Feels thread, last one 404'd

>>723780088
I miss you too bro

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ill contribute a bit

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>>723780088
I think you made a mistake, anon. You meant to post a feels image but posted cringe.

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>>723780088
GUESS I'LL DUMP A FEW

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Who's sad

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>>723781196

>>723780340
kek, shoulda used the app that lets you save pictures without taking screenshots

Just found out tonight that an ex girlfriend who I occasionally keep in contact with as friends got married. I don't know how long she has been married or when it happened. All previous texts from her have alluded to she is still single and lives with her mother.

I know she doesn't owe it to me to tell me and I'm not upset, just shocked. Thought we were better friends than that. I texted her tonight and asked but no response yet... It shows unread.

Obviously, out of respect for her new marriage, I'm going to have to tell her we should cease communication. Neither I nor her would do anything but I just wouldn't want my wife to be texting old boyfriends.

Just confused more than anything.

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>>723781663
Damn... My life...

>>723780488

Cringed so hard

>>723780088
i miss my Jenny. you could'n even ever understand how much i loved you.

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>>723780338

>>723780488
feelsbadman...

>Be 4
>Get cat after begging forever
>Cat is 8 months
>Love this cat so much
>Cat never scratches me
>Cat hates everybody else because cat but loves me for some reason
>FF to now
>Cat is getting older
>Cat knows
>Cat is now 18
>Cat can't walk
>Cat can't meow
>Cat can barely even drink
>I don't know what to do man, I can't live without this cat

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdAXw9ZkwJo

This song did me a lot of favors. Send this to a /b/ro falling on hard times.

>>723781822
True, why would anyone feel bad for him. It feels relieving that one OP wasn't full of shit atleast

>>723781196
is there sauce to this? Like a vid or something?

>>723781663
this is pretty much all I got. hope y'all have a better day tomorrow. I hope it gets better but... so far, at least for me it hasn't

>>723781946
Give him/her the best cat day ever. Take cat to an aquarium. A cat cafe (if you can find one). If not, throw a cat party. Give cat a bunch of new toys. Make sure the cat is the happiest cat ever. And when it falls asleep after the best day of its life, give it its final dream and take the cat to the vet.
Keep cats favorite toy and make a necklace or something out of it.

That way... Cat will always be with you. Forever.

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>>723782057
just my pasta man, no sauce. it's from another 3:00 soul.

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>>723782051
shit meant for you.

>>723781946
>>723782209
Hope you see this. Cat deserves it. Every cat should have their day.

>>723781946 >>723783227
OP here. I saw it. Don't know what to say.

>>723783759
"OP here" lmao

>>723784397
OP here.
Poop.

>>723783759
You'll figure things out. Let things be natural, or do this as an idea. Either way, cats not going anywhere. Cat will be with you forever.

>>723784544
Do I have to send proof to show you who the REAL OP is

yeh i'll post some feels.

I feel bad because i never have money.

i can never buy meals from restaurants.

Sometimes i can't afford dinner.

I stopped going to shopping centers becauase why bother, i can't afford any of the shit in the windows.

I don't bother pursuing relationships because i wouldn't be able to afford to buy her anything.

I pay my rent, get basic food and that's it.

I have an old xbox with one game that i play and i'm so fucking bored of it but it's my only source of "fun".

My only socializing is on the web, but i mostly lurk and watch people divide themselves over stupid shit.

Most days i fantasize about killing myself but i don't wanna end up retarded in some hospital.

I have no special qualifications and grew sick of working shit jobs serving people for the last 15 years so i gave up now i'm unemployed and i just sit inside all day, every day by myself.

Sometimes i hear people having fun outside my window and i peek outside and see people and i want to socialize but i can't because i'm poor and weird and i want to have fun but what am i meant to do, just walk around the streets looking at things pretending life is magic and wonderful like some hippy?

I can't sleep at night. I want money. Fuck everything else.

You faggots sitting there crying coz some girl didn't call you, or coz your cat died, who gives a fuck.

My whole life is misery. I exist up one end of the spectrum where everything sucks.

And i go on the internet and all i see is faggots arguing. I go on /pol/ and they think drawing pictures of cartoon frogs is changing the whole planet. I go on /b/ and see propaganda threads OOGA BOOGA DA BLACK MAN STEALING WHYTE WOMYN, THE JEWS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING.

If that's true, i'd fuckin join them, at this point i'd sell out to the dark side for money.

>>723785521
How about you get a job for money. The fuck kind of boohoo feels shit is this you're complaining about laying in a bed you made for yourself.

>>723785521
contact Lucifer, friend. He'll hook you up.

>>723785343
I hope everything goes well, dude. You're strong and life will work things out. I wish you the best. Have a wonderful night.

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>>723787804
ayy lmao

My sad weekend..
>Woke up 06:30 on Saturday, got call from brother.
>Dad has passed away, heart attack, 54 years old.
>Fuck..
>My car don't start either, can't visit my mom and help her..
>Take the buss yesterday, get so fucking sad Is tart weeping like a girl.
>Bus is full of people, all looking at me.
>Get off bus the next stop.
>Walks back home passed through the town.
>Is a recovering alcoholic, been dry for 8 months.
>See's liquor store, buy 3 bottles of vodka..
>Been drinking slowly, crying and listening to music all night..
>Called my mom, she's heart broken I didn't come.. Fuck my life.
So I drink and listen to music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JezYqLwRBWE
Link related, makes me even sadder...
How to deal anons? Miss my dad.

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i used to feel bad about my shitty life.

then i came here.

thank you guys

>>723788593
Your welcome.

“So call me anti-social,

call it masturbation.

Either way it’s a solo operation.

I’m just far more comfortable alone,

because people are ugly and people are hateful.

Destructive and greedy we’re proud and ungrateful.

The world would be so much better off without us.

So swallow a bullet,

or a handful of pills.

We’re all compost in training,

there’s graves left to fill.

Let’s distract ourselves to make us feel like we’re not just mistakes.”

>>723781946
im so scared of losing my cat. literally all i have had over the years. my prayers are with you tonight

>>723787081

>How about you get a job for money.

A Job? For Money? Wow! How about you learn to read, fucknut? I've been working for the last 15 years, doing jobs i never had any interest in in the first place, as a "means to an end", getting ordered around by wankers and treated like shit for peanuts. I'm over it.

>you're complaining about laying in a bed you made for yourself.

Speaking of beds, i don't even have one, and have been sleeping on the floor for the last 4 years.

But i suppose you could apply that kind of rhetoric to most problems in this thread, after all they are all to some extent the responsibility of those experiencing them. Tell me a problem and i'm sure for most i could figure out some angle explaining why it's your fault and why you should shut the fuck up about it.

>>723787271
Yeh, gimme his number.

>>723788535
Sorry about your dad. Seriously though, grieving is a natural process, you cannot ignore it, but don't indulge it for too long either. The ones we love and those whom love us, as lame as it sounds wouldn't want their legacy to be grief.

So do grieve for your Dad, but don't fuck yourself up over it. Release the tears, remember the good times but don't fuck yourself up too much.

It's like a physical wound. You must tend to it and eventually it will heal, leaving a scar but when it does don't pick at it, like a scab.

I assume he would want you to be happy and healthy so like i said, go through the natural process but don't let it engulf you and wallow in it, be good to yourself, as your Dad would want you to be. He wouldn't want you to sit there getting pissed and listening to depressing music, feeling like shit on his behalf. The best thing you could do for your Dad would be to remember him and be good to yourself.

>>723787804
I see

>>723781946
You should get a kitten or another cat to keep him company when you're not around.

>>723787804
You suck

>>723789450
thanks for posting

>>723782209
i broke into tears after reading this. this is the right thing to do

i also have an old cat, its my best friend.

bump for feels ;__;

We broke up recently. She always loved birds. I wasn't thinking and I went out and bought a bird. I can't even look at it I got home and broke down and realized I don't want this fucking thing. I just miss her

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>be me an hour ago
>been lying in bed for 6 hours
>can't sleep
>goddamnit.jpg
>fuck it
>I'll go make some cold brew
>walk into my kitchen and grab a jug
>feel that shit up with hot water
>look for my funnel for 5 minutes
>goodshit found it
>walk over to the cupboard where I keep the coffee
>Out of coffee
>feelsbadman.png
>going to have to wait until morning to start my coffee
>It'll be midnight before it's done

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How are you doing guys? I can dump if anyone lurks.

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>>723782051

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xUEg2WxGqQ

>>723781125
wow that stings

>>723793973

Do it

>>723793973
Do it

>>723793973
Lurkan here

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I miss Raid threads.

I miss a less cancerous /b/

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>>723794201

>>723794160
That one hurt.

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>>723794298
As a writer, this one hit really close to home.

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>>723794315

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Girlfriend left me after a year, want to kill myself every day but too much of a beta to do it

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>>723780088
If that person really missed someone, they would snort the damn coke, not stop mid H to snap an instagram pic.

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>>723794372

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fuck me.
>1)fell in love with my roommates gf
>2)cheated on my gf of 4 years with a different girl because drunk
-broke up with gf because of 1 and 2
>all our mutual friends hate me
>roommates gf on hall pass in australia with me for the semester
>not sure if she likes me back
>she already found a guy here
>not sure if i want my gf back or just lonely
>gf insisting on giving me another chance and visiting me in april here
>i have no fucking clue what to do or how to feel /b/ros, help
>pic related

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>>723794406
That sounds rough. I was in a slightly similar situation. If roommate is good friend of yours I'd steer clear of his gf. If you don't like roommate that much then go for it. But your ex is wanting to give you another go. Weigh the pros and cons.

Or do what I did and have an anxiety attack from loneliness at 130 in the morning and drive 20 minutes away to your girlfriends house to break and and apologize and ask to take her back.

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>>723787804
I... okay.

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>>723794688
>tfw its 4am right now

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>>723794759

What do you do if nothing works anymore.
Nothing is right. I've been holding out for awhile now and nothing feels better. I wish I knew if it's going to be worth it.

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>>723794578
its the worst. my gf is literally my best friend. I have no one but family without her. But the girl feels like my soulmate and is so beautiful. I don't really care about the roommate because ill probably never see him again but I respect him as a person :/

why do I care more about someone else's relationship than my own? and why am I too beta to make a move on this girl?

how the fuck do you properly weigh pros and cons on this shit

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>>723785521
Be a asshole, get your communication to other people by being spiteful. Hunger and spite are a great motivator. Hell maybe even after a few years of being a asshole you might have enough social skills to be good. Any time someone who you don't work for comes in contact be a dick.

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>>723780364
Fuck...

>>723794688
>for the tears that spill to no end for missing someone that wouldnt waste their time on missing you.

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>>723794812
>my gf is literally my best friend. I have no one but family without her.
I feel the same about my gf. My family abandoned me or gave up on me. Her family is my family.
> the girl feels like my soulmate and is so beautiful
Felt the same about this other girl

If you have a best friend and you get to have sex with them, and wake up with them and they want to go all the way to Australia then they're your soulmate.

You can't cheat on and break up with just anybody and then have them want to go all the way to Australia to see you.

I don't like to be the guy to tell others what to do, but I think you already have the right one.

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>>723795070

The fuck is the point anymore?

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>>723795018
fuck you're right.....

I just wish I could turn off my bullshit fucking sexual drive. I'm worried I'm going to do something stupid again because ive only ever been with her and Ill get curious again. when does sexual drive die down anon?

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>>723794740
>mfw in my 20's
>things are perfectly true as you mentioned
>mfw never had any love because fag and there's no love in fag world

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>>723789671
You're a real woe is me faggot. Get a grip or fade into obscurity, you don't have to bash other people because your life is so hard. You made it this way, get a job and do something about it, faggot.

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>>723795309
Smug

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>>723794740
eh
i prefer the feeling of revenge

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>>723795347

>>723793849
I always say yea just tired, those feelings are tiring. But its easy to wake up from them when you realize no one else has it easier.

>>723790628
I had that. Then she found another guy's cock into her mouth.
I had that again, then she ran away from me holding another guy's hand and never looked back.
And then again, but it turned out I wasn't the only one.
And again, but I just wasn't good enough.
And one more time, until I told her that I loved her and she said that she would never be mine.

Now I've just given up, I don't feel worth it. I don't feel like I'll ever find a nice girl who will love me for me. And not for what I have, and not for what she can take from me.

Women don't love. They just use so they can survive.

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>>723795422

>>723795206
I know man. I really do. That whole sexual drive thing. It sucks. Feeling like you're not ready for monogamy. If you really love this girl then she's worth it.

To be completely honest, I'm 19. I've been with my gf for about 3 years now. I know it seems young, and it might seem that I'm inexperienced, but some things you just know. As for the sex drive thing, I try to curb it. I don't live with my gf right now, so it's hard. I masturbate almost every time I feel a sexual urge. Have sex with her every time we both feel like it, have sex with her when I don't really feel like it but she does.

Those moments are beautiful, anon. When you're just not feeling it. No libido at all, then she just gives you a look or touches you a certain way, and suddenly you're just as horny as she is, and you know that nobody else could do that to you.

You just have to commit. It isn't easy, but it's not as hard if she's truly worth it.

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>>723795510
stop being tumblr fags

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>>723795569

>>723794326
oh fuck off you pretentious cunt.

the whole point of it is to say how leaving an empty page shows his life but it wasnt empty he had to write something to get there.

Its contrived wo is me fucktardery and if youre a writer and think thats deep in any way fucking kill yourself.

>>723793396
damn, this gets me

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>>723795608

>>723795589
>being a pedo fag is better

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>>723795667

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>>723795617
Oh, you brought out the big boy words. Kudos to you, I hope you feel better about yourself now.

>>723795453
damn only 19? you're pretty mature and experienced then

yeah, ive been alone recently and lord knows that is much harder...

and honestly 4 years ago when we were in the honey moon phase she is all i wanted, I believed she was the one and part of me still does, but like you say monogamy is fucking terrifying these days.

divorce at 50% man fuck

all that being said I think you're right and I think when I'm on my deathbed Ill be thanking you anon.

whoever you are, I hope you have a fucking great life, love you always <3

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>>723795705
You too mate, good Luck. Best wishes, much love. <3

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>>723795722

>>723780088
I don't get it. coke users are cool, not babies.

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>>723795738

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>>723794688
4 am here, so many of these fit my actions, but I'm not depressed. Hope not anyway.

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>>723795760

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>>723795805

Hurray. Night depression once again.

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>>723794783
Might be, might not be. Nobody has answers about you, except you. Do you think it will be worth it? Remember its a decision not just a open question.

>>723781401
holy shit you're a baby

>>723780088
Feeling like total shit right now.. About to go for divorce with my wife the day after tomorrow..

She'll have the custody of our son. I am currently unemployed as well..

Our relationship was doomed from the beginning; my family especially my mother doesn't like her that much because when she first met my wife who was my then girlfriend, she dyed her hair strawberry red... and my family being the conservative cucks that they are vehemently opposed to her appearance.. but we were together for over 9 years now..

It's just that now my mom is getting hell a lot sicker due to countless head trauma. She behaves incoherently all the time which annoys a lot of us. And most of my other siblings are having a hard time trying to look after my sick mother.. but they all keep pushing for me to do it because I am unemployed.. so now I am back to living with my dad (my mom currently stays at my sister's) and this proves to be the breaking point..

My wife doesn't want to stay with my parents for obvious reasons. She is deeply worried whether I am able to take care of our baby when she is out working and I am at home with my mother..

To spare her from the misery, I have no choice but to divorce her even though I still love her..

Shit.. sorry for bad English. I am a newfag

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>>723781774
>>723781663
What if they're thinking the same thing? This is a very female mentality.

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>>723795703
Never feel better, why do you think im this shit infested place with cunts like you.

My point is still valid though, so carry on faggot.

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>>723795911
dubs checkem

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>>723796156

>>723781946
Death is not something you should fear. Im sure the cat had a good run but everything must end. You can just hope there is an afterlife where you get to see it again.

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Sorry to be such a fucking loser, but could someone please give me a (you) so I don't feel completely alone right now?

>>723794584
Fuck.

>>723796271
You're not alone Anon.

My cat Jasper died a week before thanksgiving...then my father died the night before thanksgiving.

Everyone/thing I love is already dead, and I'm only 29.

I miss them both so goddamn much...

>>723795400
>Women don't love. They just use so they can survive.

I don't wanna believe it, but nothing has shown me otherwise.

>>723796329
sorry to hear that anon

>>723780364
Waaaa... Get another job then faggot

Also fake and gay

>>723794584
I still have voice mails from my dad asking why I never came over or called him back when I was busy with work and school. He died last year. Don't think I'll ever live that down.

>>723796326
Thank you. It means something that anyone would take the time, no matter how small.

>>723795070
Captcha always gets me too man

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>>723796534
That's rough anon, I'm sorry.

Gonna try not to be too edgy here but Is it just me or does feeling miserable, sad or anything along the lines of that (not sure how to describe it) make you feel happy or something? I mean atleast you actual feel something right?

>>723796558
I know how it feels to just wish someone would say anything to you and hear nothing. Nobody should feel that.

>>723796670
Catharsis

>>723780410
It's song seems so sad.

>>723796271
I'm here for ya, bud. I love you.

>>723784360
Hermits are interesting people.

>>723796717
Oh makes sense

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>>723796703
Yeah it's a fucked kind of feel. It's late here and the whole house is asleep but me. I'm about to go smoke a cone then play some FF3 while my cat sleeps next to me, but again thank you.
>>723796866
Thank you and I love you too. That means a lot.

>>723797035
That sounds fun, bro. Enjoy it.

>>723794363
Not killing yourself is alpha to the max.

>>723781153
There are reasons, it's not random

>>723794688
Wrong. 4 AM is for those that go out. Party. Have fun with their friends. You all should do it too. Don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about, because I know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. Just hit the club, fuck maybe you're getting laid. Maybe you're gonna meet a friend. Maybe you're gonna get into a fight. It's better than not going out at all, and sitting in front of a computer because of your tiny excuses like "I'm not good enough for her", "They wouldn't wanna be friends with me anyways" or some stupid shit like that. It's just not true. Besides, you're way better off in life if you just learn to not give a fuck. At all. Gf left you? Delete number, call family, go for a dinner with em, go out with friends, etc. All of you fucks can do it. And if your chance is being ugly/fat, nigga imma slap yo ass to the next week, nobody gives a fuck.
Go out
Enjoy
~anon out

>>723797250
>>723794363
True.
Denying instincts is Beta as fuck. Killing yourself is denying your most basic instinct. Survival. Self Preservation. Keep going anon. Be alpha.

>>723797408
Who parties at 4am? I feel like that party would be coming down at that point.

>>723782209
Can you imagine doing this for a man?
Still, a solid plan.

>>723797449
Yea, nah. At least not where I live tho. When we go out, we either:
>hit a friend's house, and we're there until around 2
>go to the pub, and we're there until around 2-3
>go to clubs or parties, and we're there from 10 to 8.
Maybe people here just like parties more, but you get the point of my op.

>>723797579
I guess. I could see it under certain circumstances.

>>723794740
It sounds nice until all of those memories are betrayed by the knowledge of her cheating on you after it all. Freshman year to first year of college, all of highschool, all those "firsts", they all amount to the same pile of fuck all you wish you could forget whenever you try to advance in life.

>>723797669
The circumstance is only that there's at least 6 of us. There's ALWAYS something to do, everywhere.
You just gotta find it.
Last week we beat up a junkie because he insulted a friend's mom some time ago. We were looking for him for nearly an hour, but fuck it was worth it. The cunt was still talking shit.

>>723794190
Christian?

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>>723794363
Images are the only thing that save me from doing it while reading feels thread. Stay strong anon.

>>723795460
fuck. this is me, except for the invited thing. i get invited, but i simply cant afford the places my friends chill at

>>723789065
man that stings for some reason

>>723796670
It actually makes me happy I'm not a sociopath. Long distance girl of a year n half found a guy irl and abandoned me. We did things on cam together and I lost contact for a while because of school. Come back and I still played games with her and the like with her new bf. Told her how I felt and she felt really bad and cried telling me she's felt the same but wouldn't be fair to dude. She hasn't replied since September and everytime i listen to my favorite band it just brings her back into my mind

>>723795222
>>mfw never had any love because fag and there's no love in fag world
There is sometimes, I've seen it.
Slipped through my fingers though.

>>723795400
I object, but just because I want to and not because life's been different for me

>>723780364
Carbon monoxide is odorless. Fake and gay.

>>723794153
Fuck man, this really hit me hard...

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Well it's 4:50 am and I'm here with an emptiness inside. I know what's wrong with me and I know what I need to do to be better but yet I don't do anything.

I'm alone but I know what it takes to just make one friend.
I know what it takes to get a girl, to get laid really isn't that hard.

But yet here I am wasting what little time each person has.

I loved her and call me a cuck but I did everything and would have done anything. She was alone but I was there for her, even when she felt hopeless. I helped her get back up, find happiness again, make friends again. But though she says nothing changed between us, she has found someone that she loves more, someone that she cares more for, someone that she would think about before falling asleep.

Now I would message her or ask to hang out, but she would rather be talking to anyone else but me. She says she cares but only does it out of pity, to have a clear conscience knowing that at least she tried to help someone that gave everything to her.

I can go through the day and not think of her. But moments sneak in when I'm alone in my room or in the night, and I can't help but think about how unloveable a person like me must be to not even feel loved from someone that says they care.

I've always been the rock for others, someone that they can come to for help or to let out anything they feel. But yet I have never had anyone that would help me.

I simply accepted the fact that I'll never be happy.
It's easier than to wallow in daily self pity.

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>>723798377
Well at least I got dubs

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>>723798428
Anyone know where this is from?

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>>723798540

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>me.jpg

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>>723785521
>>>I have no special qualifications and grew sick of working shit jobs serving people for the last 15 years so i gave up now i'm unemployed and i just sit inside all day, every day by myself.

You don't like that life is hard and now you complain about it being harder because you gave up. You complain about money, yet you gave up working for a living.

No one is handing you an education, a job you love, a sense of satisfaction with what little you have. No one can. Even those born to privilege have to choose those things, choose to not compare themselves to others, to put in work, to love the life they helped choose. Even poor you help to choose the life you live. You have consciously chosen to give up, if you want things to get better, you have to consciously choose to embrace the struggle. It will never not be a struggle for you, but you will eventually learn that things gained from toil are of a greater core value than those handed to you, that life itself is a race against inertia.

Life, real happiness etc. is not the product of a good time one Saturday night, it's the result of an accumulation of the value you get from making a life out of nothing. It's something no one born into wealth can truly feel. Stop taking it for granted, stop taking yourself for granted as a failure, because you need help from outside forces or some other lie you tell yourself to feel OK with giving up.

Right now, you're truly worthless, and it's all down to worthless self defeating pity party thinking. Embrace the struggle, get a fucking job, find some way to get value from it, man up.

>>723796271
Actually takes balls to ask for help. Try to do that more often

Your not alone

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>>723798728
I was the only person in her life but would rather have had her be happy

How come every girl that ever had a crush on me before doesn't even register me as a blip on their radar anymore?

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>>723798781

I'm just gonna vent a little, no story, just some facts about my life.

I live in a pretty small town in America. In the South no less. Most people don't brush their teeth, don't exercise and are usually pretty stupid just because that's the way it is around here. Everyone else who realizes this bails as soon as they graduate high school. Well, for reasons I don't care to explain, I'm more or less stuck here for now.
On top of all this, I'm a gay dude. That isn't a big deal around here surprisingly. No one really cares if you're gay, as long as you're not related to them. Which I'm not because I moved here to escape my family. But even with this town being pretty open-minded, most gay people are turbo flamers that want to make sure everyone knows that they're here and they're queer.
Well that's all fine and good for them, but I'm not really interested in dating someone like that, or even associating with them. I know people say opposites attract, but I'd really like it if the person I was dating had at least one thing in common with me. Hiking, camping, skating, surfing. Hell, just going for a walk outside will suffice as long as I have someone to share that time with.
I'm not completely alone though, I have met some incredibly good friends since moving here, friends I'd kill or die for.

Once upon a time I was convinced I didn't need a partner and love was overrated. But now... I don't know, I can't put it into the right words, but I'm sure a lot of you know what I'm feeling. Not really loneliness, I have friends. More like I have so much love to give and no one to give it to.

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>>723798804
She was depressed
She tried to kill herself

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>>723798858
Faggot, I'd kill to live in America.
Be content at least.

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>>723798902

If the people around me knew what I have really been through in life they would be shocked.

I have been going to therapy 21 years and have never really told anyone what has happened to me.

And I never will.

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>>723798947
Being there for her wasn't easy especially when I knew that the love I give wouldn't be returned

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>>723799040
>on an anonymous image board
Do it.

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>>723799091
I thought I was special, that I was actually something important to someone but it was just a lie I told myself

>>723795742
Every drug numbs some sort of pain /b/ro

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>>723798858
I am pretty much the same. Except live in the south, in a big city. Have a lot of love inside, and no outlet at all. It's very frustrating.
Tried to make some things work, and 1 or 2 did for a little while. But at this point have given up, haven't so much as gone on a date for years, focused on career. Feels bad, man.

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>>723780088

I just want go find a guy who loves me, I want to be accepted by someone and show them how much they mean to me and make them feel loved.

>>723798945
Where do you live?

>>723799094

I just typed it all out and it was too hard to deal with right now.

It's 8:30am, time to get drunk.

>>723799393
2nd rate Euroslav country.

>>723799404
Show us on the doll where you were touched

>>723799324
Don't give up, anon. I'm sure it'll happen for both of us. We just need to not worry about it and maybe we'll just bump into someone one day that just happens to be as perfect for us as we are for them. It's obviously an unrealistic thought, but gives me something to hope for at least.

>>723799482
Some of my ancestors were from Poland. But they got the fuck out.

I like it when my cat sleeps on my abdomen.
The warmth reminds me of human embrace.

>>723799404
When I was a kid I buttfucked a younger kid weekly.

I want to kill myself when I remember.

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For everyone that loved but never felt loved
For those that help others but don't have others to help them
For people that spent too many nights alone in their room, gripping their pillow tightly to hopefully imagine that it's them that they are holding
For those that tried too many times and are just too tired now
For those that never tried because of fear
For those that can get out of bed in the morning
For those that don't a reason why they should
For those that drink alone
For those that drink alone together
To everyone I wish you a good night

hey /b/ i lost my best friend a few months back
. when i was a baby she would take care of me when my parents werent around.
she would always listen to me and give me advice on any problem or dilemma i had
. when i was a bit older she would take me for a weekend and spend enormous amounts o
f money on me just because she loved me. i was her favorite and she was mine.
we would go see baseball games and she paid for me to go to a baseball training camp with my idol.
i spent every christmas with her.
my birthday is oct 17, hers was oct 18th.
she was my best friend and she was my everything.
she was a 2 pack a day smoker and i tirelessly tried to get her to stop.
i failed.
she lost the battle with throat cancer back in September,
she was barely able to see me graduate highschool
in her state she still managed to yell out "tahts my boy"
i remember the last thing i said to her was that its ok to pass on
i failed my grandma /b/
i failed my best friend

>>723787804
fuck

>>723781663
Oi.... I didn't come here to relate.......

>>723799515
Thanks. I hope so. I had the trawler nets out for years, but stopped getting anything good. So I stopped going out fishing, too exhausting. Only plus side is career thing is going well. Have nice house, nice place and furniture, nice car. But I often feel like I'm setting the stage for a play, that will never be performed.
You may have better luck than I; I am likely a little bit older than you.

Some people say life is like baseball, some say it's like football, or some other game. But in my opinion, the game life is most like, is musical chairs.

This thread. I know you are all faggots but thank you /b/. I'm 20 years old and literally crying right now as I remember my dad while reading posts here. I lost my dad in a road accident 5 years ago. Life for me and my family was never the same. Two years later I graduated high school with second honors and was admitted to a top university here in the Philippines. Depression came and I was dropped out of the university for failing all my subjects last semester. Here I am hoping to be readmitted next semester. I don't know what will happen to me if I didn't make it through the interview for re-ad. Most of my friends will be graduating this semester and I envy them. To top it all I have to refund a science scholarship grant worth around $4000 which is worth a lot here. FML.

His last words to me were: "Why are you here? Don't you have your finals?". He said that to me right before nurses covered his mouth with air tubes. The tubes were never taken off until he died several hours later.

At his final moments he's concerned with my academics and now I'm kicked out of my university with debt. It'll still take me 3 years to complete my degree when re-admitted. I feel like shit.

>>723787804
lol sure

I just want to not hate myself for one moment. To not look back at my life as wasted time. Most of all I just want my son back.

>>723790628
I had this just a couple of months ago, I really miss this.

>>723799946
BItch wife or death?

>>723794740
tfw will never experience any of these becaue i grew in a 3rd world country and poor as fuck! yall lucky that you had a decent life!

>>723800043
Birch wife. He was 6 months old when I saw him last.

>>723799581
Maybe they are ok with it?

This is my own fault, but still my feels.
Had this girl i knew for ages, she tried to get together with me a few times, but i decided to ignore her, or avoid the subject. Recently i finally decided that i really do like her. Been chilling with her for a few months. Decide to get her some flowers for valentines day, to show her what i mean. Turns out she has had a bf for a while now, and didn't tell me bc she thought i didn't think of her as a girl, but rather a friend. Her explanation makes sense. It's basically my fault. But she says i'm a dear friend and she wants to help, so she's comforting me over fucking fb chat, i'm whining she's basically telling me i'll find someone. Her being so kind really makes it even harder (TFW it turns out i really like her). Pretty fucking depressed, often think about ending this shit, but i would feel too sorry for mom that really cares about me.

high school girlfriend for 5 yrs
amazing blonde with big green eyes
most beautiful girl ive ever met
used to cut herself for years, put us both through hell with her depression.
finally got her to see a therapist and get it sorted.
last year of our relationship she was healthy weight and not cutting, ends up breaking up with me.
been 9 years, still love her more than any one ive ever met, have wife and kids now...but shes just different.

bit of a gay story but hey.

>>723800230
Doubt so. I'm not even gay or anything, I was just a sexual degenerate during my hormone peak.

I shudder when I think of it...

>>723780340
How is the op's post cringe, but yours isn't in your mind? How is that a feels/baaww post? Who drives miles to get their dick sucked by a gay man in the hopes that some bitch will give nudes/suck dick in the future possibly maybe?

>>723800436
Maybe they were gay, maybe they chalked it up to childhood experimentation. Maybe they don't think about it. You are actually in a better position because you don't know. If you knew for sure that they were traumatized, it would be worse. But str8 kids do a lot of gay shit as kids. It happens. I wouldn't beat yourself up about it.
The past is always tough for the will/ego, because it is the immovable object. Unlike the present and the future, there is nothing you can do to change the past, no matter how hard you try.

>>723796195
>Half year ago I fell in love in a perfect girl
>Went to a camp with her.I was sleeping with her in one tent
>She woke me up in the night and said "
I'm cold anon".I gave her my hoodie
>Fast forward.I fucked up many things with her,cuz Im fucking beta.She fell in love with someone else.
>After 2 months i met her and she gave me back my hoodie.
>I sleep with that hoodie.It lies in the same place on my bed for 4 months now.Never wore it again.Sometimes hug it and pretend im still with her in that tent.

>>723800835
"I'm cold" is always synonymous with "cuddle/fuck me"

>>723794551
Sometimes when I talk to other people, I like to think about a conversation and something I said that changed it. Just so I feel that i have changed something on this Earth, especially if it leads people into laughter.

>>723798902
This was me about a year ago constantly trying to help other people with their problems.

Now that I've gone quiet because my troubles got worse nobody bothers to talk to me.

They just immediately accepted I'm gone.

All that effort went into people who don't care.

what do?

Why bother lying to the people around you about how tired you are of everything, when you can just lie to yourself and believe you're telling them the truth? I'm getting way to good at it, I don't even know what the truth is anymore. I don't really care though, at least that's what I tell myself, and of course I believe it.

>>723801495
>what do?
Find better people. Sounds like those were garbage.

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two gf's later... I still think about what it would be like had her and I gotten married like we were supposed to... still wake up thinking I may see that head of blonde hair laying next to me.. still hear that cute little voice she had. Still talk from time to time on snap chat. She acts casual and friendly, as do I, no matter how much I just want to scream at her.

>>723801882
Next time you chat, you should say "too bad we never got married". She will either seize on it, or pass. Either way you can hopefully get on with life.

>>723796271
Courage. Whatever is annoying you I wish you all the luck anon.