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Sup /b/, I am at a strange point in my life.
I have been working hard to fix my life in the last two years, I started taking care of my health, I stopped drinking and smoking, I started doing the first steps to actually finish HS so that I can find a job and stop being a NEET.
Even if I met almost all of the goals I set so far, I still feel completely empty inside, it really is a hollow victory.
I haven't actually got a job yet, and I'm starting to think that I don't give a fug. So two days ago I started drinking again and even if I can still control myself (I'm not drinking right now with half a bottle of bourbon in front of me) I can't really find a reason not to self destruct again.
I realized that even if I do the "right" things, I am always going to feel empty and miserable and at that point I don't give a fuck about a fake normie life in which I have a stupid job so that I can pay bills so that I can keep living so that I can keep working so that I can pay bills... Pic related, I never got to level 3.
Is there no point in trying to get out of my hell? Should I just go back to where I belong, be drunk 24/7 and not give a fuck about anything at all?
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>>723569514
Take a walk instead of turning on your computer. Take 4, 5 hours walk if you have lots of free time. Sprint if you like. Just run if you have nothing better to do. Just fucking run. I find these things to be very helpful
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I stopped going to the gym last month. I don't have the mental strenght anymore, and that means that I lost all of my physical strength too.
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