmon bud, what state? I'll wait on the dog

>>723864522
Number 1 Rule when CTB: DO YOUR RESEARCH! Always look up instructions, consequences of failure, etc.

>>723864692
Not insulted by any means. And the other thing I was going to mention was the story above, about "The Days When I Was Jeff." Pretty impressed by my own title, to be honest. Sounds like something Tom Hanks could star in.

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>>723843091
no
there is a whale that sings at a different frequency, but the rest is bullshit

too many faggots getting all their information from memes.

>>723865090
PSA: Bill Nye is a fucking prick now. Treats people like shit. Old, cool Bill Nye is dead.

That is all.

>>723855715
You sound depressed anon, possibly lonely. But bad people, drugs or distractions aren't the solution to either or those problems.
Trying learning something new, become better at a art you like (besides guitar). Maybe you can find some happiness and motivation in that.
Best luck to you, Anon.

>>723865027
"The days when I was Jeff"
I would really like to read that anon. If you would post your work that would be really cool

>>723865207
Bill Nye will always be cool.

I think that suicide it's too boring. Wanna know what I always wanted to do? Pick some weapon and try to kill as many fuckers I can before they capture or kill me. Edgy, right? Is just something that I always wanted to do, but I know that many people have loved ones that need their help.
Life is boring, and the situation I find myself now is repetitive and frustrating. I just want some time for myself and not feeling like is a obligation to do everything.
Sorry if the english is bad, and for the faggotery.

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>>723843731
fake as fuck

at least try and make it believable

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>>723865207
He was always a prick, you were just too stupid to pick up on it.

>>723865344
Save some money up, go to the Middle East and blow the sand niggers away. You'll be a hero.

>>723865435
>too stupid
Try "too young." I only ever knew him from his educational videos. Once I started reading stupid shit on leddit, I found out that all those hipsters hate his fucking guts, and for good reason.

>>723865027
trust me brother, when you've thought about suicide non stop for over two years.....you look into it.....I'm fully prepared the hardest part will be obtaining that 100% helium. I got the strat down perfectly....just waiting on my best friend to live out his life and in the mean time I'll try to make it a great and happy life for him. I'm just so god damn ready to die though.....

>>723838743
surprisingly accurate

>>723865291
Don't listen to this guy. Bad people and drugs are awesome and can help you both fill and widen an inevitably large void anyways. Commit fully to your path of destruction

>>723844865
Holy fuck. FUCK.

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The hardest I cried in a while was because of this show. Damnit.

>>723844865
NOPE NOPE NOPE
FUCK THIS I'M OUT
2FEEL4ME

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>>723865344
I'm not gonna say this as a joke.
Get a friend in shady places, and join ISIS. Or I can give you guides to make bombs. Wanna go as a warrior, I'll help you become one. Just make sure to do something big so I can enjoy your story.

>>723865585
Sounded like James Bond over here was ready to help you douche....
>>723865007
>>723865007

why cant i cry anymore

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>>723838743
apathy is depression is failure&boredom is optimism

prove otherwise?

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>>723865344
>>723865881
And another.

I'm afraid one day these threads aren't going to do it for me and I'll just be left an emotionless vegetable....

>>723844865
I want to slowly end his life.

What is your honest reason for not killing yourselves for those of you who are holding back? Are you hoping that you will force yourself to cry for help at the right time? Honest curiosity as someone who has been in the situation