No friends left. Boyfriend wants to leave me, I have no job anymore or car, never been kissed, and of course a virgin. I want to off myself so badly but I know when I wake up tomorrow its all going to be gone before I slowly sink back into loneliness and depression. How's everyone else night going(
28, no job no friends and in a relationship with a girl who has borderline personality disorder. I'm back at my parents place and I spend all of my time away from them mostly. I avoid family as much as possible and spend a lot of my time alone except for the few occasions that I go out to spend time with my lady.
I don't know what's wrong with me but people always make me feel rather stupid and I'd just rather avoid them and spend time alone because it doesn't really make me feel comfortable knowing that I lack any sort of skill set or talent to truly be good at anything. I'm socially awkward and that makes things worse in regard that conversations die out quickly or I repeat myself a lot in similar situations over and over. I don't know, I'm just a dumbass and I have no place. I have a plastic bag and a rubber band I've been pondering on using daily as the thought of being useless and left behind in the pace of things has become such a terribly difficult burden to carry anymore.
>>719975053 19. I know it gets better. Life is just complete shit to me right now. And thanks.
>>719975151 He's an extremely timid person. Doesnt feel comfortable at all with anything past holding hands, anything else he'll get his way out of. I love him anyway but apparently he no longer loves me.
>>719975385 Yeah, you're right. It is going to get better, and if you stick through it, get rid of his loser ass, and raise your self esteem a bit you'll be just fine. Don't worry Anon, shit could always be worse.
>>719975572 True. Could have no house or family. Well it seems like he's ditching me soon anyway, and my self confidence is alright, atleast I like to think I look alright. Thanks anon. It feels really good to talk to someone again. I really appreciate it. That gif though, that was pretty cute.
>>719976275 Ive had both strains, edibles, used kief, and Id like to try psyc's but theyre harder to come by for me. Ive gotten a good 8/10 high but again never had a revelation. Only bursts of idea's. Any recommendations?
>>719976771 Yeah, I get that too. Online shit can be so fuckin' weird. But I mean with all things, jobs, cars, friends/more. Weird and amazing things can find you if you keep a look out. I hope that you're able to find someone who treats you right. Everyone deserves that in their lives.
>>719976815 I'll look around. Im going to see how shatter and dabs treat me first before psyc's just to be sure. Ill keep 2CB in mind. LSD is just an obvious one I dont think I would forget. Maybe I'll get a life changing vision.
>>719976919 Thanks anon. I hope I can too. I'll be keeping myself out there. Trying to take everything in instead of out. Online shit man. So hard to maintain sometimes.
I have a bike to help me out, so thats an upside. And one or two friends online I think care about me. I think we under appreciate the snowballing our heads can do sometimes to life our spirits too. Tried to think about some good things and started to really appreciate the good.
>>719977129 Hey there other anon. Sorry youre in the same situation. I'm up to talk with you, if youd like?
>Had no friends all my life >Consider suicide often >Tried working but got fired and not enough experience >Volunteer at a hospital to cope with being isolated >Have no skills >Spend most days trying to enjoy vidya but it's too boring >literally been playing vidya my whole life as my only hobby >no money for school >looked for work for a few months but nobody even considered helping
>>719977463 That's good, hopefully the rest of your day/night is a little bit better than it was when you first came into the thread. I've noticed a lot of people get so caught up in what they're doing, what goal they're trying to work towards next. Whether it's their next bill, their next grade, their next promotion. That they don't ever take a step back. Life goes so quickly some times it's good to stop and smell the roses. Evaluate your situations. Otherwise you'll end up wanting to be dead. I used to be there. It's not a good place. So keep your head up, and your eyes open.
>>719977721 It is, quite certainly is and I have you to thank for that anon. You really helped me take a step back and just breathe and realize everything really just isnt that bad. Thank you anon. Really, thank you.
>>719974401 >Invite over family >Feed them laxatives >Right After that call them All heartless cunts and kick them out >Hope laxatives kick in before they get home >Your family will never contact you again >Also for the lulz
>>719973029 Where to start... >living in constant fear and anxiety >former best friend is now a cokehead and wants to kill me because he says I fucked her girlfriend, who's also a coke addict >I never even spoke to that bitch >ex-girlfriend is totally fucking crazy and she is a time-bomb >I don't know if she is going to show up someday, and try to do something to sabotage my current relationship >dating the most beautiful girl in the world, we also have regular anal sex >everything is perfect >now she probably has to move away >family falling apart >feel really sorry for my brother and my mother, father is a cunt >fucked a slut over the past two years and spent hundreds of thousands on her >brother wears glasses >feel guilty and sorry all the time
Does anyone know what they are even doing with their lives. I just got out of the military and started school. I'm about to be 23 and I still don't know what I want from life. Like I'm lost. I hate the thought of being in a office for 8 hours a day wasting my life away. Must be the millennial in me but idk I just want to move to Hawaii and live on the beach. Fuck..
Well /b/ I'm a stupid edgy faggot who can't get a job since I had to move, I spend all day either on 4chan or cutting myself, I can't even be assed to play video games and today my family finally snapped and told me how much of a disappointment I am.
I've always enjoyed solitude but now i'm starting to feel lonely. I'd like a wife or girlfriend and i'm sure I can find one but I don't think I have the strength to constantly maintain a relationship without feeling traped or obligated to entertain her.
I'm tired of porn, in fact these days it disgusts and annoys me as its seems a never ending cycle.
These days i'm also more aware of my mortality than I have ever been.
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