I see, I see. Since you're speaking in present tense, that means you already do BDSM? Sweet.
I've never had to fap during sex. But a couple guys I've been with have had incredibly insensitive dicks and had to. I suspect they had death grip syndrome.
I was going to say I was hurt by you not recognizing me but that'd be unfair since we were never close, i've only posted one image, and it's been a year or so.
Well I was speaking from the purely bottom side of the spectrum. Though I have known a few tops who have had that trouble.
Close but no cigar. He was after me and posted the fat cat from some anime, right? The one with the faggy kid and the talking cat that shape shifted or something to protect him from spirits.
yeah I seem to remember you
you should fag up these parts more often
I'm envious. I've only had one night stands, so I haven't trusted anyone enough for BDSM or kinks. I wish I could find someone with at least half a brain.
I see. I'm versatile/switch.
It took a long time to find my bf. Try fetlife. I didn't meet him there, but I know others that have. Still, be careful it is the internet.
I sometimes still lurk but I have never been able to keep up with these threads. Used to talk to Dom and Z a lot over Steam.
Cool. Basically im just a bottom over here. I'll top in group situations sometimes. Like the oral side of a spitroast is nice to be on.
Mines not. He never hits me or mentally abuses me outside of the bedroom, and even then, only during sessions. We have vanilla sex too.
Whats this shit with not being able to bump your own threads? Am I a newfag now?
>when you have to correct dog breed tags on e621 since people think every asian dog is a shiba inu
I think I may have used fetlife before. If I remember correctly, I quit when I found out it was basically just facebook.
I see, I seee. I've never had group sex, unfortunately.
Dom is nice. I treated him very badly and he has a right to hate me, but he's still a good friend to people.
That's great, I'm happy for you.
This has been a feature for a while now, so yes.
I'm not a member so I don't know. Just know others who use it.
Group sex is basically the same as regular sex. I've topped people with my bf before and faked orgasms lol. Most sex is mental anyway so as long as he thinks you came in him he is happy.
Yeah he is a pretty chill duder. Admittedly we haven't talked much recently. We never had much to talk about besides mutual depression so it's probably best.
I never really knew you though. You always seemed like one of the more chill, less prudey posters.
I see, thanks!
That's disgusting. Lying is evil.
Better than just stopping and sending the dude home I think.
It's better to give people honest expectations, so they expect the most likely reality.
lol dude no. I rather my partner know I didn't cum and assure them that its okay. Just tell them that you had a great time but youre not gonna get there tonight. The cuddle the fuck out of them.
I agree. However in my reality people fake orgasms from time to time.
If it's a one night stand and I wasn't into it all of a sudden I'd just satisfy them and pretend I was satisfied as well. Send them off on a good note.
I never said they were my partner. Romantic sex is a completely different ballpark.
If I found out someone lied to me, I'd break up with them.
I wish you luck in future relationships if a white lie like faking an orgasm can bring the house of cards toppling.
Like I said though, this person wasn't my partner.
There's no such thing as a white lie. I know this from a previous relationship in which someone, after many various white lies, eventually broke up with me because it turned out his ``white lies'' made things worse for him, when at first he thought they'd make things better.
You should never lie to someone you like.
I lie to plenty of people I like. Everyone does so in the form of dancing around the truth. I tell white lies to my family every day so they don't know im a porn star for instance.
Still reiterating that it wasn't my boyfriend I was "lying" to. I can understand the sentiment with leveling the playing field and being honest with your partner. I have had sex with my boyfriend where one or neither of us have came before. It's no big deal.
I sure as shit am not gonna fret over faking an orgasm with someone random slut who wanted spitroasted.
Oh, true, you did mention it was to someone else. Still, I'd rather not be lied to by anyone. My parents lied to me a lot as a kid and it really hurt me. My parents are my biggest enemies.
I can sympathize with the parents thing and being lied to. Grew up in a pretty dysfunctional household where my mom spent more time reaffirming that she hated all her children rather than loved them.
Actually maybe I don't entirely sympathize with the lying thing. Mom was pretty overt now that I think about it.
Oh, my mom only hated me, not my younger sister. But I see.
My parents employed a lot of gaslighting too since I don't have a good memory, and had an even worse memory when I was younger. Child protective services never did anything useful.
So why do you do porn? I'd hate doing something I like for money, since money makes things unenjoyable for me. Poker, sex, whatever: I'd do those only for free.
So I'm curious.
Mom was manic depressive, bipolar, probably a rape victim, and grew up with a really weird mix of family. Still though she did some inexcusable stuff. She loved us at times I think.
Not entirely sure what the term gaslighting means. However I too have a pretty shitty memory. My sister jokes that I have a superpower to repress shitty memories that she envies.
I don't really have a reason for doing porn I guess. It's money and I need money. It's a bit more than just scenes though. I also edit the scenes I make before they go to the site and do "assistant" work. As far as not doing something you love for money I can agree with that mostly. However I would love a job machining/pouring molten metal again.
My mom probably hasn't loved me for a long time. Possible since sometime in elementary school. Father too.
I think an ideal day will be when family doesn't exist for anyone on earth.
>I don't really have a reason for doing porn I guess. It's money and I need money.
>I also edit the scenes I make before they go to the site and do "assistant" work.
>However I would love a job machining/pouring molten metal again.
Also, the inevitable question: would you ever post or link nudes of yourself here?
That's shitty. I am sorry duder. You'll learn that you're all you need if you haven't yet. Whats left of my family doesn't know really anything truthful about me; you can become the only person you need even if it takes a few vices and a religion or two.
TL;DR of the machining job was that I rebuilt antique engines. Mainly model A's and T's. I poured the babbitt into the cores and machined them to finish. Also rebuilt other things such as transmissions, clutch assemblies, ect.
The only picture of me I have ever posted on 4chan was of my back during a workout. I definitely don't think I'd be putting nudes or anything on 4chan. Linking any pornos is definitely off the table unless you've got an account, I certainly don't. Friends may sometimes get glimpses if I can bring a dvd and burn a copy.
Other than that I typically try not to associate porn with my identity.
I of course don't tell the truth about anything to my family. Do I consider lying to be bad, still? Yeah. But I consider family to be an extraordinary situation, since they can make my life much much worse.
I'm not all I need, as the world is an interconnected place. I actually don't really have much chance for a great life, right now. But I'm always complaining, so whatever.
That's kinda interesting stuff, with the cars.
And that's fine.
I've always enjoyed posting nudes of myself online. Sadly I don't take as many anymore since life and family have burnt me out. I've been NEET for a whole year now, since they made me drop out of college.
I'm gonna have breakfast now. Not sure if I'll sleep afterwards. Been nocturnal for a few weeks.
Have a good breakfast duder. I gotta sleep off this alcohol and get ready for work tomorrow.
It might be too late. I think we're the last ones.
I guess not, with this pupper here.
The top's face is so empty. Art where people don't seem to enjoy sex feels so empty, too.
Better, but the top looks more angry than orgasmic.
I think he looks dominant more than anything else.
That's a pretty unique drawing, for horses. Sweet.
I also made the thread so I can't bump it.
OPs can bump their thread if they weren't the last person to post
you know something's wrong when your mouth tastes like warmed over garbage in the morning and you didn't drink the night before
That's true, but I need others to post in order to do that.
Useful info, hot lion too.
Stayed up all night, as I usually do nowadays. I'll probably become sleepy in a few hours, but doing fine right now. Posting in this thread and chatting on IRC.
I feel like eating garbage in your sleep counts as something being wrong.
Why are you staying up all night?
I'm pretty much nocturnal now. Didn't intend to be, but it's not bad.
s h i b e
I brushed my teeth for like half an hour until the taste was gone. We good now, I'm at work, but man that was nasty.
Drinking water or carbonated water is better than eating in the morning. When I wake up, I can't eat at all or I'll feel awful.
I eat breakfast when I haven't eaten in like awhile and I didn't have dinner last night
I only eat once or twice a day now.
same it's a lot of work bothering to eat three times in one day
it's just bullshit man if I'm gonna feel like shit in the morning without drinking at night why even not drink
Fortunately it's not shitty since I rarely if ever feel hungry. I don't have an appetite, so I eat mostly for the flavor of it.
>it's just bullshit man if I'm gonna feel like shit in the morning without drinking at night why even not drink
>KH 2.8 unlocks in 4 hours after download
>Open game and select the one I wish to play
>Must download each game before I can play any of them
Are you shitting me?
Big shibes remind me: Akita are cute too.
>video game company sucks at everything
I shall just bide my time for the others to come out.
I sorta understand. I think my whole body in general is just degrading too much.
Same here. I lost my job though and that's the cause of my alertness at the moment, My insomnia doesn't help either.
insufficient shibeposting my b
That sucks. Stop drugs~ I'd never suck the dick of someone who smokes! Smoke smells bad!
What class? Also, I've never beaten Perfect Cherry Blossom, unfortunately.
I see. What sort of job? I hope you can get into the sort of situation you want to be in.
not likely, same shit different day.
phonetics n phonology, I am a preceptor/glorified TA
I beat PCB but not the extra/phantasm stage, it's the only touhou I've played to completion
believe in daddy
>tfw my goal is to have a PhD in linguistics or computer science but i never will because college costs money
tl;dr I'm envious
Phonology is more fun than phonetics though.
I've beat LLS and EoSD on easy. I might beat PoDD on normal soon.
>not really able to do more than stay in bed all day
Staying in bed is not an inherently bad thing. Beds are a good place for sleep and for deep thought.
I was cast out of the military then I got a great job that I lost due to Israel. I've been laid off 2 times since. No one wants to hire someone who has had 4 jobs in two years.
I unfortunately may get my first job this year. I never wanted to work before getting a degree. But it looks like the minimum wage IT life is the life for me.
Suicide isn't an inherently bad thing either.
oh thank god the actual professor is here
yeah college is free for me for now since I go to the school my mom teaches at but I don't really plan on doing postgrad
FUCKING KIKES EVERY TIME
depends on who you talk to and under what context
Being dead is a 0. Neutral. If life is good, 0 is worse than good. If life is bad, 0 is better than a negative/bad life.
Really erotic image though
I'm really upset and sad, because life is unfair. I want to hug a (real, not anthro) dog, and I don't want to be preparing for this shitty no-degree life.
a kemohomo doujinshi. he's done 9 of them, it's on u18cha. just look for it on gay furry comics
I've had 9 total jobs including the military. Also, try it you might like your new job!
it's always the kikes
that's an analogy i've not heard before
i assumed you meant that because of a topic? not sure, i've got awful self-esteem so i often go to thinking i'm the cause of issues or negativity
Don't worry too much. Haven't got a degree, but have a good job (IT related lol), great woman, two kids... no degree isn't a death sentence for a happy life. Cheer up, life's great. Not always, but there is a reason to smile at least once a day.
Could you at least provide the name of the comic or the post number?
It'd be my first job whenever I find one, and I don't have any specifically planned yet. I got a certificate in system administration last friday though that i studied for for months.
This isn't a life I want. I wanted to be a scientist/researcher and I can't because capitalism makes everything harder than it needs to be.
How could someone I don't even know on /b be a cause of my problems?
Oh, I've seen this analogy often. All in all, being dead is nothing to fear.
This article is okay.
Sounds awful, how'd you get rused into not being childfree?
Your life might be. Life isn't inherently good or bad. There are things I want to do in life that are simply much harder to do for a great variety of reasons.
Ideally, attendance would never be taken, and school would be optional. That way, only people who truly want to learn would show up, and it would benefit everyone showing up.
You gotta start somewhere. You can still be that person. Think of it as a stepping stone.
you know, that is my philosophy, but since the economics of higher education are predicated on students paying for classes and not dropping out, it is financially relevant to incentivize attendance
That's the backup plan I'm currently on, yeah. Still have been wanting to be dead for over five years though.
Someone who goes here.
I don't use racist terms though. Some of them are still my friends,
Didn't get rused, I wanted kids. It's normal not to want them, when you're younger. I'm reaching the end of my thirties now and the kids are old enough to take care for themselves now, more or less. We will see how life will change, when they move to their own places in a few years.
>I wanted to be a scientist/researcher and I can't because capitalism makes everything harder than it needs to be.
a crazy poor girl I knew worked two to three jobs and put herself through college while paying for her barely functional mother without lingering debt, she's taking a work year off before grad school. You're 19/20 years old and have never had a job before. I don't think capitalism is the problem here my dude.
you can improve yourself on your own time. That's not what you said you wanted.
I want a PhD so I can do research and help the world out and have fun discovering and inventing new things.
I'm 28 and have 2 degrees plus 6 years of military experience. I know that all people are different and I feel that it is highly unlikely that I can change someone here, but I still have the will to do something I'm not comfortable with to provide for myself. Maybe something else will help you find your ideal job.
It can be really beneficial, by actually getting you into universities with research labs.
who goes on 4chan without saying racial slurs
yes, it can be, but those labs cost money. As does formal education.
to house a computer lab, a building must be built out of resources, that are not infinite
an architect must design it
laborers must construct it
they do not do this for free because resources are not infinite
to fill the lab with computers, computers must first be designed by engineers who do not do this for free because resources are not infinite. Then the computers must be manufactured in factories out of materials that are resources that are not infinite
they then must be shipped to the laboratory by delivery services that require truck drivers who do not work for free because resources are not infinite and whose trucks use gas which is a resource which is not infinite
you, the commie retard, want all of the above things to happen for free, because you think resource scarcity does not apply to the world around you.
Me, and it's because I just don't feel like it. Plus I don't care.
Oh, do tell which finite resources are so deeply constraining all those people.
By the way, it's well known that there's more than enough food to feed everyone on earth. This is basic knowledge even taught in high schools nowadays.
I didn't say food because food is not the only relevant resource. Energy is a resource, construction materials are resources, the plastics and metals that go into building computers are resources (the latter is actually increasingly scarce, incidentally).
You are correct, there is plenty of food. It's what is done with it that is the problem. The people who control the finite resources restrict them in order to make more money. False supply and demand.
Energy is abundant: what one could definitely consider finite are the resources to produce the solar panels. Plastics will become scarce when petroleum becomes scarce, as there don't seem to be very many plastics from biofuel sorts of sources right now.
It's still incredibly feasible to end capitalism permanently, especially since the theories behind mining asteroids are already well-known.
There's definitely that.
Correct. In the whole universe, it's the only thing that will forever be scarce for humans.
which is why world hunger is decreasing precipitously as modernity progresses
capitalism's doing just fine.
It's not only not easy to end capitalism, it's a terrible fucking idea since the world is doing brilliantly with it.
why not expand upon the subject? Can you?
Pick one, idiot.
Which part do you want expanded upon?
I'm not that same person. I never complained about capitalism or the fact that world hunger is going down. I just mentioned that the people who control finite resources control them to make more money. They do it to renewable energy as well.
>fewer people starve than ever before in history
>WAHH I WANT ALL PROBLEMS SOLVED PERFECTLY INSTANTLY
look at the thing I linked.
Yeah I realized, that was all more directed at the resident commuNEET we have