How many of you are depressed?

I am.

File: 15713266_1222677691144533_113643270_n.jpg (50KB, 600x800px) Image search: [Google]

50KB, 600x800px

Am not a basement dweller.

>>721614448
I know I am.

File: b902b120a1e70fb5292d72e0749826d2.gif (1MB, 480x432px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 480x432px

I think I was, but then I went full circle past depressed and am now in a perpetual state of whatever.

>>721615302
A state of whatever sounds like depression.

I work 2 jobs. Everyday struggle

File: 1485634036598.gif (140KB, 379x440px) Image search: [Google]

140KB, 379x440px

>>721615479
I dunno. I'm not sad or anything. I'd much prefer being alive even if it isn't particularly interesting.

Been so for over 10 years. Seen docs, done meds both prescribed and not, tried moving, pretty much everything under the sun. Come pretty close to suicide several times, to the point of standing over the top of a building.

Extreme social anxiety, haven't talked to family or friends in years, just work from home just living a blah life

>>721615690
Yep that's depression. People seam to mistake it for being sad for some reason. It's more like a numbness and no motivation.

>>721614448
i feel like I'm depressed but I'm to much in a constant state of wonder to kill my self. i love learning to much about the world and science to want to leave this place.

What does this word "depressed" mean?..

>>721614448
I am. I'm trying to overcome it but it's like a vicious circle of shit.

File: gift_on_nothing.jpg (95KB, 900x1200px) Image search: [Google]

95KB, 900x1200px

yup. and i find myself recursively searching for new shit and altered states of mind to change it. but it's always there looming.

>>721614448
this is me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x95XVqu8ZYk

>>721615769
What work do you do?

>>721615122

Not depressed?
Effective self medication is obvious...

This is a very confrontational, peremptory thread.

>>721615940
Love learning

Despise the masses of arrogant self righteous, self serving pricks.

The world is shit.

File: 145491591614541.png (300KB, 880x1200px) Image search: [Google]

300KB, 880x1200px

I don't have the motivation to do anything.

I've never suffered from REAL depression.. just chronic fucking boredom! I like a pretty shit existence..23.. parents basement.. no girlfriend..Shit friends I'm in the process of getting rid of. Currently waiting till June for seasonal firefighter job to start.. Then plan on getting CDL and go OTR trucking. Can make good money and no bills! But seriously I fucking hate being bored with nothing to do. Need to be more creative. Simple tip.. Find things you want and go get them!!! Life is a fucking game.

>>721614448
I used to feel pretty shitty. I had 10 teeth pulled though and I feel a lot better.

File: 1473807469073.jpg (61KB, 940x520px) Image search: [Google]

61KB, 940x520px

>>721614448
My doc said I had the first stages of depression but I tried my best to hide it. Everyone thinks I'm a happy guy but I usually drink myself to sleep every other day by myself.

Though it's not too bad, you just gotta take the good with the bad etc.

>>721615690
That's kind of how my depression crept back up on me, eventually it just sort of consumed my daily life again, but hopefully this sort of cycle doesn't happen to you, having suicidal thoughts and not having the balls to go through sucks.

>>721616389
Is that a good thing?

File: alex_nicha.jpg (129KB, 500x376px) Image search: [Google]

129KB, 500x376px

>>721617478
Do you have any before and after pics?

>>721614448
I work, get exercise and don't jerk off and rarely eat meat therefore depression is no longer a problem for me.

>>721614448
I am for sure, Thinking about doing a murder suicide

>>721616618
Are you not arrogant and self serving? And prickly?

>>721617503
You n me

>>721617783
Terrorism? Do you have a "cause" that you can use?

me.
i'm pretty much the same as this guy >>721615769

>>721616618
yea honestly learning is one of the main things keeping me here. I love the world, i can't get enough of it. i love experiencing life. but hate the humans that destroyed it. it gets me so upset. i know that sounds edgy as fuck. but i hope to help fix some of the world before i die.

>>721617906
How is it terrorism, im killing someone then taking the easy way out instead of prison.

>>721616383
Web design

>>721618045
What would fixing it look like? Fix what parts? Control other people's behavior?

>>721617778
Wisdom! Especially not jacking it. Too bad others don't realize.

>>721615769
Maybe you should start drinking again. I've tried to quite loads of times and now I've decided I'll just get drunk at the end of each month. Fuck it. Gotta break the monotony somehow.

>>721618146
I'm asking if you want to be a terrorist. You can murder people and kill yourself at the same. Murder suicide.

>>721618355
Sure lol
but i want to kill one person in specific so that would have to happen before anything.

>>721614448
I'm fucking nightmarishly depressed and have been for a long time. I'm 35 now and it only gets worse.

all of us

File: 1483383539602.jpg (43KB, 452x710px) Image search: [Google]

43KB, 452x710px

I'll admit I haven't been the same since I came back but who is? You don't really have any applicable skills to most jobs so you end up miserable and homeless most the time.

I consider myself lucky though. I saw a few guys down at the VFW who really got fucked up. At least I have a roof above my head.

>>721617783
if your legit, come to canada and try to take out trudeau. you can save the world, do it faggot!

meeeeeeee. it's treated though. fucking concussions man

>>721615769
I can relate except I'm to awkward to ask for help from a doctor or therapist.

>>721618686
Came back from where?

>>721618724
I am in canada, so set it up and ill do it faggot

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=I3yvFmi_q1M

Once a week I listen to this. Sometimes if its a bad week I get my gun put it to my head and pull the trigger a few times. Empty of course. Just wanna practice you know, get used to the sensation. In case a really bad week goes down.

>>721618724
He should take out Trump instead.

>>721618724
You dont think monsters live in our country?

File: 1475924352508.gif (170KB, 640x480px) Image search: [Google]

170KB, 640x480px

>>721618811
A place where you have to put pantyhose on your cars intake filter.

I want to die. Might an hero soon.

File: 1484415546939.gif (414KB, 480x287px) Image search: [Google]

414KB, 480x287px

>>721618960
Cry more cuck.

>>721618960
this

>>721614448
your mom is

>>721618960
I can only do one per life, sorry

File: 5.jpg (103KB, 510x380px) Image search: [Google]

103KB, 510x380px

>>721614448

>>721617657
I've got some X-rays but they aren't that good.

I've got one of a pile of my teeth on a tray but it will take a minute to find them

>>721618960
newfag detected

>>721619158
Fuck...
show your teeth, that sounds bad

File: rs-127627-20131213-nirvana3-x1800-1386957571.jpg (74KB, 660x471px) Image search: [Google]

74KB, 660x471px

>>721614448
"I miss the comfort in being sad" -kirko bangz

I don't get depressed like when I was in high school anymore and I miss it. Anybody else understand my feel?

>>721614448
Suicidal thoughts creep up on me at least 3 or 4 times a day on a good day. Bad days I sit in bed in constant suicidal mode. Last week I spent almost 5 straight days in bed.

>>721619315
Sort of. I've been really numb lately and I miss five months ago when I was actually still feeling stuff after a breakup. I think I'm in the numb depression phase of grief from it. Hard to decide which is worse really.

I've transcended depression.

I've completely given up.

I do my job at work with the minimum amount of effort.
I drive to Rally's and get some burgers and fries, eat them in my bed while I watch Gordan Ramsay on youtube, then I go to sleep for 12 + hours until I have to go to work again.

I haven't showered in 35 days

File: 1482101395459.gif (510KB, 700x827px) Image search: [Google]

510KB, 700x827px

Is there a link between certain languages and depression? Or certain languages and being in a good mood?
I'm wondering if I can change my life partly by learning a new language. I'd like to be like one of those happy island people and be lively. If like to be touching people and getting touched a lot, just tons of affection and mirth

>>721618146
>not wanting to chill in prison
Just read books n shit

File: IMG_0233.jpg (1MB, 3264x2448px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 3264x2448px

>>721619314
They're super bad. They got all the ones that can't be fixed and are gonna make me a fake set on the 14th

>>721619491
You gotta do something man, if you keep thinking about killing your self you'll eventually do it, you already sound emotionally dead inside. I feel like shit, I got a lot of shit I need to deal with that could effect my life permanently and I'm currently puking my guts out, can't even hold down water but I'm still planning on going to the gym tomorrow. You can do it easily.

I was, got stressed out on the first year of taking mechanical engineering.

File: 654.jpg (147KB, 1200x882px) Image search: [Google]

147KB, 1200x882px

>>721614448
I wouldn't say i'm depressed. I think I was for a long time but I can't say for sure. I was never diagnosed. I remember constantly feeling like shit, every day, non-stop. Didn't even leave my house for 2 weeks straight a few months ago.

I think that was the the point where I stopped being depressed. After not having contacted anyone for 2 weeks straight, looking at my phone and realizing I had no missed calls or text messages, no facebook messages, nothing, I realized that there was not a single human soul that cared about me. Of the entire time in my life I'd not made one bond with someone; I'd not imprinted on someone enough for them to think "I wonder where anon is"

At that point I truly realized that I didn't matter. My life doesn't matter. I don't matter to anyone at all, and it was at that point that I stopped mattering to myself.

So I don't really know if I'm depressed or not. I don't feel anything. Every once in a while I'll think of something that makes me angry, but the anger quickly fades away with the knowledge that my anger doesn't matter. "Why should I care?" I think to myself.

I feel nothing. I mean nothing, except perhaps fear. I'm afraid every time I go to sleep, because I know I'll have to wake up from a very pleasant dream into a very unpleasant nightmare.

>>721619691
Why did you have to get so many teeth pulled?

File: 1480285937737.png (316KB, 462x508px) Image search: [Google]

316KB, 462x508px

>>721617816
I wish thee luck Anon.

Might be considering my lack of motivation and the way I quited my recent jobs.

>>721619824
I was homeless from 14-19 or 20. I had really bad hygiene habits and it ruined my teeth.

>>721618229
well i guess i meant fixing as in like repairing and restoring the nature. Cleaning up the garbage. Im going to school to study the environment and here iv been learning the research the professors and scientist have been doing around the area. Sometimes they are successful in getting funding to restore different areas. at least thats the goal anyway.

>>721619691
Wow, I have like 6 that need removing and 4 root canals on 4 different teeth along with fillings, thats alot of fuckin money...

Do all of you HONESTLY.... *honestly* believe that "depression* is real? Or is it just an excuse for laziness?

Wish I hadn't been born honestly, too afraid to take myself out now

>>721619963
>thats alot of fuckin money

I've got state insurance so it's free. Although it's the cheapest treatments possible and students doing the work. I'm not complaining though.

File: feels.png (225KB, 2400x2400px) Image search: [Google]

225KB, 2400x2400px

I was already depressed. After Sunday it just went to a new level though.

>>721620056
Nothing wrong with being lazy. It's a pretty natural thing.

>>721620056
It's real enough as far as chemicals in the brain go. The problem is that anyone can just say they are depressed even when they are just sad.

>>721614448
That dog is everything
https://youtu.be/Ga--NtA7jV4

>>721620056
I think it's a symptom of a culture having things too easy for too long and we need another war to give us all some perspective.

>>721619729
I have no motivation or ambition. My eating is all fucked up, I'm eating 1/3 of what I use to, I'm just now eating twice a day again. Its hard, I push through each day as best I can but with no motivation to keep going its hard. Friends is all I have right now and they're keeping me here.

>>721620056

*scientologist detected*

Very real, my ex gf had it, shit sucks

I would say I feel more empty disconnected from others or indifferent, kind of an asshole because I don't care as much so I'm a dick. That makes me kind if sad but in a weird way I kind of like the feeling sad somewhat.

>>721619004
so a sandy piece of shit country?

>>721620085
For me i gotta pay most out of pocket its like $10,000 in work that i need not including fakes that i need to replace the real deal, my dentist thought i was putting coke/meth on my teeth and gums it was that bad, it just bad hygiene like yourself, thought about taking the cowards way out dozens of times (Im really young if thats relevant)

File: 1411950633886.png (69KB, 326x367px) Image search: [Google]

69KB, 326x367px

Pretty depressed here

First year in medical school, always the funny one in the group, make everyone laugh, talk to girls whatever have fun on the outside... Should be happy, should have no problems, especially knowing I'll make $200-500k/year in 7 years but I just am... The work load is insane and I get no time to do things I like... Its an impossible amount of work, and it drains you... You start neglecting your friends, the gym, family, and at the end you feel like you have nothing and no one...

>>721620266
Why do vets have depression then?

>>721620256
This bitch has a reptile sexual complex...

Godzilla killed her family and now she has a fetish for mini Dragons

>>721620495
They didn't used to. Never heard of that with WW2 vets. Maybe it's partially the feminization of western culture and that vets get treated like shit in modern times when they come back. Also the wars that they have fought in seam to have less of a purpose.

>>721620466
I know exactly how you feel man. Don't kill yourself though man. Look into medicaid if you're in the states

>>721620644
sorry about your micropenis.

>>721620379
Yeah I'll give you 3 guesses as to which one.
I'll give you a hint.
>RELIGION OF PEACE!

>>721619315
Yeah that's a great song and a great line, one of my favorites. Perfectly expressed with the music

>>721620644
"vets get treated like shit in modern times when they come back. Also the wars that they have fought in seam to have less of a purpose." Shouldnt this make them tougher cause its another challenge?

I'm frustrated with myself. every day frustrates me. I don't go to bed because I'm tired, but because I give up on the day.

File: IMG_1167.jpg (190KB, 750x1334px) Image search: [Google]

190KB, 750x1334px

I think so OP. I want to go study in Paris for college I hate living in Texas I don't think mommy and daddy will support me though. My dad makes over 200k and my mom makes 100k a year. I'm pretty sure I'll have to take out loans cause they said the college I want to go to is expensive so I said fuck them I wanna chase my dreams even if it means I gotta pay that shit from scratch

>>721620648
Im in canada where the healthcare is semi free so thats out ill have to use insurance and financing to my advantage, Thanks for the kind words too but ill be good, Living in this misery is sure as hell better than dying in it. thats what i live by

>>721620758
Hmmm you said you were fucked up from being stationed there so you were probably in some of the worse countries (NOT UAE, Saudi...)

Iraq?
Palestine?
Egypt?

>>721620968
You shouldn't let yourself live like that. Also bad teeth can really damage your health. Some people even die from it.

>>721620965
Are you trolling?
>hurr durr mommy and daddy won't pay for me to go to Paris for no reason

>>721621016
>4wk
>3wk
>0wk

A little bit of this little bit of that. Not everyone comes back a hero.

>>721621156
Ah ok
Branch?

>>721621214
I was around more infantry than armor and I always had someone to yell at me.

i procrastinate to the point where there is so much i cant do anything, its really depressing.
so many of my family members have died recently too, makes it even worse.

>>721620481
Man maybe it's because you and I both know being a doctor isn't all it's made out to be. I was premed bioeng at a top school, graduated and went into data science instead. Still make a lot of money. Way way better quality of life. Fuck med school

>>721621313
say no more
age?

>>721614448
its been about 4 years but its felt like a decade
but i have a plan the reason doesnt matter but it has nothing to do with women just life choices i made that really fucked me and theres no recovering
i currently have 6000 in the band and am using the money to have a great month
going on a cruise in a few weeks and am gonna go across the country and budget myself out decently to make a month of fun
then im going to go north somewhere in the woods drink a bottle of whiskey and sleeping pills and hang myself
at least ill enjoy myself before i end it

>>721620965
fag

>>721620925
this is basically me

>>721621080
What can I do? i dont have $10k just lying around fuck i dont even have $1000, neither do my parents, im fucked i guess, what can i do?

>>721620911
Not really. Going to fight in wars where there is no clear purpose and coming back to a culture that has no gratitude for your sacrifice could do it. At least during world war 2 they actually had a clear sense of what they were fighting for and were seen as heroic upon return. It ties into a much bigger picture of an over all cultural decline in the west.

>>721621401
Old enough to rent a car.

>>721621080
Sure im in total constant pain all day everyday, but at the end of the day i remember why im like this and why i cant afford to fix this, I guess i feel like i deserve it

File: 13220253.gif (560KB, 500x260px) Image search: [Google]

560KB, 500x260px

>>721614448
Right now I'm a 13 on the BDI, but some of the questions are skewed by the side effects from my meds. Discounting that I'm like a 7.
If you are interested, it's the first link when you google "depression inventory".
Been considering going unmedicated. Mania makes life a nonstop party and my hands shake like a paint mixer on this shit.

I am, I did it to myself.
I'm an opiate addict (norcos, oxys, percs,) anything that gets you high really.
I started realising what a piece of shit I was to wife and son.
Started weening off them and severe depression started

>>721614448
Not that chick, can't be depressed ya got a big ol' lizard-dog buddy.

>>721615302
apathy is usually the end game. that or becoming an hero. both are equally useful to the individual and those around them.

>>721621531
I agree with the west decling, this place is going to shit. But i think the bigger thing about war & depression, is that alot of the survivors would be the ones that werent getting depressed, and didnt break under the pressure.

>>721622024
Well like I said I've never heard of a WW2 vet with PTSD or depression. Gotta be something to that.

*raises hand

>>721620256
That thing is so cool! What is it and how do I get one?

File: kohina.jpg (27KB, 283x438px) Image search: [Google]

27KB, 283x438px

>>721615302
I wish I could reach this point. Caring has only served to fuck me over for my entire life.

File: image.jpg (45KB, 480x470px) Image search: [Google]

45KB, 480x470px

I am.


Fucking hopeless.

>>721622569
I've found myself caring way less lately and the funny thing is I'm finally starting to feel better because of it. A little numb yes but I think it's just part of maturity to learn to disregard that or those which doesn't warrant any attention or energy from you.

>>721622827
Nice meme :^))

>>721615122
*blue ribbon
id rather stay sober for a week just to get something better

>>721622938
>white womyn

>>721619541
kek this guy gets it

>>721619541
I think I'm aiming to live something like that minus the not showering part. I used to be terrified of death now I'm just kind of patiently waiting for it.

>>721621419
Fuck that just tread on bro

>>721615769
you either shit or get shit on. try cognitive behavior therapy, (lol jk thats the 1st thing a therapistt . will tell u) but try forcing a growth mindset like forcing confidence, it will feel fake as fuck at first, but then you will realize that all the chads are doing the same thing, faking it so bad they even fall for it themselves.
just 2 cents that is starting to help me anon

File: 5ac262eaf9bdfc98544077ea62f973eb.jpg (66KB, 736x1107px) Image search: [Google]

66KB, 736x1107px

>>721622183
I know for a fact they definetly get PTSD, its just in WW2 and before they didnt really reconize it. For example, in WW1 soldiers got PTSD all the time, but generals just assumed it was cowardice, and you could actually be charged and put in jail for it. Mental illnesses only started being taken seriously in the 60-70s.

>>721619810
fuck man

>>721619810
moving out does that man, once you're on your own (ofc previously being loner like all of us) its all on u to make stuff happen

>>721622869
well some people have bubbly af personality disorders and need to mooch off of others to be sane lol

>>721623257
Right that's true I actually remember hearing about that from my grandfather now. Well I can admit when I'm wrong so touche on that one. But I still think the cultural decline via cultural marxism has a lot to do with why so many people seam to be depressed now. And maybe it's being over diagnosed as well and in our soft dumbed down version of what our culture once was everyone is just running to the pills because they have a sense of being entitled to feel good at all times.

>>721617173
Shut the fuck up and get out of this thread you homo

>>721623496
I feel that man, culture is always changing and to say that we were the same 20+ years ago is objectively false

>>721618516
Right there with ya buddy...

>>721618825
I'm in Canada too, don't kill Trudeau he's doing alright.

depression is just a family trait for me. i take lexapro which keeps all the selfdestructive thoughts at bay (most of the time). also keeps me off the streets looking for fights (xanax also probably helps that). so really, i guess i'm doing pretty well now.

>>721622183
It was called shell shock at the time too.

>>721623887
Ill do what i damn well please.

>>721624082
True. It just seams as though it's more prevalent and severe these days and I think it might have something to do with what I was rambling about with the wars having no clear purpose and the lack of gratitude upon return. I mean they really do get treated like shit and even demonized. It didn't used to be that way.

File: PepéTriste.jpg (99KB, 715x800px) Image search: [Google]

99KB, 715x800px

Could anyone send me some kind words? I know you're all just strangers on the Internet, but it still might be nice to hear some for once. I've been depressed for about four years now.

>>721617778
Do you think meat intake plays a significant factor?

>>721625105
fuck off u retarded faggot

>>721617638
Tell me about it.

>>721625105
You're a nigger

>>721625105
(:^) if this doesn't cheer you up I don't know what will (^:)

>>721622827

the void seems to like you

>>721617657
Going to be some sauce

Yeah probably

File: How I feel.jpg (34KB, 620x349px) Image search: [Google]

34KB, 620x349px

>>721614448
I'm not sure if it's depression...
Like I feel so down and I want to die and all that junk but after I feel that way I always laugh saying something like "Lol, what the hell am I sad for? It's nothing really" But that's how I've been dealing with it the whole time.
I've been keeping my feelings all bottled up.
But never cracked if that makes since.

It's all wittgenstein's beetle in the box

File: honey boo-boo infinite.gif (963KB, 500x281px) Image search: [Google]

963KB, 500x281px

>>721614448

>>>721615690
>numbness and no motivation.

rip me

>>721623496
>But I still think the cultural decline via cultural marxism has a lot to do with why so many people seam to be depressed now.
You're a fucking idiot.
Go back to /pol/.

>>721614448
I have been bullied nearly half of my life, I don't have any friends irl, and I pretend that anons are my friends online. I suffer crippling depression and anxiety problems. I leave my house 3 times a month at max. I think about killing myself everyday, but Im too much pussy to do it anyway. I am sorry for my parents that their only child is degenerate brokem fuck that really should die for their sake. I have no job, no interests, no work, no skills. I have already given up and spend my life in bed watching cartoons and youtube. I am never happy, and probabl never was. I sometimes laugh, but I think its habit just like posting emotes. Its a kind of reaction, but nothing deeper to that. I was consulting 2 psychiatrists, and many other docs. I was taking pills and stuff, but nothing helped. I wanted to say that nobody deserves that, but you would probably manage to fight yout fears and problems. Just be thankful to your parents, friends, gfs and other that they are here for you, and thank the maker or whatever you believe in that you are not such a miserable cunt as me. I have already given up, because I do not have and ever had anything to fight for. I do not seek help. Just be thankful to others, and even if your face can't smile, smile with your heart, memories and dreams. Thanks for everyone who dared to read that. I probably haven't totally lost my mind because of you. So y'know, you decide if i'm depressed kek

>>721627890
Go back to plebbit.

File: 1DogBoi.jpg (34KB, 398x500px) Image search: [Google]

34KB, 398x500px

Im getting better, got a job few months ago, started doing push ups and shiet, still have no Gf or money tho /:

>>721614448
me

>>721614448
I was but then i stopped caring at all. Now i live out of spite for other humans.

File: 1449124580082.gif (2MB, 202x152px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 202x152px

>>721625105
On t'aime, but youre one of us forever, you'll never be a normie again.

>>721628333
Just go with it. The wrong gf might just make you backslide into depression. Take your time and good on ya m8.

I was, got help, never been better

>>721628723
waht kind of help, why were you depressed. ?

>>721628900
Peepee vagina

>>721625105
An hero faggot

>>721614448
Clinical Depression hype thread

I have depression but the thought of suicide is terrifying to me. I'd rather live a sad life than no life at all. The hope of turning it all around sustains me

>>721614448

I used to think I was depressed.
Then I lost my job and moved back to live with parents in countryside.

Depression fuckin' disappeared.

A while later I realized why:
1- I was having regular sleep hours and diet
2- I wasn't anymore getting lots of coffee every day
3- I got a little daily manual work
4- I didn't anymore have to sell shit to gullible people
5- I stopped browsing /b/ until 4am
6- I started hanging around bicycling

Having regular sleep hours and a healthy diet is the key to everything. Other points were simply consequences.

File: image.jpg (90KB, 640x480px) Image search: [Google]

90KB, 640x480px

Enough to have enough time to do this

>>721620056

I know for a fact that im just really lazy, i have zero motivation for annything.

I was always told throughout my education that i would amount to something great because i got the best grades every single year in every single class out of every single person in my classes.

I got kicked out of the house when i was 17, and ended up surviving at the grace of druggies, even though i had never touched anny drugs before in my life.

as you can imagine i started doing drugs at about age 18. and just stopped caring about my grades, and dropped out of school.

I now know why i dont have motvation for annything. I have always been afraid of my father all my life, and the only reason i worked hard was because of that fear.

with him gone, there is no fear to motivate me annymore.

>>721629678
Having trouble getting regular sleep hours being chronically unemployed and an alcoholic but yes you are right. Elephant in the room right there.

>>721614448
No, i'm not.
>Actualy taking AD pills during 4 years.

>>721614448
right here I feel weak and I don't wanna do anything and fucking damn near cry everyday...

>>721630043
>being chronically unemployed

if you can get regular sleep hours and diet, then "unemployed" only means "no income".

I've got no income, except pocket money from parents, but I always have something to do (in the countryside there's always something to do).

Depression kicks in only when you spend every fuckin' day waiting for the next day.

My only problem is I don't have a steady income, but I don't want to get steady income if it includes depression and shit.

File: 1484019889319.gif (2MB, 286x400px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 286x400px

>>721625105
You're not alone anon

>>721617657
Damn, I used to live near Salinas.

>>721630043
Where was alcoholism mentioned? Or are you saying you are an alcoholic and related to the rest of that post?

>>721630317
Similar problem. I prefer to be broke now because my drinking problem is so bad that if I have money I end up destroying myself with it. Working on it. I know that at times when I've kept myself pretty much broke for a month, caught up on sleep and dried out my depression pretty much disappears. Or it's at least nowhere near as bad anyway. It's staying on the right path that's hard.

>>721630457
I'm saying that sometimes there's something that is causing the depression that is obvious, in my case drinking and how that causes irregular sleep and all put together leads to depression.

>>721615302
Yeah I hit that state too.
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB

File: 1483869736610.png (38KB, 632x852px) Image search: [Google]

38KB, 632x852px

>>721628567
Don't even get gf dude, some shit will come up because of you and it'll fuck you up real good on the inside

Clinical depression, anxiety, mild agoraphobia, ptsd, and borderline to top it all off. I'm 24 and I get mistaken for a 35 yr old a lot because of the way I act/look. I'll probably die in a handful of years due to general stress and struggles to care about my own body- bu I make the most of it so far.

File: 1482984345269.jpg (144KB, 1402x1622px) Image search: [Google]

144KB, 1402x1622px

>>721630723
I CAN FEEL MY HAIR
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqAS36LkvUY

i quit smoking and stopped being depressed, but i started crying at the end of each day, but afterwards i feel fine.

Sounding off. Fuck.

>>721614448
Uncircumcised penis?

>>721620123
Just one more level and you might hit nirvana

>>721619929
holy shit. that's really young to be homeless? what happened?

not like I'm getting an answer but still curious

>>721614448
I don't know if this is depression, but I think about suicide constantly. Like, planning it, how and when, and all.

File: 1462614530834.jpg (133KB, 456x456px) Image search: [Google]

133KB, 456x456px

>>721614448

File: layne-staley-92650-photo-large-4.jpg (187KB, 642x960px) Image search: [Google]

187KB, 642x960px

>>721614448
Yo. Hopefully I'm not to late.