Is there a type of disorder, or something similar, that causes

>>723030922
Maybe you just don't like change

>>723030922
autism wait they actually seem happy with life unlike you fagit

>>723030922
I'm in the same truck, I get super nervous when trying new things. Started driving a few weeks back and I had massive anxiety. I always know it will go away because I was the same with work, used to be scared af but eventually I got used to it and now I just stroll in.

It's not a disorder. It's called "clinging" and it's what entities do in this reality. Clinging causes suffering because no matter how much you may have, you will alway want more. Always more isn't sustainable, so suffering.

A comma is a nice thing to use.

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OP i can relate.

Here's my problem:

The only thing I know in life has been abuse, violence, anger, and neglect, and all my memories are bad and they all hurt to think of.

Being abused as a child means that whenever I expressed joy, got really excited and happy about something new that was introduced to me, I would be struck and told to "shut the fuck up" and i'm "annoying", which was heartbreaking and very discouraging.

Now as an adult, I don't know what I enjoy. And doing these kinds of new things make me feel the same loneliness I felt as a child when my older siblings let their anger out on me for being happy.

Do you think this may be your problem as well, OP?

>>723033234
I can relate to that 100%. I just didn't expect it to be the cause. Though now pondering on it, It makes more sense.

>>723033505
lovely! :D

Sometimes when I'm trying to think about myself, I really want to find an answer so I'll decide someone else's answer was what I felt all along.

Do you really think you might feel this way?

>>723033751
I can'y really think of anything else that could be causing this. I just bury those memories in the deepest parts of my mind, sometimes not even on purpose. So I don't think about them ever. More or less, the problem could be that I don't think upon myself when trying to solve a personal problem, which is very stupid of myself.