Ask someone who lost everything after 12 years of service to

>>718297729
kill her.

That's what you get for having faith in those things. Sorry though.

>>718297729
Brendan?

How's it feel to be so miserable

>>718297729
she disappeared out of state with my supposed "child" and im being charged a premium and intrest for no services rendered.
>no clue where she is

>>718297729
what did you do to her forcing her to have random fun with other guys?

>>718297849
honestly to sell my youth for a gi bill i haven't received, bury near half my bros, and still be shit in the world?
>bad beyond measure

sold my best years, lost friends, lost sound sleep for life to be called welfare queen when i request my benefits for being wounded twice and wanting college.
>what the shit was sold to me that i bought?

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#FUCKYOULAWRENCE #FUCKYOUDAVID #FUCKYOUSPENCER #FUCKYOULILA #FUCKYOUCHANTAL #FUCKYOUPATCH #FUCKYOUMIKAELA #FUCKYOUJACOB

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FUCK YOU, LIGHTBEARER CHRISTIAN ACADEMY!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!

I WANT TO MISBEHAVE IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SHOUT AND YELL AND SCREAM IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SEE CHILDREN WEARING THEIR UNDERWEAR IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO KICK YOU OR ONE OF YOUR STUDENTS IN THE MOTHERFUCKING ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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>>718297951
get this....survive 3 tours of a total 42 months, wounded twice and because the va didnt pickup the ball fast enough she cheated on me with my cousins daughters ex husband (no shit)
then claimed the kid as mine and bailed state.

>>718298060
fuck off kid.

>>718298026
shit i would if child support for an unconfirmed child wasnt putting at risk of homelessness...

>>718298094
what the fuck?!
and how did she take everything you had?

>>718298158
i kno right?

im 6 shots into vodka i got as an xmas gift and shit heads are up for the fun....smh
>>718298201
with the help of the state of california child services apparently

>>718298201
they charge me 415 dollars per month plus 110 intrest per month, ever 4-5 months they made a habit of having a "clerical error" that makes them forget they are getting paid or im being garnished so they suspend my lic ( i worked transport btw) so ive lost three employers due to bad book keeping
im about to be homeless and the va is no help in any aspect (legal ect)

>>718297729
I lost everything too, op.

Working every day to get back and rebuild.

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>>718298401

>>718298094
>travel the world and kill muslim children with assault weapons and drones
>woman does what she want with her own body and exercise her rights in a marriage contract

you must be a special kind of retard thinking that its the woman that its something wrong with

>>718298401
You know the answer on how to solve your problems.

Reenlist.

>>718298006
to be fair civ life isn't much better, except for the fact you're far less likely to be shot

>>718297729
>12 years of service

what a cuck

>>718298458

i have a bottle of vodka (1 gal +/-)
rent until the end of jan on rent / bills
a .44 revolver and 50 rounds of ammo along with my laptop and clothes and uniforms / awards and dress uniform

>>718298529
>wounded twice
obamas army made sure we couldnt stay

>>718298564
better to starve or risk jail because ive been made jobless/homeless by the state?
>id rather die doing something worth shit dying like this is so depressing.

>>718298639
looking back shit idk
>kicked ass killed sand spuds
>better life story than most
>shitty ending tho

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op here
basically at the "thankks for the times /b/" stage here.....
not sure if anything i know could classify as pearls of wisdom other than "dont be blind sided by the bitch in your blind spot where your wife was supposed to be"
or "families are not worth it"

>>718298743
can't you do a DNA test and prove the kid isn't yours?
then you could probably fuck her over, there must be some law to deal with this if you prove you paid for a little shit that isn't even yours

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>>718298977
>morbid af i know /b/ros

on the bright side, worse comes to worse
>one less vet for taxpayers to deal with/pay for

>>718299052
>gotta appeal the family law court (costs cash and takes time) which ive already started like 2 years ago
>gotta find her and prove it
>california needs no proof just a name and a claim
id be glad if i had a kid but ya....kisd does not look eve slightly like me.....at least its white right?

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shameful assed self bump

Ay m8 don't make a decision predicated on emotion. We have the autonomous capacity for deliberation so why not use it? If you truly wanna an hero then justify it, but one does not simply get to walk thru the gates of hell cuz they got some wretched feels

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guess thats it huh /b/ros?

oh well fuck it.....

"thanks for the memories /b/ ros"

from the lost ipod to hahambe.....
"good times"

>>718299511
are you really going to make a one way trip to vallhalla?
come on mang, don't do eet

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>>718299491

id rather go out in syria fucking up some isil affiliates but dont have the cash to get my passport renewed.....

>>718299606
my inital deployment group (platoon) was 47 men 12 yrs later 7 are alive 2 in wheel chairs
>cant earn my death
>why am i here?
>how earn right to Valhalla?
an hero....dont really beleive in it.
gotta earn my death and all.....
so no idea what do.
>starving to death sounds like shit
>could find and piss off some cartel or w/e i guess
>dont want to fuck shit up for other vets by being labeled as crazy vet

>>718299742
how old are you right now?

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op here
that it /b/ros?

>working on wasted grammar is third on list now

>>718299936
33
>ur point?>22k in debt unemployed
>va is taking sweet time
>intrest and payments pile up
>car gone
>house gone (in debt there too)

>objection!
relivence?

>>718299742
You ever considered do some Punisher type deal?
Head out to Detroit, kill drug dealers and pimps for their stash, carry on like that as long as you can.
If you want a death that's earned, that's a pretty good one.

>>718300039
that's the age my father was when he became an hero
so, physically, how bad are you? are there basic things you can't do?

>>718297826
Bob?

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>>718300088
nw what....thats not the worst idea.
thankks.
might take a while to hitch hike there but is do able

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>>718300139
>back is fucked (nerve and disc damace)
>respiratory damage (burn pitts)
>sleep issues (obviously)
>some memory issues (TBA issues)
>one detached retina (eye sight on one side is fucked)
>migranes (cluster headaches)
>survivors remorse (typical mil psyc diag)

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any others /b/?

seriously plz send my ass ut with a good idea nd some laughs

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>>718300449
well here you go /b/ro

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>>718300703
ive live through enough to know there is a price you pay seeing a side of reality that you can never come back to blissful joy from, men women children all where fragged in the name of merica
i sold my innocence for he title of "good soldier' and as soon as my service was done my family and nation wrote me and my brothers off as crazy vets

to believe any amount of sex or drugs can redeem ones self for the things done in ignorance is adding insult to injury.

>>718297729
Stream her doing > an hero of herself.

>>718300956
i posted that with the intention of telling you that you got nothing to lose, do whatever the fuck you wanna do
if you really wanna die, then just point at something, say to yourself "i'm gonna do that" and do it

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>>718301006
bitch rides welfare programs and who ever will provide for her for sex and minimal house wife skills now

so long a sshe has a sugar daddy i doubt shed do it
and to do it "for her"id be the first suspect
i rather smuggle my ass to middle east ans kill spuds in da sand

>>718301102
>giving what shit avice i can for /b/ros
>looking for damn good last mission

>>718300956
That's just survivor's guilt talking.
We all do shitty things to each other, some are just worse than others.
It's not like any of it meant anything anyway.
We remain in life because our instincts keep us from death, both of which are pointless.

But the injuries you sustained and the legal slavery you're in, those are the only bad things you should be focused on here.
Don't bother yourself with the guilt of whatever the hell you've done. It's not worth it.

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>>718301312
i wishit wasnt beating the shit out of me bro, but it is.
my bros had kids and shit man so why the fuck am i still here.
i just need a last mission
id go and fight if the mil would keep me but ya im fucked out of that
eventually imma be homeless or in jail due to lack of payment id rather go out with boots on ya know?

>>718300956
Redemption is bullshit.
It's a never ending task, because whoever asks you for it is never going to let you forget what you've done, no matter what you do to try and wipe away the debt.
Best to let it go and focus on the present.

>>718301460
I know what you mean.
You want to believe that it all meant something, and you're not just another sentient piece of meat sucking down air.
But it didn't.
Nothing did.
And if anyone ever tells you all their bullshit meant something more, they're just scared of the truth.

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brb 2 mins gotta piss

>cheap vodka

>>718301498
i can still march
i can still shoot
i can still do my job
i can bury anti merica idiots for fuck reasons
>aint got much else /b/ro
id kill to feel like more than a slaveable citizen to the state but im fucked so ill do what i can until i am out of ammo....
i once lead the way.....least i can do is attempt to keep up the fire

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>>718301679
>my youth and faith traded for bullshit
>but im the wellfare queen for wanting future
id kill to have joy and purpose again.
>a heartfelt thanks /b/ro

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working on last call /b/ros?

>>718302078
Gonna hit the hay pretty soon.
I love those moments when I wake up and briefly forget who I am and where I've been.

>>718297729
Write a book about it bro. Maybe you'll get paid. Thanks for your service.

OP is a collossal faggot who is attention whoring. Why you ask ? Because lots of people gave genuine good advice and tried to give him leads and all this sperg does is say "nah won't work m8, i'm so fucked up hurr durr look at me noone can help". Here's some advice you'll ignore or refute without giving it a go: get the FUCK off this website and at least TRY to something with your life instead of bitching and moaning on your computer. Now fuck off

Just start killing important people. That should get the ball rolling.

>>718297729
take out life insurance on her. and you were in the military, so im sure you can think of many ways to make it pay out.

alright
well its been fun /b/ros
a good 14 years of /b/
least my journey was interesting

so far if i cant get into turkey or syria to fight isil next option is to attempt chicago an gun for pimps and deales/thugs nic lil challenge there i suppose.

>>718302232
amen /b/rother
better to sleep no knowing who you wheree as opposed to who you became
sleeping on meds (if i can buy them) i am nothing just offline

sleep well if you can /b/ro
>peaceful sleep s worth a ships worth of gold

>>718302326
yup.....did everything i could to mak my family proud....after i sold my sould and conscience my nation and family bailed
>basically one of the biggest misguided cucks
but in the least had a damn good war / death song to sing compired to the common man

>>718302335
>dont want to hurt fellow vet's chance at livig well

>>718302272
i did my part in hopes for a better tomarrow
didnn now my nation and family where taking me for a ride
dont thank.....go volunteer at a va...there are bros who still need help and have a chance
>many thanks if you do volunteer

>>718302473
>will be first suspect due to being ex
not a reliably do able mission /b/ro

>>718302272
interesting side note
>used to volunteer at local va hospital
ssgt come in, needs meds
4 tours under belt, wife left ect took kids
>was on 21 pills a day to cope with combat stress
>army gave enough for 4 months
>streached meds to 6 th mont
>was out
battle was rocking (u know or you dont) in chair ans sweating
made noise anout getting a conselor out to him"now!"
>was escorted from lobby told to come bac next month
ro was trooper and held on alone for 2 more hours
>hung himself in parking lot from tree with belt 2 inchec from foo to ground
>held on as long as he couls

>honestly worst i saw (in my book) was a market opening (we built it for local farmers ect) suicide bomber klacked off a vest in the place
>only ot 2 ANA (afghan army) and a turp

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>>718302973
held local lil kid who was fucked (had been teaching to draw) until dead
area (see bee capt)said so what
>shit fucked with me bad
>ended up hooting more near pakastani border due to "carrying enimy munition shpments"
>just kids making a buck
>kids my brothers age

so fucked now
but va not helping yet
>no idea how to cope
>want to serve
>dont know how else to live
>las mission needed
>can still be "good soldier"
>lost drunk, tormented
>do....dunno

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>heart of gold - Neal Young
>haunting

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ya...ya...
i know
>whahhh!....whahhh!
>my life was meaningless
>i sad and dunno how to live
psh w/e did mre shit than most and it has to happen to someone anyways right?

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ok /b/ros
good talk and all i guess

>fuck it and see yall later i guess?

ill lurk a bit but am really focused on my vodka rn

>hope shit is better for you all
>whole for others to prosper shit and all

glad /b/can still make me smirk from time to time

>here's to you /b/ros

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cmon as me a good deep question
one last one before we part ways
i still have several swigs left befor i go walk into the stormy weather...

>>718297729
>Ask someone who lost everything after 12 years of service to a cheating female and a corrupt county anything...
damn, how are you not dead?

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it is 3:43 my time +/-
ill bump to 3:50 my time and then thank those invilved
id do a streaming q and a if i knew how but w/e

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>>718304359
too stupid to quit yet evidently
they teach us how to stay alive not go home or give up

once upon a time i though myself near unstoppable short o an ied or well placed bullet
now fml has new meaning.


>tat all?

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3:47
>typing is getting hard thank gods for auto correct
>bumping for last shit effort to life relivence
>willing to answer near any question as to validate wasted life
>i wait for /b/ros to assist before w/e comes next

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oh FYI mods
plz thank the dude who bought 4chan from moot after the puss out and w/e
>was glad to see it live on this long
>keep it alive if you all can

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op here
>ok /b/ros
>good chat
>carry on
>thanks for the contribute and all

will all my misguided heart
>dont do as ive done
>carry on carefully
>but remember to live
>and enjoy the ride

3:55 op the broken vet signing off
>carry on /b/
>you made the last few years worht logging on