Hello /b/, I really need your help right now. Please be generous to me :(
I have taken adderall for 4 years now. My health I noticed deteriate over time. I def abuse the meds by taking too many in one period of time. I stopped taking them about 1.5 weeks ago.
There is an issue where my top right of my back / shoulder area / top of my right chest area cracks when I move my arm around (like a windmill motion). It cracks almost from the smallest movements.
It feels SO uncofmortable. Also, I have trouble getting a full breath of air. If I think back to when I was in theb est shape of my life, I could breathe so much easier and felt so much more comfortable.
I have been running every day for the past 3 days and drastically changed my diet for the better.
How much longer until I feel good and normal again? Have I fucked myself for life? Is there no getting back to normal? :(
>>721085204 I wish i didnt, i used to have two doctors giving it to me from other states i live close to a border, i used to stay up for two days and then sleep a day i did that frequently for like 4 years, i was also doing alot of other cool drugs too like acid so any pain may have been masked by that, as long as u just take one a day ur fine if u feel like u want a rush just drink a redbull with ur adderall, that cracking is nothing related to medicine or drugs of any kind.
>>721087430 I honestly think u were on too much one day and it was more quiet than usual and u herd it, and now u cant stop thinking about it, i just did it and my arm sounded like a bunch of gears grinding, but thats cuz im taking a shit and its painfully silent in my bathroom, and im fine
>>721086651 Go fuck yourself faggot. If you don't suffer from ADHD, who the fuck are you to make assumptions. You are most likely a fucking failure, with a shit job/life, and also live alone without friends.
>>721083560 Probably not because of the adderall. Just keep exercising on every 2 days. For the breathing, you can look up some meditation techniques, it works really well, or even look into yoga. Even if it is indeed related to the adderall, this will not go on for long. Just keep up a healthy lifestyle and it'll be gone in a few weeks/months. If not, then go see a doctor.
>>721088257 Thanks. I am leaning towards doing this. I think part of me doesn't want to hear bad news if I go to a doctor. For them to properly diagnose me I would have to tell them that I had abused adderall for a couple years.
Okay so listen up OP this is a completely non troll post.
Adderall can cause random nerve pain when on it, especially when coming down. I had kidney stones years ago so now every time I take adderall, I feel it in my kidneys. This pain is mostly a neurological reaction and it's not actually a response to there being anything wrong with you.
Amphetamine can't fuck you for life, it's not chemically a toxin like methamphetamine. Any neurological damage done by amphetamine can be completely reversed by just not consuming amphetamine/dextroamphetamine.
It's all in your head. Just chill out. Take it from a tweaker like me. Listen to the Bends by radiohead and you'll be fine. Sorry that you're coming down like that.
For me personally overusing st johns wort makes me skitz out and get really paranoid like I'm having tweak flashbacks. 5htp pretty much the same thing. As far as the other two they're amino acids so they're gonna have more of an effect on your kidneys and the damage wouldn't be from neurological bonding but more form your kidneys having to process it.
Was thinking, and do you think it is possible that my lack of working out my body over the past few years has contributed, in that there is very little muscle left on my back / shoulder / chest area? I have started running but I should probably be doing strength exercises and lifting too right?
>>721089358 What do you mean by overusing ? I recently started a cure of St John's wort, and don't want to get any negative side effects. Been using for a week now, 3 pills a day. Might be the placebo effect but I already feel way better.
>>721083560 1/2 year if you don't mess up mental health. Take 5 min each day to close your eyes. Sit comfy. Concentrate on your breath. It should take the worst edge off from mental pressure. Next 2 months will show if you have any kind of addiction. If you train or exercise remember to rest next day.
It's a neurological condition, it's very real. Primarily involving the dopamine receptors not working as intended and neural pathways telling the receivers to fuck off. This meme that it doesn't exist is retarded, it's as real as cancer or other epigenetic faults
Thank you all for your feedback. I feel confident that I will feel normal again in the next few months if I continue with exercise (including lifting), and a great diet (fruits, vegetables, lean meats).
>>721091584 >a simple entry level academic understanding shows it's an authentic thing Great for her. What do you mean by this, though? "a simple entry level academic understanding shows it's an authentic thing"
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