yup
no
not even
>>720105683
I see, I see. Since you're speaking in present tense, that means you already do BDSM? Sweet.
>>720105788
I've never had to fap during sex. But a couple guys I've been with have had incredibly insensitive dicks and had to. I suspect they had death grip syndrome.
>>720105837
I was going to say I was hurt by you not recognizing me but that'd be unfair since we were never close, i've only posted one image, and it's been a year or so.
>>720106039
herbie?
>>720105987
Yah. I like really enjoy it.
>>720105987
Well I was speaking from the purely bottom side of the spectrum. Though I have known a few tops who have had that trouble.
>>720106058
Close but no cigar. He was after me and posted the fat cat from some anime, right? The one with the faggy kid and the talking cat that shape shifted or something to protect him from spirits.
>>720106225
yeah I seem to remember you
you should fag up these parts more often
>>720106186
I'm envious. I've only had one night stands, so I haven't trusted anyone enough for BDSM or kinks. I wish I could find someone with at least half a brain.
>>720106225
I see. I'm versatile/switch.
I've yet to see a relationship built on BDSM that lasted that wasn't truly abusive.
>>720106413
It took a long time to find my bf. Try fetlife. I didn't meet him there, but I know others that have. Still, be careful it is the internet.
>>720106291
I sometimes still lurk but I have never been able to keep up with these threads. Used to talk to Dom and Z a lot over Steam.
>>720106413
Cool. Basically im just a bottom over here. I'll top in group situations sometimes. Like the oral side of a spitroast is nice to be on.
>>720106558
Mines not. He never hits me or mentally abuses me outside of the bedroom, and even then, only during sessions. We have vanilla sex too.
Whats this shit with not being able to bump your own threads? Am I a newfag now?
>when you have to correct dog breed tags on e621 since people think every asian dog is a shiba inu
>>720106677
I think I may have used fetlife before. If I remember correctly, I quit when I found out it was basically just facebook.
>>720106811
I see, I seee. I've never had group sex, unfortunately.
>>720106811
Dom is nice. I treated him very badly and he has a right to hate me, but he's still a good friend to people.
>>720106834
That's great, I'm happy for you.
>>720106864
This has been a feature for a while now, so yes.
>>720106890
I'm not a member so I don't know. Just know others who use it.
>>720106890
Group sex is basically the same as regular sex. I've topped people with my bf before and faked orgasms lol. Most sex is mental anyway so as long as he thinks you came in him he is happy.
>>720106910
Yeah he is a pretty chill duder. Admittedly we haven't talked much recently. We never had much to talk about besides mutual depression so it's probably best.
I never really knew you though. You always seemed like one of the more chill, less prudey posters.
probably because im still one of the oldest
time for work good day all
>>720107275
See ya later maybe duder.
>>720107191
I see, thanks!
>>720107194
>faking orgasms
That's disgusting. Lying is evil.
>>720107275
Nighty, dude~
what is this kitty from ?
>>720107409
Better than just stopping and sending the dude home I think.
>>720107745
It's better to give people honest expectations, so they expect the most likely reality.
>>720106910
I'm happy too!
>>720107745
lol dude no. I rather my partner know I didn't cum and assure them that its okay. Just tell them that you had a great time but youre not gonna get there tonight. The cuddle the fuck out of them.
>>720107856
I agree. However in my reality people fake orgasms from time to time.
>>720107409
If it's a one night stand and I wasn't into it all of a sudden I'd just satisfy them and pretend I was satisfied as well. Send them off on a good note.
>>720107950
I never said they were my partner. Romantic sex is a completely different ballpark.
>>720108041
fair, lll give you that
>>720107950
Agreed.
>>720107957
If I found out someone lied to me, I'd break up with them.
>>720108461
I wish you luck in future relationships if a white lie like faking an orgasm can bring the house of cards toppling.
Like I said though, this person wasn't my partner.
>>720108718
There's no such thing as a white lie. I know this from a previous relationship in which someone, after many various white lies, eventually broke up with me because it turned out his ``white lies'' made things worse for him, when at first he thought they'd make things better.
You should never lie to someone you like.
>>720108895
I lie to plenty of people I like. Everyone does so in the form of dancing around the truth. I tell white lies to my family every day so they don't know im a porn star for instance.
Still reiterating that it wasn't my boyfriend I was "lying" to. I can understand the sentiment with leveling the playing field and being honest with your partner. I have had sex with my boyfriend where one or neither of us have came before. It's no big deal.
I sure as shit am not gonna fret over faking an orgasm with someone random slut who wanted spitroasted.
>>720109294
Oh, true, you did mention it was to someone else. Still, I'd rather not be lied to by anyone. My parents lied to me a lot as a kid and it really hurt me. My parents are my biggest enemies.
>porn star
Interesting.
Pizzzzzzaaaaaaaaa
>>720109352
I can sympathize with the parents thing and being lied to. Grew up in a pretty dysfunctional household where my mom spent more time reaffirming that she hated all her children rather than loved them.
Actually maybe I don't entirely sympathize with the lying thing. Mom was pretty overt now that I think about it.
Interesting indeed.
>>720109538
Yuki is cute, I would have been her bf and not thought it was creepy when she watched me sleep
>>720109579
Oh, my mom only hated me, not my younger sister. But I see.
My parents employed a lot of gaslighting too since I don't have a good memory, and had an even worse memory when I was younger. Child protective services never did anything useful.
So why do you do porn? I'd hate doing something I like for money, since money makes things unenjoyable for me. Poker, sex, whatever: I'd do those only for free.
So I'm curious.
What
>>720109799
You heard me
>>720109761
Mom was manic depressive, bipolar, probably a rape victim, and grew up with a really weird mix of family. Still though she did some inexcusable stuff. She loved us at times I think.
Not entirely sure what the term gaslighting means. However I too have a pretty shitty memory. My sister jokes that I have a superpower to repress shitty memories that she envies.
I don't really have a reason for doing porn I guess. It's money and I need money. It's a bit more than just scenes though. I also edit the scenes I make before they go to the site and do "assistant" work. As far as not doing something you love for money I can agree with that mostly. However I would love a job machining/pouring molten metal again.
>>720110226
Is that supposed to be a pikachu
>>720110222
My mom probably hasn't loved me for a long time. Possible since sometime in elementary school. Father too.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting
I think an ideal day will be when family doesn't exist for anyone on earth.
>I don't really have a reason for doing porn I guess. It's money and I need money.
I see.
>I also edit the scenes I make before they go to the site and do "assistant" work.
Neat!
>However I would love a job machining/pouring molten metal again.
Details!!
Also, the inevitable question: would you ever post or link nudes of yourself here?
>>720110303
No, no idea really.
>>720110379
That's shitty. I am sorry duder. You'll learn that you're all you need if you haven't yet. Whats left of my family doesn't know really anything truthful about me; you can become the only person you need even if it takes a few vices and a religion or two.
TL;DR of the machining job was that I rebuilt antique engines. Mainly model A's and T's. I poured the babbitt into the cores and machined them to finish. Also rebuilt other things such as transmissions, clutch assemblies, ect.
The only picture of me I have ever posted on 4chan was of my back during a workout. I definitely don't think I'd be putting nudes or anything on 4chan. Linking any pornos is definitely off the table unless you've got an account, I certainly don't. Friends may sometimes get glimpses if I can bring a dvd and burn a copy.
Other than that I typically try not to associate porn with my identity.
I wish I had friends like you guys.. I'm sad..
>>720111023
I of course don't tell the truth about anything to my family. Do I consider lying to be bad, still? Yeah. But I consider family to be an extraordinary situation, since they can make my life much much worse.
I'm not all I need, as the world is an interconnected place. I actually don't really have much chance for a great life, right now. But I'm always complaining, so whatever.
That's kinda interesting stuff, with the cars.
And that's fine.
I've always enjoyed posting nudes of myself online. Sadly I don't take as many anymore since life and family have burnt me out. I've been NEET for a whole year now, since they made me drop out of college.
I'm gonna have breakfast now. Not sure if I'll sleep afterwards. Been nocturnal for a few weeks.
>>720111238
Trust me I've very draining to be around
>>720111252
Have a good breakfast duder. I gotta sleep off this alcohol and get ready for work tomorrow.
Goodnight all.
>>720111392
>drugs
Good luck, and hope your week goes well
Back from breakfast.
>>720112716
It might be too late. I think we're the last ones.
pupper
>>720113139
who?
>>720113116
I guess not, with this pupper here.
>>720113116
Also, big horse thighs.
>>720113881
The top's face is so empty. Art where people don't seem to enjoy sex feels so empty, too.
>>720113951
how about this?
>>720114298
Better, but the top looks more angry than orgasmic.
>>720114371
this?
>>720114371
I think he looks dominant more than anything else.
>>720114781
p good
>>720114874
That's a pretty unique drawing, for horses. Sweet.
>>720114958
same person for both.
>>720114958
I also made the thread so I can't bump it.
>>720115200
hello?
>>720115219
Oh. Woops. I'll try to post more.
>>720115219
OPs can bump their thread if they weren't the last person to post
>>720115278
Thanks. What's up?
>>720115378
I see, I see.
you know something's wrong when your mouth tastes like warmed over garbage in the morning and you didn't drink the night before
>>720115378
That's true, but I need others to post in order to do that.
>>720115378
Useful info, hot lion too.
>>720115396
Stayed up all night, as I usually do nowadays. I'll probably become sleepy in a few hours, but doing fine right now. Posting in this thread and chatting on IRC.
>>720115443
or you ate garbage in your sleep
good morning
>>720115558
I feel like eating garbage in your sleep counts as something being wrong.
>>720115545
Why are you staying up all night?
>>720115443
iunno
>>720115674
I'm pretty much nocturnal now. Didn't intend to be, but it's not bad.
>>720115588
well yeah, it would obviously be a problem. drink something, have some food maybe
>>720115682
s h i b e
>>720115743
I brushed my teeth for like half an hour until the taste was gone. We good now, I'm at work, but man that was nasty.
>>720115743
Drinking water or carbonated water is better than eating in the morning. When I wake up, I can't eat at all or I'll feel awful.
>>720115780
I love dogs.
>>720115806
>>720115782
I eat breakfast when I haven't eaten in like awhile and I didn't have dinner last night
>>720115902
Cute dog~
I only eat once or twice a day now.
>>720115780
yeah that works too, at least you did get it to go by the time you were at work
>>720115782
that's pretty shitty, i don't even drink water or eat until i feel like i have to
>>720115967
same it's a lot of work bothering to eat three times in one day
>>720116005
it's just bullshit man if I'm gonna feel like shit in the morning without drinking at night why even not drink
>>720116005
Fortunately it's not shitty since I rarely if ever feel hungry. I don't have an appetite, so I eat mostly for the flavor of it.
>>720116048
Agreed.
>it's just bullshit man if I'm gonna feel like shit in the morning without drinking at night why even not drink
heh
>KH 2.8 unlocks in 4 hours after download
>Open game and select the one I wish to play
>Must download each game before I can play any of them
Are you shitting me?
>>720116138
exactly
>>720116194
Big shibes remind me: Akita are cute too.
>>720116189
>video game company sucks at everything
write congress/trump
>>720116048
might as well just drink every night, why not at that point
>>720116049
oh i see. i think my taste buds are dying to be honest
>>720116189
it's a feature
>>720116284
I shall just bide my time for the others to come out.
>>720116343
I sorta understand. I think my whole body in general is just degrading too much.
>>720116404
i think it's because i smoke and have a bad habit of forgetting to brush my teeth/tongue
apparently I am going to have to teach a class for 5 minutes that's cool
>>720116283
Akita are GOTE
also ran is GOTE
>>720116343
>>720116343
>>720116343
>>720116343
>>720116344
Good plan
>>720115705
Same here. I lost my job though and that's the cause of my alertness at the moment, My insomnia doesn't help either.
>>720116818
daddy trump will get your job back maybe
insufficient shibeposting my b
>>720116579
That sucks. Stop drugs~ I'd never suck the dick of someone who smokes! Smoke smells bad!
>>720116809
What class? Also, I've never beaten Perfect Cherry Blossom, unfortunately.
>>720116818
I see. What sort of job? I hope you can get into the sort of situation you want to be in.
>>720116839
not likely, same shit different day.
>>720117057
phonetics n phonology, I am a preceptor/glorified TA
I beat PCB but not the extra/phantasm stage, it's the only touhou I've played to completion
>>720117110
believe in daddy
>>720117136
>tfw my goal is to have a PhD in linguistics or computer science but i never will because college costs money
tl;dr I'm envious
Phonology is more fun than phonetics though.
I've beat LLS and EoSD on easy. I might beat PoDD on normal soon.
>>720117057
>Stop drugs
without drugs i'm not really able to do more than stay in bed all day
>>720117306
>not really able to do more than stay in bed all day
Staying in bed is not an inherently bad thing. Beds are a good place for sleep and for deep thought.
>>720117057
I was cast out of the military then I got a great job that I lost due to Israel. I've been laid off 2 times since. No one wants to hire someone who has had 4 jobs in two years.
>>720117373
when i'm in deep thought i end up getting really suicidal and sleep is not easy for me either
>>720117460
I see.
I unfortunately may get my first job this year. I never wanted to work before getting a degree. But it looks like the minimum wage IT life is the life for me.
>>720117513
Suicide isn't an inherently bad thing either.
>>720117136
>>720117460
This
oh thank god the actual professor is here
>>720117281
yeah college is free for me for now since I go to the school my mom teaches at but I don't really plan on doing postgrad
>>720117460
FUCKING KIKES EVERY TIME
>>720117574
depends on who you talk to and under what context
This thread has grown quite depressing.
>>720117786
i tend to do that in more places than one
>>720117706
kikes? what?
>>720117706
I see.
>>720117784
Being dead is a 0. Neutral. If life is good, 0 is worse than good. If life is bad, 0 is better than a negative/bad life.
Really erotic image though
dog knots
I'm really upset and sad, because life is unfair. I want to hug a (real, not anthro) dog, and I don't want to be preparing for this shitty no-degree life.
>>720117786
I have yet to post
>>720117834
what? could you explain please?
>>720107743
a kemohomo doujinshi. he's done 9 of them, it's on u18cha. just look for it on gay furry comics
>>720117574
I've had 9 total jobs including the military. Also, try it you might like your new job!
>>720117927
it's always the kikes
>>720117938
that's an analogy i've not heard before
>>720118012
i assumed you meant that because of a topic? not sure, i've got awful self-esteem so i often go to thinking i'm the cause of issues or negativity
fennec
>>720117938
Don't worry too much. Haven't got a degree, but have a good job (IT related lol), great woman, two kids... no degree isn't a death sentence for a happy life. Cheer up, life's great. Not always, but there is a reason to smile at least once a day.
>>720118021
Could you at least provide the name of the comic or the post number?
>>720118153
>new job
It'd be my first job whenever I find one, and I don't have any specifically planned yet. I got a certificate in system administration last friday though that i studied for for months.
This isn't a life I want. I wanted to be a scientist/researcher and I can't because capitalism makes everything harder than it needs to be.
fen
fenfen
>>720118214
How could someone I don't even know on /b be a cause of my problems?
>>720118415
you said yourself that the thread has grown quite depressing
wow taking attendance blows
>>720117927
you said you lost your job do to israel
>>720118214
Oh, I've seen this analogy often. All in all, being dead is nothing to fear.
https://ashspace.org/contribs/carthago_deleta/living_as_a_suicidal.php
This article is okay.
>>720118258
>kids
Sounds awful, how'd you get rused into not being childfree?
>life's great
Your life might be. Life isn't inherently good or bad. There are things I want to do in life that are simply much harder to do for a great variety of reasons.
>>720118467
Ideally, attendance would never be taken, and school would be optional. That way, only people who truly want to learn would show up, and it would benefit everyone showing up.
>>720118295
You gotta start somewhere. You can still be that person. Think of it as a stepping stone.
>>720118532
you know, that is my philosophy, but since the economics of higher education are predicated on students paying for classes and not dropping out, it is financially relevant to incentivize attendance
>>720118532
the fuck is an asher
>>720118564
>stepping stone
That's the backup plan I'm currently on, yeah. Still have been wanting to be dead for over five years though.
>>720118610
Capitalism sucks.
>>720118614
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alt.suicide.holiday
Someone who goes here.
>>720118467
I don't use racist terms though. Some of them are still my friends,
>>720118532
Didn't get rused, I wanted kids. It's normal not to want them, when you're younger. I'm reaching the end of my thirties now and the kids are old enough to take care for themselves now, more or less. We will see how life will change, when they move to their own places in a few years.
>>720118459
I was just saying that people seemed down here.
>>720118295
>>720118725
>capitalism sucks
>I wanted to be a scientist/researcher and I can't because capitalism makes everything harder than it needs to be.
a crazy poor girl I knew worked two to three jobs and put herself through college while paying for her barely functional mother without lingering debt, she's taking a work year off before grad school. You're 19/20 years old and have never had a job before. I don't think capitalism is the problem here my dude.
>>720118735
lmao fag
>>720118725
i've never heard of this stuff in my life
>>720118790
negativity spreads quickly and i was most likely a source of it
>>720118839
>y-you should be a wageslave if you want access to self-improvement
>>720118934
you can improve yourself on your own time. That's not what you said you wanted.
>>720119014
I want a PhD so I can do research and help the world out and have fun discovering and inventing new things.
>>720119094
You can do that without a PhD. A PhD is just official accreditation of a level of expertise. If you create or discover something without doing that, it still counts.
>>720118725
I'm 28 and have 2 degrees plus 6 years of military experience. I know that all people are different and I feel that it is highly unlikely that I can change someone here, but I still have the will to do something I'm not comfortable with to provide for myself. Maybe something else will help you find your ideal job.
>>720118839
I am what I am.
>>720119165
It can be really beneficial, by actually getting you into universities with research labs.
>>720119274
who goes on 4chan without saying racial slurs
>>720119288
yes, it can be, but those labs cost money. As does formal education.
>>720119337
(((money)))
>>720119381
to house a computer lab, a building must be built out of resources, that are not infinite
an architect must design it
laborers must construct it
the relev
they do not do this for free because resources are not infinite
to fill the lab with computers, computers must first be designed by engineers who do not do this for free because resources are not infinite. Then the computers must be manufactured in factories out of materials that are resources that are not infinite
they then must be shipped to the laboratory by delivery services that require truck drivers who do not work for free because resources are not infinite and whose trucks use gas which is a resource which is not infinite
you, the commie retard, want all of the above things to happen for free, because you think resource scarcity does not apply to the world around you.
>>720119337
Me, and it's because I just don't feel like it. Plus I don't care.
there's a typo in the middle there since my laptop hung for a minute but the rant still applies
>>720119640
Oh, do tell which finite resources are so deeply constraining all those people.
By the way, it's well known that there's more than enough food to feed everyone on earth. This is basic knowledge even taught in high schools nowadays.
Boomp
>>720119758
I didn't say food because food is not the only relevant resource. Energy is a resource, construction materials are resources, the plastics and metals that go into building computers are resources (the latter is actually increasingly scarce, incidentally).
>>720119758
You are correct, there is plenty of food. It's what is done with it that is the problem. The people who control the finite resources restrict them in order to make more money. False supply and demand.
>>720119758
Most precious resource is time
>>720119855
Energy is abundant: what one could definitely consider finite are the resources to produce the solar panels. Plastics will become scarce when petroleum becomes scarce, as there don't seem to be very many plastics from biofuel sorts of sources right now.
It's still incredibly feasible to end capitalism permanently, especially since the theories behind mining asteroids are already well-known.
>>720119970
There's definitely that.
>>720120039
Correct. In the whole universe, it's the only thing that will forever be scarce for humans.
>>720119970
https://ourworldindata.org/slides/hunger-and-food-provision/#/kcalcapitaday-by-world-regions-mg-png
which is why world hunger is decreasing precipitously as modernity progresses
capitalism's doing just fine.
>>720120143
It's not only not easy to end capitalism, it's a terrible fucking idea since the world is doing brilliantly with it.
>>720120143
why not expand upon the subject? Can you?
how communist can you get
>>720120393
it's especially funny since martin's ancom which is all sorts of hilarity
>>720120216
>brilliantly
>people starve
Pick one, idiot.
>>720120223
Which part do you want expanded upon?
>>720120216
I'm not that same person. I never complained about capitalism or the fact that world hunger is going down. I just mentioned that the people who control finite resources control them to make more money. They do it to renewable energy as well.
>>720120443
Pick a part.
>>720120443
>fewer people starve than ever before in history
>WAHH I WANT ALL PROBLEMS SOLVED PERFECTLY INSTANTLY
look at the thing I linked.
>>720120464
Yeah I realized, that was all more directed at the resident commuNEET we have