feels thread

>>719545840
But you can download porn which usually gets you to the end goal of love in a day rather than months.

>>719546143
love is better than porn..and sometimes even more worst

sharing some lain pics,enjoy

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...don't we?

>>719546545
whos asking, the man or the girl?

>>719546574
i dont get it..

>>719546765
The girl.
You can tell from her sad look in the first pic

>>719546700
fuck..this is just me

>>719546765
The girl (Anna Karina) is asking
>from Pierrot le fou

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>>719545840
ok

>>719546839
It's a a reference to The Great Gatsby

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>>719546143
If only love was that simple of a feeling anon.

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>>719547394
love...

>>719547159
this is just what i fucking need to do but i dont have the balls im a fucking loser i hate myself why? thats all I want to know why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..

>>719547469
I think Life is more of a painful truth.
The sooner you learn to take painful experiences and joyous ones as equally beautiful, the happier you'll be.
>>719547678
>thats all I want to know why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
Because we have free will.

>>719547678
>why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
It just popped up randomly.

>>719547678
World is not fair, and never will be. You don't need to suicide because of that. May i ask how old are you ?

>>719547847
>>why is this world this way, so fucking unfair, bad, strange..
>It just popped up randomly.
maybe it's that way because it didn't pop up randomly. To what standard are your ideas of unfairness compared to? The fact that things seem unfair, or somehow not the way they ought to be, speaks volumes to me. Just a thought.

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>>719548094
Our world has been created from chaos, and will return to chaos oneday, but not yet. It's the natural way of things.

>>719548274
>Our world has been created from chaos
Agreed, but, again just a thought, wouldn't it be neat if it just looked like chaos from our perspective? Like the idea that we can rationally think about this idea of chaos is the result of a totally intentional act?

I can't trust women. I am too afraid. Every time I let one in they just hurt me, be it from disloyalty or that they lose feelings and don't care what happens to me.

>>719548094
it's unfair to me, because it seems that I help other people but I am the only one who get hurt by them, always me, this happens to me with the love, with friends(a few "friends")and with life in general, maybe it's just because I'm a weak person but it's really unfair

>There's nothing worse than that moment of absolute happiness, when you just know that things are as good as they get, and instead of enjoying them, you just wait for something to go wrong...

>>719545840
>But you can't download love

So? Just love yourself AND use the internet all the time. All fucking bases covered. Better than going out into wageslave meatspace. Fuck.

>bust your ass to go get a good degree
>make it all the way up to masters
>get a decent job
>only to be a decent role model for your brother
I have no other purpose to get out of the bed in the morning.

I wonder if its actually a waste because the only enjoyment I get out of my life is the two minute adrenaline rush when I succeed in something, or my brother achieves something. Is everyone else just constantly depressed at other times?

>>719548759
same here anon, I know what you're feeling. It's the same shit with love, I am just tired, I promised not to fall again, but here I am, in the same fucking situation

>>719549025
This is every playthrough of Crusader Kings 2 for me

>>719548880
All it means is that you're surrounding yourself with the wrong kinds of people. Don't throw yourself at people and expect them to do the same.

>>719549025
>There's nothing worse than that moment of absolute happiness, when you just know that things are as good as they get, and instead of enjoying them, you wake up
ftfy

>>719549089
>Just love yourself

Do you think this is easy? It's not. It's a work hard, thats why I hate normies, they never had/have problems and they think this is very easy to get but they don't know how this feels

Im not saying that I will never get to love my self, but I will need years and years and years of suffering to finally get it.

>>719549025
This is what it felt like being drunk, stoned, on meth and cocaine simultaneously.

>>719549109
I suggest seeking Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It has helped me out a lot and while I don't think I try to seek a purpose in life, I do just try to enjoy it.

>>719549434
Yeah man I get you. Always the one normie that can't even comprehend your situation, and then gets mad at you when you call them out on being oblivious.

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stopposintthesegayfeels,youreallfags

>>719549434
You think I'm a normie? Don't be a faggot. Im more "scummy" than most people on this site. There's just a point where we stop feeling sorry for ourselves and do something about the stupid bullshit that surrounds us. Break your cycles, reintegrate habits you actually enjoy, meditate, and stop worrying about anything the world tells you what you should be. That's how you love yourself. Taking care of you first (and others later) and making yourself happy is not selfishness. That's just what people say so they can control each other.

>>719549323
Maybe, anon..

Ill give you an example, Im talking with this girl and she have a bunch of problems, but I try to make her happy and help her with everything, Im not gonna lie, I like her, but she already ahs bf, but I know that this realtionship is bad for her because he's a fucking asshole who doesnt even know how to make her, unlike, he's making her sad( apart from the other problems she has) and that piss me off,because he doesn't deserve her, I am the one who deserve her, and honestly I hope that she break up with him, but what I really makes me sad it's the fact that maybe she's seeing me with that "eyes", that fucking "friend eyes"; I am not sure though is she sees me as a friend or as a lover/friend, I did a bunch of thigs to help her and I really care her because I want to "save her" and make her happy in every single way. But I will get hurt, just like always and well right now I don't even know what to do with her..

>>719550545
make her happy*

>>719550279
I know, anon, I wasn't calling you normie. I swear I try to do what you say everyday, I have enjoable hobbies, I do productive things for me, but it's really hard. Maybe someday..

>>719550545
I don't know how old you are anon, but here's something I learned from an old guy.
She's not worth it. There are some women who go from bad relationship to bad relationship because they never know what they want. I don't think she really even sees you as a 'friend' in the truest sense of the word. She may see you as a potential fallback if things get really bad with the guy she's with, but if she legitimately had romantic feelings for you, and you her, you two would communicate that in some way
Find some new people to hang with

>>719549962
Fuck..any more pics like this?

>>719551087
This bro. I highly recommend you move on. Ive burnt myself on similar shit. As said, not worth it.
>>719550545

>>719551087
>>719551866
Yes..but how do I get to drop her easily? This will be sad for we both, because I know i'm important in her life.

>>719545840
lain doesnt say that.
>internet
>the wired

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Why can't I feel love ?

>>719552672
Can't you? Then you're a lucky person, anon..

>>719552387
>Yes..but how do I get to drop her easily?
Tell her how you feel about her, in all it's painful honesty. If she responds positively, then there's no reason to drop. If she doesn't feel the same way, well then there you go, your decision to drop her is that much easier
>>719552672
It's not that you can't, just that you haven't yet.

>>719552871
Yeah, I think I will do it in a couple of weeks, I need to be sure about my feelings and some things, thanks anon.

>>719552825
I can tell you that it makes me feel fucking terrible.
The fact that I can't seem to get attached to someone is ruining me, because it makes it very hard to have any meaningful relationships with anyone.

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>>719552387
Just tell her that the time spent along her is the best moments of your life, and then you have the feeling than you both deserve more than just be friend.
If she doesn't feel the same way don't push over and go away, at least you will be sure for the rest of your life that you did not a mistake

>>719547018
thanks andré

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I dont even know anymore. I have just been down lately and honestly things are getting worse. I will stick it out but just sucks sometimes. Every aspect of my life is in the shit and im just along for the ride

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>>719553149
Sociopathic ?

>>719553104
No problem anon, this life is short, don't spend it waiting for the wrong things to happen. I say 'spend' and not, "don't waste time", because in all honesty, during this 'wasted' time, you're still growing as a person

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GH2uXeI_t0

why this song always makes me sad, especially that last part.."If I could be who you wanted..all the time, all the time"

It really wears me out

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>>719546143
I discovered that the [spoiler]gay[/spoiler] amateur pornstar that I followed for like a couple of months was underage in most (if not all) of the videos. I also:
>discovered [spoiler]his[/spoiler] Instagram
>same with Facebook
>thus real name too
>TALKED with [spoiler]him[/spoiler]
>listened to: ''No guys I won't make anymore porn, it was just a phase. Please now leave me alone''. ON THIS VERY OWN WEBSITE

>mfw I daydreamed about our life together
>mfw I daydreamed about our first romantic meeting
>mfw I enjoyed all that awesome porn and it probably won't see new content till I die
>mfw now I'm probably a criminal or in some list

It doesn't help man, it just gets worse.

>>719553766
Oh shit that /b/ and spoiler doesn't work. Kek.
At least I got dubs.

>>719553730

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=EkhY4YXX6x4

Fell my level anon

>>719547547
Mary and Max!

>>719552672
Why can't anyone love me?

>>719548628
>is the result of a totally intentional act?
I'm not sure I understand, are you trying to tell god exists are something ?

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>>719553392
I really hope not.

I was bullied pretty badly when I was a kid, for like 6 or 7 years, and it made it difficult for me to trust people.

Among the people I know, there's only one guy I consider as a real friend, he's the one that pretty much helped me meet new people.
Since I almost never talk to people I don't already know a little bit, I only had on girlfriend, wich I met thanks to that guy.
She broke up with me when I started to really get attached to her, and since then (it's been like two years know) I feel like shit.

The only things that make me feel good are drinking, smoking pot seeing my only friend.

>>719554026
Tell us about you anon, maybe we can find a reason

>>719554045
>I'm not sure I understand, are you trying to tell god exists are something ?
I'm saying there's no reason for it not to exist

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>>719554250
Trust my own experience anon, smoking pot maintains your depressive state.
It's really not a good occupation considering your state of mind.

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>>719554012
Mfw that happend in my thread and it was one of three main topics. If I remember the guy was chill although its hard to tell whether they were fakes and what not

The love from others is questionable.
The Love from you is real.

Anons, what do you think about this?

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>>719554887
Lies. People hide emotions well including yourself. I mean fuck can you actually say you love yourself or atleast always have. However people are always falling into what they percieve as love and a good majority of the time they never tell the person they love how they feel

>>719553766
who is he, anon?

>>719555193
Does the name hornyboy323 tingle your braincells?

>>719545840
Help me /b/ros, im fallin for a girl and idk wtf i should do about it.

I just started a new job a few months ago, office setting, things are going pretty well, its a pretty good job and i cant afford to fuck it up tbqh.

Well this chick was out on maternity leave when i started, but as soon as she came back we hit it off right away. Shes got this awkward cute thing going on which im a sucker for, she makes me laugh, blah blah blah. I can tell shes kinda into me too, but heres the catch; not only does she have the baby, she has THREE kids, and shes also fucking engaged. The baby is from the dude shes engaged to, the other 2 are from a previous relationship. Their wedding is in august.

Shes been layin down some pretty obvious signals last week or so, talkin about how her dude is never home (they bought a house together) n shit, and im absolutely torn as to what to do.

On one hand im totally into her and would love to take that chance, but on the other hand shes got 3 kids and a fiance. I dont really give a fuck about him, but what if shit does work out and she leaves him and wants to be with me, do i really wanna be on the hook for 3 kids that arent mine?

Ive been gloriously single for a long time now, never dated a bitch with a kid, let alone 3. So im like i wanna do it, but what if it works out and we get together and i absolutely hate it?

Wat do?

>>719555273
>I dont really give a fuck about him, but what if shit does work out and she leaves him and wants to be with me
If she's willing to do that for you, then she's willing to do it for anyone else
find someone without as toxic of a situation

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>>719555273
Stay away dude. Most people will say no cause of the kids but mainly stay away cause everyone has suffered at the hands of some form of cheating. It fuckin sucks. Find your own thing. It will be less complicated has less likelihood of going bad and also means there is less chance of it interfering with your job

>>719555259
no anon, i only watch straight teen

>>719555685
He's a teen, and straight too, it seems. Even after taking huge dildos and cocks up his ass.

>>719555273
Shoot your load and leave. You don't want three little shits in your life. Kids are a fucking hassle especially if they're not yours

>>719554398
Is this the way you deal with the shit of our world ? Like mankind is fucked up, our society unfair but i can accept this because it might be the will of an intentional act.
sorry for broken english

>>719555580
I get that, but its becoming exceedingly rare for me to even meet new people at all, let alone a girl im actually in to. Its been about 8 years since i last met a girl who tickled my fancy like this, who knows how long it would be till i met another. Im also 36 so im not getting any younger.

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>>719554585
I know that.

But the thing is I can't really stop because I started when I was 16, and now it's pretty much the only thing that make me feel like how I was when I was still 16, and not like I usually do because of the shit that happened to me.

I don't if I'm even making sense but basically I developed an addition to smoking and now it makes me feel good when I'm stoned, but not when I don't so I just smoke every day.

>>719555881
>Is this the way you deal with the shit of our world ?
I don't know yet anon, I've been in a period of soul searching for the last 6 or so years. I'm open to a lot, but the most convincing cases I've found are from people who acknowledge the possibility of a higher power. It's not answer for everything, but I think it's a nice thought at the time being. Maybe this is what it feels like to be spiritually immature, or, and this is what I'm always hung up on, we're just the result of a random dance of atoms. But I feel it unwise to reject the possibility or it being otherwise. And I think the uncomfortableness I feel when I think that there may be a god, is telling in itself.

>>719556391
Shit idk man I'm only 21, good luck

>>719554012
Id buy that Icarus guy a beer, Jesus Christ.

>>719556609
I use to blow through quarters in a session, it's a weening process...tough yes but possible. Kik me at insonkall if you ever wanna chat. I'm at work now though...maybe tommorow while trump gets inaugurated we can form a group....yeah I think I'll do that. You're more then welcome as also are all that see this message!

>>719556988
Sure why not.
I'm going off to sleep now, it's getting pretty late where I live.

>>719552672
>>719553149
>>719554250
are you me?

>be me
>not really bullied but reject
>in turn i reject society back
>"i dont need anyone, ill do everything by myself"
>now i cant feel anything, anger or love, its just a hole
>high school comes
>have "friend"
>meet a girl trough him
>date girl, she really fucking loves me
>i try to love her, i try my best, but emotions wont come
>she cries and breaks up with me after a year because she says im too cold
>been a year now

>>719554397

Ho boy, that's a whole bucket of worms I'd rather not spill.
Rather being the operative word because I spill my rhetoric all the time to gain friendship and love through pity, and just gain pity.
Worst, I know at this stage in my life I bring it all on myself but I'm stuck in this endless, self hating, self destructive loop.

I've just typed it all out and it went on longer than I thought it would. So uh, if you read it all that awesome, if not thats cool hah

>>719557993
Anyways, it's probably nothing new but:
>Im born. Dad found cheating on mum 3 months before Im born, said he didnt want anything to do with me anyways.
>raised by my great but pushover mum, in a house with two sisters. surprised im not a faggot really. but a perpetual pushover, I am
>In school I was always the crux of the joke, always the kid on the recieving end of the fist, but it happened from day one so figured it was normal
>same through secondary school (britfag)
>Never actually realised what friendship was until I was 16 and a guy who got tired of punching my face in asked if I wanted to get a pizza after school. Pretty confused what that was, new to the idea of 'hanging out'
>He starts being nice, I meet new people through him but I realise I'm lacking like 10 years of social experience and basically a tard
>meet girl in this group, really awkwardly ask her out
>says yes, fuck yeah
>is nice for about a week then starts being a bitch. this is pretty normal for me though, remember
>6 months later and she breaks up with me on the phone, says she just wanted to make one of the other guys in the group jealous.
>oh
>life goes on, group of 'friends'boil down to about 5 and they really sound, have my back in a way I never knew.
>but I'm still the butt of every joke, and when I say I've had enough, I'm called a bitch
>i hate it but they're also funny and good guys when not ripping the out of me, and the only friends I've ever had.
>Im 18 and its the end of school, Im pretty much an emotionless husk of a human

A lot more happens but I'll be brief

>>719558049

>28 now. tried uni twice, dropped out twice. Im not an idiot by a long shot, but lazy with a capital L.
>only ever held retail jobs, but never feel satisfied. dont know what i want to do but know id make up an excuse about how much hard work it would be to get there even if i did.
>still got the same group of friends since school, only made one new friend since. we;ve all grown up and so they no longer take the piss for no reason, but i still have flash backs about it sometimes. other than that theyre irreplacable friends.
>in terms of relationships, they range from about 4 months to 18 months, and all 6 I've had including the first have been horrendious.
>every time the relationship starts they are awesome. I finally feel loved, I finaly have someone i can pour all this love and affection onto. I just want to cling to them all the time and never let go, like a love starved puppy. and thats cute, at first.
>then they get sick of it, and i know they do, and i hate that im even like that but im just so desperate to feel valid and loved and needed and cared for. I've spent my whole life feeling invisible and shit and unimportant, unnecessary.
>but after a couple of month they either bail, or become cold, calculating and vindictive. My last two relationships, both a year and a half, both starting good then turning into torturous hell of constant youre not good enoughs, why am i heres and comparisons to basically everything else in the world that is better than me. but i dont leave, because at that point im just terrified of being alone. and both relationships ended with them cheating on me
>my mates are cool but they cant give me the love i need, and yeah i can mask these feelings with laughter when Im around them but we're adults, we work, i rarely see them and when i do, i dont wana drag things down to my depressing level.

>>719558097

So essentially, I'm an insecure, negative, self wallowing mess wanting to feel love, but so desperately it becomes a huge turn off. But I cant seem to help it because Im pretty sure i have every reason to feel unloved and unwanted. No one wants someone like me

>>719557886
Pretty much, but the girl dumped me because she didn't love me anymore and just sent me a text telling me it was over in the middle of a conversation.

well ill tell my story, i was a crab fisher from the age of 27-34 so ill tell the story of my best friend max. ill follow suit with Icarus and will be calling myself Glaucus the fishermans sea god during my story. cont.

>>719559025
>be me 5
>moved around 700 miles to a rural northern town
>kindergarten
>get sat next to a kid named Max
>instantly clicked as friends
>liked the same cartoons, played the same classic vidya
>feelsgoodman
>we got older and were always close friends
>we grew up together and went to different colleges
> straight out of college i went back to my home town
>Max dropped out after his mother was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma
>Stayed with her for 2 years until she passed away.
>the day after she lost her battle
>we sat on the couch watching football and getting drunk
>the man i saw sitting next to me was much different from the one i grew up with
>he was utterly defeated
>he couldn't cry
>he was in shock of what happened to his mother
> he sat there staring at the TV
>just drinking
>he asked me something which i wont forget
> "Glaucus what do i do now? Im broke, shes gone, and i don't have a degree."
> i responded in the one way i could "I dont know"
>we sat there silently for a few hours.
>we clung to each play, the only thing keeping us sane.
>in the morning, he said he said " I need to get away from here"
>the house was on the market for a little over a month
>max had moved to a port town hundreds of miles away
>one day i got a call from him
>asks me to come down to where he is
>so knowing what hes been through, i took leave from my office and flew to max the next day.
>at this point i was an attorney had taken on a couple of cases.
>when i arrived i was met with a man who was different
>he had been going to the gym, but lived in a disheveled house
>he told me he had been contracted as a crab fisher, and was asked to supply crabs.
>max invited me and the company got a few other people.
>long story short i knew i had to be there for my friend so i did what i thought was right
>i quit my job as an attorney and joined Max in his fishing.
cont?

>>719559057
please don't

>>719559422
just for you
>after joining him life was pretty simple
>for around 7 years
>i Went to the pier
>fished
>Went home and got piss drunk
>throughout this time Max always seemed distant
>since we lived in the same house i discovered his "secret"
>he was taking one prescription antidepressant and four illegally obtained ones
>he never did get better but i always stayed with him
>one particular day there was a hurricane a few hundred miles over
>We thought it was just a tropical storm
>something we had dealt with before
>no cause for alarm or drama
>so Max, the crew, and I. went to the pier and headed towards open waters.
>We casted our nets and waited
>we sat there in the turbulent waters for a few hours
>this was until the storm hit
>the waves became immensely larger
>and the sky rained ferociously
>we drew our nets in and put the crabs away as we got ready to head back to port
>a particularly big wave knocked us sideways and almost capsized us. we were all almost okay.
>Except for one of the companies fisherman, a man named Eddy.
>Eddy was the most reliable person on our crew
>he was there whenever you needed him, he was a jack of all trades in a sense, nicest and perhaps most caring man i met.
>eddy had been rocked to the side of the boat and hit his head, he was knocked out
>once we got our bearings back, we rushed eddy to the ships interior, and began trying to head for port
>not long after a second wave hit.
>This wave capsized us
>Our ship sunk before me
>i rushed under the ship to grab Eddy
>the ship was too far gone to grab him
>Eddy drowned when he was knocked out.
>however i never saw max
>he had simply vanished
>max was gone
>my thoughts all raced to him dying
>when i reached shore, everyone aside from eddy was there
>we got treated for minor injuries and went to Eddies funeral.
>this broke the camels back
>My friend max snapped
>He became a depressed and true alcoholic
>he blamed himself for eddy's death
>he had gone over the deep end
cont?

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>>719558145
You gotta love yourself to love other people. You dont have a sense of self.

>>719559803
interesting story
go on

>>719560241
>>719559803
>Max went off the grid, and i went back to being an attorney
>he showed up where i worked piss drunk one day
>he told and yelled at me "Eddy is gone because of me, i could have saved him, why didn't i?
>i stayed with him for the next few months, one day Max decided he had enough.
>On June 9th Max committed Suicide
>he left two notes one for me, and one for everyone else
>the note to everyone read
"Im guilty, i wasnt even able to save one of my closest friends. So why should i be allowed to live knowing he didn’t. I hate this world."
>The note he left me was as follows
"Thank you Glaucus, you were my first and last friend. i am sorry i had to leave so soon, but my memories with you were the only happy ones i have. Glaucus until we meet again -Max"

I know i could have saved Max but i wasn't able to, im sorry my friend.

>>719556988
Can't find your kik

>>719560317
damn, is this an actual true story?
i feel bad for you man
He must have meant a lot for you if you just threw your life away for 7 years catching crabs after being an attorney

>>719559910
Definitely well aware of this. I've had extensive chats with my best mate about this he's been really supportive, although even he's getting sick of hearing the same problems.
Problem is, hearing how to 'fix' the problem doesn't fix the problem. I completely despise who I am, because my entire life has taught me to. Sure, someone with a stronger back and bigger dick who run with the whole not giving a fuck crap, but I can't. I'm an underachieving self-loathing nobody. That's pretty hard to love, even when it's 'myself'.
And the spiral continues, hah

>>719545840
Why do you faggots put so much emphasis on finding a girl? Love is bollocks. Even if you find it , its temporary until, in most cases , she either cheats on you or fucks you off out of boredom.
Its in womens nature to find the alpha male. Its no different to how animals behave. If a dude has more money than you; better looks; more power; better job etc, a woman will try to get a guy that's more difficult to get. Why? So she can boast to her friends she has the alpha male, so she can be the envy of ppl she knows.

Women are whores chasing better. Therefore, always work towards bettering yourself, obtaining money, obtaining better health, increasing your knowledge, increasing your self-discipline to having a better life and being more fulfilled. Then the bitches will follow.

Never make it a point to follow some whore if it means losing time to better yourself. Always put yourself above them. Always work on yourself. Fuck them

>>719560626
The story is true, if you wanted to know whether its fictitious. But, as is ive never been tied down by one thing. So 7 years time was nothing i couldnt handle if my friend needed it, and i enjoyed it. Its sort of because my entire life until then was hidden under the realization that i didnt like law. I did it because it was stable income, but i hated the job and knowing that i was scared id wake up at 50 and realize "Ive wasted my life in a job i hate due to a career choice i made as a teenager" So since then ive spent a few years in everything from a working at a Linux start up, to being a car salesman.

>>719556676
I understand : in our society today we have a big lack of spirituality we try to fill. However I don't think fatalism is a good way. I can't deal with the idea that if bad things happen or if the world is fucked up, I have to accept it that way because some high entity knows better than us the curse of the world ; I want to be anger and act to change things and finally made earth a better place, even if it's in a thousand years. If there is a intentional act behind the creation of universe, what's about humanity ? Is our species something that matters for a superior being, something that is cherished and loved ? and if so, why do we have to live in that shit (I don't want to hear stories about an apple ok)? Or is our species something like dust, that has been created almost by mystake, wether by an higher power or not ? and if so we must count only on ourselves to take us out of this misery.

I don't know if there is intentional act behind the universe. But I want to believe that mankind is able to handle the shit by itself, that we can give or specify ourselves a purpose or a meaning to our existence, that we can have moral values without the fear of punishment (material or not), that we can be better people in order to create a better world to everyone. Because if we don't do that, we're doomed, and I don't think we can achieve that with the old beliefs.

Also :>>719548628, the idea is romantic, and i can appreciate this ; but you can't accept that as an argument when the time will come to choose your faith or not.

again sorry if broken english
peace anon

>>719557886
It's been 6 years for me and I haven't dated anyone since the last one. I gave up on dating once I realized how shitty it was for someone to love you and you to just tolerate their presence.

>>719561186
>why do you want a gf? girls suck
>here's how to get them
wut

I haven't had friends in 9 years, tore my shoulder in basic and got kicked out for depression, and I have absolutely no interests besides videogames and (formerly) joining the military which I can no longer do. Never had a GF either, kissless virgin.

But it's all k. If I keep at it even a loser like me can achieve something, you can too anon

>>719555259
Instagram? Asking for a friend of course.

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>>719554012
saved, thanks anon

>>719562106
how old are you? and how can you have zero friends? that sucks man

>>719561208
I have the feeling that it's not the first time you post this story

>>719562849
Look at the last threads on /hm/. Everything is there.
Don't message him and don't molest him. He's fragile. Look and be quiet, ok anon?

>>719563465
23, homeschooled most of my life

>>719545840
that image speaks to me.

anons, how do i meet girls? i'm not socially inept, but I don't socialize enough.

>>719563758
that is exactly why homeschool is a shit idea. I did 3 different higschools and got to know fuckloads of people. Why did your parents homeschool you?

>>719546747
>guy shows he loves her
>does everything he can to please her
>gets treated like shit while she goes after jocks
>she gets dumped
>uses him as emotional cushion
>gives him false hope
>she feels better
>repeat
>once it's too late and they'll never see each other again
>I love you
Fucking self-important cunt. She did not deserve his love.