rawr
lmao i swear i didn't see any g thread as i made this one, but as soon as i refresh an old one popped up
The apparition of these faces in the crowd,
Petals on a wet black bough.
I should start taking drugs again.
Any of you faggots ERP or have Steam?
>>723560457
Everyone here does I think. I don't.
You are what you what you eat, which is why I eat garbage.
Also because it tastes good.
>>723560541
JW cause I felt like expanding my ERP list.
>>723560866
I don't have that kind of list and nobody has ever asked me to be on one. I don't get the mechanics of it.
Fuck bitches get garbage.
>>723560956
It's just more enjoyable to write it out sometimes. gives me a chance to down the irl act and not be me all the time.
I want to get high.
>>723561137
Who else could you be besides yourself?
This spam is getting weirder and weirder.
>stop fapping over snapchat
Literally who does this?
>>723561178
Long story really.
Too many people think its trolling when people wanna toss up a steam profile and go "its me" and shit.
I saved the first spam email I ever got.
>>723561363
I am always myself. It is why I never understood or was capable of any sort of RP. Neither the sexual or nonsexual kind.
The Mexican cooks at work are convinced that I am a Brujo.
I think that is why they are so nice to me. Their superstitions dictate that Brujos are dangerous and shouldn't be crossed.
I wonder what the world will be like after I die. Will those I know and who care about me mourn me for very long? What will they do with themselves after my passing?
>>723562763
Do you have any mental illnesses?
>>723562886
Not exactly, but something like that.
>>723563070
Can you post your paintings please? I much prefer them over the heads.
>>723563160
That was the last head I photographed anyways.
>>723563263
yay paintings!
Stop fapping over snapchat > Snapchatz .com can help you tonight!
>>723563355
I talked to you yesterday, I really enjoy your paintings. I'd post another picture, but they aren't loading for some reason. I'll have to look into it.
>>723563942
Yes, I remember talking to someone about my drawings and sculptures.
>>723563876
I can upload them, but I can't see them something's wrong. I'm out.
>>723564051
I'll stay and post random images I can't see for the time being. You posted that one yesterday. It's my favorite so far. Could you please explain it?
diaperfurs?
>>723564121
One of my external hard drives seems to be corrupted. I unplugged it and running some programs on my lap top to identify the problem and rectify it. I was going to leave, but I find conversing with you interesting
>>723564220
These drawings are all fights between my desire to make a mark, have a mark hold, and the battle of the materials with both myself and each other. They're the first steps to learning the language. Of course, the interest in space, structure, and how they feel is there, but as a subconscious level. I would do these without having that in mind, then when I wasn't doing them I'd wander around and look at natural and artificial structures.
>>723564399
External hard drives are notorious for being shitty. I don't a single person that had one which didn't crap out in a relatively short amount of time.
These are all essentially experiments in the language that I ended up working in.
Essentially these don't really mean anything other than a working out so to speak. They're important only in the regards of my development as a painter.
Dammit, the person that gave these back to me after my old hard drive crashed numbered them incorrectly.
WHy don't you go to Snapchatz .com and all your worries will be gone!
>>723564799
Musicians need scales.
Similar concept.
I have only kept a very small handful of these drawings. The ones where big breakthroughs in the understanding of the language occurred. the rest I sent away with my other young children to live on a farm in Alabama where they will be taken care of and loved, out of harms way.
>>723564905
Yes, very similar concept. Only this isn't something you can exactly teach.
Music scale is a very objective thing. It's the same for everyone no matter what and is just about developing the muscle memory to do it. You can teach some basic things in art, but it gets beyond basic muscle memory almost immediately.
That's not to say that music is any less difficult, it's not, not by any means. It's just different and can be more readily learned.
>>723564638
>>723565003
I love it! I take care of my externals though. It's the first one to not act correctly in 8 years.
>>723562248
Nothing because both you and your 'art' are irrelevant.
>>723565179
Are you gay? Serious question by the way.
With painting and drawing there is some muscle memory involved, but it almost immediately gets into the "either you get it or you don't territory" that music gets into only at the point when you go to actually sit down to write.
>>723565215
Yeah, these people were a bit more careless with them.
>>723565252
Maybe so, but that itself isn't so bad to me. Most people are irrelevant, even a lot of famous people. It's comforting to know I'm just like most everybody else.
>>723565292
Yes, I'm gay, though that has nothing to do with my work.
I think the most difficult thing is to be an author. I can barely form a coherent sentence without a lot of effort.
People who can write well astound me. I read a book and scratch my head at how they were able to do that.
I used to sit and watch my friends play their instruments or watch my best friend write or direct, and just be awestruck that they were able to do that. It's like magic to me.
>>723565771
Forgot image.
From here on they get figurative.
>>723560296
Is this sculptry? Interesting
instead you should just Snapchatz .com and all your worries will be gone!
Though they were always a bit figurative, at the point they became recognizably so I was in a crisis and wasn't sure which direction I wanted to move in.
>>723566250
Sculpy that I formed the basic shape of then carved.
No offence but most of these paintings look like shit, it's akin to interpretive dancing, most of the time it's like a retard that's tripping balls and there's the 0.00000001% that's good. However you're not that 0.00000001%.
>>723566374
No offense taken. I'm unconcerned with what others think. If I were I wouldn't make them.
>>723566374
>doesn't get it
Why don't you go Snapchatz .com fap to schools hottest girls pics
>>723567193
>>723567252
Both of those paintings appear black in most light conditions when looking at them straight on.
>>723567351
Mr. Fool, do you still smoke cigarettes?
I am very Dickensian in that regard.
>>723565375
I never speculated that being gay had anything to do with your work. I'm gay too obviously. I guess some of my externals are finally getting too old. Too bad, I liked them.
>>723568484
I figured you were. Most people here in these threads are. Why did you ask the question?
My laptop is only a few years old and it's starting to go.
>>723568484
>>723567046
I like the larger pictures btw.
These were all done with powered charcoal dropped from a ladder and a four foot long stick.
>>723568636
The larger pictures?
The charcoal was home made and the stick was dipped in ink.
>>723568593
My laptop is built for artistic design and I update it yearly to keep it relevant. My desktop is for gaming and only needs updating every two years. I asked the question because I can never know for sure. I still don't really know.
Image limit with only a few images left of mine to post.
>>723568962
My laptop is general purpose. You still aren't sure if I'm gay?
>>723569093
I can never know for sure without meeting you. I was presumptuous once and paid the price for it. You can never trust someone on the internet.
>>723569195
hey, im super trustworthy
>>723569303
liar
>>723569195
I don't come across any differently in real life. Except at my job, where I have to pretend to be happy and smile all the time because that is what I am paid to do. I am sexually and emotionally attracted to men. I like to think I'm at least somewhat trustworthy.
You can ask the dog whenever he decides to show his mangy head around these parts again.
>>723569376
I feel the same way about myself. I do the same at my job.
It's a shame really, the image limit. I was about to get into some really dark violent stuff, where I was shooting the canvas with a gun and stabbing and slashing it with knives.
>>723569478
Most people do, though they are also not self aware enough, or honest enough to admit otherwise. I will freely admit my faults and my past discretions without a moment's hesitation.
And pouring gallons of acetone on them to burn the hell out of the paint.
>>723569672
new thread
>>723569595
Those images would have been very interesting! I will share everything I'm allowed to share.