feels thread?

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>>720576606
>That feel when the only thing you ever cared about in your entire life was taken away from you due to your own weak mentality

>>720576606
Girl I love won't speak to me anymore as of yesterday. Every time I get close to any form of a relationship with her I always mess it up. The ting is it is easy to hate the world and her but fuck its not the case. She doesn't love me because of things I always do. I think She wants to love me but she cant just because I am so fucking suptid and a waste of goddamn space. I fucking hate myself in this world. I thought I hated the world and everyone else is at fault but since the dayI was born it has always been me. I have been the one at fault every single time. I hate myself /b/ and I dont know what to do about her. She wont speak to me now. feels pretty bad man I really do hate myself and I wish I was better just for her but it seems that I am not and that the problem has been with me this whole time. I wish I was dead.

No one will l read this but thanks for letting me get it off my chest

>>720577125
How old are you anon?

>>720577199
mid twenties why?

>>720577125
I will read it, and will understand you

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>>720577373
You've probably heard this before. And you're gona hear it agin after I tell you. Weather or not you choose to listen is up to you

She dosn't have a thing for you. If she did she would make excuses to be around you. And that's ok. There are 3.5 billion women on this planet. I know it feels like your world is over right now but you will have other opportunists, Don't beat yourself up for being a little spergy. Despite what you might think 90% of guys are atleast a little awkward. It's hard to find a good girl now a days and you shouldn't give up on love because of one girls rejection. and you shouldn't call yourself worthless unless you genuinly are.

Do you have a job anon?
are you a complete neet?
do you do drugs?

>>720577125
I will read this too. Can't say I'll understand but I sure will try.

>>720576606

I've been indicted by the feds on incredibly trumped up charges for production, possession, disstribution, and receipt of child porn...

my family and gf support me, but I'm facing a mandatory minimum of 15years and a lifetime on the registry.

I have no criminal history and have never touched a minor, let alone wanted to, even though I had a few proposition me.

I have no money for a lawyer and my public defender is basically just working on a plea bargain...the system is so fucked up.

I have no hope for any semblence of a normal life even if I "pay my debt to society."

I'm really considering suicide. I never have before, but I'm a coward and I don't think I can do it.

As a fellow, instable anon, they'll give you the benefit of the doubt a few times before they understand your not mature enough to handle your own shit. Move on.

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>>720577722
I wish I had your optimism anon

>>720577816
What do they have you on? Did you have CP on your PC?

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>>720577861
I don't have optimism. Just experience.

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>>720577935
My phone is filled with images and references to her, I don't want to let go anon.

>>720578079
well then, don't let go. It's simple as that. But eventually, you will let go. And then you'll be happy again.

>>720577879

yes...selfies of girls I went to high school with from anonib.

no actual sexploitation/abuse...

I had no idea how old they were in the pictures and they don't look underage.

I sent some to a friend, he told the girl, she told her cousin in the FBI

>>720577722
Thank you for your comment anon it really matters that you took them time to respond.

The thing is she does want to be around me and she did....always and it felt like she loved me but then I did something stupid and then she will not talk to me now.

She loved me until I messed up. I don't get it.
It also had nothing to do with her. I don't see what is going on. How can you switch that fast?

Yes I have i job
No I am not a neet
and I do not do drugs

>>720578140
Thank you. Even on a board that's scattered in porn ads, I can still find kind words.

>>720578079
Take as long as you need.

>Delete anything related to her off your phone,pc,social media etc etc etc
>play a new game on the pc or something simular to take your mind off her
>even tho it might be hard try not to think about it
>give yourself time
>remind yourself that in 7 years you'll be in a completely new situation in life

>>720578183
Women want constant change, I wanted a simple life with simple relationship related luxuries, how fast they can dry up though as soon as a girl gets tired or bored of you

>>720578380
I just don't understand why and how she can just get bored of me so fast. I just don't get how you can just switch and do that to a person.

>>720578183
What happened, anon? What did you do?

>>720578507
It's for their own self interest, all I can say for the both of us anon is that we need to go forward.

"If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools."

>>720578507
any female that would "get bored of you" is not worth your time. Im gona vocaroo this shit because I don't like typing and it's easier to articulate

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1oM6n1IieDf

>>720579201
>this guy.
>I agree with this guy

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>>720579650
I thought I got a little cringy near the end but my point stands

thanks anon c:

Why must we be sad?

>>720580664
Because we are social creatures

>>720580664
It's what wakes us humans

>>720579201
<3 real happy you posted that. Am not the anon you're speaking to but I appreciate that.

>>720580912
thanks anon.

>>720579201
Man people like you are the reason I haven't left /b/ after all these years

>>720579201
not op but this post really helped me

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>>720581939
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>>720579650

>>720579201
I am the anon you were addressing.. Sorry it took so ling to respond ..

What I wanted to say is thank you anon.. Thank you so much for being the only person in my life who actually cares. You hit the nail on the head and your words were amazing. I do not know how to thank you enough. The Vocaroo was very helpful as well I felt like I was actually talking to you. Thank you for saying you care about me. I understand what you are saying completely.

Thank you for taking the time to say what you did.

iI don't really know what to say anon.......

Thank you for being there for me. I wish you the best of luck in life and although we will never meet I just wanted you to know how grateful I am an that you showed more caring than anyone in my life right now.
The truth is that I don't want to give up on her or rather... I just cant. I want to keep trying and see what I did wrong so I can fix it and be better for her. I have tried what you're saying in the past and I just cannot get over it. Time does not help it nly makes things worse. I feel like I am my best self when I am with her and without her I am my worst.
I don't know what to do or how to feel. All I feel is sadness. And even though I do have a job and I think yeah you're right I may be better than the people you have to deal with in law enforcement but I feel worthless because I am in her eyes.

Again, thank you for your response /b/rother

>>720582013
It's alright anon. you will eventually. you will. It's always darkest before the dawn. unless you're blind. then it's always dark. or black....

>>720579201
>>720582013
cont

I come to 4chan for the people like you. They on't exist in my life but they exist here.... people who actually care and who I can actually talk to.

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>>720582244
same bro <not that dude>

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>>720576606
I'm so drained I don't even want to masturbate or smoke weed.

>>720576606
i lost my girlfriend of 4 years yesterday
>be me, yesterday
>jerking off in the shower while eating goldfish
>got a text from girlfriend
>she said she thought it would be best if we broke up
>i'm not proud of it but i finished my soggy goldfish and came while crying in the shower before i texted her back
>she asked why i took so long to text her back
>i told her i was helping nuns but she didn't believe me so she dumped me...
fuck i miss her so much... what the fuck do i do to cope? i want to die

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>everyone you love will die
>you'll die
>nothing of what you could ever do, say or feel will matter
>you can feel the time slowly passing
>there you are, sitting in front of your computer again, while outside the people are laughing, crying, living
>you have always been different, that guy, the weird kid that always had bruises in his arms
>one day you decide to go outside, try to fit in, try to see the world a bit brighter
>you see the people enjoying what they do, enjoying their lives
>a little girl holding her mom's hand passes you by, she's smiling
>you can't return the smile to her
>you realize you have died other times

>>720585006
then it is time to change your life,
>there you are, sitting in front of your computer again, while outside the people are laughing, crying, living

you already stated the problem and solution, which is ur inside so go outside and cry,live, and laugh like the rest of the shit heads outside

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This sums up the recent events...

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>>720581186
These are not the threads i want to visit but the ones i need more often than not

>>720580664
becuz life is shit

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>>720584322
Moving on, I lost mine of 2 years yesterday as well, but it wasn't over text..

The world hurts anon

Me and my gf were fighting for about 2 months straight, I finally said enough is enough and started to not fight back, she still try to fight with my daily. I recently got a new job as a wielder, and I make really good money, I'm happy at my job and when I come home that happiness gets taken away by her. I wanna leave her, but I don't wanna hurt her

>>720586233
Let it go, it won't help you in the end to think about her feelings, she won't realize what's she's doing

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>>720585006
It's only natural that everything perishes but I prefer suffering comfortably instead of suffering in front of others and exposing my weaknesses.

>>720586352
We've been dating for over a year, she's in school for cosmetology, I pay for her schooling, I mean she doesn't ever wanna have sex, she criticizes me for playing xbox afterwork or moving around some furniture without her permission, but I still don't wanna hurt her

>>720585461
I cringed tbh.

>recently realized I'm 22 and didn't get any
>also realized it's normal to do so by ~17
>realized what that means biologically
>realized it's best I neck myself

B-b-but I already decided that I won't an hero like half a year ago.

What do?

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>>720586763
An hero or hire a hooker. I'm 20 and if I don't get any by 23 i'm doing both.

>>720586763
Find something you like to do

>>720586901
>hire a hooker

What for? I'm not talking about sex for the sake of fornication.

>>720586917

I like to think I am going to have children some day.

But I obviously won't. Biologically I failed. What is there for me to do?

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Let me tell you a story, /b/.
No green text because fuck that.
My mom, or how my brother and I used to call her; ''mola'' was born in shitty city of an already shitty 3rd world country. She always told us stories of how her father came home drunk every single day, how he punched her schizophrenic mother and hitted with a belt her other brothers and then her. She moved to another city when she was 11 with her grandma, that old house still exists over a lonely hill today in ruins. She got married at 25, with an spanish teacher that later would travel to Europe to sell pants between the divided Germany.
He cheated on her the same year he came back from Europe, so she cheated on him and gave birth to my half brother.
The years passed, my dad was diagnosed with an advanced stage of cancer, he died when I was 9. My mom then lost that weird glowing her eyes always had, like a little spark of hope, a whisper that says to your ear ''doesn't matter how fucked up things are, you have to keep going''
After my dad died, my older half brother came to live with us, mom started smoking again but it didn't matter how many cigars she could lit, nothing would lit her eyes back on, no sir, not a chance.
A few more years later, I was 15 at the time, my sleeping schedule was fucked up so I used to sleep all day, but that thursday was different because I woke up at 7pm, with an electric feel in the air, my mom was sitting in the living simply staring at the tv, some old pay-per-view publicity. I was numb, fuck it, I just got up, my brother stared at me and said with a quiet tone, but a really indifferent one: ''Chelo killed himself, he hanged himself in the backyard with a sweater'' I didn't cry, I tell you that, but my mom, she cried like I never heard nobody crying.
She became lethargic after that, all that she could do was watch, infomercials and get slimmer and slimmer, my brother and I used to take turns to take care of her, try to fed her. (cont)

>>720586981
Get a job you like, do a sport, find a hobby. Personally when I was in my teens I was very suicidal, but I found skateboarding and now I have something I enjoy whenever I get depressed

>>720587176

Placebo.

Even if I manage to have kids, they'll be of bad quality, because my genes are obviously of bad quality.

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>>720587144
But she refused to eat, all she wanted was tea, a shitty brand by the way but she always said it was good because her grandma prepared that same brand and cucumber slices, we sometimes could make her eat a bit of rice and a slice of meat, it was like all the sadness in the world had taken over her heart. We used to call her mola even then, it always made her smile because our dad came up with the nickname for her.
It was hard, it really was, but nothing will never cease the pain of that easter friday when I was giving to her her favorite tea, I can recall it clear as day; ''Here mola, it's your favourite tea''
She looked at me, her eyes were everywhere but in this world, she had the look of a lost child and said: ''who is mola?''
She died the next year, a heart attack the doctor said, but I know it was the sadness that killed her.

>>720587487
How are your genes bad?

>>720587758
>How are your genes bad?

Sex is for procreation. For to make babbys.

I have failed to procreate in a normal timeframe.
Means something's extremely wrong with me.

That's what's subconsciously gnawing at all incels.
We're obviously not fit enough to be good mates.
We're obviously not fit enough to be good parents.
We obviously do not carry genes good enough to prolong.

Losing your "virginity" past the biologically critical timeframe is useless and essentially meaningless. This is also why teenagers are mostly crazy and a rarity grows up undamaged.

They don't have kids.

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>>720586981
You haven't given up on love yet. I admire your optimism.

>>720588261
Loosing your viginity is meaningless unless you obsess over it. You can loose it when you're 16, or 20 or even 40 and it will not mean anything when they bury you 6 feet under

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>>720588261
Now you've gone full blown autism.

>>720588486

I'm not talking "virginity" per se, I'm talking about the fact that you did not (simulate) procreation at a normal time.

>>720588546

It's basic logic fucko. Try to keep up.

>>720588633
Checked, but procreating is overrated. Live your life, don't stress over something as small as that.

>>720588759

Correct me if I'm wrong, but is procreation the meaning of life?

>>720588796
No, there is no meaning to life. You're born, you grow, you die. If you don't produce offspring then oh well, better luck next time

>genes play a role on determining individual's loss of "virginity"

I'm onto something faggots

http://www.nature.com/articles/ng.3551.epdf?referrer_access_token=baImMYjkaMDL68rQOhcfudRgN0jAjWel9jnR3ZoTv0NLJFrNUhKNqRw96iEw156VrtQV9tfvreY_087g70Jvl_7AEpBWqJFay-6DrplTDEmwH86P3URYo0GNxWtQB4BoPVL2QrA3wnwGtPRUlsmv5OSTbO-W9hqvMMUS2lpxyDdc_-LE3p4CIMo-J6IP-grNIvf-zjcP49Saq0Fdn3wT6PUab_7A0-ndgLgWbVrryeQ%3D&tracking_referrer=edition.cnn.com

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