I really want to know how you get in touch with other people again. I have spent so much time just wallowing by myself I can't even connect with other people anymore, it doesn't help I have Asperger's. I feel like I really just don't like much anymore, at least the things other people like to do. It makes me bitter and I just like to be alone because of it, and nobody really notices. When I fell off the grid and stop trying to make an effort, people forget about me entirely. I see people having fun with each other and smiling and taking pictures and they pay no attention to whats going on around them, or to people like me. I don't even know if I make sense but this is maddening, the pathetic bull shit people care about makes me cringe because I have to try to be like them to even feel like i'm getting anywhere with them. I feel fake and lonely and like nobody sees the bigger picture. Is it not worth seeing whats at stake here when you're loved instead? Does it make you that happy? I just want someone to talk to, this is maddening.
Welcome to the club pal. Is not that bad, at least for me. I enjoy being like this
>>723200621
If you want someone to talk to, I could create a temp email for awhile.
You seem interesting enough
>>723200931
I keep fooling myself into believing being the way I am is the price to pay for being better than the people around me. They don't think objectively about anything, especially themselves. I'm trying to suffer to be what I deem good but nobody even gives it a second thought. I care so much about people that don't give a fuck about me it feels like.
>>723200621
Explain ass burgers btw
>>723200621
you sound like you have depression
what's your daily routine like?
you could always become a hero, no need to worry about socializing then,
>>723201500
When a patty is made out of ass cheeks duh.
It's a mild form of Autism and the core traits everyone with autism share is feelings of alienation, isolation, ADHD, anxiety and some other quirks like obsessive traits that vary in people. I never make it known i'm ever upset in front of people, I act like a fucking adult and deal with my own problems and hate when other people make a show of theirs because of it.
From what you posted, it sounds like you and I are a lot alike. If you want to talk my Kik is bloodhorker (was dumbass noncreative at the time of its creation)