Who else can't go an entire night alone without wanting

OP stop now or you're going to suffer a miserable death one day. Be healthy and be part of your family. Getting fucked up is stupid. be sober most of your time here and make a difference in this world.

Dont listen to this faggot fulfill your lonelyness with drugs itll work out in then end

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>>717633538
TopKEK wtf

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I usually don't spend most nights alone. Unfortunately my friends that I do see usually want to drink as well. Some nights it leads to cocaine.

Other nights I spend with a girl I'm starting to see. But after that I usually go home and have a couple drinks.

Proud pathetic druggie loser. Once my mom goes to bed I plan on snorting some pink cocaine and watching porn on the 4k tv. Eh, I've had worse chapters in my life.

>>717633963
What the fuck is pink cocaine

>>717633706

look at this pathetic fucking loser. ROFL. holy fucking shit people are fucking LOSERS

yea OP go ahead and take advice from this crackhead motherfucker with yelow teeth lmfao!!!

this thread is now full of meth users , faggots, and worthless pieces of shit that will never amount to anything in life.

/thread, go commit suicide you pathetic queers , this shit is beyond pathetic now BOOHOO kill yourselves. over and out

>>717633374

Me. I can't smoke weed so I have to drink. I alternate, one day I'll run a mile, next day I'll get fucked up off of a few shots, next day mile and so on.

Makes me feel a little better about drinking nearly every day.

>>717633538
not op but i have zero desire to be part of my family. they're all complete dickwads, and when my father dies it's going to take all of my strength to not piss on his grave

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>>717634035

cocaine that is pink

>>717634327
I smoke a ton of weed and usually drink while doing it.

Its calming. The. After I drink too much the desire to do coke sets in.

im going sober for a couple months, layin off the booze

>>717634746

I used to do this, it was fucking great. Like just the tits.

I would take exactly 3 shots, then vape. Shit would be so cash. It was the perfect fucking way of getting fucked up. Any more shots and I would've thrown up, any less and it's not as good.

>>717633374
smoking medical and drinkin jameson and ginger ale just like last night. and the one before etc

>>717633374

6-8 shots of vodka and 1mg of Xanax (and some other psych meds) every night. It keeps me alive.

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>>717633374

Just spent a very enjoyable evening with a friend who I haven't seen for a while. Had a few beers, smoked some crack and H and then played vidya until it got late as we both have decent careers we don't want to lose.

Please take pic related as a suppository, just the way you like it. Faggot.

>>717633538
>>717634159
>>717634304

>>717633374
I've got a degenerative nerve disease and am always in pain. During the day I can semi-function and deal with it. Can't get to sleep at night and, if I do, can't stay asleep long.

After a few days of that I am a hallucinating zombie.

Use a rotating set of drugs to get to sleep every night.
> xanax
> marijuana
> hydrocodone
> alcohol (if desperate)

Should probably just commit suddoku since all the docs say there isn't a way to really fix it I can't imagine having to take all these drugs for the rest of my life.

All you "sober" faggots are weak. Drugs aren't the problem, they're the solution. End of story. They make life better. Anyone saying different is a beta faggot cuck.

>>717635121

Miss the coke and crack, though.

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>>717634945
>3 shots
>fucked up

>>717635121

Oh, and I'm not alone.

>>717635180
No doubt they're the only way to make life worth while. But I'm just so tired of burning my money.

>>717635180
Agreed

>>717633374
>i'm 12 and i had a beer once the post

>>717634035

I only had it once. Had a friend cook up some rock for me. Best hit ever. The only time a hit made me vomit. Would do again.

Yup. Heard about a family friend who overdosed on fentanyl, I was jealous

>>717635372
i wouldn't say they make life worth while tbh, just less shit

>>717635430
Fuck that. I'm OP. At my peak in the summer it was 40-50 beer a week and around 15 grams of coke a week.

I could of been worse, coke isn't that bad. but I know my way around. For the amount of money I make its not great.

>>717635533
we got traces of fentanyl in some pressed bars here in mn back like a year ago and a bunch of kids died. Man I wish i got a couple of those evil chalky bastards

>>717635172
Hasn't anyone suggested you take gabapentin or pregabalin to help with the nerve pain? Have you tried it? Seems like the first thing I'd think of.

>>717635180
I may have to make this my life motto or have it on my grave when I die of an OD.

>>717634945
3 shots? Really? And vaping, you kidding me? You get fucked up on 3 shots and nicotine?

I was good at life prior to,drugs. I excelled to a whole new level with them. Money dried up, drugs are few and far between, I'm slacking in every way.... give my drugs back, I'll conquer

I use to get fent patches from dr and was doing dope with it. I can assure everyone that the dope was,weaker than the fent.

Thing with opiates that people don't get....we all start with a perk 10 and get high, next thing we're doing 5 50mcg fent gels and two bundles of dope to get the same feeling as a single fucking perk

Never use the drugs OP. It will ruin your life, as it ruined mine and everyone elses. I lost a contact with my family, my faith in Jesus Christ and all of my friends soon after. Now i'm always smiling.

Married with awesome kids and great career that I love and along with my wife's job, supports my family comfortably. Ex multi drug addiction with blow, ice, E, sid, and various other forms of uppers. These days, a few drinks and a bit of pot after the kids go to bed. Almost every night. I'm by myself in the garage right now drinking steel reserve stoned and writing to you fucks for the first time after a couple years lurking and jerking.

>>717635736
had a bad car accident at work, people died.

i never made it more than a week if i was drinking heavily every day. at my worst i'd drink a bottle of wild turkey after each shift, sleep 4-5 hours and go back to work.

by the 3rd day i didn't even want to drink, but it was the only way i could get past the overwhelming guilt and grief, but after that i just felt like shit every minute of the day.

that's why i seriously doubt anybody could drink like that for longer than a week.

>>717635796
>gabapentin or pregabalin
I've been on it a few times in between various surgeries.

It helped a bit with sleep, but that was at levels starting to max out so docs discontinued use. Last month I asked the doctor if I should try again and he said its probably not worth it.

>>717636383
Lucky bastard!

>>717636392
how did you kill them. how many?

>>717636640
go fuck yourself.

>>717635264
>>717635809

Weed, niggers, weed. Your goal is to not puke when mixing the two which happens REAL quick if you're dumb about it.

>>717636759
HOW DID THEY DIE EXACTLY AND HOW MANY WAS IT FAGGOT

>>717636252

>what is a tolerance break, alex

>>717636834
friday night i was hanging out with my friend, getting blazed and he had 3 bowls followed by 8 shots of fireball and didn't puke

i call bullshit

Good,for nothing but OD's, lots of friends buried

>>717636549

OK sorry to hear that dude, thanks for the reply though. I hope things get better. I use H, and it is a fantastic pain suppressor along with most other opiates. Maybe you could ask your prescriber for something stronger than hydrocodone? Don't An Hero yourself though, there are always more drugs out there for you to try and enjoy, at least that's my reason for living.

>>717637114

>implying I need to drink as much as a 250 pound dude
>implying fireball is even strong (33%)
>implying I don't take shots of homemade spirtyus (95%)

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>>717637655
niceme.me

>>717637318
They know my medical history, but they are very reluctant to prescribe any opiates. Took me a year with my most recent doctor before he realized I wasn't just fiending or dealing.

I could probably function optimally with maybe 3 oxycodone 20 mg per day. Never liked the slow release oxycontin personally.

There is always hope a new treatment or cure will come up the next few years. That is what I hold onto for now.

Thanks anon.

>>717636834
Nigger I never puke on weed. Drinking I'll puke but it takes quite a bit.

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>>717633374
Tonight was rough
It's been since NYE and my mouth is dry
Xanax and pot and hopefully sleep
Tomorrow she will be back but I cannot succumb

>>717638401

I don't either but it's pretty common for booze and weed to give folks some nausea.

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>>717635736
How do you sleep doing 15g coke in a Week?
Did you not have a job?
How did you support your habit?

>>717636383
Does your name start with C?

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>>717636834
You're a pussy
Must be a teenager
Drink and smoke daily
12packs and grams on grams
Plus cigarettes
You're just a pussy >>717636834

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>>717636883
Kek