Ok guys. Really need this to work because I'm super depressed.

>>719147452
1

>>719147721
2

4 don't do it op think of your family <3

Ok. I'mma be the only one that posts you guys dig? 1

>>719148269
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>>719148282
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>>719148304
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>>719148321
YOU FUCK DID YOU NOT SEE MY POST?

>>719148372
Fuck ya I saw it

>>719148408
But I didn't bring my shovel

>>719148493
2

im gunna fuck up this thread all day so the emo kid can't off himself
op just listen to some taking back sunday, they are like so poetic and deep and the make you see the beauty in pain, music can save your life.

3

We fucked it up. Start over

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>>719148542
Can't listen to anything. Everything reminds me of her. Literally. A fucking decade together and there's not a single thing that doesn't remind me lmao. And life keeps kicking me on everything else. It's like the universe is chanting.

"Du et"

7

NODNABA

>>719148766
you actually have to want to move on.
stop rolling around in nostalgia.

>>719148840
Who said I didn't. Doesn't make it happen. And everything fucking up at once. And the constant haunting is too much.

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>>719148766
what a fucking faggot

>>719148925
well no-one is counting to 10 so suck it up and try again tomorrow

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>>719148939
Then count bitch.

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>>719148925
next thing we know you're gonna start wearing black eye liner and complain about liberal conformists living like sheep, become an hero OP.

>>719149040
2

Fucking people can't even count anymore.

>>719149063
You fucked it up

Start over

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>>719149040
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>>719149018
Yeah if only there were a guidebook to this huh?

>>719149139
2

10

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>>719149213
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Here's the universe denying me the sweet release.

Fuck man... how hard is it to build a dungeon?

>>719149213
faggot

Here OP. Laugh before the end: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfpq5U0t1-M

>>719149450
fuck you

>>719149450
kek nice
i already told you giggaz i'm gunna sit here and fuck up this whole thread so op can rediscover tbs.

get fucked i don't care.

1

>>719149538
Nobody cares about your aching pussy music. join op as an hero or fuck yourself with a rake

>>719149538
everyone except this guy move to a new thread?

>>719149607
agreed. post link :^)

>>719149591
>>719149607
what's more pathetic, me fucking with your vicarious suicide fantasy or you actually thinking op will deliver?

>>719149741
You just called yourself pathetic, retard.
1

>>719149741
Guess I should thank you? I dunno man... just been quite a few months. Not doing ANY better... actually getting worse tbh.

at least i acknowledge it

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Not on my watch kiddo

>>719149914
sorry forgot 8

>>719149909
months isnt long man. i split u with my gf of 2 years over a year ago, went camping for new years, she was there, took mdma, realised i'm still in love with her. whatever, life hurts.

>>719149714
>>719149965
>>719149741
no entry for you

Get the fuck over yourself OP.
If you really wanted to an hero, you wouldn't need a bunch of retards to count to 10.

Seek attention in a less pathetic manner.

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>>719149998
this

I am doing this by myself, nobody interrupt. 1

Ok 2

>>719149978
Bro I got 10 years with my ex. And split for the most stupid ass reasons. Stuff I know isn't true. But she won't talk AT ALL. Still loves me, but is convinced of shit that is retarded. Just won't let me clear the air. So fuck it. Everything else is bullshit. Nothings getting better. At all. Why bother? Mental state is absolutely a joke at this point.

Now 3

>>719150064
No

Do it Op 1

>>719149998
Was just hoping it would be another sign. /b/ finally able to count to 10 would definitely be a sign that my thought process is correct. Guess the universe is telling me it isn't done torturing me yet.

Please 2

>>719150132
jhgjhgjhjhgjh

>>719150148
Don't worry im here to prove you right

I'm convinced it's not gonna work at this point. Like I said. Universe isn't done dry fucking me. Guess I'll stick to excessive speed in hopes I'll be taken by surprise.

>>719150148
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdofmoYcJNE

Start 1

>>719150194
Eat my flaccid penis.

>>719150218
jhgjhgjhgjh

And 2

>>719150223
Grow up and quit being such a baby

>>719150228
Why do you do this friend

>>719150261
Grow up? Obviously I'm older than 90% of the cucks on here. Like I said. 10 years. Just in this relationship.

>>719150267
1

>>719150267
Unlike some people, I don't want someone to end their life for retarded reasons.

>>719150304
2

>>719150297
Yet you act like a chick on her period, man the fuck up.

>>719150324
Start over
1

>>719150324
3

>>719150072
that's pretty shit man, 10 years is a long time. why didn't you make a feels thread instead of a 'help me kill myself' thread?

but hey, if you were with her for 10 years then a few months definitely isnt long. i head a rule of thumb that it takes around 1/3 of the time you were with someone to get over them. give it time man, don't be rash.

take some drugs or something.

>>719150380
Then 2

>>719150380
2

>>719150384
ilgfjhgdhdfgfjh

>>719150400
ONE

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>>719150434
TWO

>>719150434
gghkjhkjhkj

>>719150453
Three

>>719150388
Been taking them. And drinking. And I was avidly against both before this. Just helps me turn my brain off. But barely if anything. And dude if I have to be someone I don't even like to cope then why bother?

983

>>719150453
Cut it out guys
1

>>719150495
And now 2

>>719150495
fojhdghdfkgj

>>719150350
I'm sorry. How many 10yr relationships have you been shafted out of that you're gonna pass judgement?

>>719150513
And then 3

>>719150495
Sorry, will cut it out.
2.

>>719150486
cause it's early days yet.
you been eating psychedelics?

>>719150536
Now we back at 1

>>719150559
Again 2

>>719150578
3

>>719150578
3 again

>>719150594
Dude, he said cut it out

>>719150609
That was I, you filthy swine. 1

>>719150557
Negative.

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>>719150656
2 pls

>>719150656
My apologies. Will continue to cut it out. 2

>>719150676
This is 1

>>719150726
This is 2

>>719150531
I don't care, I have been dumped and everything through my life.You learn to get over it and improve.

>>719150742
This is 3

>>719148766
You little bitch.
You think you have it bad?
Fuck you you little pussy faggot!
There are people fighting and dieing for just a few square metres off land so that they can grow crops to feed their familys.
There are people who fought and sacrificed for this country and what did they get?! Javk fucking shit! They got abandoned by their country! But did they off themselves!? NO!
So your girly of several years fucks off because of some female bullshit! SO FUCKING WHAT!?
If she decided you werent worth her time then she is the peice of shit here not you!
By killing yourself she wins!
She wants you to kill yourself over her she wants you to do it!
So the best thing you can do is give her the biggest fuck you ever.
Move on with your life and grow a pair of balls bigger than any other man you know.
Be successful at your job be more confident. Stop giving a single fuck about what other people think.
You will find someone else.
I did.
After i had been used and kicked around and thrown out like yesterdays trash with no more thought than flushing the toilet and this was afyer i had saved this girls life twice!
I chewed her face off in front of everybody she knew i shamed her for being the sack of shit she was by exposing everybdirty little shitty thing she had done to me and behind the backs of her friends and family. and then i turned by back on her and walked away like a fucking boss and i lived my life and moved on.
Time for you to do the same anon.

>>719150755
We are back to 1

>>719150755
>>719150742
>>719150726
Same fag. Doesn't count

>>719150796
Now 2 again

>>719150659
try it, positive

>>719150796
jjhgfksdjfsfhjk

>>719150813
Ok 1

>>719150758
can we turn this into some stupid "copypasta" meme?

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>>719150813
Dubs will deem this post worthy of a chronological order of posts counting from one to ten

>>719150747
Been dumped before too. This is just different. And that seemed to be the beginning of a long list of other things that have gone horribly wrong.

>>719150758
Fucking this

>>719150888
trips says yes

>>719150888
sure, if you get trips

>>719150888
Trips confirms.
This is the new copypasta we throw at ppl who want to an hero.
This pleases me.

>>719150962
but I did get trips?

>>719150888
Trips have spoken

>>719150758
I dunno man... I get it others might have it worse. But it's all seeming to happen at once. And none of its gonna get better in the foreseeable future. I'm literally watching my mental state get worse and worse. Try to ignore it. But it's happening. It's subconscious. You think I'm doing that shit intentionally? Lol. Hell no. I'd love to either shake it all or fix it all but neither is happening. Just figured I'd roll the dice in a more direct way and see what happened.

>>719150758
>>719150888
saving this in a notepad document

>>719151057
well i'm here to fuck up your death nigga.
this is the universe telling you to eat shrooms and wish the best for yourself.

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>>719150906
Just take a breath and relax man, it's not the end of the world.Here's a quote that always cheers me up when I feel like i'm falling apart.

>>719150758
sounds like OP should kill itself, one last act of devotion

>>719151281
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>>719151303
3

>>719147452
Nigga please, you are just lacking the right chemicals to make you feel good. Go eat something tasty, get a hooker, and repeat 3 times ( I AM A GOD) in the mirror. Depression is a bitch, your bitch ma nigga.

>>719151303
hgjhgjhgjhg

>>719151319
4

You little bitch.
You think you have it bad?
Fuck you you little pussy faggot!
There are people fighting and dying for just a few square metres off land so that they can grow crops to feed their families.
There are people who fought and sacrificed for this country and what did they get?! Jack fucking shit! They got abandoned by their country! But did they off themselves!? NO!
So your girly of several years fucks off because of some female bullshit! SO FUCKING WHAT!?
If she decided you weren't worth her time then she is the piece of shit here not you!
By killing yourself she wins!
She wants you to kill yourself over her she wants you to do it!
So the best thing you can do is give her the biggest fuck you ever.
Move on with your life and grow a pair of balls bigger than any other man you know.
Be successful at your job be more confident. Stop giving a single fuck about what other people think.
You will find someone else.
I did.
After i had been used and kicked around and thrown out like yesterdays trash with no more thought than flushing the toilet and this was after i had saved this girls life twice!
I chewed her face off in front of everybody she knew i shamed her for being the sack of shit she was by exposing every single little shitty thing she had done to me and behind the backs of her friends and family. and then i turned by back on her and walked away like a fucking boss and i lived my life and moved on.
Time for you to do the same anon.

>HD REMAKE

>>719151365
kkjbhfkjhgdr

>>719151057
Then here is what you do:
You get a bottle of some of your favorite alcohol.
You get a shot glass.
You hide or get rid of everything you could use to off yourself.
Then you get drunk, alone(so that there is nobody around to interrupt you or for you to embarras yourself in front of)
And cry it out.
Like A Man.
You cry it out and you let it all come to the surface you go ahead and feel all that pain and you let it overwhel you and you get so drunk that the only thing you are physically capable of is sitting there in a pile and bawling your eyes out.
Then when its all past you. When you have finished crying it out when all the pain is gone and all you feel is numb.
Let sleep take you.
When you wake up you may have a hangover.
But i promise you.
You will feel better.
You will have a new perspective.
You will have new confidence.
And you will be able to move foreward.

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>>719151427
This some guru type shit right here, listen to him OP, he giving you some wise ass advice.

>>719151427
This guy right here

>>719151427
you got it.
but instead of alcohol, eat the motherfucking shrooms boi

>>719151427
Tried it. And tried random sexual encounters. The usual shit ain't working. I am numb, but it's weird. Like. I don't feel ANYTHING but sad. I honestly don't know how to describe it besides terrifying.

I dunno. I'll drink it out again but it hasn't helped before. I've done a lot of shit under the advice of others to feel better and none of it seems to work.

Felt like I was cheating when I was with other people (fucking retarded I know) but I felt like I was doing something wrong...

I don't fucking know lmao.

>>719151545
Might try them. But no idea where to find them. Not a big fan of psychedelics though due to their lasting permanent effect on the chemical composition in your brain...

>>719150758
Time to be an hero faggot. Just fucking do it.

>>719151580
Sounds like you need a good dose of adrenaline to get that heart pumping, maybe that's gonna wake you up a bit. Get some coke.

>>719151680
The only positive thing recently is nobody was able to count to 10. And I was convinced with as badly as everything's been going that it WOULD happen... don't even know if that can be counted as positive because I still gotta deal with everything.

>>719151633
don't believe the fear-mongering man. psilocybin / psilocin has been shown to encourage neural growth and connect areas of the brain that aren't usually connected. they have much less of a permanent effect that stims like meth & mdma (which can literally kill receptors)

>>719151743
First time coke has been suggested lmao

>>719151767
I'm pretty sure I've seen it changes the release amounts of different chemicals in the brain permanently. Nothing about damaging receptors. I'll do more reading but...

>>719151852
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>>719151866
3

>>719151848
just make sure you read scientific studies, not D.A.R.E. propaganda. maps.org is a good place to start.

>>719151876
4

>>719151876
8 faggot, op aint dying tonight

>>719151876
Fuck you cowards wanting him to kill himself

>>719151896
Lmao. Yeah. Well this has been a bust. Ended differently than I expected. Gonna go to bed or something... I don't fucking know.

>>719151914
Fine. You saved Op's life tonight

>>719151957
You little bitch.
You think you have it bad?
Fuck you you little pussy faggot!
There are people fighting and dieing for just a few square metres off land so that they can grow crops to feed their familys.
There are people who fought and sacrificed for this country and what did they get?! Javk fucking shit! They got abandoned by their country! But did they off themselves!? NO!
So your girly of several years fucks off because of some female bullshit! SO FUCKING WHAT!?
If she decided you werent worth her time then she is the peice of shit here not you!
By killing yourself she wins!
She wants you to kill yourself over her she wants you to do it!
So the best thing you can do is give her the biggest fuck you ever.
Move on with your life and grow a pair of balls bigger than any other man you know.
Be successful at your job be more confident. Stop giving a single fuck about what other people think.
You will find someone else.
I did.
After i had been used and kicked around and thrown out like yesterdays trash with no more thought than flushing the toilet and this was afyer i had saved this girls life twice!
I chewed her face off in front of everybody she knew i shamed her for being the sack of shit she was by exposing everybdirty little shitty thing she had done to me and behind the backs of her friends and family. and then i turned by back on her and walked away like a fucking boss and i lived my life and moved on.
Time for you to do the same anon.

>>719151954
If you truly think you have nothing to live for just do the craziest things you can imagine. Do them and you will find your drive to live

>>719152032
A1

>>719152058
B2

>>719152066
C3

>>719151954
take care op. make another thread after you take some shrooms.

>>719152077
D4

Triangle

>>719151954
Shadilay OP, glad we could help you.

>>719152090
One

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Two

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Three

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Four

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Five

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Five

>>719152202
Six

>>719152190
Fuck you faggot

>>719152222
ded

>>719152222
Uno

>>719152275
Dos

>>719152290
Tres

>>719152308
Quatro

>>719152340
Cinco

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>>719147452
>I will an hero
Kek'd

>>719152348
Seis

>>719152365
From the top, 1

>>719152406
2

>>719151984
is English illegal in your country?
Learn to fucking spell.

>>719152420
3

>>719152308
CATORCE

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>>719152426

>>719152587
WTF NIGGER I WAS MANAGING THIS

23 is number 1

>>719152587
hgjgjhjjhghjgj

>>719152516
Enough of your cheek
Back to school with you

>>719152814
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>>719152887
Cunt

>>719152915
One

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Five

six

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Six

>>719153053
Double Cunt

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>>719152814
I WENT TO COLLEGE!

>>719153097
Wun

>>719153156
Too

>>719153169
Tree

>>719153169
You're a fucking cumsock you know that?

>>719153196
Fore

What the shit

>>719153211
You little bitch.
You think you have it bad?
Fuck you you little pussy faggot!
There are people fighting and dieing for just a few square metres off land so that they can grow crops to feed their familys.
There are people who fought and sacrificed for this country and what did they get?! Javk fucking shit! They got abandoned by their country! But did they off themselves!? NO!
So your girly of several years fucks off because of some female bullshit! SO FUCKING WHAT!?
If she decided you werent worth her time then she is the peice of shit here not you!
By killing yourself she wins!
She wants you to kill yourself over her she wants you to do it!
So the best thing you can do is give her the biggest fuck you ever.
Move on with your life and grow a pair of balls bigger than any other man you know.
Be successful at your job be more confident. Stop giving a single fuck about what other people think.
You will find someone else.
I did.
After i had been used and kicked around and thrown out like yesterdays trash with no more thought than flushing the toilet and this was afyer i had saved this girls life twice!
I chewed her face off in front of everybody she knew i shamed her for being the sack of shit she was by exposing everybdirty little shitty thing she had done to me and behind the backs of her friends and family. and then i turned by back on her and walked away like a fucking boss and i lived my life and moved on.
Time for you to do the same anon.

>>719153271
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L

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAgUMnxovTg

>>719153493
M

>>719153271
Yawn....

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666 million ways to die
>>719153510
N