He /b/, ask a heroin junkie anything. About to get high now too.

>>718451920
are you paranoid your shits laced with fentanyl?
are your parents proud of you?
how's it feel knowing your a junkie throwing his life away?

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

>>718451920
Have to got aids yet from the dirty needles.
did you ever suck cock for your shit.
Has ever of your friends died from ODS

>>718452127
Fent is fucking better than H

>>718452266
Lost 2 mates boyo
>>718452186
getting high, mate

Planning on starting this year! So excite!

>>718451920
I hear heroin is cheaper than weed now is that true? $20 a g in my area

>>718451920
Would smoking hydromorphone (8mg D) over bud be similar to an H high?

>>718451920
How it feels to be a loser? How much do you think you have left to live?

>>718453256
If I buy local then I pay £10 for 0.10g (Britfag here!)
If I buy on the interwebs, then it's about £40 ish for a gram.
>>718453588
I've never tried it. I inject but obviously never share my works.
I just shot up now.

>>718453595
It feels nice right now, anon.
I actually plan on stopping though. With complete honesty.

Is the thread deader than I will be soon?

OP here. Does no faggot want to know anything about H?

honestly i really hope you quit. the shit will eventually kill you otherwise. even if you don't share your needles you can still get sick and die from an infection if you reuse the needle and fail to properly sanitize it.

>>718455071
I know mate. I've had 3 infections, each leaad to cellulitis in my arm or foot. Hat to go to hospital where I had no veins left so they had to put a long canula into my vein in my neck, 15cm long, near my heart.

>>718455071
I do plan on stopping. I still enjoy the high though, so, half my brain is telling me to stop, and the other is conditioned and rewired to want heroin!

How does it feel?

>>718455845
feelsgoodman
But seriously, it makes me feel tired and sleepy, happy and completely lifts my depression. Sometimes I sleep, which is lovely because I can't sleep properly.
It helps me forget about my shitty life/situation,

>I can't be arse to greentext (OP)

>>718456173
>ARSED******
FUCK!!!

>>718455474
thats called addiction...

also first time (probably long time..) will be hard. you fucked your natural endorphin production.

BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY TO GET A BETTER LIFE!
just never forget to never give up.

You can do it anon.

Have you watched Trainspotting and did it reflect the reality of junkies in the Great Britain?

ARE YOU READY TO HAVE ABSOLUTLY NO HEALTHCARE?????


WHEN YOU OD ITS GONNA COST YOUR FAMILY A WHOLE LOTTA MONEY JUST FOR THAT AMBULANCE RIDE AND SYRINGE FULL OF NARCAM

>>718456097
How did you become addicted?

ex junkie here. been clean from everything for 7 months
I have 8 OD's on record, not counting the times I've fallen out and came back on my own hours later.
if you want to stop OP then go to rehab and start going to na/aa meetings mate

What is the longest you've been off heroin since you started using?
How did it feel?

>>718456254
I know mate. I am addicted, but I plan on giving up properly. I've been clean for months in the past but kept fucking up.
>>718456330
Yeah, there are definetly junkies like that. I however, am fat for a junkie. If it wasn't for my scruffy beard and long hair, I would look like a normalfag.
>>718456428
UK mate. Free healthcare
>>718456447
Started on things like weed, ecstacy and coke. I loved the uppers, then I was mentally addicted to magic mushrooms for about a year. Then oved down south, started smoking opium with some towel head sand nigger workmates, then moved to heroin because it was stronger than opium
>>718456595
longerst was about7 months, when my daughter was born.

If I get no more questions I'm going to play Dark Souls 3, so, either come on, or bye fags

>current gf did heroin
>went to the movies
>she takes fentanyl laced shit like she would her regular stuff
>didnt realize it was laced
>od 2 minutes into the movie
>most embarrassing thing ive experience in my life was carrying her lifeless body up the ramp and laying her down and emptying out a near full theatre
>did middle finger a guy that was being a cunt during the previews
>lold at that
>amberlampse came
>narcan
>hospital
>all good
>said hey, at first i didnt really care but if were gonna be together you cant do that shit anymore
>helped her through withdrawal and everything
>shes been clean ever since
>said shes happier now than shes been in a long time but still thinks about it
i dont give a shit about people who do drugs. But that was actually the scariest thing thats ever happened in my life. All i can say is op, i hope you do quit bc of your kids. but im not your mom so, do what you will m8

>>718458036
>do you do it around your kids?
>have you ever nodded off anywhere you shouldnt have?

>>718451920

what is the name and address of your dealer?

>>718458185
>also, she said she didnt really even know she was dying
>told me at the hospital if she died unknowingly and her last memory was us sitting down to a movie that couldve been about the best way she couldve imagined to go
>still makes me sad for some reason to think of that

What is fentanyl?

>>718458556

its what they use as a sugar substitute in colas

taken in large doses it gets you high

>>718451920
Eric?

>>718458556
not op, but its a super strong pain med. Potent as all fuck. Dangerous as all shit if you dont know just how strong it is
>>718458614
no

I used to do all kinds of drugs. Even those that dont have a name

You ever OD?

>>718458680
Ralph?

>>718458893
Thomas?!

>>718458893
Jason?

>>718458893
>>718458929
>>718458933
Rick!

>>718451920
Why haven't you killed yourself yet?

>>718458036
>>718458292
>>718458556
>>718458865
where the fuck you at op

>>718459019
>>718458929
Marty!

>>718454543
Any suggestions on where to buy on the interwebs?

>>718456097
>lifts my depression
No, it makes you forget it for the moment, only to suck you deeper down as soon as you're off the smack. It is not making you less depressed you absolute retard.

>>718458614
lol no

>>718454696
Fucking idiot.
See, this is what gets em. I bet the vast majority of people who get their lives ruined by heroin say the exact same thing. It doesn't matter whether you plan on stopping, the heroin won't let you. Withdrawal is gonna kick your ass and you'll relapse
Go to fucking rehab and hope for the best if you don't want to die from a shitty habit

do you watch this without throwing up?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=628_RmtaQvU&list=PLAfaE9E69gZbolVkYV0crXyxePTRkLctV&ab_channel=DominiMech

>>718459619
if OP isnt a weak faggot at most all he should need is a person there to help you. rehab makes you feel and act like a victim.

>>718459862
You're assuming OP is a strong willed individual. Considering he's relapsed multiple times before, I'd say he isn't.

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>>718452289

>Fent is fucking better than H

no. absolutely not. short acting. no euphoria and difficult to dose. it's a great way to die nigger

>>718458185
That really happened? Well done for being a good bloke and not ditching her and fucking off.
I don't use a lot just enough to not feel "dope sick" and sleep a bit. I have almost gone over a few times on pure Fent, only using tuny amounts. I know how powerful it is.
>>718458292
Never used around my daughter, never. I'm not a cunt. I don't live with her. Her mum is a cunt. She stopped me from seeing her when she got a new cunt bf, so I relapsed in my own pity party. I know I'm weak willed.
>>718458353
lul'd at that.

>>718458705
That wasn't me, the >>718458614 anon
>>718458865
I've gone close several times
>>718459088
Too weak willed, faggot
>>718459177
Winrar!!!!

>>718459268
I know what it's doing. It blocks my depression for a short time whilst on it. I am not an idiot, don't imagine that just because I made poor choices that I am stupid.

>>718458185
fucking white knight faggot

>>718460188
I'm a chemist. I know how to dose a fucking drug. (OP here)

>>718460188
Also, I'm not a negro. I am an analytical chemist who got into drugs. I am just going through a pathetic time in my life and being a weak willed faggot, feeling sorry for myself. I do know that.

You can also AMA about assaying precious metals, if you desire (OP still)

>>718460700
>>718460700


>implying you know what you're buying is pure

even if it is pure every junkie i've ever known prefers heroin to fent

>>718460308
tbh i thought about it. It was the second time we had seen it other in ~2 years. we dated once before but it ended bad as fuck. at the time we werent dating but we kinda talked about it. We didnt want to break up the first time but, situation just didnt allow.

but, i fucking love her man. Did tell her that if she did do it again that i would leave her because of what happened. Its not something i would want to do. But im not watching her (almost) die again.

>>718460576
i dont think you know what white knight means

>>718460996
Heroin is more euphoric, but with pure Fent (it is pure, bought online) I can sleep better

>>718461059
I bet she appreciated you, after she stopped being pissed off for the nurse kicking her out of her high

>>718461059
Seriously though, you did good with her. Fuck the mongoloid calling you a white knight. He's too edgy for this thread.

>>718458353
I have more than one, plus the scary dark web. I'm being ip fucked by the feds now, aren't I?

>>718460308
also, good on you for not using it around kid. Like i said, i dont care about people who do drugs. its your life and i believe that all drugs should be legalized across the board. even after my gf ODing. Those are the people i consider scumbags.

>>718461266
i dont think ive seen her happier than when i came to the hospital
>still have the movie ticket in my wallet
>will post in a second

Is the high worth it?

>>718458292
2nd question, I missed, I have fallen asleep on the toilet and collapsed in front of my mum on Fent because I lost control of my legs. Will that suffice?

>>718451920
where u from? how long u been doing it and how much you spend a day?

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>>718461885
>>718461981
yeah thats good enough. Was probably not a fun experience to do that in front of your mom. i dont even like taking an adderall in front of my mom. seeing her makes me feel a weird kind of shame
>dont feel like a timestamp
>phone takes huge as fuck pictures. used snipping tool to make it proper. explains weird as fuck resolution

>>718461885
I agree that the war on drugs is a failure, prohibition solves nothing. You're a little hero for the GF thing.
>>718461955
The high from heroin is the best out of all of the drugs I've taken, and I've taken a lot of drugs. But don't try it if you haven#'t yet.
>>718461995
I'm from England. I've been using Heroin off and on for almost 10 years. I don't use daily because I can't afford to, and I'm not the sort of low life who steals from anyone. I would say I spend about £90 to £150 a weeki on gear for myself and my bird.

>>718462416
Fuck man. Keeping the snub. I can't imagine how worried you may have been, but you were a fucking man and sorted the situation right out. You get 100 internets from me today.
Also, I used to be a crack head. That REALLY masks your depression well. I injected it and it made me feel pure ecstasy. I was also an alcoholic who soked 20 cigs a day. I gave up everything, cigs and beer too. Just have the Heroin to give up now (still OP here)

>>718462441
>dont try it if you havent
>best feeling out of all the drugs ive taken
all ive ever heard. i promised myself that i wouldnt do it unless i got some kind of terminal illness. because at that point. why the fuck not.

>>718462751
it gives me a weird feeling when i look at it. There were a lot of emotions that night. from absolutely terrified to happy as fuck. we had a giggle in the hospital. weve always been able to joke and make the best out of traumatic situations

>>718462751
like i said m8. i would tell you to do heroin all day but be safe about if if you didnt have kids. i really do hope you stop at some point but i do have to say im proud that youve quit other shit and at least want to give up heroin. your daughter deserves it m8. smoke some weed or something instead if you NEED something (aware that its not easy to just switch up to something else)

>>718463083
That's what humour is for. It's the best thing sometimes, when something bad has happened. Make a deal with yourself to try heroin when you reach 80y/o. Or if you get terminally ill, like you said! Until then, soke weed, if you like it, drink some beers at the weekend. I'm on a methadone script, drinking beer makes my liver metabolise the meth out of my system and makes me feel shit, so I gave up the beer.

>>718463414
Ha, we both said the same thing to each other about the weed. Unfortunately, weed and me don't mix. It makes me sick and dizzy. I never liked it! I want to change my life. I will give up the gear too. I hope your gf knows how lucky she is to have you mate.

>>718459177
How did this dude guess my name? Do you know me, anom?

>>718463496
the first thing i said when i saw her was "you owe me a movie ticket" she hated the hospital but she said she felt a lot better that i was there and was able to make her laugh after the fact. once we got out we had the srs talks

>>718463707
ever had mushrooms? i know its hippy shit to say, but i personally know people who have gotten over addictions because of psychedelics

if you dont live in the UK or a few states in the US its easy and cheap as fuck to grow your own, spores are legal to buy in the us

>>718463975
no, was just thinking of back to the future

bump, having a good time talking to you OP, on an adderall right now so its nice to have a stimulating conversation

>>718464073
It was you who guessed my name? sweet!

I said above that I was mentally addicted to shrooms for a year or so. They were legal to buy here in England up until about 2004. I loved them. Tey made me happy and I love tripping balls.
They are actually being used in studies to treat depression. They're giving them to people who are dying, it makes the subject accept their death easier and pass away calmly and relaxed. These are very small doses. Try this.....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ekkXrfmPM8


>>718464406
Yeah, me too I'm high, so it's kind of killing my buzz, but it's nice to talk to cool peeps on here for a change!

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I used to buy these kind of thai shrooms from a shop near where my band practised. I would drink beer and trip on a Friday, then practice with the band on saturday. It was great fun. Pic related

>>718464618
oh yeah, i forgot i read that. if you can get mushrooms, try and get some that arent dried out and try and extract the spores. once you got that, youre gud. you can grow them in one of those big plastic tubs for clothes and shit. was gonna tell you microdosing is the shit and you should try that at least before even opening the link

ive taken lsd a couple of times and it genuinely has made me feel more comfortable about death. I think the world would be a lot different if everyone would take lsd at least once

>>718464980
these look nice. currently looking for a job. as soon as i can im gonna start growing my own

>>718451920
Legot question here. Im a 28 year old man, and im pretty sure my 45 year old mother has been doing heroin. Shes been a pill junkie for a long time but i think she upgraded. Normally i wouldnt care, but i think shes doing it like a lot. Is it too late?

>>718451920
why did you start?

>>718465316
also meant to add. If in some time in my life psychedelics are legalized in america, i can die happy. even if for some reason i dont get to benefit from it. but we are absolutely retarded when it comes to drugs and especially the classifications of them

>>718465491
not op. I dont think its ever too late. but if its something shes doing a lot. its going to be painful as fuck for her to not. chances are she is, pill junkies go to heroin pretty often. its cheaper and stronger

You gone OP?

>>718466697
he's probably busy enjoying the high

>>718465491
she needs an intervention, matew

>>718460308
Did you two break up because of the heroin? Is that the reason you dont get to see your daughter or was it primarily the new bf?

>>718466697
>>718466790
was cooking up. ::/

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>>718454696
>I actually plan on stopping though.

>>718467097
broke up before the relapse. was clean whilst i was with the ex and the baby

>>718467255
okay i see. you said that right after what i read
>Lrn2readingcomprehension

>>718467214
(OP) here. I know how it sounds, but i want to be clean.

>>718467097
she dumped me (1st time I was dumped!) because I put on weight when I was clean and she wasn't into it.

>>718467356
I don't understand this >greentext you wrote

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>>718467400
>I want to be clean
>I just shot up
>Generic addict 'sense of control' mechanism
You've failed already

>>718467834
>I fucked the greentext (still OP here)

>>718467982
I bought the gear earlier, I'm going to use what I have in stock. I plan on stopping soon, not today. Get it?

>>718467982
Forgot to say thanks for the deformed Robbie Rotten.

>>718467613
gonna be real OP, you sound like someone i would be friends with. Heroin aside, seem like a cool dude. this is the dude with ex heroin gf (kinda wish id's were still a thing on /b/ sometimes)
also, nother story time
>went to a local show with now ex gf to go see friends band
>meet this dude there who is super nice but hes kinda spastic
>we talk most of the night
>his band was shit but he was a solid guitar player
>invites me to Halloween party which is like 3 months away
>tite yo, exchange phone numbers
>text ever once in a while for a month just to say hi or send a picture of new music shit we got
>stops responding to me all of a sudden one day
>whatever, its not like im an important person in his life. dont expect him to take time out of his day for me
>scrolling through fb an hour later,see his bands fb page
>rip anon bc heroin
>well shit. guess im not going to his party

>>718468149
i understand this. but, dont keep in that mindset. its a rough one whether it be about addiction or just putting shit that you need to do off

>>718468149
nah i don't think you get it mate.

why not do meth like me

rip thread

>>718469883
Just like OP

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>>718465491
sweet dolly died because of asshole people like your mother.