We need a feels thread.

nah

>>717129099
Dubs wills it

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>>717129161
Fuck dubs.

>>717128926

I want more meth
I "feel" like more Crystal Meth would make this thread more interesting

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>>717128926

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>>717129619

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>>717129693

>>717129635
Reported.

That feel when you realize that nothing matters. You will work your ass off your entire life for nothing.
What are hobbies than distraction yourself for the passing time?

>>717130034
>im 16
>whatd i do

Well you didn't read the rules

>21 white male
>rent shitty apartment for 80% of my pay
>work 40+ hours a week in a job I hate
>started ritalin 2 years ago
>helps me so much but now getting side effects
>depressed, anxious and incapable of being happy
>not prescribed so go through terrible droughts
>most recently had a whole month off
>literally nearly lost my job by being shit at it
>want to quit ritalin but can't
>want to quit my job but can't
>the only thing I enjoy is making music
>spend all my free time working towards putting an album together
>just so I can do what I love for a living
>also addicted to caffeine, weed, like to binge drink and have really fucked around with way too many drugs
>coming down off a gram of coke I had yesterday
>quit weed about a week ago but I'm just miserable
>low self esteem, anxiety
>all my friends are druggy losers to a lesser extent than I
>starting to cut some of them off
>family noticably dislike the person I've become
>so irratable, mood swingy, down
>this all followed a train wreck relationship with abusive ex
>trust issues, flashbacks
>racing negative thoughts (as you can see)
>no motivation at all
>can't go to doctor because I'm self prescribing
>internet has no answers for this level of fucked up

I'm starting to run out of patience with everything. I'm trying so hard to improve myself one drug at a time but life just knocks me down over and over. This is like the condensed version of everything and I know everyones problems are relative...

I'm way past all these longing for a relationship feels genuinely all I care about is music and being a success. I feel like meeting someone and falliing in love and having kids is over-rated.

I get laid about 1ce a year with random 1 night stands. I go out a lot and get horribly fucked up to numb the pain of all of this shit.

I realise weed is just a distraction to my problems also - but I genuinely don't feel happiness without it.

fuck idk /b/

>>717131035
I feel you about weed, got SoundCloud account?

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>>717128926
I've actually been feeling pretty good lately, thinking about calling off my suicide timer. I feel that if I can keep trying I just might make it. Still kinda sucks that this girl I've been texting, met over dating app, kinda disappeared when I mentioned that we should meet up. Oh well, c'est la vie.

Other anons, don't be afraid to speak your mind here, and ignore the 'bro' advice of simply manning up to get over your problems.

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Hey anons, sorry it's been a while. How's everyone doing this evening?

>>717131440
Sorry to hear about that girl, anon, but I like your attitude about it. These things happen to all of us, best not to stress yourself out over it.

>>717131355
yeah, I don't really share the shit though very often because I don't finish anything I start...

I produce and write lyrics but I ain't recorded much yet...

Just wanna git gud before I actually make an effort to promote the shit...

If ya wanna listen tho soundcloud.com/eddyshingler

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>>717129736
damn

>>717132007
I'm actually kinda relieved, as she contacted me and I'm not a fan of her (our) race, but I don't need to get into all that. I'm just more confused over why as she said some fairly flattering things that I didn't agree with, so to say things like that and then not respond anymore seems strange.

>>717132270
right in the feels man

Im scared for tomorrow

>>717132681
Why anon?

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>>717132212
Thats pretty good music dude

>>717129736
I am here now.

>>717132681
What's happening tomorrow?

I hate being an apoligist, but I hate being a pervert even more.

>ayyvrigin4life

>>717133090
cheers anon I don't get much feedback atm so it really means a lot

after realizing nothing ever truely mattered I started to just look forward to finally die and be non-existent
b/ros what are legit reasons to live?

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>>717133497
No problem man. If you were to put some words on them beats they would be very good songs my dude

Probably not for everyone but this always gets me feeling, maybe because I can relate.
(Lyrics on screen)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzMOS-ux204

>>717133364
New Years Eve? I know that CBC isn't even trying to hide its bias by predicting doom because of the elections south of the border.

>>717133555
Seeing where life can lead you, or you lead it. It's like a movie that sucks in the beginning, you never know if it might get good later on if you walk out of it. That's all I got.

>>717132212
>soundcloud.com/eddyshingler

Followed. Some interesting stuff there anon

>>717133555
My opinion?Love, friends,te thought of knowing that even though other loved living but someone or soething took their lives is not happening to me and I am alive, not in great conditions but alive

>>717133764
I was gonna say the exact same thing dude

>>717133764
Couldn't agree more anon

>>717128926
OP will never get a (You) and now no one can get any (You)

>>717133794
I feel you man, you are not alone :)

>>717134197
I love you? Know you have two (you)

>>717134352(You)

thanks bud

I'm feeling good right know, I;m not really thiking on bad stuff, so I'm happy :D

>>717133989
I often hear love in this context but seem to not find it. a few months ago I started to force me to do new things in order to change something but could not even find a single new friend or even mildly interesting person. it's just like the universe is mocking me

>>717134490
Of course buddy :)

>>717134215
Thanks, but don't know if I should be happy or sad that some else can relate to such a terrible childhood as well...

>>717133764
>>717133940
>>717134168
thanks guys this actually cheered me up a lot

>>717134511
Nah man, universe is not doing it, people just aren't really interesting, damn .ove sometimes takes a lot of time to arrive, but it eventually comes, maybe not in your city you know? Maybe it's around the corner or around the world, but it;s in there, somewhere, I know you will find it pal,I know you have such great potential, EVERYONE DOES!!, but you my man, you shared your feelings and told us some thigs you tried to improve, that takes courage, and those people are the ones who will be truly loved, cheers :)

>>717134737
Glad I could help

>>717134737
Any way to contact you privately? I might be able to use your music for a project I'm working on

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>>717128926
>be me
>few suicide attempts already
>doc thinks it's depersonalization/derealization
>feew weeks ago had this urge to cut a certain symbol in my left arm near my wrist
>nothing special almost like a straight line really
>urge gets stronger every day
>fuck it i'll do it if It makes the urge go away
>mess up the shape
>try again and again and again
>run out of space on my arm
>whole arm is covered in cuts and blood
>urge not statisfied but it went down a bit

this happened a few days ago and I can feel the urge growing stronger again... wtf is this?

>>717135025
get help

>>717135025
once I had the urge to heat up a paperclip bent into a random shape and burn it into my friends arm and with his permission I did it and left him with this weird ass scar

weirdly satisfying, can't explain what made me want to do it or what made my mate let me but yeah dunno just thought I'd share

>>717134621
You should be happy, I come from a long way and even though I'm not in a good situation right now, I'm hopeful because I love the fact that somewhere there are people like you and many more who I can relate to, and because everyone has such great potential everyone can rise up from that situation, you my man are great, we both are lucky to be alive, LETS ENJOY IT!! cheers :) !

>>717135025
You should probs see doc about this

>>717135025
Uh, a bad case of the crazies? I'd suggest serious help.

Though in my uneducated opinion it's a shape you saw in a dream you're trying to recreate but can't remember properly.

>>717135219
You are right. Not many come back from such dark places and lives to tell about it.
I hope your situation improves like mine did. Cheers mate.

>>717135179
I second this advice

>>717130927
Muh rules tho

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>>717135179
>>717135249
>>717135277

I have a therapist already other than that i'm not sure what else i can get... honestly i'm pretty okay with all this i have worse things in my life this one is just odd

>>717135218
well i didn't get my statisfaction... I can't get my hands on an actually sharp knife so all I have is razor blades

this is what it looks like kind of

These types of threads that eliminate the idea that 4chan or /b/ is a bad place to be, in my opinion

>>717135025
I really relate to that, I have depersonalization desorder and anxiety, depression and panic attacks, a similar story like yours actually, but dude, I recently discovered how lucky I am for being alive you know? lots of my friends died, I loved them so much, and I survived to the accident that took their lives away, I really miss them, but I am alive, I survived to a 99% chance of dying with some small scratches, I realized that everyone is special int their way, no matter their physical appereance, mental condition or economic situation, everyone is just so LOVELY, cheers to that, everythong os fine ok dude? I'm hereto accompany you until this thread gets 404, you are not alone, have a nice night :)

>>717134993
send me a message on SC my dude

>>717133482
Get a hooker

>>717134937
thanks anon. I appreciate your words. wish you good vibes and don't lose that spirit

cheers b/ro

I always feel fucking down, I couldn't have anything better, Girlfriend, Money, Decent family. Yet I just can't be arsed anymore I feel like I have no purpose and if I were to die I'd be soon forgotten.

>>717135475
It did, cheers to that, have a wonderful life mate :)

>>717135889
I'll try not to, cheers /b/ro :) have a nice life !

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>>717135791
I have not had the chance to talk with someone who has this yet. How is your experience with the whole thing? I'm pretty emotionless in general, almost paralyzed my left arm a month or so ago which would make me unable to do my job properly or live properly for that matter but I couldn't really care about that either. Best friend got in hospital a few days ago she won't die but she is pretty sick but that doesn't move me either. I know I should feel something because It's the logical response but I just don't. Is that part of this whole disorder?

>>717132846
>>717133364
Im was/still am dating thus girl. And messed it up a few days ago. Dont realy know what situation is. But i know for sure that one of my friends is trying get in touch with her. And now that i dint really know what deal is between me and this girl. I think she might bite. And then she is lost.

>>717135956
I think ur depressed in a way that the brain has an imbalance of emotions or something. I read it somewhere online but in short I think by default ur depressed and it's more common than u think. Try seeing a doctor about this :)

>>717135956
You wouldn't you have such great things ou know, most of the time I feel the same way, after the death of my most close friends I felt like you, but I discovered how lucky I am to bbe alive,had a horrible childhood but hey, I'm alive and I'm still fighting to improve, so do you, luck my man cheers :)

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>>717132212
by the way that's some really nice music anon good job. It's something I can just listen to in the background. I.wan.chu and 4am are the best ones so far.

>>717129393
You wanna fight?

>>717136489
>chemical imbalance in the brain
isn't that what depression is just in general?

>>717133764
Yoo, nigga

be me fall in love with girl first girlfriend best three years ever
she cheats find out begs me to stay i cant we brake up i rage for a solid week i ran 6 miles every day trying to cope(before this i could maybe run 1) she found a new guy left me behind cant atop feeling sad ive turned to weed and pills i cant trust anyone anymore i know im.no special snow flake i know this happens alot but it really hurts /b/ i feel like its me agianst the world

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>>717129693
what is this, a pic for ants?

>>717136793
Two types. Some people are born with it, some people have it due to an event e.g rape, abuse.

>>717136415
I totally share the emotionless situation, I am getting a psycological treatment but it's kind of complicated, let me explain you how my mind works ok? There are two parts of me (My name is Kevin by the way) The joyful, talkative and carismatic guy who I am right now, and Kevin, who feorgets about thing pretty quickly, often lacks emotions and when he does he is often sad, and a total asshole, sometimes when I;m about to act like the second Kevin, why mind gets completely white and I can't think of anything, I can't breathe , I can't speak, etc. after that moment pases, I can't remember anything, I can't remember where I am, who am I, what am I, I can't remember absolutely anything, sometimes I dont get that situation, but I suddenly feel like a total different person, anxiety makes it worse you know, I once started scratching the back of my arm because I felt like I had a weird arm, until I gut this huge cut in it, a friend of mine (Which I owe her my life) discovered what I was doing and stopped me, I realized what I did and haven't done it before, I have a big weird scar as well

>be me
>have decent job
>have gf
>no real problems
>constantly consider suicide cause its easy

Today my girl broke up with me. "The things we do for love" was quite surprising. The things I did would be considered rash if I ever told them to anyone...

something awful happened on christmas.

i kicked my dad out after he became violent towards me and my mom just 2 days before christmas last year... it made the festivity grim and i felt guilty.

now, this christmas, i started shaking uncontrollably around my family and feeling so spaced and disconnected i had to run outside, terrified. i dont know what it was. my family thinks i ruined xmas just like my dad last year, and i cant look at some family members without shaking and trembling again. i beat the shit out of myself until i had black eyes out if rage for what was happening, the family that is still around me got scared and now i feel so out of everyones stuff.

what the fuck is going on /b/? im shaking even as i type this shit. i cant look at my family in the face.

im the most emotionally strong person on this family and this is just so unlike me. just wtf happened at xmas dinner

new years is tomorrow and i think im just gonna spend it at a friends or hole up in my room

>>717137956
Time my dear anon. Give it some time, and all will heal

>>717129736
kinda really reminds me of how i'm feeling, i would show this to my friend but i don't give a fuck about myself, i'm a fucking hypocrite and all i want is to be happy when i'm alone
cause in a few years, i will be alone. every single friendship starts nicely but i'm always the one who pisses off the other friend and he unfriend me. it always happens like this and its only a matter of time before 2 of the closest people to me leave me.
but who gives a fuck, right? i'm just a lonely fat gay furry degenerate who deserves to be alone!
i wish i had starbound, why is it soo expensive?

>>717137956
It's urgent that you seek psycological help, you might be getting social anxiety, and that is such a horrible issue I struggle with, please, look for help ok? I hope things get better

>>717135875
done

>>717137956
It's uneducated, but my guess is either social anxiety or panic attacks through guilt

>>717136489
Cheers I'll look into it, I should be grateful for what I got and I am but it doesn't stop me feeling like constant shit constantly.

>>717138183
Those things don't matter at all, you shared your feelings, and that, my friend is the key to a better life, but be wise, time heals everything, but use a patch, meaning that time will eventually helpyou out, but help it help you, do something about your physical condition, about being gay and having those 2 fetishes, well it's fine :), there are many people out there who share your likings and I'm sure you'll be happy cheers :)

>>717138216
my best bud told me this would be the best course of action

could it be social anxiety though? while im fairly calm and introverted ive never had issues socializing with anyone.

>>717136597
Thank you for responding, I Know I'm so fortunate yet my mind focuses on the bad things. Cheers again

>>717137809
Isn't that schizophrenia tho? I have a simmilar thing going on... In all my life I was a scared beta really shy and all that but a few years ago I got my "second half" who is really egoistic and just walks over people like it's nothing but I really hate it, it doesn't feel like me. but that's probably just because of my unstable emotions and it's nothing serious

>>717138605
No its fine I get it. A few of my friends got a bit like that at one point. I guess a lot of people do.

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My crush told me a relationship wouldn't work out between us. Been trying to keep my distance from her but she keeps sending me texts like this. What do? How do I respond or should I not even bother responding?

>>717138810
especially since its my family. this shit isnt supposed to happen.

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it's crying time

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I fucking regret it every waking moment b/.
I killed my best friend, my best fucking friend, all over a dumb argument.
And the worst part? The worst part is I got away with it, and no matter who I tell people keep telling me that "it was an accident, your just blaming yourself". I wish that were he truth, but I fucking killed him. I'm sorry Liam, I'm sorry Cathy, someone please just kill me

>>717138810
It is the best action you could do, and it can develop from a particular situation, what says it all is your fear about ruining xmas and that you struggle so much with it to the point where you start shaking, please mate, look for help, those things need to be taken seriously and you must cure from it before it's too late and it becomes such a hard thing to deal with, I;m telling you by experience

>>717131035
I can relate so much to this.

>>717138906
Don't bother it will only make it worse

>>717139073
Damn, green text us the story bro.

>>717139073
turn yourself in

>>717138906
She needs you more than she loves you.

>>717138847
Yes it does and it's will you can't evade that, it's natural but you must learn to deal with it, I'm not saying man up and deal with it, I'm saying that us, you and me (because that happens to me too) need to learn how to manage bad situations, moments and memories, and using those bad thoughts of yours, you can improve yourself to prove how great you are, and how capable of anything you are, cheers to that

>>717139226
I really care about her, I really do. Kinda want to stay friends with her but the emotional stress is too much right now. We have messed around in the past but I never went all the way with her.

>>717139406
Care to elaborate?

>>717139073
Tell us what happened if u want

Had a girl tentatively agree to meet up with me. She conveniently is busy the day I mention, and did not reply when I tried finding out when she may be free.

Though she still responding positively to me wishing her a happy birthday, and we spoke a bit after that. But no mention of us doing anything

>>717139907
She is probably not into you, move on like she has

>>717139475
This gave me a new concept on how I should see my problems, Instead of letting them get to me I'm gonna stick to that advice and just fucking get on with it and be more greatful for what I have.

>>717140049
Eh, she always seem excited and enthusiastic about us doing something. Has show so many of the typical signs that a shy girl would give off... She has out right said that she is "Just coming out of her shell"

This may be a tad optimistic, but ,y current assumption is that basically she started to overcome her anxiety enough to make a tentative agreement but not enough for it to be set in stone. But she still didn't want to completely shut it down for next week by saying she didn't know when, on the chance that she worked up the nerve to actually offer something up.

>>717139907
Ask her if any of her friends are into anal.

>>717138866
No, it isn't just so you can be calm and steady about it isn't schizophrenia let me explain it to you
Schizo is a mental illness that causes alucinations on someone and the feeling of being several persons at a time but those persons are not you, the feeling of several people speaking at the same time and are not related to you at all.

What us have is the feeling of out other half, but we know it's us, and the fact that we are completely aware of it makes it a still tratable situation, people who aren't aware of it have another mental illness related to depersonalization, but that one must be treated with special medicines for the mind, it is serious, i left my other half too long in me, I never did something about it because I thought it wasn't serious, now I'm most of the time the guy who is an asshole, and the nice one became the other half, I recently got proffesional help and listen to me, it's helping so much

ehh i just realized that i shouldn't post in these threads because i ask for help and i don't use that help, i'm soo hypocritical and i hate myself and noone gives a fuck about me even though they do and who cares

>>717140337
>blabla anxiety story
She's really passive and so are you. Neither of you is making a move.

You can flip this anytime by just starting to get sexual with her. She'll probably dig the attention, it'll soothe her esteem.

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I just miss her
I just miss them

>>717140156
Hell yeah you will, you see? You realized what's best for you, and that is the beggining to a great flawless person, good luck

>>717140884
You too mate

>>717140584
Tell us what happened

>>717141085
nothing!

>>717140666
Wouldn't be much of an issue really, if we actually saw each other in person still.

>>717140584
I know how you feel, you just lack motivation to do it at every moment, the fact that you are expressing youserlf makes it for the better, sometimes you need to stop thinking and just act by instinct and then one day, you will see things way more simple and easy, because, you matter to us, to family, friends, and loved ones, you are great, and asking for help is step one to a better life, you will make it trough ok? I know you will :)

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>>717140510
I'm not one who enjoys sharing his emotions/feelings with anyone really so I always feel shitty after therapy sessions but I know it's supposed to help so i'm doing it anyway.
And now I'll try to create that cut I desire so much for some reason

>>717141324
Have you actually told her that you're into her, that you want to make love to her, what you would do to her etc.
Or are you leaving an insecure chick with anxiety issues to infer that from your gentlemanship/passivity?

>>717141583
I used to be that the kind of guy who is often sharing his emotions and is always happy and everything, but letting this issue get to far made me an introverted quiet person, and sometimes being uncomfortable just makes help better you know? becasue being like that makes you feel uncovered, and sharing your story will eventually get easier and easier, also, why not try to see a hymnotist My psychologist uses proffesional himnotism and it's helping so much, look for one (Not american, so I'm sorry for the shitty english)

>>717141583
Dude, I have to go right now, but I want you to know that you will never be alone with this issue, you now know that there is a guy named Kevin who shares your story and is also getting help, I hope things get so well for you, and I hope that one day we will just remember our situation as a bad memory, I know we will, have a great night ok pal? Good luck with all of this, cheers mate :), have a great life

This always gets me feeling. Kind of along video, but watch all the way through, it's worth it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q

>>717142506
I've seen it before, and I feel you

>>717142110
It's quite obvious that I am into her. I guarantee that she knows it. Though I haven't explicitly said it to her. And I don't know if it quite the right time to explicitly make it known to remove the doubt of it.

>>717142506
I dont get it

>>717142732
>Though I haven't explicitly said it to h
So no.
You're the one doing arm chair psychology with the /b/raintrust because you hesitate, but you expect her to take the lead on this.
You're being avoidant because it freaks you out. Mostly because -you- are insecure and can't imagine her being into you and responding well. But you bank on her not having that problem.

This is going to be a lot easier once you break the ice.
>I don't know if it quite the right time to explicitly make it known to remove the doubt of it.
Literally any time.

>>717132365
Ah! So you're a bit of a cuck towards your own race? Bit of a self-denouncing ass because others try to make you feel guilty for others and your own heritage? Made to feel guilty over the actions of your own race but any collective prejudice towards the dictatorial assholes who try to make you feel like shit is racist and hypocritical? Lovely.

>>717143029
Kinda funny though as we have spoken for hours without issue, but she shys away from talking in person.


So how can I reasonably bring it up with her though?

>>717143224
Tell her you want to kiss her.

Just do that and go from there. Don't freak out on me and chase it down with pls responds or anxious diatribes

>>717143038
No, not really. I'm just a half breed that doesn't want to associate with one of those halves. It's not some agenda that makes me feel guilty, I don't feel guilty about anything. It's about living around native americans and hating them, because you can always tell if a person has lived near them based on what their opinion of them is.

>>717143302
Might be mildly cringy. I am more so genuinely into her as in that she is the type of person who I would want to be in a real relationship with

So this girl has been messaging my friend with long messages ~100-150 words each. But she stops talking to him at random for a couple weeks. This tends to be around when ever they are supposed to meet up, but she finds a way out at random. It seems to be messing with him to a degree.

Two of the messages were like this.

>"Oh! I forgot about the New King Kong movie! It appears quit different than the older ones. Personally, I find King Kong vs Godzilla to be the best (old school). I am not that smart (lol); just passionately curious. Not taking math this semester, in fact, I'm not taking a science either. After talking to Professor, I decide to seek a more harmonious life than that of scholarly crunch; it feels right. Go back to Disney (lol). It's pricey though. . . A bottle of water? Like five dollars! If I was you, I would wait until they finish up with the new Star Wars attraction in Hollywood studios/MGM. Borrowed a book from Professor, and now it's all dogged eared. . . embarrassing. Reading anything good? Have you ever wandered around five points/riverside? When your at campus, you should check it out. A lot of coffee shoppes and bagel/smoothie places. Peanut butter smoothie = yum."

>"Ppssst! A job does not equal a life- trust me. Your right about the first week of school being a lite load: Disney should be ok. Cecil is not that far from Kent, which class is that one? Urgh! I need to go to bed, just got home, but Moby Dick with Patrick Sterwart is on!!! My eyes turn into hearts every time I see that man- he's so cool. Needless to say, I freaked out when I saw him in the trailer for Logan. That was the second best trailer (in my opinion) during the previews for Rogue One; Guardians of the Galaxy 2 being number one. Baby Groot is the best. Love Groot, in fact, I have the pop figure of him in his little pot. He's the only plant that has not died (lol): I have a black thumb."

Ideas?

>>717143428
What?

>>717143440
You're right, that's cringy. Don't do it.
Don't pop out an engagement ring before you dick her. Yes that's a figure of speech.

That relationship is going to develop organically from the intimacy you'll have with her when you're actually with her. It's not something prearranged, you drop an "i love you" on her cold it's just going to freak her out.

>>717143617
Yea.... I don't know what to really do with her. It seems like she serious is enthusiastic about meeting up, but that anxiety.... That is the issue here.

Maybe having contact beyond text would be beneficial. But our paths don't cross at all

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Hey /b/ if there's any Sonic fans here prove to me how big of a Sonic fan you are starting NOW!!

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didnt see a weed thread so im here instead

>be me, last smoked around halloween
>start going out with someone a few weeks later and dont need to smoke anymore
>spent most of last year getting high and using that as an excuse to not look for a job since i wouldnt pass a drug test
>going on a christmas trip so intend to get a real job after that ends cause i need one
>on christmas trip, girlfriend breaks up with me
>though we only had been going out for just over a month, hurts like fuck, just want to forget
>immediately want to get high again
>already talked to my old dealer and im getting some right as soon as i touch down back in the USA
>know that i need a job but keep telling myself that it'll pass on a test about a week or so after i smoke what im getting and after that i'll be good
>hope i dont just keep fucking around like last year, maybe this time it'll really be the last time for a while
"but anon why dont you just not get high after you get home" i know nigga but i really want to get high and pretend im living in the good old days so fuck you

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>>717144102

>>717144030
Stop dilly-dallying. Just tell her "I want to kiss you."
Short, to the point, I'm not even bringing in any genitals it's all very PG. She's not going to call you a creep and block you. If she's not into you she'll blow past it.

Say nothing else, let her think and reply. You're just gonna sabotage yourself or at least blow the spontaneity.

Post results maybe.

I'm waiting for the undeath Skyrim mod to come out for Xbox. This is feels because I hate waiting.

>>717144442
>She's not going to call you a creep and block you. If she's not into you she'll blow past it.

So, I'll get blocked, will be called a creep, and probably will have her brothers and landwhale sister beat me?

>>717144484
http://www.nexusmods.com/skyrim/mods/40607/?
This is the mod.

>>717144484
>Waits for mods to come out when they're already out.
>Pays twice to play online for internet.
>30fps.
>shit graphics.
Xbox kek

>>717144651
Because you told her you wanted to kiss her? She'll torch a friendship for that? Which, btw, she's not going to talk to you "for hours" unless she wants the D.

You're just both very sheepish. Once you get past this barrier you'll both feel better.

I am deeply in love with a man who also loves me, but it's just too awkward to be together. I moved away but visit him all the time. He kissed me this last visit. I want to die.

>>717144872
>is poor
self deprecation kek

>>717145049
>is poor
>pays twice to play online
>pays for $60 games
>can't pirate games
now we know why...

>>717145222
trips is right man, build yoself a PC!

>>717138906
>rejects advances
>still trying to maintain contact
She's just using you as an emotional tampon and can't handle the rejection

>>717137027
feelsbadanon

also please greentext you fool

>>717145323
All of my "friends" are on Xbox. I dont know how to build a pc and that would cost even more.

>>717144991
She ditched a friend already, for what I can assume is unwanted advances. Granted he had a GF at the time. She claimed that they were too busy to even text over summer.

Though I do agree that once we meet up once, and overcome that awkwardness, everything will go well

>>717137956
Some strong advice my mom gave me is everyone is allowed to breakdown sometimes. You call yourself emotionally intact but can you even remember the last time you cried? In terms of solution i have nothing but everybody is allowed to feel like a pile of shit at times and your family will always be there for you

>>717145484
Building is really easy, and it's cheap compared to Xbox (if you build it yourself)

Having friends on Xbox is the only good reason to stay.

>>717145729
Did 4chan recently change the reply system? It used to say my number with a (you) afterwards.

>>717145912
Now it has dotted lines under the number instead.

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>>717146118
Oh I just noticed that. god I am fucking stupid sometimes

>>717146163
Eh, I just am figuring that the big issue is that she is unwilling to meet up. But if I get past that, then it should be fine

>Be me
>18 yo gay guy
>Live in small Christian town that hates fags
>Be a very lonely man
>Mum is an abusive alcoholic
>Dad is just a cunt
>Being threatened to be kicked out of home.
>Hate myself for things I've done in the past
>Hate myself for things done now
>I'd be arrested right now if i weren't a minor when i committed the crimes.
>Grand larceny for one thing
>Nearly killed a guy in a fist fight
>Choked him
FeltGoodMan
>planning to an hero

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there was this girl that started talking to me, we got along pretty quickly we would always be together side by side whenever we had time we would eat breakfast together after classes we would to some place to chill and talk and when we got home we would always talk through messenger for some good hours, happiest month and a half of my life let me tell you, I've never felt so happy in my life, I really liked her but somehow I couldnt say that I loved her, and now, now she barely talks to me she had some issues in her life and said she needed some time but slowly we would talk less and less to the point that we dont talk anymore.
idk what to do tbh the most frustating thing is that she apparently got tired of me, atleast that how I feel in the end, at the start I was fine but somehow now it pains me I kinda miss her, and the time we've had together, this shit keeps bothering me from time to time and I need to get off but I got nobody to talk to.
I know im beta, im 21 and never had a relationship since I never talk to anyone, this is the first time that I miss someone in my life what do

>>717146457
The big issue is you're excusing yourself out of letting her know you're sexually attracted.

>>717128926
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WsWZAzlhDAA


Meow

>>717146606
Oddly enough I am not even that sexually attracted to her. I do find her cute and all, but that is not what initially drew me to her

>>717146521
Fag

>>717144248
Anon please. Have some self control for once and get a job first. think of how much weed you'll be able to afford once you're in and they won't test you a second time...assuming of course that's the kind of job you get.

>am middle school fag
>have no real friends
>spend all my time becoming a huge fucking nerd
>become highschool freshman
>meet this girl
>first real friend
>first real person i opened up to
>first person i had a crush on
>meet her friends
>become friends with one of them
>have this trio thing with her, me, and her friend
> goes on for 3 years
>at this point we are possibly the best friends we could ever be
> havent asked her out because im a huge pussy
>the trio kinda broke apart and its just us now
>she's the only thing that cam bring emotion out in me
> tells me she has to move after junior year.
>really sad for months over this
>decide we can still have communication
>try to spend the last months with her well
>at the end of the year she invites me to her house for the first time
>sit on her bed and talk for hours
>leave without doing anything
>(as i would later find out) both cry
>get home
>spend hours trying to build up the courage to tell her that i love her
>receive a call from her in tears telling me that she loves me and doesnt want to leave
>tell her that i love her too
>she still has to leave
>even though it was long distance, the relationship was the best time of my life.
>after 6 months we get in a stupid argument
>I feel like it was really insignificant
>i apologize for days even though i dont think it was my fault
>she breaks up with me over text
>Doesnt reply for days
>receive call from her mom
>she had overdosed on sleeping pills
>fly over to her home to attend funeral
>read actual suicide note
>had a whole section for me saying she loved me
>note didnt have a real explination as to why she killed herself
>become depressed
>multiple therapists, doesnt help
>cant stop thinking about her
>ive been miserable for 3 years now
>i cant fall back in love
>gone back to state of not liking anyone

i would give absolutely anything to feel what i felt with her for 10 more seconds. anything at all. i miss you so much, amb.

>>717132212
that shit's pretty good man

>>717147191
Fuck man, I'm sorry.

I like a girl who has depression.
I think she likes me, don't know though.
I really really don't want anything like this to end up happening to her.
Right now we're just friends.
I don't want to loose her as a friend if she actually doesn't feel the same way about me.
What do I do?

>>717132212
love it dude

>>717147191
Goddamn.

>>717144484

>Plays on console

I >feel bad for you.

>>717148078
don't just sit there and let it slip through your fingers because you never know if she loves you or not take the risk wright her a paragraph on what you like about her if you're lucky maybe she loves you to god speed /b/ro

>>717132212
all this shit right here is fucking gold https://soundcloud.com/eddyshingler/sets/t2zu3rl6sj02

>>717146933
You would be correct.

>>717148078
Im probably not the best to provide advice, seeing as what happened to me. but i wish we would have just stayed friends. we were such good friends, it felt like fucking magic. if you do get into a relationship, it will feel incredible, but the breakup will feel worst than anything you can imagine. at least it did for me.

>>717144102
Leave

>>717146588
Holy shit thats so relatable, ahe ended up dating a friend of mine and i guess ill still be here then :/

>>717131035
just fucking kill yourself

Hey guys, OP here. Anyone wanna talk on steam or something? Kind of lonely rn. Lord stormy

Why do i feel like no one appreciates my company. Ask people to hang out all the time and evertime they're busy and never follow up. Idk been thinking about this and maybe I'm just here to be alone

>>717151053
Well, was is it you like to do or talk about with them?

>>717149981
Hope that never happens, that's naive but whatever.

I'll try to tell her in person when I get back to college next week, but I'm just so afraid that she'll react badly and think I'm creepy and stop talking to me. It's happened before to me...

>>717151235
Idk just ask then to hang out or chill or get something to eat

I rarely leave my house because I'm very self conscious and it fucking kills me man