Why are you depressed?

Because she left me

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>>721773168
>because this is not happening

lots of reasons, the physical aspect of life basically, having to live...

>>721773168
Great ideas trapped in my head unable to make them into reality that are slowly driving me insane.

I hate my job, my wife is a fucking bitch, my dog died, I'm an alcoholic, I'm sexually attracted to our 14 year old daughter, my car got stolen and I got never ending pain in my back.

>>721774484
>attracted to 14 year old daughter
lol

Shit job. Shit car. Alcoholic. Broke. Overweight. Alone for 6 years. Should I go on?

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>>721774081
this and can not find contentment in conventional amusement

Changed from INTP to INFJ.. I started to care for people and now I can't go back

>>721774484
The sexual attraction comes from your wife being a bitch and your daughter loving you. Do your daughter a favor and leave your wife and get someone who isn't a total bitch. Your daughter will be scared by the divorce but at least not scared by you doing things to her.

>>721774484
an average joe in other words?

because I have nothing to look forward to.
exams are done, i'm still unemployed and I feel useless as fuck ever since I lost my job.

>>721774755
Underrated and probably the most wise thing I have seen so far on /b

>>721774676
Only reason I can still fuck my wife. I just imagine it's her instead. 

>>721773168
>Why are you depressed?

Need more money or fewer bills
Drinking too much
No future, really
I'm healthy, anyway. For the time being.

>>721774755
Fuck me. Here I expect hate and jokes, instead I actually get help.
Don't worry the divorce is already in the early stages. She doesn't know it yet.

>>721774754
people are animals, fuck'em

>>721774755
This is probably good advice.

Sounds like you need a change.

>>721773168
Too many bait threads on /b/

>>721773168
I don't even know why, but I am.

Mom had meat 17. then 3 more children from 3 men. I live in bedroom apartment with them and her other boyfriend.I have crippling social anxiety. My father is in prison for murder for 30 years met him only once. I now developed psychosis and my brain turned to mush. I have no more options but hypnotherapy. If it doesn't work Im killing myself on saturday

>>721774484
Is your daughter pretty? And post a nude of your wife

>>721773168
broke as fuck , family in debt , i can't work because of school . When i say i'm broke i mean really broke.No money to take a girl out for a date or to go out with some buddies to have a beer.Life sucks.

>>721773168
Because of brain chemistry.

incest is legal at 18 in some states good luck

>>721775128
Post nudes

>>721775333
LOL nudes of what

>>721775196
My daughter is a beautiful young woman yes. A lot like her mother was when we met.
And trust me you don't wanna see my wife with her saggy tits and bitchface. Don't have any pictures anyway, why the hell would I. Don't even like seeing her naked in the bedroom.

>>721775381
Nudes of his perpetual loneliness

>>721775381
Things that are pretty. Are you pretty?

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>>721773168
Because society hasn't accepted eugenics soon enough to realize a psychotic fuck like my mom should not be allowed to breed and pass on their mental illnesses to other souls.

>>721775429
>My daughter is a beautiful young woman yes. A lot like her mother was when we met.
Kinda confirms this guy >>721774755

>>721775429
Gorilla Glue her nipples together and drop the divorce bomb on her when she wakes up

>>721774997
Wish I could

>>721774484
>car got stolen

you're also pretty bad at grammar

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>>721774484
>attracted to our 14 year old daughter

>>721775715
Well English is my fourth language. Deal with it.

>>721773168
I'm a fat neet with no social life what so ever.

Just went outside for the first time in a year.

>>721775868
What are first three?

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Cuz im ugly and need to go through university while working summer and winter jobs and then some more after uni to save up for surgery to get to even half the level of some naturally blessed pretty people who are 7/10 at best. And I dont even think surgery can fix a 4.5-5/10 person and make him 7/10. yes im mentally ill but i can't help my perfectionism. I just can't accept i must work harder to get a girl unlike some good looking faggot who was just born that way. genes command our entire lives

>>721775990
Coon, Spic and Gook

>>721775990
Swedish, Norwegian and Sami.

Depression doesn't have anything to do with reason it's a mental illness. There are people with well put together lives who have depression. Doesn't have anything to do with environmental circumstances.

>>721776078
Have an interest in the languages or blood connection to that part of the world?

>>721776165
Depression can be influenced by environmental circumstances. wtf are you talking about m8

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>>721773168
I'm sick of living a lie. My dad made me go into law school and I come home every day pretending that I'm enjoying it and doing well but in reality I find it boring and stressful as fuck and am just barely keeping my head above water.
This next part will sound retarded to many of you (especially the butthurt virgins, and I know you're out there) but I asked out the girl I liked and she said yes, but now I'm worried about dragging her down with me into my bullshit and lies

>>721776165
However, often it has reasons

>>721775991
plenty of ugly dudes can work out, be funny, and get girls. you're probably struggling cause you're an insecure weirdo who spends his time bitching about his life on b
guess your attitude and social skills are totally dependant on genes

>>721776187
Swedish guy married with a Norwegian woman living in Scotland.
Sami was a school choice.

>>721773168
Because of all the newfags on 4chan spamming trap and bait threads all day on /b/

>>721774409
go on....

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>>721776241
But mostly it's either congenital or develops during adolescence.

What you describe is normie blues; depression takes your personality over completely.

>>721776298
this. to add to everything you've said, if he's even actually ugly he should just lower his standards ffs

>>721776427
well my life seems to be shit AND i have depression lucky me i didnt know normie blues can last for years

>>721775498
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>>721776432
I love these

>>721776078
>Swedish, Norwegian
Those two are almost the fucking same? It's like me saying I can speak British and American counting as 2 languages, or Croatian, Serbian, Bosnian and Montenegrin counting as 4. Nigga fuck off

>>721776335
Cool, does your daughter have an interest in them? Your wife is probably a bitch because of all the rain and lack of pine trees and deep snow

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>>721774755
If you want your daughter to keep loving you you shouldnt bone her with your boner. Also get a new job and eventually a new dog and love that dog all u can man.

>>721776493
Well, when normal people feel down it's generally because something that wasn't controlled in their experience happens.

When I feel down, it's because I perceive sentience as unimportant.

>>721776254
Can relate to the second part..
>find gf
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>start to feel like shit, who is dragging her down and is the main cause of her problems even if I didn't intended to be like that
>brake up to free her
>feel like shit
>lonely
>find a gf
Stuck in this bullshit for way too long

>>721776571
If they were the lands wouldn't be separate, they tried to unify before it didn't work, similar but still too different for it to last

>>721776620
Yeah my daughter speaks both Swedish and Norwegian (kinda similar) and she is currently studying French and Russian.
A lot smarter than me that's for sure, the one thing I'm proud of in my life.

>>721776298
im not struggling at all, i'm just mad that i didn't get the same chance as some people, that's all. that's why i'm working towards fixing it. i have no problem being social and going out.

>>721776436
now this is what grinds my gears, "oh if you're ugly just fuck other ugly people." That doesn't work mate. No one is attracted to ugly people, not even ugly people themselves. Why should i lower my standards just because my facial structure got the better of me? sad

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>>721774409
You have my attention as well.

Please elaborate

>>721776688
>Depression is one of the most common mental disorders in the U.S. Current research suggests that depression is caused by a combination of genetic, biological, environmental, and psychological factors.

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/depression/index.shtml

>>721776663
Don't attach your sub-par advice to mine.

>>721776689
You need to be alone and learn how to love and accept yourself first.

You're stuck in a poisonous cycle, which serves only to erode you further.

There's 50 depression/suicide threads on /b/ everyday.

I suggest you all go and see a psychologist

I wasted too much of my life as a loner and feel like there isn't much I can do to get back on track. Right now my sister got me talking to one of her friends and I just can't handle simple shit like that. Texting is really awkward and anxiety is through the roof. I made up a reason to end the conversation. My take on situations like this always ended distastefully, hopefully there can be a breakthrough for me on stuff like Meetup.com or something.

I also had a creepy experience last night and kinda scared about tonight.

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night, but couldn't move my body. Felt like my arms were pinned to my sides. Eventually broke the spell by kicking my feet enough to get up.

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>>721776839
>shit flinging over someone else trying to help a /b/ro out
>mfw

>>721776835
Well yeah.
Being born with serotonin deficiency is about the same as witnessing horror; it scars you.

>>721777081
Sleep paralysis is normal.

Guys try hypnotherapy. I'm about to try that shit on Friday/ The worst thing that happens is you lose 300$ and you end up killing yourself lel

>>721773168
I'm 5'6, ugly and never been loved by a girl.

>>721777081
Sounds like a Night terror. If they become more frequent see a neurologist.

>>721777211
>777
Nice tripz

gf starting to get fat. worst feeling ever.

>>721777237
welcome to the club. height's got nothing to do with shit tho.

>>721777237
lol that's rough man try to find a smaller girl or one your height?

Anyone got any tips for a new dog? Might as well start looking, had a Jack Russel before. Loved that little bastard.
But aiming for something bigger. Gonna be a lot of alone time and walks in the forest when the divorce is done... Need a buddy.

>>721777255
wtf is a trips i keep seeing this shit all over /b/

>>721776796
>No one is attracted to ugly people, not even ugly people themselves
true, but plenty of ugly people settle for ugly people. idk about you but I see plenty of ugly couples out and about
>Why should i lower my standards just because my facial structure got the better of me?
I'm not saying you have to or even that you should, but personally I just think it's kind of rich when ugly or even average guys whine about not being able to fuck 10/10s. yeah tough shit. suck it up. work out, stop being a sperg and fuck girls in your own league
my attitude is what grinds your gears, your attitude is what grinds mine

>>721777014
i did, didn't work. then i finally got my band together, make some music and started to get confidence to flirt with girls.

get laid + creative stimulation + emotional sink = cure to depression. to me, then.

>not born rich
>not born tall
>not born white
>not born handsome
>not born with big dick
>afraid of having a son and passing on manlet genes giving son hard life

Does that do it?

>>721777336
Personally I'd get a Huski or a German shepperd cuz they're just so cute, but my cousin got a cavalier king spaniel and he's just the cutest calmest dog ever. Also, fuck being cute, get a dog for its personality and not looks. First two I mentioned are intelligent af.

>>721777237
Dress nice, work out, and talk to people.

Don't perceive yourself as flawed.

>>721777310
I can easily find shorter girls than me but the problem is that even the short ones only want a guy at least 5'10.

>>721777237
Dude I'm 5'8 and I fuck girls taller than myself.

Fucking laugh about it, make it into a joke.

>waah I'm manlet love me

Get over it.

>>721777558
>make your own money
>you're just fucked find a girl shorter than you and you're set
>good looks is a meme. it's all about confidence.
> the avg dick size is 5.1 inches. if it's shorter than that you're fucked but most studies show that most girls dont care about size
>stop being a faggot and pass on your genes and dont be a defeatist

>>721776241
Nah. Sadness and depression are different things. You don't "wake up feeling depressed".

>721777832
>Depression is one of the most common mental disorders in the U.S. Current research suggests that depression is caused by a combination of genetic, biological, environmental, and psychological factors.

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/depression/index.shtml

>>721777571
Hm might get a husky actually. Used to have those around when I lived back in Sweden.
Lovely dogs.

>>721777780

ok you go and tell every girl in the world to not be attracted to the super tall guys and go against their biology

I dont blame them for liking taller guys, its nature. I played the genetic lottery and i lost

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OH! So this makes the front page with replies but when I try twice to legitimately request help with committing suicide and offer -OFFER - to let someone murder me to ensure my next potential attempt no one seems to gives a rats ass.

I quess everyone's too buys having a pitty party to actually seek help in ending their suffereing, especially when they know they strugle to accopmlish it on their own, no on give a flying fuck

I guess we're all just so contenct to wallow in our own missery until the next day cames, rinse, and repeat

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>>721777408
I don't wanna settle. Why the fuck would the bone mass and facial tissue determine who the fuck I should mate with? Suck it up? Sure, what do you think I'm doing? I don't wanna fuck 10s, I just wanna fuck someone I find attractive for fuck sake. I'm not asking them to fuck me if they find me unattractive. I'd settle even for a 6, I don't need much. Fuck your leagues, just because some were born with something others weren't makes them better? This is the attitude that keeps the society from advancing at the end of the day. Yeah, I'm working out and saving up for surgeries. I'm doing my part, I'm not gonna force anyone to like me, if they're not attracted that's fine. That's why I'm adapting. You wouldn't settle for someone ugly either, don't joke around buddy.

>>721777408
>date ugly bitches
Yeah no, unlike you, who is probably an average, mundane looking fucker who'll amount to nothing, I have standards.

>>721777966
Granted. But confusing sadness with depression is a pretty good way to distinguish people who have dealt with clinical depression from anyone else.

Not anymore!

>>721777996
It's obvious that you have a Napoleon complex and envy tall people. Even online and anonymous, I deem that unattractive.

Get over it, then you're golden.

>>721777989
Huskies are the shit, I'm not dying before I get that dog.

>>721777996
bro I'm 5'9 im short too. but i see plenty of midgets getting pussy. it's all about confidence the avg height in usa is 5'10 youll live

>>721778053
Cry more

two girls that i liked got away from me. i'm crippled because of car accident.

>>721777966
I simply said that environmental factors can cause depression. I have no clue what you're talking about because no one mentioned general sadness.

>>721778176

you and i both know this isnt true brother

>>721778053
we're here for you bro

>>721777769
I'm legitimately 5'8", lie and say I'm 5'10" or more, very good looking, extremely antisocial, and refuse to fuck girls taller than myself.

And no girl has ever loved me cuz girls don't love guys, their in love with them.

And nobody who's actually 5'8" needs to make it a joke. Actual 5'8" isn't manlet, fucking Tom Hardy is 5'8". It's most girl's ideal height (maybe legit 5'10" is more, but who the fuck can tell a couple of inches?)- except really short ones which is the kind I like..

But fuck them...

>>721778251
Story

>>721773168
biology :(

no clear reason, i can barely even draw up the motivation to answer this
basically i'm a worthless sack of shit with nothing to offer to the world and everyone would be much better off if i was just dead.

>>721773168
Because I have anxiety issues, so I worry about everything and everyone and I'm always stressed out and I can't get anything done when I'm like that. Should prepare for a dead easy test just to get into uni, but it's hard to breathe and I'm stressed out about everything that could go wrong, so I'm very tempted to just not go and retake the test in the end of April. Even though I could pass it now and be done with it, instead of leaving it to my final chance. Stuff like that has killed my social skills, I'm dead convinced nobody likes me or thinks I'm weird, I'm way too self-conscious and I also realize that people probably don't care about what I do at all, but this thought doesn't set me free at all. And I'm shit with girls too. So yeah.

And I miss my dead sister.

>>721778096
I simply said that environmental factors can cause depression. I have no clue what you're talking about because no one mentioned general sadness.

Overweight.
Unemployed.
No friends.
No woman for 10 years.
Inner troll does nothing but tell me what a huge loser I am. All day long. Never shuts up.

I'm gonna go have a hiking accident soon.

>>721778368
You have issues.

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>>721774081
>Because she left me
Get over it, she is just a woman. Plenty more like her and better than her.

>>721774409
>Great ideas trapped in my head unable to make them into reality that are slowly driving me insane
The best place to start is at the beginning and one idea at a time.

>>721774484
>I hate my job
Find another.

>my wife is a fucking bitch
Tell her how she makes you feel.

>my dog died
Tears wont bring Fido back

>I'm an alcoholic
Join a group

>I'm sexually attracted to our 14 year old daughter
Get help

>my car got stolen
Buy another one you rich motherfucker

>>721778505
this made me laugh

>inner troll
>hiking accident

>>721778520
I know. I'm a total sperg. And I used their when I should've used they're-

>>721774754
I fell you. Emotions are like a disease. I lived happily everyday minding my own business until they infected me with that shit.... Now I feel like shit lol

>>721773168
I wasn't given right directions in life and study subjects. Decided to change subject (while remaining in the same field) too late, now am late compared to my peers who are successful. I will finish my masters degree in physics with mediocre gpa and won't be able to do anything meaningful or even remotely related to what I like.

>>721778368
dude you need to see a psychologist or some shit like that (I don't really trust them but you may just give it a try)
Also, my gf is taller than me and I'm 5'7, no problem with that, you need more confidence. Show yourself you're capable of getting shit done.

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I just hate being alive.

>>721778539
>im attracted to our 14 year old daughter
>get help

>hello mrs psychologist. I secretly want to bang my underage daughter and make babies with her help me pls while not calling child protective services

LOL

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I'm not depressed anymore, feelsgoodman.jpg

>>721773168
Because I feel like everything I do can never make me happy when I know that the universe doesn't care.

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>>721778654
And girl's don't love me...

>>721773168

Every morning I have to get up at a time I don't like so I can do stuff in the bathroom I don't like so I can go to my school that I don't like using transportation that I don't like so I can one day get a job I don't like so I can get a car I don't like so I can get to a job I don't like.

>>721778079
honestly dude it's just the plastic surgery part I find offputting. I kinda doubt you could be *that* ugly, and a lot of people actually look worse after surgery
>>721778094
I am average looking but I'm tall and reasonably fit so it balances out. I never said I don't have standards, I'm just saying I know better than to punch above my weight

>>721775991
Lel I`m like 9/10 but an autistic fucknugget. So no girls for me...
Working jobs to get through Uni isn`t that bad imo. It actually gives me good feels because I know that I work and fight for what so many people I know take for granted.

>>721775128
don't do that anon! psychosis isn't even a diagnosis! it's a symptom!
if you're still experiencing it talk to your doctor - they can change up your meds

what psychosis do you experience?

>>721778712
I don't have a confidence problem at all. I've never felt short... I do just fine with women.

I think you're replying to someone else-

>>721774987
Is she gonna get 50% of everything you own and child support?

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You people simply need to internalize the fact that 90% of humans are having it worse off than you.

>>721778912
i dont hallucinate or anything but my thoughts are unclear i feel like the world is a game/movie. i feel like this is the first time im seeing the world and i dont understand it. i cant understand language in depth anymore they told me it was psychosis

>>721778904
>9/10
Sure bro

>>721778505
>Overweight.
Eat less or exercise more. Pick one.

>Unemployed.
Find work even if its making sandwiches at subway.

>No friends.
Bring something to the table apart from your misery. Find a hobby, talk passionoately about it.

>No woman for 10 years.
Clean yourself up, dress better, be interesting.

>Inner troll does nothing but tell me what a huge loser I am. All day long. Never shuts up.
The same way you put yourself down is the same way you can lift yourself up.

>I'm gonna go have a hiking accident soon.
Death is easy, living is hard. We're all going to die one day so why rush it.

>>721778998
bitch i dont care about some random street dweller in india. my life matters more

>>721779218
Well, thas not very nice-

>>721779218
And that's precisely the problem with you.

>>721779260
nope it's better to care for yourself than some random guy on the other side of world

>>721779082
Don`t have to believe me. Just wanted to show the opposite. I get complimented a lot and people say "Hey that girl seems to fancy you, go for her" and similar every now and then, but I am too fucking autistic to even think about approaching them.
I literally once spaghetti`d when I ahd a drunk girl IN my fucking apartment so hard that she felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to sleep the furthest away from me as possible. She couldn`t leave anymore because no trains. Next day she ran for it and deleted my social contact data. It`s so pathetic it is actually funny again.

>>721778964
No luckily not. We signed a prenuptial agreement before we got married that stops that.

>>721779059
ah ok.
did anything bring it on in the first place?

>>721779318
and how exactly is that a problem

pro tip its not

>>721779405
dad might have schizophrenia
other thing that might of caused it was depression and or stress

>>721778539
No issue is not the beginning. I know where to start. The concentration resources and energy is not... there being used by bullshit in my life that i can not shake off... Well i could if i had $300k lawyers are not cheap.

>>721778611
Enjoy.

>>721779097
Thanks for the kind words. Some of the advice isn't applicable but some probably is right on the money.

>>721779414
Complete empathy is not a good thing, regardless of how edgy the location of this discussion is.

>>721773168
Because I miss my ex, and she was much better than my current gf.
Ex is now pregnant with someone older guys kid, and my gf is now pregnant with.mine. fucked up timing.

>>721779626
Oh man burn that bridge down forever.

Trust me. Let go.

>>721778685
>I wasn't given right directions in life
When you become an adult you have the ability to make your own decisions.

>now am late compared to my peers
Everyone's journey is their own

>>721778784
>Because I feel like everything I do can never make me happy when I know that the universe doesn't care.
Stop living your life based on what other people think of you. People will always have opinions regardless of what you do.

>>721778822
>Every morning I have to get up at a time I don't like..
Decide what you want to do and do it the way you want, If you can feed and shelter yourself then you dont have to go through the system.

>>721779707
I don't have much of a choice, now.

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>>721778206
You'd really would like thatt, magrinining your extremel poor attempts of antaganiztizing word causing proor, weekingling nubs to cry due to you somehow superior highgroundmm and percieved strenght.all in order to illicit a reaction that you might find lulzy.

Do your momy and dady know that your on here child?

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>>721779082
Kek- being goodlooking and a sperglord is far worse when it comes to 'the ladies' than being ugly and affable-

This is girls we're talking about- real, actual girls, not fake internet ones who 'love cock' and go after some old homo's dream twink-

Me- I can fool girls for a few months. Than they start to see me for me. Then they run... Oh how they run...

I don;t understand these guy who say they want a girl to love them. Either God loves you or you gotta love yourself (if No God for You).

Women'll give of themselves in love, wanting them to love you is a turn off to them.

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I wanna be fit but don't know how to motivate myself nor where to start.

>>721773168
Well, honestly I have a lot less to complain about than most people. I still feel depressed and lonely though. I've struggled with depression off and on since I was 9, when my father passed away. His side of the family went crazy, took everything, family was bankrupt, court ordered therapy that I wasn't too fond of, but was still privileged enough to receive. 6 years later my friend mixed drugs and died. 2 years after that my other friend died in Afghanistan. Mom met an abusive guy got married later divorced. I've been in and out of relationships, I miss my ex, I fuck up all the time. I lack self discipline, motivation, and focus. I'm socially awkward and struggle talking to new people or meeting new people. Used to be in shape but in the last two years I've lost most of my muscle mass. I feel like a dirt bag often. I should probably try to turn my life around.

because i saw how trevor philips got fucked
https://youtu.be/krKukjZbk6M

>>721779883
well, not worshipping filthy niggers would be a start

>>721779504
Time Management. in the same way you divert time to playing games, watching tv or wasting time on 4chan you should be able to set aside time to pursue your dreams.

Anything else is procrastination and people procrastinate when the effort to complete a task is more than the will to start it or when you have a task so large and complex you do not know how to break it down.

>>721773168
A variety of reasons
I'm slowly realizing that most of my fucked uppedness is from shit my parents did to me when I was younger
Plus I've got a shitload of health problems, ptsd with crazy intrusive thoughts (might be paired with OCD), I'm falling behind on bills, I can't make new friends, never had a gf or gotten laid, and I'm too big a pussy to blow my brains out

Like I had a shotgun in my mouth but couldn't make myself pull the trigger

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>>721779866
I'm a good looking robot too.

The prettiest girl I've ever seen added me on normie book, and started chatting me up, calling me cute and what not.

Few days later
>You're a creep, don't talk to me anymore
>pic related

>>721779718
>When you become an adult you have the ability to make your own decisions.
I don't think you realize how important a persons formative years are. Childhood is everything, and if that child isn't given the tools to be a functioning well adjusted member of society, then that child has literally no chance at any quality of life.
You don't just turn 18 and suddenly know how to cope with everything.

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Hi, I am just passing by.
Now depression is not a state of mind that is unreachable or nonphysical.
Depression is your behavior. Every time you tell yourself you are depressed, you will stay depressed. Every time you "sigh", "moan" etc.. You keep staying depressed. One day because of a certain situation you started to slightly change your behavior. Without being aware you started repeating "negative" patterns and as you grew awareness you came to the conclusion that you had depression. What most people fail to see is that we are behaving depressed. And we are not bound to it as a disease. Gradually, maybe even with antidepressants, guidance through professionals etc.. you will be able to start changing the patterns of depression and simply, and I say SIMPLY walk out of it. As you are lost in a maze. As you get clues and guidelines about where to walk you will manage to find the path to the light again. ALL you need to do, is to start walking while listening.

This might seem like a motivational speech. Cliche as fuck and all that but it is the ONLY thing that will change your life.

Don't do the mistake of digging into the reasons you feel like you feel. Your emotions are also behavior that will change accordingly to your actions.

Good luck to all of you acting so depressed. I made it this way and I stopped my medication, got myself a job and now I am behaving reasonable every day. When I slip out I know that I simply have to GO back to where I started and change the route.

Best regards, Anonorway

>>721775128
Meat 17 is the best!

>>721774286
I feel you so much

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>>721780042
Fine

throat cancer

>>721780056
Time management... Ha! If you suck at giving advice and you have bad intuition then don't bother.

>>721773168
It's snowing here and I'm currently sitting in a cornfield

>>721780200
/thread

>>721779097
>>721779556
>>Overweight.
>Eat less or exercise more. Pick one.
Or both, thats what i did. But dont ever work out on a hungry stomach

>>721773168
Haven't had a gf in 7 years. I got a nice job, no debt, own apartment, but... None of it can fill the void.

>>721780284
Just clear your chakras and pray to source, you'll be fine anon.

>>721780395
Why?
Ugly? Small dick? Ultramanlet? Asperger's?

Terrified of social interaction but crushingly lonely at the same time

That bicth left me even I loved her!

>>721779883
>I wanna be fit but don't know how to motivate myself nor where to start.

Start by learning discipline because that is the foundation everything else depends on. i.e. stop eating junk, if you can achieve this then you have the discipline to maintain a diet. If you can diet you can maintain attending a gym regularly. If you can maintain attending a gym you can achieve the body you want.

>>721774484
Not sure if you're still here but you should definitely get another dog. Watching this helped me when my guinea pigs died, it might help you as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rm0qYRWQpZI

>>721773168
>My family is falling apart
>Gf moved far away
>Memory loss
>Anxiety
>Lack of emotions
>Lack of passion

>>721773168
>Go out with uni society
>Meet Norwegian Girl
>Hit it off well, but I don't really commit all that much
>Get drunk more, start dancing and singing
>She starts dancing as well, even though she's less drunk than me
>Go to mcdonalds with her and others
>She has a bit of my mcflurry, because cheat day
>Laughing whole time, talking a litle but I didn't know anybody else there so I'm talking to other people
>She gets up to get the bus, because she lives the other side of town from me
>As she gets up, gently pats me on the back twice

I'm shit at flirting, have no Idea how I did. I'm depressed since I think I did shit.

>>721780480
Ugly'ish, social anxiety, I guess not interesting.
Manlet...Nah, just about average. Not an aspie either.

>>721779059
Sounds a lot like disassociative disorder or something similar. I'd recommend looking it up. Also have you seen a doctor or therapist?

>>721780614
I've been eating a lot more protein heavy foods, and added an extra meal in between.
Replaced sodas with protein milk and water, and refrain from using oil or sugar.

But it's hard not to slip up.

>>721775429
What made you marry the cunt in the first place?

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>>721780154
Yeah, I know that game. I wouldn't even last on Facebook for a day...

I hate society for the most part, finding it abusive and cruel. This is usually what pushes them away, or rather I love them and they're unto society and society surges back thru them to me and I start avoiding them- if that makes sense.

It's not really an issue to me but I hate seeing guys suffer over this. I really think it's a fallacy that women love men. They're attracted to a man, loves the way a man makes them feel and will let that guy love them and they'll be someone you really wanna love. But I've never know a woman that wants to love you in physical and emotional ways.

They have a different way of appreciating you. They're there for you, they don't tend t you-

I don't know how to splain it.

They're fucking beautiful tho. It drives me insane. I love it-

>>721779893
>I should probably try to turn my life around
It was all about the start for me. It takes A LOT time and effort turning your life around, don`t get a wrong impression, but it is all you have left.

My life went similarly to yours (less death though) and I was severly depressed for about 2 years, a couple of months of that heavily suicidal/self-harming and one day I almost did it (nearly jumped a building, but was too drunk to climb the fence). That was September 2015. Depression started around a year before that.

It took me 1 year of breaking myself completely down in depression to realize I need to start building myself up differently now. Step by step I did it. Started forcing myself into social events and hell oh hell did I fuck up often. Forced myself into dating. Fuck me I did EMBARRASSING shit....
Stopping the alcohol abuse. And changing places for a fresh start.
However, I couldn`t get out of depression. That was March 2016.

So I searched solutions for my financial struggles and finally got a nice job. Then I traded my shithole of a flat in the ghetto for something nice at a park (same city). I also started doing sports and searched for new hobbies and interests. June 2016 and still feeling like shit.

Reached out for therapy. Engaged even more socially again. Went to a fuckton of different docs to get my physical symptoms and conditions checked out/fixed. Novembre 2016 and still depressed.

Started medicating. And oh wonder it works. 3 weeks in and I start to see effects. In the end all that shit fucked my brain up so much and it all comes down to chemicals. We are but biochemistry after all.

Although, I do think the whole journey was necessary. Just taking the pils and having nothing else wouldn't have done it.
As of now I still am amidst that journy actually. I applied for a different master`s at my Uni (after that long long break form academia) and still try to figure out what I want in life and in future. But I feel better than ever.

>>721780779
She patted you? Physical contact? You are riding the train into her pussy.

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>>721773168
i dont even have a legitimate reason honestly i just expected life to be better then this also as a child i imagined i will be greater then what i am.
sad part is i got used to it. nothing changed but few years ago i stopped feeling that mental pain now i just feel dead inside.
this kinda mindset makes me really tiered and i just dont have any abscissions or actual goals in life basically im lost in my own head.
i dont have any willpower to live but at the same time i dont have the balls to kill myself.
is this a common thing /b/?

Test

>>721780919
Yeah, softly enough that it felt good not so hard she was whacking me. I think we hit it off well, I think I'm gonna proper flirt next time I see her.

>>721780958
It is normal, go see a psychiatrist, the SNRI fun will begin, colors will be vivid, all you gotta do is pick up a hobby or two, and you will fix yourself.

>>721780356
>▶
I am not sure what you mean by /thread

>>721780817
yea seeing one tomorrow but they seem to be more interested in my family life than my symptoms

>>721780175
>I don't think you realize how important a persons formative years are. Childhood is everything

You need to take responsibility for your life now and stop blaming others. Parents raise the kids the best they can and no, not every parent gets it right. You are not a child, so stop acting like one.

>>721781176
Yeah I fucking hate it when they ballet around the issues for a while.

>>721781059
Yep, don't be depressed, she might just be into you. Today she eats the Mcflurry, tomorrow she eats the CumSlurry.

>>721774081
Same

>>721779059
Sounds like derealiszation/depersonalization or DID, research these

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>>721781363
Big Mac would have worked better.

>>721781099
the reason why i dont go to psychiatrist is because i feel like im just gonna be a special snowflake. like i said nothing particularity traumatic or bad happened to me i just think im a lot sadder compered to other people or i just cant cope with it like others.
also i do have a hobby thats basically the only passion in my life

>>721781208
I'm glad you have the luxury of assuming that every parent tries their best. That is, of course, complete nonsense. I was raised by abusers who absolutely decimated any chance I have of ever trusting another human being. So no, I'm not going to stop blaming others.

>>721781208
This. My parents fucked up at a couple of points and at ohter ones they did a decent job.
Didn`t stop me from re-evaluating everything I knew and dismiss useless shit, learn new stuff or improve what I already have. I continue this forever and boom. Profit. YOu ahve your whole life to do that goddamnit.

constant feeling of isolation even though im around people, the feeling that i seem to fall pretty low on peoples list of priorities. Feeling used, ignored, blamed for others problems. A constant struggle between wanting to pack my bag and start walking and wanting to be with the one person who seems to stick it out with me despite the fact it feels like our paths are incompatible. Feeling detached, unable to control anything that happens in my life, feeling stuck.

>>721780200
This is triggering me so hard right now. 10/10 baitu.

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>>721773168
>passed an exam that I was sure i had failed
>spend the last few days with an old friend and had an awesome time
>still feel like utter shit today
I wish i knew mate

>>721774484
fuck her or else you're gonna die knowing you missed out on fucking some fresh cunt.

>>721781577
Then you will feel like this forever and die a shitty lonely death well knowing that if you just stopped blaming others your life wouldn`t have been like this. Great choice mate. Good luck. Fucking retard.

>>721773168
I feel like I've wasted all of my life and now there's no chance to get it back

>>721781649
I really am glad you managed to move on, but some people are pathologically unable to do that.

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>>721781565

>>721781208
Not true
Some parents are pieces of shit

What you're saying is equivalent to "man up and it will undo the child abuse"

because she left me

>>721781363
First time I met her and everybody there, and she seemed to show interest. Gonna grab by the pussy next time I meet her I guess, she's hot af.

>>721781739
It's not a choice. And honestly, fuck everyone. Dying alone is a privilege I will peacefully live with.

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>23
>no friends
>no gf
>virgin

wat do?

>>721781176
Your symptoms are just symptoms. They suck but delving on them doesn't help anything in my experience. Hope you're able to open up man. Its the way forward

>>721781739
Spoken like a child abuser

>>721781880
Yeah this. Why do people think you can just "move on"? Some people don't have the capacity to do that. Emotional coping skills are learned and if nobody cared to teach them to you, then you are fucked.

>>721781565
Yes, but this fit his story.

>>721781681
why do you feel triggered?

>>721781962
i remember talking to a guy yesterday who was exactly this.

new school, only made friends with girl I liked a lot, she ended up blocking me due to a stupid misunderstanding and now I just sit browsing 4chan posting pepes with my right hand whilst clasping my dick with the left

>>721775429
I don't understand this normalfaggotry, why don't you leave the bitch.
If you made a deal like she gets the house, car, dog, kid if you get a divorce its your own fault and you deserve everything.

>>721781962
Buy a hooker and then kill yourself

>>721781880
Nope he`s not saying that.
If you got abused you can take responsibility for "fixing" that. Go see a therapist or multiple ones, several other doctors, confront your family, try everything in your might .No matter how hard it is and I believe it to be astronomically hard, only YOU YOURSELF have the key to cope with it and move on. And blaming others for your whole life and not trying to get on, will not help you.

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>>721773168
I live in an age where pic related is not considered fiction

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Because the love of my life died on Christmas in 2015 of a heroin overdose. We were trying to quit; only using once every 2 weeks or so instead of every day like we used to. We realized heroin was causing us too many arguments and relationship problems so we wanted to quit. Plus, the effects it had on us psychologically...

Needless to say, 2016 was a heroin-fueled nightmare. I no longer wanted to quit using because my motivation to quit died with her.

I'm currently tapering down little by little in order to be able to stop without getting horrible withdrawals. It's a bit difficult to control my usage though. I ran out of suboxone so that route is no longer an option.

>>721782176
people like this exist?

>>721782022
Good that I have no children then I guess

>>721782298
Yeah, he was a pajeet doing a masters at my uni. Extremely beta. He was drunk and telling me about, even 18 year old virgin me gave him some advice.

>>721781962
Strip club then prostitutes-

>>721782269
You're so edgy and different. Fucking faggot.

I'm 56 min away from a deadline and I have to finish about a fifth of my report plus rereading/rewriting.
Instead I'm getting distracted by /b/.

>>721781962
Do this>>721782408
Because why the fuck not?

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high school drop out dont know what to do with my life thats about it not all bad ig

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>>721782287
>Electric Wizard
>dragon chaser

Was there ever any doubt?

>>721781577
>>721781577
Decide to make better for yourself or stay wallowing in self pity. Either way the world is going to keep on spinning with or without you.

Sorry you were abused but the realty is so have millions of others, you are not a special snowflake and pain is not a competition.

>>721782614
See that? It`s a reality check FOR FREE

>>721782416
Yeah enjoy your Sharia within 100 years. Then call me an edgy faggot.

>>721779375
If you're planning it, and she truely is a bitch. Don't expect to just be allowed to leave. She may very well do the lil things to make it 100x harder/difficult/stressful. She may also try to break you down in the process. Im not trying to discourage, just warnig that shes gunna be furious abt that agreement i place and will try find ways around it. Prepare for it.

Are you guys enjoyin the pictures