Good songs to hear while waiting to die? Just took 200mg Valium and about half a litre of vodka.
I've been there, with similar drugs.
DONT DO IT. Call an ambulance, call a friend...don't let whatever you're going through get you down.
We're all in a shitty place at some point, but don't leave. You got one shot then that's it. Please don't. You aren't alone, no matter how shitty things are they could be shittier. This is a temporary thing, and don't listen to anyone else feeding your depression. You can get help (I did) and you get through this. Please don't do this...
But you didn't get a chance to live in the new world yet
Long story short, overly anxious for about 8 years or so, can't live up to my own standards, have a bunch of good friends but feel like no one gives a shit, all those sorts of stuff. I won't make a difference in this world anyways, so I might aswell kill myself.
OP WTF is wrong with you, suicide is not the answer for anything, you just being a coward by trying to get an "easy escape" from your problems instead of facing them like a real man (or woman, idk) i can't stop you from doing something so stupid but at least i can try to convince you, unless you are trolling then fuck off, but in any case suicide is never the answer, you can do whatever you want but that doesn't take away the fact you are a coward for giving up on life.
Holy fuck what a way to start 2017....go leak your sister or ex gf today lol - snap-leak-cf
It's not painful man.
It's not like you're suffocating, and since your body can't differentiate helium from oxygen it'll feel like normal breathing, just that you die after a minute or two
You need to check up the LD50 for benzos mate.
It's so high you would choke to death on the tablets before you could reach a toxic level.
At least you will chill out and have a good sleep.
Exactly haha plus he drank half a bottle of vodka and you better believe the weak cunt will spew lol will still be a good sleep and the added bonus of no hangover .op future is looking bright
my sides anon
even if you took 10 times more it's nearly impossible to OD on benzos if you have at least some tolerance to them.
while i was in a mental hospital i stole 200mg of alprazolam in 10mg pills and 100mg of midazolam and chugged it all with
a bottle of stale wine. slept for 2 days straight but still woke up without any interferance from medical staff
This is a good one
- When I was done dying -
because it never is, for any problem you have there is a solution, also, no matter how difficult your problem is, there is people out there with worse problems than you, you have to try and look for the solution, right now you are not thinking clear, your mind is polluted with so much negativity and full of grey and black clouds, you have to take a moment and calm down, try to relax, smoke weed and chill, you will see after that you will find the solution of your problem more clear, don't do something you will regret, get help. and to answer your other question, yes we all fags here,why do you think we are here in the first place, faggot.
Don't kill yourself, start taking hormones and join the trap super race..
Listen to all 3 blank banshee albums,they all have such a smooth vibe, its hard not to die whilst listening to the sweet hymms
Normie spurdo detected
listen to the second OP give me feedback before you die it would mean the world to me
I'm willing to bet your underage, you silly goose. Also, knock off all that noise about you caring about our good chap, OP. You're only doing this to make yourself feel better, friendo.
>Gets shit on all the time
Are you serious? Get the fuck off of my good Christian /b/, Normie.
fuckin got me
>someone ask be why I'm doing this so they can talk me out of it and "save my life"
Fuck off. We all know you aren't going to off yourself so why even waste our time with a shitpost you faggot.
first of all, you retard, i'm 26. second, i don't need to say nice things to op to feel good about myself, i can't stop him from being an idiot, i know i might be wasting my time, almost 100% sure i am, the reason why i'm doing it is because i know there is a solution for everthing in life that doesn't require you or anybody to commit suicide. suicide is just a cheap excuse given to those who can't confront their problems and try to run away from them and if op has at least 1 neuron on his brain, he would know i'm telling the truth, i've seen friends including myself deep in so such debt than is not even funny (i'm currently facing and eviction and mayor debt) but you don't see crying and trying to kill myself, i know will find the solution and so OP but if he wants to listen to all you morons, so be it, my only wish is that he realize how stupid he is for taking such a short route
This and when that happens (as in rn) give this a good listen. Might change your life for the better if you can apply a bit of the wisdom to your world.
Be a soldier or a police officer at least you're helping the people and if you die you'll be hailed as a hero ( depends on what you did ). Call suicide prevention hotline maybe they'll help you.
Damn... well it was worth a shot...
Welcome to /b/, now put your big boy pants on.
That should kill u , say hi to my dad gods speed sweet prince . https://www.google.co.nz/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3DgpMa7f_wX4o&ved=0ahUKEwikqcfevqXRAhXlwFQKHds1AiEQtwIIHDAA&usg=AFQjCNGE4I97B9vfu2bSzi2yY5A-4z8cng
You call it suicide. I call it breackfast.
Better than nothing...
Not enough benzo to kill you. For instance that 200mg of Valium is probably closer to about 10mg of xanax. Even with the alcoho, you ain't dyingl. To die from benzo and alcohol you'd need to have respiratory failure , which is rare. Not a lot of people die that way.
You're gonna pass out. That's it.
It pisses me off when people say you only have one shot. How the fuck do you know that? How do you know I'm not eternally conscious through all minds? Fuck you anon. Kill yourself if you want to. Its your right to decide as a sentient being.
Im real :(
Being either isn't easy. Both require training and neither accept just anyone. Especially the military. They aren't hurting for recruits. Haven't been for more than a decade now. You want in, you better not have anything going against you. Crime or health wise.
It's also a long process to become an officer. Usually a 700+ hour course work at a community college costing about 5 grand or a long arduous process to become a state trooper. The latter being harder as like military, most states have a surplus of applicants
And both have a fitness test that most people aren't in a condition to pass.
It isn't something you can just do. You may as well be saying "Go be a Nurse. At least you can help people". Shit takes effort and time and education
If this is real, here's something peaceful for you
I made you. You fucks seem to enjoy compositing senses more than I do so I'll leave you to it. I'll kill myself tomorrow if sober me isn't to afraid to buy ammo from walmart at the end of the duty day.
.... no ....
I duno.. maybe... but I don't got any of those...
You won't die. The LD 50 of benzos is insanely high. I've taken much more with more alcohol just to get fucked up. If you throw in heroin or some other strong downer to cause respitory depression then you probably will.
okay listen faggot, I've tried to kill myself 4 times but I'm past that shit now. It gets better, I promise. I don't know what happens when I'll day but there's nothing worst than feeling you're going to die and you didn't get to do everything you wanted to. Odds are that that one thing you will always love you haven't found yet. You have to get out of that vicious cycle of negative thoughts you are in.
You probably are not going to die but i honestly hope and know and want you to get past this and became that person that you've always wanted to be.
Warmest regards, my friend.
> Odds are that that one thing you will always love you haven't found yet.
Like becoming a trap! Ehh?
>get a bill
>if money was an issue before, now you just made it worse
And why would that be? if you live in this universe once, you are going to live in it again at some point no matter what.
>girl says "you are not alone"
>ask her for a date
>"sorry, <insert excuse here>"
> I'd make an ugly ass trap though
No such thing... all traps are cute...
I know right... how could anyone want to kill themselves if they were a cute trap... would completely solve op's problem.
Damn, that song kinda makes me sad...
Got your back..
hey OP, not sure if this is bait, but this is definitely the way to go if you're sure about doing it, the pain can end now, the ride is over.
It's me OP oops haha guess I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it Cx thanks for all the shitty music and obligatory dudes dressed like girls porn though. Get pranked idiots
damn Avatar Transform has a lot of different content in it, and seems long. Im into all of it, it seems, so im happy, i just wonder when im gonna find that Specific page you used. the thought has Comical and Ludicrous sense to it
It was on the 8th page
Yeah your fucked. Enjoy the insane high before u pass out and possibly die. I did something similar recently and in my stuper pulled off all my security windows. Don't remember a thing
Oh shit I unbookmarked, no problem anon
I used to put a gun to my head and listen to them all the time, I was suicidal now I just eat pussy to subside my depression but starfucker is solid anon
Helium tanks are almost never 100% helium anymore because of fucktards like you trying to an hero with them. They put small amounts of oxygen in there with the helium, so that at any rate, you continue living when you breathe from them. You'll feel a bit lightheaded, but you won't die.
with a helluva tolerance and not nearly as much alcohol probably. i knew i guy that took the better part of a script of bars every night almost and drank about 7 beers before he passed out. he was a fucking dope, but he could handle it. he couldnt not take em without seizures. he died in a drunk driving accident that wasn't his fault. if you're not used to valium, 20 and a fucking half liter could put you to bed permanently
im not full of shit. i don't take pills because of watching people turn into complete morons since i was 14 and die since i was 20. my ex is dead because of a combo of benzos and fucking oxy. you're probably a little faggot from some shithole who has nothing better to do than jack off to traps and spend their parents money on over priced drugs.
have fun with your bullshit life.
>mixing benzos and oxy is the same as taking 200mg of valium
you're full of fucking shit and retarded. Do you wish to make yourself look even more stupid? go ahead and reply again
yes, didn't you know we're all hackers and we can gain access to his webcam and turn it on whenever we want to witness his death. Because we are so anonymus we are legin.
its your choice op
just like everything else
>implying there isn't a thread that doesn't get tainted by cunts
>implying this thread even stood a chance to begin with seeing as how OP is thinking he's gonna die by taking 200mg of fucking valium