>Feels thread

About to break up with my gf...

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>>721604659

>>721604861
Let us know how it goes

>>721605292
Was talking to her,was a bitch and stopped answering and didn't want to talk to me anymore

>>721605615
>trying to have a serious conversation via text

You deserve to be alone

>>721605196
mmm beef stew

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I am currently 3/4 of the way through my nightly bottle of bourbon. Watching tv shows on netflix that I have seen ten times, reading news stories that I read earlier today at work, trying to convince myself to wait until my parents die before ending my miserable existence.

>>721606412
If you werent a total puss youd be at 4/4 the bottle, bitch

>>721606412
>I'm not doing anything with my life
>I'm miserable

You see a connection? I see a connection.

Found out my father got turned into a vegatable in a car crash, he can barely even talk. But when he does he says i love you over and over til his throat is dry and stops for the whole day, he never said i love you in 4 days

>>721606793
Nigga plz. I'm 2 hours and 10 minutes into my nightly ritual. I drink an entire fifth in 3 - 3.5 hours each night, sleep for about 5 hours and wake the fuck up ready to go to work.

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>>721607537

I wish I could feel something, but sometimes I just feel numb. I sometimes wish I could have some terminal condition so I have excuse to die, as suicide would only make it worse.

>>721606291
I told her if she wants our relationship to be done then she has to break up with me in person.

>>721607979
protip: it's already over

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>>721608285
I know...i know..

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>>721607217
I guess he's taking the chance now, sometimes we take life for granted till we're in the face of death. We don't say stuff, we don't do stuff and we save all we can for later while not realising the later is not guaranteed, and we can only live the now.

I hope you do well, anon.

>>721608426
Yeah, your relationship is over, she's crying because she's realising it now. Try calling m8

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Anybody out there?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxHnRfhDmrk

>>721604659

I haven't smiled or been remotely happy for 6 months.

have legal trouble and the only thing preventing me from killing myself is my girlfriend...buti might not see her for 25 years...

i want to let her go so she can have some semblance of a life but then I'll have nothing to live for

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this is a oversensitive and faggot generation[
enough with this feels thread for today

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>>721604659

So does anyone know how to deal with wanting to go into a relationship but not wanting too due to fear.

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>>721610588
You won't stop being afraid. But if it's what you want you'll do it, anyway. There's no easy way, we're all afraid of the pain, anon.

Remember regret is always more painful than failure. You can learn from failure. Regret just hurts.

>>721610588

read Theodore Roosevelt's "arena" quote

>>721610588
No matter what you do in this situation and no matter the outcome, you'll never forget it.
If you ask her and you get into a relationship, you'll never forget it.
If you ask her and you get rejected, you'll never forget it.
If you don't ask her you'll always be wondering what if you asked.

You eventually have to decide which one you're gonna pick. Two of the three outcomes will leave you with a lot of pain, but there's still the chance of you remembering it for the better.

>>721610188
What legal troubles Anon. You can be vauge if you want.

I often choose not to act or speak, because it never seems to change much of anything.

I love these threads and they inspired me to write a list of everyone I know loves me

and then I realized it could've fit on a post it note.

>>721611327

like 99% of guys I enjoy seeing nude pictures of girls I know.

saved a few from anonib (just some topless selfies) and I guess they weren't 18. Girl I went to hs with told her cousin in the fbi...

gonna be sex offender for fucking pictures.

ive never touched a kid and never wanted to...how can I ever be a father?

i dont want to be alive anymore

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>>721611847
I remember you.
Don't give up anon.

>>721611847
Does your girl know about this?

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I got nothing, but here's for the feelfags who carried me in the Times of Feel

>>721609817
Left her a message,she's going to see it in the morning but basically i told her if she wants to keep or break up

>>721604659
I don't know what is wrong with me.
I have been diagnosed with psychpathy since I am 16 and multiple therapists confirmed that diagnosis but I disagree. I read things about psychopaths and that is not what I am.
I don't do things considered bad, I just don't feel. I didn't feel when my dog died, when one of my best friends died, when I am with my girlfriend, I just don't feel a thing.

There is only one thing I consider an emotion, I am frustrated. I want to cry, I want to be angry, happy, that is why I read these threads. I want to feel, I want to be a human being.

>>721612036

its so fucking hard.

every other story like this, some terrible person rapes and abuses a kid and films it...people who molest children go to prison for 1/5 the time I'm facing.

I have nightmares after spending a week in county...prison will destroy me.

I spend all day laying in bed and I cant stop thinking...I just want it to stop.

my family tries to be positive but i know theyre suffering.

im waiting to hear any plea bargain offer...if it's too much, I'm going out like Robin Williams.

no homo but I fucking love all of you.

>>721612780
We love you too, anon.

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>>721612780

>>721612780
let me say something, i love you anon. you may have needed that or not, but i love you, and im here for you.

>>721612310

of course. she supports me and doesnt think im dangerous. ive always worked with kids and have never even thought about harming one.

she supports me but only because she loves me...we were perfect together...I was saving for a ring and everything.

>>721613033
I did need it. I don't want to get into it right now but my childhood affected me in a negative way. It sucked but I am getting the help I didn't have and am doing much better. I have a gf who has been through some of the same stuff and we go to therapy together. Even though no one has been there for me lately, you guys have and I love you all for it.

>>721612754
You're right. It is hard.
Who said it would be easy.
Weaker men than you have made it through hard time, jail time, prison time.
I won't ever know if you fucking kill yourself.
But I hope you don't.

>>721613136
Dude i didnt come to /b/ to cry, fuck.

I have some mental shenanigans but caring for children is my passion. No one wants a loon caring for theyre kid though. I don't blame them. What im trying to say is this hits home and i wish the best for you. Godspeed.

>>721613271
im glad we all could help, ill be in the thread for a while so if anything comes up that you want to talk about, i will gladly talk it out with you.

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>>721604659
>mfw I spent my entire life controlling everyone
>used everything against them, manipulated them into doing things for me
>lied to people, had everyone I knew completely under my spell
>no one would ever speak out against me
>no one would ever talk bad about me
>everyone thought I was great
>no one saw through the bullshit
>one day one person did
>I let her get too close and she saw me for who I was
>she did what no person had ever done before, not since my father
>she left me
>for once I didn't have complete control over an aspect of my life
>and it broke me

>>721613727
how did you do it? how did you control the situation.

>>721613437

freedom is very important to me. If it was just prison, fine (even though rapists and murderers face same or less time).

its the lifetime of registration, shame, and depression that follow.

my parents will die while im locked away like an animal..I'll never shoot my guns again..ill have nothing

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I'm slowly coming to grips with the reality that my ex doesn't want to get back with me. I'm going through some shit, and she's been there for me recently after leaving my life when we broke up. She's been really supportive, and it's brought up a lot of feelings on my end. I never wanted to leave her, but she did and it was over. I think she got tired of me. It wasn't anything I could have done. Through her tears, she swore that I was the "perfect boyfriend", and I believe her. It wasn't good enough though. It hurts me to know that perfect wasn't good enough. With all that she's been doing recently, I just thought, maybe I wanted to believe it, that she was interested again. Of course I never talked with her about it, because I knew how that would go. What a colossal idiot I am.

I needed support now more than ever. I needed her support. I don't want to feel alone anymore. But I guess she just sees me as a friend now. Somehow that hurts more than the breakup.

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I'm about to smoke a joint and chill lil B

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I've got no one else to talk to, so I'll vent here. You don't have to reply, if you don't want to.

So I have a pretty serious case of depression (actually diagnosed). I have no friends or any sort of relationship. I'm completely alone. Most days I just stay in bed all day and try to sleep, but I can't. The only way that I can get out of bed and go about my day is to have extended fantasies where I have a better life. There's a couple of them, but it all boils down to being in a loving relationship and being well liked among others. It's gotten to the point where I'll actually start believing that I'm genuinely in my fantasies. It usually takes a minute or two to realize that I'm not actually there. Then reality comes flooding back in and I'm there alone with depression again.
I don't know what to do, you know?

>>721612754
Prison will be easier than life outside. You will understand that later.

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I wish I were a woman so I could whore myself out. I wouldn't have to sleep alone all the time. It seems so easy for women to find guys but impossible for me to find a single woman. Yet everyone tells me I am attractive and intelligent. I don't believe them. I don't want sex. I want someone to be with me. I want someone to hold me. I want someone to cry with me. How cruel for the world to give me someone to love and then take it away. I would have rather died.

>>721615380
You have to use your bare hands to sort through the shit to find the diamond, just saying.

Else, you'll just be standing in shit with nothing to show for it.

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I just spent the past 5 months giving my all to a girl and trying to give her a new outlook on life and kick heroin.
Turns out she was still talking to the guy that got her hooked on the stuff in the state she left after I asked her not to.

Then it turned out they were married.

I feel lower than the mess I was before I met her.

If you want some feels, look into Oscar Wilde.

wrote poetry about life and beauty and love...then was sent to prison for 2 years hard labor because he was gay.

He got out, wrote "Ballad of Reading Gaol" and "De Profundis" and then died a broken man.

read his two last works...

>>721616042
Kill him. He's only destroying lives. If you had the opportunity to kill one scumbag's life to save the lives of a dozen innocent people's lives, would you?

>>721612236
Fucking crying

>>721615004
do drugs. for a moment. for a night. the pain goes away

>>721616199
(not that dude)
another would just pop up to replace him. killing someone like him would solve nothing, the systems gotta change.

>>721616767
You're right, but if that anon wants to get his girl back, he may have to resort to some edge.

>>721615004
Start attempting the things you fantasize slowly learning the reactions in social situations. Turn your fantasy into reality. Masturbate furiously. Profit

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>>721614489
We had to euthanize my dog last year and I stayed for the procedure because of this.

Theres not a day that goes by that I miss my Daisy.

>>721615004
Get a job

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>>721617290
I understand pet loss too. It gets easier though. Maybe not now, but soon.

Be strong, my friend.

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>>721616199
He's not even in the same state, but I still left her once I found out she was messaging him still months after I had a huge thing with her and she promised she wouldn't

We were driving around in her car aimlessly about to order food on her phone. She hands it to me to put my order in and I see a facebook message bubble pop up saying
>"I need my wife"

I've never felt so broken and useless in my life.
She'd always tell me I was a glimmer of light for her to turn her life around. She felt happy with me after not feeling like anybody around people for years. I made her feel like she could get clean, but it seems she couldn't let go of the past that's just gonna catch up with her and end 6 feet under.

After I left her I wished her good luck on kicking H and I still wish her the best in life. To use this as rock bottom and motivation to start anew and get clean. The old people from her life just brought drama, drugs, and death Then maybe she could be happy with someone again, but that person couldn't be me.

>>721616554
aww fuck

>>721615380
Dude you're 19 you'll get over her

>>721615004
Well man, when I'm feeling particularly depressed I just watch a movie. One time I came pretty damn close to offing myself, and I had the pills on the desk in front of me, and the only thing that stopped me was that I had heard The Grand Budapest Hotel was a pretty good movie, and I figured I might as well watch it before I wrapped things up.
It was a pretty good movie. And I also figured something out from it. Any decent movie has its conflict; that's just part of the story arc. The thing is, in movies, everything gets resolved by the end. You get to sit and watch and wait and everything gets fixed.
Depression is kinda like that; nobody can fix you, but eventually, after days or months or years, you'll just stop feeling it. Then you'll start feeling other things, good things, the things you forgot how to feel. And maybe it'll come back and fuck you up again, but again, all you have to do is wait. So watch a movie, it'll pass the time.

>>721618011
Probably one of the greatest albums for feels

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>>721618126
I understand what you're saying.

I've actually attempted suicide twice. The first time I kinda backed out and only took a couple more sleeping pills than I was supposed to. The second time, I still have no idea why it didn't work. I drowned about 20 of my hardcore sleeping pills with a bottle of jack then woke up the next morning with the worst pain I had ever felt in my sides and I spent the day throwing up. The pills had to have been in my system for at least 7 hours.

The problem I have with trying to make my life into a movie with character arcs and such is that life just isn't fair. So many people die penniless and alone. Why would mine be any different. I'll try to view my life that way though. Maybe it'll work.

A couple days ago, I was watching a movie about Culture Club and Boy George called "Worried About the Boy." I had to stop it halfway through because it was so depressing and I was upset that even a drag queen like Boy George was able to pull off relationships even before he was somebody.

My mom is sickly and my sister died from a heroin overdose that im still not over. I work a shit job and im failing all my classes. My father hasnt talked to me in almost two months, why idk why.

I dont think im gonna live much longer with the way i am so why even try. I was born into a trainwreck of a family against my own will and i don't see any good reason to exist. I try to look at things on the bright side but i always think about my fucked up childhood and my fear of life and existence.

>>721612478
I thought when I had a child I would feel. I think mostly I just don't want to mess up.
Just fake it guy. Maybe one day it will just stop being an act.

>>721612780
Thanks.

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I can be your guys' friend for the night

>>721615004
Pursue your interests anon.
Take up a hobby.
Eat better.
Youve got this, bro.

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>>721619509
Thank you, man.

I know it's pathetic, but I don't have any friends or anyone close to tell me things like that. So when I hear replies like yours, it feels like I have a friend.

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>The problem I have with trying to make my life into a movie with character arcs and such is that life just isn't fair. So many people die penniless and alone. Why would mine be any different.

Because it isn't. I tried to put my life in the context of a movie so much growing up. But it doesn't work like that. Life definitely isn't fair. It's just not. There's no rhyme or reason to any of this. Life could get better for any of us, or it could just be the same. It's much more likely that nothing changes.

I don't know what makes life worth living anymore. Weed is nice, but temporary. Love is nice, but fleeting too. Why are we cursed to have life?

Guys. Guys. Frantic feels dump incoming. Need help. Slight problem. Bipolar guy here. Euphoric-exclusive subtype. Took wrong meds. I took the wrong god damn meds so help me God they were the wrong ones. Went to see psych. "Agitated mixed state." Don't even know what the fuck that means but I am really really REALLY fucking happy right now for NO REASON and this has definitely happened before it's kind of what happens in manic episodes for me but this is different I'm still depressed???? Sitting here w/ gun in mouth GONNA DO IT YO and I'm really excited about it is gonna be GREAT and I'm so Happy Happy Happy YESIREE TIME TO KILL MYSELF OH BOY OH BOY please help what do i do.!.

vry scared

please
help

never tried 2 kill self before but now I'm just so Happy and it's so Easy and Jolly Fun Times but this is not normal nope I shouldn't be thinking like this what the fuck do I do I have to snap out of it I can't wake back up it's a dream I can't wake up.

Advice please please advise. Need advice. Need your advice please advise YEP

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>>721615004
Same anon here to add to this:

If you saw me on the street, you'd probably think I was a serious normie. I'm average height and weight. I think I'm decent looking (in my opinion.) But I have no drive in life. I'd be nice to go out and start friendships and relationships, but I have no money and live in a pretty bad area. Well, technically, the area I live in is okay. Mainly just old retired people, but it's the only oasis in a city of scum and rampant crime.

I used to be a normie with lots of friends, but a couple years ago, I lost my house and was living on the street for about 3 years. Of course none of my "friends" were there for me. Even for emotional support. I'm just waiting for things to get better.

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>>721620282
Gotta carve our own path and make our own happiness, I guess. But how can you when you have no drive?

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>be me
>22 year old frat boy fag
>enjoying doing drugs, drinking way too much and loose women
>one day meet the girl of my dreams
>we hit it off
>we date
>take her virginity
>fall in love
>can't seem to shake the drinking
>it gets better for a time but then it gets worse
>a year passes, we have our ups and downs but she loves me and I love her
>get depressed
>become full blown alcoholic
>leave school to get sober
>can no longer hold a conversation with her
>we reluctantly break up, but I am a fucking mess
>be 6 months later, doing well, sober, feeling more like myself
>talk to her
>she goes out with me to talk
>tells me she still loves me but can't take me back because of what I put her through
>tell her I've changed
>she doesn't believe me
>get depressed again, go back to drinking
>confirms her worst nightmare
>she moves across the country for vet school
>won't talk to me
>I still think about her when I'm making love to other women
>I miss her like hell

tfw you let the love of your life go because you couldn't keep your mouth off the bottle

I miss you Trish and will always love you
I'm sorry and I hope you find happiness in your life

>>721620289
Man put the gun down and wait till it wears off.
Blowing your brains out isn't worth it over some weird reaction from the wrong drugs. Try to put the energy to something constructive or time consuming till it blows over.
What drugs were they even?

I love you, Sabrina. I know you're out there somewhere. I know we'll be together again someday.

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>>721620447

This is actually what (some) Buddhists believe, that there is inherently no purpose for life, so we are free to make of it what we will. Which sounds very nice, but at the same time, there is a problem with drive. I don't care to try anymore. I want to give up. Life has chewed me alive and spit me back out. What am I supposed to do when I don't want to do anything? The only thing I ever wanted was taken from me, and since then I have lost any fucks I ever had. I just don't care.

>>721620501
Quit drinking for good.
Find something creative to do when you get depressed. Like writing. Poetry is my thing. Gay, I know, but it's a good way to vent through depression without drugs or alcohol.

Then, when you're at the top of your game, go out to visit her. Prove to her that you truly are changed. Maybe dedicate whatever creative hobby you started to her. Painting, writing, etc.

Me and someone have gotten close really quickly after being acquaintances for a long-ass time and we're both confused about it.

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I'd kill myself in a heartbeat, but I know what my mother would go through if I did that. And I can't bring myself to do that to her.

Anyone else have similar reasons not to go through with it?

>>721614039
Please get yourself a good lawyer. If it comes to a plea deal, hopefully your lawyer can sort something really convenient for you. everybody makes mistakes man, i'm sorry that you're being punished for something that was out of your control.

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>>721614319
Keep your chin up, break ups fuck up the soul really good but things will get better. The transition phase is the roughest though, look beyond the horizon.

>laughandgrowfat

>>721611847
What?

>>721611847
i fucking remember you, any proof they werent 18? just cast doubt and make yourself the victim, the court might helpya.

>>721620988


Agreed, I know I have two parents who have took absolutely wonderful care of me and been the best parents I could ever ask for. No matter how shitty I may see my life as, I would never want to put them through the pain and suffering that they would endure if I did such an act.

>>721615004
maybe you're not asking for advice, but i'll give you some. I've never had depression and i've been lucky to keep a few friends. My advice to you is to involve yourself in a lot of hobbies. you don't have to be good at them but keep yourself busy doing things you like. Even if it's things that seem "loser"-ish it's something that you like and are able to find people who also like the same thing. Involve yourself in not just one hobby. try several this also makes it easier to find different people. Again. that's just my advice take it or leave it. Take care, brother

>>721610191
>enough with the feels thread
>faggot generation
These thread are at least sincere. This board has been raded by a cornucopia of dicks, traps, and self rate threads, and your triggered by feels?

>>721621410
Advice is always accepted. And thank you.

You're not the first person to tell me that. So I guess maybe it's time to actually do it.

>>721612236
Holy fuck, the fighting teacher of my friend was exactly like that

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>>721621018

Yeah, it's just been a while since the breakup. It ended in August after 6 months. It was the first relationship I had been in since my ex of 6 years left. I don't know how to be single and alone. I don't want to be single and alone.

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>>721611625

>>721614953
Any idea who this is /b/ros?

>>721614953
Noice

>>721611847
Reach out to the bitch. Be fake as fuck. Post something humiliating of yourself like naked pics and if it goes viral she could drop the charges

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>>721621425
i use filter so it block automatically dick traps fur and a bunch of faggotry

now i have to block feels too

>>721618701
You were reborn anon, go make something out of your life. Help people, spread peace, I dunno, just don't waste this second chance

>>721619632
>I don't have any friends

What are we then faggot? Potatoes, bots?

>>721621804
thats not how it works..."dropping charges" only happens in civil suits

>>721621223
the gov doesnt have to prove theyre under 18..the laws are fucked and overbroad. If you watched lady gaga at the superbowl, if you apply the criteria for what constitutes cp, her performance was pornographic.

fully clothed kid can be "porn" (us v. knox)

these cases aare ridiculous and come down to arguing definitions.

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>>721621868

>all those filters

Must be a newfag, because I just ignore all that shit.

>>721620289
Call the suicide hotline for that sweet and gentle human interaction

>>721620447
Drive is a meme, it comes and goes. What you need is to develop a routine

>>721622296
i'm here since 2008
but i /b/rowse only when i'm really bored like right now

and using filters is an oldfag thing
cause newfags dont even know or talk about this and you know i'm not lying about this

>>721621549
of course dude. I know it's not as easy to just "suck it up" but it will definitely take some effort. Just don't give up.

>>721612001
i'll remember this.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mo2hWNVaDFE

Been listening to this on repeat, thinking of my ex and how tired I am of living in this shithole apartment.

https://youtu.be/59FrNYL7Fdw

If you guys want relationship feels music, listen to that link, "Treasure", "Bare", and "Disintegration" all by The Cure. Shit always fucks me up.

Hey /b/,
I have a job, decently well paying.
I have a cute girl friend and a lovely child with her.
I have a house.
I have just about anything anyone wants...

Why the fuck do I still feel empty...?

>>721622877
Search for a deeper meaning to life.

I'm afraid to love again and/or develop feelings for another after the last trainwreck I was in. Love is weakness. I'm such a fuckin autistic penguin, but I want to be loved. I want to have that someone to come home to after a long day, I want to build that bullshit fairytale life I know I'll never have. I want what I can never have because being alone sucks but is better than being used and tossed aside like a used napkin.

...this is why we can't have nice things.

>>721622877
Eat some food?

Guys, I fucked up. I let the girl of my dreams slip through my fingers.

I hate being broken.
I thought I wrote 'I hate being broke.' That is what I intended to write, but 'broken' came out instead. I think both are true but 'broken' gets more to the heart of the matter.

>>721622841

The best song by The Cure about relationships is Just Like Heaven

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stop by sharing your feels talk a little stay comfy folks

https://discord.gg/9Bkus

>>721622986
The girl of your dreams wouldn't necessarily become reality anon, everyone has flaws

>>721609919
Here with you

>>721609466
I recently ended a relationship I had. I want to keep things vague because they frequent this site. Anyway that's pretty much my feeling about them. I'm mostly relieved it's all over though.

>>721623166
No, she was mine, and I fucked up

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>parents getting a divorce
>father is a narcistic person
>still have feelings for him
>inner conflict begun
dunno what to do

>>721609751
;-;

>>721623250
Greentext would be appreciated, even though the thread may 404

>>721609751
not a big deal, he will forgot why he's crying five minutes later

>>721623487
Kek, this makes it less bad

>>721612001
Wow

>>721612236
I'm confused because that meme ending

>>721617516
Keep your chin up.

And stay away from drug addicts.

Stay away from drugs in general. DARE didn't tell us to stay away because we'd get in trouble with the law. They told us to stay away because of how it destroys relationships.

(yes, even weed.)
>inb4 DUDE NOT A DRUG BRO

>>721623997
can confirm. it dulls everything around you, and unless you are the 0.01% who are terminally ill and cannot live without taking 100s of pills that can be somehow replaced with just weed you probably don't need it medically either

>>721613727
THIS