Feels thread?

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Please don't 404

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>>718764174

whats wrong?

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>>718764174

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You usually have to tell a story, at least dump some feely green texts to start up one of these threads, but what the hell, here goes mine
>have this dog
>cute fox terrier, name her stain
>stain and I become kinda close, but that much
>my brother it's totally obsessed with her
>never seen him love something as much he loved that dog
>i had 7 years, he had 9 when it happened
>my mom comes late to pick me up from school, doesn't even make eye contact with me
>along the way, she says with a cold voice ''your dog's dead''
>didn't cried, didn't even made a sound
>we get home, my brother it's curled over a plastic bloody bag
>''She's dead, she's dead'' he screams
He was crying like I have never seen a kid crying in my life, years later, my mother confessed me that she killed Stain, because she hated dogs

invisible character

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>>718765892

>>718765892
that's fucking weird dude

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The only reason I haven't killed myself is because my brother and sister will suffer like i did if i am not here to protect them.

Not my feels specifically, but if >>718765892 wants to do a pet dying theme then let me tell you the story of my Arabian friend's cat.
>friend's name is fares
>fares is walking home
>see group of middle school fags huddled around something
>like 3 of them
>they're kicking the shit out of some cat
>fares has always been a hothead
>kicks one kid's dick in from behind
>the others panic and turn around
>basically final fight but in Saudi Arabia
>kids are gone
>pick up cat
>name him pablo jr.
>named after one of my other friend's cats pablo
>take pablo jr. home
>surprisingly calm
>has a limp tho
>next day fares leaves for school
>comes home afterwards
>mom tells him pablo jr. bit the dust
>she left the cat on the balcony while she was cleaning they're apartment
>in saudi arabi
>with no water
>not sure if he died from some internal injury from the shitstains or what
>gets mad at his mother
>she basically tells him it's no big deal and to get over it
>his parents are assholes
>Even after graduating, the death of pablo hr. still bothers him

>>718766996
fuck I made a spelling mistake end me please

>>718766625

>being sad that imaginary situations with your imaginary friend doesn't exist

what the fuck, no wonder girls dont like him

>>718767034
>>718766996
Sorry about those I'm really tired

>>718765892
There's more, my brother it's currently on therapy because all the shit she put us through
>i'm 8, he's 10
>she takes to her mom's house every friday, every single one
>it's kinda far away, have to take 3 buses
>we are there one of some many fridays, with all the cousins and my half brother that lives there
>apparently, they buried a flask with eggs in it 2 months ago and everyone it's looking for it
>my brother founds it, everyone tells him to put it down
>everyone but my mom, who chants ''throw it at him, throw it at him'' referring to me
>my brother cries, with a shaking hand he throws it at me, the weak flask hits right on my back
>get soaked with putrid egg, can feel the blood beneath my TMNT shirt
>she's laughing her ass off, everyone's doing the same
I remember that my granny helped to clean off the egg and most of the blood. My brother wasn't really the same after that.

>>718767140
Christ, your mom is messed up

>>718765380
Feeling really down, today would be a year dince my mom passed away.
Thanks for asking anon

I got the feels. Just spent 30 minutes talking over the phone with a girl who isnt my girlfriend. Im falling for her, but I know I'll never be that one for her. You know, that ONE. The one she comes to cry to, to laugh with, to vent to, and everything between.
Shes like a galaxy. So mysterious and wonderful, such grace and beauty. Im the lonely astronomer, gazing from a tiny rock. I may look at her, admiring her beauty, and watch her celestial dance in the great empty beyond, but I will never reach her. I may watch as her galaxy collides with another, spinning and dancing and intertwining together. But I will sit, on my small rock with my girlfriend, floating through the empty void of life.

>>718767140
After that, the shit really hits the fan
>i'm 9, he's 11
>my dad's being ''sick'' since the Stain accident
>mom's being hiding something, I know it, i have knew it all along
>we all sleep in the same room since I can remember
>since the year started, I can barely sleep because of my dad's moans of pain
>fast forward to easter vacations, or ''holy week'' as they call them here
>the moans are nearly impossible to bear, my dad looks like a skeleton, he can barely walk, or do anything by himself
>my mom can't take care us for the vacations, so she assembles a vacation at our uncle's home
>I know something's going on, i could over hear speaking with my uncle how ''the church won't allow that''
>Our uncle takes us away to his house, it's bigger than ours, his sons have tons of vidya, and the new gameboy color
>We stay there the entire week, but I have this bad feeling
>thursday night, a phone rings in the distant coldness of the house
>''it's for you, anon'' says my uncle's wife as she hands me the phone
>it's my mom, before she says something, I already know it
>''He's dead'' she says, with a cold voice, the same dry voice she always uses
>I hung up, we get taken home the next day, my brother cries his eyes out, but not harder that the time Stain died
>I don't cry, just tear up a bit, but never the full thing

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something about this one gets me

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Please dont let this thread die

i got a feels https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NJbT4GZIPs

>>718768394
Holy fuck...

>>718766996 Here. Guess I can do another.
This is a very personal story, strap in.
>be me
>6th grade, last monday before I get out of elementary school
>cloudy out, it's probably nothing
>get to school and have a fairly normal day
>school lets out at 3:30, it was maybe 2:45-ish
>teachers run in panicking
>tell us to get in the halls
>make us get into fetal position against the wall
>oh shit I know what this is
>it's a drill right?
>history teacher from 5th grade rushes into the hall
>says "this won't work" and ushers everyone in my area into a girl's bathroom
>huddled next to my history teacher
>she's like 20 and really inexperienced
>often broke down in class
>she held my head against her chest and says everything will be fine
>she's praying
>hear someone yell to get down
>put my head down and shut my eyes
>huge gust of wind and rain come by
>feel rain on head
>oh shit the roof
>it subsides within a minute
>look up and find that the bathroom we were in is mostly rubble
>scratch that, the school is rubble
>people dig us out after 10 or so minutes
>immediately leave my class to find my brother who's in 3rd grade
>hear someone tell me to follow my class to a church or something
>fuck that
>go to where the separate building where they kept 2nd and 3rd graders used to be
>nothing left but rubble
>see crowd of people
>they're gathered around roughly where the bathrooms in that building were
>hear faint screaming from the inside
>oh shit there are kids in there
>get a bit closer but some middle aged guy ushers me off
>find my brother
>my dad finds us soon after
>find out later that day at my aunt's house that a pipe burst in that bathroom and with no way out 7 or 8 kids drowned in there
>I heard the last screams of a group of kids no older than 12
>I couldn't do anything to help

>>718767631
i love you bro. she's in a better place somewhere across the universe. things will be okay man.

Okay well i guess i might as well go with theme , here is a story from when i was about 7 or 8

>be 7 or 8
>living in appartments anyways we had these cats
>and my mom was doing laundry this day
>later mom asks "have you seen the cat around
>this is a little baby kitten , maybe a few months old
>we look evwrywhere for the can to find out that my mom started the dryer while the cat had jumped in
>she said she saw him jump in and yelled at him before amd she didnt catch him jump in the second time
>she was crying so hard :(

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>>718764174
anyone have a version of feels guy where he's old and withered?

I have an idea for a meme

>>718768391
Where is she now? What happened next?

>>718770885
I'm sorry you have to live with that, anon... I hope it gets better

How do i forgive myself guys?

>>718769650
>So lonely ...
>Omg leave me alone!

>>718772450
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>>718773711

nm, found one u gais

>>718773604
I want to say something, but I honestly have no idea what to say. I'm sorry is the best I can manage. I'm so so sorry.

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I've been thinking about my parents' divorce lately

I feel sad knowing that I can barely remember it because I was dissociating so severely as a child due to the abuse

I'm so sad. I really am so, so sad. I hate having BPD, I hate myself, I hate this world, and I just want to stop thinking entirely for just a while.

I keep thinking about how peaceful death must be. I want and wish for it, but I'm a coward.

I'm just me, and I can't ever fix that or change that.

>>718775370

Fuck that man, your dilemma is minuscule when you think about the absolute hell some people deal with every day.

>>no running water
>>victim of child sex trafficking
>>shit cunt junkie parents
>>fundamentalist shit cunts blowing themselves up and wasting everyone you know because their version of god isn't yours.

Get some real perspective, my wife is about to die within the next 6 months, my kids who are under the age of ten won't get to do what most kids will. I am a child of a messy divorce, so I empathise with your situation, but in all seriousness you rpoblems are of your own creation.

Live your life, without your baggage. Get on with it and move on.

Fuck you b/

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>>718773604
Your greatest fears will be realized.
And there is nothing you can do to stop inevitability.
She will die and you will still be here.
>pic related
learn to love it.
At least you still have a family.

>>718773604
I have cancer, stage two but I am not sad just empty. I wish I would get mad and punch a wall, or cry my eyes out but nothing comes. Just this terrible emptiness. I have to thank you reading your post gave me just an ounce of anger, you entilted, selfpity riddled bitch. Someone you love has cancer, fuck you I have to live with it. My brother and my uncle have aids and my grandpa also had prostate cancer b4 his funeral. I dont even have testosterone anymore cancer treatment robbed me of the chemical that makes me a man I am already dead but I keep breathing.

>>718776455
Damn man, hope you make it out, no matter how low the odds of survival are.

>>718776348

>>At least you still have a family.

Thanks for the perspective /bro

I am a realist, have been forever, I am just having a hard time dealing with this one.

Losing my younger brother was hard, but this is a kick in the guts.

>>718776455

Hey man, if I was in your, or my wife's position, I would probably feel the same. And would indicate the same sardonic fuck you to someone like me.

I want my wife to survive, and believe it or not, I'd love for you to make it to old age as well.

I have her on the cannabis oil, it's probably too late but that shit works. You should give it a go.

Good luck.

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>>718776630
Problem is the treatment doesn't cure the cancer just prevents its growth so if I follow the norm the treatment will work for 5 years and then I will slowly die. Provided it doesn't spread

>>718776914
What type of cancer does she have. At least I will live on through my 3 children and my nephews. Dont feel bad for the kids I have a large family they will be well taken care of. Hope I make it to lilys 9th birthday.(she's 4 right now, but this shit takes a while to kill you.) also to add to the feels thread a little more my Dick dont work no more cause cancer

>>718777021

Can you indicate what sort of cancer you have?

From what I understand, it's only the osteo-sarcomas, and neuropathic degenerative forms that can never be truly "cured".

>>718777227

My wife falls into the former. Her diagnosis is acute, highly infiltrative, high grade mucoepidermoid carcinoma.

It's all over her left hand side of her face and skull. It's fucked, and she is already suffering from irreversible bone loss and soft tissue degradation along with vascular degradation and neuropathic infiltration.

I wonder if she thinks the same, she talks to me about everything but I wonder if she doesn;t say the cold clinical things like that so she can maintain her sanity.

>>718777545
I have advanced prostate cancer my current treatment is hormone replacement therapy, testosterone feeds the cancer mine is taken away I am a fucking eunic

>>718772933
It isn't a chronological order, I can't remember most of my childhood, I just typed thing off the top of my head.
We still live with her, my brother suffers from panic attacks, anxiety and cases of depression. We don't really have anywhere to go.

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>>718764174

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>>718778334

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>>718778334
>how do you pass your days?
>Be bored?
No, you go to Gold Saucer. Problem solved.

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>>718768394
got me good yo

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>>718778721

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>>718778793

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>>718778887
filename

>>718778371
Fuck

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>>718778909

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idk why these always hurt badly.

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>>718778975
classic , top kek.

>Howver counter your funpost

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>>718779102

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>>718778584
That fucking hurts, holy shit…

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>>718779124

>23/m never had gf
>Gets to know this girl on league of legends
>Eventually asked girl out on date.
>First date went well, got a kiss.
>2nd date a week later, went official.
>Happiest guy alive
>Things went well 1st month
>Slow but progressing relationship
>Drops off the cliff halfway into 2nd month.
>Girl was cold, but warms up on occasions
>Still hang out, talk, and text a lot.
>At end of 2nd month
>Semester just ended and received F in 1 class.
>Nothappy.jpg
>Entire week was busy studying and barely talking to girl.
>2 days later received weneedtotalk text
>wtf why
>meets up with girl but bought her favorite drink beforehand.
>Says can't be a good gf cuz depress and sad
>Needs time alone, anon should go date others.
>Being autistic, information didn't process.
>"Why you telling me to go date others?"
>3 seconds later, "Oh...you're breaking up with me."

Cont?

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>>718779179

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>didnt go to prom
>was going to ask girl
>never asked
>later talk to girl jokingly
>she says she wouldve said yes
it just bothers me

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>>718779194
go on


>>718779238

Reality Check : Today in the office at work, I planned my next holiday, [OK there is contradiction, I know]
But I spent a lot of time on a Big Hiking-Trip.
- and thought ; "that's easy - I know how to do that, got the muscles, got the backpack"
And then tonight I strode away from the car with two hand-fulls of shopping and my knee stuck and I went down.
No Pain. : But . . . revise.
My Uric-acid levels are Up - I may have Gout in my left-foot [no point in telling anyone including my GP] - I am not complaining and sympathy is just , sad.
I am 48 and I have known for some time that I don't have 20 years of 'good' left ; But apparently I have to work all of them ; I am increasingly of the opinion that I will choose Burn-out over plodding, that I will Destroy my knees to see another waterfall not more Sites.
I don't see a financially viable retirement.
I only see Euthanasia at 70 and In case you think I am depressed , or drunk : I feel this way at 10:30 on Tuesdays after a coffee.

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>>718779265
last one anons

>>718769378
this made me cry, the dissapointed face in the last picture..
even if he's black he seems to be a nice guy..

>>718766715
>718766715
jesus christ mate. thats so fucked up. Id feel so bad even so id never pull shit like that.
That bro learned something that day.

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>>718779302
That was heavy. I didn't ask for these feels

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>>718769378
we tried to cheer him up , he is not alone (i don'[t have the screencap)

>>718778673
jesus im not even that big of a star wars nerd but that hit me.

>>718779194
>Cont?

Yes, please.

>Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
>The pictures have all been washed in black
>Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
>And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything
>Turned my world to black
>All I see
>All that I am
>All I'll be
>I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
>I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky
>But why, why, why can't it be
>Why can't it be mine?

>>718778462
Each time is see this one I cry :'(

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>>718779459
>mfw the qt 3.14 in the middle

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>>718778334
Damn, that got me hard. Thanks, bro.

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>>718780762

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>>718775370
Too many people will dismiss this as gay and retarded but hear my out. Listen to meditation binaural beats using headphones, this makes it easier for your brain to achieve meditative states while meditating along with these tracks. Do 15 minutes of any binaural beat you find pleasing every day and eventually try to move up to an hour maybe. This will significantly improv your outlook on life, it's like a cleanse for your mind. I look forward to my sessions every day but I usually feel the good vibes the day after. Life doesn't get better only your mindset does, i can't stress enough how much this helps me. Rest easy bro good vibes are ahead.

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I'm not gonna let this die

>>718780899
Before he left, Alric told us that Madrigal had fallen.

>>718781350
always get me

>>718780862
... Yeah. This one is spot on for me.
It's what made me give up on it altogether.

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>>718781631
Those who've passed will not be forgotten
It's those who survive that often feel the most pain

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>>718781833
Sometimes I say that I don't really want it, but then I really do. Truthfully, what I want above all is unconditional love.

>>718778042
That sounds horrible man... Get out as soon as you can.

>>718781930
I've just gotten to the point where I neither really know, nor really care. I'm riding the minecart ride to the bottom of the mine, whereever the fuck it goes.

>>718773604
Life ends I'm afraid, but at least you have the chance to be with her until the end, that's more than most people get.

I'm not real, I don't think I have a purpose here. I am just a hollow vessel, wasting precious space on this large rock in orbit. I have no purpose, and I need to be terminated. I need to depart from every life that's imprinted on me and I need to be erased.
Factory reset. My files are corrupted I am awful. I feel nothing because I am nothing. Nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real nothing i s really real. I am a hollow vessel. Take me out.

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Just fake the happiness until you get home
>Just fake it
>Just fake it
>Just fake it

>>718779042

Thanks man, I didn't consider this to ever be a YLYL.

You broke my meaningless pondering, cheers cunt.

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>>718766715
this is also an incest story, ive read it before and fapped to it

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>>718778912

As a Pro mechanic and someone who has a classic 69 Skylark that belonged to my Great grandmother who died when I was 10 due to lung cancer... This tore me apart.
I have fond memories of her. I am so happy I got the car from my uncle after years of begging. He drove it into the ground and was ruining it due to being a careless alcoholic and just drove it till it died. I fixed it up to running condition within a week and now are spending my free time restoring it.

>>718769650
Fucking... I had a urge that there was someone next to me in the darkness just out of view.

Then this image loaded and now I guess I'm not allowed to sleep.

I'm not kidding. I'm not superstitious. Fuck you for posting this. There's something definitely wrong with this photo. Please delete it.

>>718781863
Brilliant anon. Did you make that?

>>718779280

Dude, I'm 38 and can relate.

For me, I found a manually intensive job option, that enables me to do 3-12 weeks of shitty labour (for about 5 of them in a 12 week outage) and then enjoy up to 3-4 months of LIVING, in comfort, and then doing it all again.

For reference sake, I'm a dual ticketed scaffolder/rigger/crane driver. I prefer the scaffolding to be honest, operating or doing complex lifts is fun, but nothing beats building a proper split leg, hung multi deck tube and clip scaff.

Gout can be worked around, it aint too late for you to jump on the right construction gig, put 2-3 years in and achieve that stability.

I figure work for yourself, on your own terms, so what if it's for wages, or sub-contracting, for a very small time frame. Whether it's a 4 week outage, or a ground-up plant and mine fab that can go for years (if you are lucky), I still sow the short term hard yards, and fucking reap the off time lifeing and being with my family between jobs, on my terms.

Also relevant to this /thread, this is me and my current feels. >>718773604

>>718782161

Heavy /bro

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>tfw i didnt bother to talk to classmates in the beginning of the year.
>now its to late to start acting social.
What do /b/

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>>718783073
Ease into it. Just seem like you were shy or something.
Or, just do what I did. Become the funny fucker who ran out of fucks to give.

i gave put all my stuff on amazon unlimited and then found out they copied all of it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKwqOXwVftU

>>718783040
I'm an awful vile vessel, please take me out.

I think the secret is to become a fucking horrible person. Then how well you lie about what you are determines your "success" in society.

>>718783366
I love you Anon.

>>718783432
Love is a social construct, you cannot love me. I'm a monster. I have listened to the person I am supposed to "love" sob and worry about me and I feel nothing. I am nothing but a hollow vessel, I lack the fundamentals of what a basic vessel should possess. I'm corrupted. I need to die.

>>718783432

No you don't. How could you? You don't even know him.

>>718783573

Then die. You have the right, provided you are of age.

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>>718783573

>>718783684
My vessel is 18, I will take myself out if that is what needs to be done in order to delete me from this world and save those who believe they feel things for me.

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>>718783573
Fucking kill yourself already. Live stream it while your at it.

>>718783573
Whether you need or not to die doesn't really matter for you. Just being here and uttering the bitter truths you hold dear shows the will to be loved and accepted, as it is manifested by visiting and contributing to this thread, you chose to come here, because that is what you wanr, even if your choiche is at a near uncoscious level -- it is still what you want

It is curious that a bunch of us can relate to each other about loneliness, emptiness, lack of purpose not being cared nevertheless loved. So normal people but we don't fit or we are not enough. But is a little more comfortable world not feeling like the only one like that.

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>>718783806
>>718783573
>>718783366

>>718783902

I'm only here because of the low barrier-to-entry in posting. And because sadness is so much better to feel than nothing.

I don't flatter myself that any of you actually know or care about how I feel.

>>718783941
Or maybe I reflect upon you why I'm really here

>>718783806

Fuck these b/tards man.

You are a fucking pup, life does get better contrary to teenage angst.

You haven't even had an issue worth contemplating nothingness.

Tomorrow is another day, stop being a shitlord;

>>718784138
I have BPD, and I have had a lot of emotional trauma happen to me. I get overwhelmed and then shut down. I'll believe I don't exist and I'll go in tangents like I am now. I'm able to come to terms with that. I am not real right now.

>>718784138
Well, not just emotional.

thanks for a good cry /b/

>>718784138

>You are a fucking pup, life does get better contrary to teenage angst.

You are the worst kind of liar, and I fervently hope there really is a hell in which we both meet.

>>718784601

You're welcome. Don't forget to schedule another appointment at the front desk.

And tell that fucking whore Nancy that if she eats my lunch again it's coming outta her paycheck.

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Holy fuck what a way to start 2017....go leak your sister or ex gf today lol - snap leak .cf

>>718783806
Stream it /b/ro

>>718784632

Fuck you and you self interested apathetic outlook, cunt.

I'm about to lose the mother of my kids, my fucking soul mate. Don;t pretend to lecture me from experience you haven't even had the chance to consider, especially in that pov little basement you inhabit.

Fuck off gronk, I'll take your offer and meet you anywhere, fucking anywhere, cunt.

look a new vid please i just want views I'm so desperit that ill go tell my aunt she's has bad makeup https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cOoD6FNLbs&t=1s

A burst of energy inside my head sent me back to the days when I was just breezing through time, a whisper amongst these walks of life. Just a ball of self contempt with arms and legs. Walking the streets of the city; just daydreaming about my own ending. The sun isn't up at these hours. Neither are most sensible people. I guess that's what brought me joy: taking a look at the empty side of the townspeople and abandoned architecture to realize the emptiness inside isn't so vast.

Something I just wrote for you guys, I wanted to let you guys have it in case someone enjoys it.

>>718785150

I copied that, nice musings.

>>718778453
... I don't really feel my emotions much anymore. ...
Made me fucking bawl like a baby, if only just for a moment.
Just remembering it makes just a hint of tears come to my eyes. ...
Good job on keeping this anon.

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I feel so empty lads.

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>>718784951

>Fuck you and you self interested apathetic outlook, cunt.

>I'm about to lose the mother of my kids, my fucking soul mate.

>I'm about to lose

I! I! I!

>the mother of my kids

Me! Me! Me!

>my fucking soul mate

Mine! Mine! Mine!

...Sounds like you're the self-interested one here, you shit-spouting little ape. What, did you think thumping your chest screeching you and yours to a total fucking stranger on the internet means you're suddenly displaying signs of some kind of higher altruism? Hardly. You're just another primate, concerned only with his tribe. There's seven billion of you that do the same fucking thing every day, and guess what? They're all self-decieving little pricks just like you.

So don't presume to lecture me on how oh-so- "self-interested" I am when you show no signs of being any more enlightened yourself.

>>718786412
Wew

>>718786588

>it's the wew meme

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>>718786661

>>718786951

That dog is seriously pissed off.

>looks like a dachshund

Oh okay then.

>>718786412
Eh.. buddys gonna lose his wife , any non autistic human being would be upset deeply by that. Maybe you've spent too much time on 4 Chan and forgot what it's like to have human connections and feelings.

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>>718787837

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>>718788056

I just want someone to be happy when they see me

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>>718787711

I haven't had a friend for over a decade. I've never had a girlfriend. My father left when I was 10, and cut off all contact at 16 when I wouldn't tell him what he wanted to hear.

I don't remember human connections and feelings in the slightest, and that's not your fault or anyone else' problem.

The blame rests solely with me.

>>718787837

>everything i don't like is autism

>>718788186

I wouldn't be surprised if spammers get to pay to able to dodge the spam filters. Our dear sainted overlord is just Jewish enough to set up a program like that.

>>718788960
Sounds like a sign of Autism

>>718789349

>i think everything sounds like a sign of autism

>>718788925
What do you do with your spare time anon? Hobbies?

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>>718790231

Sleep. I find refuge in my dreams. Even the nightmares, of which there are plenty.

>>718778543
this hits home and is extremely relatable.

>>718790777

Me too. I wonder if everyone does it, but nobody knows?

>>718780862
Another home hitter.

>>718790777
>>718790999
trips right next to each other. something to be happy about tonight boys

>>718791321
holy shit i got trip 7, that legit made my day a lot better

>>718782695
I have a similar thing with my great granddad He owned a motorcycle it was a triumph form 1960 after he died my great grandma kept it for a few years when she died I saved the thing form the scrapper and restored it to working order I ride it there when I go to see their graves.

>>718791381
I'm glad! It's a rare thing to get trips, fate just wanted you to have this moment (if you believe in all that).

>>718791480
Thanks man, that helps!

Anyone else just lost? I wasn't good enough for my last chance at a happy relationship. Soon I'll be done with uni and spend my days working IT in a small windowless back office with 0 face-to-face conversations with real people. I don't drink, have no social hobbies and am mildly aspergers. How do I find happiness I haven't felt in a long time?