OKay, so I might overdone the Mdma a bit and now sitting here

I took Salvia less than 24 hours ago and got royally fucked.
had only ever done pot beforehand.
was 0 to 100 real quick

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>>723208821
>Took a hit of 35x at my window
>Held it for 15
>Took another finishing it off
>Held at least 15 - stopped when I began to feel faint
>Knew I couldn`t go again, desperate to reach my bed before I fell
>Immediately started off on the wrong foot w/ fear of falling
>Turned towards bed in slow motion watching my arm/hand the whole time
>It kept repeating by moving back to the beginning stage of the turn
>each time it got a bit further along then the last but then started over
>was alright with time repeating, found it fun to watch
>complete loss of memory/have no past
>am one tiny sliver of a much larger giant
>(don`t know it but the `giant` is my sitter - currently getting ready to lift me to the bed)
>entire existence is being the repeating parts that make up this giant
>only `alive` so this `giant` can exist
>Start falling away from the `giant` that I am part of - still repeating
>ohshitimgoingtodie
>feel like the skin of my chest is being ripped away as I `fall` from the other slivers
>now reality is more than the giants existence
>I am one part of a gif that is the motion of a `giant` shushing me repeated forever
>I`m extremely pissed off
>all of life is only being a frame in a repeating gif
>it will continue on for eternity
>accepts this reality
>immediately defeated by the realization - utterly hopeless
>embodiment of useless box
>entire purpose is to panic then be shushed to acceptance
>void.gif
>slowly coming back to reality
>piecing life back together
>think I am child me who had a bad dream
>think sitter is my father trying to calm me down
>(realize after I fucked up because I was using one of my dads trippy old pillowcases - hence why I thought him and that I was child)
>have to convince myself of actual reality
>sofuckinggrateful
>wasn`t trapped living
>actively choosing to be alive is amazing

>>723208821
yeah salvia can fuck you up. Even if you're prepared. luckily it only last 20 or so minutes

>>723208913
Because of what I took/how (smoking - yeah I know, not the `correct` way) it was only like, 2 minutes but the actual amount of time didn't matter.

Still want to try again tho

>>723208859
DId you do it again after or was that the "fuck this"

>>723209515
I havent been able too since, but I definitely am going to try again.
I want to do it `right` however. My sitter absolutely loves the stuff so I want to try and have a trip like him. Deff will take more prep on my part.

>>723210005
never done it myself. do want to tho, but it's hard to comeby in norway

>>723208017
I took far too much last Friday, probably 250mg after repeated dabbing. I thought it was weak stuff because it hadn't kicked in by the 1 hour mark, but then all the dabs kicked in at once. I opted for a spliff way too early in the night and ended up just spinning out in bed (fantastic thoughts and dreams though) before sobering just enough to fap for a good hour. Will probably repeat this Friday.

>>723211335
I would suggest it, but not for the trip itself but because of the after-effects on life it has.
Norway huh? hm..

>>723212187
What's the point with mdma?

gunna trip on 200ug lsd prolly but i'm running a dnp cycle so idk if it will fuck my trip up. dnp is a fat cutting drug btw. lol.

>>723212442
It's utter bliss. I don't come down badly either so it's an ideal drug for me.

>>723212442
it opens up empathy for others you step into a whole new world were everything is varm and nice.

>>723213067
I had a pretty solid trip (200-300ug) a few weeks ago while sick on a bunch of antibiotics and my theory is that you'll be fine with the DNP in your system, HOWEVER, you will be able to feel the DNP in your system in a way you're no able to normally.
I think you should go ahead and trip, because it'll allow your mind to connect to your body and perhaps make you realise you shouldn't be doing DNP.