Feels thread What's got you down /b/?

I dont cum with my gf anymore

I hate my job

I love cars but i hate my car

Only thing keeping me going is i like flying and guns but I'm terrible at shooting competitively and flying is terrifying

My gf has been weird,i feel insecure and like i don't make her happy even though she tells me
she is happy with me and needs me but she just came up with 'sorry if i act weird,i've been feeling like i don't give a fuck about anymore lately'

She told me she was going to be okay but her being like that hurts..she is so cold through texts but at college she is cold/normal with me and she is pretty open with other people...

I just don't feel like i make her happy anymore

Girlfriend and I have been together for going on 9 years, have a wonderful 4 year old son together also. I love my son more than anything, but it kills me to be with his mother. Constantly arguing, neither one of us being happy and always being miserable. She doesn't seem to want to break it off but I don't think I can do this anymore.

story of my own...

>college student, heavily involved within student government
>last year, befriended a guy involved in the organization
>later learned that he was originally from Russia and was an orphan who never knew his parents
>was adopted and was so thankful for a good family that he wanted to help others with anything, particularly condition of life through legislation
>he wanted to run for President
>ultimately didn't support him because he initially was going to be unethical
>he lost, but ended up never being unethical
>stayed in our student Senate as a senator
>first day of class last semester
>"At this point, I've no ambition, so I'm going to do my best to inspire the younger folks, I won't be here forever"
>had always been a beloved senator and all of Senate liked to tease him and pick jokes at him
>he always enjoyed it, knew it was out of affection
>should note he was one of the most passionate and hardest working students within student government
>spring semester starts
>"This will be my last semester, so you all better soak it up"
>dies suddenly in his sleep the day after the first Senate of the semester
>no confirmed report yet, but his parents think it was a blood clot
>whole campus is devastated because we all knew him
>realized I was one of the last people to see him alive

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My family hates me for hating my dad because he was a piece of shit who abused me.
I'm going to move out of my shit apartment because I can't make rent anymore.
No friends to speak of so I can crash on there couch.
Job doesn't pay enough for me to have nice things, I'm lucky I have this computer.

Life sucks, barely making it.

>>720200089
Wish you the best mate,keep strong

>>720200435
Thanks

>>720200177
I know that feel. But thank God I'm getting passed it now and realizing what a fucked up cunt she was anyway. It is shocking when they just go cold on you overnight like that. I think it's one of those weird things that women can do that we'll never really be able to get our heads around. It's almost psychopathic really.

>>720199324
What??

>>720200577
Is it worth to love someone?

>>720200577
I've become that person that grows cold over night and I hate myself for it.

my motorbike got stolen..

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>today I turn 25
>kissless virgin
>never been on a date
>haven't hugged a girl in years
>socially retarded
>can't keep a conversation going
>wanna die
>work 12 hr shifts in a hospital lab
>life is on repeat for the past year

My dog is my only buddy. I come home and he jumps on me and gives me a lick on my cheek every day. I love that dog. My life would suck so much more if he wasn't here.

My girlfriend makes me unhappy, and a girl Im talking to right now makes me insanely happy. But shes been giving me the cold shoulder lately and flirting with other dudes right in front of me. We used to talk for hours on end over the phone, through calls and text, now Im lucky enough to say hi once per day. I'd be fine with just keeping her as a friend, too, she's super chill. But she doesn't even talk to me enough to consider us friends at this point.
Fuck it, I think im just going to give up and stick with my miserable life.

>>720201093
Happy birthday, Anon! :)

>>720200844
Are you a chick? I've only really ever seen this with women but I could be wrong and a little biased to to being cynical and jaded from my last relationship, which I actually think will be my last now. Seriously I really think I'm done with it.

>>720200838
oh gods yes.

it hurts like nothing you'll ever know when it goes sour.

But I'd walk that path knowing it can only lead to pain to feel love and be loved again.

i don't exercise i'm dehydrated because i don't drink enough water i need to shit and i have a headache

>>720200838
At this point in my life I have no idea. It's a huge catch 22. It would just be nice if people were mature enough to work things out and stick with each other through thick and thin but it just seams to me that the whole dating culture is fucked and has drowned in the shallow end what with Tinder and the sexual revolution having passed and all that.

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>>720198004
way behind on all the shit i want to do

im not doing memorable things as much as i used to

thats about it

>>720201257
Thank you, anon. I really do appreciate it.

>>720201276
Nope, but it's the same principal chick or not. It sucks, you wake up and don't love the person you made so many promises to and loved so much but now you can't stand the thought of them and refuse to talk to them and keep communication to a minimal. Being the person who does that sucks as much as being the person on the receiving end.

>>720201093
happy bday sperglord

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>>720198776
she went
B L A C K
L A C K
A C K
C K
K

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0vu-W0CvFs

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>>720201093

happy b-day anon

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>>720201321
>>720201446
Actual girlfriend has been acting weird and she said is just another of her days,i want to believe but it hurts.

I'm not sure if i should just leave her alone till she comes back normal again or just keep trying to make her come back

>>720201691
>>720201807
Thanks, guys. I'm going to go to bed. I have to get some sleep before I go back to work.

>>720201093
I know this is gonna hurt, but we all know that they don't live our years. One day you'll see a dark path and be lost without your friend, but know that there's many more friends waiting to help you feel better and keep fighting. Add to your support before they turn old, makes the loss a little easier and the responsibility can keep you from far darker actions.

>>720201612
I think it has a lot to do with people confusing infatuation with love. Love being more of an action and a choice than a feeling. You chose to love and care for someone or not and infatuation will always fade. That's when you know weather you want to make the commitment or not. It's not surprising really if you think about how much our modern culture is saturated with glorification of the infatuation phase through pop music, movies and advertising etc. People think that has no effect but it's actually pretty powerful. And that's where I've given up on it because I think that being up against that much of a cultural dystopia the odds are slim that anything will work out in the long run. I'm tired of stupid infatuation crap myself.

My add and anxiety keep getting progressively worse can't take adderal because it makes me bipolar and the amount I'm prescribed makes me feel awful not very good at anything I can feel my anxiety and stress shooting out my head impossible for me to be social no matter how many times I plan conversations in my head social situations shut me down I'm incredibly sensetive and my hands always hurt from punching things because I can't take or anxious I get or understand why I do

>>720201943
Maybe leave her alone. I think if you try to hard like that it'll just push her away more. And if she drifts when you let her be then there's nothing you could have really done anyway. I know that is hard to accept but I think that's the way it works in that situation.

>>720202217
She keeps saying she doesn't need some space but maybe that will work..just like hugging her or trying to get close hurts already. i don't want to feel like shit anymore

>>720201943
>>720202217
Make it known that even if it'll hurt you she should let you know, make it known how it's affecting you, and make it know you want to help.

one way or another, you'll get your answer. it may not be the one you want, but it's best for both of you if it's not going to work out.
Best of luck to you, anon.

>>720202677
Maybe you need a break as well to clear your head. Sounds a bit like she's playing with your emotions weather she means to or not. Nobody likes that.

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>>720201943

>>720202832
>>720202677
that's a good point. remember that ladies aren't the only ones who need time to process emotions. It may sound a little too tumblr, but guys cry too. we're not meat Popsicles.

nothing, my life is perfect.

>>720202217
>>720202762
>>720202832
>>720203034
>>720203446


I guess i'll talk to her tomorrow and see how things goes,i feel a little better. Thank you anons,i'm going to sleep,need to wake up early for college,Goodnight

OP here, goodnight anons, hope things get better for all of you, and I hope I pass in my sleep.

>>720201186
The Wonder Years. Fucking great album

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5'7 and it's ruining my self esteem
Also medium penis so that sucks as well
pic related

>>720204721
5"4 6/10 30 year old and dating a 9/10 21 year old.
Average Penis. Incredible oral skills. Confidence goes a long long way

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>>720204721
I love being sad :^)

>>720204913
I'm happy for you dude. Not sarcastic I really am. I just can't get over it
>>720204948
Ye it's fun

>>720198004
The fact that I must let my fellow Americans experience an America that is not being made great again. That the best way for them to learn is the hard way.

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So...I guess I should tell my story

Girl I work with is super fun to be around but after a 9 year relationship I'm not ready to go looking for anything, especially anything serious. So I've convinced myself that I can't possibly be on anyone's list of potential dates. After she has a pretty gnarly breakup girl throws HUGE signals my way and they bounce off my stupid head like I'm pussy-phobic. So months go by, and I find out she's been dating my boss on the DL. Over these months, us three became really good friends, so this kinda pisses me off. Long story short, boss and her get found out by his boss, he dumps job and stays with her. Not a week passes and I get a text from him stating that I need to be very blunt and offer a Poly-relationship to her because she had told him she was interested in me. fast forward to now, a week or two ago after a few weeks of mild dating, she's decided to keep it 'friendly' between us, because she would feel guilty about going farther with me even if boss is alright with it. that's fine Poly ain't everyone. We still flirt, I send her cute texts, she's extremely comfortable to talk to about emotions and shit. I've fallen hard for her and she's busted me out of the emotional prison I put myself in. But she's still got feelings for him and I don't blame her, boss is a cool guy and hasn't done wrong by me or her.

I just feel like the "nice guy" that's getting taken for a ride, but I know that's not true. I hate this voice in my head that tells me I'm only gonna get my heart broken. I'm talking to her thursday about alot of this and I might end up dropping the L bomb. Anybody got advice and/or wanna know more?

>>720198776
Literally every girl on planet earth does this eventually. It means that she's bored of you and is probably going to leave

Girlfriend is away at school and ignoring me. She was very vague about wanting to try spending time on ourselves but I see her talk to my friends pretty often. I know she's busy but I'm lucky if I get a full sentence out of her once a week. When she visits we fall in love again but when she's gone I don't exist. I don't know if I should move on.

I feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife, in the chest, I may have quinsy but who the fuck knows what that even is first of all, ex-girlfriend wants to accuse me of rape, she also fucked a good friend of mine, been robotrippin a little here and there. Kind of eases the pain, don't sleep at night mainly because of the addy I take so I can actually get shit done. Self conscious. Etc.

>>720207372
You absolutely should move on. There's no way she's not taking it up the ass by other men right now, it's over.

>>720208007
I can confidently say she wouldn't move on right now, she's made it clear before she went back not long ago that she doesn't want anyone else but right now it just feels very cold.

>>720198004
My life
Got out of the Navy at 25 after 4 years. Lost sense of purpose, started drinking/hanging at bars like it's my job. Turn into alcoholic, was trying to be a cop. Total my car drunk. Can't be cop now. Now I'm 30, dead end job, no prospects, no car/lisence still. Things are looking dim, and I'm running out of time.

>>720198004
I'm always nervous to drive my car. I have old plates from AZ when I moved to Ohio 2 years ago. I can't get the registration because I dont have contact with my co-signer, which I need to fill paperwork to get it transfered. So I cant get car insurance because its not registered, so I am afraid to drive anywhere, and I look through my rear view mirrors more than my windshield. I've had to adopt tactics to avoid the chance of a cop pulling up behind me, and I designed my own license plate so it conveniently covers my extremely out dated tags. It's really stressful, I typically avoid or make excuses not to take my gf or daughter anywhere because the stress of driving is too much. I do if i have to, but never for leisure.

>>720208980
Most new cop cars got plate readers now, it's only a matter of time anon.

Her.
Them.
It.
Me.

>>720198004
I feel pretty terrible. I can't sleep , have aches and pains and my skin is crawling. My anxiety and depression are killing me and I just want to do better.

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>>720201093
Happy birthday anon!!

>>720198004
Drugs took a chunk out of my life now I'm way behind. Gonna keep doing things and try to stay on point. Sometimes daydream about suicide.

Lol chan ddnt even ask if I was a robot cause tha sauce so real

>>720210229
I came on the pic of a girls face and sent it to her and I dont think she liked it.

FeelsBadMan

>>720210837
didnt mean to link it...

I feel like selling something at the pawnshop and going to get some dope /pills and some needles and nodding off into the great divine. Is it normal to want to die?

>>720211029
Ab
so
lutely

definitely should stick around tho

>>720210837
savage

>>720211029
If you find yourself not afraid of death, seek help.

The best of us have been in worse places. You can still make a difference,

>>720211197
I'm being serious too

>>720211091
Yeah I know I should stick around and if there is a god I think he knows I try. I just don't know how much strength I have left.

>>720211312
I might have to do that. I've just been fucking up my life so badly lately that it's hard to believe things will get better when in the past it's only gotten worse.

>>720211398
No god.
Just u
Strength is a choice

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>>720198004

>>720212042
It's easier said than done.

>>720199068
Have you tried couple's counseling anon, or are you done with her?

>>720198004
on Monday I learnt that my doggo has cancer and will only live a few more months.. fml

My girlfriend and I are on opposite ends of the political spectrum and I think it's starting to pull us away from eachother. I don't understand why people can't just coexist.

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>>720201093

Happy Bithday Anon. This year everything will be different!

I have too many people to prove wrong and very few people to prove right

>>720202207
Planning conversations doesn't help the anxiety. I've been in your shoes anon, if you want to socialize just keep the conversation moving. It's easier to have a dialogue when you chat randomly and the subjects keep bringing up new things to talk about off the top of your head. Good luck.

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Someone want a hug?

>>720211398
Hang in there /b/ro. God has a plan.

>>720213017
I wish I could make myself believe that.

>>720200089
Hang in there anon, it will get better!

>>720212357
Same here, if you guys want to talk politics - stick to the facts or just fuck instead. That's been my game plan and it's working out.

>>720213075
Don't make it a constantly active thought, that'll mess with your head/actions. Just bring it out when you're really down in the dumps. If money's an issue that stresses you out. How about a 2nd job? Find that before, good way to keep busy enough to ignore the shit and ease your stress with more money in your pocket,

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I guess not

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1/2
non comics faggots prepare for feels

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>>720213897
2/2

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>>720198310
sounds like a personal probrelem

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>>720213921
See you space cowboy!

7

>>720213529
I've always had problems with racing thoughts so it's a little hard. I don't even have a regular job right now let alone a second one. I've been a neet for a couple months and I fucking hate it. I've been trying to find work but nothing seems to work out.

>>720213654
I do

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>>720214438
oh good.
I was getting lonely <3

>>720214634
Same here anon.

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>>720214775
You can call me kitty anon. who are you?

>>720198004
My friends genuinely believe I'm having incestuous sexual relations with my twin brother.

>>720198004
I'm 18, kissless virgin and have no friends because of not going to school and extremely religious parents have kept me from socialising from a young age. Trapped in my parents home without a way to escape and no education

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>>720214963
you cant just say that and not give us a story, anon

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I'm in love with eliza and i'm depressed because I don't know her and will probably never know her. not a day goes by where I don't think about her...

>>720198004
I've been doing really well with my diet and lost 58lbs so far, most of which in the last 6 months. Usual shit - healthy eating, no snacks, no alcohol, no crap, 2 hour exercise sessions every other day and yeah, the weight's melted off. Only thing is, I've reached 232lbs (look a LOT better but still got a gut that I want to get rid of) and I've hit a wall over the last month...the weight is refusing to shift. Last week for example I was hitting about 1500 calories a day with exercise AND my manual job and I step on the scales this morning and find I've gained half a pound.

I mean. WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING FUCK?

And then I get to go into work and listen to one of the thin chads talk about how he drinks every night, smokes weed and stuffs pizza and fucking mcdonalds down his throat and never gains weight.

Seriously God. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU IN YOUR FUCKING FACE YOU CUNT.

Ahem. I needed that.

Seriously though, I'm just a little pissed. I've been told to expect not just one, but several weight-loss plateaus and I guess this just means I need to increase/change my exercise and maybe even up my calories a bit to get my metabolism going again. Oh well. Seriously sucks though, why the fuck is my body fighting me SO FUCKING hard on this?!?! Fuck you evolution.

>>720199068
Jees at least give the child a sibling, assuming you are not a nigger.
Face it you are going to break up and the kid will have no one as the parents are to busy with each other and themslefs.

>>720214366
Fir a second job, pick something low level you don't give a shit about. Fast food restaurant is good, get free food to save money and calling in to miss a shift is common occurrence.

>>720214902
Names Brendan. Nice to meet you kitty lol.

>>720215226
Thanks for the advice anon.

>>720215145
Sounds slightly neckbeard. If you want to get rid of the gut ab exercises only.

>>720199324
Probably wanted to remind himself to record the X-Files.

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>>720215263
good now come cuddle with me

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>>720201974
>this is gonna hurt, but we all know that they don't live our years.
You beat me to it, i need to have a gf or wife or a kid, so i know it can outlive me.
my cats are past their prime now and my mom same thing after that i have literally nothing but this pc in life.
And every one knows pcs dont last for ever!!!!!.

>>720201093
Happy birthday anon. Youre the fucking man, your anon brothers are cheering for you. Keep pushing I know you will find your happiness in life

>>720200089

Sometimes you just have to distance yourself from your immediate family to move on in your life. I wish I could do it. Similar story except I live at home at the age of 25 with my mom, no degree, no job. I qualify and could collect disability but morally I can't bring myself to so that. It's sucks being emotionally autistic and being a sensitive baby sometimes, PTSD is fun.

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>>720215425
Get a parrot, you dont even have to work shitty 12 hour a day jobs any more either.

I just finished playing Samorost 3 and I'm sad it's over

>>720201093

Dude get a new job with more social interaction mang!

>>720215540
How much more interaction do you need if you are in a hospital.

>>720215053
Ah, right...

I only found out about this earlier today, when my brother's best friend texted me saying that rumor has it I had sex with my brother--obviously, I didn't. I tried to pry and get to the base of this rumor, which turns out to be a mutual friend and two dorm members with rooms adjacent to ours (we share a dorm).

I'm currently recovering from the flu and it's been pretty rough on me, and during the night I had episodes of shivering where my body temperature would spike up and drop suddenly at random, leaving me feeling extremely hot one minute and extremely cold the next. That was on topic of dry heaving into a bucket. My brother had piled blankets on top of me when I began to freeze and decided he'd sleep in my bed with me to keep me warm and cool me off when I needed it. The cold spell was pretty intense so he snuggled right up against me and I didn't think anything strange of it. A hot flash returned and he helped me take my shirt and heavy pajama bottoms off, and then the cold spell returned. The blankets were too much for him so he took his shirt and pajamas off too, and then huddled against me. I fell asleep shortly afterwards.

Well, our mutual friend came over while we were sleeping to check up on me, and I guess her imagination went wild. We were both shirtless, laying in my bed, with our limbs entangled, and according to my brother's best friend, she didn't actually think we'd done anything until our mutual friend told her that he heard "weird moaning" from our room.

Apparently, the other dorm member heard it too. But what they thought was me apparently getting railed by my brother was really just the sound of me begging my brother to rail me...with blankets. Or to get the puke bucket.

So now I get to explain that to my friends. It probably doesn't help that my brother and I are very close and we do give each other kisses and cuddle frequently, but I assure you there is nothing lewd nor incestuous happening.

>>720215395
Lol silly kitty. Do you normally post on B pretending to be a cat ?

>>720215340
Nope. No such thing as spot reduction. Ab exercises will build up muscle, but the fat will remain. Only consistent weight-loss will remove the fatty areas.

As for neckbeard? Nah, not really. Just fucked off that my hard work is starting to show less results. Though despite my ranting, I'm aware persistence and constant effort will break through. Just needed to vent ya know?

>>720198004
Right now I'm feeling down because my room is a mess and I don't feel motivated to do the things I should be right now like studying, doing homework

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>>720215624
Oh no im not prentending to be a cat lol
They just call me kittyanon cause I love cats

>>720198004
> what got you down?
Niggers, man. Fucking niggers everywhere

>>720215340

Don't listen to this autist. I can't tell if he's trolling or not. Ab exercises will literally do NOTHING for your stomach gut. That's not how fat works. doing ab exercises won't improve ab definition unless you're at a low body fat percentage, Atleast 8%. Change up your diet, tweek your exercise routine. Shock your body. At some point if you're gaining muscle and not burning the fat, that's what could be happening. Especially in your legs.

>>720215617
holy kek anon. good luck to you.

>>720215676

Yeah you know your stuff. Mix that routine and diet up.

Girlfriend moved back to her state with her family. Steady trying to save up the money to get out there with her so that I can get a place with her when I'm out there. Money coming in slow, mostly freelance shit and odd jobs. Almost have enough to get out there

She's dealing with some crazy shit involving her old "friends" out there and now I haven't heard from her for a whole day. I try not to be clingy or whatever but this distance literally makes my stomach turn every second I think of it.

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>>720215745
That's an interesting nickname. I'm not known as anything on 4Chan except anonymous. XD Here is a picture of my kitty.

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>>720199324
9th july 2000
19:45

Few people remember this date, although many think of it almost unconsciously.

The big swap was something really remarkable. Wish I could get credit for helping plan it, but I knew I'd not be able to tell people stuff when I chose this life (if you can call it that).

>>720198004
cant stand up to anybody and tell them what I want

I miss my fucking best friend we used to do everything together, he was like a brother to me. I wish I can go back in time and relive those moments with him.

>>720216006
what a cutie
Where you from?

>>720215924
Cheers man. I'm gonna make it.

>>720216074
East coast of Candad. Wbu

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>>720198004
I feel down because I'm really hairy and shaving is such a pain because it takes hours. I need to shave today before I see a doctor

>>720215676
Sorry anon, didn't mean to offend. For melting off fat/non-large muscle building maybe bikram yoga? Helped me lose weight while not bulking up.

>cum in gf's butt
>cuddling after
>she releases the wettest sounding fart ever
>OH GOD
>remove blanket
>take a look
>cum and poop juice all over my fancy black sheets

my sheets are ruined and my room smells like sweat and poop

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>>720216118
> rub alcohol on body
> light match
> ??????
> profit

>>720216110
East coast US here <3

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>>720216006
Tuxedo kitties are fantastic kitties. Will snuggle.

>>720216244
I tried burning it off once but it hurts and stinks and it's innaffective, also I don't have alcohol or matches at home

>>720198004
once i spread my wing, aimed for the sky, then got stuck into a bug zapper.

>>720216245
Hello east coast friend haha. Nice to meet you.

>>720216258
Agreed. They are pretty cute little devils. Atleast my kitty is a devil.

>>720198004
the moment when i find the perfect job,
print the detail on paper,
go to the cellphone, the paper is gone.

FUCK MY LIFE.

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>>720216304
>don't have alcohol or matches at home
you even human?

>>720216123
No worries bud and cheers I'll have a read on it.

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>>720216441
I never liked cats until I met a tuxedo cat. Everyone I've met has so calm and nice. Never scratch, love to held and petted.

>>720216574
You should meet my kitty. She is a tuxedo cat but she's only young so she likes to be destructive and bite and scratch.

>>720216532
I have a lighter, and I don't drink much unless you mean rubbing alcohol?

>>720216210
you could always make her eat it anon. in some cultures thats considered very intimate

>>720216118
are you me?

>>720216705
you have to go to the doctor too?

>>720216644
Double Dubs mean I'm meeting and playing with your kitty. Will rough house with kitty, wear her out, get snuggles from sleepy kitty.

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>>720216416
I love making anons feel better
would cuddling me make you feel better?

>>720216842
hairy thing. i never go to the doctor.

>>720216861
Maybe someday. She could use someone to tire her out. God knows I don't have the energy lol.

>>720216862
It's 6am, freezing rain and windy outside , can't sleep and feel like shit. I appreciate your enthusiasm but not much is gonna make me feel better right now.

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>>720216989
hm, maybe you should cum and try to lay down

When I was a kid, I went to some psychedelic rock shows. At the time, I thought "Well, if everything ever goes to shit, at least I've seen this". Years pass, have some kids, and think, "Well, if everything goes to shit, at least I've brought something beautiful into the world". Years go by, now they're in college, and every time I see them, I think "Well, maybe I can't take all the credit for their efforts, but I helped make them who they are".

The moral is, you keep reaching unexpected rewards in life. Even if they're scary to contemplate, or feel like a difficult burden sometimes. There are times I feel sad and unappreciated, but it goes away. Because now I know there are more pleasant things to expect. I can afford nice things, and go anywhere I want in the world. The better part of that knowledge is knowing I can give those experiences to my kids who have not yet had these revelations, or help them through difficult times that put me near the brink of an immature breakdown. The things you think are hard, in the future, will be insignificant. The biggest fears are always the unknown, or what you perceive to be an insurmountable obstacle. But once you've been through the shit a few times, its not so intimidating any more.

Well i have a horrible right thumb, i dont think you guys would want to see it though.

>>720201093
Happy birthday anon

Fall in Love with another women.
Still love my gf.
I fell bad about it.
Is it bad to love two people?

>>720216892
yes I understand, it's hard to deal with it right?
I'm going to the doctor today because it's highly possible that I have a ruptured ovarian cyst and I'm shaving just in case they'd want to check anything

>>720217067
Are you hitting on me lol? I could be male or female or somewhere in between for all you know. Also I could be ugly as sin.

>>720217205
I'm sure the gyno appreciates it.

>>720217241
well not exactly I just think that would help you sleep no? I know it helps me lol
well you gave me your name remember so i assume you're male

>>720201093
in five more years you'll be a wizard. there's something to look forward to. I built up physical intimacy so much in my head that when i finally got it it was lackluster and unimpressive. I hope life gets better for you and everyone else here tonight.

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>>720217286
yes I'm sure they do, I bet they're tired of seeing nasty clams

>>720217342
Ah , mixed signals lol. I guess I did give my name but how do you know it's my real name ? Anyways , I don't really feel up for that right now. I think I might pull an all nighter , then I might be able to be awake to do stuff in the morning. Shit I mean it's technically already the morning here but whatever.

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>>720216652
Try kerosene, fam

>>720217187
You in college?

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Caught feelings for my best friend
>tldr she cheated on her bf with me a few weeks back but claims to have lost feelings for me
I hate females

>>720217484
It's the first time I've ever seen a picture of one but I'd be fine with not seeing a ruptured ovarian cyst again. I don't know if gynos would ever get tired of pussy. If you go into that kind of career I'm sure you either love pootang or are just a legit medicinal professional.

>>720217620
Women. Can't live with them , can't live with them amirite?

>>720217668
my entire outlook on them has been ruined by three, I'm in firm belief all women are hoes and i'm sticking to that

>>720217745
Meh I don't know about that. Chances are your young and will find a new lady friend in 3 to 6 months. ( just an adsumption)
I'm terrible because I know I could find a lady but I'm too depressed and isolated to do it. Just kinda starting to like being alone.

>>720217554
no thanks, I just shaved anyway plus do you think I carry around that stuff at home?
>>720217622
sorry anon I thought you'd be used to seeing stuff like that from all the gore threads there are on /b/

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>>720217855
The problem is your right i am young and I don't want to give up on this girl but I feel guilty for constantly flirting with her but it's becoming nearly impossible to suppress my feelings, what do nigga she's got me fucked up

The crushing realization that all the time I spent working towards my goals will almost likely forever go unnoticed, wasting thousands of hours since 2007 when I started.

>>720217919
Yeah you're right. I did used to go on rekt threads a bit. I'm just being a baby.

>>720217999
Dude you got trips. That means you gotta tell her how you feel. I mean if she says no life goes on , you might get lucky.

>>720217572
No anon. 33yo fag here.
One year in relationship with my gf.
I fall in love with another women in a psychiatric clinic, where i am right now.
We were already intimate, best bj of my Life. Don't know what to do.

>>720216016
Wat

>>720198004
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdxOdjeQUyE

drunk again, fuck everything

>>720218103
She knows how i feel m8, she claims to have feelings for me too but I can't help but feel like i'm being led on at this point

thread theme?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLHtV_S2HZw

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>>720215739
tfw you get ignored in a feels thread

I'm pretty bummed some woman didn't get hit with a street sweeper. It was inches, maybe a foot or two.

I mostly wonder what the fuck the aftermath would've been.

>>720218268
we care, we're just lurking too hard anon

>>720218295
really? what if that woman was your mother? would you have a different opinion then?
>>720218331
well I guess that helps. I often lurk too in feels threads but sometimes I reach out when things are hard. I find it's easier to talk to someone anonymous rather than a counselor and it really helps

>>720218176
Well , what it do bro. Just play it cool and don't be too clingy. Maybe if you pretend not to be interested she'll take notice. Everyone ( me included ) always wants the things we think we can't have.

>>720218268

Your room is a mess?

Clean it up. Also, do your homework. You should probably read a fucking book before that, too.

>recovering addict on vacation with family
>gone from 80 mg methadone to 50 mg
>feel pressure from family to do it faster
>lied about being around 30-20 mg
>find out that a big fucking mistake from clinic
>got 320 mg for 16 days, was supposed to have 800 mg
>everything fucks up, whole abstinent day to get the rest
>get 300 mg for the last 6 days
>fuck up in frustration and double dose first day
>mom finds out (nurse - snoops in my recovery as much as humanly possible)
>temper tantrum from whole family right now

As if it wasnt fucking hard enough already....

>>720218413

Uhh, she almost got flattened by a fucking street sweeper. She didn't, so that's where it ends. I sort of just wanted to follow the story of how retarded the driver of that vehicle was (it was in a crosswalk).

Also, fuck my mom. Better her than that innocent person trying to learn shit.

>>720218480
Just do your best anon. I'm not a maintenance program too kinda and I know it's not always easy but drugs will kill you if let them.

>>720198004
I'm stuck in medical hold and can't go see family, friends, or my GF very often at all (New years was the last time). I feel fucking stuck, and I don't really think I'm getting better (leg injury) so its starting to grate. Not only that, but my GF and I were trying out Polyamorous relationships and she blew a guy without me knowing and won't do anything about my uncomfortable feelings about him. I fucking hate my life /b/. I play it off so chill, but I just want to blow my head off with a shotgun half of the time. But I can't do that, even if I had one. I'm just fucking stuck, being unhappy. The only thing I have to look forward to is playing vidya on my PC I built. I fucking love that hunk of metal and plastic more than anything. At least I know that at the end of the day I can always boot it up and it'll give me a little bit of happiness.

Gtx 1060
Intel i5 4 core 3.2ghz
16GB Ram
SSD + 1TB HD

<3

>>720218480

methadone sucks... drop that shit as fast as possible.

my heart goes out to you

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To all you guys talking about your girlfriends: at least you have one.

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>>720218448
alright dad, and I don't really have any books apart from one I bought a long time ago called Dancing with Eternity
>pic related
>>720218543
It's alright anon, I hate my mom too

>>720218480

As a "recovering" heroin addict....and I only use quotes because you faggots use methadone....just quit.

Seriously, nut up and bite the bullet. No sympathy for your methadone ass.

>>720198004
I got sober and my life took some amazing upward changes. I own the hipstery vintage looking bar off a downtown street and we are continually doing better. I'm not even 30 yet.

But in acquiring it I lost contact with my mother. Cause it was hers and we were both drinking ourselves to death trying to run it. She stole, I didn't, she lied, I didn't, she tried to kick me out, she couldn't.

Got my SMAC notification from my Dr but they haven't posted the results, just that there was "abnormal blood chemistry." My eyes have had a yellow tint since I quit drinking, due to elevated bilirubin. Ultrasounds and everything else look good but it's been like 2 years and 3 months. Im almost positive I'm gonna find out I fucked up too bad and didn't make it out without giving myself an expiration date.

Figures. I'm in a good relationship where my G/F felt comfortable enough to quit a steady job to help me for hourly and chase her dreams, and I'm probably gonna have to dumb my life down to live with some shitty disease I gave myself for my 25th birthday.

It's been six months and I can't get my stupid mind off my ex. I've got no means of doing anything with my life, no car, no job. Any time I think about her it fucks me up for hours. I'm mailing her stuff back to her soon and I've got to keep in contact until I can get it to her. After that, I intend to cut her off completely. Part of me feels that's a bad idea, obviously because I still have feelings for her. I don't think, after her, I'll be able to find anyone. Every person I've talked to afterwards loses interest with in a week.

>>720218649

I don't hate my mom, but she really isn't worth a lot of thought.

Also, if your dad has to tell you to clean your shit up....come on, just pick your shit up. Takes me an hour max to pick up my place, even if I've really slacked.

>>720218694
Fuck em. Just start doing something you enjoy. Even free things.

>>720218654
It helps chronic relapsers. Some people wouldnt get clean without it.

>>720218767
I live several miles into the forest, there's nothing around here save for an abandoned house I've explored several times.

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>>720218763
I don't struggle with tidying my room as much as I do to gain motivation and do my work. For college, I should be studying / doing homework at least 6 hours a week for each subjects -- I'm studying 3 subjects. So I always plan out that I'm going to study at least 1hr 25 mins (that's how long my lessons are) of each subject a day, I even write it down in my journal but I never get round to doing it and I feel like a piece of shit.

>>720201093
Happy birthday!

>>720218791

Using dope to not use dope.

>>720218791

You're not clean if you use methadone.

I'm definitely not habituated to this chemical and addicted to going to the same places and using at predetermined intervals.

I'm a ex addict addicted to fentynsl again. I'm loosing my apartment. I have no friends and Im still in love with my ex

>>720218963

I mean, you're just going to have to do it. I don't know of any cure to depression, so you just gotta do it. At least, that's been the most effective tool for me, which is essentially a form of self CBT to instruct my body to do what I want day to day.

Chronically depressed....gonna wake up, coffee, read some shit, etc. Just map it out a bit. Sorry I couldn't be more helpful. I'm up a bit late right now.

>>720218982
You can have your own opinion but the point of methadone is to stop high risk behaviors. I'm not on methadone but I've been on the suboxene for a while. It helped me hold down a job for 2 years. I hadn't been able to do that while using dope. Also since I've been on it for that duration it's put time on my side in the sense that I don't have connections anymore for hard drugs since so much time has passed. I don't have any illusions , I never said you were clean while on methadone only that it can help people to get clean. I also know you will have to withdrawl when you come off a maintenance program which I'm pretty much doing right now.

>>720219133
That shit will kill you dude.

>>720198004
>no gf
>no job
>not in school
>fat
Why live?

>>720219208
Thanks anon, that's actually very helpful. I'll try it from now on. Maybe you should get some sleep?

>>720205897
Poly relationships are haram
Just by entertaining the thought you allowed her to dig hooks in you again
She's only doing it to make herself feel secure, or worth something. In reality she's just leading you on and telling herself that she's not, and you're into her because she's really just that likeable.

What do we say when we're making women-decisions? "Trust no thots."

>>720218982
>>720218791
>>720218654
Its the first time ive entered anything like it, after 2 years of extreme depravity, selling everything and my soul, from the silver foil to the needle assortment, losing everything that was "me" along the way.

Began when i was 19, started the methadone treatment 4 months ago at age 21, have not relapsed to heroin once since i started, and have followed all the pro regulations to go from 80 to 50, and soon to 40 then to buprenorphine(suboxone, subutex)
And i never expected sympathy, just understanding for difficulty and pain it causes; i get neither from family or gf (who stuck with me through it, but who i should probably have let go since she still does not understand the magnitude of the situation and has been poking at me when i was below earth).

>>720219434
Don't I fucking know it. I should of never did opiates period

>>720208341
She's lovely to you when she's horny, and at this point you're just a convenient hookup. She likes that it's a familiar hookup, which you're mistaking for her still being into you.
She probably doesn't realise this herself.

>>720219490
I wish you luck. I know all about the needle and the damage done. Just remember that people younger than you get put in the ground from this shit and it normally happens when you relapse after being clean. Anyways I shouldn't preach since I still think about using but I've been doing well for a while.

>>720219513
I understand how you feel dude. It ruins your body and mind.

>>720208683
you're not running out of time you're 30.
Take up an art or two, your job isn't your life's measure of success, and neither is reproducing.

>>720201093
Hope you have a good one mate. I know I'm dreading mine in June.

Spending the night at my dad's house for the first time since mom died
>fuck you cancer

>>720219655
It turns people into fucking losers. Where I live there's a huge amount of white rock fentynal. I've been shooting it and the withdrawals are awful.

Happily married to a pretty and still skinny wife
Make combined ~120 or so
>credit score is a bit too low

What do guise? I can't afford a boat :(

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>visits website Sn4pch4ty-com
>leaks ex gf on facebook
>new girlfriend

>>720219786
Where you from? A buddy I used to get high with over dosed and died from fenantyl. I was lucky to get out of that lifestyle. It's scary shit.

>>720201093
Just get some online friends on a console game. It will help with your communication skills. Watch some tedtalks on depression, and start exercising. It will turn around bud.

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>>720198004

>>720212195
No one cares enough to find out either.

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>>720218148
You need not ask what you already know.

>>720220106
Ontairo Canada

My little bro died last saturday at the age of 21. I feel like I cant go on.

>>720202207
Don't plan. Don't be afraid of mistakes. Live in the moment. Your anxiety and add could lessen if you workout and eat better. But planning conversations puts too much emphasis and pressure on you.

>>720220239
Shit man. What it do. I'm from the east coast of candad. I've been to Toronto a few times to see friends and family.

>>720220308
he wouldn't want you to stop. It'd break him if he could find out post-humously

i have no interests, no friends, no passions or plans for my future, and no real, sincere desire to do much of anything beyond my awful, low-paying manual labor job and drinking myself into a stupor at every opportunity. i have distanced myself from every person i was once friendly with, including family, to the point where i hardly know them on a cursory level anymore. i don't even recognize myself, in a way, when i see myself while brushing my teeth or after a shower. i can't pay attention to even passive forms of consumable media the way i used to; i can't develop an interest in tv shows, authors, sports to a lesser extent. any perceived flaw causes me to neurotically and compulsively dislike things in a categorical way. i will watch one episode of something, half-paying-attention, and one line of dialogue i discern as bad will lead me to never watching the show again. same with books. given that i have no interests, i can't have any sort of substantial conversations with anyone of any ilk because i lack the relevant referential knowledge to relate to anyone with regard to any subject. i know names of actors and celebrities and authors and politicians, but don't know enough about any of them to have a real discussion. i once wanted to have a romantic relationship, but i find that even the hypothetical prospect of such a thing has become so deeply farfetched to me that i no longer think of it as attainable and therefore no longer desire it. i don't do anything, strive for anything, or mean anything to anyone. i don't want anything.

>>720205897
When you have more than one girl, you have options, the attitude you display afterwards are subconscious and women flock to it. If your desperate you wreak of it through body language and signals. Drop the L bomb and you solidify that desperation. Talk to multiple women online if it helps, but it won't change if you continue to care so much.

Be me
Social inept at high school, average /b/Tard. Fairly attractive, physically fit. Join Marine Corps. Have to deal with a lot of bullshit but at least it's better than being nothing. Want to become a librarian however.

>>720220308
That's a legitimate problem, surrounded by a lot of anons bitching about women. All that's left is his memories man, keep em alive and step up to help the fam.

>>720220540
>>720220975
I know right. The first posts made me hope i was them instead of being myself.

>>720220597
At least you can articulate relatively well and are self aware. Better than most already. But I feel similarly hollow and uninterested about every aspect of our culture.

>>720221092
Stay healthy man. That's gotta be rough.

>>720221273
Thanks man. I hope you never have to feel the same.

>>720220871
It may be worse than nothing. If you've kept up with the last 100 years of American history and understand capitalism. Ex corpsman here, was naive to join straight out of school.