Incest thread - was typing my personal story when last one 404d

Okay so to start off my sister is two years older than me.
When we were extra little we rubbed our stuff together fully clothed once or twice because it felt good.
We also watched lots of cartoons together and sometimes at night we would watch anime through On Demand when our mom was at work (she did wedding catering).
Anyway
>Once or twice the anime has sexual stuff happen. It was all stuff that wasn't labeled adult, but you know how anime is. Mostly relatively innocent stuff though.
>Like a girl villain who French kisses the protag for some fanservice-y excuse like poison or something, or a girl getting her breasts grabbed.
>Most of the “games” me and my sister played at this time were along the lines of “you be X character and I'll be Y character”. My sister was bossy, and I was a super nonverbal kid thanks to my autism, so I couldn't complain.
>So my sister makes us play where she's the evil girl and im the protagonist, and she starts French kissing me.
>I think it's gross but I don't want her to stop playing so I just do whatever she wants.
>We watch an anime where some monster disguised itself as the protags mom and her boobs try to eat him or something, and for the next week my sister makes me kiss her tiny breasts under her shirt. (This would have been right when she started middle school, and i was a 4th grader)

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>Sometime after that our mom starts making enough money to hire a babysitter, and me and my sister know we would get in trouble so our games take a turn towards Pokemon and stuff.
>Skip forward to 7th grade. My sister is in highschool now, and I'm a little bit less nonverbal. (Autism is in my genes though so I'm still just as much of a pushover)
>I've never watched porn, I think it's gross (I still do, tbh). I've never had a gf but I've had lots of crushes (coincidentally, this is the year that I eventually ask a girl out. On the last day of school. I'm not a genius.) My sister has put on some pounds. I'd be lying if I said her body was perfect but it was definitely my type. Despite that, I'd never seen her as attractive until later.
>One day, mom is at work, (she's upgraded to wedding planner/hostess or something fancy and she works at a bunch of venues, so she's working four days a week at least eight hours, usually late through the night.) And my sister asks me if I have homework.
>She's basically doing all the mom work so this is a daily question from her. I lie and say I did it in class already. She tells me I can make dinner tonight.
>I fucking love cooking pasta. I've known how since I was in third grade, but I wasn't allowed to do it unless my mom was in the room until middle school. Don't ask why I like it so much I just do. Any kind of pasta.
>I'm on cloud nine, filling a pot up in the sink. I decide today to mix bowties with macaronis since they cook at the same speed. My sister is just watching me cook while doing her own homework and everything in the world is right.
>Once the pasta is done my sister tells me to go to my room with her.
>”I'm hungry”
>She tells me it'll be fast.
>I take her to my room and she closes the door. I don't think it's weird because I'm super anal about keeping my door closed.
>She makes me sit on my bed, and I put my blanket over my shoulders because I like the weight of it wrapped around my arms and back.

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>My sister crawls up on my lap and pulls the blanket so it's over our heads
>She pushes her mouth on mine and I don't know what I'm doing.
>She tells me to take off my retainer because it's “hurting her” and i do it and then she pushes me on my back and starts full on making out with me without saying a single word of explanation.
>The blanket is still covering us so I can't see her face and her hair is poking my eyes and it's kind of shitty but my lips feel really soft and tingling so I just let her kiss me.
>Finally she tells me that if I tell mom she'll say I made her do it.
>I'm scared so I promise not to say anything.
>She asks me if I want to have sex
>”Not really” this whole time I'm thinking about my lovely pasta waiting in the kitchen.
>She wraps the blanket around us so we're sitting up with her on my lap and our heads uncovered
>”But doesn't this feel good?”
>She's grinding on me, and it does.
>I nod.
>She uses her hand to grab my member and kisses me again. I moan a little, and then she pulls off my pants.
>I get embarrassed and I try to say something but I just stutter a bit.

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>She tells me to shush and that it'll feel good.
>She jerks me off a little until I'm pretty hard. I've only cum a few times in my life, once by accident and twice in my sleep, so I don't know what's happening at this point. I just know that I feel really good and fuzzy.
>She asks me if I'm ready
>I nod
>She unzips her pants and puts my hand on her. I tell her it's gross but she says no it feels good if you do it right. I don't know what to do so I just let her climb on my dick and start rocking.
>We're both panting pretty soon and she tells me to keep going. I try to thrust my hips but since she's on my lap I'm not doing much.
>I cum a little
>She keeps going and I'm too sensitive so I yell a little and push her off.
>She gets mad and says I did it wrong
>She makes me finger her and rub her clit until she finishes.
> It's still only like 5:30 and mom won't be back until 1am or later.
>We eat the pasta and afterwards we make out more under my blanket.

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>A few days or weeks later when mom is gone, I get home and she tells me to come get in bed with her immediately.
>The school bus has no AC so I smell a little sweaty and I'm embarrassed
>She tells me to take off my pants and i refuse. She promises it'll be fun so I eventually give in.
>She starts off getting me hard and tells me to lay on my back.
>”Close your eyes”
>For a full twenty seconds nothing happens. I'm worried she might hit me or something or make a loud noise to scare me
>Without warning, I feel something slimy on my dick. Not in the same way as before, though.
>I open my eyes and she's on her knees sucking my dick.
>I yelp and she stops
>”I said to keep your eyes closed!”
>I tell her I'm sorry but she's still mad. She makes me finger her or else she won't do it again.
>Needless to say I finger her.
>That night (about 8 or 9, past our bedtime but hours before mom comes home),she comes in my room and gets in bed with me.
>She's dressed (neither of us had pajamas, we just wear our clothes from the day) but almost immediately both our pants are at our knees

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>She tries to put it in right away, but it's too soft.
>She grinds on me while we make out and I grab her breasts. I'm having a pretty good time until she practically crushes one of my balls.
>We stop and lay in bed for a bit until it stops hurting.
>As an apology, instead of fucking me she starts sucking my dick again. I can barely stand it, and i keep yelping.
>Finally, I cum in her mouth. There's not a lot, but she pulls off partway through so some gets on her face.
>After that we have sex a couple times a week. She's in highschool, so she gets condoms from an older kid or something. I wasn't concerned about how she got them so long as we didn't get caught.
>We have a few close calls with our mom, but nobody ever finds out about us fucking. We stop for a week or two every once in a while, but this kept happening until a few years ago when she moved out.
I'm 19 now and we barely talk. She texted me happy birthday, and before that we hadn't talked in months. Her birthday is in a week and I want to talk to her about when we were kids but I also know she has a boyfriend now. (I dated a girl for a few months but when school ended we didn't feel like staying in touch).
Any advice?

>>722835545
best option would be to joke about it and move on with your lives
but keep it between yourselves
incest is looked down upon in most societies

>>722835545
text her happy birthday back