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I have done everything society has asked of me. I am 22 years

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I have done everything society has asked of me. I am 22 years old, educated and employed. I have friends and family. But I see no value in life. My mind is filled with rage and hatred, towards myself and others. Drugs and alcohol can no longer alleviate my pain. I am ready to die, yet I cannot bring myself to do it. How can I distract myself and convince the people around me that I am normal?
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>>720535351
U kno wat u have 2 do n make sure to livestream it
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>>720535351
someone needs to get laid
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>>720535351
Keep going nigger. Stop whinging.
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Join the crusades brethren
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>>720535351
Welcome to life, op. Wait until you realize nobody gives a shit.
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>>720535884

masturbating is more pleasurable than pouring money down the drain
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>>720535351
Just kill yourself you tool, why are you clinging to life? When you're done, send me the gun so I can do it, too.
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>>720536050

But is it really like this for everyone? Are all of the people I see who seem to be happy faking it?
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>Rob bank
>Buy Sniper Rifle
>A full week of practice
>Go to the next Trump speech
>Do the world a favor
>An hero
>...
>Profit!
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>>720536298
No, most people are stupid and don't actually think about anything. They have little brains and just live life like society tells them. They just live from happy moment to happy moment and ignore the hard stuff.
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>>720535351
See a psychiatrist or talk to someone about your problems. You are not the only one who feels this way. It is normal to experience these kinds of feels.
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You can't OP. Life on this small blue orb is meaningless and fleeting. Embrace your nihilism and end it.
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>>720536298
No, it's just like that for the average 4channer. My life is very shitty too, and it has been in a downhill since I first came here about five years ago
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>>720536428
A psychologist, you dumb shit. Psychiatrists only care about what meds to give you. They don't give a shit about your personal life.
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Go volunteer for a Mars colonization if you want fulfillment, the you can actually be like the Billy Crudup pictire that you compare yourself too.
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>>720536576
That's not going to happen in our lifetime.
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Get on tinder
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>>720535351
Fuck being normal, divorce your wife, teach your kid physics, channel those rage into anything else do not let it stew
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>>720536413
>>720536514

Do psychologists actually give a fuck though? I feel like their entire purpose is to string those in pain along for their own profit. Also I don't think I could ever change the way I think because of some idiot who chose to study the easiest field in academia and congratulates me for "opening up".
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Don't.
Let out your anger and hate, at a consistency those closest to you will tolerate listening to. Be clear about your feelings, and what/who you feel them towards, and you can't go wrong.
Hell, there's a good chance you'll learn something about yourself in the process, OP.
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>>720535351
Id tell you to kill yourself but i bet you failed at that too
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>>720536655
Then build a rocket and fly it up your own ass, it can look for the head that you lost.
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>>720536815
Sounds like you don't know much about psychology, or you've just talked to some shitty psychologists. Psychiatrists just give you meds to distract from the issues. A psychologist's job is to find the source of the issues and fix it, if possible. If there's no fix, THEN they discuss having you see a psychiatrist for meds if they are necessary.
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dude, u r 22, go LIVE
go get a girl
go to an party
go masturbe ur self
get some fun
go L I V E
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>>720536993
My dubs say you're a salty moron, though.
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>>720536513
Is this because 4chan shows how pointless life really is? I'm other words 4chan is educationak?
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>My mind is filled with rage and hatred, towards myself and others.

I can understand rage towards others, I mean, that's just normal. But towards yourself? Why? You are what you are. If you don't like it, change it.

Were you abused as a kid, or are you a repressed homosexual? Those kinds of things can aggravate self-loathing. You need therapy before you do actually kill yourself or others.
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>>720537140
Maybe, maybe it isn't. Maybe we are all here because our life sucks and we end up here for a reason that has something to do with our shitty lives, so it starts a vicious circle where our life is even more shitty every day
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>>720537014

Perhaps I am wrong about psychs. But I already know the issues, and they are insurmountable. I cannot change my body or mind. I cannot reverse time to fix my mistakes. I will never do great things or have noteworthy skills. I am destined to die unloved and be forgotten in the pages of history. I don't know what to do to make the next ~60 years (assuming I don't die in an accident / actually pull the trigger) worth living.
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>>720537366
dubs have spoken.
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>>720537168

I hate myself because I know that I have limits, and there are millions or maybe even billions of other men who will surpass me no matter how much I dedicate to improving myself. I feel like this is obvious to the people around me and I may as well quit while I am ahead.
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>>720535351
send all your money to me and kill yourself.
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>>720537417
Nothing makes life worth living. When you die, you die, nothing else happens. You'll be dead, so who gives a fuck what you leave behind? You think George Washington is ecstatic that he's in all the history books? No, because he's dead and doesn't exist. If you're too weak to change who you are, then be who you are and be confident about it. If you can't even live life as you, why are you questioning anything. Just end it and be over with it. If I had a gun, I'd have killed myself years ago. I just don't want to take the risk trying to kill myself other ways because there's a chance of fucking up and being stuck here until I die naturally.
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>>720537718
You can still duck up with a gun and become an veggie.
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>>720535351
start hacking ;)
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>>720537876
Yea, you can fuck up with a gun if you don't know where to aim. That's the only thing I know I can do right when killing myself. Plus, if I can find someone to let me use a shotgun, well, aiming isn't even an issue anymore.
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>>720535351

Blah blah blah oh woe is you.

Get your head out of your ass and realize just how good you have it compared to other folks. Everyone has been where you are yet few gave up. Nothing worth doing in this world is easy so stop crying, stand up, and take it
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>>720537987
What if you only have blank rounds?
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>>720537718

I agree with what you are saying. But the fact that I understand it is part of the problem. I almost wish I was less capable of understanding things so i could live in some form of blissful ignorance
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>>720538084
Yeah I moved to Africa people here have houses smaller than ur room and slices that don't work 4 shit.
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>>720538150
Take all the drugs op. Turn your brain into a mush.
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>>720538150
A lot of people understand, why does that matter? Just kill yourself already if you can't figure out a way to live without complaining all the fucking time. No one is going to have pity on you and give you a gorgeous life where you don't have to do shit at all. Just kill yourself and stop whining about it. If you're too much of a pussy, fucking shut up, get a job, and live your life as the drone society wants you to be.
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>>720538089
Why the fuck would I buy blank rounds
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>>720535351
It's not supposed to be about what society asked of you... You knew that.. It's what you ask of yourself. Holding yourself to the standards you define as Greatness. Seizing opportunity and chasing whispering dreams. Make a damn life for yourself and the things that grow when you cum in a woman.
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>>720538413
In case you change your mind.
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>>720535351
travel
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>>720536383
Then we get the vp. Yeah... really doing the world a favor.
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>>720538618
Evolution is fake.
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>>720535351
https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1485265350913.webm
just think of it as restarting anon
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the goal of life is to find what makes it valuable for you.
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>>720538489
I don't change my mind. The moment I find a way to get a gun, I'll finally be free. Sucks being a square white guy, history of depression keeping me from a permit to purchase, and don't know anyone who can link me to the black market.
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>>720536298
acceptance is the answer. Stop expecting humans to be a certain way. society and hollywood have tainted the meaning of life. if you wanna LIVE, then advocate absurd and random.
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>>720538847
just go to chicago and ask people to borrow their guns
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>>720535351
Fuck a horse, or have a horse fuck you, either way u will finally be happy.
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>>720537073
*master your self. confront your psyche. all the answers you seek lie within you
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Thank you guys for replying to this thread. There is some solace in knowing a few people can empathize.
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>>720538748
KeK
>>720538847
Are you banned from buying gun parts aswell?
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>>720538996
No, because they'll just shoot me in non-fatal places and I'll be stuck in a hospital for who knows how long and no clue what kind of shit condition my body will be in after.
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>>720539136
Hmm, I hadn't thought about that... Only trouble with that is that I need to research what all a gun needs and hope I'm not missing anything. I'm a smart person, but I don't know if I trust myself not to fuck up putting together a gun without any knowledge beforehand.
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>>720535351
>How can I distract myself
i know you said no drugs but srsly a bowl of gonja every night is what keeps me going. I mean just casually hit it in the evening like some old gradpa smoke'n his pipe. It's just a perfect steady supply of seritonin-codone-codine whatever the fuck the brain does. I know it's just cause it's dumbing you down ever so slightly but it just makes the world so much more fucking interesting. I probably have some diagnoseable depression, maybe i just found a correct dose of self-medication
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>>720539248
If you smart don't end urself we need people in this world to replace the tumbler fems after the mass genocide
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>>720539414
I said I'm smart, not useful. Sheesh.
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>>720535351
Society is a unnatural construct, there is no value to be gained.
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>>720539499
Dubs don't lie.
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>>720539335

Yeah, I've been smoking nightly for the past year. You're totally right but that effect has begun to wear off. I need to smoke a massive amount to feel the high that I used to, and I know it'll eventually get to the point where I no longer feel anything at all
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>>720536109
omg, so you are fapping yourself silly, your hormonal balance is all fucked.
Clearly you need to do no fap as fapping is the cause of all the lacklusters and depressions. .
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>>720539506
I see nothing unnatural about society. Humans are animals, and we're all acting exactly like we should be. Everyone is looking out only for themselves and those they care about.
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>>720539506
>no value to be gained
...you type on your computer that fits in your pocket that cost so little it was probably a hand-me-down freeby. you think nomadic tribes would have come up with that shit eventually?
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>>720539624
Take a tolerance break. Sure it'll suck for like the 2 week period but then it gets better.
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>>720539624
That's why smart people don't smoke so often. Only dumb asses do it every night, because you build up tolerances.
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seems like you should try accepting Jesus anon - at least as a last resort. Could it hurt? Would you be able to live with yourself knowing you betrayed the atheist you grew to hate?
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I feel the same way as you, OP.

Except, I am not successful in any way, shape or form. If you have a good job and are financially independent, then I can't really relate to you feeling miserable.

If you have a steady income and don't have any money issues, then why don't you just do whatever you want? I mean, surely the whole world is at your fingertips. Go to Spain, take a swim in the ocean and sip a margarita. Or maybe you want to go to Siberia and see what it means to live in a frozen wasteland. Maybe you just want to go to some European capital, to abuse drugs and screw whores. I don't know what it is you're into, but whatever it is, you can probably manage to satisfy your desires.

Are you just angry and full of hate for no reason?
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>>720535351
it sounds like you want to do something that you're not. playing an instrument or getting buff or painting or playing a sport you like. you just seem unfulfilled. find that thing you're missing if you haven't already and go after it
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>>720537630
What limits of your capacities do you know, OP?
I challenge you to find the thing that you can always improve on.
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what do you guys think of videos like this? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQQvc-RllCg
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>>720539839

It's called a sangria you stupid left wing idiot
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>>720535351
Why convince everyone? You obviously need help if you're asking for it on this goddamn image board. Learn from the Bible. If you don't care for it then go to the miriad of other religions. I'm warning you, it will take a considerable amount of time. Good hunting.
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>>720536815
>Do psychologists actually give a fuck though?
no

> I feel like their entire purpose is to string those in pain along for their own profit.
yes, i could have solved allot of my problems if the insurance just gave me the cash they spend on those morons.

> Also I don't think I could ever change the way I think because of some idiot who chose to study the easiest field in academia and congratulates me for "opening up".
Most the mental problems that humans have are incompatibilities between socialite structures and instinct.

Instinct is determinated by genetics so you cannot change it, environment is usually not changeable by therapists.
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>>720539976
Looks like Kaley Cuoco. Too bad it's not her.
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>>720537417
>I cannot
>I will never
>I am destined
>They are insurmountable.

K right there you have already lost the battle. psychology is the easiest of the sciences, which is why Psych programs are usually filled with women. Regardless, psychology is a recent field, but the work done in it has been pretty eye opening.

I don't know if you have any mental illness, or really anything about you, except that you think change is impossible, which is bullshit.

It's easy to be certain about your future when you make it a self-fulfilling prophecy. If you think it can't be changed and do nothing about it, then you can easily predict where you'll be in 60 years. You have to actually try. Your posts (if they are yours) are filled with assumptions. You can't assume shit in life, ever. You have to adjust to the circumstances around you. "Society" doesn't tell you to do anything. People make their living in a variety of ways, many you've never heard of or could never even imagine doing. You do what you must to get by.
If it really seems that empty and dull then I would suspect mental illness. And a psychologist/psychiatrist would most certainly help. It's easy to distort the truth when you feel this way. When you think about your future and your pasta and your self worth and everything. Its easy for it to be biased. When another person (like a psych) takes a glance at your life, they may see something much more.

And idk if your single or married or in a nice relationship, cuz tbh thats one of the single most important things, and a man's world can be made brighter and more vivid when Darwin's genetic demands are met and you have a wonderful partner to hold you close at night, but thats just me cuz im a lonely fucker and like you I have a decent life of education and employment but feel empty, am not good too good at connecting with people and am quite lonely.
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>>720536117
Fuck you. You would have done it already, you coward.
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>>720539624
naaaa na na na see this is what i'm saying, don't smoke to get high. Just smoke cause it's 8 o'clock or whatever and you take a hit every 20, 30 minutes while you're watching jeopardy or playing lord of the what-have-you and it makes dinner taste better. maybe another bowl here and there but you shouldn't be getting wasted every night on any substance. That's what the doctors call clinical depression.
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>>720537073
>dude, u r 22, go LIVE
>go get a girl
>go to an party
>go masturbe ur self
>get some fun
>go L I V E
He started with "masturbate self" then went back in to his basement to play videya
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>>720540132
Lol, gtfo.
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>>720539839

My job earns me enough to pay for my rent and food and some vidya. I am definitely lucky to be able to pay for necessities, but I cannot afford to do whatever I desire just yet. I know I started this thread out of pessimism, but don't give up anon. You'll get your financial independence soon enough
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>>720535351
Play video games. Or, if it's your thing, become a hunter and kill animals. The issue with that is that you become a serial killer at one point, but that only sucks for the people around you
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>>720535351
Killing yourself is degenerate. Quit being a puss and enjoy the only life you'll ever live. Everyday that passes is another one you will never see again. Killing yourself will never allow you to the days that have yet to be born.

However, if you do it, make sure to live stream it on Facebook and just before you kick the chair out from under you, profess to the world that Mark Zuckerburg is a piece of shit an enabled you to kill yourself.
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>>720537417
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Buy a puppy or plant something...just keep going nigger
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>>720539999

Sangria? You mean the alcoholic beverage, made from wine and fruits?

Did you reply to the wrong person, or is there another definition for the word "sangria" that I should be aware of?
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>>720540245
You first, dipshit. I'm comfortable with watching you die.
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>>720540222
checked. The reason he can't/won't do those things is because he has no outlet for his depression and sin. He'll reject my advice to turn to the Lord, which is sad because it's the only advice in here that would benefit him.
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>>720537630
They are nearly bluffing their way true life in full blissful ignorance
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>>720535351
Man, you are lucky you live in a society where the demands are so few that you have time to have this fucking extended teenage psychosocial moritorium.

You are not 14, you've got a world of options and the only limits to what you can do are primarily linked to a lack of imagination (granted being financially solvent helps too).

Stop searching for a fucking reason and use the time you've got. Find a fucking hobby or an interest you enjoy and fucking do it. Will it mean anything on a fucking cosmic scale? No... but little / anything does so you may as well make the most of it OP...

You humongous, whining faggot.
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>>720540321
I hate people who say this optimistic bullshit. Who cares if it's the only one you get? Not to mention the fact that you don't even know how life works yet. Just because you don't know what's after doesn't mean you only have one shot to live life. For all you know, you're going to be living every human life in existence and you're going to experience everything that ever happens in this world.
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>>720540461
Send me a gun, I'd be glad to stream it.
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>>720540292

Thanks, dude, it's a nice thing to say.

A lot of people(myself included) don't have a whole lot going on in life, just work. If you don't mind me projecting a little bit, my guess would be that you are agitated and in a bad mood, because you don't have a girlfriend. Do you think getting a lady friend would alleviate your grumpiness?
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>>720537417
Glory among men is worthless.
Just do whatever the hell you want to do, and everyone will eventually notice.
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>>720538272
Africa is filled with proto humanoid, how can you compare the 2 experiences of life.
negroids only just have self awareness. off course they are blissfull. they are ignorant and stupid.
Dumb people are usually happy as they are to stupid to realize what is going on.
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>>720540100

all replies that have a space between the > and the text are me. I am single. I haven't had a romantic relationship in almost 5 years. I've done some sexual stuff since then but for the most part it was just to shut up the friends who were pressuring me into it. I think a lack of romance has a lot to do with the way I feel, yet I also seriously doubt any woman would sincerely want to spend her time with me
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I hope you suck cocks in hell
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Find a friend who wants to do something specific IE, traveling. Help them do that. Even if you don't care about yourself, find something that will take up time until you find something YOU want to do
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>>720540634
You would take the easy way. Get a damn rope and hang yourself. You can quote me in your suicide note.
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>>720535351
Eat an entire pie. That's what I do.
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Occam's razor, man.

Bust a pack and slit your wrists with shiny, whetted reality.
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>>720540847
he's only replying to the people who are pushing him on and ignoring those who are offering constructive ways out mentally.
>sage
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>>720540725

lol, i wrote >>720540817 before reading this. so, yeah.
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>>720539499
Still you could bring up total avg the median.
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>>720540778
But thruster happy. They show signs of depressed anger.
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>>720541016
I don't want to hang myself, takes too long and the whole point of a gun is I avoid the pain and chance that it fails.
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>>720539335
He's right you know, I understand that maybe most people don't subscribe to this, but I think you need a good shroom/dmt trip to make you feel the speciality of life, think about yourself more scientifically atleast to understand how beautiful it is to be alive.. I know that sounds cucked but you are billions of atoms from stars made into a flesh suit etc, start to think like this and you might find more meaning to this shit. Now when I look at a human I see an interesting alien going through a long chain of evolution on a spinning ball in space etc. Just my 2 cents. I'm not some stoner bro even, been sober for 100 days. Good luck anon.
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>>720541203

to be honest i'm so hooked on weed and alcohol that i am afraid to dip my toes into anything else. then again i think about killing myself all the time so i suppose i should just nut up and take some shrooms
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>>720539664
You cant kill some one if you want to.
You cant just conquer a women by force
You cant just easily uproot and walk somewhere else if you dont like a place.
There are to many people that ppl mirror themselves to and start to feel bad as they dont match up to all people as there are to many.
You have to work 9 hours a day 5 days a week in order to feed yourself have a shelter and pay insurances.
Humans gain countless traumas in their life, normally 1 trauma would have been deadly in nature and you wouldn't have to carry that shit for a lifetime in your mind.

No it is pretty unnatural
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>>720539736
So to you the value of life is having a iphone. okay.
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>>720541060

Well, I'm a 26 year old virgin, so I certainly can't give you any advice in that regard.

But if you are (reasonably) well off financially, then that's a great start, right? Tell us, what is your major malfunction? Manlet? Micropenis? Autism? Just ugly?
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>>720541361
I'm not out here telling anyone what to do, but quitting alcohol and taking shrooms once instead etc changed a lot. But I think atleast lay of the alcohol, again I know that most people find this to be cucked etc but there is actually a lot of science to this. If you are addicted to porn, please stop watching it as it takes a lot of the spirit of life out. Long story short, our instinctual meaning is to reproduce, if you watch porn and get that over with, your primal being has no purpose = you don't find anything special etc. Again just my two cents and I understand these topics are controversial . But its not that complex anon. I'm sure you can change your perspective and be happy. A lot of us did. Study science, take some supplements and maybe try a psych to change your mind. Good fucking speed my man. I felt apathetic and shit for years until I changed my thinking.
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>>720541361
Also get the fuck into nature.
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>>720539758
Only poor people take tolerance breaks.
Wtf do you do during the tolerance days. stare at walls and get irritated by them?.
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>>720541540
Uh, you can do all that if you want to, buddy. Works like that in the animal kingdom, too. In a wolf pack, if the omega wolf tries to mate with a female before the other males, they fuck him up. That's pretty much rape by their standards. He can choose to do it or not, no one is stopping him, but there's consequences if he does.
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>>720541794
I don't smoke, that's how I have money AND don't build up a tolerance.
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>>720541540
What is murder.
What is rape.
What is moving.
Wut?
That's one way, among others.
Wut.
K.
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>>720535351

You gotta change, man. If societys norms dont suit you - fuck society.

Do what you gotta do. Ditch your family, burn all the bridges you need to burn. Its your life. Nobody else can tell you how to live your life.
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>>720540100
It's as much of a science as political science or quantum. Absolutely useless and inaccurate
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If you have a decent amount of money, travel, throw yourself into another culture. See how the rest of the world lives. Travelled round China last year, doing to same to Peru this year, gives you something to look forward too.
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>>720541623

Great question. I'm 5'9 160lbs and I have an average cock according to the internet. I'm pretty sure the reason I don't attract women is emotional/psychological, not physical. also the women who do approach me are generally unable to talk about anything other than their day to day life experiences which bore me. maybe i am just an asshole
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>>720540490
Hey the lord says dont fap, so i am on your side during this one lordbro.
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>>720535351

Have you checked out club penguin?
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Why hate yourself op? Focus your rage on others who have made you miserable, women in particular, you're 22 and have never even kissed a girl. You should find the nearest sorority filled with the blondest sluts and seek your retribution.
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>>720542274

I have kissed many and fucked a couple girls. I just haven't ever had a valuable relationship with any of them
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>>720539999
Wtfffff
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>>720540601
People who are thinking about suicide are certainly lacking optimism. Fuck me for trying, right?

Oh, and I have absolutely no idea about what happens after death. I used to have faith, but I don't anymore. I'm agnostic and and believe that whatever happens, I don't have any control over it. And that's why I say to hold on to life. Because at this particular moment, our brains and consciencous are limited to the environmental stimulous around us. We cannot comprehend death any more we can comprehend life. At least my brain is telling me I'm alive and to keep going.
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>>720541890
In society those all have consequences that are not easily avoidable.
In nature it is much easier to deal with instincts as the consequences are not artificial and the instinct is adapted to that.

>>720541798
You have a point, but humans (cauacasians at least with brits rating the highest) are more individualistic were as wolfs are pack animals.
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Dude you are only 22. Suicide is nothing more than a long term commitment to a short term problem. Lets look at it this way. You either have two options right now and considering that you are on this board rather than dead already I'm guessing you are leaning more to one than the other. You did the rigt thing coming to a public place to talk about these feelings rather than act on them.

So this is what you are going to do next. You are going to put down the gun and just take a step outside and look at the stars then breath in slowly and exhale deeply. Do this a for a minute or two and then take a walk downtown to a public place to get a cup of coffee.

The next morning call up a friend or your pastor and tell them everything. Yes everything. You got to this point by going at this alone and the best way to claw yourself out of it is by talking. Then after that go on careerbuilder.com and choose a new job. You were about to end it all two minutes ago so lets at least try something different.
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>>720542224

Well, the internet is a great place to give advice on things you are in no way qualified to give advice on, so here goes...

My problem is that I am insecure, and I can barely look a girl in the eye. Honestly, I would rather fight a dragon then approach a girl and risk being shot down.

Reading your reply, your problem isn't that you "don't attract women". Rather, it seems that women don't attract you. Finding a good woman ain't easy. Maybe it's worth actually approaching one of those boring girls. Maybe you will be surprised to find out that she is actually really smart and insightful once you get to know her. Or maybe you will only begin to understand the true extent of her stupidity once you start to date her. Either way, it can't hurt, right?

What I mean to say is, unlike a lot of people here, maybe you are the one who rejects women, instead of the other way around.
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>>720542976
This.
He is a good man, anon. And he gives you a good plan. So follow him.
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>>720542224
>unable to talk about anything other than their day to day life experiences which bore me.
yeah you need to deal with that stupid shit.
but over time you have that kind of stupid shit in your life and then you start to bore others with it.
They in turn will be all enthusiastic about what you say but they wont give a single fuck or remember it.

The more you remember small stupid shit of each other the better the relation.

It is stupid and procreation and sexual pleasure partners should be assigned by the state as it is ridiculously inefficient. and tedious.

Fuck i must be in the spectrum.
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Bomb a hospital / public space, great use of your time and it helps build strong bonds in the Islamic community
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>>720543109

I appreciate your advice and I actually think you are right. Why are you afraid of speaking to women?
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>>720543109
You know? I used to be very insecure and that shit. Then, one day I said fuck it. Just do it, anon. Every time you are afraid of something, think: "What would /b/ tell me to do?" And do it, because if it doesn't work, you always have the lulz that caused to fellow anons when you come back here and tell us what happened
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>>720535351
OP, I was 22 over 14 years ago. I got 2 DUI's and a bunch of other misdemeanors. After my 2nd DUI, I contemplated suicide. I was going to jump off of the roof of the courthouse and try to aim for my judge's car.

But then I sobered up. My PO was really mean yet supportive. If it wasn't for her, I might not be here today.

14 years later, I'm happily married, own my own home, make 100K per year working from home. I have 2 great kids and a pretty good life.

Life really starts after your 20's.
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>>720535351
Hey OP personal question: how many times do you finger you dick hole till you ejaculate or ejaculate in general on average? per week?

Any more then 2 times a week and you are most definitely masturbating yourself in to a hormonal unbalance that could cause all the symptoms that you have.
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>>720543503
I don't think masturbation is the root of the issue. I'm mr. regular on the daily and am feeling fine, aside from some minor chafing.
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>>720543499
>Inb4 Click here to see how!
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>>720543639
>neets hate him!
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>>720543630
How old are you?
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I am going to sleep. Thank you guys for talking to me. I do feel better
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>>720543503

Masturbating more or less has no effect on your hormone production.
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>>720543757
28. Discovered my pecker when I was 12 or so and never looked back.
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>>720543905
It does effect the break down of hormones.
Some negative hormones are release as well that act as a sexual/physical suppressor.

just count the dots those are the days
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>>720543404

Insecurity. Lack of self confidence. Just something in my mind. I have no physical deformities. I might even say, at the risk of sounding arrogant, that I am relatively good looking. But contrary to what people on 4chan believe, looking good is in no way a free pass. I have been approached by girls, but I always manage to fuck it up spectacularly, either by comparing her to my mother, or saying things that are outright designed to piss her off. Though, to be fair, I have a little bit in common with you when it comes to choosing a girl. I'm not very interested in someone who spams facebook with her duckface photos, while not having one nuanced though in her skull. I still wanna fuck her, but I'm not adept enough to fake interest.

>>720543472

Here's something that happened at work:

>older female coworker asks for my age
>"I'm 26"
>"Oh, that's too bad!"
>"Why?"
>"Because I'm old!"
>"That's ok, I'm above the age of consent"

As I walked off I realized what I had just said. That was a year ago, and I still feel like a clown to this day.
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>>720544042
So do you have a girlfriend now, if not how long ago did you had a gf?. im thinking you score below average on the dating thing.
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>>720535351
>>720535351
I'm in the exact same situation and I collect toys to distract me. It helps better than you'd think. Collecting toys might not work for you but the point I'm trying to make is it's probably healthy to get a hobby if you don't already have one.
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>>720535351
I'm in the exact same situation and I collect toys to distract me. It helps better than you'd think. Collecting toys might not work for you but the point I'm trying to make is it's probably healthy to get a hobby if you don't already have one.
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do good work, not just dead end boring dead shit work.

volunteer helping the less fortunate and be dedicated and genuine, because it's hard and forget about approaching women.

you'll find they will approach you because you'll have built confidence and character by caring about more than just yourself.

It is rewarding in more ways than just meeting women, that's a nice bonus, but it shouldn't be the main focus of your work.
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>>720544363
Collecting things is a instinct, you are simply satisfying your primal desires.
This is what makes you happy, the closer you get to matching the desire the happier you will be..

Is any one else having issues with posting comments atm?
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>>720544757
>/
Yes, what the fuck is going on?
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>>720535351
Look man, I'm 22 as well and have similar thoughts all of the time. It does suck living
and not knowing the point, but what many
people here are saying is to just be content
and do what you enjoy or interests you.

I was going to college, but dropped out. I didn't even know why I was going and I just did it
because it's such a societal norm. Now I'm part-time at my job, but I work with a welder and I'm learning fabrication too. I feel better knowing I'm not pissing money away for something I didn't even know that I wanted. This all stemmed from knowing somebody from work, completely unexpected, but I'm going with it because I don't enjoy my current job anymore and I don't know what exactly I'm being called to do.

The sooner you ditch the things in life that make you feel uncomfortable, the sooner you can grow into somebody you want to be. Take it a week at a time, don't read into the future so much. Talk to like minded people because it does help. Life can open doors for you and sometimes you don't even have to try.
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